#i think this is what i really want tbh. i dont care about online fame and followers at fucking all. i want this.

[sirpepperston]

crying and screaming and farting cause I think I could have an actual career as an artist in my city

#every month downtown they have this big art night and ive been a couple times in the past few years and its amazing #and they started doing them again and i cant go to the one next week cause ill be out of town #but i was looking at some of the artists that'll be there and i think no one in town has art that looks anything like mine #and theres a lot of amazing shit i havent been showing lately cause theyre from big projects that you might not see until at least a year #from now. but i feel like i have something new to bring to the scene here #like a new perspective and different skills and ideas. something so good and so fresh that i could make a name for myself here #and i already wanted to open an online store by next year but the thought that i could also have a physical place.... #a studio that ISNT in my garage and i could work with other artists in the city......i think i could do that by january #which is so wild to me cause i never thought of having my own showcase at those events and now i wanna do it more than anything #i think this is what i really want tbh. i dont care about online fame and followers at fucking all. i want this. #and to think a couple years ago i expected to be getting my cyber security certs this fall lmao....instead im starting ny career up. damn