#i think i could use a nap but it's already 4 and idk i nap maybe once or twice a year and it's never worth it

[playgrl0]

thoughts that i have about baji

that's my baby bruh😭

⁂ i feel like if you know me, you already know what i'm gonna say first:

⁂ baji BITES. he bites you whenever he can and he does it all over your body. he doesn't do it in public since you don't want that and he respects it. but behind closed doors? he bites every part of your body and he doesn't give a fuck. the public eye will see the bite marks he left though.

⁂ his favorite parts to bite you are your neck, your thighs (especially inner thighs) and breasts.

⁂ neck kisses. so so many fucking neck kisses.

⁂ he always holds your throat🫨 when you guys kiss. he doesn't squeeze it or anything, he just holds it instead of placing his hand on your cheek for example.

⁂ forgot to mention that he also loves when you bite him. do it do it do it. don't be shy!!

⁂ he loves when you brush his hair for him. he will walk up to you and hand you his brush without a word and you brush it for him. he thanks you by pecking your cheek and disappears again

⁂ he can get extremely clingy when he's tired or stressed out

⁂ tries to act tough on your wedding day but will literally burst into tears once he sees you. chifuyu hands him a tissue and laughs at him. "shut up, man." he sniffles and wipes his tears away.

⁂ calls you baby, babe, angel, mama or comes up with a silly nickname himself

⁂ if you're not sitting on his lap you're doing something wrong like, why sit on a chair, on the couch, on the floor, literally anywhere when his lap is RIGHT THERE??

⁂ he tackles you randomly, gets up again, walks away and acts like he didn't do anything.

⁂ a tease. a fucking tease. loves making you nervous.

⁂ he is so so loyal. would never even come close to the thought of cheating on you. he would never.

⁂ when girls hit on him, he literally ignores them. if they keep being pushy he tells them to leave him tf alone because he already has a girl. they could never compare to you anyway.

⁂ he definitely has a staring problem. he stares at you all the damn time, not matter how you look like or what you're doing. big fan of eye contact.

⁂ he's always horny

⁂ very protective. he doesn't play around when it comes to you

⁂ ppl say he takes good care of his hair but i disagree. personally, i think he uses 4 in one shampoo and that's it i think he's just blessed with good genes. or his mama forces him to take care of it lmao idk

⁂ he's obsessed with your ass. doesn't matter if you have a small one or a whole wagon, he loves your ass. he uses it as pillow or drums. he slaps it when walking past you. one hand is always on it.

⁂ forgot to mention that he also bites your ass heheheh.

⁂ likeee you're laying on your bed on your stomach wearing shorts. baji jumps on the bed between your legs and his hands travel from the back of your thighs, up to your ass below your shorts. his big, warm hands resting on your cheeks, squeezing them before he leans forward and bites each cheek to leave a bite mark

⁂ you flinch at the contact and push him away, he just grins at you, slaps your ass and then lays down to take a nap on your ass yeah yeah

⁂ has no concept of personal space. your personal space is his.

⁂ makes fun of you all the time but if someone else dares to make fun of you they're dead. nobody is allowed to bully you except for him

⁂ i see him with a tongue piercing, eyebrow piercing, helix piercings and one nipple piercing

⁂ and many, many tattoos 🫨

⁂ tough on the outside but definitely the absolute biggest softie on the inside

⁂ you'll definitely own at least two cats together. maybe even three.

⁂ if he falls in love with you, he'll never love anyone else after you. he loves hard. you're his one and only, his entire world. you two are endgame.

⁂ he's a slut.

that's all for now,,,, bye

tags: @shamelessperfectionhideout @vmlnrz @saintokkotsu @satanlovesusall666 @kiirsteinn @noritopia @gothamgurl2024 @ranscutedoll @bertholdts--butt @torakeii

<3 @ playgrl0

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[dollyyss]

HIIHII I LUV UR BLOG SM OMG CAN I BE 🃏-ANON?!?!?

Uhhh heres a request!! What about Kyle x childhoodbestfriend!reader (who was apart of the main 4's gang) and their first time doing the naughty??? *GIGGLES AND KICKS FEET*

OF COURSE YOU CAN BE 🃏anon!!! HEHE IDK WHY BUT IT MAKES ME SO GIDDYS HAVING ANONS TEHEHEHEH

ITS ALSO BEEN YEARS SINCE I WROTE SMUT SO BARE WITH ME AS I TRY TO GET THE HANG OUT IT AGAIN

Also I apologize for any mistakes, I’m like hella sick rn and super tired so I’ll try and edit this better once I come back from NAP ITS CALLING FOR ME

˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

Kyle x childhood best friend reader and their first time

Established Relationship ₊ ⊹

All characters aged up! Highschool AU! ‧₊˚✩彡

Kyle x reader 𐙚

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: smut/NSFW

“Cartman, if you’re gonna say it then do it dude, you always say shit and you never do it” Stan rolled his eyes, tossing his hat off onto the dewy grass and sighing. Cartman only glared. “What? You saying I’m not honest?! Everything I’ve ever said I’ve always lived up to and done? Right? Right guys?” Kyle lifted his head off the hammock, his hand slowly sliding down your back as you laid with him. You’ve always been apart of their group. The four of them took you in almost immediately when you moved to South Park in the fourth grade and you’ve all been friends ever since, though Kyle and you had always been the closest and everyone knew that but never really looked much into it. I mean you’ve both only ever just been friends. His slender fingers found their way under your shirt, tracing your spine in slow motions. “Cartman you’ve only ever lived up to your words when it benefits you. You sadistic fuck” he laid his head back down, one leg dangling off the hammock to softly push the both of you. Cartman mumbled something under his breath before he stood wiping off anything on his pants from the grass “well I’m out, I’ve had enough of you losers for one day” your head popped up from Kyle’s chest saying goodbye to the chubbier boy and looking at Stan and Kenny for a moment. Kenny was passed out on the grass of your backyard and Stan sat beside him smiling softly at you. “He’s a hoot isn’t he?” You giggled softly before looking up at Kyle who was already smiling down at you. Over the years it wasn’t exactly hard to tell that Kyle had developed feelings for you.. but he didn’t know how to tell you nor did he think he ever would. He didn’t want to ruin what you two had right now, and if that meant he could only cuddle like this? Hug you like that.. then he’d keep it a secret, well all except from Stan who met Kyle’s eyes with a sly smirk. “Well,” Stan spoke up once more still staring at Kyle and softly smacking Kenny’s chest to wake him up in which he woke up with a startle. “I think it’s time for me and Kenny to head out, I need him to help me with band shit” Kenny slowly stood up, his lanky form stretching “I do..?” “You do.” He glared at him before grabbing his hat and saying a goodbye as well as Kenny. There was a moment of silence and amongst the birds singing sweet melodies, Kyle’s soft noises almost intertwined with their chirps. The sun dusted over his face exposing many freckles, his curled hair much brighter in the sun. Your finger reached up to curl it more, admiring his face. “I remember when your hair used to be so long, messy” he opened one eye, green gems staring down at you “and you don’t like it now?” Your eyes softly widened. His hair was shorter now, a bit of shag but he kept his hair neat and short. One curl always dangling against his forehead, whilst the others were somewhat swept to the side. “No! I.. do, just reminiscing i guess.” He stared down for a moment. You made it so god damn hard to not kiss you, to not pull you in and crash his lips against yours. You were so tempting.. “Kyle!!” Kyle’s eyes were suddenly widened feeling your hands against his chest and you were sat up right. Your finger tips traced your lips as you watched him through frowned brows. “What was that?! You.. you can’t do that to me.” He kissed you, he kissed you and he wasn’t even thinking. You quickly stood, bare feet against the grass. He did the same swallowing thickly “I..” you didn’t like it? Was that it? Did he fuck up? Ruin everything that he could have just kept if he kept to himself? But at the same time.. did you not feel the way he felt for you..? Sure he always kept it a secret in fear of ruining the friendship, even the group itself.. but you just didn’t feel the same? Was that it? Was this it.

The pages slipped between your fingers, eyes darting over words that felt like honey melting the ridges of your mind. Your feet rubbed against each other, biting the inside of your cheek a love story so sickly sweet yet so sad. The boy who always got the love, but could never keep it for long. You sighed unsatisfied with the boys fate once more. You closed your book, bookmarking your spot and resting your head against the fluffed pillow beneath you. Sleep felt so close yet so far when the rock at your window kept you awake, and then.. another. “I swear to god Kenny if that’s you, I’m not sneaking to your god damn par- Kyle..” the wind blew through your curtains, you hair absorbing the cold breeze as your face was inches away from Kyle’s. “Let me in. Please..” you stared at him before nodding slowly, backing away to quietly rush to your door and lock it. Sure Kyle’s stayed the night before but sneaking in, never. He was a goody two shoes.. a loser you may say. He would never do anything to get him in trouble. He was.. the good boy. “Can we talk?” His hands rubbed the back on his neck as he sat on your bed, you slowly following him and sitting next to him. “Kyle if this is about earlier..” he looked at you almost immediately “yes it is. And I’m so sorry okay, I don’t know what I was thinking, I just.. I’ve, I like you okay? A fucking lot and if you don’t feel the same that’s fine I can’t force that on you but I also can’t change how I feel for you, I-“ your hand came to rest on the side of his face, your lips interlocking with his before pulling away and resting your forehead against him, noses softly brushing against each other. “Kyle, I’ve always liked you, I was just taken back that’s all..” a sigh of relief left his lips as he ran a hand through his hair. Before he could speak again you were quick to latch your lips onto his, finding your way onto his lap, arms wrapped around his neck. His hands came to hold onto your thighs, eyes wide for a moment before he eased himself into the kiss. Kyle’s lips left yours to travel down your jaw, whilst doing so he lifted you enough to place you underneath him before diving back down to suck at the soft spot against your neck. Your hands found their way underneath his shirt to allow yourself to scratch at his back earning you a low groan from him. He lifted his head “we don’t have to go any further.. if you feel like you need to stop just tell me” with a soft nod and impatiently waiting for him to stop speak you lifted his shirt over his head, his torso littered in soft freckles, soft abs prominent. “You’re so handsome..” a blush creeped onto his face feeling your hands against his chest and torso. “Shut up…” he bit his bottom lip before kissing your lips and gripping at your sweatpants, pulling them down, slowly kissing at your thighs as he did so. “Mmph Kyle~” his eyes flickered up his body sitting up fully now as he watched your hands reach for his own sweatpants, untying the strings. Before pulling them down you slid your hands up his torso again feeling the slight happy trail. Fingers laced under the hem of his pants, pulling them down slowly and almost immediately groaning at the size in his boxers. “Don’t stare..” he groaned and held your face softly pulling down his own boxers earning a soft slap to his lower stomach as his member popped up. Your eyes widened before cleaning your throat and watching his fingers move closer to your underwear. “Can I?” He asked sweetly waiting for your consent to continue. When you nodded he pulled them down your legs. He was almost shaking, he felt his nerves working their up to his stomach as your legs spread open for him. His teeth tugged at his bottom lip whilst lining himself up with you. “If you want me to stop just say it okay? Please.” You nodded “I know Kyle I know it’s okay, I’m okay” he nodded at your statement, his hands finding yours to place them beside your head, squeezing them as he pushed himself further and further into you. His head hung low for a moment, lips slightly agape as he squeezed his eyes shut “fuck..”

He spoke breathlessly, his face hiding in the crook of your neck. He stayed still for a moment, waiting for you to adjust. When you tapped his shoulder blade he slowly began to move, his lips attached to your neck, shivering at the feeling of your nails gripping at his back, dragging down to his sides to hold onto him as he continued to move. “Feels.. so good..” he mumbled against you, his arms pushed himself half way up, his hips rocking back and forth in a painfully slow pace. “Ky more, m-more please go faster” you Practically begged him, clenching around him as his hips snapped against yours in quick ruts. Kyle lifted himself up fully, grabbing your legs and placing them over his shoulders, his hands coming back down to rest at either side of your waist whilst his eyes stared into yours. He was half lidded, lips pulled tight between his teeth “i’m close.. so close, cum with me please I w-wanna feel you cum on me” he whispered, his moans so beautiful. His thrusts became sloppier though he tried to keep his quick pace his hips would snap and stutter occasionally and when your hands came to either side of his face pulling him into a kiss, he whimpered. His body tingling all over. It wasn’t long before you were calling out his name, legs wrapped around him fully and cumming in unison. Your hands tangled in his curls, his own hands gripping at your hips, trying so desperately to push and bury his cock deeper into your warmth. When he pulled out he practically groaned at his load dripping out of you. “I guess that’s one way to tell your best friend you like them” you giggled tiredly, your fingers tracing at his forearm. Kyle smirked softly before getting ready to clean you up “so..” he was quiet for a moment, softly wiping down your body. “Do you like me?” You pushed his shoulder a bit “of course you idiot, I’ve liked you for like ever, just never knew how to tell you” you spoke quietly, letting him finish cleaning you up. When he was done he laid down beside you, pulling the covers up over yours and his shoulder. “You think you’ll parents will kill me if they find me in your bed?” You looked back at him, wiggling yourself into his body. “I’ll tell them your parents had a fight so you came to stay” you smiled gently at him, gripping his hand and pulling it so it wrapped around your body. There was silence.

“I love you.” Kyle spoke groggily.

You smiled, a blush creeping to your cheeks.

“I love you too Ky”

#🃏 anon #south park x reader #south park x y/n #south park x you #kyle broflovski x reader #kyle broflovski x y/n #south park hcs #south park headcanons #south park #south park fanfiction

[cherryredstars]

Question about Simon because I was rereading your headcanons for him (sfw and nsfw)

1. I don't think he likes weighted blankets, or them being too tight on the bed, he might feel stuck and like there's too much weight on him and maybe remember being buried alive (was he in a casket? I always thought it was just dirt because idk how effective a rotting jaw would be against wood)

2. On that note, so you think he would like his s/o sleeping on top of him? Again I don't think he would because of being buried with his co

3. I'm not sure if Simon could take a afab's virginity cause if the amen breaks and she bleed he'd lose his mind (also supposedly the hymen can grow back, idk if it's just in the occasion of it breaking without penetration (one my friend's broke hers doing the splits I had unfortunate of trying to walk on top of a beam and falling open leg))

4. Do you think he'd be open for positions where he isn't facing his s/o if they were in front of a mirror?

As for my Simon:

1. Simon does military corners for his bedding when he makes it. When he sleeps in the bed, the covers have to be completely untucked so he can easily get in and out. Simon doesn't use a weighted blanket. He naturally runs warm, so he has no use for one. If you prefer a weighted blanket, he has a separate blanket he uses that is closer to the military grade. Adding on, Simon hates sleeping bags and the military sleeping rolls. It's too constricting and claustrophobic, and he'll end up sleeping on top of it instead of in it most times.

Also, he was buried in a casket, and he used the jawbone to break through the low quality wood and dug up from there. It wasn't those modern, high-quality, and shiny caskets. It's more of a beaten-up crate.

2. Sleeping on top is okay, only if it's not full body. You can throw a loose arm over his chest and a leg over his, but you can't be fully on him. It has to be something he can easily slip out of. He highly discourages it, though, because he can not be held accountable for his instinctual actions if he wakes up from a nightmare replaying the event and he feels another person against his skin. Over time, it gets better as his body recognizes your touch and the differences between your warm, living skin and rotting, maggot- filled leather and bone.

But, he is fine laying on top of you for a quick nap or cuddle, which is surprising considering how he was thrown on top of the corpse. Keep in mind that this is without any blankets or sheets covering him. If you guys nap on the couch and he's on top of you, it's okay. Long term sleep with blankets are a no-go.

3. Some women aren't born with hymens or don't bleed when they lose their virginity. Both bleeding and not bleeding are equally common. Some women, like you mentioned, already have their hymen broken by the time they first have vaginal sex. Bleeding from penetrative sex is also typically not in large amounts and looks different from regular injury-caused bleeding. So I think after long talks, reassurance, and appropriate precautions, Simon would take someone's virginity.

4. Mirror sex is a yes, but it isn't his go-to thing. He mutch prefers more intimate missionary positions. But, he likes mirror sex because instead of being able to just see your face, he can get a whole view of your body that provides him the ability to see your reactions. Gives him peace of mind.

Apologies for any typos or mistakes, I'm on the shuttle to campus LMAO

#cherry's requests🍒 #cherry's comments🍒 #simon ghost riley x reader #simon riley headcanons #simon riley

[beesfairlyland]

Helloo babies!! How are y'all?

I've already told that I've switched to Non-Dualism now. It's the best decision I've ever taken. It's soo beautiful to realise who we actually are! I am still on my journey to Realise self but I've gained enough knowledge to make the beginners understand. Soo i decided to give Y'all a introduction to Non-Dualism. Here we go....!!

INTRODUCTION TO NON-DUALISM:

Non dualism is nothing but just to realise our true selves...that we are not this mind or this body and we are all just in a dream that we think is the only Reality. There's no duality.....means we are all one ...no separation among us(not that 3d 4d shit). There's only one thing that exists and that is 'I'. This world you see around you exists within you....not outside of you. You gave this world it's existence by being aware of it. We all are living in a dream and observing our character (ego).

Non-Dualism ain't a method to get your desires. So drop the mentality to have your desires...ik ik ain't that easy but once you understand what it's all about and you are just being desperate for something that ain't even real at the first place you'll drop your desperation for your desires.

There's no body no mind no world no past no future....nothing... it's all unreal you are living in a dream and once you Realise it's a dream you'll be lucid and can control the dream. Switch it like a tv show. Coz you are just the observer of the dream and the character that you think you are...is just the one you created with your awareness.

Wait...lemme tell you how i realised that we are just awareness THE OBSERVER? Soo i was taking a nap and suddenly i was watching the dream playing as if on a screen and i could hear my mind affirming own it's own (i slept while affirming) and i was awake and observing this happening? I really didn't know what was going on. I knew non dualism as a term before didn't take it seriously. But few days ago (actually just 4 days ago) i took it seriously and that's when i knew i had that observer effect? Lol. And it finally clicked that we are actually just the observer. It happened ig 2 3 times. Then one day i was again sleeping and wake half asleep and awake too! Dream was going on but then suddenly Everything went blank....i could hear the voices from outside but my mind was suddenly soo quiet as of someone took out the plug out of it lol. Idk how to relate it to ND but yeah it happened a day ago so just wanted to share.

This was just a introduction to Non-Dualism coz I can't speak all that I've learnt at once. Gonna be posting more!!

Hope i could give y'all a gist of Non-Dualism🫶🏻

-Love, bee💗✨

#nondualism #nonduality #non dualism #non duality #realisation #self realization #freedom

[lemonandlime22]

Idk if your requests are open but if they are, could you do headcanons with [Yuu] just with the overblot people and then for [whatever reason], they scold or make fun of them and they just reply with "Says the one who got beaten by a [12 - 14] year old." (Cuz I think you have to be like 15/16 to be a freshman/first year? Idk, correct me if I'm wrong)

I thought their faces would be funny when the realization of the fact a child stopped their blot

(I did get this from when I was reading your bitey child! [Yuu] and I love the bitey child cuz I was that kid <3)

Riddle, Leona, Azul, and Jamil reaction to a cocky little Yuu

Warning(s): cussing, violence towards yuu

A/N: yeah you got the ages right, all the first years are 16. Btw I have a character limit of 4, so I just did the first 4 overblot guys.

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Riddle

Poor boys pride is already so wounded

give him a break.

Ok, what happened to lead up to this,

you, Grim, and the Adeuce duo were messing around in the heartslabyul gardens when you probably broke something or messed up a rose bush in front of Riddle

and those assholes ended up running away when he confronted you guys

leaving you to face Riddles scolding.

You got p annoyed.

So when the scolding was finally over, you just oh so quietly mumbled,

" says the brat who got his ass kicked by a 13 year old... "

"wHAT DID YOU JUST SAY-"

His face was so fucking red, it rivaled his overblot face.

an let's just say you nearly had your head cut off

and I'm not talking about his unique magic.

You got a hole 'nother few hours of scolding

and quite a tight collar that stayed on for a few days.

Ace and Grim got a good kick out of this btw

Deuce was very apologetic and even tried to help smooth things over with Riddle for you

it didn't work.

Leona

HA!

yes keep insulting the manchild >:D

*cough*

Anyway,

this starts the like most other interactions with him do

you interrupting his nap in some way or another

you can pick which way you did this time.

Now, he was having a p rough day

Ruggie wouldn't let him sleep through classes

so he was extra pissed when he got woken up and put what little energy he had left into threatening you with death or smth

and when there was finally a break in his ranting you snarked back at him,

"HA! like you ever could, your ass got wiped by a magicless kid in less than like 30 minutes!"

....

silence....

man was too stunned to speak.

I don't think I can express enough the absolute WRATH that was radiating from off him

you rly started to regret what you said

especially since he looked like he was going to actually kill you

and he was.

You got really lucky when Jack was able to catch his hand mid air

yeah...

this fucker was literally going strangle you if it wasn't for Jack having been looking for you.

Jack wasted no time dragging you out of there and far away from Leona

and for a long time it's going to be rly fuckin tense between you and Leona...

You also got one hell of a scolding from Jack.

Azul

Same thing I said in Riddle's

his pride is already in shambles

and you and the tweels are not helping one bit.

So on to what happened,

you were bored so you decided to check out the clubs after school

and your first stop was the board game club.

eh? eh? get it? wink wink nudge nudge??

ok ill stop..

Idia basically scurried to the corner of the room to play on his phone when you came in and Azul was more than happy to possibly teach a brat underclassmen.

As you know, Azul can get pretty cocky sometimes

and this was one of those times,

he was talking smack

blabbering on and on about how easy this is for him and how he should prob go as easy on you as he could if he wanted you to have any chance of winning

also kinda giving some hints at giving you lessons for using Ramshackle on the weekends

so naturally you,

being the lil sassy bitch you are <3, snapped back,

"Mhm, sure, says the fish that was outwitted and beaten up by a tween and their rat bastard band of friends!"

there was a moment of silence,,,

that was quickly broken by Idia bursting into a short laugh at Azul.

The poor octopus wasn't expecting such a clap back

epically not one regarding his overblot

he may or may not have teared up a little bit...

He was also p upset obv

so he just grabbed his phone and made a call

"Hey Floyd-"

and you booked it out of there.

Floyd did chase you a little later on at the request of Azul.

Jamil

Jeez-

he's doing best man 😔.

You were going to meet up with Ace and Deuce after their clubs and Ace's was usually finished before Deuce's so you went to go wait for him and then get Deuce together

but you accidentally got there early

and you know that means

more waiting!!

yay!

I hope you can tell this is complete sarcasm

so you were just waiting on the bleachers watching the basketball club members practice when the ball hit you straight in the face

causing you to get a nosebleed...

ouch,,

Ace and Floyd were on the ground laughing their ass's off

Jamil went to go get the ball and make sure your nose wasn't broken

dw I googled it, a nose can bleed without being broken

and even tho he is trying to be a better person he was still a very sassy person

so ofc he made a joking snide remark about you being a little brat or smth

and you ofc snapped back with,

"Well, in case you forgot, this 'little brat' kicked your snake butt with three fish and a cat!"

and he just walked away

you were very stunned, you expected him to at least glare at you

but I guess you really can't compla-

*SMACK*

oop-

spoke too soon I guess....

Now you definitely have a broken nose...

he hit you as hard as he could with the ball btw.

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#all these guys are 100%on team f them kids cause of you #if they weren't already #rip yuu #twst #twst yuu #twst jack #twst ace #twst deuce #twst hc #twst riddle #twst leona #twst azul #twst jamil #twst leech twins #twst meme #twst headcanons #twst mc #twisted wonderland #twst hcs #twst child yuu

[sga-owns-my-soul]

for the stargate ask... all of them >:]

stargate asks

well if you insist 😌😂

1. How would you stop a Wraith from feeding on you?

bold of you to assume i would stop it 😏

2. Do you think you have the ATA gene?

i desperately hope that i would, is that the same? 😂

3. Goa'uld, Ancient, Wraith, or Asguard technology?

ancient tech. i'd pick wraith but i really don't think i could get over the texture it looks like a sensory nightmare

4. If you were in the stargate programme, would you prefer to be stationed at Cheyenne Mountain, Atlantis, or Area 51?

ATLANTIS ATLANTIS ATLANTIS

5. Would you be willing to join the Tok'ra? why or why not?

no bc the idea of living that long is exhausting honestly i'm fucking tired bro

6. What's your opinion on the Ancients?

they're fucking PUNK ASS BITCHES and i would throw a brick at them if given the chance (except janus he fucks)

7. Would you like to fly a puddle jumper?

i cannot express how badly i desperately want to fly a puddle jumper. i used to say dream about it endlessly as a kid. actually i still do. i cannot stress enough that i would give up just about everything in my life to fly a fucking jumper please please please please please

8. Wraith stunner or Zat gun?

depends on the situation i think, they're both handy for different things. zat gun would be fantastic for say, making certain politicians disappear. overall tho i think probably a wraith stunner. idk they're cute

9. What alien language would you like to learn if you could?

all of them? is that an option? 😂😂 idk i wanna learn wraith and ancient and asguard and all the different milk way and pegasus native languages omg it would be cool to learn them all

10. Which character(s) most match your vibe?

lol idk i'm sad and complain a lot so a mix of john and rodney? i really don't know! what do y'all think?

11. What would you do if you found yourself in a time loop/dilation field?

nap. i would sleep so fucking much oh my god. time is fake nothing is real im sleeping for 6 months gn (if i was in epiphany i would've spent the entire time sleeping. the team would've had to come wake me up from my sleeping beauty nap)

12. What would you do first with access to a ZPM?

assuming it's not needed for like. impending attack or something id probably power the fuck out of the sensors and look around for funky little secret rooms and stuff in the city

13. What's your favourite ship?

atlantis obviously. she is perfect and iconic and has literally zero flaws and can do no wrong. (im not even gonna bother mentioning my favourite parining bc. if you follow me you already know lmao)

14. What's your favourite Goa'uld and/or Wraith?

for wraith it's a toss up between todd (obviously 🥰) and the badass punk wraith in vegas. he's so hot oh my god i'd let him murder me 😩😩

15. You run into your robot duplicate. How do you react?

"great you can go to work for me i'm taking a fucking break. come wake me up in two weeks"

#sorry not sorry for being thirsty on main #but like. you can't ask me about the wraith and not expect monster fucker answers #they're the wraith 😍😍😍 #mmmm #anyways what were we talking about? #oh right #ask game!! #this was fun!!! #i hope more people reblog it bc this is fun #and i wanna see everyone's answers #thank u for making this mushroom 🙏🏼🙏🏼 #ask game #stargate ask game #sga

[bestmofointhisbish]

M crush x chubby fem reader. pt2

boy are you in for a ride ;)

As you walked into the cafe, the sweet smell of chocolate kindly greeted your nose. Oh how you wished you could work there and maybe even get closer to c/n. ‘But what if he won’t like me or he doesn’t like women in general idk it’s 2023 he might not even be a dude or his pronouns aren’t even he/him. Oh no I hope I don’t offend him somehow. Maybe we can just be friends if he’s gay. Wait no cause I’ll still like him.’

“ma’am? Are you ok? You’ve been standing there for quite a while”. “oh yes I’m fine, I’m here because I saw the help wanted sign on the window” “Oh, and what’s your name?” “Y/n” “ok y/n just wait here for a bit okay?” “Ok thank you” you sit on a chair near the counter, but you couldn’t help and think that you’re crazy for doing all of this for a small crush. ‘idk maybe it’s a sign or I’m a simp’

Time skip you get the job cause I don’t wanna write that right now :)

it’s you’re first day on the job you got the night shift which starts at 4 and it’s 10 til, so hurry up and go!

You jog to the cafe hoping your not gonna be to late for you first day. You walk in and Cherri’s relieved to see you she really needed a break and it’s rush hour so you hurry up and run to the back, clock in and get changed. You run up there and tell Cherri to go take her break. She thanks you and calls her bff to bring her some food. You sigh and start taking orders. About a couple of minutes in you notice c/n walk in holding a brown bag and he walks straight into the back room. You wonder if that’s who Cherri called earlier. 28 orders later Cherri and c/n walk out in their work outfits, there joking around and you can’t start to think that their more than friends. God you hope not, that would probably hurt your heart more than it supposed to. You look at the clock and notice it’s all most you’re break and that means 3 more hours til your shifts done you decide to buy a cookie to eat for now. You put a timer on your phone for 30 minutes and walk to the break room. ‘Huh there’s a couch in here, a nap wouldn’t hurt’

you’re alarm wakes you up ‘geez I hope it’s not too loud’ you walk to the bathroom to freshen up. You walk out there and notice it’s much more quiet then before. “Have a nice nap?” “Yea” ‘wait did c/n just talk to me?’ “It was my break too and I usually take a nap there but you took it first I was about to join you but Cherri said that we haven’t officially met yet. So I’m c/n and you are?” “ I’m y/n, nice to officially meet you” ‘I made him laugh, he’s so cute- Stop no don’t even think about him!” “yeah it’s nice to finally meet you too”

-time skip-

It’s the end of your first ever shift time to lock the place up

while Cherri and c/n locked up you had to sweep the whole place for trash and lost things. ‘Cherri said once when she had to clean the bathrooms she found a used condom. Woah that’s gross I hope I don’t ever find anything like that’

well everything’s done time to go home but you just remembered you walked here and you didn’t really want to walk 10 blocks alone at night. “hey Cherri can i ride with you ” “sorry I’m already taking Alex if you know what I mean ;)” “yeah I think I got an idea ;)” “I can take you where do you live?” “#########” “oh cool I live near there”

Timeskip

he walks you to your apartment cause he’s a gentleman. “Thank you driving me and walking me here” “no problem, see you tomorrow?” “Yeah see you tomorrow” he walks back to his car and waves. You wave back and walk inside ‘wow today was a lot’ *knock knock. ‘Who’s that?’ You open the door to see it’s c/n. “Hey my car won’t start so I was wondering if I could use your phone” “yeah, here” “ thx”

‘he’s taking a while I hope everything ok’ “so they said they couldn’t do anything until the morning cause of the snow so I think I should just walk home” “wait you can stay here” “but where would i sleep?” “You could sleep with me” “ok” “wait no it was a joke”

here you are sleeping in your bed with your crush

how in the world did you do it?

#X chubby reader #crush x chubby reader #x reader #crush x reader #Crush big time #I done with this

[letstrywritingmaybe]

I’m so fucking tired, the switch to being a morning person is wild. I’ve never been that girlie and I never thought I could be but I’m loving my new job so far. Literally couldn’t be happier, I’m sure as it goes I’ll find things I may not enjoy but so far it’s been amazing. But again this was my first week and I don’t know shit yet. Enough about that, writing wise I’m so sorry I’m super behind. I’m still determined to keep weekly updates for the sibling verse, (delaying posting cause I’m supporting Palestine.) But I want to do multiple updates and at the very least give Vordark my beloved the weekly updates. But I’m too tired to try and write right now, so it’ll have to wait till tomorrow or maybe even Sunday. I’ve been working like nonstop the past three weeks and I don’t even have my Pens to keep me energized. Don’t even get me started on irl relationships with people, I’m still upset. But yeah I’m hoping to be on it soon

Update: dreaming up yet another shinshi verse I can’t write cause I have too many WIPs and I just can’t. But I’m hoping to start the next chapter of the sibling verse before I have to actually get up and ready!

Update 2: I started the next chapter of the sibling verse but had to do some errands and now I’m tired again. I’m gonna nap then watch the mean girls movie then hopefully finish the chapter. We shall see (I did finish the chapter!). Alright, I should have the full day today besides football and airport run way late. So I’m hoping to pick back up on the valentines event, then midnight rain, then the pov series that’s taken me too damn long already to start *sigh but also I would like to read one of my book books too. I’m feeling so behind in everything, and while it’s cause I’ve been so busy. I just wish I could be more on top of things, but I’m only human and it’s been very exhausting existing lately. Most of it is still very filling and I really do truly love my new job but there’s so much I have to learn!

Update 3: irl continues to be a lot. I did not get to go about my day off the way I wanted. It ended up being way stressful, but on the bright side I booked another trip cause of course I did. Okay now I’m gonna try and write. The curse of my main character energy continues, please just let me live my filler episode dreams!!! 😭😭😭

I’m halfway through with the valentine event I think, and idk why I’m exhausted. But I guess I’ve had a long week and today was a lot also. I’m gonna take a nap before I have to go to the airport and pick someone up. Idk if I’ll get more writing done after, and any tomorrow but I will try. At the very least, I’m going to update either the sibling verse or midnights. I believe I’m caught up on comments now, I love when I get to read fics! But now it’s time for bed cause unfortunately I need to be a morning person. One more day off but it’s going to be very busy with rl stuff again *sigh hoping I get some writing done but I’m not holding my breath. Now excuse me while I continue to dream about this fic I have no intention of writing, it’s another memory loss one cause of course it is

Update 4: I’m about to go to sleep cause I need to be a morning person (yes I’m going to keep talking about this until it actually happens) but I think I’m done with the valentines event! Super short chapters so it wasn’t that hard to do, but I’m just glad I got it done! Now I can go back to working on my projects I wanna do once I get used to my schedule. Also I ended up updating the sibling verse instead of midnights cause of my time stamp thing, but I will try again tomorrow

#cynful babbles #I just feel like rl has been a lot and lots of ups and downs #almost too much for me to handle but luckily more good things than bad but it’s making me feel on edge

[dwtisgay]

🚨BREAKING NEWS COVERAGE🚨 (not actually). but ok so we know dream’s eye injury happened on the same night as his & george’s pizza date right?? like, ~the facts~:

dnf hang out & george has a nap. later they eat pizza (x) (<-george’s little eye roll as soon as dream says ‘last night’ is SUS. so sus)

dream falls out of bed (sleeping), hits his eye and blacks out !? (x)

much later that evening dream drinks beer for the first time ?? (x)

So. SO. taking it all at face value laid out like that it makes me wonder if uh. uhm. were Dream and George having a nap together?

there are obv multiple things dream could be lying about here;

that the pizza story actually took place that night - though given Karl’s genuine reaction to it I think it did. v least it’s the first time he heard the story

that dream got the injury before the drinking. this is the most likely suspect for a lie imo, maybe he got a bit drunk and fell over cringe fail (tho more unlikely since he’s 6’3” - even as a lightweight idk if 2 beers is gonna make that much of a dent??). still kinda makes more sense than smacking your face that badly, blacking out, waking up covered in blood etc and then deciding “nice. time to party and get drunk with blood pouring out my eyebrow!” tho. i doubt that’d be drom-approved behaviour

(sidenote do we know if dream went to any creator parties sat eve? who do we think he was drinking with - just george, dtkq & co, or somewhere more public?)

I guess it also depends on whether we think george & sapnap asked about the injury on stream as ~content~ for chat or if it was the first time they were hearing it irl too. (probs for chat - foolish & punz didn’t react to it when dream wandered over iirc, didn't ask if he was ok). ig they all talked about it earlier/the night before

maybe dream made this story up & something else happened entirely aka keemstar’s right and dream got jumped lmfao. zero evidence tho & dream seems to only fudge details when he lies rather than inventing whole stories

I'm tinhatting the sequence of events as dnf nap > george pushes dream onto the floor in his sleep (rip dnf cancelled) > pizza 😞 > dtkq drinkies lol. or maybe; dnf nap > pizza hangout > drinking > falls out of bed a lil drunk and wakes up in the morning with injury.

idk if this even makes sense? what do you think? HOW DID THIS EVENING PAN OUT. my heart is telling me dnf sex at twitchcon tho. crisis

first of all I love you I think you just provided me a missing puzzle piece for the night now to delve into this very fun speculation, I actually missed the bit in the keemstar dm's where he mentions he went drinking AFTER the injuries! I have a speculative answer for one of your questions no.3 who were they drinking with? Hasan and his group, because of this clip

you can hear hasan in the background of this clip using his british voice and saying how gnf "got blasted last night" Hasan that night had a small low key dinner night with austin Valkyrie and some others iirc, but after they also disappeared - I think george and dream were together for dream's 2 beers and they were with hasan's group getting drunk

sapnap, foolish, karl, tina and quackity were all spotted leaving to join the more public parties, dream and george were no where to be seen that night, but we do know that karl sees dream once at least before he gets his injuries because karl says something along the lines of "last I saw you I told you good night and you looked like you were tucking in for the night and the next day you're all beaten up" karl saw dream before his injuries right before he took his NAP his FIRST sleep of the night I genuinely think your theory about dnf napping together is spot on, and then they had their pizza and went out with hasan and austin 😂

for no.4 I definitely think george asked about the injuries for the stream, he seemed from his mannerism like he knew about it already, karl's reaction was genuine, george's asking about it was just to fill the lull in the convo

#dnf #long post #I couldve gotten some things wrong about who was hanging out with who but hopefully the gist is all there

[annyankers]

Have you given us a breakdown on Anya (Train’s version) yet? I’m loving your recent Anya posts and want to know more

kdjlsfghdfjklsg OKAY!!!!! ANYANKA!!!! TRAIN'S VERSION!!!!!

First off I fancast her with Emma Myers now or Maya Hawke in the recent past. I feel both of them could handle the role and both are closer looking to the 17-18yo age we’d need for S3!Anya which is one of my main reasons for even recasting Anyanka bc lbr... Emma Caulfield is iconic in the role no notes really on her end. But yeah, both could pull off that “alien who just moved to earth tries to hang with the teenz” vibes that are so integral to the Anya experience.

After that I just lean WAY more into her established backstory and season 3 personality, you know, how she was before they flanderized her to hell and back. Basically more of a cranky adult trapped in a shitty mortal teen body and having to deal with all this shit they can’t remember from their own youth and probably didn’t have to even deal with the first time around. Her moods are all over the place in S3-4 since she’s so new to being mortal and like...18 years old. It’s like being boss baby and needing a nap lol.

She also has beef with Willow and Giles from day one and actually develops a real friendship with Cordelia and Faith-- basically if they’re in the Scooby sphere but not well liked by the Scoobies proper they’re gonna end up friends with Anyanka. Which means by the end of the series she’s homies with Cordelia, Faith, Spike, Oz, Angel, Wesley, Andrew, etc. The only one I don’t think she’d have time for is Amy and that’s entirely because she doesn’t have time for her or Willow and their issues with magic, superiority complexes and how little they listen to her even tho she’s you know, their obvious magical superior on the knowledge front.

Circling back to Willow and Giles it’s because she’s the anti-Willow and anti-Giles in some ways and until a better set up is thought up she’s basically the spirit and mind of the shadow self hands-heart-spirit-mind metaphor that the scoobies take on. She and Spike are basically already the Rowdy Ruff Boys to the Scoobies’ Powerpuff Girls as is. She’s already kind of established as a shadow Willow in the show but I wanna you know...... NOT FORGET SHE CAN DO MAGIC FOR LIKE 4 SEASONS.

Without her demonic powers Anyanka is not as strong of a witch as Willow when it comes to pure strength. But she was an extremely gifted one even before she got 1,000+ years to hone her craft and learn more. She can buy and sell Willow and Giles any day of the week, they basically only win against her because Buffy’s the slayer, luck, MC powers etc etc yada yada. She’s also not afraid to remind them of this fact which makes Willow especially very insecure and dislike her a LOT. Along with that Anyanka still lacks a filter nor cares to get one. She probably also backed Faith’s whole bad slayer shit for a while like “yeah you go girl get your revenge!!!! (and also idk can you maybe help me get my powers back or like??? talk to your boss about it????? idk idk)”. bc ofc she’s not giving up on that so easily and also you know, Faith is a pretty wronged lady and old habits die hard. Also it parallels the Buffy-Willow friendship and makes it all sexy and evil and shadow self-y.

ofc once she realizes what he wants to do is Ascend she’s like LOL NVM I’M OUT!!!! LOL BYEEEEEE!!!!!

I’d still have her going to prom with Xander, negging him when she asks him and terrorizing him unintentionally the whole night. It’s comic gold. But I want her entry into being a main cast member to not be wholly dependent on her riding his dick on the reg like in canon so she’s the first person to bang on Buffy’s door and be like “something’s happening to the Sunnydale demon population!!!!” because ofc she still cares about them, in her brain she’s not human, she’s a demon. This whole mortal form thing is temporary really. Her and Xander is a background courting ritual of freaks and losers incomprehensible to all around them. It’s not the slap slap kiss vibes of Xander/Cordelia but it still has the same “whAT--?!?!?” moment and top tier comedic duo timing. 

Anya only really starts to see herself as human when she breaks her arm in 5x2 and even then it’s very uneasy. It’s like 8 kinds of crisis she’s combatting here guys.

Also starting in S4 she and Spike are besties. Again it’s a shadow self, my demons are their own angels, us but sexier energy. They’re serving Scoobies from the Negaverse. They’re giving “this could be you Buffy but you playing”. They’re also like, the greek chorus in the back being like “uhhhhhh what’s with the gross human-centric ethics you creeps?”. They’re another next level comedy duo. Could’ve removed his chip the whole time but he never asked so she never offered. She mentions this casually in Season 7 and he mcloses it over that for several episodes, it’s a running gag.

Anya and Willow have Tension from Season 4 on about being the Magical Girl of the group. The Scoobies all naturally pick Willow pretty consistently over Anya but then Willow Fucks Up (something blue etc) and they turn to Anya to fix it. It’s a popularity contest and they all know it and it makes Anya bitter and Willow even more insecure. This feeds into her Dark Willow Arc later. Also, she and Anya have a Wizard Fight at the end of Season 6 and it’s Sick Nasty.

Xander still leaves her at the altar because I think that’s actually very important to both of their characters and she does still become a demon again. The major difference is that she doesn’t then stop being one in Season 7. She ends out the series still a demon and the confrontation in the frat house actually is basically a psychological boss battle for Buffy that gets into shit relevant to the season and her own struggles.

Anyanka never really asked for this, she was basically tricked/manipulated both times into becoming a demon but she also gains incredible powers from being like this that realistically she wouldn’t want to give up as they’re a part of her now. Her identity is malleable, she’s been treated like she doesn’t get to have one, she has to fight to make one of her own. she’s in a position when she’s controlled by a cruel man and if she goes outside the lines or does things she feels are right the consequences are dire. She is Buffy, she’s the demon side of Buffy. The counterpoint to Dawn’s innocent youthful human girl, she’s the grown adult demon woman. She’s representing the struggles Buffy is dealing with now in herself and the plot. Buffy ends up deciding to not punish her for the murders both yes because of friendship but also because Anyanka is an irreplaceable asset, even more so now that she’s a demon again, and Buffy cannot afford to lose any of those right now. A logic that Anyanka actually approves of.

I enjoy Anya’s fish out of water and no filter vibes in the original but I hate how they consistently forget she’s smart until it’s useful again. Like lbr, S4-7 Anya is basically just there to say something cringe or funny or say “when i was a demon--” before being shunted to the back again so the Most Important People could talk. Season 3 Anya was cunning, acerbic, clever, knew the basics of how things work in the mortal world and I’m sorry-- I know it’s very important to many people but I hate her monologue in The Body. I just HATE it.

She’s been killing people for over a thousand years. She knows what death is and how it works. She knows it means this person will never eat eggs a-fucking-gain sHE KNOWS THIS!!!!! Now if this was about the emotionalness of that loss-- of being the one to actually do the losing I wouldn’t hate it!!! That actually tracks. Anyanka is basically immortal and likely as never had a single person she truly cared about die in that time. It would make sense if she understands that Joyce is dead but doesn’t know how to react to that or process it. Loss is a thing she inflicts, it’s not done to her. She wouldn’t know what to do with herself.

Also she doesn’t give a stupid fucking speech about running away that makes NO sense and just TELLS YOU SHE’S GONNA DIE with a fucking FOGHORN and then DIES POINTLESSLY IN THE FINALE. ABSOLUTELY NOT.

#anyanka (train's version) #answered #excited to talk more about my brain versions of people lol #i'm touched people even want to read these honestly NONE of them are short rip

[ticklish-n-stuff]

Hello! Uhm its past midnight for me, my sleep schedule has been all over the place because of the medication I've been taking so I keep taking random naps during the day. Anyways, I think I'm gonna take a lil break from writing fics. But I still feel like babbling random nonsense so here we are :3

Random midnight Tsukasa thoughts I had:

Some of it is tickle related, some of it isn't

Tsukasa was one of those characters that at first glance I knew I was gonna like based on his personality. I just have a thing for loud, obnoxious characters SJAJSJJAHS.

His voice has this unique charm to it that I really like. His solo cover of gunjo sanka is literally THE BEST THING EVER (and if you disagree you're wrong/j). I really enjoy most of his alt. vocals like showtime ruler, nonsense bungaku, fixer and his duet with Emu for 1, 2 fanclub is also very nice :)

I beg for the day that he and Toya will hopefully get a song together. I wish this game did more songs with different unit members like they did for april fools.

Also can we like talk about his last event song 88, literally one of my faves in the entire game.

Now unlike a certain redhead, I've had an easier time getting Tsukasa 4* cards. The only card I couldn't get that I really wanted was his torpe card, one day I'l have it 🥲.

On the en server I'm currently saving up for his fan festa lim (or whatever it's called) 'cause I'll be dammened if I don't get Tsukasa's ponytail.

I think that's enough random nonsense, let's talk about tickle nonsense now~

He's such a lee oml. Idk why but I have this feeling that his sides and tummy are some of his worst spots. Also his feet 'cause... why not lol. And his thighs. I think Rui would have a lot of fun squeezing at his thighs lolol.

He gets easily embarrassed by all the goofy sounds he makes when tickled and trust me, he makes ALL of the goofy sounds lmao. He will squeal, shriek, snort, you name it.

His laugh is very different from his fake one. It's typically pretty loud and all over the place, and sometimes it can get a bit wheezy. But his softer chuckles are a bit more deep and charming. Literally catches evryone off guard when they first hear him giggle.

I feel like he would enjoy being chased before being tickled, the anticipation makes him feel extra giddy. Rui would indulge him in chases all the time.

When he's tickled in his torso he tends to curl up, but when his legs/feet get tickled he's not afraid to throw a kick lol. Make sure to pin his legs down if you're gonna tickle him there.

He's a dramatic boi. He'll beg for the ler to stop only to be like 'why'd you stop🥺'.

He's also very sensitive, like a few pokes to his sides and tummy and he's already losing it.

His neck and ears are also pretty bad, especially his ears. He literally can't handle having someone whisper too close to them or he will burst out in giggles. He gets very embarrassed by his more uncommon tickle spots, even though the others reassure him that it's quite adorable~.

His hips are also really bad. He jumps and shrieks whenever a certain someone (Rui) squeezes them.

Can you tell I love lee Tsukasa? Lmao.

Anyways, that's it for now. Also, does anyone wanna talk about these boys with me? I'm kinda bored and could use the distraction. It can be tickle or non tickle related, feel free to go into my inbox :)

#project sekai #colorful stage #tickle #colorful stage tickle #project sekai tickle #tsukasa tenma #lee!tsukasa #midnight thoughts #tsukasa hcs #let's talk!

[traumasurvivorshelpingsurvivors]

I need to rant and idk it my friends don't know about my family life so I can't rant to them.

emotional abuse tw

So I usually (it is my job although it's never been aaid it is my job and I don't get any thanks for it) I clean the kitchen daily. It is astonishing, how much dirt 3 ppl in 1 day make. I am usually busy for 2h. Today I didn't do the kitchen. I did it yesterday very carefully and today was the first day in a month when it wasn't too dark to pain smth. Our appartment has almost no windows so I usually don't pain all winter.

I wanted to do it afterwards but decided to go swimming, for my chronic pain, and do it afterwards. My mom came home before I went swimming and I heard her... Being angry. Like, making food angry, throwing forks around, you know that kind of stuff probably. So I didn't leave my room and went swimming when she took a nap.

I just returned and apparently my mom didn't only throw stuff around but also put every piece of dirt that was in the kitchen, be it food leftovers, plastic, my preparations for dinner, together into the sink. And left. And now I am here with a sink full of combined, stinky dirt and no food preparation.

And I am so stupid stupid stupid, I knew it, I was stressed all day that I dared to pain instead of clean. But I was so happy that it was light enough (and I did all my other chores).

The last time I skipped the kitchen, 4 years ago, she throw all the dirt and trash she could find into my bed so I guess it could be worse.

I am so tired of this bad atmosphere all the time, this silent anger, and this passive aggressive bullshit all the time. I have to behave every fucking day and I hate the second she returns from work, my day kinda ends there because I am not allowed to use my pc nor to leave my room (not forbidden but she will take her chance and yell at me, 100% of the time).

And on the other hand idk how serious to take this bc she has chronic pain too and is changing her meds atm and in a lot of pain but still... Normal people wouldn't do this, no matter in how much pain they are!

Oh I am soooo sick of this bullshit, I just want some peace and silence, seriously.

Off to clean the sink now...

Hi anon,

I'm so sorry to hear about what you've been dealing with.

It's incredibly unfair for her to put that kind of responsibility on you. It's unbalanced and disregards your needs, your time and energy, and your chronic pain. The fact that she has chronic pain too is surprising, because you'd think that she'd have the empathy to recognize how putting that much work on you can be. It would make sense for her to have some compassion and understanding towards the fact that if she doesn't want to take care of these chores, then maybe she has some insight into how you might feel about it as well.

I'm not sure that having a conversation about this with her would be effective, but unless you've tried already, it might be helpful to talk to her about making a compromise and evenly balancing these chores. This shouldn't have to be your burden to carry - others, especially your mom, should be willing to help lighten your load.

You are seen and heard.

I hope I could help. Please let us know if you need anything.

-Bun

#mod bun #trauma talks #tw abuse #tw emotional abuse

[brokebark]

what do u think will happen in the last 2 eps? I’m a bit lost on how episode 7 ended with Nancy and Steve still in the upside down.

ok so i don't really know but i'm gonna collect all the moments from the two trailers and the volume 2 teaser that we haven't seen yet and piece random stuff together from that. ok here we go

for the cali plot unfortunately i don't think i could find anything at all.

besides that i think we'll get some more heart-to-heart between mike and will and have mike seeing will’s painting. with the way the show is going it rlly does seem like mike'll have some revelations too!!! no idea how jonathans side of the story is going to pan out though.

for the lab / el’s plot:

based on this, unless this is from a scene i don't remember i'm assuming this'll be flashbacks of brenner discovering the remnants of the gate el opened banishing 001.

el using her powers at some point. idk where she is in this, possibly still at the lab.

this looks like the military showing up at the nevada lab and el you know just. blowing them up.

el finds her way into the upside-down at some point, presumably she's going for round two against 001/vecna. pretty sure that's her floating since she wears white jeans.

the russia plot:

hop, murray and joyce (presumably, she’s not in any of these shots so she could have been separated but i doubt it) unearth some further secrets about what the soviets have been doing with their upside-down stuff. they’re obviously collecting, studying, etc. in the last shot we see the swirling dust stuff from season 2 and this makes me REALLY curious for if they’ll tie the mindlfayer in again, which would be interesting, but would be hard to do well with everything already going on this season, so we’ll see!

some action shots! possibly they’re trying to destroy all the upside-down stuff in russia, you know, cut off their supply. idk what hopper’s doing but murray is either blowing something up, being blown up, or blasting something with a flame thrower. considering they most likely still have no idea what’s going on in both hawkins and california, their focus will be on russia and what they can do there.

the hawkins plot!

it looks like max, lucas, and erica go back to the creel house, possibly while steve, robin, nancy, eddie, and dustin are in the upside-down. they could also be at like, totally different times i have no idea. in any case lucas is clearly going to experience something horrible at the creel house :-/ whether it’s vecna tormenting him, vecna tormenting someone else, i don’t know. max looks like she’s either running from something or just like, heard something.

eddie and dustin are teamed up in the upside-down, and im guessing theyre separate from steve robin and nancy. just like them they’re like, fully prepped to face it so they probably went in with steve robin and nancy and then separated as part of a plan. a plan that later involves dragging eddie’s guitar equipment onto the roof of his trailer and having him shred up there either as a distraction or a failsafe while the other three do whatever it is they’re trying to do.

and ofc steve robin & nancy, who along with dustin & eddie are dressed up 4 the upside-down (not really though, since its previously been like. hazmat suit type territory but hey) appear to be headed for the creel house. this could be happening at the same time as max, erica and lucas are there, as a keep an eye on both sides of the alternate worlds kind of thing but im not sure. in the last shot steve and nancy (she’s next to steve, behind him in the shot) are trying to rescue robin whos been held against a wall by vines, and i’d wager they’re in the creel house here too. and there’s the creel house in vecna’s mindscape where he keeps all his weird crunchy human trophies that’s separate from the creel house in the upside-down, right? the teens see it while biking to the wheeler’s and i thiiiink it’s also where vecna goes to take his power naps.

the only other shot we have that i can think of is the one of karen with holly where they both look scared, so i suppose some of the horror come to find the parents as well. it could be really interesting to see them get a little more involved, especially karen, who probably will considering she got her own character poster.

anyways, that’s it! sorry i didnt have more to say, i’m mostly at a loss for knowing what’s going to happen, but if anyone has actual in-depth theories about these scenes or just episodes 8 and 9 in general like add them on or something id love 2 see

#st4 spoilers #st4 #asks #im not very good at explaining things i hope this made sense even tho a lot of its probably pretty obvious #long post

[lucysweatslove]

09.02.2022 //

This morning started out slow for me. I didn’t have to work, but I still woke up at normal work time despite only getting 6:40 of actual sleep. I waffled on what to eat for breakfast because I had kind of planned to make scrambled eggs but really didn’t feel like eggs. I finally decided on what I call French proast, which is essentially French toast but soaked in protein powder and milk instead of eggs. Currently I’m using Fruity Cereal Mill Ghost protein and it makes the best most fruity French proast. I’ve been aiming to have more fat in my diet for general hormonal health, so breakfast’s fat contribution came in the form of chopped walnuts. I also decided on 3 instead of 2 pieces because…? Idk, I was feeling really lethargic and fatigued and figured I needed the carbs.

After breakfast, I was still feeling sluggish, and Oreo was at daycare, so I just went to lay in bed myself. I’m not advocating for everybody to be lazy and sedentary all of the time, but I’m also never going to advocate for the full “rise and grind” hustle culture. My body said it needed rest. I listened.

Husband came in around noon maybe and informed me he invited a couple of his friends to this Halloween event at the museum. I became royally annoyed. Part of this is because we had already invited two friends and regardless of if they come or not, I don’t want even the potential for a group larger than 4. I get overwhelmed in those situations. Another part is that I don’t actually enjoy those two friends that much. Husband has never asked me what I think of them, but I tend to avoid doing too much with them because I end up more drained and just emotionally feeling like shit around them. A third part to my annoyance is that this wasn’t discussed with me. I originally suggested we go to the event just us two. When we invited the first couple, that was fine- I enjoy spending time with them and can handle 4. But honestly, I still wasn’t THRILLED. This time, it felt like Husband was just completely ignoring what I wanted. That’s a topic for another day. I did tell him that I was not happy with this decision and wish he would’ve talked to me first, but he didn’t want to engage in that conversation and just left.

Anyway I decided I was really not handling that well and probably needed to sleep more, so I took a nap. After my nap, Husband was gone to meet with a notary and pick up Oreo. He picked up subs from Jersey Mikes on the way home too which was delicious. I always forget to ask for no oregano though. I don’t dislike oregano but I don’t like it on a turkey and provolone sub.

I was still feeling pretty sleepy and meh and figured since a) sleep helped but didn’t solve it entirely, b) food was delicious but didn’t really resolve the “meh” feeling, and c) I was definitely drinking enough fluids, the other physical thing to try was exercise. So I got my workout clothes on, turned on What We Do in the Shadows, and did ~30 min of spinning (I think 7.2 miles) through one episode and then my lower body (with some core work) workout through one more episode. I finally finished season 3, and I did actually feel a little better afterwards!

After my workout I wasn’t super hungry since I had a large lunch, but it was a little bit late and I knew I would be hungry later on. I made a nice mixed greens salad with cucumber and celery. I knew I wanted to put my baked tofu on it, so I was debating about dressings as I don’t like oily salads but the dressings we have currently don’t really “go” well with my tofu marinade. So I decided on just vinegar but I did add an avocado for the fats.

Honestly I’m back to feeling pretty meh right now. I could take another bath, but I don’t want to use my bath bombs up too quickly. Maybe bath salts? Or maybe just binge watch season 4 because Colin Robinson.

#personal #journal #my face #still filtered because my confidence in my face isn’t high today

[isthilll]

RULES: answer all questions, add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions

@jxstnn thanks for tagging me i love questions💙

coke or pepsi: no preference

disney or dreamworks: fuck these companies but how to train your dragon is one of my all time favourite movies

coffee or tea: tea forever

books or movies: movies. I wish I read more but I need to work on my attention span for that

windows or mac: who cares both bad

dc or marvel: again fuck these companies but I love spiderman and wolverine

x-box or playstation: I have an xbox

dragon age or mass effect: dragon age

night owl or early riser: night owl despite the fact that I looooove mornings, I always miss them

cards or chess: C A R D S ! ! ! love cards I fuckin suck at chess. uses too much working memory

chocolate or vanilla: vanilla probably

vans or converse: I only wear boots

lavellan, trevelyan, cadash, or adaar: sigh. adaar to fulfill my futile dream of being tall

fluff or angst: neither tbh

beach or forest: beach in cloudy/rainy weather, forest in sunny weather

dogs or cats: depends on the individual. I love an animal who will nap with me all day but some dogs are too energetic and some cats are too independent

clear skies or rain: rain :)

cooking or eating out: COOKING. restaurants are unpleasant places

spicy food or mild food: spicy

halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas: halloween

would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: I'm already forever a little too cold so I’m used to that

if you could have a superpower, what would it be: SHAPESHIFTING

animation or live action: depends on the context but I like way more live action media than animated

paragon or renegade: idk I’ve played like 4 hours tops of mass effect

baths or showers: showers

team cap or team ironman: lol both bad but I’ll hate ironman eternally for personal reasons

fantasy or sci-fi: fantasy probably

do you have three or four favourite quotes, if so what are they: “you can do whatever you want forever”

youtube or netflix: youtube I guess. I don’t really use streaming services

harry potter or percy jackson: I like percy more anyway but I’m also trans so it’s a double win for percy

when do you feel accomplished: idk if I ever really do. I live a very low-effort life working retail and staying in my normal parents’ houses and I don’t do anything that’s all that impressive. I suppose I do feel accomplished when people like me

star wars or star trek: I think I’m about equal on both. they’re alright

paperback books or hardcover books: I don’t read books often enough to have a preference

to live in a world without literature or without music? depends on how you define literature. if we’d just be lacking some forms of published writing, I’d rather music still be around

who was the last person to make you laugh? my friend :)

city or countryside? countryside, but only because I don’t get to see it often. if I was there all the time I think I’d miss the city too

favorite chips? chicken and tomato flavour

pants or dresses? BIG PANTS 4EVER

libraries or museums? libraries are more important admittedly but I visit museums more frequently

character driven stories or plot driven stories? character driven 100%

bookmarks or folding pages? bookmarks that are just spare scraps of paper

dream job? idk jobs just seem like they suck perpetually, especially as someone with very little drive or interests or energy. I have fantasies of working on a small farm but I’m too physically weak for that atm

(added question) What gives you comfort? being around animals, going for walks, napping with friends

#not tagging anyone but thank youuuuu

[blue-slxt]

okay sorry for the long list my love <3

4) whats a rare fear that you have?

24) have you ever walked into something you shouldnt have?

32) whats a dealbreaker for you?

38) which parent do you like more?

39) whats the one standard you hold yourself to?

43) what do you wish you never did?

44) do you believe in life after death?

49) whens a time you wish you acted differently?

53) who’s someone you hate?

56) whens a time you felt real genuine fear?

66) do you believe in marriage?

73) have you ever created conflict on purpose?

95) whats your opinion on body hair?

99) have you ever been to church?

Please don't apologize. I love it <3

4) whats a rare fear that you have?

I always kind of have this irrational fear that I'm going to be the first person that dies from something stupid. Like when I partake in a little "oregano" I sometimes wonder if I'll be the person that has their heart beat too fast and just fall out right there.

24) have you ever walked into something you shouldnt have?

Nothing too crazy. Just the occasional accident of going into a bathroom stall without realizing that someone was already in there.

32) whats a dealbreaker for you?

Aside from obvious stuff like abuse or cheating, there's homophobia, arrogance, selfishness, being too vanilla, idk stuff like that.

38) which parent do you like more?

I love both of my parents, but if we're talking about who I LIKE more, it's my dad. I'm very much a daddy's girl. He loves me unconditionally and would do anything for me.

39) whats the one standard you hold yourself to?

Just being kind. I always try to treat other people the way that I would want them to treat me.

43) what do you wish you never did?

I wish I had never dated this one girl a couple years ago. She majorly took advantage of me for a long time and I let it continue on because I had really low self-esteem and she knew that.

44) do you believe in life after death?

To an extent. I think that in some way, shape, or form the soul continues to live on after the death of the body. Whether that's an actual afterlife or reincarnation or something else, idk, but I think there's something to it.

49) whens a time you wish you acted differently?

There's a lot of people that I wish I wouldn't have given so much of myself to.

53) who’s someone you hate?

I don't hate anyone. There's lots of people I dislike, but in my mind, hating someone is when you actually would wish ill on that person and I don't have that kind of animosity for anybody.

56) whens a time you felt real genuine fear?

This is going to sound really morbid, but there was a time a couple years ago when I thought my best friend took herself out. None of us could get ahold of her for hours and we knew she wasn't in the greatest mental health at the time. I rushed over to her house and was about to call the police, but then she answered the door. Turned out, she was just taking a nap and she's a really hard sleeper lol.

66) do you believe in marriage?

yea, I do, but i also recognize that it's not for everybody.

73) have you ever created conflict on purpose?

Nah, that's not my thing.

95) whats your opinion on body hair?

It's no bog deal. It's natural and it's nothing to freak out over. Now, if we're talking my preference, I prefer it to be at least trimmed, but I'm not gonna lose it if it's not either.

99) have you ever been to church?

Yea, when I was a kid, I went every weekend with my grandma. I haven't been in years, though.

#blue babbles #thanks for the ask! #thanks anon! #question games #ask me anything #ask game