#i went through all the stages of grief doing this

[fucking-the-patriarchy]

Cleo: Hey guys, my computer died so I’m sending in a replacement for this week!

Limited Life members: Oh got it, no problem, but who-?

Gem: Hello!

Bdubs who watched her most recent Hermitcraft episode:

Scar, who got beaten by her in a bow fight:

Tango, having flashbacks to Tango’s Trials:

Impulse, remembering his head in her dungeon:

Joel, Martyn, and Jimmy, all remembering her kills on them in MCC:

Grian, remembering Champ the Frog:

Lizzie, confused:

Etho, who was annihilated by her a literal week ago: …shit

#limited life #geminitay #oh god do I have to tag all of them #bdubs #goodtimeswithscar #grian #ethoslab #zombiecleo #smallishbeans #solidaritygaming #inthelittlewood #ldshadowlady #tangotek #impulsesv #geminislay #Etho went through the five stages of grief

[viioledea]

#cael anselm #ye xuan #for all time emerald #lovebrush chronicles #artists on tumblr #fanart #my art #I went through all the stages of grief for this man and yet he's still my favorite 😭 #Anyway for now I'll probably mostly draw in this art style #'cause the whole drawing process is more fun to me than drawing in the style of my previous art #But hopefully I'll come back to the previous style eventually 'cause I still really like how I did the lineart there #It's just that it takes too long to lineart in that style 'cause I'm kinda specific with my line weight #and when I tried doing lineart like that again I just felt drained #but in this style doing lineart is fun somehow #…until I decide to be specific with my line weight in this style too or something dunno 😅

[drusill-a]

RTD is so in love with David Tennant that it makes him look stupid, huh.

#listen friends i dont know what to feel #i love everyone involved #I'm so happy that Donna has her memories back and will spend the rest of her life with her best friend by her side #but that ending felt like it was straight out of a christmas Hallmark movie; my teeth ache from all that saccharine sweetness #I'll be able to justify it if RTD is setting the stage for bringing Tennant and Tate into his UNIT spin-off which seems to be in the works #if that's not the reason it's hard for me to swallow this plot twist with the biregeneration #firstly: RTD did something similar at the end of the fourth season—splitting the Doctor to “give” one version to Rose #it's a bit annoying to see him essentially do the same now by letting another version of the Doctor to stay with Donna #secondly: I missed the emotion in this #I spent a week bracing myself for heartbreak but we went a bit too far in the other direction #we got a cutesy ending where everything resolves through a deus ex machina #yet it’s those bitter and grief-soaked moments are what RTD has always excelled at #when it comes to the Doctor's regeneration and farewells to companions #it's hard to feel much about this plot development #some things should remain final and some goodbyes and endings are unavoidable #the conclusion of Rose’s arc (both from s2 and s4) or Donna's ending in s4 #were among the most emotionally intense moments in the history of television #I missed a bit of that here #perhaps if there were more bitterness in the 14th Doctor's ending if he had to pay some PRICE for this biregeneration #(like not getting his TARDIS #being told that the Fifteenth takes over the regeneration ability #and the Tennant Doctor will die of old age) #emotionally it would have provided viewers with a cool punch #without that it seems like RTD wanted to have his cake and eat it too #have a new Doctor and give his old characters a last-minute happy ending that doesn't make much logical sense #I was hoping to feel more considering how much I love these characters #but my main reaction is an eyeroll #on the positive side I really hope to see Neil Patrick Harris in the show again he was a great villain #and Ncuti Gatwa’s Doctor is already so freaking great!!! <3 #doctor who

[borom1r]

Who Let Him Out Of Minas Tirith Dressed Like This.

(I understand range of motion for an actor but there were better ways to do this from a character standpoint as well)

#SORRY EVERYONE. DOUBLE AUTISM HOURS!!!! LOTR *AND* ARMOR!!!!! #like im IN TEARS!!! obsessed with this costuming choice. CLEARLY there were better ways to do this that didn't leave major arteries exposed #for one scene!! one scene that didnt even make it into the standard edition!! you Could Have extended those chainmail sleeves!! #I'll spare you all the horse armor rant I just dumped on my Aragorn blog but please know I went through all five stages of grief #rewatching this scene and noticing his Vital Unprotected Arteries #boromir babygirl love of my life its a miracle you did not get shot with an arrow and die BEFORE the fellowship set out #lotr

[breadclubrising]

This is probably a ‘you had to be there’ sort of thing, but i FREQUENTLY think about this one cultural trainwreck moment that happened at the show NJPW did at Hammerstein Ballroom a few years ago.

The show started over two hours late. From where I was, it seemed like most of the crowd didn’t even notice until the first hour had elapsed, because it’s fuckin’ New York City, where tbh your show is kind of a dork if it starts on time. To my memory, the crowd was pretty chill—the delay was clearly out of New Japan’s hands and they were doing everything they could to fix it, and in the meantime it seemed like most people were chatting about wrestling while getting plastered off $18 beer in plastic cups. 

However, as you may imagine, the long delay made the Japanese execs running the show extremely anxious and deeply embarrassed (and perhaps a little worried for their safety, given the history of wrestling crowds at Hammerstein). When they finally announced the show would for real this time start in 15 minutes, they sent out an executive of some variety to apologize. He got into the ring, announced the apology, and then did that all the way down face-to-the-ground bow of deep sincere apology. A full one takes like 10 seconds, and he then proceeded to do it three more times, facing the other 3 sides of the ring.

The crowd reaction was VISCERAL. Time began moving in slow motion as Japanese religious reverence for corporate reputation crashed violently against deeply-ingrained American sensibilities about public shame and being made to take the fall for one’s employer. The audience tried briefly to clap politely through our discomfort, as we figured was likely proper, but after the second bow began, the crowd fell into chaos—no one wanted to boo, but seemingly everyone wanted to convey OH MY GOD STOPPP PLEASE PLEASE DO NOT DO THIS. People were shouting ‘no! no!’, drunk dudes in the front row were wildly waving their arms for him to get up, and lots of people were instinctively looking away to avoid being forced to witness public debasement.

The thing that is so inexplicably funny to me is the juxtaposition of a Japanese corporate scapegoat performing a gesture of most profound and humble apology with a few thousand horrified drunk American pro wrestling fans desperately chanting “IT’S OKAY! IT’S OKAY!” at him.

#njpw #you probably did have to be there but this is a perfect crystalline moment in my mind #hayley and tsora and tsora's mom WERE there iirc #and i know others were too #i am pretty sure he also had his shoes off (you're not supposed to wear street shoes into a wrestling ring but execs usually do) #but someone will have to confirm that for me #MOSTLY american sorry tsora #it was one of those horrible social moments that seemingly takes SO LONG that you have time to go through all the stages of grief #hard to say what it's like now as i haven't been to a show of ANY kind since before the pandemic #but this was at a time when NJPW was first expanding into the US #meaning if you went to a show it was likely everyone around you was also a huge dork about japanese pro wrestling #i imagine that is what made the crowd a lot less rowdy than one might expect for the venue #we were all chatting with the people near us about japanese wrestling bc we never get to talk about japanese wrestling in real life #anyway

[kyouka-supremacy]

Btw today is a month since this blog was shadowbanned 🥳🥳

#Uhm. #I don't have words #Anyways I was suspending the queue thinking the shadowban would be temporary (and exams) #but given it clearly isn't. temporary. and I have stuff to post / reblog I will probably resume it with February #(Well. not tomorrow because of the episode or the second because of the chapter– #but unless sskk goes canon or something the third shall be it) #Also because like. I miss sskk and there's too many sskk posts going from June it'd be too bad not to post #I'm mostly sorry for the Akutagawa side blog tbh? Like with this blog I kinda came to terms with the accomodation of keeping it reblogs– #focused and the other original posts centered. #Despite the initial trauma it isn't even that bad because before my original posts kept getting lost in reblogs so it's a nice solution! #(Wow I just realized. After all the pain I went through when this blog was first blocked‚ the last stage of grief really IS acceptance) #But the Akutagawa blog got shadowbanned like one week after creation and although I love running it and looking for pics. #Idk I wish it got a little more traction before disappearing to the void #But there's little I can do I guess. Trust me when I tell you I tried anything I can do– well‚ besides messaging staff every day #But how could I ever do that 😞 #I feel my mental state deteriorating day after day and it's always harder to do things during the day #but it's okay tomorrow is Wungo Wednesday and that's sure to fix me <33 #random rambles

[maegalkarven]

Forget being guilty about Alfira, I accidentially failed to save tieflings and that one dwarf in Moonrise Towers bc I thought you do it at the same time as you go dealing with Ketheric. And I failed it after I self-assuredly promised those two tieflings (girl whose loved one was kidnapped and the cranky wizard guy whose siblings were taken) I'll save their loved ones.

And I deleted saves prior that before I realized my mistake. Whoops.

#baldur's gate 3 spoilers #kind of spent hour researching and trying to recover deleted saves but damnit #they're gone for good #well #my bad? #i did both laezael and shadowheart's quiests with good results tho #rerolling this 30 dice roll do Lae don't get hurt by that weird machine was an experience #anyway I think I'm this tiefling mage guys' villain story... #sorry dude i tried. i am not doing that 30 reroll again. or play 40 hours to save your siblings #they're not THAT important #remember you can't save everyone #remember you have to try #but! Zevlor and Mol at least are still saveable #i would restart game for Mol #or Zevlor #pretty sure i just went through all stages of grief tho #denial anger bargain all the stuff

[priestfrommidnightmass]

when the long shower starts to feel like texting the guy i was in love with when i was 15

#i went through all stages of grief during that shower #i thought through it all and i will not be doing it #not because i don’t want to talk to him because i would like to apologize #but right now i think i might not have been doing it for the right reasons… #my life is pretty fine right now and sometimes when i lack toxicity or obsession i can just create it. so #i worked that one out

[cherpbooboo]

i sincerely hope this gets posted, this is not flame but real concern for some people here. but if anyone is having actual crisis or is getting genuinely upset because a chat got ghosted, this is potentially a hobby you should shelve until you are prepared for that kind of thing?

for reference, i have been rping since i was 8 years old, i am nearly 30. in all of those years, i've kept maybe 4-5 rp partners around as friends, and the vast swathes of the others are just gone. we didn't write well together, we didn't have the same ideas for progression, maybe we just lost interest in what brought us together in the first place - and yeah, sometimes it was something *i* was invested in as well, and it hurts.

but at the end of the day, it's a hobby. for you, for the person you're rping with, and for most potential partners as well. you owe a stranger on cherp the same amount as you owe a stranger in real life - just because they jumped in and joined your street performance for a moment doesn't mean they're your creative counterpart. you don't even know them. learning to be OK with temporary might just be incredibly healing for you.

I read this ask a few times since we got it and I really thought about it and you’re right. You’re absolutely right. Please have a wonderful new year.

P.s. WHAT WERE YOU ROLEPLAYING AT 8?????

#zari #anonymous #cherp confessions #cherp #cherp.chat #roleplay confessions #I went through all seven stages of grief after reading this ask #that’s not a bad thing #it made me reflect on everything #what it means to rp and why I even still do it #if I’m not happy #why do it? #I should only ever be happy when roleplaying #at first I was angry abt this ask but you’re right #but also #what were you rping when you were 8 #was it Naruto #that’s what it was when i was 10

[arcaneprism]

which jatp actor is a zionist?? /gen

Jeremy Shada (also his wife Carolynn Shada) shared i stand with israel posts on their instagram stories and (correct me if Im wrong bc Ive since unfollowed both) as far as Im aware he’s since remained silence on the genocide happening in Palestine

#went through the five stages of grief in less than a minute Twice that day #all my in progress fics except one are reggie centric and as much as I try not to I probably did do some of the whole equating actors with #the characters thing cause I cant look at those wips rn #gotta do more separating before I can think about continuing those fics

[chthonictailgator]

starting with this two year old candy karkat art

#i read the epilogues in like 2 days in 2020 after not thinking about homestuck for years and went through all stages of grief #and also an additional one called mania #homestuck #hs2 #uh how do i even tag my friends #karkat vantas #homestuck epilogues #homestuck spoilers #hs spoilers

[arb0k]

just got back from the airport.... poor fuckers' flight got delayed eight hours past their original arrival time. so i guess at least redoing the report kept me awake long enough to go get them (it is in fact finished and submitted. 3,700 words, i've written around 8,000 today. which is more than i am used to for my programming degree)

it is 4:30 am and i have the last final exam of my academic career at noon tomorrow OTL

#i've only had the third worst day out of all my roommates #for some reason that does legitimately make me feel better #got to do somethin nice for people i care about to take my mind off the five stages of grief i just went through #zero rambles

[otrtbs]

just read the most BRUTAL ahb! review ever and it wasn’t even on purpose!! it just found its way to me ,,, like god damn 😭

#nat speaks #it’s okay tho it’s not that serious #i didn’t even know that platform was used for that and now I do and it’s cool #i went through the stages of grief and I’m at acceptance #but also I’m going back to bed goodnight #yeah it’s 2 pm and I woke up mere hours ago but I don’t care #the thing is … I don’t even think the person was trying to be rude at all #WHICH IS WORSE #it was scathing … scalding …. burning hot #it was my bad for being on the internet lmaoooagdhfkak

[pressradio]

Mattia also might share what he takes (affectionate).

But I'm on the 5th stage of grief and not going to have any hopes anymore, so I truly love this "we have nothing to lose" badass energy with a bittersweet taste. Maybe it's too late. Maybe it won't be enough (99,9%) at the end of the season, but THIS is what I'd wanted from them since the first race. Just give it all. Just try. And maybe it will pay off (it definitelly will pay off as a preparation to next season).

#i'm an old girl and only Ferrari is alloved to ride me on emotional roller coster #how many times this season I've went through all stages of grief #how many anger and tears were here #how many how much shit I said (and I won't take it back) #but this is my team #even when they are incompetent clowns they are my team #and my love to them is behemotic #i'm being emotional here #probably unhealthy #but do I care? #nah #scuderia ferrari #charles leclerc #mattia binotto

[buck-yyyy]

i- there is so many things wrong with this

(for context the original comment was saying that evan hansen is an example of a protagonist that’s a bad person, someone else replied saying that they didn’t like DEH as opposed to hamilton and six because evan was a bad person, this person then commented this)

1. hamilton is not a character experiencing a redemption arc, he was a REAL PERSON. hamilton is an incredible musical and is a genuine piece of contemporary art, but treating the people the show is about as though they are original characters following a storyline created by LMM is nearsighted and ignorant. these were real people who made real decisions with very real consequences.

2. have,, have you listened to dear evan hansen?? or read the book?? the whole point of DEH is that good and bad are not objective boxes, that it’s not black and white. evan hansen is not a bad person- he is a teenage boy struggling with mental illness who made an exceptionally bad decision that quickly spiraled into something out of his control.

DEH is about growth, mental illness, grief, and the absence of objectivity in real life.

there is no such thing as a good person or a bad person, there are simply people who make different choices- and the outcome of those choices is entirely subjective.

for the record, im NOT saying that what evan did was right or excusable- but to say that he’s a bad person for what he did is completely ignoring the plot of the musical and the character development we witness on stage.

#i do NOT like people misinterpreting my favorite things #especially considering how when my anxiety was really really bad i saw so much of myself in evan #when i realized how messed up what happened in the musical was i legitimately went through the five stages of grief #i was so heartbroken at the thought of one of my favorite characters that i felt represented me might actually have been a bad person #but then i realized that #again #the whole point of DEH is that good and bad people don’t exist #it’s all just people and the choices they make #and how they choose to grow from them #dear evan hansen

[wqnwoos]

although vernon deleted his entire instagram.. he looked so college boyfriend at the airport tehehe

GOODDDD YOU’RE SO RIGHT

#i’m delusional! #but omgg my face when i realised he deleted them all. i went through the five stages of GRIEF. #wHY would he do that. #asks #juliet <3 #ijuliet #moots! #vernon 💌