#i want to be in school physically

[0yorixu]

etho sketch, don't have time to color cuz then I'll spend hours on it and I won't have time to do my school work that I've been procrastinating on

#ethoslab #etho fanart #hermitcraft #hermitcraft smp #hermitcraft fanart #hermitblr #mcyt #mcyt fanart #digital art #sketch #doodle #fanart #my art #i hate doing school work #i hate school i genuinely just want to stay home watching and drawing minecraft ppl #i played batminton with 4 dudes in pe today #we passed it on each other in 5 different spots it was really fun #my right arm is so sore tho #and im physically exhausted cuz im not a sport person #yea thats it now time to cry and do travel work and my eng lit summary

[sapphire-of-midgard]

some more gow text posts before midterm season takes me

#god of war #atreus #kratos #baldur god of war #freya #sindri #sorry i haven’t posted in a bit #high school is killing me emotionally physically spiritually literally figuratively #all of the above #oh to be a sickly boy in ancient Scandinavia going on adventures with your father who’s the emotional equivalent of a cinder block #i want that life rn tbh

[todayisafridaynight]

journalists underestimate the magnitude of my addiction and how far i'll go for the bit

#snap chats #im lying i physically could not marathon this i got school LMAO BUT IMAGINE #my god speaking of school i signed up for a japanese history class. because of course i did #i also needed an extra class and i didnt know what else to put LMAO but i might swap it or somn #thinkin i should get back into theater..... i got like two months to decide anyway #i was thinking about how im gonna play IW during streams... if the lord will let me i might stream for 2~3 hours or so #im putting such a small time limit due to Aforementioned School but also idk if my computer can record any longer than that #when i tried saving the video to my flashdrive it only lasted about two some hours right ? maybe 3 if i remember right #i decided to record to my computer's hard drive instead of the usb since it has more space so maybe i can record longer #ill prob do a test run later today and record a nonsense video. i WILL delete it i just wanna see what the limit is #cause my plan is to just Record One -> Upload It -> Delete OG yk. Lazy Susan type of plan #didnt mean to type out my whole gameplan in the tags LOL BUT HEY I WANTED TO TALK BOUT IT AT SOME POINT #my final message is that ive Hopefully preordered the ichi statue. i say Hopefully cause i am once again doing it through jp rabbit #and i didnt get the confirmation it was successful yet so I Will Simply Wait. #point is it was a lot cheapter than i thought it was going to be <3 yay <3 #ok im running out of tags tl;dr im gonna marathon IW until my eyes bleed BYYYE

[darubyprincx]

to be, or not to be (romanticization of the inevitable)

#ray's tag #keys' art #undescribed #skeletons #ok to reblog #the skeleton model that i traced for this was provided by the incredible kiku @kikunai whom you can find right here on tumblr! #so uh. This is a piece about chronic fatigue although the original idea i had for it drifted a bit as soon as I started coloring the linear #(i really enjoy shading and lighting things and got a bit carried away here but i stand by my choice because this is my favorite thing #that i've ever drawn) #anyways. i often feel especially lately with school being back in season that my bones are leaden with this sort of. weariness. theyre heav #it weighs on our mental health and energy a lot and although there's a couple of reasons we have been given for it #that doesn't remove the fact that this is still a thing that affects us in a very real way day to day although we are good at masking it. #often i come home to find that i do not have the physical mental or creative energy to work on things i really want to #especially project: nexus which i feel extra bad about even though i can't help it because i just started it so recently #it is a mild to moderate struggle to make it day to day and i just. wanted to represent this somehow #my original concept for this was a skeleton with some black goop gunk whatever leaking from its joints #but as i started adding the cracks and coloring them gold (a personal touch; kintsugi is a concept that is very dear to us) #i realized that the focus here was less on the condition itself and more on the body that it afflicts. #so i put it into a spotlight. #ironic i know since very little people acknowledge this irl or even know it exists at all but i added rim lighting. I added color gradients #I colored the lineart and made it all fancy and even added a flare for the head to get the point across that even at its core; disability i #a performance. this is not implying that disabilities are fake in fact this is the opposite of that. i wanted to show that with disabilitie #especially i think in my personal opinion the invisible ones #we are all masking at least a little bit during the vast majority of the day. humans are social creatures and it is only when we are alone #or with someone we deeply trust where we allow ourselves to be who we truly are without fear and even then that can be rare #so i wanted to show this bit of the soul in as broad a limelight as i could. idk this is a really abstract piece and i dont know if anyone #will even get it but it matters to me at least. and even though we've been largely bedridden for the past week i think that's okay #we will get it figured out. all of us. okay? okay. i love you. i fucking love you. we are going to fucking make it #(also the xes over the eyes are because i thought they looked cool they have no deeper meaning at least i think they dont #actually i think they do but i cant put it into words idk. Art is subjective assign your own meaning i'm gonna go get a shower)

[quixoticanarchy]

so @nereb-and-dungalef and i were trying to make the geomorphology of Mordor make sense, as one does - or rather, as one fails to do, since orogenic processes do not tend to favor Rectangular Box of Mountains. but even if you chalk Mordor's shape up to Ainur activity, you'd think that Sauron would have taken pains to make his mountains form a better box, if a box was what he wanted. and yet it's not a perfect quadrilateral. it hasn't even got proper right angles.

therefore, our solution: Sauron did have a perfect set of geometrically balanced mountain-walls surrounding a volcanic hotspot - once. however... geological processes can only be slowed so much by one guy. the earth still changes. the crust still deforms. mountains are uplifted and erosion carves them down. hotspots move. you can't freeze geology any more than you can embalm the world at large. you can't prevent change. (not a lesson Sauron is eager to learn.) so Mordor is neither the product of natural processes nor intentional design - it's the interface of conflict between both.

#i just think it's crunchy if mordor's very physicality is a representation of what sauron wants to make the world into vs the world refusing #you have to picture us walking around like the school of athens guys except in 105 degrees #also I Know the pace of geological change is off here. i know mordor has debated origins anyway. but humor me. shit gets weird w ainur #sauron #lotr #mordor #tolkien #arda geomorphology #skravler

[cloud-based-and-rainpilled]

In goofy David Tennant/Michael Sheen Loud news, my husband stumbled upon an edit with David Tennant and Michael Sheen about how they’re In Love ® and he’s been solidly on the ‘Yeah, they’re prob fuckin’ train because of me & he was like, “I don’t get it, they’re not physically compatible at all, one is really skinny and the other is cherubic—“ and I was like bruh you literally described the one who plays an angel on TV as cherubic 💀 💀 💀 certifyibly Good ™️ casting big rare W to Neil Gaiman

#he’s not even in the fandom he just had a fancam recommended to him & it was almost all staged clips lmaooo #he didn’t believe me at first until i explained to him how aggressively bisexual michael sheen is and the heavily implied poly drama #he isn’t nearly as invested as I am but he’s a full believer now as an *outsider* lmaoko #*lmao (i am not retyping i cannae type on mobile) #also ‘not physically compatible’ made me chuckle like bruh these men are so thirsty #i love people (and celebrities) whomst’ve just cannot help but constantly reveal themselves lmaooo #also he thinks rpf is hysterical & we used to read livejournal beatles rpf in high school on school computers so he really is the one #good omens #bbc staged #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #crowley #david tennant #michael sheen #i must stress he is entirely outside of the fandom and skeptical on all ‘these ppl are fcking’ shit and even he’s like ‘oh okay lol i guess’ #incredible #also i don’t want good omens stuff on his computer like was it just listening to us?? help???

[breadandblankets]

steph and duke hang out a lot while steph is in college, between classes and her apprenticeship with leslie, through that duke gets roped into helping out enough that his first aid skills get a workout

turns out in a medical setting having a guy who can tell u what's wrong on the inside without having to order imaging is really helpful!

having the signal as your radiologist would also kick ass tbh

#duke thomas #stephanie brown #batfam #sorry steph tag watchers this is mostly about duke but i hope i included her enough to justify the tag #anyway i saw that medical post and had adjacent ideas #ones that better rep-ed dukes powers and stephs relationship with leslie #no shade to op lmao #radiologist duke is not something i had thought of before but now... #i always wanted him to go into like a engineering or physics field (im biased) #duke medical physicists 👀👀👀 #or biomed engineer 👀👀👀 #idk what do you think duke should study in school? #bread talk

[the-overthinktank]

I feel like part of autistic infighting is that the term encompasses such a huge range of disability, symptoms, and experiences that advocacy often struggles to be inclusive without becoming so unspecific it's toothless. On one hand high vs low functioning is a false dichotomy, on the other hand someone who was has severe difficulty communicating and motor disabilities has obviously had very different experiences from someone who found out later in life and can mask

#the special ed vs burnt out gifted kid fighting especially.... #feels weird because i was diagnosed early and was in some... idk... special ed lite classes during elementary school? #and my experience was mostly positive there. in retrospect they were probably trying to teach me social skills #but i was in kindergarten so i mostly remember being taken to a room that had a box full of sequins and animal erasers for me to sort #regular classroom was much worse #i was a social outcast for most of elementary and middle school and was bullied heavily #but many other autistic peoples' experience with special ed is like. physical abuse and dehumanization by faculty. #which is not remotely equivalent to baby jay eraser room #no reblogs because i don't want to argue with randos today

[fizzytoo]

made a bottoms (movie)/“fight club” inspired oc :D —leah dawn (she/her, 21, physics major) joined her university's "secret" self-defense (fight) club to impress girls and get pussy 😞

#ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 cas #show us your sims #*fizzysims #oc: leah dawn #bc apparently she's not getting any bitches in the physics department #and everybody thinks she's straight 😞 #she can’t fight either 😞 she gets her ass tore up takes silly little selfies then guilts her friends into taking her for ice cream #not too much on my girl’s big ass forehead ✊🏽 #idk when im gonna see the bottoms movie so idk the dynamics of the fight club so dont come for me for including random ass details 🫵🏽 #i just wanted an excuse to make a lesbian oc that’s in a fight club but doesn’t look like she’s in a fight club #y’all think she’s getting pussy? LMAOAJSJSHSH #we need more people in this fight club :D hint hint wink wink #i already have some more ideas for different members maybe antagonists 👀 (enemies to lovers 👀) #anyway this was fun. i’m not rlly sure about the white cas bg WHEW bright as hell and not great for white clothes swatches #ik the bottoms movie is set in a high school but i’m not doing that 💀 i’m grown #blood #cw blood

[amazinlei]

Look man, if Bowser stole a magic artifact of unlimited power, wrote a love ballad of how we’re going to rule together, AND wrote his own vows when he offers the star as basically an engagement ring? 

RIP to princess peach I guess but I’m different. 

#I TOLD YA'LL I WASN'T GOING TO BE NORMAL WHEN THIS MOVIE CAME OUT #GOD and the fact that they used bowser's odyssey wedding tux in the wedding scene too!!! I WANTED TO SCREAMMMM <3 #forgive me father for I have simped #literally came home and chatted about the movie to my parents ate easter dinner and than dreamed of bowser setting me up for a piano session #I had a practice electronic keyboard in school I love I bet Bowser is also pretty talented an ax too! #I mean LOOK AT HIS CLAWS THEY'RE ALREADY GOOD GUITAR PICKS #anyway uh putting the simp card into my wallet registry #mario movie was a blast! #they did my boy luigi so good even though dude had the WORST luck #though the bad lands just makes me REALLY want a luigi's mansion movie #I HC that Luigi and Mario both kinda have dog phobias on top of trauma from losing each other in the warp pipe #and the trouble they went through with getting to his brother as a prisoner and luigi on the other hand being physically tortured #and mentally drained with that downer of a luma X'D I loved that little butt #ALSO PEACH MY FUCKING BELOVED!!! #Lei stop being silly #Bowser #fictional other #Luigi #Princess Peach #Mario #Super Mario Bros Movie

[squeakadeeks]

moodboard for this past week ❤️

#they should invent a grad school thats not fucking insane #i'm hanging in there but im the most unwell i've been in AWhile #this week was just horrible #there was already the freezer food incident but it also started off with a very severe pain episode thats putting me in constant woe #even mundane motion has been agonizing which is McAwesome bc we had a lab inspection which involved moving hundreds of pounds of equipment #during which we found a blackwidow and rats which we had to deal with and was a whole thing psychologically on top of the physical toll #the new class fiasco is still popping off and i had to respond to at this point over 400 emails in the fleeting moments outside of lab #AND A STUDENT TRIED TO FINANCIALLY BRIBE THEIR WAY INTO THE CLASS ? ?? ?? ????? #then the instructor wanted to use me as a guinea pig and i had to test new circuit boards but I wasnt given any time to do so properly #i had to test them plus get them operational and deal with my incoming students all in a frantic 10 minute window #im in charge of running our meetings too but the instructor was interrupting and having side conversations that made it really hard- #to train the other people on the new equipment in a smooth manner #which meant that a bunch of people had to keep me after to ask questions which made me late for my drs appointment #where i found out i cant get the new covid vaccine bc my heart and blood levels arnt stable enough #and joanns lost an expensive+critical fabric order of mine+i had to give a big presentation this week on my research that was stressful #and my inbox is still blowing up from being needed all over the place between teaching lab and classes and yall i am. so so tired. #im in so much pain and so stressed out #debating the ethics of turning into a pile of lint to escape my responsibilities and mortal frame

[figofswords]

the post grad why did i get an art degree what am i even doing what do i want in life where am i going crisis has finally hit i want to. lie down in the dirt. or something

#WHAT AM I DOING!!!! #i get up i go to my stupid retail job i stick labels on bags they pay me fucking thirteen bucks an hour i come home i lie on the couch #too tired to draw in too much pain to go anywhere no energy to reach out to college friends to do anything fun #no idea where the even start with getting an industry job no clue what i even WANT at this point #trying to remember what i loved so much about comics i want it BACK i HATE this #WHAT IS THE POINT!!!! WHAT DO I WANT WHERE AM I GOING!!! WHAT COMES NEXT!!!!!! #there's no clear career trajectory i can't do freelance i need structure i can't work too much i need free time #my brain doesn't work every job requires me to move across the country the irs just took fucking three hundred stupid dollars from me #my friends live in different states i can't get a job without experience i can't get experience without a job #i can't work on my portfolio with no energy and no time and i dont have any money and everything is so expensive all the time #i can't get anywhere bc i dont drive and im too stressed to think about taking driving lessons again #and WHAT DO I WANT! #THE MOST INTERESTING THING I DO EVERY WEEK IS GO TO PHYSICAL THERAPY! #I AM EXCITED EVERY WEEK FOR PHYSICAL THERAPY!!!! WHY!!!!!!!! #anyway WHATEVER i need to go to bed #delete later #i got into spx. today. so. had to have a crisis about how i felt when i attended spx (energized. excited. a part of something. ambitious) #versus how i feel now (tired. unmotivated. kind of apathetic about art. disconnected) #i dont miss the stress of school but i miss being around other artists. ppl who speak your language and who want the same things you want #ppl who are excited abut art and that makes YOU excited about art. ppl who get you #i miss that i want that back #whatever. its 1am i gotta go shower i have an 8.5 hour shift tomorrow. wahoo. $13.50/hr lets go

[dribs-and-drabbles]

✨2 minutes later...✨

#my school president #LOOK HOW CLOSE THEY GOT! #it's going to take me a while to recover from this and the pinky hold #like...a LONG while #THEY WERE SO ADORABLE! #I want more adorable idiots (affectionate) flirting with each other like this #this is so perfect #I love this show #it's brilliant. so brilliant #I don't even care if it takes until the last ep for them to kiss if I can have more moments like these #stolen unacknowledged moments of conscious and deliberate physical contact #that says: I like you and I think you like me to but I'm testing the waters #and: hey this is nice I like being this close to you and I think you feel the same #things that make me go ajdfha;kdfhak;jdh #my school president ep 4

[uncanny-tranny]

There's this idea I see sometimes that you can only like food insofar as you use it as a tool to satiate your hunger, but honestly? It's okay to like food not for how it serves you but for what it feels like and means.

It's okay to like food because it tastes good, because it reminds you of your childhood and your culture, because it reminds you of beautiful nostalgic memories. It's okay to like food. Food is such an integral part of the human experience. The more we minimize food as "solely a tool," the less connected we are to not only food but to ourselves because so often, people tie their bodies in with food and how it does or does not serve them.

#recovery #food #disordered eating tw #eating disorder tw #(just for the implication) #something i am trying to internalize while recovering #the idea that food is solely a tool personally harmed me because it stripped food down to something i must sufficiently earn #but right now i am cooking spaghetti because i want to taste it and because while i am not hungry i know i have not eaten enough to be okay #and i'm going to learn to be happy about it or hell at the very least indifferent and unafraid by it #i will have done more damage to my physical and mental wellbeing by ignoring my body than ever eating for the sake of tasting something good #insert that one jack black gif from school of rock where he says '...because i LIKE TO EAT' #making my italian ancestors happy by eating spaghetti but pissing them off to seeing red by snapping the spaghetti in half to cook it

[hella1975]

jorts neil isnt real and cant hurt you jorts neil isnt real and cant hurt you jorts neil isnt real and

#rori this is why he's the worst of all of them btw.... no... no other reasons..... nothing else nuh uh #i actually want to study nora's brain bc this woman outright refuses to describe things that are important #to the point it's a running joke in the fandom that the apperances of each of the foxes is mainly fanon #bc there was so little detail given that no one can actually confirm or deny physical hcs #yet nora is willing to spend two pages painstakingly telling me every step neil takes inside the stadium #and every part of his uniform change. like it's not even interesting or important why are we doing this #literally 'he took his shirt off. he put his socks on. he swapped casual shoes for exy shoes. he-' I DONT CARE #'Can you crash already?' NEIL DSKHDGKSH #OMG THE VIXENS ARE HERE HIII KATELYN!!!! has anyone checked on aaron yet. has he got a pulse #'Maybe he's afraid she'll die on him like the last woman he really loved' ANDREW JOSEPH MINYARD #ooooooooh i love reading the games i get so stressed out and for what. this makes me wish id done sports at school. a distressing thought #aftg #hella reads aftg

[churchandstateofbeing]

one day i will actually catch up on fantasy high junior year. unfortunately as i am currently a student actively enrolled in high school, i physically cannot watch fhjy without feeling violently ill. so i think i am going to rewatch starstruck for the 5th time and hope that tides me over to graduation so i can enjoy d20 again

#d20 #fhjy #as storytellers they NAILED the feeling of being a burnt-out high school student #but they’ve done such a good job that i literally cannot look at it without feeling real physical pain #i really want to watch it tho!!