#i tag whoever wants to do this lol

[hyolks]

as a thank you for 10k, i am holding an art raffle!! ✨✨

the rules are simple: you must be following me (hyolks) and please tell me a strange dream you've had!! thats it!!!

i await to hear your weird dreams o7 you have until december 1st!!

#art raffle #mitsuri kanroji #kny #sorry mitsuri is fr just who i feel i can use for events #i wanted to do somehting a little sillier than just a like/reblog/follow post so. flood me with your dreams #if you DONT dream/dont remember any dreams. erm. i guess find a dream TO share to me (with credit to whoever wrote it down/dreamed it lol) #geniunely thank you so much for 10k #i never thought i would get here..... yall are so nice to me #i'll be reblogging this post maaaybe every week of november. i'll tag it with raffle reblog if you dont wanna see #if i receive 100 entries i'll share my strangest most iconic dream

[lucyvaleheart]

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#supposed to log good things #most of day was negative feelings and sadness #then. i remember feeling good #and then. tthe good went away #rreplaxed with the usual self doubt and loathing #the feelings of undesirability #the wish that i was. attractive in any way to anyone close to me that anyone wanted to. touch me #that i wasn't horrifically gross and disgusting #do the people who hold me do it out of pity? am i really so awful #pictures get a lot of praise #sometimes #less so lately #maybe the novelty of my personality has worn off #maybe seeing how broken i am #such a shambling wailing mess of a girl #....has made people realize how ugly i am #i don't know. its hard to care most nights #I'm supposed to feel better in the mornings #i don't usually #I used to #now i just feel..... dead inside #like a walking corpse #some part of me wants to make that reality #sigh. #anyway. #im sorry you had to read this whoever you are that's made it this far #it's a cry for help but my discord status says don't message me so it's. probably not gonna get much lol #.....i guess uh. if you've read this far and do want to say something you can take this tag in particular as a one time pass to do so #....i make no guarentees I'll respond but i will guarentee that i won't kill myself. at least not tonight or even any time this week

[izzyspussy]

tfw u kinda wanna make a post about how frustrating it is to try to find racial identity and the pressure of not really having a good answer to "what are you?" because 75% of your ethnicity is stuff that is sometimes considered white or sometimes considered something else or sometimes considered its own race and you've got pale skin and only speak english but you've been discriminated against for your cultural values and facial features but only some of the time in some places and you demonstrably have white privilege in most contexts but not all the time and how much white privilege equals whiteness and on the other hand isn't that awfully similar the concept of racial dilution which is just pc genocide anyway and if you self determine as white is that the right thing to do or is it just assimilation but if you self determine as not white is that respecting and claiming your heritage or is it appropriation/brownface and also what do you do if you self determine one way and then get treated the other way and you know based on the reality that race is socially constructed it can be true that the same person can sometimes be white and sometimes be not white but if you actually say that out loud to people they think you're trying to be a snowflake for woke points based on a technicality-

but also u don't wanna post about that because. if you actually say that out loud to people,

#jack facts #today's version of this crisis brought to you by the guy i'm sleeping w trying to compliment me #by saying he ''don't normally fuck with white people'' #like. is it racially insensitive to say that about me. is it racist for me to feel like it is. is it just run of the mill negging. #is it none of the above and simply fair to say. ugh. #like i normally just think of myself as white passing because that feels truest and the most concise way to describe my experiences #but like. there's. no right answer. i hate that i have to struggle w this and feel like i'm being dishonest no matter what i say #because i don't fucking make the rules and it all depends on what whoever's asking wants to hear what the answer is like #''what are you?'' girl if you figure it out lmk #anyway #how the fuck do i tag this lol

[petrichoraline]

insert a photo that you already have in your gallery that best describes you

i mean

tagged by @littleragondin 😘😘 tagging: @loserlesbianongsa @disasterbabygirlnick @dewtu @hyp-no-tic @waitmyturtles @lovesickfolly @jyuubin

#whoever wants to do it can whoever doesnt its okay and whoever has already pls link me <3 #ppg #tag game #the way this was for 12:00pm but i didnt realise i had to switch from am im so stupiddd #anyways sure lets go with this one first lol

[spookykingdomstarlight]

it's time for my semi-annual pawing of the jealous wwx tag

#cough up the goods #or i'm gonna have to finally gonad up and write a lwj in a serious established relationship while wwx pines miserably fic lol #how there's not an entire minor subgenre of fic where lwj thinks wwx is unattainable because sbwy or whatever #so he tries to move on with mxy or whoever #is beyond me #i need like 500 of them and there's 1 that i've ever found #which isn't to say there's not more but it's not tagged in a way i can find if it is #like do i think it would be popular? #no #do i think it should be popular? #no i get what wangxian is about #but does a person want to scratch an itch sometimes? #yes #at least i have the lan zhan fucks tag which scratches a similar itch if not this exact one lol

[vhstown]

i want to write more horror thriller stuff but my writing is just a bunch of not so elaborately disguised clichés so idk ... was thinking of something to do with spider adults i think that'd be cool but obviously not now it's just an idea for the future

#need a whodunnit with miguel jessica peter b mj and whoever else #putting it out there in case anyone wants to write it ! pls tag me if u do not for credits or anything but bc i just wanna read lol #vee chats

[actualnymph]

tagged by my darling @phoenixheartstrings❣️❣️❣️ the Pinterest tag game!! 🤭🥰 post the first real person, character, quote, and outfit that you see when you open Pinterest!! these r now ur vibe!! 🫶💕

#I tag whoever wants to do this idc use me to post!!! 💝 I never know who to tag lol #t

[plenary-indulgence]

WHAT SKY ARE YOU - BLUE SKY you go with the flow. you don't hesitate to show your excitement and happiness, but you try not to let others see the negative whether it's anger, hurt, and sadness. some days it's easy to be carefree. other days you're worn out from trying to keep up a facade. you won't hesitate to lend someone a hand, an ear, or a shoulder to cry on. but it's difficult for you to ask for help. you have a welcoming and open personality that others can't help but feel drawn to

quiz here

THANK YOU FOR TAGGING ME @starrysnowdrop!! 😘

#ffxiv #lalafell #coconeja hahaneja #i tag whoever wants to do this i think everyone i would have tagged has been already by others lol

[wedding-shemp]

@monstrousgourmandizingcats tagged me to make a playlist with a song for every letter of my url! I've never been one to shy away from a playlist -based challenge, so LET'S DO THIS

W- White Pepper Ice Cream by Cibo Matto

E- Exodus '04 by Hikaru Utada

D- Divine Hammer by The Breeders

D- Doctor Robert by The Beatles

I- It's Code by Janelle Monae

N- Next of Kin by Alvays

G- Gold Lion by The Yeah Yeah Yeahs

S- Shooting Dirty Pool by The Replacements

H- Hickory Wind by The Byrds

E- Everything Is Fair by A Tribe Called Quest

M- Me, Myself and I by De La Soul

P- Perfect Places by Lorde

playlist

#tagging whoever wants to do this! #sorry i took so long to post it lol

[crunchycrystals]

the best and worst part about life is that there's a million different ways it didn't turn out like this, but everything in our lives lined up to get us here

#crunchyposts #me ventilating #theres a million ways i never met my friends but magically it ended up that we could become friends and im so grateful for that #theres also a million different ways that i didnt have to spend my birthday crying but somehow everything aligned that i did #life's random and theres nothing i can do about it #i guess some people cope with the fact that theres hundreds of thousands of millions of billions of possibilities that never happened #by saying there /is/ a reason for it that theres a higher power that made it this way #more power to you if you do but personally. i think that's scarier #the idea that everything bad thats ever happened to me and to everyone else in the world was someone's doing #theres that one n/verafter thing in the finale i dont remember the quote but its like that #my parents were talking about their beliefs on the universe and fate the other day and they said something that made me think #i dont want to live in a world where thats true. #that sounds so cruel i dont want to live in a universe where whoevers pulling the strings can just do that and think its good #uhhh anyways hi i have a lot of newfollowers i just wanna say thats my vent tag block it if you dont wanna see it lol #maybe i should make like a separate tag for misc thoughts bc this isnt necessarily venting but it is related to it so #idk ill figure it out

[faggylittleleatherboy]

Tagged: 5 comfort characters

Thank u for the tag @silverscreenlipstick <3

rules : list five comfort characters, tag five people

1. Remus Lupin <3

2. Adora (shera)

3. James Potter

4. Francis Abernathy

5. Ivar the Boneless

And I’m tagging @heavyinmyarms @culdogs @greenvlvetcouch @moony-t0ast @siriuslybea @in-flvx

#no pressure ofc #I wasn’t sure abt adding sirius black bc is he a comfort character or is he just me?? #lol #tag game #love tag games <3 #I’m an idiot and forgot to count how many people I tagged LMAO #I want to tag everyone what do I do #FUCK IT ILL TAG WHOEVER I WANT BITE ME

[holyshit]

anons from earlier today ⬇️ (sorry for doing so much tag answering but it’s a heavy topic to me so i don’t want to get too... out there with it lol)

#'not ready' anon #oh yeah i completely agree with you 100% #it's a whole different beast and i really wish she was advised to put her socials on private bc it's gonna get brutal quickly :/ #so many aspects i don't like about this rip #'dare i say it' anon #yup exactly- it is a very uncomfortable choice in general from whoever was deciding this #and it doesn't surprise me that probably a bunch of men who are likely involved in this decision would not see how gross it is to actively #choose someone so much younger for him #like i fully expect they didn't recognize that it would be an issue because so many older men don't see an issue with dating women in their #early twenties #so it's very much a disappointed but not surprised moment for me lol #if they really thought this would be a good way to market to his younger fans- there are other! ways! you fuckers! #'answer in tags' anon #don't worry- you are very much entitled to feel that way and i totally understand where you're coming from #different topics are gonna hit different people harder and this is also a big Ick Factor conversation to me because of personal experience #so i 100% understand the feeling of needing to back off. even if this is not a breaking point for you i do always recommend taking steps #back occasionally to cool off and with that distance you can see whether you are still deriving joy from this fandom #or if the stress/things that upset you overrides it #also remember you are always free to dm me off anon if you ever want to have more of a one-on-one conversation about it! #i feel like i can at least give a decent ear since i have experience leaving fandom AND coming back lmao #asks #anonymous

[elegyofthemoon]

In the cool, plush core of the moon sleeps a mouse as we speak, dreaming of a world lush and green, then golden and undulating, then chopping and churning, a world of many surfaces with skies of many moods.

When it awakes, it will poke its tiny head out of a crater and bask in your glow as it does every morning. Here, all is still and silent. On that sparkling planet in the deep black distance, the sun seems capricious. But the mouse lives in the abyss of the body and therefore with a unique perspective on its essence. The mouse sees what other life does not see.

One needn't worry about unbecoming for the sake of containing a sun. Clouds may blanket the atmosphere of a planet, but still there burns a sun. The spots on the sun's surface may grow and shrink and shift, but still there it burns. And if one decides to cool it down like a waning flame or expand it in a cataclysmic supernova, still there it burns, and one has the right to revoke the state of their existence and become new.

Because perhaps the truth is you are not the sun--not alone--but it is rather a part of you. Your body is the solar system, each planet a world within the body, and each knows this glow in different ways. Some are nurtured by its warmth, others by its distance. Regardless of the sun's changes, they stay the course encircling it.

The universe cannot be held back, harnessed, fully comprehended. It pulls at the seams of solar systems as it pulls on its own seams. In that unstoppable shifting, we stumble. Sometimes it feels like our love and light slips from our fingers, shattering irrevocably in our falls. But what makes us cannot be seperated from us, even in times where our essence is obscured.

There is always another life to appreciate your life, no matter what happens. And in the least, there is always a little mouse in you that understands you in telescopic clarity and offers forgiveness for every change--no matter what, right into the end of time.

❤

#answered #this was sitting in my inbox for a little while #and i wanted to answer properly but i fear that responding back is a little...hard #not that i dont want to its more like this was so prettily written and just so beautiful i fear if i responded id just ruin it lol #so im responding in the tags bc i feel better about doing that #i appreciate whoever decided to write all this up and leave it here for me it means a lot #more vent in the tag #not really vent but ig just reflective i suppose with the last week: #i think i may have actually talked about it before but you have no idea how happy i am with just. the people im surrounded with these days #because even if im going through something ill always push my feelings down in order to make someone else happy #because idc what happens to me overall. if i can make someone else happy thats all that matters #but ik a lot of people take advantage of it so when something bad happens when im unable to help someone they used to get mad at me for it #so more reasons to kinda push my feelings aside to cater to them etc etc etc #but i think the past week has been nice too in realizing that the people around me are patient and just overall kind -- not really expectin #much of me #ig theres this understanding that we all have busy lives now and maybe thats just the gift of maturity as a whole #even if im not the super positive or comforting presence people put me as at least people still care and thats how i know im loved at least #ig in a way this ramble is just a very big thank you to everyone for that #theres a lot of kindness and warmth in this ask that i appreciate and only want to spin back to friends. i hope they can feel it #or that it reaches them #anons #kind messages

[baeshijima]

OMG URE EXCITED FOR HSR TOO???? i swear i never see any of the blogs i follow ever talk about it but aaaaa im so glad to know ure hyped for it too ^^ out of curiosity, who are u most excited for in terms of gacha characters we have seen in cbt2? personally i am most excited for jing yuan (uGH hes so <3) and seele!

ALALALSLDFSD NONNIE UR EXCITED FOR STAR RAIL TOO OMGOMG MORE HSR WAITERS 😭😭🫂 and i know what u mean !!! me and two of my friends (coughs @stellumi & @kamiiyaka coUGHs) are the ones who talk abt it with each other the most HKLDF

AND YES OMG JING YUAN AND SEELE BELOVEDS <3333 for me, as ive talked abt when cbt2 first came out, the ones im saving everything for are blade and luocha !!! they just !!!! sighs.

#omg a convo !? #nonnies !! #i really should make a star rail tag #... #ill deal with that later #NO BUT IF ANYONE ELSE WANTS TO TALK ABT HSR PLS DO RAID MY INBOX BC IM SO HYPED FOR THIS GAME U HAVE NO IDEAHLKFDS #and the fact its turn based #sighs in adoration #anywho imma sleep now bc its midnight and i need to snooze ;w; #to whoever is reading this i hope ur having a lovely day/morning/afteroon/evening/night <333 #(we also ignore how im making a hsr reader for a potential fic haha lmao lol—)

[voidmagika]

mm maybe I shld post here lol

#i dont like sharing art lol #idk im juet like is the act of sharing your art what makes you an artist? #vs just being a dude who doodles sometimes cos thsts part of what makes tou human #is elevating above an unhealthy idealization of what it #means to be an artist/do art??? #idk i use art to digest myself and my feelings and sharing my digestions seems rude to whoever comes across them #all i know is that each person sees rhe world so differently thst if you dont try to share what you see that whole world will die with you #art is an extension of the self and it is the human experience to share #it is the human experience to consume #it is the human experience to be consumed #weather you want it or not #the game is in choosing which parts will be consumed and which parts will die along side you i suppose #god i love monologueing in the tags ive missed tumblr lmao #voidmagika