#i stan AND i'm autistic....WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK I AM

[givepie]

HEY!

A little about me post for the 2024 season, including DNI/boundaries cause bios suck.

About me

I'm a British 17yo who currently is doing Maths, Physics and Further Maths in college. I'm slow to post and update cause this usually sucks a lot out of me.

I am fairly sure I'm undiagnosed autistic. I've researched it for a good 2-3 years now, but my family and i are reluctant to get me diagnosed due to competition within careers, and the diagnosis putting me at lower odds for employers.

I am Queer! To be more specific, trans, Asexual and Grey-Biromantic. I say I identify as a trans man due to the simplicity of the terms. My gender feels a lot more complex than that, but words are hard.

I am also a chronic oversharer.

My special Interest is all things rollercoaster/theme park.

The parks I have visited are:

Walt Disney World

Universal Studios Orlando Resort

Seaworld Orlando

Busch Gardens Tampa

Camelot Theme Park

Alton Towers

Blackpool Pleasure Beach

Disneyland Paris

Thorpe Park

My list is messy as hell, but my 3 favourite coasters of all time are

Galactica, AT

Velocicoaster, IOA

Mako, SWO

My top bucket list coasters are:

1.FLY [Phantasia]

2. Taron [Phantasia]

3. Ride To Happiness [plopsa]

4. The Mummy [Universal Studios Orl]

5. Iron Gwazi [Busch Tampa]

BOUNDARIES

Don't call me by my irl name. I don't care about it irl but I consider it too personal for the internet

Don't tell me how to live my life, or try to invalidate me or whatever. I know myself better than you do, I promise.

Don't claim my art as your own

Be a dick

YOU CAN

Send me and my ocs asks. In fact, I implore that you do. I'm not likely to make the first move, but sometimes I do really want to be friends and all I need is an ask/message asking for that. Also asks are fun

Mock me - lightly. I am annoying, yes. I won't ignore that.

Tell me if I do something bigoted. I do mean well, but none of us are perfect, and I'd like to learn

Follow me even if you're in my DNI. Just don't bring attention to yourself. If I think I don't want you here, I can handle it myself.

Call me by any of my listed names, and literally any pronouns.

DNI

Transphobes, general bigots

Anyone who supports isreal. Fuck you. Ceasefire all the way

Dream [MCYT] fans/stans. Even if the claims are false, he's just kinda annoying now. DSMP/other MCYT fans are free to follow, I'm one of yall

Americans/hj

People who don't take phobias seriously

People who can't enjoy fun and whimsy ["Galactica needs a retheme it's current theme SUCKS." People basically. And ones who can't do kareoke]

Anyone who brings up age of consent more than 3 times a year.

Anyone younger than 13. Like to think there's no one like that on THIS app but you gotta be careful.

#about me #alton towers #alton towers ocs

[kibibarel]

Twilight Wings is not only back but has an Oleana background cameo.

oh i saw.......you wound me, sending me this as if i wouldn’t be like. one of the first to discover new canon Oleana content...😔

#caoticdragonv19 #i stan AND i'm autistic....WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK I AM #skldk;jhh no i kid...i appreciate you thought to tell me......i've just posted most of my reactions related to content for her #on my RP blog....been more active over there recently as i avoid my schoolwork by writing nonstop lmao #anyway Twilight Wings said Kibi Rights and also made me Sad by perhaps subtly confirming #the 'Oleana takes care of Rose's Pokemon while he's in Poképrison' fanon :(

[littlx-songbxrd]

Ok I meant to answer you're question about what I thought of the show ages ago but I forgot.

I LOVED IT OMGGGG! I got so many kitty vibes from Wilhelm and Simon! The touching! The softness! It's those vibes exactly! I want that energy in TWP.

COMRADE SIMON!! We stan! That speech he made at the very beginning about the differences in attitudes towards "tax evasion" vs. "Welfare fraud." Legend behavior.

Sara!!!! My girl!!!!!! An autistic/adhd character PLAYED BY AN AUTISTIC ACTRESS!!!! THIS IS SO HUGE!!! I would die for my problematic queen. I made an entire post on her but the gist is, I get where she's coming from and understand why she feels the way she feels but dear God girl make better choices and stay the hell away from August.

Speaking of.... I wanna run August over several times. Vroom vroom motherfucker. The fact that he

- filmed MINORS HAVING SEX AND TGE POSTED IT ONLINE

-kissed Sara behind Felice's back when they were still dating WITHOUT HER CONSENT BTW

- Wanted to blame Simon for the drugs because he knew it would be easy because Simon's family is lower class and doesnt have the same social standing as one of the "members of the society"

- Also it didn't escape my notice that the cult like faternety type group with all the rich, mainly white boys is called The Society. This shows commentary on class is vv interesting. Especially the little things like two girls just randomly advocating for THE DEATH PENALTY. The rich people audacity.

-Anyways back to August, when he tried to excuse his actions with Wilhelm and get all teary like no bitch you can't manipulate your way out of this one. And again with Sara! When he said "Wilhelm has everything" I wanted to scream! Like he's fucking closeted and clearly suffering from panic attacks and extreme anxiety you moron.

-Anyways!! I also think that Wilhem might be autistic because he just feels autistic. Like the vibes are there.

- The girl group is so sweet? And to have the popular girl be a Black girl who isn't "stereotypically attractive" with a more medium sized body and bad acne. As someone who has really bad skin I needed that. Felice is kinda awesome imo.

Let me see what else??

-Simon and his mom speaking Spanish consistently throughout the show. It sounded pretty natural to me? But I'm not a native speaker. (Or even fluent honestly lol.)

- Simon and Wilhelm are honestly so adorable and in love and it made my heart ache. (I am so touch starved I swear..)

-My only main beef is the outing plotline and the show using an outdated medical term for Sara, aspergers. It's literally just autism. Also it's kind of offensive because Hans Asperger was a n*zi who literally killed autistic children because they weren't useful to capitalism. SOOOO yeah.

As for the outing plotline, I feel like the cishets have like three plotlines that they use for queer stories. Outing/coming out, one of them dies, or one if them bullies the other until they both fall in love. It's tired.

But overall I really loved it.

HI SORRY I HADNT REPLIED

I wanted to correctly talk to you about this series so I logged in through my computer to make it easier for me :D

LOOK AT THIS POINT IVE RELATED THEM TO LITERALLY EVERY COMFORT SHIP I HAVE LIKE. I've compared this to kitty, I've compared this to Thomastair, I've compared this to my friends to ocs who she has obsessed me with (youd actually like them if you liked this tbh) IVE COMPARED ME TO MY OCS

BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY I JUST LOVE THEM

IF KITTY DOESNT HAVE THIS ENERGY IN TWP WHAT WAS THE POINT

what was the point cc??

S I M O N

OH GOD WHEN HE SAID THAT I WENT OMG YEAH

new favorite character

Great

SHES PLAYED BY AN AUTISTIC ACTRESS?? Sorry I hadn't known! Haven't actually gotten to obsessively look at the cast I've been trying to get over the last episode BUT THATS SO COOL. SARA IS AMAZING AND I ADORE HER. I'll read your post after this! But of course STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM AUGUST GIRL PLEASE

Tbh I understood where she was coming from with everything with Simons image falling apart and her having to suffer when she had just started having friends , just after finding he had been lying to her. But love, AUGUST?

A U G U S T ???

WHO JUST FOUND OUT OUTED YOUR BROTHER

Also random and stealing this from @marzzinaa i totally hc Sara as a demi girl for some reason

Im kinda sad we didnt see her speak spanish as much we did simon :(

But oh well I LOVE HER AND YEAH STAY AWAY FROM AUGUST GOD

FAE WE RUN HIM OVER TOGETHER BROOM BROOM

You already said it all, I just agree

Ok I'll bring a machete you bring whatever you wish and we kill him sound good?

ALSO YEAH I TOTALLY NOTICED HOW THE ECONOMIC DINAMICS CAME INTO PLAY AND HOW IT BASICALLY LET YOU KNOW HOW THE PRIVILEGED ELITES COULD GET AWAY WITH ANYTHING

meanwhile they wanted to pass off to Simon who came from a lower class family the blame

Also I'd like to mention how that would also play into the stereotype latinos are all drug dealers

Which I love how they didnt make his dead beat alcoholic man the latino parent, when I first read the description I thought they might do that, but im so glad they didnt

I think it might have been a comentary idk i liked that they DIDNT make the poc parent the dead beat

THE FRIEND GROUP WAS SO COOL AND I LOVED ALL OF THEM AND YES FELICE WAS JUST <3

I love how they didnt make her stereotypically perfect AND YES MID SIZED REP WAS AMAZING TO SEE

Also im so glad you got to see that represented!!

So I am a native speaker and him talking to his mom MADE ME CRY

it was WONDERFUL I WANT MORE OF IT

pls most her phrases reminded me to my own mom

Autistic wilhelm you say?? omg tell me more (if you want)

Oh thats awful, well I'll just refer to Sara as autistic and hope the showrunners fix that next season because if they dont-

Yikes

Oh yeah, thats valid critisism. But in my opinion they actually wrote it pretty well so I wont really be complaining about an overall media problem with queer stories rn. If so I'll be here all day. But yeah its an overall problem but it wasnt done bad in my opinion so!

I'll shut up, for now

IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT FEEL FREE TO KEEP TALKING ABOUT IT WITH ME PLS ITS MY OBSESSION NOW IM GONNA BE ANNOYING ABOUT IT ALL MONTH

#young royal spoilers #young royals

[komabaichirouu]

Why Yuugo Hachiken and Aki Mikage are powerful neurodivergent cuties

Alternatively, "Zel rambles about Silver Spoon and showcases how much of a kinnie he is instead of doing his physics homework".

Anywayssss

As said in an earlier post I have receipts and I now will deliver them >:)

Starting with my precious boi, Yuugo Hachiken ~

Pic unrelated to the argument, I just think he looks neat.

Anyway, honestly my basis for this is mostly me self-projecting onto him. I'm starting with him because I have like One piece of evidence to go through before I get to Mikage.

SO during the horseback riding competition Hachiken is a nervous mess. But he doesn't want to lose, so he tries his best to focus.

Then he drops this fucking line:

Holy shit I wanna scream.

Blaming yourself for not being able to focus properly even after forcing yourseld to for years ? Hyperfocusing on one task for hours to the point where you completely forget your surroundings ? Being completed exhausted after that hyperfocused mood fades away to the point of passing out ? Having your anxiety essentially be your only drive to keep working your ass off ?

Hello?? That's me ??? That's my ADHD symptoms ???? That Is No Neurotypical Behaviour.

EDIT: ANOTHER POINT I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO ADD.

ADHDers tend to become people pleasers as a coping mechanisms.

Guess what Hachiken is ?

The guy who worked his ass off in middle school to keep meeting his dad's expectations concerning his grades ? The guy who literally ran away from his home to avoid dealing with the frustration of failing that goal ?

The fucking protag whose whole character arc is based on the fact that he has absolutely no fucking idea of what he will do in the future because he was so focused on pleasing his parents this whole time ???

HELLOOOOOO????

SO YEAH Hachiken has ADHD for this because I am a filthy kinnie.

Aight now that I'm done talking about him here comes the one I wanted to talk about in depth for a few months now, Aki Mikage 💞

She is 100% autistic and I actually have more than 1 pic to show this.

Okay so first of all her interest in horses definitely goes beyond Neurotypical Interest territory. Even Hachiken point this out. This bitch hyperfixated.

Look at the way she lights up when Ayame mentions liking horses???? She's so cute what the FUCK—

Ok anyways that's a big mood I make this exact face whenever I meet another Silver Spoon stan.

I don't have pictures for this BUT she started being interested in studying history only when Hachiken found ways to tie it all back to horses somehow, and once again that's a big mood. I keep forcing myself to do this otherwise I completely lose interest lmao.

ANYWAYS hyperfixations aside, it's made very clear that she can't read social cues at All. It's mostly just jokes about how she's oblivious to Hachiken's feelings but I still count that because I relate too.

I think this idea that a guy and a girl can't hang out as friends is kinda stupid but like, I kin Mikage and I'm not a normie cishet girl so, what would I know lmao

Anyway she very clearly states "I'm not good at stuff like that", AKA not good at reading between the lines. That's like Stereotypical Autism 101.

Anyway moving on from that, my next point I kinda talked about for a bit earlier is her bad grades.

Or rather the way she's literally deemed stupid by her family because of them, and she internalized that and ends up calling herself stupid too. (once again, no pics, but just fucking trust me I promise Im right)

I don't relate to that personally because I get good grades easily but like, once again that's a very common ND experience so I'm counting it.

Anyway yeah that's all I have to bring to the table.

TLDR; Yuugo Hachiken has ADHD and Aki Mikage is autistic because :

A) My ADHD/Autistic ass kins them to hell and back;

B) I fucking said so

Thank you all for coming to my TED Talk

#silver spoon #gin no saji #yuugo hachiken #hachiken yuugo #aki mikage #hiromu arakawa #adhd headcanon #autism headcanon #they are neurodivergent #neurodiverse character #because i said so

[damaramegido]

pinned worm time :)

basic info

what up i’m acey jane aka anna cassidy [last name redacted] and i’m your friendly tmbg mutual from hell

gender-nonconforming cis woman (she/her), i identify strongly as Girl but societal expectations of what that should mean are fuckin bullshit that i refuse to follow!

allo lesbian and monogamous (she’s single and horny ladies!)

i’m 28 years old (2/18/1993), minors can interact but please don't get weird or age-inappropriate!

(YES I KNOW I LOOK SUPER YOUNG I HAVE GENETIC BABYFACE, BLAME MY DAD, I AM A GROWN-ASS LADY)

white (german and irish so pearl only half hates me i guess)

autistic and mentally ill, also a side helping of chronic physical illness bc fuck my life i guess

left-wing democratic socialist (albeit definitely who tries really hard to avoid political discourse online because a lot of it is Really Bad)

norcal girl, ask me for weird info about the greater sf bay area because believe me i have Stories (and an accent apparently)

lowkey definitely a they might be giants groupie (14 shows and counting!), please talk to me about tmbg because i love them more than life itself

winner of the Best Homestuck To Mainstream Fandom award (source: self)

captain of the pearlrose garbage barge, which is on fire

not the original owner of the damaramegido url but i've had it since 2015 so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

(yes i'm using my canon homestuck url for a tmbg/steven universe stan blog, what of it)

fandoms and interests

steven universe

they might be giants

homestuck

gravity falls

the owl house

pokemon

animation in general

language

shitposting

fanfiction

horror and general morbid shit

true crime

internet/fandom culture and history

other cool things

other notes

i'm in a horrible friend group chat called the shitpost crew and our shenanigans are fucking legendary. (yes that link is required reading, just so you know what kind of horrid goblin bitch i truly am)

i try extremely hard to avoid discourse because it's annoying and i have better things to do. don't drag me into that shit pls...let me wallow in Trash Hell in peace

i'm generally willing to tag things for mutuals and friends, and i try to tag fairly comprehensively in general! my tags page can be found here.

i really love being sent/tagged in things, if you see something and think “hmm this seems up acey’s alley” please feel free to send it my way!

i’m also always down to make new friends in general--if you ever wanna hmu feel free to shoot me an ask or a message, i promise i don’t bite! i’m also generally willing to give my discord out, but please ask off anon if you want it so i can give it privately. c:

i'm a filthy shipper from hell and always have been, though of course i tag appropriately. here’s my shipping wall!

my blog title is a very obscure tmbg reference

yes i have a homestuck tattoo. no i do not regret it

i have a tmbg tattoo too why does no one talk about THAT?? smh

i fucked up some shrinky dinks once

i purble

john hlans. burg bi sexu

icon by @disinvited-guest, check her out for that good tmbg content!

(no my icon is not ebony dark’ness dementia raven way but i do understand why you might assume it is)

links

writing blog

art blog

ao3

twitter

deviantart

instagram

spotify

listography 

dedicated tumblr links page

#about the acey