#i want my fp to hurt im so mad at them

[outkast777]

Right as i logged out of my account sum random ass account posted a doc abt me and my friend cuz they r mad at me for being mean to them and “abelist” and we already had this convo and it went litteraly NO WHERE so they think i was trying to call them out for having a fp (i just stated shi also talks about something over and over again) (nothing directed negativly until shi took it negitively) yes i dont like thise people because after sometime i started to have different opinions about them as any human can. I did get very petty which was not the best idea and the whole misgenering thing was not on purpose and i told hir that so many times because i was typing fast and its one letter and i alwasy use autocorrect so its obviously gonna correct and the ss were taken within the MILISECOND after i sent them and after i edited them so i dont really know what 2 tell ya. I dont have any control over my other friends actions (there name was censored out) (bro my cd its so scratch its jsut stopped playing) i am so sick of them people acting like i and the one sending the things she says shes her own person with her own phone she can text on the whole “NPD” thing was alot of heat of the moment shit that started cuz some one got mad at me for answering when someone said “if you have somthing to say about me say it to my face” and i did cuz tf and then its escalated into things that i definitely should have not said and i do take credit for that and im sorry if any of those were hurt by it. Dragging on this long ass paragraph onto tumblr is the most tiring thing jsut as i thought everyone was done and things were being talked about but take it or leave it i am done

Ive been done for long before this so no i will not be comeing back to this account again outkast is over and has been over no i do not like creepypasta anymore i just want to clarify non of whats above is why i just dont like creepypasta quits. Lawd ive realized over the past month that ss stuff and thrn sending it to tumblr is a wack and bad way of getting people to understand cuz they were simply not there so i will be taking off all the drama included stuff off my page for people who want to still come here for my art. “Outkast is a bad person who hate people specificly with personality disorders and specificly cluster b disorders” is such an annyoing claim and is a big one 2 because i dont?? Just becuase you have it and we havnt been on great terms dosent mean i hate you cuz of that i could litteraly care less and ive told them that multiple times but ik they dont care atp. Soooooo bye i dont know much more to say. Making me type out this long ass paragrah ohh em ge

Also the person taking about getting mad at us for talking about tomb all the time ALSO talkes about tomb all the time but gets mad at us for doing it ehat do you want from me bru

Im very bad at spelling

#drama free life style #*evil* discord users as they put it r coming after meee oh nooo what am i gonna doooooooo #this looks like its gonna be put in a creepypasta fandom youtube video #if you gonna share ss at least make the readable them shit r in 6px #no i am not taking down my description

[neuroticboyfriend]

um, is it okay to bent? if not you can just ignore this

um. there's this person i have an fp ish attachment to and it. kind of sucks

i. just want them to care about me and only me. they have bpd and get fps too, and for some reason that just. breaks me up inside

like. why. why am i not their most important person. why am i not the only person they care about. why are they looking for the approval of other people when im right here. how dare they care about other people. they just vented about something about their current fp and i don't know who it is but. wow here i am dying inside because of you and you're thinking about someone else?

like just. even thinking about the people they liked/loved *in the past* is just. i wish i was the only person ever you know?

but i know that can't happen. i don't want to leave them, i don't want them to leave me, but it hurts. i love them but i hate them. it's too much

i. remember seeing someone post about them following them, and i just. it made me so mad. like they're mine? they're mine.. ugh

they've told me they love me and care about me but it's not enough. i want to be their one and only ever.

there's no winning. i know this is possessive and unhealthy but i also can't make it stop. i don't know what to fucking do

gosh, having an fp is hard enough, i can only imagine that it gets even more difficult when they also have BPD, an an FP no less. that must hurt to the very core, and you don't deserve to go through that at all. i hear you and i want you to know that even when we dont know what to do, it doesnt mean we've lost.

my best friend was my FP for years, to a genuinely dangerous extent, but now I have a (mostly) healthy connection to my partner (of over 3 years now). it's really, really hard to figure out how to handle our emotions and heathily connect with the people we care about. but there is a way for us to win. there is a way for us to be happy and fulfilled, even if we still have things to work on.

it'll be different for all of us, and i believe in you to get there someday, too.

#asks #bpd #borderline #borderline personality disorder #fp #favorite person

[antiloreolympus]

5 Anti LO Asks

1. am i the only one who kinda hate the colors choices for the characters in LO? they're so oversaturated and intense that it just hurts my eyes to look at after awhile. the background colors are much nicer with them being more pastel. i wish it went with that hue instead of just being as intense as possible.

-----FP Spoilers-----

2. So, this is my first time saying ANY critique on webtoons out loud. I wanted to keep my mouth shut because I know how hard it can be with comics but, enough said. My GOD. Everyone’s  pointed out great points but if I’d have to say any, what I really find annoying is when anyone explains their backstory with meeting P for the first time, it has to take up so many eps, it’s long and with useless info, and it never really goes anywhere because every character constantly keeps changing their story???? And it’s not even like some moment that you can remember and look back to. They’re all so freaking forgettable and long for NO REASON??? I read the latest FP and it was The same thing. Hermès explaining his first time meeting P but why did it have to take up more than half the ep? I feel like that’s why eps. Feel a lot shorter. Because absolutely nothing happens and when something important actually does happen, it takes so damn long to explain that I just don’t care for it. This could also be said with Minthes and Hades first time meeting cuz yeah ok, they were both in a bad place, but just get to the point???? It doesn’t need two whole ass episodes just to say “they were both in a bad place u_u” And when it comes to milking a plot, they never properly solve issues. Like yeah maybe they did give that guy his eye ball back, BUT P’S RAPE???? I don’t care for it anymore. And that’s an issue that should have been solved or at least given a proper light to! It’s just dealt so poorly and for the sake of dumb quirky flashbacks. Like yess, im sure that happens to real survivors but comic wise, it gets kinda boring?  Maybe come up with better ways on how other things affect her and then she learns from them?? That’d be great character development and it could help her over come her fears and become stronger both mentally and physically. But I’m sorry DX I’m normally not like this at all, in fact I support freelance comic artists a lot! But once I found how much she makes, sheesh! I needed to say something.

3. I mean I guess Hermes (the red guy is him right?) ‘s mother is a plus size character. But its only like his mom, Hestia and i think there was one fat nymph Perse was friends with.

4. Holy shit this fastpass chapter was total shit. It has nothing to do with the trail at all, and this chapter was very boring to the point where I even stopped halfway through and read the rest later fast to get it over with.

Having Persephone be hidden is so fucking stupid because this contradict season 1 where hades reading all of her accomplishments from competitions you know, things that are public. Not only that but why have Demeter hide Persephone be new when Persephone is THE FUCKING BARLEY MOTHER MASCOT?!?!!

Hermes Little plot will literally be nothing but filler and if this was a real situation he would not even be in it because he really did nothing but get money for being quiet. What we need is an explanation from Demeter and Persephone not fucking hermes!

Rachel what the fucking fuck gurl!!! I don’t know if you can tell. But this chapter mad me so mad, we need explanation and plot, not filler junk. 

5. In fastpass, there was a flashback where hermes  and persephone got so much chemistry that i wish they were a real final couple. Also anything isnt explained yet and hermas instead of talking about act of warth or wy persephone in inocen he talked about his life and how he met perephone and this part of flashback isnt even ended, ended on cliffhanger and will be continuing in next ep.

#anti lo #anti lore olympus #lore olympus critical #lo critical

[limitlessimagines]

Hi!! Can I have a romantic match up from Valorant? :)

im a 5'4 non-binary lesbian hufflepuff who likes to read comics, draw and play alot of videogames.

And everyday I get a new hyperfixiation whether it be some game to the entire history of how and why money is made, my brain get super curious about everything.

I get really loud sometimes when I feel like myself and I sometimes like to hold something when im out in public, whether it be my purse, phone or my friend's arm

I sometimes get really moody and would isolate myself to not get mad at someone and or hurt their feelings. And Im super touch starved, and I like staring into peoples eyes since it makes me comfortable

I forget things alot and I would use jokes as a coping mechanism or to get out of awkward situations ( but in general i like to make jokes alot)

Your romantic match up is with Killjoy!

Killjoy loves all sorts of video games! She’ll play calm ones, comedy ones, serious ones, ones with great stories, ones with no stories, and fps games too! You’ve got a wonderful girlfriend who will venture into any video game with you, willingly.

She’s read some comics as well, but she’s more of an indie comics kind of girl. She has issues and issues just stacked randomly around her place. She doesn’t really have a way to categorize them. Maybe that’s where you come in haha. Either way, you’ve got a huge list to plow through. Even if you sat at her place and read for hours a day, you wouldn’t even get through 1/5th of them. That’s how many comics she’s got on hand.

When you get a new hyperfixiation, Killjoy will try to learn some obscure facts so she can enjoy it with you! She prefers to stay on one task (and she’s got the ability to focus too, lucky her. She loves to see your face light up when you learn something new.

Killjoy doesn’t mind that you’re loud. She’s able to tune it out, even if she’s really busy, and just focus on your words. As well, she will totally lend you an arm while you’re out in public. She doesn’t mind.

When Killjoy can see you’re upset, she’ll let you take some time alone to let off steam, but she will check on you periodically. It’s okay to tell her your feelings, even if it’s scary. She is very chill about it.

Also, you can stare into her eyes whenever you want. She’s not bothered by it. KJ is not the most touchy person, but she’ll hold your hand whenever you like. She isn’t adverse to it, she is neutral.

Killjoy has fairly good memory, and makes it a point to put some kind of logging app on your devices so you can put things down whenever you feel the need to. She even went one step above and made you a neural link, if you ever feel like you want to use it. That way your device will put that stuff down without you having to move!

While Killjoy can be a jokester, she doesn’t like when it’s used as a coping mechanism. So she can tell when you’re doing it to cope, and will check in on you. On the other hand, if you’re using it to get out of a situation, she’ll be able to scoot herself into the conversation, and pull you out. She doesn’t get embarrassed often, and has no problem being honest about wanting to leave somewhere.

#Valorant #Valorant Killjoy #Valorant x Reader #Valorant Killjoy x Reader #Valorant hcs #Valorant headcanons #Valorant Killjoy hcs #Valorant Killjoy headcanons #limitlessimagines

[xserpentlife]

Care *Smut*

Requested: Kinda, mentioned this yesterday, started as a request but when elsewhere. Orig Request here: Hey hun ease can I have a ddlg little girl smut imagine with sweetpea or fp jones not bothered which where I have been a brat all day and he punishes me thanks so much xx.

A/N: This was created and I accidently went somewhere other than the request, I am also using this as one of the bingo spots on my card: Aftercare. 

Warnings: Smut

Word Count: 2339

There was something off with you today and Sweet Pea could tell from the start. First it was waking you up, you didn’t want to, which was not much different than usual, however, this time you actually cried and Pea didn’t know what to do. You weren’t in pain, you weren’t going through anything really. He just held you while you cried and then eventually got you dressed and to school.

Finally at school when pulling in the drive you began to calm down.

“Wanna tell me what that was about?”

“I dunno, Daddy.”

Another odd thing to add to the list for the day. You were his little girl, mostly only in bed though, and once in a while after play when you slipped into little space. It was very, very odd and concerned him that you were calling him daddy in a non sexual manner while at school. You were often a brat in public, using daddy to turn him on, but this was entirely different.

“Baby girl talk to me”

“Gotta school daddy”

“Be a good girl in class and don’t say anything okay, I’ll see you during free hour”

“Okay daddy” you kissed him on the cheek something you always did while in little space

He was afraid you’d get found out, your kink and little space would be exposed and it would put you in even more of a rut. See no one really knew of yours and Peas' relationship except one or two people. You keep it secret, it is deeply personal. You went through a lot of trauma, falling into little space is your way of dealing with stress and hard times, he could usually make it better pretty quick but this time he had no idea why you fell into little space so hard and so quick. I mean you had both been busy the past few days. Not seeing much of each other than in passing and at night when falling asleep, but you never hid anything from him, and you hadn’t mentioned anything bad at all, so the fact you slipped without him knowing or detecting it made him so upset with himself. He knew he shouldn’t have sent you into class, but you had a test you absolutely could not miss and he was hoping you’d be okay alone. He has learned that when in little space you cling to him like a bear. Turning to your little side is your safe space, but without Pea there would be none of that at all. He is like the base to your tower.

The class could not have ended faster for him, he needed to see you and make sure you were all right. He always waited for you by the lockers. He watched and waited but hadn’t found you. He walked to your classroom and saw the teacher yelling at you. He walked in, not caring about anything in the world, plus he didn’t have this teacher for math. But saw you crying eyes watering red and puffy.

“What the fuck is going on”

“None of your business son, you can’t just barge in my classroom like that”

“I can damn well barge in here when your yelling and up in a girls face for no goddamn reason sir, plus no one fucking talks to my girlfriend like that I don’t care if you’re her teacher or not. You can speak to her on monday” Pea dragged you out of the room, grabbing your hand in the process. Tears still streaming down your face he brought you to a corner in the rec room, thankfully no one was in there, because your friends are usually the only ones there and they were all in class except fangs, but he was with Kevin. All you did was cry as he sat you down, no words coming out of your mouth. He loved you so goddamn much and seeing you cry was always a struggle for him.

“Princess you gotta talk to me or I can’t fix it or at least try to make it better” You shook your head pouting up at him

“Baby c’mon please whyd id he yell at you”

“Said… said i was bad at math and, and then he...” you started balling again.

“He got bad at me cause I got done early and it was so bad, but he, he got mad also cause I got done early and drew on my paper. I don’t get it daddy you always say I can draw!”

“Baby you didn’t do anything wrong”

“He… he yelled yes I did daddy he got mad. Was my drawing not good daddy”

“Im sure it was perfect aby, but sometimes there are things we just can’t draw on”

“Wanted to color but no pages, thought I could make a pretty picture but…” You cried one again Fangs walking into the room Pea glancing back at him.

Fangs found out you had a little space when he had walked into the trailer one day completely beat up and you were coloring on the floor while pea ran to the store.

*Flashback*

“Pea I need… Y/N?” HE saw you sitting on the floor onesie on coloring away on a giant page.

“Hi Fangsy, come color, Fangsy color, pleaseeeeeee”

“Y/N I need you to patch me up”

“I, Uh… fangsy hurt?

“Yeah, can you get me ice and a bandage?”

“Mhm, '' you nodded walking over to the freezer, grabbing the ice before heading to the bathroom and bringing it all back over to fangs. You leaned down pacci hanging from your shirt.

Pea walked in then starting fangs down when he walked through the door.

“What the fuck Fangs!”

“Sorry bro im hurt, I just walked in I didn’t”

“Don't yell daddy! Fangsy hurts”

“Sorry baby girl, can you go into the bedroom and i'll be in, in a minuted”

“You nodded kissing him before walking off to the bedroom” That was the night Fangs learned about your little space. It only made sense he would find out. Him and Pea were always together, so that means you are always there too. SOmetimes you were good at suppressing it, and hiding it but other times it wasn’t so easy. Fangs didn’t necessarily get it at least not at first, neither did pea, but they both supported and were there for you entirely . Fangs was a good support system and closest to Pea, meaning when Pea couldn’t be there, he was.

*end flashback*

“Aww pretty lady why you crying” If pea couldn't calm you down, fangs would come in making you laugh and forget about it.

“Bruce didn’t like my picture”

“Well that means an old man is just an ass hat, I bet your picture was absolutely stunning. Just like its creator, a true artist”

“I not that good”

“Mhm you sure are, i think you should draw me a picture for my apartment, could you do that?”

“Mhm” you nodded your head smiling. Fangs got you distracted long enough to stop crying and calm down some.

“Baby girl yo okay now” you nodded your head slightly still clinging onto him “baby we gotta get to class…”

“Wanna go home”

“Baby we..”

“Want home Pea, need you… please, wanna forget” he knew exactly what it meant. Sometimes you wanted to color, have food made for you, a bath run with pea in it, and other times you wanted him and only him, not just cuddling you want more.

“Okay, let’s go...” He didn’t hesitate, he knew what you needed. In that moment he knew everything.

He tried letting you go to stand up but you didn’t want to. You clung onto him like a bear in the wild. You loved Pea, you needed Pea in more ways than you could even explain. Fangs grabbed the keys from his pocked and unlocked the truck as Pea placed you in.

“Thanks bro”

“She gonna be okay”

“Mhm she’ll be fine just needs some time today to decompress”

“Okay, I know you got her but call if you need anything, and i'll cover for you in class”

“Always bro, and thanks again”

You got to his trailer as he led you to the bedroom sitting you down slowly. He grabbed the silk ties from the bottom drawer slowly kissing along you wrists as he tied them together.

“Baby are you sure”

“Yes daddy want you”

“Okay Princess but you know your safe word right?”

“Mhm..”

“Can you tell me?”

“Avacadoooo” He chuckled to himself lightly remembering back ot the time that you created the safeword. You thought it was so funny because the first time you used it he wasn’t hurting you at all, but you were so overpleasured you couldn’t go on, out you screamed avacadooooo as both you and him simalteanosly ignished. Its one of his funnies and best memories of the two of you.

By now, the amount of times you had been together he could read you like a book. The emaming of every movement the change in tone of every breath sound, he knew ever bit and piece of you, and your life and you wouldn’t have it any other way”

“Good girl” he began tying your hands to the bedpost.

“Want you to fuck me hard daddy, wnat to hurt, want to forget” when you were so subby that you slipped into little space forhours you wouldn’t always know what you needed or wanted. Pea knew you didn’t need to be fucked you needed love.

“You ready baby”

“Yes daddy”

You felt his body press lightly onto your own, he began kissing you, heading up to your neck, probably one of your weakest spots.

“Daddy not fair, you have your clothes on”

“Wanna take them off princess” You pouted up at him, you couldn’t you were tied.

“Well guess they stay on” You began to whimper eyes filling slightly

“Hey hey princess no crying tonight okay, want you happy”

“Always happy with you daddy” He took of his clothes bringing his body to yours once again. His cock already hard. You atche dhim come up to you, his lips ghosting over your own. HIs tip tickled over your entrance as you whimpered for more. He began thrusting slow short at first, then deeper as he went. The quicker they got the more you moaned. His hand found its way up to your neck, a firm grip, your breath halting for a moment. The feeling arousing you to no end. You felt your orgasm building.

“You like that princess”

“Yes daddy” he untied your wrists with a pull, your arms making there way around his neck as he thrusted into you . Head in the crook of his neck you moaned out.

“Daddy I can’t”

“Gonna cum for me princess”

“Mhm, yes fuck daddy”

“Fuck.” He cried out. CUmming  as you came, eyes rolling back into your head he watched you come undone. YOu let out a loud moan of his name, as you felt his hand tighten by accident a second wave of pleasure passed through the both of you. He kissed you on the lips as he laid down next to you, pulling you to his chest. Your breathing remained heavy, your orgasm being one of the stronger ones you've had with pea.

“I didn’t hurt you did I?” Worry overcame him. He never wanted to hurt you. He never wanted to be that guy. He always made sure to protect you, always made sure to make sure that you were okay.

“No you didn’t daddy” you smiled, your eyes fluttering shut as his lips pressed to your forehead.

“I’m gonna run your bath and get you water okay” being with someone for so long helped you realize what they needed after certain things. For you water was number one. A bath always comes second due to the ties and your skin. Luckli silk helped you not get hurt, but it still could leave marks especially with how hard you pull to get away.

He came back and moved the blanket off you watching his release drip out of you. He picked you up placing you in the warm water, before slipping in behind you. You whimpered as you felt him lean you back against him, your hands touching the water and the little marks stinging. It was not a pain you didn’t like. It was nothing that Pea did, everything he did was perfect, but it always made him upset.

“Baby i’m”

“No… don’t apologize, I needed it, thankyou” He leaned down kissing your shoulder blade. You both sat in the water till it became colder. Your eyes began to get heavy. He stepped out watching you shiver from the cold air, as his body heat was removed from your skin. He helped you stand up legs still weak from the session. He grabbed your lotion and helped you over to the bed to lay you down and apply it to you.

“Wanna sleep”

“No baby, not yet or at least lay down so I can cover you in your lotion okay” You laid down, as his hands casted their way over your skin you began to fall asleep, him talking as you closed your eyes. The blanket soon made its way over you, his body coming to touch your back, “I love you” You felt a kiss to your head before you fell into a sweet darkness. Waking up the next day you were better than you had been a while. You thanked him with morning kisses, getting dressed and ready for the day as you both went to Pops for breakfast. He was your rock, your night, the light in the darkness you felt, and he’d always be there.

#sweet pea #sweet pea smut #sweet pea x reader #riverdale smut #sweet pea x reader smut #riverdale #riverdale story #riverdale x reader #riverdale x #riverdale x y/n #riverdale x you #sweet pea x y/n #sweet pea x #aftercare #aftercare smut #riverdale bingo

[borderline-itsfine]

TW: mental illness, self harm, triggers, swear words, mention of therapy, mention of “mum” or mum figure.

Okay. Let’s stop right there. I don’t look mentally ill.... wh.... what does that even mean? I don’t.... what? I don’t look mentally ill. How is mentally ill supposed to look?

Because I didn’t brush my hair today and turned it into my aesthetic. My dress isn’t ironed and it’s only clean because my mum did my washing for me. I became hyper focused on my make up today.... again. It’s my newest “thing” and I’ve wasted money that I needed on it on an impulse buy where refunds aren’t accepted. I like shaving my legs, haven’t for..... ??? Same with arm pits. That pic is also the one I liked most from around 105 other pics, in different rooms.... with different lighting.... poses, smile, head tilt, slight.face.change.only.I.notice and tbh I really fucking hate myself while I go through 105 photos, some where I forgot the filter and I saw mirror me. Hate her.

Every time I walk across a bridge I want to throw my fucking phone off it. Typing that made me really angry. There is just something about walking over a bridge and smashing my phone off it. I think of it and my whole body gets agitated, I might even twitch. It’s now all I can think about. I want to do it. I love my phone! There’s so many precious photos on there (I don’t back up stuff, I want to though, promise....) and I don’t want to smash my phone but I really, really want to throw it off a bridge and smashing it. I think about this every day. I don’t know why I’m so passionate about it. This one I can trigger on purpose and I regret it every time because one day I think I’ll do it and then hate myself. All those f-bombs are totally impulsive by the way lol if I didn’t write those I was never gunna sleep until I did. That’s just the rules. I don’t make the rules but I do.

I have little impulse control, especially if I’m manic or psychotic at the time.... I do shit I regret CONSTANTLY. And I know it’s going to make a mess of my life but I do it anyway, come down after it and regret it.... then I bury it so deep until the next time I do said thing. Most of the time it’s for attention and most of the time I get it even if I manipulate it out of people. I will go to the kitchen, take my meds, walk over to my mum who’s in another room and tell her that I’m not taking them today or ever again.... ???? I just took them. I do the same the next day. It makes her mad. Make sense? Nope. But I can’t stop myself from doing this. I feel guilty every time I do it. There’s constant conflict in my head.

I test people to see how far I can push before they leave me and then I test that boundary for the rest of the time I know you. Don’t worry, it’s only if you’re in my close circle of people who might care for me, mum, FP, siblings, friends.... they cop it the most and I love them and they don’t deserve it but my golly gosh, sometimes I’m just that mad that everything inside me explodes out and I become a monster. I’ve said things I can never take back that make me want to die every day. Evil, evil things. I hate myself for it. I feel a lot of guilt and shame about this. I bet everyone is so done with my shit. Because same. Everyone else, I’m just adjusting myself to whatever social context I’ve found myself in. I’m good at adapting. You’ll like me, promise because I am you, pretty much.

I mask. Incredibly well. That’s not about my face. Next is about my face. I make it LOOK like I’m not mentally ill by literally ACTING LIKE IM NOT MENTALLY ILL. But I am, on the inside, like in my brain. Which you can’t see. Because it’s a MENTAL ILLSESS. Do umm... do we get it? I feel like we get it. I hope we get it. I’m also self aware, which took years of self reflection and therapies so I could learn about myself and try to “fix” it or at least just learn enough to do the opposite of some things. I’m mentally ill but I’m still a person, I’m still out here doing people stuff, doing the best I can.

Also, you may also notice I have a black eye. I was having a psychotic episode that was triggered because I argued with FP and they ignored me for what I see now was their own sanity. So I feel pretty rejected and abandoned. I just need to add that myself and FP have an extremely unhealthy relationship and I’m aware of this also. Erghhhhh. Anyway. While they were ignoring me, I called them as many times as I could. I also wanted to kill my self. I also told them this. Fucked up right? And I would never do this if I wasn’t in an episode. I then became frustrated and stressed and when that’s at max level I begin to punch myself in the head and the face.

This hurts, a lot. I’m often seen with a black eye, facial bruising, head lumps and split lips because I punch myself in the head. This is also new for me, maybe the last 12 months I’ve done this. One day I just couldn’t keep it in anymore and started punching myself in the head. I hate myself when I do this.

I hate myself a lot and I hate that statement. Dw I do love myself too. Depends on the hour or the minute. I promise I’m not faking. This is just today. It’s 10:30 in the morning and I was trying to cover a black eye at around 5:30 because I had a dream that felt too real and I was really angry and couldn’t sleep and I kept getting brain zaps.

This is what it’s like in my head. I know you can’t see it, I know I don’t say it but trust me, my head is.... and the hating myself and being exhausted all the fucking time by everything because so difficult.

Please don’t tell people they don’t look mentally ill. This is also the only place where I can vent like this and people are like “same, just same” and we nod at each other and we carry on. It’s beautiful. Don’t ruin that for us! It feels like the world doesn’t get it as it is.

Also, I REALLY LOVE YOU LOVES! ❤️❤️ thanks for being there and listening to all my bullshit. Especially when I don’t proof read very often so idk if it even makes sense. I’m glad you guys support it though, you’ve been the best diary I’ve ever had 🥰

#RANT #VENT #BPD #ADHD #GAD #BAD1 #BORDERLINE #PERSONALITY #DISORDER #mentally ill #probably makes no sense #didn’t proof read again #sorry everyone #back with my bullshit #don’t message me with this

[keepcalm-and-beyou]

FP Jones(Riverdale)

Title: Are You Sure?

(Young FP Jones x Reader, Young Fred Andrews x Reader)

“Fred What are you doing?” You giggle as you walk into the room seeing your boyfriend Fred Andrews smelling a bottle of liquor.

“I’m making sure we have enough booze for the party” Fred responds with a shrug

“And.. smelling the booze is making sure there’s enough?” You hold back a smile at your silly man.

“Yes babe” Fred says smiling and taking another whiff of the bottle before placing the cap back on and putting back on the table along with all the other bottles.

Fred walks to you wrapping his arms around your waist slowly pulling you to him for a small kiss, after your shared moment you smile up at him telling him he’s weird for his actions smelling the liquor and lame excuse.

“Well I may be weird but you love me” he smiles cocky at you. And you give him a smile back.

~

The Party was at full swing plenty friends and even foes hung around in different areas of the house drinking and laughing. You were standing outside enjoy some much needed fresh air after dancing with your friends to way to many songs working up a sweat.

“Hey Y/N hows the party going?” FP had showed up at your side just finally arriving to his best friends bash. He stood there hands in his pockets with a slight smirk on his face that he often had.

“Oh well it was great but now your here so I can only imagine how badly things will turn out” you joked with him because he was one for the occasional trouble.

“Ouch now that just hurts girl” FP replies holding his hand to his heart with his smirk still present.

“Well you know what they say love is pain, and as your friend there shall be times I hurt you with my amazing Witt” you laugh.

Fps eyes had a slight glimmer to them hearing the word Love, but it quickly changed to slight sorrow hearing the word Friend and his smirk was fallen.

Fps eyes left you as he saw his best friend also known as your boyfriend Fred Andrews come up to you guys smiling to greet his buddy.

“Hey man there you are!” Fred smiles to FP and wraps an arm around your shoulders.

“Hey” FP replies blandly and walks past Fred patting him on the back. Fp is focused now on needing a drink something strong to help get you off his mind and his affection he shouldn’t have for his best friends girl. So that’s what he did he made his way to the table filled with bottles of booze and he picked up one that looked more then half empty taking it for himself.

~

Some time has passed and You we’re walking around the house looking for Fred but came across one glum looking figure slumped on Fred’s bed sipping a bottle of whiskey.

“Hey you okay?” You asked with some concern.

“Mm” is all he said with his head hung low.

“Fp what’s wrong?” You ask your friend coming closer to him.

“Nothing” Fp says in rough tone finally glancing your way and takes a big sip from his bottle.

“Seriously Fp don’t do that, talk to me please I hate seeing my friends down” you sigh and sit next to his slumped figure on the bed.

“Friends” he scoffs “yeah well I’m fine, go back to your boyfriend girl” he responds rudely and nods his head to the door indicating your for to leave the room.

“No you ass, your what’s important right now, and only way I’m leaving you while in this state is if you push me out and lock the door. But don’t do that” you tell him. And lock your eyes on his now that he is actually looking at you, you try to search his eyes for any sign when could be wrong. Maybe he had another fight with his dad? Maybe with a serpent?

“Ugh why do you have to do this” FP looks at you with a pleading look.

“Because I care, I always care” you quickly respond to his statement and put your soft well manicured hand on his arm. You catch FPS glance to your hand and move it off him taking his bottle of booze and putting it on the side bed table. “Now tell me please what’s going on” you try giving him a reassuring smile.

Fp sighs lightly while standing up slowly from the bed, walking cautiously to you worried of how you’ll react if he tells you he thinks he’s in love with you, and that’s a scary feeling. Love. As he approaches you he seems very in his head, fighting with his thoughts to say it or not shaking his head slightly to get rid of the negative things and just do it! Do something!

So before he knew it his one hand was touching your face cupping your cheek as his other hand sat on your hip and his lips pressed to yours. The kiss was sweet gentle you can feel the want in it , in him. Kissing him back momentarily felt nice. To nice. You felt a spark ignite in you , It confirmed your feelings for your boyfriends best friend. The feelings you were keeping hidden from everyone and trying from your self. You weren’t sure when it happened but one day it’s like you felt something different with him. And unsure of those feelings and scared of the outcome you ignored them living your life as you felt you should with your boyfriend Fred.

As his lips left yours you felt guilt and confusion and a bit of anger. “oh my gosh! what the heck fp..” you blurt out with the mixed feelings you have. 

“you think i enjoy this?! feelings for you! for my best friends girl!” Fp raises his voice. 

“like real feelings..?” you ask in a whisper tone. 

“ye-yeah” fp hesitates full of fears. fear of feelings. real feelings. the kind from fairy-tale stories that was always a bunch of bs to him, the kind that creates flutter in the stomach. He watched you intently as you sat back on the bed staring at the floor. You wanted to run away, your gaze focused hard o the floor wishing it would open up and swallow you, maybe it would be a rabbit hole and you can escape to wonderland to make new friends like a silly rabbit and a crazy hatter. Fp really hated this, the silence of you was driving him mad.

“Fred is my boyfriend and i love Fred..” you mumble unsure of your feelings, well the feeling of love. love was tough to define t is often confused for lust and like so you did not know if indeed you loved Fred that you were in love with Fred. anytime Fred would say it you'd cover up having to say it back with giving him a kiss or smile and hug. never really uttering that four letter word. 

“ARE YOU SURE?, are you sure you Love him? are you sure your in Love with him? are you sure you don’t have feelings for me..?” Fps words dripped with plead, hope and worry. He didn't want to lose you, not i any way possible, but he needed to know. he needed to know if he had to let it go all the feelings he harbours for you and to try with all his might to get over you. He waited for your response his eyes never leaving your face. he didn't even want to blink scared you'd disappear in an instant and hell never get his answer. Your eyes glistened due to you being filled with so many emotions. 

“No. I-im not sure.” finally finding your voice but avoiding his stare. He took a breath in and held it his eyes searching your face hoping for you to say more. More meaning about him. 

“And..I do fp, I have feelings that are towards you that i haven't figured out what they exactly are. its not fair to you and Fred if i have feelings for both of you.” you looked down trying not to let any tears fall from your eyes thinking how your probably going to lose one of them if not both. and feeling horrible that its hard to control how you feel about someone.

“If you figure it out please tell me, if somehow you choose me, if you find it in your self to believe i’m worth it, let me know. and if you want to forget this we can try cuz id be dammed if i’m gonna lose you” Fp grabs your chin lifting your head slowly to look up at him while he tries giving you a warm smile letting you know it will all be okay. 

“You Forsythe Pendleton Jones The Second are worth so much more then You and others know. no matter what you need to know that. You are worthy of many things in life especially Love.” You spoke soft and sweet and put your delicate hand on his beautiful face giving him the same trying warm smile. 

#riverdale #riverdale imagine #fp jones x reader #fp x reader #fp imagine #fp jones #fp jones imagine #fred andrews #fred andrews x reader #fred andrews imagine #Skeet Ulrich #skeet ulrich imagine #Luke Perry #luke perry imagine #young fp jones #young fred andrews

[just-another-ficwriter]

Riverdale 5x02 Thoughts

SPOILERS under the cut

*Okay so I’m really strapping myself in for this one because I’ve seen some spoilers and the idea of them actually being real is WILD.

*One minute in and there’s no Sweet Pea, do I quit now?

*Bughead sharing one pillow and being all cute and shit🥺

*Slughead😂😂😂

*My heart literally breaks every time we see something about Fred

*Bret is DEAD

*What!!!!!!!!!!!

*Please can we actually have a Cheryl story line that does revolve around her fascination of prom/graduation?

*Veronica😫😫😫

*She’s so sweet I can’t cope, so selfless😭😭

*ARCHIE ANDREWS DOESNT DESERVE VERONICA LODGE

*Sis learn your worth

*So I’m guessing Choni didn’t break up???!!

*Jesus his eyes, why😫😫😫

*Hiram really doing what half of us wish we could do rn

*I think this is the only time I’ve ever had an ounce of respect for Hiram Lodge

*And he just ruined it by disrespecting Fred Andrews

*How we really getting more screen time from Tom Keller then we do Pea???

*BURRRRRRRRN

*WHAT IS THIS

*My poor Vee😫

*YES HERMOSA

*The Lodges really pulling through this episode huh

*A freaking Blossom zoom call, brilliant😂😂

*Are ALL the Blossoms really that weird or

*TEAM LODGE WOMEN FOR THE WIN

*Charles u fishy

*FINALLY someone crushing Hiram the way he deserves

*Juggie got into Iowa🥺🥺🥺🥺

*Proud FP, I love to see it!!!

*Knowing that this whole family dynamic is about to be blown apart with FP leaving breaks my Falice heart, I’m not sure I can take it

*Penelope is really about to kill the entire Blossom family, I can see it🙉

*Now Donna too???

*Betty Cooper is done with the Preppies

*Someone get Archie Andrews help because lord knows the boy needs it, my heart is shattering for him

*Back at it with the tapes

*These tapes are CREEPY

*Im Alice in this occasion, GTFO

*Vee making power moves this episode

*Penelope coming through with the murders and acting like it’s a graduation gift, only in Riverdale

*Jug calling Betty, Cooper😍

*OH SHIT

*CHARLES I WAS ROOTING FOR YOU🤡🤡

*But at least we’re finally getting an end to the Charles/Chic story

*Murders really that normal in Riverdale that Betty and Jug are practically unfazed by their brother being a serial killer

*A REAL HOUSEWIFE

*I can’t even with this show

*The Lodge women delivering punch after punch

*RIVERDALE MOST DEFINITELY NEEDS A BREAK FROM YOU📢📢📢

*Really enjoying these Archie/Mary scenes

*We need to send this to the sheriff or Betty and Jughead ishslapshauso- basically the same thing

*I need to see a scene where FP and Alice deal with the fact their child is a murderer AGAIN

*JELLYBEAN

*No

*No

*No

*Are we really meant to believe a 13/14 year old girl decided to reenact a bunch of traumatic experience her brother and his friends have gone through INCLUDING THE MURDERS OF THEIR FAMILIES, making them relive them over and over because she didn’t want her brother to leave?????

*WHY IS NO ONE MAD

*Archie is literally on a downward spiral set off by a tape JB made, I can’t even??????????

*They really ruined Charles AND Jellybean in this episode

*Cooper/Jones kids are all psychotic, you can’t change my mind

*I don’t think she understands the enormity and the darkness of what she did - YOU THINK

*She really isn’t gonna get punished for this, no????

*And if my heart hasn’t hurt enough this episode, they decided to rip it out with that letter, thank you very much

*This episode was whack, I can’t even begin to process the Cooper/Jones side of it all, but YAY for the Lodge woman taking down Hiram and for Archie finally taking steps to deal with his Fathers death

*Also, Sweet Pea appears in the 5x03 promo THREE TIMES, and I am HYPED

#riverdale spoilers #Chelsea’s thoughts

[androidboy]

idk u kno those nights where everything feels like it piles up

#im really tired of bpd and ptsd #im tired of my dad saying im making myself a victim every time i get triggered around him #what does that even mean #some things just hit me i can't help it #im also just #feeling really fucking pissed off at everyone #like the only people i don't feel pure hatred for are my fps rn #if i was put in front of any of my ex fps at this exact moment #i would quite literally punch them in the face im so fucking mad #they're fucking assholes i want them to hurt the way I hurt i fucking hate them #i want to scream

[avenging-fandoms]

riverdale 3x10 reactions and opinions (spoilers)

- archie didn’t die, he’s fine. he’s being the dramatic bitch he is

- oh shit ksksksksk

- OH HES GOING BACK TO RIVERDALE

- FREDs FACE WHEN HE SAW ARCHIE

- HIS HUG OMG

- stop i love fred

- maybe archie snapped

- “i survived the black hood.. TWICE” IM DESD

- omg my ronnie in her glasses omg

- okay ronnie you were just kissing on reggie. you gonna tell archie?

- i don’t ?? understand ??

- OH THEY FUCKING IN THE SPEAKEASY

- stop i love betty she’s so pretty

- archie did change a bit huh?

- fangs omg my bby

- THE SATS LOL

- BETTYS MONEY WAS TAKING WTF SIBSKSBSK

- IT WENT TO THE FARM ARE YOU KIDDING DKDBDODNKDND

- I HATE ALICE FUCK

- fred and fp? delicious

- hiram looks good too uh hello

- okay damn fred

- FPS SMIRK WHEN THEY LEFT HIRAMS OFFICE WHEWWWW

- rEPEAT JUNIOR YEAR??? CRIEKY

- woah reggie tried to kiss ronnie in pUBLIC???

- are you kidding me ronnie?? WHY DO IT IN THE FIRST PLACE

- poor reg

- poor betty omg :(

- ugh penelope please die

- dECAPITATED???

- oh okay mr. lodge i’ll do whatever you please

- the gang studying together omg i love them stop my heart

- archie DUMB dumb

- FANGS FANGS FANGS WHEW

- uh i love barchie??? 911?

- fangs is so beautiful uwu i love my boy

- a surprise party aw

- poor reggie i swear

- i might hurt veronica

- archie my sweets :(

- he’s having a panic attack oh no oh god

- EW NO PLEASE DIE SKSNKSKD

- I HATE HAL SO MUCH SKDNSKNDID

- HES SO CREEPY WHY WAS HE STANDING THERE LIKE THAT FUCK JDOSNDK

- “i cant think of it right now” WELL YOU DEF WERENT THINKING WHEN YOU KISSED REGGIE

- damn reggie SNAPPED WOOO

- they’re about to fight

- i can’t wait

- DAMN IT THEY DIDNT FIGHT😡

- hermoine hey girl how are ya

- please choke hal thank you

- oh so he’s a PSYCHO psycho

- he’s been killing since he was little

- HUH???

- singer!archie omg

- archie is acting really weird uh

- wow fangs has his OWN screentime? go drew i love you

- MY SERPENTS BOYS

- TALL BOY????

- NO NO NO SODNODND

- JUGHEAD SNAPPED. YOU DONT TALK ABOUT HIS BETTY LIKE THAT

- omg fangs actually loved fangs

- you know why?

- they were together at one point. you can’t change my mind

- i love sweet pea holding his boyfriend fangs back omg

- alice is so fucking weird and i want to punch her

- reg and archie were just fighting and now they’re back??

- i don’t trust that match reggie got

- OH NO NDKDBSKS

- ARCHIE WAS TALKING ABOUT CHEATING ON A TEST

- ANODSJKSN

- OH FICK POOR REGGIE

- pENELOPE IS ACTING AS ALICE SJBDKSNS

- ew hal is so creepy no thanks

- damn fp snapped

- shut up ronnie i’m so mad at her right now i’m WHEWWW

- varchie is toxic, i said what i said

- omg riverdale doing schoolwork? i’m shook!

- ronnie better sit her ass down i’m

- was there like poison in that bear why did archie change so much hello

- that shit better be real

- IT WAS KELLY RIPA IM CALLING IT

- i kind of don’t want him to die

- they think it’s aRCHIE WHEWHWJDJSKS

- i don’t like veronica in this episode. nope. no thanks

- FANGS AND SWEET PEA I CSNT SJBDSJS IM LAUGHING

- swangs i love my boys omg stop they’re in it so much stop mgkdnoddndo

- WOW OKAY FP DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT SHOSBWKWJ

- MAKE UP YOUR MIND

- sweet pea is so cute i love him stop

- fangs?? marry me

- ITS FP

- SHERIFF JONES SKNTLSNSP

- okay boxing archie wow

- sleepy fred omg stop

- i’m so in love with fred i-

#riverdale #riverdale discussion #riverdale spoilers #archie andrews #veronica lodge #jughead jones #betty cooper #reggie mantle #sweet pea #fangs fogarty #hiram lodge #hermoine lodge #fp jones #hal cooper #kj apa #camila mendes #cole sprouse #lili reinhart #charles melton #jordan connor #drew ray tanner #skeet ulrich

[yikes-cancer]

ok cool ! Sadly I don’t really know much abt bpd so could you like explain just generally like what it is ? sorry if that’s a bit broad I just don’t really know anything about it :(

that’s okay! i can definitely explain

so basically it’s characterized by an intense fear of real or imaginary abandonment. that controls our whole life, this notion that everyone will abandon us. so we keep most people at a distance, and if we let them close to us, we cling like sloths and react overdramatically to everything.

the diagnostic criteria:

1) frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment. does not include suicide or self-harm. - so this is doing any possible thing to make sure the people in ur life won’t leave. for me, this has included stalking, threatening, and other really scary things!!!

2) a pattern of unstable and intense interpersonal relationships characterized by alternating between extremes of idealization and devaluation. - this is why i struggle with most relationships. if someone holds a door open for me, i’m thinking “wow!! they’re so sweet!! basically an angel on earth uwu” but then the next day, if they don’t hold the door open, i’m thinking “they deserve to rot in hell and suffer for that”. if i can think like that with a stranger… imagine how it is in friendships or relationships. if i’m mad, i think it must mean i have to hate them and lash out aggressively.

3) identity disturbance: markedly and persistently unstable self image or sense of self. - typically we get obsessed with things and they become us. for example, lux was an english teacher, so i decided to become an english teacher. my best friend watches greys anatomy, so it’s my favourite show. we obsess over people, fictional or not, and have to adapt their personality. it’s really scary being alone, because we don’t feel like we have a personality if we aren’t reflecting someone else’s traits.

4) impulsivity in at least two areas that are potentially self-damaging (e.g., spending, sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, binge eating). Note: Do not include suicidal or self-mutilating behavior. - yall see me havin reckless sex all the time, and the rest i all do too! this sorta mimics the “mania” of bipolar disorder, but tends to happen whenever we feel good! which is more frequent than that of a bipolar person

5) recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures, or threats, or self-mutilating behavior. - this is why we are accussed of being manipulative. so for a while, my aqua ex was my FP (favourite person) so her leaving was awful. hence it was part of the reason why i tried to kill myself last week. in my head it made sense “u hurt me so now i have to show u what happens when u leave” and now i see that’s manipulative!! but in the moments, we’re just so terrified of being left that we don’t realize it’s manipulation, if that makes sense?

6) affective instability due to a marked reactivity of mood (e.g., intense episodic dysphoria, irritability, or anxiety usually lasting a few hours and only rarely more than a few days). - similar to bipolar disorder

7) chronic feelings of emptiness. - this relates back to having an FP. so we obsess over one person. when they aren’t around/talking to us, we feel empty. u ever feel like u have no purpose in life? it’s that but ten times worse. and if we aren’t obsessing over someone, our life just falls apart. we can barely function because of the feelings of emptiness and lack of motivation

8) inappropriate, intense anger or difficulty controlling anger (e.g., frequent displays of temper, constant anger, recurrent physical fights).

9) transient, stress-related paranoid ideation or severe dissociative symptoms - i’ve mentioned dissociation before.

If u have any other questions or want me to go more in depth with something go ahead!!! a big part of my bpd, which is why im currently dually diagnosed with bipolar disorder (tho they’re beginning to think it may be schizoaffective disorder) is psychosis. not every person with bpd has psychotic symptoms but hehe i do :))

#this is all my experience #i cant speak for everyone with bpd #of course! #bpd

[staliasjeronica]

Riverdale 3.09 Thoughts *Spoilers*

- Choni ❤️❤️❤️ But “stealing from.the rich to give to, well, us” what? Cheryl… YOU’RE RICH. Give some of the money to the Serpents They need it a bit more than you do baby. BUT BITCH THEIR FIRST I LOVE YOU I’M—

- Five weeks of the quarantine… that would have made an INCREDIBLE story line? Seriously? It would have been amazing to see Sweet Pea being temporary king while Jarghead and FP were gone. But no… let’s just skip the good part? What the fuck kinda writing skips.a great plot?

- “All physical contact must be kept to a minimum?” um… literally WHY? There’s literally NO reason for that to be a rule? Also fuck off Moose no ones likes a tattle tale and we all know that you’re slumming it up with Kevin after school so leave my babies alone. Oh. it’s for the seizures? Really? Dude SEIZURES ARE NOT FUCKING CONTAGIOUS YOU STUPID FUCKERS OH MY GOD. Stop trying to keep then gays from being cute!!!!!!!

- The RROTC made the rules? Dude they don’t run the school lmao that’s NOT HOW THINGS WORK

- JOSIE SINGING!!! MY BABY VERONICA!!! UGH FUCK ME UPPPP

- VEGGIE. VERONICA IS LOOKING AT JOSIE’S INCREDIBLE SINGING WHILE REGGIE IS AWING AT VERONICA I’M—

-  Ew and then my mood is ruined by bughead waking up 😷😷😷

- Betty put all of those girl’s… in HER house? THE COOPERS CAN BARELY TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES LET ALONE THOSE GIRLS. Also don’t they fucking have families? And yes, Betty, that scream definitely would wake up your mom because they have those motherly instincts and they’d think their child was hurt, so ofc she’s going to wake up.

- They want to play… G&G… are you kidding me? I kinda get that it makes them feel better because that’s how they had it in SOQM but still WHY? JUST PLAY CLASSICAL MUSIC OR SOMETHING AND TAKE A BATH.

- Of course Jughead goes from his horrible leadership to “I left you too long” stfu right now your priority is the Serpents and who’s dealing the drugs (although I know who and uhhhh leave them alone he has to stay alive somehow)

 - They don’t even have an elected Sheriff yet? WHY? SHERIFF KELLER DIDN’T DIE DID HE? THEN FUCKING REINSTATE HIM??? IT’S NOT THAT FUCKING HARD YOU STUPID FUCKS

 - “Maybe that means that Archie could come back home” wE KNOW YOU’RE IN LOVE WITH HIM BETTY. Barchie!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

- Reggie ❤️❤️❤️ WOAH WHAT NO LEAVE HIM ALONE? HE ALREADY GETS ABUSED BY HIS FATHER! But aw Ronnie gets to take care of him I’m—

- Hiram really is trying to hustle his daughter wow so uhhh he does know that his daughter is the incredible Veronica Lodge, right? She’ll find a way lol we all know the queen can do everything

- “Has anyone ever told you you’re a badass?” Wow Reggie is so fucking into her I’m just 😭😭

- If Vegas gets hurt RAS will LITERALLY DIE.  I KNOW WHAT HAPPENS AND I’M NOT READY FOR THIS. Also there’s no way Vegas wouldn’t have seen or heard the bear behind him but sure whatever. ARCHIE JUST BC SHE’S ZONING OUT DOESN’T MEAN YOU CAN’T HEAR HER. JUST DO WHAT SHE SAYS JESUS. Also how convenient that it suddenly doesn’t work.

- “They imprinted on me” Betty NEVER say that again that was gross as fuck. “But as their queen, they are your responsibility, not mine” bitch Betty can’t be a queen no matter how hard she tries, and she (nor Jughead) know how to take care of anyone but themselves so… Alice unless you want Betty to end up killing them, this is where you, as the mom, undermine her and take them to the farm. Of course I don’t trust the farm but it’s much safer than the Cooper house hold because they have the resources to spare, the Cooper’s don’t.

- Hey here’s an idea… since you can’t get to Hiram using the nuns because they took a vow of silence (cowards) then maybe… just maybe… OUT IT AS A CONVERSION THERAPY HELL SITE AND USE THAT INSTEAD? But we know Betty doesn’t want to save the gays so 😷😷

- I love Josie’s singing but why is she singing in an empty lounge? REST HER VOCALS.

- I used to love Hiram’s evil-ness but now he just shows up all the time and it’s getting annoying. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD END THIS FUCKING PLOT SO VERONICA CAN FOR ONCE GET HER OWN STORY THAT BETTY DOESN’T TAKE, THAT DOESN’T REVOLVE AROUND HER FATHER OR A GUY. SERIOUSLY. They have so much potential with literally any other character but still decide to force Bughead and their separate characters down our throats. Like at this point honestly just kill them both off Jesus Christ

- Jughead… this is a gang… they’ve always sold drugs? At least, weed, but still? You have to take into consideration that you were gone, and they were placed under quarantine, and they needed money. You can’t blame any of them for dealing with Hiram you whiny piss baby. Desperate times call for desperate measures.

- God it bothers me that Jarghead is such a lowsy king. When do we get Sweet Pea overthrowing him? pLEASE WE NEED IT SO TONI CAN LEAD BESIDE HIM. Maybe Swangs (even though I know what happens) and Choni can co-lead the Serpents

- Cheryl speaking facts! AND MY BOY FANGS. Jughead had NOTHING to say to Fangs and FP had to step up and cover for Jughead, because he was right. What else are they supposed to do? Gangs are supposed to do bad shit? Jughead has done ultimate horrible shit and suddenly he’s going to act like a gang is supposed to be clean? Jughead do your research that is not what gangs do. Also, if FP is going to be at every fucking Serpent meeting maybe he should, you know, take his spot back. He’s a MUCH better leader than Jughead, even though I’d prefer it be one of the founding members like TONI FUCKING TOPAZ or something.

- I love how no one really does the “in unity there is strength” thing. Like, they know they’re being lead to slaughter basically and FP is just letting it happen. Also, they’re running the gang into the ground. There is no more unity because JUGHEAD’S STUPID POWER-HUNGRY ASS ISN’T DOING SHIT TO HELP THE GANG. Also also Betty looks so out of place and awkward there. Can’t wait for Archie to come back and for her to realize that he almost died and then realize she can’t live without him and that she loves him and finally bughead can split for good and barchie can rise

- If Veronica paid why the FLYING FUCK did they go after Josie? FucK OFF HIRAM

- Polly you had to say his name. LEAVE MY BOY ALONE.

- FANGS CRYING STOP STOP STOP MY BABY BOY NO NO NO

- “We could’ve helped you” JUGHEAD YOU LITERALLY JUST BANNED CRIME. THE SERPENTS HAVE NO MONEY WHAT ELSE WHAT HE WAS SUPPOSED TO DO? Also they can’t get mad at him bc this was before Jughead got back and did the stupid crime law like a hypocrite

- DUDE FANGS DID THIS BEFORE THE FUCKING RULE YOU STUPID FUCKERS? LIKE??? DO YOU HAVE NO BRAIN CELLS?

- Oh Jughead has one brain cell left? I know he ends up being cancelled but he’s not… yet.

- CHONI BREAKING IN AND STEALING SHIT YES BITCH

- Why is Archie hallucinating playing G&G? Like doesn’t this mean he’s playing by himself? The fuck?

- Dead ass Cassidy telling Archie it sounds like his fault that all that happened, you can tell that this is Archie’s mind because he always blames himself for things that have nothing to do with him. Because we know that it’s definitely NOT his fault. None of it is.

- Cheryl just HAD to kiss the picture

- JERONICA. JERONICA. JERONICA. JERONICA. JERONICA. JERONICA. JERONICA. MY FANFIC IS COMING TO LIFE. JUGHEAD AND THE SERPENTS PROTECTING VERONICA YASSSSSSSSS

- I’m mad that they didn’t have Joaquin not actually die. Like, Sweet Pea and Fangs were close to him? They could have faked his death like what the fuck

- YES WE LOVE AND STAN LAWYER MCCOY

- How did Jughead know that Toni was involved? Cheryl was the only one who left a stupid calling card.

- THE TEARS WELLING IN TONI’S EYES STOP STOP STOP

- But he can’t fucking kick her out she’s literally a legacy. This crusty white boy needs to sit the fuck down

- Okay one, Cheryl why would you bring Fangs back into it? THE FUCK. Also, Jughead you can’t be disappointed in Fangs for telling SP even though you said not to tell anyone—best friend’s never count. 

- SWEET PEA STANDING UP. FANGS CRYING. “Some leader you are” YES FANGS WHAT A KING. SWEET PEA BBY OH MY GOD

- “And the rest of us don’t get to go back to Thistlehouse” says the disgusting whiny piss baby who gets to sleep in his girlfriend’s house, in her comfortable bed while his gang lays in cots or some shit in tents. Get off your mighty high horse, Jughead. God, now they’re switching roles… Betty is kinda becoming SLIGHTLY tolerable and now Jughead is being so fucking annoying. Go back to how it was please.

- JERONICA. AND VEGGIE. EXCELLENCE.

- So Archie standing over Hiram and shit was all a fucking dream? Really? COME ON. Lol Hiram has a point though because everyone goes in and tells him their fucking plans. OMG THE CALLBACK TO THE FIRST EPISODE WAS GREAT. CALL BACK TO BARCHIE BEING ENDGAME YESSSS.

- So if Veronica ended up smashing the egg… then fucking give Fangs, Toni, and Cheryl their spots in the Serpents back since it was all for nothing anyways.

- I’m glad Cheryl and Nana Rose are housing some fo the girls but WHAT ABOUT THE SERPENTS YOU GUYS HAVE A BIG FUCKING HOUSE. Why didn’t she house some of them there? I mean it’s ooc for Toni not to be thinking of her fellow Serpents why wouldn’t she be like “hey babe you have a lot of room here what if we help house some of the Serpents” but uhhh apparently not.

- Hey FP shut the fuck up with this “she’s still a Lodge” shit because you all know she doesn’t associate herself with her parents anymore. Remember “you don’t have a daughter” or…?

- Jughead brought up when FP worked for Hiram. Hell yeah! But him saying he wants Jughead to be a better king than him? BITCH YOUR SON DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO RUN A GANG. HE SUCKS. HE’S STUPID AND RUINING THE GANG HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT? God never give your throne to blood family.

- Yeah, FP, you’re not made for the sidelines you’re made to RULE you stupid fuck. Maybe you should get back with Alice she makes you more stable and less stupid

- REGGIE’S LIKE “NOT THIS TIME BITCH”

- SWEET PEA WITH A BAT FUCK YEAH

- So… you threaten the gargoyle bitch but you don’t unmask him to see who he is? Are you fucking stupid?

- Wtf… he has to beat himself with a bat on his own bed? I am confusion… WHAT THE FLYING FUCK? THE BLACK HOOD AND HIRAM AND THE GARGOYLE KING HAVE DONE SHIT NOT YOU YOU BIG BAFOON. NO DON’T DESTROY YOU’RE GOOD HEARTED INNOCENCE. YOU’RE THE ONLY BRAVE ONE OF THE CORE FOUR. ARCHIE NO.

- If they make Archie unlikable the only good core four person will be Veronica.

- VERONICA SINGING ❤️❤️❤️ Oh fuck I know this song but I can’t remember where I’ve heard it!!!

- VEGGIE. SHE’S SO FUCKING HAPPY TO SEE HIM I’M— HE’S SO ENAMORED WITH HER. VEGGIE KISS. Why can they make their chemistry shown on screen but Bughead can’t? Like both couples are even dating irl, too…

- JUGHEAD YOU PIECE OF SHIT. He only uses Sweet Pea or Fangs when he has something he doesn’t want to do usually because it’s too dangerous for him (whiny piss baby). DON’T MAKE MY BABY BOY GO UNDERCOVER HE’LL FUCKING GET HURT.

- I’ve literally never hated Jughead more nothing he can do can make up for what he’s done in this episode bye

- What the actual fuck. This is so fucking stupid.

- Archie isn’t dead. If Archie dies before bitch ass Betty or Jiggaloo Jones I will literally come after RAS. 

#Riverdale #Riverdale 3.09 #Riverdale No Exit #Fangs Fogarty #Sweet Pea #Swangs #South Side Serpents #Archie Andrews #Veronica Lodge #Betty Cooper #Jughead Jones #anti-Bughead #Reggie Mantle #Veggie #Regonica #Moose Mason #Kevin Keller #anti-Mevin #anti-Koose #Josie McCoy #anti-Jughead Jones

[fredheads]

2 4 11 17 20 33 (i probably went overboard..)

2. Name a fic you’ve written that you’re especially fond of and explain why you like it.

oblivion … its an oldie and some of it doesnt hold up but oh man the first chapter is tiny fred playing baseball with tiny alice????? so im fond. 

papa is like the glo up version. oblivion 2.0 if you will. 

4. How do you come up with your fanfiction titles?

some song lyrics just feel so RIGHT

11. What is your greatest strength as a writer?

my attention to detail???? sometimes. i feel like im always laying little easter eggs for only me to find. 

17. Describe your comfort zone – a typical you-fic.

ahhhhh some nice high school fredsythe with some hurt/comfort on top 

20. Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes and explain why you’re proud of it.

“You didn’t answer my text,” complains Veronica at lunch, swinging one of her high-heeled feet over the bench so she can slip in at Archie’s side.

“Archie got his phone taken by the Hagster,” announces Reggie, taking a massive bite of his sandwich and swigging down some peach iced tea. Betty frowns at the name. Miss. Haggly is her favourite teacher.

“Reggie, why are you here?” speaks up Veronica. “No offense. I just thought you were mad at us all after the naming fiasco.”

The naming fiasco. Also known as: Reggie had wanted to change the name of the group to The Reggies, and had pitched a fit when Archie hadn’t gone along with it. They’d voted 4-1.

“Just thought you might want to spend some time with a real winner,” says Reggie with a nonchalant shrug. “Before Carrot-top exiles himself to Losersville forever.”

Archie looks at Jughead, who rolls his eyes. Veronica, annoyingly, doesn’t seem to mind Reggie’s huge ego. She giggles and Archie sees red.

“Get out of here,” he snaps, glaring at his rival. “We have some important band stuff to talk about.”

Reggie shrugs. “All right. But it’s a little late for strategy. Your only hope is The Reggies dropping out.” He flexes one of his biceps as he stands up, switching his gaze to Veronica. “You know where to find me, kiddo.”

“Unfortunately,” Jughead cracks. (but your kids are gonna love it) 

i just like writing reggie… thats all 

33. Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.

@fredsythe just started writing this year and she’s already blown me out of the water. i love her because a) we share a brain and all our dreams so reading these fics is lowkey masturbatory BUT ALSO b) the absolute aching TENDERNESS that briana puts in every fic and her attention to pacing and details like touch and the characters’ awareness of one another… it just rly kinda knots my heart up inside… also reading fps internal monologue in her writing is always a fucking TREAT and she nails character voices and makes them sound distinct in a way i can never. also all her stuff feels very sweet and teenage and also her mind??? her fic ideas are so fuckin fresh and primo and fine. im a lil biased but all of this is absolutely true. READ ALL HER STUFF HERE

@halcooper is just the whole fuckin package dude… her grasp of every single “young version” of these parents is consistent, well-developed, and tonal PERFECTION. also hilarious. she does tons of research and the atmosphere and setting of the 1990s always comes across. if you want to watch personalities play off one another, if you want realistic sounding dialogue, if you want to laugh until you cannot BREATHE …….. its all here. but tbh the most underrated part of her riverparent world is the thought that goes into it, the little motifs and allegories that come up again later, the things that characters dont say that are still so palpable on the page, the fictional businesses and brands she invents to flesh out the world, the way so many undercurrents spill out into actual canon (or what little of it we accept) there is A LOT at work in this world: you could make a stranger-things-esque tv series out of her works. oh and she balances the characters so well??? my gay self is fred o clock only but she writes every character beautifully and actually makes time for them all. kim is a goddess.  READ EVERY ONE HERE 

and then @blogofabingewatcher scratches my every itch and everything is just… syrupy sweet but also sad???? she’s working on a new chapter of in times of trouble rn  (A WHOLE FUCKIN VIETNAM WAR AU WHICH I HAVE DREAMED OF SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME) and im salivating dude … and just oof… the things i could say about that fic…. her grasp of familial relationships and expectations and the slow stirring agony of being a young person and wanting more than what your life’s path is supposed to be but quietly bowing under the pressure anyways…. there’s a lot to unpack. and its all tied together with some really fantastic prose and a deep exploration of the psyche of these characters. your absolute one stop shop for wanting to get inside a characters head and sift through the fucked up shit… her understanding of the internal working of these peoples tragedies is TERRIBLE and beautiful. SMASH THE COMMENT BUTTON OVER HERE

#Anonymous

[sweetpealover77]

Ghost Of You • Part 4

Sweet Pea Fic 🐍

Summary: when Julia left Sweet Pea didn’t know what to do anymore. Would she ever come back to him?

Word count:1404

Julia's POV

I jumped on my bike and headed towards Toni's house.

As I rode I couldn't stop the tears from falling out of my eyes.

Did Sweet Pea really want to get back at me that bad. I know i hurt him but did i deserve to be treated like that?

I thought to myself,

I pulled my hand up for a second to wipe my eyes clear so  I could see the road better as I did my bike swerved into the other lane.  I tried to control my bike the best i could but another car going the opposite way of me collided right into my bike and I.

Everything went black.

Sweet Pea's POV

"I messed up, i really fucking messed up Fangs." I ran my fingers through my hair pacing back and forth in my trailer.

"Dude you need to calm down, I think you should just go sleep it off. Yeah Julia's pissed at you but you're not in the right mindset to even TRY to go and fix this." he stood up and patted me on my shoulder.

"You're right." I sighed

"Ill sleep on the sofa, just in case you try to do something stupid." Fangs laughed and i walked towards my bedroom laughing with him.

I took my shirt off and threw on a pair of my Riverdale high sweat pants, one of Julia's favorites. I couldn't stop thinking about how i treated her. Yes she hurt me but I love her, I never want anything bad to happen to her. Ever.

I couldnt stop thinking about Julia all night, I tossed and turned but sadly I hardly got any sleep.

"Sweet Pea, come on im hungry and you have no food in your house." I rolled over to see Fangs standing in my doorway. "Ugh, lets go to Pops" I got up throwing on a pair of jeans a flannel and my jacket.

I pulled out my phone before leaving my room sending a message to Julia

To JJ:

please come home soon. I am so sorry about last night.

Send.

I walked out of my room and heard a ding come from Julia's room. I ran to her room thinking she was there but sadly she wasn't.

"She literally left all of her things here. ID, Money, phone, Jacket" I walked outside talking to Fangs

"I really made her upset last night." I shook my head

"Hey its okay, she went to see the girls last night she probably just needed space to cool down. Its okay." We hopped on our bikes and headed to Pops

We walked into pops and I saw Toni and Cheryl sitting together

"Hey, where's Julia?" I asked them taking a seat next to Toni

"What do you mean? She went home last night after you made out with Nina, remember?" Toni rolled her eyes at me.

"Yeahhhhh and then we got into a big fight because i brought Nina home and then she left all of her shit including her phone at home and said she was going to spend the night at your house" I said a little mad

Toni looked at me a little worried

"Sweet Pea, she never came to out house." she looked at Cheryl who also looked worried

"Okay, okay guys maybe shes downstairs." Fangs said

We all headed down to the basement of Pop's

"Fp!" Toni yelled and he turned towards us

"whats wrong?"

"Did Julia come here last night or this morning. Have you seen her at all" I asked him getting worried

"No, sorry guys. Why is something wrong?" He put his hand on my shoulder.

"We got into a fight last night but never made it to Toni's house and never came home this morning." My voice cracked a little bit

"Okay, ill call Jughead. Maybe she went to him." He walked away pulling his phone to his ear

A few minutes later Fp came back shaking his head

"He hasn't heard from her, Im sorry you guys. Just give her until tonight and if she doesnt show up we will go find her." Fp looked at the four of us and we all nodded

"I don't know guys, Julia seemed to really like being here, do you think she would just leave over a small fight?" Cheryl said as we walked into my trailer

"Not without her jacket. She would never leave without her Jacket." I shook my head holding her jacket in my hands.

"Something just doesn't feel right you guys. I dont know what it is but something is telling me she isnt okay."

Julia's POV

I woke up to loud noises and flashing lights around me. I Stood up.  

"What the hell." I walked over to a group of paramedics surrounding a body

"What happened! Is there anything I can do to help?" I asked them as I approached them

No answer.

"Seriously guys if you nee-" I stopped what I was saying  after i saw who they were working on.

Me.

"Jane Doe, Female, approximately 18-20 years. She was hit by a car while riding a motorcycle head on. Unresponsive."

The paramedics said as they wheeled my body into the hospital. I ran behind them trying to keep up.

"What are you talking about im right here! Im fine!!" I waved my hands in front of their faces and still no one could see me or hear me.

"we have to get her up to CT and she had a bleed in her stomach we are going to have to operate." The doctors moved out of the way and  i could finally see my whole face.

I didn't even look like me. My face was swollen and bruised. I turned around and looked in the mirror.

"There i am. I am fine. That girl on the table isn't you." I said feeling my face

I followed them up to CT  and they rushed me right into surgery . I had a bleed in my brain.

I  ran behind them as they ran towards the operating room but i suddenly stopped as soon as i got to the door. I couldn't go in there to make sure i was going to be okay. The doors shut in front of me leaving me to look through a small window as they cut my head and stomach open.

I waited in the waiting room for what seemed like forever.

No one noticed me, i asked the nursed a million questions but she still couldn't see or hear me.

I finally saw the Doctors wheel me into a room

"What do you think Doc? Is she going to make it."  One of the nurses asked the Doctor

"I just hope we find this poor girls family because things arent looking great. With how bad the bleed was and how she cant breath on her own , she may never wake up."

I looked up at the Doctor with tears in my eye and ran out of the room and then out of the hospital.

I ran until I couldnt run anymore.

I looked up and saw Sweet Pea, Cheryl, Toni and Fangs walking into Sweet's trailer.

"I dont know guys, Julia seemed to really like being here, do you think she would just leave over a small fight?" Cheryl asked everyone  and Sweet Pea Shook his head.

"No I wouldnt, I wouldnt leave you Sweet pea, not again. I love you" I placed my hand on his face and he looked down.

"Not without her jacket. She would never leave without her jacket." he was holding my serpent jacket in his hand

"Sweet Pea please listen to me im not okay, im really really hurt in the hospital please. Please come with me please." I tried to grab his hand but i couldnt.

"Something just doesn't feel right you guys. I dont know what it is but something is telling me she isnt okay."  Sweet pea said and I Sighed looking around at all of my friends.

While they were all worrying about me I was laying in a hospital bed...

dying.

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A/N

omg you guys thank you for the love and the likes and i love you all. This is my all time favorite chapters. i cant wait for you guys to read it and give me feed back. SO much love.

Love S

xx

#riverdale #sweet pea #sweet pea x oc #sweet pea x reader #love #bae #jordan connor #i love jordan connor #fangs fogarty #toni topaz #cheryl x toni #cheryl bombshell #cheryl blossom #betty cooper #jughead jones #betty x jughead #falice #alice cooper #Fp jones #southside serpents #southsidelover #riverdale northside #riverdale bulldogs #archie andrews #archie comics #varchie #choni #kevin keller #josie mccoy #veronica lodge

[xserpentlife]

Spoilers! Riverdale THIS EPISODE OMG - Reactions

First of all what the fuck Alice is on some shit and Kevin too, like this farm b.s needs to stop 

Cheryl still thinks she is the shit like bitch hype down you are a partial leader of a gang, wait not really it's technically Toni’s so like chill don’t start fights using your gang

Does Archie really trust this kid because I sure as hell do not

Cheryl really be blackmailing Toni to make her not be mad, really

How are these gargoyle kids here like were you ghoulies or not cause if so when the southside got transferred you didn’t so how are you here now

Sweet Pea is like god these kids are stupid giving me a damn headache

fangs hopping off the desk like hot damn

learn about the laws, shouting like its a kindergarten classroom this has me rolling ctfu

FANGS LOOKING SO MAD WHEN HE SHOUTS IT THOUGH, like he is hot when he’s mad,

Fangs got that angry face omfggg hot as hell

I will admit V is smart that fucking casino hiding on the real

bunsen burners wtf is wrong with those people

I am going to be honest Gladys pisses me off

Why does everyone have to sing 

Really? she gonna cut someone okay. Sorry Gladys sweet pea is hotter with his blade than you take a seat

Coals Kevin really are you insane, also if the farm is about believing and shit betty yelling should have knocked him out of the thoughts leading ot him being hurt like i don't get that

well they found the kid, still don’t trust his ass

Evelynn too she pisses me off, Kevin is actually going insane. They are blackmailing her okay wow, thats f uped for kevin to do especially when they were kind of friends I mean they have been slowly fading but still wtf

ABOUT TO KILL FANGS ONE OF MY BABIES OH HELL NO

I WSNNA KILL THIS KURTZ GUY I SWEAR TO GOD

I SWEAR IF SWEET PEA DOESNT CATCH HIS ASSS

WHY ARE THYE JUST STANDING YEAH LIKE YEAH LETS WAIT TILL THE LAST SECOND TO RUN AND CATCH HIM LIKE OKAY 

CATCH HIM

THAKN GOD

ALSO HOW ARE THEY STILL SO HOT UPSIDE DOWN LIKE TF

veronica better do some shit about gladys and hiram like what

pretty poisions at least getting jobs but also what happened to the serpents having the job like where did that go

Mad fangs just gets me also how do they barely talk abotu it like I wanted to see them getting up or fighting or somet shit like how is he just gonna drop fangs then be sitting on his ass next to them the next second because we all know damn well sweet pea would be trying to cut his bitch ass

that swangs lookwork for fp thats fun like hellopea coughs and can make people do shit like goddamnI love how innocently happy is sweets is to be able to be doing something like DO WE GET TO CARRY GUNS IM DYING LAUGHING, FP just had a dad moment “absolutely not” he said it like when a kid is like i can i run with scissors

DESANTOS WTFFFFFFF

I KENW THAG KID WAS NOT TRUST WORTHY

archie why you lookin in that damn closet HELLO horror movie 101

i bet you he drew that shit on his arm

that kid gonna kill you

HE did do it to himself HA

AWWW luke perry 

how is CHERYL MAD like it is your fault for thinking you can lead a gang when you don’t know the first thing about loyaly like sit tf down

is betty boutta burn down the house?!?!!

UHMMMMM

New HQ WTF

I mean i dont get why you trusted the kid in the first place like you dumb archie

Betty us looking too cheery she did something

OMG SHE DID BURN IT DOWN, logically i am pretty sure that house would be way more smoky with all that fire especially at that speed but uh okay

ITS OVER UGHHH

#spoilers #riverdale #riverdale reaction #epispde #episode #episode reaction

[shaykeijser]

riverdale 2x16

 here are my thoughts/reactions to this weeks episode that no one asked for, which will include spoilers (obviously) so i’m putting them under the cut. i’ve already watched the episode so these aren’t my first reactions technically but they’ll be the same. 

caution: i’m not a fan of jughead or the core four. so i’ll be poking fun/getting annoyed at them.

- why did betty not go straight to alice with the dna test? why would she give chic, who she thinks is capable of hurting her, the opportunity to last out at her? i also still don’t get why she didn’t just get a normal dna test. like you’re a journalist, get the full truth, not just some of it

- i fucking called it!! why do ya think hal wanted nothing to do with chic? remember when he said “you’re letting this stranger into our house”? he wouldn’t call his own son a stranger

- fp is the dad and that’s the facts (that wouldn’t make bughead wrong don’t even try to defend that)

- chic is such a good creep IM LIVING FOR IT

- if it wasn’t a for-profit prison it wouldn’t be the worst idea. but it is so :///

- southside high was falling apart at the seems. the old students were aware of that and were plenty happy to go away! yes the lodge’s had other intentions with shutting down the school, but overall it was a good thing. there’s other, more valid reasons to not like the prisons that aren’t being talked about!!

- lol we know that veronica running for stuco wouldn’t end up well

- fred getting more screen time <333 (even if i don’t totally agree with him)

- does everybody at this school watch the same tv shows how is jughead quoting scandal (which i had to google) universally understood? i’m actually a sophomore and my friends and i quote vines.

- why isn’t ronnie defending herself? she gave that look to archie so he could defend her. where did kick ass veronica i don’t take no shit’ lodge go??

- ‘hunger strike for southside high’ BOI 

- ‘for it to re-open’ i had to pause this when i first watched this scene. he went there for like 2 weeks. toni was his only true friend for the majority of it. he didn’t like the idea of it and didn’t like what he had to do to survive there. the other students were happy with it closing!! why you gotta be so extra?? and if he really wants to get out of riverdale to be a writer he shouldn’t be trying to go back to a school that had teachers who gave up hope on their students

- ew ethel (i was eh with her all together but i’m still >:( over how she got mad at veronica for what hiram did to her father. veronica was one of the only people who was comforting her and tried to make amends. we can’t forget that when that all was going down veronica didn’t like her dad)

- WHY ARE KEVIN AND JOSIE SITTING ALONE

- wait jk i remembered 

- HAHAHA ok i’m josie (don’t get me wrong i like veronica and is the only tolerable lead for me atm but that slushie thing is really funny. it was sorta uncalled for, but she is working with her father soz)

- props to veronica for being the bigger person in this scenario

- 'what are the odds your father’s gonna be the first inmate in that prison?’ #boomroasted #thatwasatheofficereference #didanyonegetit

- lol at least veronica kept her cool for a little bit (go her btw)

- MY POOR CHERYL NO

- mama blossom is shady and nana rose is sassy

- that tea’s gonna be poison i’m calling it

- why would ethel’s dad want a job at the prison? he was a businessman

- veronica’s own parents are threatening her UGH

- power to veronica for wanting to run but this isn’t gonna end well

- TONI’S HOT & even if her audition flopped cheryl still would’ve made her member #lovemybabies

- tbh i didn’t like the lodges being the main plot point and i’d still prefer for the serpents to get more screentime than them BUT this is getting interesting

- drag him archie

- i want to see other south siders fighting for this why does jughead get to be the leader of this revolution (that i’m here for!! except for the school thing bc it doesn’t make sense)

- y’all have been having friendship problems since the ms. gr**** thing i think the trains have been getting closer than you think jug

- FINALLY, THE CHONI I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR

- something bad is gonna happen to cheryl i’m calling it, and nana rose

- (about what betty said after cheryl opened up) betty let chic into her and her family’s life can she not just be cautious from a distance and let her mom enjoy having her son back

- of course toni’s in the bed you sly little bird cheryl

- y’all gonna fuck? kidding this the cw that’s only for het couples

- THEY GONNA KISS AWE

- ok fuck why can’t we have some happiness for once

- penelope and claudius pushed her, i mean penelope had obviously prepared a back up plan incase she didn’t die (mentioning sundowners syndrome)

- #ProtectCherylBlossom

- aw archie’s mom is back i’m happy 

- YES SCHOOL THAT BOY FOR DISRESPECTING FRED GO MAMA ANDREWS

- charles melton looks really hot with a bruised face oi oi (so does jordan connor)

- that lowkey sounds like a bribe veronica.... 

- fang, toni, and pea are in this scene?? new favorite scene

- honestly, if any other serpent was the one in jugheads spot i think i would be all for it lmao

- i thought mary (andrews) was gonna also give archie the safe sex talk that he archie never got dang

- mary’s giving good advice though let’s just hope archie will listen to it

- I LOVE KEVIN 

- kevin had the right to tell chic, she was the one who forced him into the poorly planned catfishing (like seriously - she shouldn’t have been there and they shouldn’t have done it at a school). kevin has barely got any good storylines that actually continue and i’m so damn happy that he’s sticking up for himself. betty only reaches out to him when she needs help.

- betty talking about her darkness and saying ‘darkness’ in general is the most cringey thing ever. she has some sort of mental illness. i don’t know what but they shouldn’t have taken this ‘darkness inside of me’ approach.

- i wish V tried to become josie’s friend before asking her for an endorsement. actually, i wish the show resolved their friendship ages ago. they’re the one of the few WOC and overall i’m tired of girl x girl friendships being ruined like this

- it’s got so bad that veronica had to bribe josie to endorse her. i know this isn’t gonna go well

- sweet pea looking like an out of focus snack <333

- DRAG HIM JUGHEAD (lol you can tell how much i don’t like archie being up hiram’s ass that i’m praising jughead)

- give betty cooper therapy, you cowards

- ‘i caught the black hood’ bitch no you didn’t that hoe still out there & i’m taking that theory to the grave

- sheriff keller woah i forgot about him

- my boy fp!!

- omfg imagine when betty tells jughead that chic’s dad isn’t hal they better have him be like “...what if it’s mine” (i just realized that sorta sounds like jughead saying ‘what if the kid aka chic is mine’ and that’s not what i meant, i meant that chic’s dad is jughead’s dad but that made me laugh so i’m keeping it)

- oh sHIT something’s gonna happen @ this concert/rally for veronica’s campaign thing

- kevin’s filming it yeps something’s happening

- ope i knew it ethel is passing papers out 

- woop there it is

- i don’t ~really~ get why betty’s mad 

- JOSIE’S APART OF IT WTF I DIDN’T SEE THAT COMING but i should have :(

- this show tries to be all about female empowerment but then they have two girls banding together to bully an already manipulated and hurting girl. smh

- again, i don’t ~really~ get why betty can’t trust her anymore

- :((( i feel so bad for ronnie. she’s being manipulated by her parents and i really want her out of lodge industries. she’s taking blame for the shit that her parents have done

- THIS IS WHAT I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR

- HAHAHAA THE WIG OH MY GOD

- “i was guessing” congrats betty, you’ve played yourself

- the offer that hiram made to fp actually sounds nice :((( if only he wasn’t so shady 

- archie is so far up hiram’s ass he sounds exactly like him

- YOU GO MARY! SCHOOL YO CHILD

- finally a parent (alice) talks bout safe sex to their kid (betty)!!! my mom is gonna be so happy when she watches this episode (yes i watch riverdale with my mom, no it’s not awkward during sex scenes because we watch every show together so we’re used to it)

- “absolutely not.” keep telling that to yourself alice

- alice cooper is my favorite cooper

- “he’s dangerous.” bitch so are you? you held a lighter up to his face?

- i thought alice killed that drug dealer is that what betty is saying he did

- cheryl doesn’t have red lipstick on in this hospital scene something’s gonna happen

- nana was being poisoned by the tea :((

- i guess i’m remembering this wrong i thought alice shot him (about the scene in chic’s room)

- how did betty not remember that he didn’t touch anything

- CHERYL DROP AND ROLL OUT OF THAT CAR NOW

- look at archie being all smart aw

- why is betty next to kevin?? stay away from my baby (kevin)

- this scene is actually really powerful? even though them chaining themselves to the school is a repetitive and cliche thing to do, the aesthetics and the filming of it is really cool

- can we see all those young serpents more often pls

- what is jughead talking about why does he think they’re gonna lose riverdale high? is it because of veronica running? bc no one’s gonna vote for her after those flyers

- uGH i can see him being a good president

- why is betty so done with her and veronica’s friendship? i really don’t get why she’s so mad at her?

- jughead, betty, and fp all living together. that’s a concept

- SOMEONE WRITE A HEADCANON OF ALICE BUSTING INTO THE TRAILER TO GET BETTY BACK AND THEN WE GET SOME CUTE FALICE ANGST

- i’m happy mary’s staying bc maybe with her around we’ll get more fred screen time #canyoutellilovefred

- FUCK YEAH FRED IS RUNNING

- toni topaz is the caring type of girlfriend who goes to her girl’s house when they aren’t in school pass it on!!

- but really though where is cheryl what are they doing to her

- CHERYL DOESN’T DESERVE THIS SHE’S BEEN EMOTIONALLY ABUSED FOR YEARS AND HAS LOST A BROTHER, FATHER, AND BEST FRIEND 

main takeaways

~ veronica is being manipulated by her parents and doesn’t deserve half of the shit that’s getting thrown at her

~ jughead is still cringey and extra

~ toni is the girlfriend of all of our dreams let’s be honest here

~ cheryl blossom doesn’t deserve this bullshit

~ betty cooper is mentally ill

~ chic is fp and alice’s son

~ #FredForMayor

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