#i used to own like a childrens sewingmachine when i was little and i never fucking learned how to use it

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i might just teach myself how to sew, just so i can sew my own damn star trek uniform!

#like literally everything is either expensive as all hell (that would making it by myself be too but that come with a feeling of accomplish #-ment you cant get anywhere else) and all the shops that sell things at cheaper prices are dingy as all hell #and i dont want to give any more money to j*ff b***s #i used to own like a childrens sewingmachine when i was little and i never fucking learned how to use it #because even back then i already had this thing where if im not immediately awesome at something ill never do it again #wich is really only a thing that held me back from achieving things #what am i even rambeling about at this point #stuff #text #star trek #my absolute lack of diy abilities #btw i made a similair post to this a few months back about how i wanted to teach myself how to bind books so i could make physical copies #of the unholyverse series #something i never did #and actually kinda regret #i still think it would be cool to own physical copies of that series #god im really deep into that emo shit... #anyways also expect me to never follow up on this post #or only follow up on this in like ten years #when im 25 and like covid-29 is hitting #and im in another lockdown and have time to kill #tbh i probably wont do it in that hypothetical scenario either #i just like to imagine how i make cool stuff #making cool stuff taked effffffffffffort and im laaaaaaaaaaazy #as should be obvious #anyways dm me if you read up until here i guess #these tags are comically long