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diazsdimples · 5 months

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Tease Tidbit Tuesday!

Back with your regularly scheduled smut because I've finally started working on sex scene 1 of 2 and it's the only thing in my brain rn. I'm hoping (praying really) to have this finished by the end of the week

Tagged by the lovely @theotherbuckley and @thewolvesof1998, thank you friends and I greatly look forward to your works!!

Eddie shivers as Buck reaches up his hand to cradle Eddie’s cheek. Their eyes lock, blue meeting brown, both full of intensity. Buck strokes his thumb over Eddie’s bottom lip, pulling it down gently to part Eddie’s lips, revealing his teeth. Buck’s eyes flicker to his mouth and he slowly leans forward, closing the gap between them. Eddie will never stop marvelling at the feeling of Buck’s lips against his. They’re soft and delicate, much like the man himself, and the feeling of them exerting small amounts of pressure against his own has Eddie spinning into the stratosphere. Eddie reaches his hands up to tangle in Buck’s hair as they kiss. His fingers catch on a stubborn curl that’s been plastered down under layers of product and he runs his fingers through it, letting out a small noise of relief as it springs free. He runs his fingers through Buck’s hair methodically until the product hasn’t got such a tight hold on his curls, allowing their natural waviness to come out. It’s a crime really, Eddie thinks, to try hide those curls. They’re beautiful. Buck deepens the kiss, hungry for more as Eddie’s hands roam his hair, and he straddles Eddie, sitting in his lap and holding Eddie’s face between both his hands. Eddie lets out a small moan as he feels Buck grind down into his lap. Eddie’s spent many many days (okay, 4 days but who’s counting, really?) daydreaming about Buck’s thighs and it almost seems too good to be true as runs his hands down Buck’s torso, bringing them to rest on Buck’s ample quads. He squeezes, delighting enormously in the way he can feel Buck’s muscles rippling beneath his fingers as he grins down into Eddie. Buck pulls away with lets out a breathy moan. “Fuck, I want you so badly” he pants and yeah, the bulge in his pants tells Eddie as much. Eddie grasps Buck’s hips, holding him down as he pushes up against Buck, thrusting his own hardness against Buck’s ass. “Bedroom?” he suggests, and the word has barely passed his lips before Buck is leaping off him, hauling him up by his arm. “Lead the way” he says huskily and Eddie all but drags him down the corridor into his bedroom. He’s barely shut the door when Buck pushes him up against it, hard, flattening his body against Eddie’s. Eddie lets out a wanton moan and pulls Buck’s face towards him, slotting their mouths together in a sloppy, desperate kiss. Buck ruts against him and Eddie can feel the hard length of his cock press against his thigh. Eddie’s damn glad he prepared himself in the shower before Buck arrived because unless he’s very much mistaken, he’s about to get fucked out of his mind.

No pressure tagging @disasterbuckdiaz @hippolotamus @wikiangela @fionaswhvre @wildlife4life @eddiebabygirldiaz @eddie---diaz @watchyourbuck @daffi-990 @malewifediaz @housewifebuck @callmenewbie @cal-daisies-and-briars @fortheloveofbuddie @incorrect9-1-1 @monsterrae1 @loserdiaz @spagheddiediaz @fruitandbubbles @buckbuckgoose @weewootruck @evanbegins @smilingbuckley @jesuisici33 @jeeyuns and anyone else who wants to do it! (Let me know if you want adding/removing from this fic's taglist)

#buddie #musician au #eddie diaz #evan buckley #911 abc #911 buddie #911verse #evan buck buckely #911 fanfic #eddie x buck #911 #buddie wip #buddie fanfic #buddie fic #buddie smut #911 fic #wip #tease tidbit tuesday #my wip

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comicglitterr0909 · 5 months

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As a community we NEED a fic where William actually gets arrested at the end, like imagine a romantic reader x Afton thing and he confesses his love and reveals his truths, and at the end it’s like, reader was actually a cop and your under arrest, and it ends w William saying I would have got away with it too if it wasn’t for you meddling- you get it. :)

I FELT REALLY BAD FOR NOT RESPONDING TO THIS FOR AWHILE, BUT IVE BEEN RLLY BUSY WITH WORK AND SCHOOL. SO THIS IS THE FIRST PART, IM MAKING THE SECOND PART RN AND I LEFT YOU ON A SMALL CLIFFHANGER RN ITS OKAY THOUGH. ALSO ITS ALREADY 2.9k+ WORDS SO I NEED A PART 2.

No because that's such a good idea though too and even though I’m a massive simp for William I think he definitely needs to be humbled. THE MANIPULATOR GETS MANIPULATED WHILE ALSO READER KINDA SIMPING FOR HIM IDK I COULDNT HELP IT it still ends the way u want though >:)

Also I'm naming this "Playing with Shadows" idk it feels right.

Stuff to know: Cursing, a lil obsessiveness, reader following “gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss” mentality, reader is an fbi agent cuz idk felt like it, kind of a more creepy tone to it, this is taken place before Freddy’s is abandoned and before any of Williams kids die, but his wife is gone cause shes not important >:D

Being an FBI agent, you get your fair share or surprising things that you see. And when I got assigned to go to a small town in Utah, investigating a pizzeria, I’d say it was surprising, but that would be the least of my concerns. After arriving there, I was finally informed on what my entire job would be for the next 3 to 4 months.

My boss takes me into a private room, I sit down in front of his desk, he grabs a file, his eyes graze over it until he sighs looking back at me. “Agent y/ln. Your job is complicated, I won't lie to you. It will be an extreme mental challenge, but you're the best to do this.”

“You must first get a job interview with a man named William Afton. He is the owner of a restaurant named Freddy Fazbear’s Pizzeria. After you get the interview you must also get the job, as a waitress there. Simple enough, but then, you will have to seduce him. That's the tough part, we believe he is responsible for the murder of 6 or more kids. We chose you not only from your skill set, but also because you look very similar to his ex-wife. He has 3 children, if you start getting along with them it might seem more attractive to him, your main goal. Get him to fall so in love with you, that he confesses the murders.”

And with that the case that would affect me more than any other, starts.

The day of the interview, it's pouring down rain outside, there are only a few cars parked outside of Freddy’s, the sound of music can be heard from outside. I walk up to the door, opening it, my eyes scanning the room. There isn’t much, it is a tuesday though, the first things I see are two parents trying to get one of their kids to leave, and the second is the giant ass animatronics on stage, well 3 of them are on stage, another fox looking one is playing with a kid. Well it would have been nice if they told me about some creepy animatronics but whatever. After looking around for a few seconds a man approaches me, he’s tall, probably 6 '4 or 6' 5, with glasses. “William Afton, you must be y/n y/ln, here for the interview?” He says to me, offering his hand for me to shake. My boss never told me what he looked like, they tried not to tell me anything about him, they thought that it would be too suspicious for the highly intelligent serial killer if I accidentally slipped up and said something about something I “didn’t” know. Either way I return the smile, shaking his hand firmly.

“Yes that's correct, it’s a pleasure to meet you!” Y’know if you ignore the fact that he is probably a psychotic, narcissistic, serial killer, then he’s actually really hot. At least it wouldn’t be that repulsive seducing him. “Follow me then and we’ll get the interview started.” I take the chance to glance around the place once more, noticing his eldest son, Micheal, leaning against the wall rolling his eyes at his brother who was crying. The fbi showed me pictures of the children so I knew which ones to try and interact with. I followed him into his office, seeing only one family photo, it had his ex-wife in it, I do actually look a lot like her, huh.

He motions me to sit in the chair in front of his desk, while walking to sit on his own. “So y/n, tell me what brings you here for the interview? Why here?” Oh right, what was I supposed to say, shit I forgot, good thing I was in theater as a kid, improvise. “Well, I really love the atmosphere of this place, even though being a waitress isn’t everyone's dream job, I think for now it would be a safe and fun job to have. I also am really good with kids so it's a plus to have them around.” Hell yeah theater kids for the win. He nods at my answer, thinking for a bit then writing something in a notepad he has, I see his gaze focus on the picture of his wife and kids then back at me, he narrows his eyes. Oh he definitely caught onto the similarities in our looks.

“Y’know what y/n, I think I’m just getting a really good feeling about you, how soon can you start?” Either my improv is so good I should retire fbi and become an actor. Or the plan is working insanely well, and he misses his ex wife so much that having me around could take his mind off it. I really wish it was the first option, it's definitely the second. “Wow! Thank you so much sir! I can start tomorrow if that’d work?” He grins standing out of his chair, I do the same and shake his hand again. “Sounds perfect.” He walks me out of the building, his hand on my shoulder, to most it would be a friendly gesture. But when you know the blood that's been on his hands, you can’t help but have chills running down your spine.

“I’ll see you tomorrow, y/n” He says, his eyes looking straight at me, it was terrifying because when I looked back into his eyes I saw nothing, but it felt like he could see everything in my eyes. I force a smile, waving and quickly walking to my car, driving away to my little apartment. I could barely sleep, my mind kept returning to the same look in his eyes, the same way a lion looks at its prey. I’m an FBI agent, I shouldn’t be this shaken by another murderer, but it just felt different, almost out of this world in some weird way, I guess it just didn’t feel real. But it was. And that’s the scary part. The other scary part was the feeling of being watched, I knew that my FBI friends were watching on cameras, only checking on me with texts, just in case William was stalking me. And that's what it felt like, the feeling of someone watching me, but I couldn’t do anything about it, I was supposed to encourage it actually. This is my job anyways, I’m safe and I’m not going to let some ,oddly attractive now that i think about it, creep scare me. So after giving myself a pep talk I was finally able to get some needed sleep.

I woke up to the annoying ass alarm going crazy, I immediately shut it off, it was a mental battle to not just go back to sleep. When I got out of bed, the feeling of being watched was gone, which told me that William was most likely watching me last night, never gonna get used to that. After I get ready, put on the mini mic that records any conversations I have, and make myself look like a potential murderers ex wife, I head out the door, ready to start my “new job” at a totally wholesome children's place.

When I get there and walk through the doors I notice William was waiting for me, he smiles welcomely and pats my back. “y/n! So great to see you, are you ready to start your new job?” I smile back at him, at least it seems like he's in a good mood today, not a creepy kill all mood. No wait, he’s still probably in that mood. “Yeah, I’m really excited, thank you again for hiring me, I appreciate so, so much Mr Afton.” “Ah, you're welcome! I think you’ll be a great addition to have around.” He leads me towards the kitchen where a sleep deprived male teen who looks like he’s high, (he is) is lazily defrosting pizza dough and another worker, some 60 year old Betty is cutting and putting ingredients into containers. Basic pizza prep. When I walk into the kitchen, Williams hands still on my back, the 60 year old looks up and HARD glares at me. Bitch. I think Wiliam saw how hard Betty or whatever was glaring at me, so he tries to lift the mood. “Bethenny, Aaron, this is y/n, they are our new waitress so you don’t have to keep bringing the food out yourselves!” Bethenny, I was close enough. She looks more like the child murderer. “Hey.” Aaron says, even though he’s high, he looks pretty nice, he’s smiling at me. I wave at him politely while Bitcheny is still glaring at me, not saying a word. “Alright team! Well get to know each other cause y/n’s gonna be here awhile!” That's condescending, oh well. I try to be nice and smile at Bigassbetty and she has no reaction besides looking away and going back to chopping up vegetables. William finally takes his hands off my back and says good luck while walking back to his office. “Hey… guess I should introduce myself, my name is Aaron, it's nice to meet you.” Aaron says coming up to me with a friendly (high) smile. I greet him, trying to be friendly, and trying not to be repulsed by the strong smell of vape coming off of him. “Hey, i’m y/n, it's nice to see a *friendly* face.” I say, glaring at Betty while saying friendly. “Oh haha yeah, don’t mind her, she's just some grumpy bitch.” I laugh with him and Bethenny rolls her eyes. We keep talking for a bit while I try to help prep the kitchen before Freddy’s opens. Once it does, a surprising amount of kids come in, even more surprising because it's Wednesday.

Food quickly starts getting made, along with kids screaming and laughing and running around. I bring my first pizza order over to a table, smiling nicely at anyone who looks at me, getting mostly smiles back. A few hours pass and I finally get to hang out . It's not that hard, it's just bringing food to people and trying not to kick children who get in your way. As I’m bringing food to a table I notice a woman who looks a lot like me walk in with three kids, pushing them in with an even more bitchy look than Bethenny and leaving. Oh shit, those are Aftons kids. I put the pizza down, checking my watch, perfect timing, I'm on break now, which means I need to try and interact with the kids. I got a little information on some of the kids, I know Micheal is the oldest, he's a punk and a rebel, and he’d probably follow me around like a lost puppy if I offered him a smoke and talked to him about star wars, easy enough. Evan hates Freddy’s, so I’d probably need to comfort him and try to calm him down, make him laugh and cheer him up. Then Elizabeth, I could probably act like I found a barbie and give it to her saying “I couldn’t find the owner.” All pretty easy, hopefully.

I decided to try and talk to Micheal first. I figured if the other siblings saw him laughing and talking to me, it would make it easier to talk to them. I waited for Micheal to get tired of his crying brother, as he walked outside. I quickly grab a smoke from my bag and head outside, I see William watch me with an intimidating grin as I wave at him and go outside. Once I get out their Micheal is already side-eyeing me, obviously suspicious and wary if I would snitch on him for smoking, that's until I pull out my own and quickly light it, I glance at him seeing his suspicion fall and his face become more relaxed. I noticed he doesn’t his lighter isn’t working, great for me. “Need me to light it for ya?” I say smiling at him, offering my lighter. He grins and nods. “Yeah, thanks” I nod and cup my hands over his cigarette, quickly lighting it as we both stand outside silently smoking. “So you're the new waitress here right?” I’m glad he started the conversation, to be honest I had no clue what to say. “Yeah, just got here today, I’d say it's going pretty well.” He chuckles while taking a puff of his cigarette. “Hah, just wait till the weekend, it's like hell, way too many kids in one spot.” I grin, “It gets worse than this?!” I say jokingly as we both laugh a bit, I see he has a star wars shirt on. “Who’s your favorite star wars character?” He smiles wide, clearly excited to talk about it. “Oh definitely Anakin, what's your Princess Leia or something?” He jokes. “Hell no (your fav star wars character) is where it's at.” (If it's Princess Leia, sorry lmao). We stay out there for 10 minutes until we walk back inside, discarding the smokes, and continuing to argue about star wars while inside, which is good because William sees me talking and laughing with him. After my break ends I go back to working, occasionally stopping to talk to Micheal, and like I said he’s basically following me around all day. At the end of the day, I help clean up the kitchen a bit, the only three kids left are Aftons. Micheal looks like he’s waiting for me, clearly already attached to me, guess I’m good at my job. I can’t help but feel bad though, if we do catch William, these kids will hate me. It's all a part of the job. I finish cleaning walking out where William greets me with a big smile, I kinda wanna see what he looks like when hes not smiling, because its really fucking creepy that I haven’t seen him do anything but smile. “Y/N! You did great today, I was right, you make a perfect fit!” I see Micheal nod in agreement, William also sees that, somehow he seems even more happy and smiley than just a moment ago. “Ah I see you have met my brilliant son Micheal! He’s quite the kid eh?” God he really is obsessed with trying to make me their new mom. “Yeah well he certainly knows way too much about star wars.” I joke, Micheals face heats up with embarrassment. “Hey! I can like things!” He laughs and I laugh with him, William doesn’t take his eyes off me, he looks like he’s thinking, deciding something, and whatever it is, is about me.

The smallest son then comes up to me, Evan, and just holds onto my leg, wrapping his arms and legs around my leg. I raise an eyebrow and awkwardly laugh, not knowing what to do. Micheal starts laughing really hard, and William is chuckling. “Evan, let's get off of y/n now eh kid, they’ve got places to be.” Evan pouts and holds tighter onto my leg. That's when I start laughing, Elizabeth grins evilly and takes the chance to run over and grab my other leg. William and Micheal start to try and pry them off of me, we are all laughing. Like a family. I lose my balance and stumble back, falling, the kids both instinctively let go so they don't get hurt, before I can fall on the floor William catches me.

Look I know he’s a child murder but with a 6 '4 sexy tumblrman catching me like that, I'm gonna blush a little. And he lifted me back up like it was nothing, I love a strong man. WOAH pause, I am not gonna fall for a killer. Wait, there is still a small chance this could be a misunderstanding, no, I have to remember how creepy he is, like I get bad vibes from him. Then again I get bad vibes from all men. “You alright y/n” Oh shit right, I forgot where I was for a moment. “Yeah haha, thanks, at least we got them off right?” I grin and laugh with them all. Evan tugs on William's pant leg, motioning for him to bend down so Evan can whisper something to him, William does so. He starts laughing and stands back up. “Evan was wondering if you wanted to come have dinner with us sometime.” I smile and nod. “I would love to!” The family lights up, all of them smiling. “How about tomorrow, can’t you just close Freddy’s a bit earlier Dad?” Micheal suggests. “That's a great idea kiddo, how does that sound to you y/n?” The plan is working perfectly. Well, almost perfectly, I’m getting attached to this family, even the guy who might be a murderer. I part of me is wishing, that its all a misunderstanding, that some other fucked up guy killed or took those kids, that this family is perfectly fine and I could fit right in. But the other part of me knows I need to stick to the job, and that fucking sucks.

“That works perfectly, I will see you all tomorrow!”

And with that I wave goodbye to the Afton family, before driving back to my apartment, staring at the ceiling before somehow falling asleep.

ALRIGHT GUYS ILL TRY AND GET PART 2 OUT ASAP 😭

#fnaf #purple guy #william afton #william afton x you #william afton x reader #fnaf william afton #springtrap #spring bonnie #steve raglan x you #steve raglan #steve raglan x reader #william afton angst #afton family #afton fnaf

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luna-misera · 5 months

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Hi, first of all I'm a big fan of your writing and I hope you're doing well ! I have a bit of an emergency request for you if you don't mind (it's alright if you're not feeling like doing it cause it's kind of a lot, just ignore the ask lmao) also sorry if my English sucks here, I'm kind of a mess and it's not my first language :')

I've been feeling extremely overwhelmed by everything recently (visiting my parents, a lot of papers to fill for healthcare/taxes, prep class assignments, being deadnamed on all my official documents and by my family, having a meltdown) and now to top it off my train to go back home and be able to work has just been cancelled. And of course my parents are having a party this evening and of course everyone is loud as fuck. I probably won't be able to go back home and attend my classes until Monday or Tuesday and it terrifies me. I have so much on my plate rn, I just want copia to hold me and the rest of the world to burst in flames at this point. Long story short, that would be very cool if you could write hcs for how copia would comfort a gn s/o that's in a similar situation :)

take care !!

Hello my little ghoul friend! Thank you so much for the compliment! I'm very glad to hear you like my writing! Also, I'm sorry to hear you're having such a hard time lately. Personally, I have also felt overwhelmed by everything going on in my own life, so I totally understand what you're going through.

Remember to take care of yourself, and take things one day at a time! Try not to stress about things outside of your control, but focus on what you can accomplish each day! Be proud of how far you've come and what you have already accomplished! I know Papa would be.

Copia Comfort HCs (Copia x GN!Reader)

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• Honestly, when you're stressed Copia is also stressed. He will do whatever he can to help you out, but he worries about you.

• If he can't complete any tasks for you, then he will be there with you every step of the way.

• He makes sure you're eating/drinking, and taking breaks.

• If he can't be by your side, Copia will send you texts throughout the day to check in, offer encouragement, and just to tell you how much he loves you!

• Copia is 100% supportive of your pronouns, and your name change. If you're open to the idea, he will absolutely help kickstart the process of a legal name change so you don't have to see it on official documents. Or he will handle them himself when possible.

• If the problem persists, then he will go to the main office himself to resolve the issue.

• However, when it comes to your own family deliberately dead naming you, then they'll find Copia can be very persuasive.

• He will politely (but firmly) remind them of your preferred name, and explain how deadnaming can be harmful.

• If they refuse to see reason and continue to disrespect you, then he will remove you from that toxic situation immediately.

• Copia is always there to support you with unconditional love and understanding.

• He constantly reminds you that your identity is valid and that you matter.

• He never wants you to feel alone especially when you need him most, and he is always there to be a shoulder to cry on or to listen to you vent.

• Meltdowns happen. That's ok! Copia takes you aside somewhere quiet where you can be alone, and holds you tight while you get it all out of your system.

• He rubs your back and comforts you until you feel better. Then, he asks how he can help you with whatever is stressing you out.

• Sometimes all you need is a hug, and of course he's willing to provide.

• Copia hugs you for as long as you need him to and maybe a little longer... just to be safe.

• He would absolutely burn everything to the ground for you, but maybe start with a warm drink and some cuddles first? Then see how you feel later.

• After that, if you're still hoping for worldwide devastation Copia has you covered.

#ghost fandom #ghost band x reader #ghost band #copia #copia x reader #sfw #hcs #papa emeritus iv #fluff #gn reader

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reiketsui · 2 months

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having so bad social anxiety that thinking about starting a simple conversation makes your hands sweat and numb and your pulse like five hundred. 'it'll be worth it to push yourself' i know right i'm sure it is i just can't 99% of the time!💖 i've been a disability shut in for 8 years i've lost grasp of normal human connection, i go weeks without talking to anyone except maybe cashier at grocery store if i manage to push myself to even go there, and rebuilding it all is slow and painful as hell, and then there's the constant guilt over making others do all the work in terms of communication like yeah sorry i try very hard and i realize it doesn't show most of the time but i appreciate every message i ever get. :') i do wanna talk to you even if i never start a conversation it just really be like this in my life rn, really hoping the therapist will be a good one (i got a get-to-know meeting on tuesday)

#vent /#mental health be poppin'

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ghibli-stims · 3 months

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Good Morning Everyone ! A Couple Things to Start Today Off:

- I checked that person's blog and anon is right about them copy-pasting my layout/wording and it is weird but idk what to do? Like ik I don't "own" the style but it does feel off, like how my white/blacklists are literally tailored to my preferences, trauma and opinions but they just yoinked it and changed a few things to their liking. . . idk I'm very bad at confrontation/words so idk what I'll do. :[

- I got no school (lots of bad weather last night !) today so I should be able to finish up rqs and work on stuff, but I'm tired rn so going back to sleep !

- ^^ also no school Monday (and if it snows like the news says it will, no school Tuesday either but we'll just have to see !) so I got lots of time to work ! :3

#talking

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loving-jack-kelly · 1 year

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I am. fully back in my newsies BS rn and would love to hear more javid headcanons 🥺

and i will Always love to share more javid headcanons!

jack and davey will sit and talk about everything and nothing for hours. adhd and autism solidarity relationship.

jack is the King of being accidentally super romantic and also really bad at being romantic on purpose. he'll say something super sweet that makes davey swoon in passing, but then when he's trying to flirt it's his foot in his mouth all the time forever

I'm a davey confessed first truther because here's the thing. jack is all talk and no game. jack is scared of commitment and terrified of losing people, and changing an established relationship is so scary to him. what if it's bad and he ruins it and he loses davey? so he'd rather be miserable and pining than risk it. davey is much more like. he knows he loves jack and he knows he and jack work well together and he knows he wants jack in his life so what's the point in waiting around forever? davey takes his time but he's very sure of himself when he makes the first move and that's what makes Jack comfortable enough to reciprocate because he trusts davey

davey has game. he doesn't often choose to hit on people but when he does he's very good at it

they love to lie down next to each other. like yes to sleep in the same bed but also just to lie down with their shoulders touching and exist in the same space. they both love watching the sky

I don't think jack ever stops feeling intensely happy and lucky every time he remembers that he's with davey. not even in a like self-deprecating I don't deserve him way just in a like overwhelmed with love way

I also think there's something to be said about the way they just. complement each other. jack is loud and brash and davey is thoughtful and considerate and when they're together davey gets to be goofy and weird and jack gets to be taken seriously

jack is very on top of things in his own way and davey is very organized, but jack writes things down in a million different places and davey has like. one notebook or planner that he keeps everything in. they drive each other crazy a little

davey never gets sick of watching jack work. whether it's a little drawing on a scrap paper or a full canvas painting, he just adores watching the expressions on jack's face and the way he moves when he really gets into it. jack gets embarrassed every time he catches davey watching him

jack loves getting davey going on topics he knows nothing about. davey reads a book on experimental physics and jack starts asking questions just to hear a lecture he gets almost nothing out of because he just likes the way davey talks when he's passionate about something

canon era they love wandering around at night together, just walking or finding a park to lie down on the grass and watch the stars. sometimes they talk, sometimes they don't. it's just quiet and peaceful and they get to be together

modern au they are So domesticated by each other. i think pre being together jack was socializing at every opportunity like he'd be out until 3 and then up at 5 to watch the sunrise and at work at 8 and this was like five nights a week. davey stays up crazy late when he gets lost in something, is more inclined to be like no i don't think going clubbing on a tuesday is smart but then ends up staying up until 3 because he started a new show or got distracted by a book or a writing project. when they start dating davey is like jack you have work don't stay out later than midnight and jack is like fine but you also need to go to bed when i get home and suddenly they're both getting normal amounts of sleep and have a set date night every week and have each other's schedules memorized so they know when something gets screwy

#i'm obsessed w them <3 #newsies #javid #jack kelly #davey jacobs #i hope these are good for you joey :)

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aduh0308 · 5 months

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BOY UPDATE?? :O what kind of boy update?

OKAY OKAY SO (this ended up so long hwjbhewjbd)

backstory for people who don't know, i'm interested in two boys rn (logan and wyatt) and i currently have no classes with wyatt (i'll have two soon... 🤭), so at first i considered him a hallway crush, just someone i don't know who i think is fine asf. and at my uni, we have something for freshman called crew, where you get put with 13 other freshman in a group that meets every tuesday, and you have a "leader" who is a professor (logans in my crew). so a few weeks ago, pretty much right after i decided wyatt's cute, my crew leader was out so we did crew with wyatt's crew. and he just kept, idk, looking at me? and like at one point just flat out stared while i looked away and back a few times, so i was like ??? and since then, it's legit a daily thing to notice him looking at me in the hallway, and if i'm wearing a low-necked shirt (like today 🤭) it's not uncommon to watch him FULLY stare at my tits for a good few seconds lmao. and two weeks ago, the fire alarm went off and everyone was outside and me and him were kinda near each other and he just kept looking at me, over and over again.

so now, i'm switching to a harder class that he's in, which will give us two classes together 2wejhdb2ehudbe3hu

so, on fridays, there's an extra class you can take that's legit just a room that you can go in and work on stuff if you want. so i was sitting at a table with him, and three other guys , and we were all talking and laughing and messing around, and wyatt keeps looking at me just out of nowhere ekbdhewfhijw so im already smily inside, right? and at first i was talking about how im switching to the harder class and he was like laughing, because that's the class he was working on and not doing very well in, and he goes "you do not want to switch to that" and everyone all laughed, and then they start arm wrestling-

and so it was like this joke, bc one of the guys is skinny but crazy strong, and the other two are weak asf, so i was arm wrestling all of them except atticus, one of the weak ones, bc both me and wyatt were trying to arm wrestle him. so i'm like "if atticus doesn't wanna arm wrestle, i want to arm wrestle wyatt" and wyatt's like, "okay, sure, c'mere" and so i sat in the chair next to him on the corner (and he was so ready to move atticus out of the way so i had room (note: he legit went "atticus, move" and then realized there was a chair and went "oh, nevermind" all cute :(()) and i legit didn't process even holding his hand at all, and we like arm wrestled for a good 30 seconds and he won but i could've gone longer if i tried and yeah wbejdbhjewfbiiu i was so happy and so giddy and i ran over to my best friends ("getting water") and told them and i was legit SHAKING

so yeah thats my story :D (its giving middle school girl diary)

#ada speaks :)#ada answers 💌#adas anons <3 #adas irl shenanigans

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studentbyday · 9 months

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me @the stuff i have to do this week

day 50-56 // 100dop && day 29-35 // 100doc

saturday/sunday: finished lab report and data structures lab, spent what felt like a really long time trying to understand the instructions and distro code for speller.c and wrote lots of notes and some pseudocode for the load function.

monday: finished 2 and a little bit of a 3rd section of chem chapter. wrote drafts for the load, check, and unload functions in speller.c but it's returning the opposite of what i should be getting. ☹️🧐

tuesday: it seems i have to accept that as the semester wears on, my study space will inevitably become very very messy with scrap paper (note to self to sift through them tmr and keep only what i need rn)... finished 2.5 sections of chem chapter but didn't take notes on everything yet (halfway through the chapter whooo 🙌). answered tutorial worksheet. also, for some reason i didn't have to change anything except for some minor things in unload and load and check50 works for everything now???? now all that's left to do is figure out why my size function is not returning the same number as the staff's solution and improve on that dreaded hash function...everything i've tried so far takes longer than the one already in there... 🤔 in my impatience to move on, i started the python lecture (YAY PYTHON 😁💗 i'm so ready to be done with C for now)

wednesday: OMG i wasn't expecting to be able to finish speller today but i DID!!!! i thought it would take me much longer to figure out that hash function - i owe it all to cs50's reddit (and stepping away from it and doing smth else when stuck) 💗💗💗 now i can REALLY enjoy myself w python (my beloved XP) and not have that unfinished problem hanging over my head ☺️ also almost done making notes for the sections covered yesterday and finished 3/4 practice assignments.

thursday: i woke up at 12pm 😑☹️ finished all except 1 section of the assignment bc i haven't covered all of the chapter yet. i haven't even finished taking notes on...several things, it's kind of all over the place and i'm just trying to learn enough to do the assignment and then go back in more detail once i'm done bc that's how bored and overwhelmed i feel rn (did not know it was possible to feel both at the same time until uni XD) 😅 watched a little more of the python lecture even tho i should be prioritizing chem rn... still got the lab report to write and a quiz to do after the assignment 😵‍💫😑 (it'll be fine, ik, but if i'm being completely honest, it would be soooooo nice if those things could just do themselves and i could download all the info i need into my brain and instantly understand it and be calculator-fast at the math and not make any mistakes 😤)

friday: finished practice assignment, actual assignment, writing all of the lab report except the intro and references, and the python lecture. got through the remainder of the chem chapter but still gotta write notes on it... it was late at night when i got to the python problems and gaaahhhh coding is sm harder on a sleepy brain, i only finished hello.py XD also dunno how much time i'll have to spend on 100doc this weekend but at least i was able to keep up the streak through the weekdays this time!!

saturday/sunday: finished lab report, notes on chem chapter, quiz, and mario.py. am now working on credit.py and uuuggghhh i did not read the instructions carefully for the checksum!!! 😡 i just followed their example but not all credit card numbers are like the one in the example, so...i have to redo and rethink what seems like a lot of stuff so i basically just wasted all of that time getting confused as to why it wasn't working XD aaaannnddd idk if i should be doing this but i keep converting strings to ints back to strings and then back to ints as needed cuz i lovelovelove iterating through strings but also it seems kinda messy? it also feels super weird writing in python after writing in C for a while...

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numetalpuppygirl · 11 months

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1, 12 and 10 for the OC asks!

1 . how would you describe the world your story takes place in?

the world of RM is like. it's very much borne of the times we're living in where the apocalypse happens and everybody kinda has to go "eh, just another tuesday." as i've already indicated in the comic itself (:3c) it takes place in the relatively near future, in the year 2121, and late-stage capitalism is still getting more and more late-stage. it's a very harsh landscape, a lot of sparse ruined land and overdeveloped concrete jungle that completely blurs the lines between the corporate and the personal. i wouldn't quite call it cyberpunk, bc the aesthetic has some different bends, but it's like. diet cyberpunk :3 there's also monsters sometimes but those are incidental. also 21st century nostalgia is a big thing, mostly to justify why all these musicians 100 years in the future are so obsessed with the music that we're listening to rn lol

10. if your story is titled, why did you choose that title?

ooh a fun question that i don't really have a very fun answer to..... it just Sounded Right. i named the band before i decided i was making a comic out of this, and so when i named the comic i was just like. yeah that works i guess. as for how the name itself came about, there are multiple parts. i get really upset about the continued abuse of marilyn monroe's constructed marketable image and story, so i liked the idea of calling the band that because it sort of offers the catharsis of finally letting the woman rest, even if it sounds grim. it's a fresh start of like, what if it was over. what if we let her rot instead of pumping the idea of her with plastic just to make a buck every few years. i think that fits nicely with the theme of trying to overcome the blending of branding and personhood. and then the other part is that the second most famous marilyn i can think of is professional shithead manson, who is obviously very associated with the sort of mallgoth aesthetic that RM personifies. so i liked the idea of putting that connection to assholes of the past to rest - whereas we're letting monroe rot with a fond memory, because it's time she finally gets to rest, we're letting manson rot because we hate his ass!! and then i got the idea to do the M as teeth and i was like ahhhh that would be so sick. and i was right i think

12. okay be honest. pick a favorite oc from this ocverse.

LMAO. well one of them is essentially just me. so probably that one, at least out of the main four. that's laura AKA session AKA sesh, the lead guitarist and professional puppygirl. i created her first, as a sona for myself, and then gave her some friends bc i'm lonely, and that's how the band came about. she's got the handful of things that i really like about myself, plus some things i wish were true about me. i don't always have a self-insert in all my projects, but i find that the ones i do tend to be easier for me to work on

#hello sable thank you for the asks!!#sorry this is so goddamn long!! but only a little #*char noises*#char asks #ROTTING MARILYN

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propagated-fern · 1 year

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01 Apr 23

There is so much work that I still have to do but I did do a lot today! I'm very proud of myself for that rn 😌

After slowing on and missing some habits recently, I'm feeling good today after the breakdown when Pinterest deactivated my account and I've learnt that humans are truly simple creatures. More simple than you might think. After the bad morning from the heart attack I got from Pinterest I was happy for the rest of the day simply by wearing mismatched socks and mismatched earrings 🙃

The To Do until Tuesday:

Finish IT

Start the document for Technology (and talk to the teacher)

Practice the violin 🎻

Learn Japanese

🎶 - this playlist will make you feel like the evilest villain of the 19th century by MomentumE

#studyblr #technology #ict #math #physics #art #gcse motivation #habits #habitica #learning japanese #violin #classical music #music playlist

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onyourstageleft · 6 months

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just wanted to post a quick update about my cat Peggy, we're still waiting on the biopsy results but I have more thoughts below the cut

(tw: animal sickness, cancer mention, amputation mention)

includes a non-graphic picture of lumps under skin

so we don't know anything yet, I'll hear back from the vet either tomorrow (Saturday) or Monday about the biopsy and we'll know more from there. my partners are trying to be optimistic and hope it's cysts or some other easily treatable issue, but the more I get a chance to look at the lumps the more I think it's my original fear of fibrosarcoma or another cancer mass. I haven't talked to them much about it bc they don't want me to speculate (fair enough) but our friend who catsits for us and also loves our babies very much came over today, he noticed the lump with us on Tuesday and he was clearly worried from the moment he noticed it, and he took a closer look (as much as Peggy would let him before yelling at him and insisting she gets love instead) while he was here, he pretty much agrees with my googling assessment. we're of the same mind that it's better to know what the worst possible outcome could be and prepare for that and hope to be proved wrong than try to hold out for a good result and be unprepared if it's not. he's not a vet expert but he's had many cats in his time, some with health issues including cancer, so I trust his amateur assessment, and he thinks that with the positioning of it on her hip and over the tendons there, for a surgery to get all of it they might suggest amputation of her left hind leg, and honestly if that ends up being the vet recommended best choice for her I'm all in. shes only 7 so hopefully the recovery from it wouldn't be a major concern, she's a spry lil lady so I think she'd take it okay, and we can arrange our schedules to be home as much as possible with her

I know that whatever happens we will love her so so much and give her the best care we possibly can, and even though it is likely to double the debt I'm currently in, I have no hesitation about doing it if it means a good chance that I get to keep my baby around for at least a few more years. plus, Peggy, peg leg, it works, right? (I'm leaning into the using humor to cope stage rn) she's still being so cuddly, like her attitude hasn't changed at all and she's so talkative and amazing, even though logically nothing has changed at all in the last few days, the area is just shaved and we're touching it more to try to look at it although we don't want to upset her, I just wish she could let me know if it's hurting her or affecting her movement or anything. I feel like she might be *slightly* skinnier than she was a few months ago in her face and body but that could also entirely be me just projecting my worries and seeing more than what's actually going on, so I'm trying not to dwell on that much

anyway she was laying on me as I started writing this post but has since relocated to the back of the couch, so have a pic of her curled on my lap with the shaved area/lumps visible + a few pictures from the last few months bc I just love this baby so much

important addendum as I was attaching the pictures she has come back to my lap and is doing biscuits on my tummy so bonus pic for that

#be proud of me i figured out how to do read more on mobile (its really easy)#tw animal sickness #peggy sue #personal #tw cancer mention #tw amputation mention

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skippygoldfish · 11 months

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fish updates of the day 💥

took out 7 buckets from Skippy's pond today, altho i had the hose running in it as i did so so it wasn't like a complete 7-bucket water change. i forgot how much easier it is to do water changes with a hose and no steep basement stairs. I'll try doing a small water change every day after work, rather than big ones less often (easier on me, skippy, and the well). and the live plants in there appear to be growing!

i was told last week at petco in regards to the big goldfish that had gotten beat up in shipping, to come back on Tuesday cuz that was their last treatment day. today i visited and only the calico ryukin remained, looking beat up but very active, and man i LOVE calicos. but still in quarantine, i was told to call tomorrow. we'll see if he's still there and still full price... 🔎

Stripe has gotten much braver all of a sudden! he seems to have figured out that my presence= food at surface, so he starts swimming around when i come close and eats from the surface in his cool upside-down way. even rn he's chilling out in the open, which he never used to do. he's still very nubby though, i guess his fins are permanently damaged. I'm wondering if any live plants would grow in there with just the light from my window.

#g postin #idk if anyone likes da random updates but there u go 💥

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Hi Jude! I'm so anxious about my first appointment... stuff came up and I had to change locations and providers (still informed consent but not planned parenthood anymore). But! Otherwise I'm really very excited.

Your drink sounds really good. I love lavender in all forms but I've never drank it :0! I wish there was a cafe close to me! Alas. Country boy pretty much right now.

Has your day been good? I hit post limit? How are classes? (I assume they've started back up for everyone by now?) Find any new music? I found a song byyy The Ooze(s)? I think. It's short but SO good and loud and I could play it on repeat for HOURS!!!

Hi elias!! i saw u hit post limit, i admire ur devotion to #cecilsweep but you have killed my dash today oh my god 😔 /j (ily keep doin what ur doing, but holy shit dude) im so excited for you to start t! im sorry about the rearranging, it was the same way when i started- its always difficult to set stuff up at first!

I adore lavender in pretty much anything. My family are absolute freaks when it comes to how much tea we consume so we order several flowers and herbs in bulk, lavender being one of them and i make lavender syrup all the time when im home. It’s rlly tasty in coffee, but has a reputation of its own for being the east coast gay drink lmao, and is often overpriced. i live within walking disatance from four local coffee shops so im a bit spoiled lmao!!

my day’s been good, i woke up at like noon as most weekends start for me, i have some observation hw to start on (i have plenty of time tho.) but im pretty excited since i adore the professor im taking observation II from and he is nice enough to allow me to use color in all my assignments <3 Usually ur supposed to just do b/w charcoal but thats so fucking boring oh my god and this professor is a huge fan of my color work so he knows how much a chore b/w is for me. I’m thinkin of maybe drawing my hrt? idk i have to think abt it but i thought it would be fun.

as for music, on my way up to college on tuesday dad and i listened to the one pansy division cd we have like 3 times in a row and i havent rlly gotten over it yet and have been listening to their cover of liz phair’s ‘flower’ on repeat ever since. im honestly surpised we dont own more pansy division, my dad’s seen them a few times and theyre on one of his fave labels (lookout!) so it’s kinda odd we only have the one cd. but yknow, streaming is a thing, im just a snob and like physicals a bit more. I’ve been scouring bandcamp as usual for more twee and have been rlly digging a band called the harriets from osaka i believe, who have all of three songs out but i really like. I also bought a few of the max levine ensamble’s albums on bandcamp, theyre available on streaming but bandcamp doesnt have the sound limits other streaming services have and that band is best heard LOUD thru headphones. (i think some bands sound better when u can barely discern the sound LMAO) Theyre a pop punk band from dc that i started listening too exclusivly bc one of their members (spoonboy) is genderqueer and i wanted to hear more genderfuck type music. (tho pansy division is fufilling my every need for more songs abt gay male femmes rn oh my god. Listen 2 their cover of femme fatele, it makes me grin so hard. ) I’m on an honest search for queercore thats not like. how do i describe it? like neo-hardcore? like yknow, the very harsh and almost electronic hardcore thats popular rn but doesnt totally resemble older hardcore. I found a few bands i liked (DUMP HIM is pretty good, i also like yonic boom, which i searched for hours to make sure they weren’t terfs and can confirm they have at least one trans member if that helps a little👍) i also have learned that trying to find music that isnt hyperpop or death metal in the transcore tags on bandcamp is pretty impossible, tho i keep trying! what can i say, im a dude driven by horrible production quality, lts wild to me how polished some hardcore sounds nowadays when the main reason i like it is bc its grainy and harsh and hard to listen to. My love for twee but disdain for modern indie follows suit with that, if it doesnt sound like it was recorded on a budget of one dollar i dont want it!!! (with a few exceptions, i still cant shake my power pop infused childhood.) oh god that last paragraph is probably unreadable but yknow. autism

thanks for sending me an ask ily💖💖💖💖

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This week has been a lot on the unit. We have 2 patients that have pretty much changed the whole vibe of the unit, one because of a very difficult social situation (ie: mother) who is testing everyone's limits and one because of their diagnosis, medical and emotional needs (TBI). I haven't personally had either of the patients but it's definitely changed the whole atmosphere as things have just been so hectic and chaotic for everyone. I had a super busy day one shift this week due to a complex admission too, but I handled it well. I've accepted these days will happen and have gotten better at prioritizing and delegating things as needed. My second shift with the assignment went smoother as my little friend started to settle out a bit. I've seen how the kids and families have a bit of an adjustment period when they first come to us.

They begged for extra staff this reason partially to help with the increased acuity on the unit. I picked up an 8 hour shift and will likely be resource nurse, which is basically just an extra set of hands on the unit. I'm happy to help and the extra bonus/overtime doesn't hurt either. I do appreciate that our nursing management tries to advocate for us as strongly as we do for our patients. The charge nurses/ nursing supervisor and CRN (nurse management basically) really pushed that we needed more staffing to help with these 2 particular patient needs. Thankfully the end is in sight for some of the craziness as one of the patients is leaving on Tuesday.

It'll be interesting to see how the next few weeks play out as we have quite a few patients transferring to different places or discharging. We have such a mix of long term and shorter term but it seems like discharges and admissions do kind of come in waves. We have a few longer term patients who will be leaving soon, so I'm curious what admissions are gonna be like. They have waiting lists of kids waiting to come to us, so I would assume we're gonna get a bunch of admissions in the next few weeks. They have to base a lot on our staffing (mainly RNs and RTs given our population). It is exciting to get to see some of these kiddos go home or get one step closer to going home.

Lastly I've felt more aware this week of the intensity of the situations I deal with at work. Its easy to forget sometimes when focusing on the care that goes into each day but I do sometimes think of how other jobs a busy day doesn't mean someone is very critically sick or in excruciating pain that can't be managed or you're not witnessing a family's nightmare first hand etc. Its heavy and certain situations really bring that out. I find the accidents/ trauma kids some of the hardest because theres something so hard about having your life altered so drastically and painfully and losing everything you know. Its also that no one can really predict their recovery or course. With our babies or certain diagnoses, there is sometimes an expected timeline or more clear cut road ahead but that's not as true for these kids and it's hard to see that each day. I still very much love what I do, find joy each shift and feel so glad to be in the role I'm in, but sometimes its so hard and I wonder what it would be like to have a job where that wasn't the case, where I could leave work at work and one where there wouldn't be the emotional heaviness that there is. Yet I wouldn't want to do anything else either.

#nurblr #pediatric nursing

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theluxuriansecret · 10 days

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Diary Entry 04082024

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Dear Diary,

It may seem weird but I am in a stagnant state again, I have begun to find myself in one place and not sure which direction I want to head into. It is weird place to be because I am happy and also very content with my life, but I also didn't plan on ACTUALLY achieving all the things I have achieved and getting the things I want so quickly. Now I feel like I have to plan to cooperate with plans I wanted but di not think I would have.

It is truly insane, my relationship is going so well. We saw each other this past weekend and for the most part it went well. I took him to my grandma's hoarder house and we stayed there and in a weird way I feel like I showed him a piece of myself I was not ready to let him see. I let him see my real life, my real world, my real reality with no thoughts other than me wanting to spend time with him. It's so weird how a perfectionist can jump into something like that. BUT TRUST, all those perfectionist-isms caught right the fuck up to me and I started freaking out. But he didn't judge me in anyway, at least not to my face, I didn't ask what he thought either, so I guess a win is a win? He also met my parents, and they like him, but I knew they would.

Okay so to be honest, and I have to be honest, this is my Diary..duhhh umm, how do I say that our sex is kinda not what i expected at all. LOL. I thought this man would be like all over me, but maybe it's because he doesn't actively objectify me? I don't know. I fel tlike after not seeing each other for as long as it's been it would be really good, but he came quickly, which I guess also comes with not having sex for a while. I just have gone from a really sexual person, to having sex once a month, which I guess I was doing before, but I actually have a genuine connection to this person and I feel true, genuine love towards him. He felt really insecure about it as any man would, but I didn't even get to finish, which I think sucked the fucking most tbh. I don't know, I don't expect him to be a p*rn s*ar but I guess there is just a certain type of sex that I am used to? I think it's best to just talk about it with him but I never really know how to bring sex up without coming off as a horny bastard. I don't want to come off as objectifying him either, even though I do, just not towards him. It's not like I don't see him as a person though, I'm just incredibly lustful. and maybe thats my issue.

Regardless, I need to get sex out of my mind even though it is something I think about fucking constantly, I don't know if it's a real issue yet, I just know that it's everyday, a lot of the time it is what I am thinking about. I may ask my ex therapist about it, because I feel like it is damaging my fucking braincells.

I also need to figure out what the fuck I am going to do with my life besides work. I work 5 days a week now, which has absolutley been an adjustment, but I also need to get back to my hobbies to take up the time and maybe my brain and my goals will become clearer to me. I want to save!!! I want to start saving so I can move out of this house because I so desperately wish to be on my own. I want to lose those 10 pounds, I'm back up to 159 lbs which is like fine, I look fine but I still desire to be lower, I think 150 is the goal now? 155 I lowkey looked ill, BUT if I tone up more, than I should be okay. I want to start cooking for real this time, I want to do it on Monday when I wfh because I'll have the time and then I can have lunch for Tuesday or Wednesday but eating the same thing in a row is kinda crazy so we'll see. Lastly, I really want to scrapbook, it has been such a heavy thing on my mind and it WILL be started this year. A new hobby outside of my phone, maybe I can make videos just for fun to work on some other type of skill that a million people already seem to have.

This year has really been my year, I finally graduate next month and I am BEYOND ready to put undergrad truly, truly behind me and never think about it ever tf again.

That's all I got for now, goodnightt!!!

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