#i want to heal

[linesandlattes]

sometimes you really want to forgive and forget, but the hurt that made you question your own self for a moment makes you want to resent and remember </3

#choose your friends wisely #i want to heal #writers on tumblr #writers and poets

[cbc-bb]

i want to feel beautiful, i want to feel hot. desired. im trying to be interesting, to be an object of fascination. want to be seen as funny, as charming, as thoughtful. as deeply kind. i want to be healthy, to be strong, to be fast. i am trying to uplift and to worship

#been feeling yucky lately #it’s not how i want to feel #i want to heal

[xxlosthopesxx]

The demons in my head are so loud again.

#fight those demons #need you #i want to heal #i don’t want to feel like this anymore

[applejongho]

if I start thinking about Them and I'm all emotional ik it's time to go to bed

#Them = the ex bestie #crazy how it's like clockwork #i hope someday it will fade away w time :( #i want to heal #apple lady words

[shinixgami]

when you are tired and thinking about all the bad things in ur life I can’t describe it but all I know this feeling is killing me ⚰️

#I want to think about other things #I want to heal #يارب رحمتك 🤲🏻

[mercuryrisinginvirgo]

Had a nice trip during my nap.  I left my body once again and was surrounded by the beautiful cosmos, and it felt so nice and serene.  Embraced by the universe, feeling loved and accepted, and connected to the spirit.  

Every time I had a thought attempting to interfere with this experience, the thought bubble kept moving around, disabling any thought from forumlating, making it nice and pleasant.

And during the entire time of this experience, I had a beautiful face smiing at me, making my experience so much more special.  Now I'm thinking about it all and having an emotional breakdown over it.

I just want to be loved and accepted, and I want that for everyone else on this planet.  I want to interject love and peace and healing to everyone here, including animals and stars and everything in between.  

#personal #i'm a healer #i want to heal

[leavemythoughtsbehind]

Healing. I want to heal.

I have a hard time thinking about the person I used to and the mistakes I did that ruined friendships. Those mistakes made me change for the better, deeply regret what I did an always strive to become and be better. But they won‘t know that, because they will never see that version of me. I wish they had an understanding on what was going on with me, the things I dealt with alone that I myself didn‘t even realize. All that trauma that has been building up and creeping up on me, getting shaken off by my temper until it swallowed me whole. The pain I felt, the fear I felt and all the pain I still feel today. Tearing up just thinking about what my young self was left with to deal on their own. Hating how it pushed so many people away and left without getting understood, not getting heard or recognized. Being blamed by the closest people in my life and I do not blame them. I totally understand the reaction. We all react to things. We do not think deeper. But what happened to me constantly makes me think about the mental health issues people go through, that has turned them into what they have become. Blamed by the people for the reaction, but never getting an apology for what has driven you to that point.

To everyone who feels unheard, not understood and left behind; There are people who will love you and understand you. Who will have empathy for you but still hold you accountable during arguments, because they care for you enough to keep things healthy. Communication is key. But we can‘t expect that from anyone, because it is still my responsibility. May my little self forgive themselves one day and be able to bear the pain that was put onto them.

#vent #mental health #regret #trauma #childhood trauma #misunderstood #misunderstanding #friendship #pain #i want to heal

[smolincubusbf]

not me yelling in the shower and punching the wall

#I WANT TO HEAL

[doccywhomst]

#i’ve been thinking abt that cringe post #i think the latent feelings behind ‘cringe’ are shame and sometimes envy/bitterness #same vibes as when six year olds say ‘those toys are for babies’ if they’ve been shamed for their age by older kids #anyway. i think part of the healing process is realizing that shame puts you at war with yourself bc part of yourself is a social being! #and that part of you wants community and acceptance (maybe love). shame is the absence of acceptance #unlearning shame means learning self-love and gaining the confidence to find your people #jerma #cw jerma #(someone asked me to tag lol)

[adyophene]

The Greatest Showcat! [Lucihusk/Royalflush]

#hazbin hotel #husk #hazbin art #lucifer morningstar #lucihusk #royalflush #they're both performers! they both beef with alastor! they're both deadbeat dad coded. #something about lucifer's energy feels like it could be healing for husk idk i just want them to have a duet

[malinaa]

if i think about the hunger games in peeta's perspective i WILL start sobbing

#imagine you're a boy who's going to die. you're in love with the girl you've been watching from afar. you know your fate. #you just want to help her‚ but then there's the announcement and she's here in front of you‚ kissing you‚ risking her life for you and you #think‚ i could live and i could love. you think she loves you when she hands you the berries‚ when she puts them in her mouth. #then you both survive and you go back home and nothing is real anymore. you have nothing. no family. no friends. no love. just an empty #house. a drunk for a neighbor. the love of your life walking into somebody else's arms. you think‚ i survived the games. i could survive #this. and you also think‚ i should've bit down on those berries‚ should've felt the juice burst before i died. #and then the third quarter quell announcement rings in your ears and you think‚ she will live and i will die as i should have in the first #place. the girl you love kisses you on the beach and somewhere you heart stirs and your mind revolts and you savor every touch she has ever #given to you‚ in front of the cameras and off. because you are a tribute and you are always being watched and snow's presence looms and #you think‚ i know she cares. but you get taken. you get drugged. you get tortured‚ your mind altered. the girl is a mutt‚ a murderer. she's #everything you despise‚ your mind stirs. your heart revolts. you gain more awareness but cannot distinguish reality from fiction and you #have never known katniss' love. the war ends. you heal. you come home. you plant primrose for her. years down the line‚ you grow in love #more than you thought possible. but some days‚ you cannot tell fiction from reality so you ask the love of your life‚ you love me. #real or not real? and she says‚ real‚ and kisses you. #and you sigh and kiss her back and revel in this. a home. a life. a love. #lit #the hunger games #everlark #otp: real or not real? #katniss everdeen #peeta mellark #text #tais toi lys #thgpost

[sighcomics]

december

#my comic #i want snow already 😠 #artists on tumblr #indie comic #original comic #sighcomics #illustration #webcomic #comic strip #cute art #snow angel #comic art #healing #recovery #december #soft aes #soft art #cartoon art #winter #comics

[xxlosthopesxx]

Why do I feel so empty again?

#tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #depressiv #i want to heal

[inbetweencreature]

I wrote a letter to you in therapy.

#we both deserve love and healing and forgiveness #you deserve so many good things and I want you to heal #I want to heal #I miss you endlessly and I wish I could do it over #but I can’t think about that #all I have is to move forward and I want to move forward with love #you taught me so many good things and I appreciate all of it #obsidian

[glamrockstardustcookie]

Goodnight <3

#i want to heal

[girlyteengirl16]

healing is taking too long what if i just kill myself

#trauma #i wanna kms #mentally tired #i want to die so bad #mentally unstable #recovering is hard #healing #i can’t move on #mental abuse #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #i want to be okay