#i will continue to be polite and distant but literally nothing of substance in my life involves you

[thisseethingcoast]

lmao my parents really trying to pull me back into the fold in any way possible

#like maybe if u weren't abusive pieces of shit for 19 some years we wouldn't be here hun #i dont want anything to do with you and attempting to use grandparents and other relatives that I barely know or like that much to pull me #in isnt gonna work #the utter lack of emotional ties or connection any of u managed to form when i was a kid goes two ways #cant emotionally manipulate me when there's no real bond to pull on yk #i will continue to be polite and distant but literally nothing of substance in my life involves you #everything and everyone important is so divorced from you or your just frankly blind to them #that you'd never be able to leverage them #you'd have to know anything important about me to do so #idk ths is basically just a journal rant rn #abuse tw #should probably use my actual journal so I have a point of reference in the future