#i want to be happy again

[xinvisiblestringsx]

I stopped watching bsd after season 3 in 2021 i was finally free but now im hyperfixated again and it's consuming my brain.

#i have to study #bungou stray dogs #i want to be happy again #dazai osamu #bsd

[enii]

Longing for the things that used to make me happy.

#illustration #artists on tumblr #cute #artoftheday #digital illustration #cat illustration #wholesome #cat of tumblr #caturday #pretty cats #with you #not alone #be kind to yourself #note to self #longing #things used to make me happy #happy #i want to be happy again #just exhausted #exhausting

[puplaroid]

High-key coming back to my cartoony/toony art phase again after being absent from doing such because of bullying almost half of my life. I owe it to my 10 year old self who enjoyed cartoons/comics no matter what, despite of being called cringe and accused of being immature at the time for liking such. I miss being happy. So I'm trying to make emends with my past by letting myself be free artistically, just like younger me wanted…

#overcoming traumas is hard #but it will be worth it in the end #cartoony stuff is so fun for me to draw #like... when I was younger I really wanted to be a cartoon illustrator as an adult (even as a hobby) #but damn my classmates and teachers for humiliating me for being into specific art styles in elementary school #I want to be happy again #Puplaroid's talk

[beautyin-ngtvspace]

I have a really bad habit of bringing my worst fears to life...

God, please guide me home 🙏🏻

#I've been lost for the past year and a half #I'm tired of spiraling #i want to be okay again #i want to find myself again #i want to be happy again #i want to love myself again #I'm tired of being scared #i don't want to depend on anyone #i don't want to continue feeling as if i need someone by my side to be okay #i want to be okay on my own #bad habits #fears

[kusiaexe]

I really fucking need season 4 special to drop like right now I need my little dose of seratonin and dopamine just let me feel happy for 45 minutes pls I'm going insane here I can't think about anything else

#lmk #monkie kid #season 4 special #pls just release it i can't take it anymore #I'm in agony #i want to be happy again

[iamonlyhereforthefreefood]

Sometimes when my OCD is starting to feel better my intrusive thoughts will become "you don't deserve to be happy, your intrusive thoughts show you're a terrible person therefore you must feel miserable and guilty all the time" like can you please shut up and let me have this?

#OCD is the worst #i think I'm starting to feel better and I hope it stays that way #i want to be happy again #i want to not feel tormented by my thoughts

[ofcutsandoffire]

i hate when once I'm actually doing good and is happy, it's always for a short period of time then something happens and I'm in a spiral again

It fucking sucks

#i hate my school #i want to feel loved #i want to be happy again #i was happy #i hate this

[fentanyl-rabbits]

I can't do this anymore. When will these disgusting times finally end. I feel like there's no end. Nothing. There's nothing I can do good. Everything is bad bad bad. I feel like a little kid again. Helpless and it's such a shame for me like there's no other feeling than shame. But the worst is: it's all my fault. I'm old enough to do this better, I've learned already so much. But nothing matters. Every achieve means a shit. There's nothing I can really good in life. Not even making my spouse happy. All I do is dropping weight with the illusion of being sexy but yeah... It's nothing more than that: an illusion. I need so much validation from everyone it's laughable. And yet here I am sinking into self pity and wanting just not to exist for a while. I don't want to hate but I feel the hate and the guilt being such a failure is eating me alive.

#lepus.txt #diary #negative #i want to be happy again #but how #o lord please help me

[lifewouldbebetteronmars]

All I want for 2023 is for everything to go back to normal again

#i want to be healthy again #i want to be happy again #i want to be able to live my life again #riley’s new years resolution

[jacobglaser]

He's just an Angel... I know.

Good Omens (2019-)

#this took so long and i never want to see the word angel again <3 #but i'm so happy with how this turned out #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #aziraphale x crowley #aziracrow #david tennant #michael sheen #good omens s1 #good omens s2 #goodomensgifs #goodomensedit #good omens edit #mygifs #nat gifs good omens

[meliora777]

Recently I've rediscovered my love for life, and I've remembered how easily it can end.

It made me more stressed out, and feel more out of control than ever.

#Just let this end #I want to be happy again #And stress free #And be held by you again #And know for sure what's going on #Personal

[radishgirllove]

man life is really a lot

#I’m just tired all the time #im sick of being briefly happy just for everything to get worse #i just want to sleep #I want to be happy again #I’m trying and it’s just not working anymore

[rave-lord-nito]

Hat

#was too happy with the hat pictures so i wanted to post them again #especially the second so the width is more easily visible #dark souls #big hat logan #made it for halloween last year woll probably use it for halloween this year as well #just need to strengthen the head support #wizard

[kavaleyre]

“After 200 years, you can forget how much color there is in the world.”

#my art #astarion #astarion and halsin #halsin #halstarion #<- gift for my lovely friend #Astarion deeply has my heart though #I have caught the BG3 bug BAD #i just want him to be happy #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 fanart #I just can’t stop thinking about how beautiful the world must be to him now that he can see it again #it’s almost like a second chance #at loving the world around him #and halsin could show him so much #also the flower is a white amaryllis #which is supposed to represent new beginnings. #anyway i love them

[sysig]

Permission to headbutt: Granted (Patreon)

#My art #UT #Sans #Papyrus #Ft. something smol and I do on a regular basis ♪ #This could be Handplates or it could be classic Undertale I leave that up to you lol #I definitely picked up a lot of the style quirks lol - but there are some of the ones that I like myself! Like Papyrus' darkmode clothes lol #And Sans' shorts having the stripe in the front haha - little details ♫ #Realistically it probably is Handplates tho just based on where my head's at lol - I love the Handplates dynamic :D #Handplates #I talked myself into it! Pfft ♪ #I found myself relating a lot to Sans especially while rereading - I want nothing more in the world than for my siblings to be happy! <3 #So I gathered up a bunch of ideas of things especially me and smol do together and this was the most obviously cute one haha #Easiest to do! Tho I did still go a little extra on this lol #I'm trying to do more digital stuff ♪ It wasn't the best art day and I'm still a little nervous to jump right in :') #Not doing any sketches on paper beforehand feels weird but I guess it is thematic in a way lol #And I'm still pleased with how they turned out hehe #It really does feel nice to be drawing them again <3 #And doing silly sibling things! Hehe #I dunno how clear it is since it's so ingrained into how smol and I talk to each other lol family language! #One of us will literally just announce ''bonk'' and the other will prepare for/lean in for a headbutt haha #She is a tiny bit taller than me - it's not quite /this/ extreme but she does lean down for me! S'cute <3 #I like to think Papyrus would do the same hehe ♪ Let your lazy brother headbutt you! He can only reach so far! #On minimal effort anyhow hehe #It's just a fun way to be silly together ♫♪ #Also yes I did show this to her and she cosigned lol - ''Cute'' -smol

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

The musical episode.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jin guangyao #nie mingjue #Remember jin guangyao: If you do any treachery you will face the wrath of five horses. #When are the horses going to come into play? You'll see. #s2.ep8 had beautiful music... I listened to it on loop while drawing! #Good music to chill out to before you fly into a rage. #This episode really cements how JGY's mind works - It is a matter of long-term outcomes at the sake of nearly everything else. #Morals do not matter to him if the outcome is more favourable. #and at the center of it all - he has learned that the only person he can truly trust is himself. #In turn - the only person his actions benefit are himself. #He will do anything and everything it takes to reach a position of power - not just for the power. But because it means safety. #Because it was something he was denied and the idea of not having control in his life again is unforgivable. #'Happiness' isn't a goal. We are looking at someone still stuck at the bottom of Maslow's hierarchy of needs. #Everything and everyone is a piece in a game. Bonds and friendships are assets. People are dispensable. #He wants to climb for the sake of climbing. He wants praise and recognition because he feels it is deserved. It's all so hollow. #We could go deeper into his psyche on this. #But these are also tags under a comic in which 'evil penis music' is the punchline.