#i really thought it would be better or easier this way- 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

[meafortuna]

ASTRO NOTES #4

I was thinking this was going to be a synastry one, but it turns out it will be a mix. 😅 Enjoy and don’t take anything personal! 🫶

• Mars in Aquarius it’s so unpredictable when it comes to their anger. It will be easier to explain, if you imagine the following situation - The native tries to unlock the door 9 times and the door doesn’t open. Our person seems pretty cool… and then on the 10 time they just start to 🌪️, u know. 😁 Well after five minutes everything is just fine, but that 5 minutes would be hell for you if you stand in their way. And don’t touch them, ok, that will make their craziness go even worst. ⚠️

• Moon in Gemini u are so bi polar, everything in you is such a mess. I mean… your emotions swinging with your thoughts, just like the Moon changing her phases. Ocean of thoughts, that’s you guys. 💭 Really moody, always overthinking, anxious, but deserves the world. *at least that’s the funniest Moon sign and who doesn’t love to laugh?! love ya! 🫶 ♊️

• In synastry if there is a Chiron conjunct Moon or vice versa it can be really helpful for the natives. The Moon person recognise the pain in Chiron person and tries to heal them from their past traumas. For the Chiron one it seems easier to open up in front of Moon and that doesn’t make them feel ashamed of their wounds. Really beautiful connection, accept there are some hard aspects. ❤️‍🩹🌓

• Does anyone have problem to recognise a Pisces Sun?! 🐠I don’t know if i am crazy, but they all are so different from each other, and i have a lot pisces around me… Maybe cause Pisces collect in themselves all the qualities of the other 11 signs, or maybe because they are ruled by Neptune and can afford to be whatever they want or don’t know who they are, because of that Neptune influence. Like the water they can be calm, stormy, deep… And one more thing which it’s not necessarily true, just my observation. Most of the Pisces i know have a water rising. 💦

• Mercury RX = Mercury conjunct Uranus or in Aquarius. 🤝 They just don’t know how to express themselves in a right way. Super smart, different point of view, innovative, but it’s hard for them to explain what they wanna to say. Always thinking they are misunderstood or some kind of weird, which only feeds their God complex, they love to feel different. ( Aqua guys are with the biggest God complex of all zodiac signs). 😅

• Pluto conjunct Nessuss it’s so powerful aspect to have. These natives transform the pain into strength, very healing power! 🧡On the topic of Nessuss i want to warn you, if you have personal planets conjunct/square Nessuss in synastry, please be careful with that person, especially with the conjunctons to Moon, Venus and Mars. That’s an indicator for having a violent relationship. I noticed Moon conjunct Nessuss most of the times it’s a sign for emotional or mental abuse. Mars square Nesuss for physical abuse. If you have some of this aspects with someone, please don’t ignore. 🙏

• You can always spot a Taurus men, because they will do anything to see them. 🤡 They will try so hard to get your attention in some kind of funny way, with their silly jokes. But they are not funny at all, I mean their sense of humor it’s so… conventional. For me is irritating, maybe it’s just me, maybe I’m wrong. 😅

• Native with Saturn in Pisces in sixth house it is an indicator for the individual have to grown earlier, also there can be some cases where there is a violence in the family or an abscent father. Person with this position of Saturn was forced to take care for things and people that are not their responsibilities, since they were a kid. There are so many suppressed emotions in them. Really important for them will be to learn how to set healthy boundaries and to look more often what’s going on with their health. The good thing with this placement is that after their 30 (Saturn return) the things going to start getting better. I promise! 🫶 🪐♓️

~meafortuna 💙

#astrology #astroblr #astro community #astro observations #aquarius #pisces #taurus #synastry #astro notes

[tellodona]

hello hiii dcd anon (i’ll just use 🤡 anon from now on its easier) here, i hope i’m not making too many requests i’m very sorry if i am

a thought i’ve had for like a while is how demon skin works like, i feel like it’s less stretchy and soft to the touch than human skin because demons are simply just tougher, and also it heals faster. so what i am trying to get at is that demons probably don’t have like stretch marks? it rarely gets to a point their skin would do such a thing and even if it does it heals very fast so it’s not ever acknowledged.

so what about mc with like an abundance of stretch marks? like i can somewhat confidently say at least 15% of my body is just purple lines everywhere so i wonder how would the brothers react to that? once again sorry if i’m doing too many requests

it's alright ! all your requests are so fun to do so don't feel bad about them ! they're topics that i really like learning about

the brothers with an mc who has stretch marks

heads up: gn!mc, hc that demons and angels alike get stretch marks when overworking

lucifer

is probably curious about it

"so you're telling me humans don't smoothen out their skin easily? i see, i see"

probably doesn't even care, if you're still alive even with that abundant of stretch marks, there shouldn't be any problems

he might think it's a condition you're not telling him though

he'll try to rub pride on you if you're insecure about them

you're great just the way you are, mc. your appearance isn't going to change the person you are today

mammon

"what the hell happened to ya?????"

pretends he isn't worried, but he totally is

he'd ask a lot about how you got them because as far as he knew, demons get them when doing lotsa strenuous work

so at first he'd say you're stupid and to stop overworking

when you probably tell him it's not because of that he blanks

he'll understood soon enough

but he'll bark at people who'd look at you weirdly

leviathan

he raises an eyebrow at you

dang, what happened?

wouldn't speak it out though, afraid you're insecure and you'd dislike him

if you're self-conscious about it and see someone with "better" skin than you, he'd feel envy off of you right off the bat

he'd try to comfort you as much as he can

he likes sewing, so if you're insecure, he'd sew some clothes for you to make you feel better and look "prettier"

you're already pretty/handsome/great/awesome/good in his eyes, mc

satan

"i've read humans don't heal easily like demons, but i didn't expect this..."

he didn't mean it in a bad way, though. he'd have to assure you, he's just curious

he thinks it makes you prettier, because it's unique on you

encourages you to accept yourself, because these don't make you less beautiful

he turns demons who make fun of you into shreds behind your back

asmodeus

oh, sweetheart! those marks look so beautiful!

this man sees art in everything, so it's like seeing some intricate designs on your body, and he absolutely loves it

he offers you some soothing lotions though, because he knows they're not normal

if you're insecure about it, he'll absolutely fight you because honey, you're so beautiful!

you shouldn't think that way, it makes him sad

spa days bi-weekly to help soothe your marks

he destroys every demon's social lives when they make fun of you even just once

beelzebub

oh, you have marks, mc?

he sometimes gets them when he exercises a lot, so it's nothing new to him

but why aren't they going away for you

oh right, you're human

you look nothing different to him, anyway, it doesn't matter to him

he'd eat the people who'd look at you wrong

belphegor

this is why you should always nap with him, mc, now look, you've got marks-

oh, they've always been there on you?

he'd grimace since he sees stretch marks as a sign of lack of sloth, but he wouldn't judge you

would always use it as an excuse to cuddle with you though

demons looking at you wrong? eternal sleep, it is

IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG I WAS SO BUSY :SOB: IM SORRY THEYRE SHORTER TOO RGAHH

#love them #remember to love yourselves you guys #obey me #omswd #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor #obey me satan #anon ask

[marivenah]

5 A few Songs OTP Playlist

I was tagged by the very beloved @adelaidedrubman​​ to list 5 songs that fit my ships! (I may have to many ships, so some will get less songs to not make this too long...) Playlists are always fun, so thank you for the tag! 💕

tagging (no pressure); @sstewyhosseini​​ @natesofrellis​​ @aceghosts​​ @hoesephseed​​ @thomrainer​​ @indorilnerevarine​​ @risingsh0t​​ @dihardys​​ @josephslittledeputy​​ @confidentandgood​ @lethal-justice​​ @roofgeese​​ @shellibisshe​ @ghastlyrider​​ @socially-awkward-skeleton​​ and anyone who would like to tag me!

just like last time, prepare for a(n unnecessarily) long post beneath the cut! 🤡

now, who would I be if I didn’t give these two clowns 5 songs...

so, obviously they’re not only going on a journey but a whole rollercoaster of emotions; at first Zoiya is all cocky and on her typical brat behaviour and then the feelings kick in and boohoo look at her being confused and a lil sad :’( cry about it but hey, in the end they’re happy and disgustingly cute and in love

Dirty Thoughts - Chloe Adams

I get dirty thoughts about you // They get worse when I'm without you || When I'm lonely // All the corners of my mind start racing || But when you hold me // In the fantasy, it's so convincing

Love Like Mine - Stela Cole

You better treat me right // I'm a one in a billion, make that a zillion //  Cause I'll make a boy cry // Doesn't matter if I stay or go // You'll be wanting more || Baby, you'll never find a love like mine // I'll make you scream and I'll make you want it // You can be my ride or die

My Love - Florence + The Machine

So tell me where to put my love // Do I wait for time to do what it does? // I don't know where to put my love

Only You - Cheat Codes & Little Mix 

I'm broken here tonight and, darling, no one else can fix me // Only you, only you // Oh, no one else can fix me, only you

Our Love - Curtis Harding, Jazmine Sullivan

So, I don’t worry my head ‘cause I know her heart is tied to mine // The life that we live and the love that I give to her // Each day it grows more and more I’m sure, it shows || And after all // The rain will fall // On us too // But I’ll keep movin’ on // Proud and strong with you

Devil I Know - Allie X

I think I made a big mistake // You keep messing with my brain // I want to, wanna get free // But staying with you is easier, than leaving || Baby, you're the devil I know // Better than the devil I don't // Maybe I could stop, but I won't

Killer - Valerie Broussard

They told me you are a killer, a killer // I saw your collection of hearts and I shoulda known better, better // 'Cause they told me you a killer, a killer // And I've got no doubt that the only way out of this thriller // Is if I am a killer too [all of this in the most literal sense]

Serial Killer - Moncrieff, JUDGE

You say you hate me in the morning // Could take my life without a warning // But I know, I know, I know it ain't true ||  And your love's a drug that takes me so high, high // Lights go down and you break mad // And you can find her on the war path // And she's not the same in the daylight ||  But that's what makes me feel alive

Take On Me - a-ha

We're talking away // I don't know what I'm to say // I'll say it anyway // Today's another day to find you // Shying away // I'll be coming for your love, okay?

not only the song, but also the music video fit so well. they’re literally from two different comic universes...

Heaven Is A Place On Earth - Belinda Carlisle

When the night falls down // I wait for you and you come around || In this world we're just beginning // To understand the miracle of living // Baby, I was afraid before // But I'm not afraid anymore

Footloose - Kenny Loggins

the song itself is very special to them, it not only was the first time Bruce got Carol to dance, but also to laugh, out loud, genuinely, which she hasn’t done for so many years 

Can’t Take My Eyes Off You - Frankie Valli

so this was after their not-really-a-breakup-because-they-weren’t-even-together-breakup, after Rose was caught by Two-Face, Adrian comes to her rescue and makes one hell of an entrance by singing this song while fighting off goons (totally not inspired by 10 things I hate about you *cough*)

Be My Baby - The Ronettes

skip a few action scenes and a few hours later, the roles are reversed and this is Rose’s entrance to save the guy who saved her first, but didn’t manage to get away

Sunny - Boney M.

Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain // Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain // The dark days are gone // And the bright days are here // My Sunny one shines so sincere // Sunny one so true, I love you

#oc: zoiya #zoiya x marcus #oc: laurie devin #laurie x jacob #oc: carol kovacs #carol x bruce #oc: rose adams #rose x adrian #I was too lazy to update their ship banners... #I'll leave it at 4 #totally because that's enough and not because I don't have playlists for the others yet #wanted to add paloma and sam but I shant I still haven't played the game what am I doing #tag game

[heliosoll]

I would be so hype if you made subs! I'm honestly super hesitant on subs because some real bad guys out there 🤡 also when i read the affirmations list a looooot of them are unintentionally limiting (no hate to sub makers ofc bc u can just affirm for no damages etc) but i love the way u word things or how thoughtful on your words you are!! Btw can u talk abt how self concept affected shifting? U said u shifted before having good self concept, how was shifting before and after 'fixing' that?

ooh same! i know i could just manifest bad subs away (which honestly i probably just should) but sometimes i get such bad vibes from them yknow? and yeah soo many subs are so weirdly limiting! i feel like the sub community has gotten better with that over the years but every now and then i see one like that and it's like... oh no..... it sucks for the younger and less knowledgable listeners who may not know about limiting beliefs and how to prevent them :(

and thank you!! i'm glad my thoughts resonate with people :)

and yeah! i'm actually working on a really fun post rn that goes into that hahah but for me specifically, i shifted for the first time in a really bad spot in my life. i was 100% using shifting as an escape and this was wayy before i found out about manifesting and self concept so i was having a Rough time. before i shifted for the first time was undoubtedly the worst but i'm really grateful because after that i didn't have a hard time anymore. i didn't want to be like those shifters who shifted once and then couldn't again for months yknow? i shifted to my specialists DR for the first one and after that, i went straight to my WR and then shifted "back to" a parallel reality of my OR. in that shift, i scripted and intended that i was a master shifter and that i would never, ever have troubles with shifting again. that was kind of my first step towards having a good self concept without even realizing!

and yeah, after that i never had troubles with shifting. sometimes i would get worried that one day i would randomly lose my ability to shift but i got out of that mindset pretty quickly. having a good self concept and mindset towards shifting isn't necessary... but it does really help. it takes away so much stress that shifters have. literally every doubt, every fear, and every limiting belief could be helped tremendously by working on your self concept. i think i would've had a much easier time back then if the shifting community talked more about self concept honestly. a lot of shifters use shifting as an escape so it's a pretty big factor!

#letters 🎀 #now listen again people can 100% shift while having a shitty self concept (that's literally what i did) #but if you can prioritize your self concept before/during your shifting journey... def do it 💀

[wyverian-lady525]

Ahem. If you listen closely, you can hear my excited ass donkey screaming from the other side of the earth🙉 BUT GENUINELY SPEAKING, YOU'RE LEGIT SO GOOD AT WRITING THESE??? AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR DOING THE REQUESTS💞💞 You better gonna be going places🤨

Also may or may not have a̷̤̻̫͎͔͉̦̮͂ͅͅń̴̟̺͇͕͍̞̘o̷͕̰̼̔t̸͎̲̰̬͋̎̊̂̀͂̅̽̅͝h̴̫͈͌͆̐̂͛̕e̴̩̮̼͋̃r̷̛̺̍̂͑͊͋̃̓͜͝͝ request chilling on the counter for you, sit down😏🪑(NONO THIS WON'T BE ABOUT THE READER CLOSE TO DYING AGAIN, I PROMISE. FBI gonna be dragging me to psych ward if I keep those specific requests up😭 may sound absolutely impossible when it comes to me, but I actually really wanted to ask for some floof =})

I'm not even sure if these would be accepted as a continuation to my previous requests, really should have asked this first 🕳️🤸🏼‍♀️ So aah, the last two lovely fics of yours ended with the question whenever the reader would see the light of another day again, yes? What if they did if fact (somehow😭) managed to survive, but they're permanently paralyzed in the body. Basically causing their entire dream of improving as a rider would be crushed to bits, they absolutely cannot ride their monsties on their own anymore. Yes, very fluffy, I know🤡

BUT. but. Basically when the entire revenge shenanigans are over, I can see Hyoro and Cheval other then insisting to take care of them, often taking the reader on a small monstie rides (for example: Cheval just holding the reader gently while flying on Rathi). Like, despite the fact that they're not able to do this on their own anymore, the two of them try everything in their power to give them both the freedom and comfort of riding and caring for monsters again.

Omg. Not my dumbass just realising how absolutely toxic that could be when you look at it from a darker perspective💀 like if the both of them only ended up staying because they feel like they *owe* it to them, being the main cause of their current state. LET'S JUST PRETEND THAT'S NOT A POSSIBLY AT ALL, UH... Ehe hehe. 🚉💃🏼

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! This is a floof idea and I like it!! I hope doing just Cheval is okay since you already gave an example for him XD It’s easier for me to write one character story at a time❤️ Hope you enjoy!

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Paralyzed From The Past

An incident with Cheval from a previous event leaves you paralyzed. Realizing the errors of his ways, he knows he needs to do the right thing.

It’s been several years since that incident with the Blight. You didn’t know how you survived that day, but you did. It was quite blurry, there was a lot of pain and darkness, but all you remember is your monstie, bringing you somewhere safe.

However, even after your wounds had healed, there was one thing you would never get back.

Control over your own body.

Whatever that elder dragon did to you caused you to be completely paralyzed and dependent on others for survival. It was not a life that you ever dreamed of for yourself, especially since it meant your dreams of becoming a great rider were permanently destroyed. You’ve tried, foolishly, but you knew that there was no way you could ride your monstie on your own anymore.

Was that fair to them? Or you? Or anyone?

All you could really do is sit and stare out the window while everyone else enjoyed their lives. All you could really do was be sad, cry, while you thought of what could have been. Also being irritated at the little things. You don’t know how helpless you feel when you have an itch on your nose but can’t scratch it yourself. You truly thought your life was over.

Then there was a knock on the door.

“Come in.” Your voice was hoarse and lifeless, not really caring about much at this point. With your head faced towards the window, you couldn’t see who came in, but you that voice...you would never forget.

“Y/N...I...”

It was Cheval, but he sounded much older.

You said nothing, pain searing your heart as you heard footsteps making their way towards where you sat. Your e/c eyes were just glued to the window until a person blocked your view. This caused your vision to shift onto the man who destroyed your entire life.

You don’t know if you loved or hated how grown up he looked.

“I heard from Lilia about you...I don’t know what to say...” He looked like a mess, something you were glad to see. Cheval should feel severely guilty about what he’s done, but it won’t change anything. Nothing will.

“I don’t need your pity, nor do I want it. Please leave.” You said as politely as you could, but no matter how many years went by, there was one thing about Cheval that hasn’t changed.

His stubbornness. 

“No...I hurt you, I want to make it right.” Cheval pleaded, but you remained silent. You hated on how you couldn’t even leave this conversation even if you wanted to, but you knew if you were truly pissed, your monstie would come and save you.

“What’s done is done. You don’t owe me anything.” You said sternly to him, voice nearly raising. His jaw tensed and he looked out the window for a second before looking back at you.

“You think that’s what this is about? That I have to fix this?” Cheval said and you remained silent.

“Y/N...I haven’t seen you in years. You are still my friend...I may not be yours, but you tried to do a good thing for me, you tried to save me...so this isn’t about owing you a thing...this is about returning a favor for a friend. I want to help you.” Cheval said and you could feel tears brimming your eyes and you wished you could just wipe them away, but they fell before you could.

You felt his thumb gently brush them for you. His movements so gentle.

“Here. Let me take you outside.” He said before bringing you into his arms. Cheval knew you hated feeling so helpless, and yes, he did feel a bit guilty about being the cause of it.

Seriously, who wouldn’t? But guilt isn’t what brought him here. It’s because he just wants to help.

“What are we...?” You were confused after he carefully slipped you on Rathi’s saddled before quickly jumping on behind to hold you in place. He placed your hands on the saddle horns before placing his own hands over yours.

“Returning something to you.” He said before urging his monstie to the skies.

You’ve nearly forgotten what it felt like to have the cold sky air run through your hair and over your face. The freedom that the saddle brought you, all that joy, it all came bubbling back. The boy who harmed you now had such a gentle hold on you as he gave you back a touch of freedom.

It brought tears to your eyes and a smile to your face.

“You okay?” His voice sounded from behind you, and you wished you could turn to look at him. 

“I...Thank you...” Is all you managed to get out, being choked with emotions and all. Cheval just smiled and patted your hand, even though you couldn’t feel it. Just the touch of your skin against his made him feel better. 

Soon, after a few laps around with Rathi being super gentle, she landed down outside of your home where your own monstie was waiting. And from the looks of things, they didn’t seem that bothered by Cheval’s presence like you would’ve expected.

“M/N...what are you doing?” You asked your monstie as Cheval helped you down.

“What? M/N needs a turn to.” He said and again it took you a second to realize what he was referring to. It started to make you cry again, and Cheval held you closer to comfort you.

“...I get to ride my monstie again?” You asked him, voice barely audible. he helped move your face to look at him so you could see him smiling. You slowly started to smile as well.

“Yes.” 

With that, Cheval helped you on your monstie the same way he did with Rathi and things were repeated. But it was so much different when it was your own monstie, who seemed just as thrilled to have you on its back. 

“It’s nice to see you smile again.” Cheval’s words were close to your ear, but he didn’t know the half of it. It was amazing to feel so joyful again, and you didn’t feel any resentment towards this man at the moment.

“Same to you.” You said to him and it felt like you guys were kids again despite all the massive changes. 

When things were all said and done, Cheval asked if he could do this with you daily after he brought you back inside. It was clear to you now that he was doing this out of care and love instead of guilt. You wouldn’t deny that you also enjoyed that taste of freedom. So you agreed to that.

It was the man who ended your life that helped start it again. Who would’ve thought?

Slowly but surely, Cheval figured out ways to help give you freedom and comfort when it came to caring for your monsties. You may never get to do it alone, but you at least got to do it. You may have thought you life was over, but Cheval was here to help you start over.

There was still a chance for you to be the best rider.

#monster hunter stories #monster hunter stories 2 #mhst #mhst2 #cheval #monster hunter stories cheval #cheval x reader #mhst2 cheval

[nya-vivi]

ok so i must admit i wasn't aware how long was that ask i sent earlier lol but im glad you liked it! im replying to the ask in another ask again because this will probably also be quite lengthy (im. rarely unable to keep things short lmao) so it should be easier for you to read it this way

anna sounds lovely and the restaurant concept is really really cool, and i completely get not liking killing ocs, i have one oc that i came up with specifically with the intention of her dying to develop my main oc but. let's just say currently she's happy and alive jdhhd

and ty for explaining more on lore and her heart i think i have a better image on what's going on in her story now<3 about that part with caribert, it's probably inevitable that future quests will kinda mess up whatever you or other people theorize about khaenri'ah in regards to ocs and other things, hoyo's really been microdosing on that lore until now huh

and ty #2 for explanation on how qinxi's name came to be, yeah you can send me the webbed site im kinda curious how it works ndhdh and her design sounds really nice too!! good luck searching for more makeup inspirations!

so a villainess that isn't a literal villain, got it. all the transmigration media i read/watched (3) had the mc inhabit a body of a villain in a literal sense hence my confusion jdhdh also skipping college in her story is such a power move so definitely do that, don't waste time on the academic things hdhdhd not worth the energy

catalysts are fun because you can assign the character as a catalyst and then just make them do whatever (*looks at heizou with his kicks and nahida with. keyboard buttons(??)*) so if you eventually decide to stay with this idea it gives more freedom even if you'd like to modify her actual combat style later

and ah well. i suppose it's understandable to be kinda scared of that, seeing all the jazz the traveler goes through ndhdh AND !!! DESCENDANTS!! i can't believe i forgot about these for a second but they're honestly such an interesting concept to me i was theorizing on them a lot back when that part of sumeru quest dropped so definitely do consider making vivi a descendant that would be sooooo cool of her

let's hope fontaine introduces a lot of interesting lore and gives you some nice material to work on<3 can't wait to hear about what else you will come up with

i'll definitely make a doodle of vivi she looks so pretty so thank you for allowing me<33 it'll probably also be only a bust because i hate drawing bodies but enjoy drawing faces ksidjshfh but we'll see. and yes please share with me/mention me in a post with that outfit design when you fully visualize it because it sounds like it will look really nice<3

IM SO SO SO EXCITED FOR FONTAINE TOO JDHDHD i really can't wait, i have a very busy summer this year im constantly going on different trips or visiting new places so i end up not having that much time to just sit down and play for a longer while but i planned to have a mostly free week when fontaine will be released jshshsh (kinda because both of my friends are also genshin players so we all want to have time to enjoy the new update)

our ocs would totally get along im absolutely sure of that and im actually planning to do some more sketches (hopefully soon but we'll see) i'll send them to you when i draw them<3

also hope you're doing well and have a good day! :3

LEN MY BELOVED MY DEAREST I'M SORRY I THOUGHT I HAD ANSWERED THIS 🤡

Under the cut for the answer so I don't clog my moots but aksjwisowen I'M SORRY I thought I had typed everything too?? 🤡🤡 I really have no excuse other than I am in fact a bit too scatterbrained... </3 also lately my notifs had not been working?? So if I don't answer you in three working days (/j) pls scream at me in DMs jabsowjdowbz

To the answer::

1. WE PLEAD FOR HAPPY OCs!!!!

2. I have Lorena cooking at very low heat until hyv actually gives us some consistent lore (aka lore that doesn't have conditions RIP) but I do think about her often. We will see with the next actualizations.

3. The web is this one (you can change and prod around in the side menu!) I also use it loosely and always check wikipedia to see if a real person would actually be called that way LMAO. Just my personal recommendation. I like this one because you have a lot of different hanzi and can look at the meaning. I also use yabla to safe-check the meanings and the reading!

4. So I have finally decided to make her a catalyst (even tho I could make a Kaveh and make her ✨magically✨ move a weapon around) because as you said, you can have a multitude of designs and moves to choose from! (Even if I'm laking in creative inspiration for those lolol) her moves are still a mystery to me ngl but I'm thinking of working on it soon, so at least I have that kavsoadb

As for the transmigration part I'm actually doubting what to do. I mean, the transmigration is getting done, but I am unsure as if to make it as if she just got her last life's memories or to make her replace the original soul (...they canonically exist in genshin no?? Like I'm not making this up right??). Both of them are SO GOOD... They both make objectively great plot points (and the angst material... Just thinking about it makes my mouth water /hj) so I'm not sure. I will have to check with my directive board (my besties) but advice slash opinions are very welcome!

As far as plot points go, good news! Vivi is not going into prision anytime soon :D! I really cannot make a good plot point for that after Fontaine's quest so I discarded the idea for now (on the foreseeable future...we will see).

It's just, Fontaine quest was everything I didn't expect but in a really good way. I really liked the mechanisms and playing lawyers (Yanfei would be so proud of us) and the archon was very fun and incredibly deep for the first nation quests. I completely disagree on the 'she is a brat' pipeline (we know the fandom likes to oversimplify characters into one ot two traits) so I simply didn't see the idea having much logic at this point.

5. I still don't have anything for her clothing javsisdbwdjsbk I have to think more about it tbh. Of course there are things I want to keep (as I said previously) but I just love the ribbons and frills in Fontaine (again.) so I would like to add more (I'm thinking of making something for her sleeves,, it's just that Eula's sleeves are top character design to me lmao.

6. FONTAINE IS SO COOL. I ended downloading it in my village, without wifi. My phone's internet died that day jahsosbdis and went diving as soon as it finished loading aidbwdeodbdie everything is soooo pretty. So pretty I am having trouble farming for Fontaine characters because I don't want to kill any of the fishies... WHAT DID THE LITTLE CRABBIES DO??? AND THE BIG ONES?? AND THE LITTLE FAMILIES?? (having internal crisis).

7. I'm going to scream again about your Vivi doodle because it fr was so pretty... And the fact that you didn't forgot the monocle??? I was super excited to see it oqbdowbdiwbd

This summer went well (I didn't do much tho... Family complications and all that 😵‍💫) and I begin uni in two days and I am. Not thrilled aksbaodbsis I need a few more weeks of freedom 😭

I hope your summer went good and you did all the things you wanted to do (or at least as much as you could do) 💕💕 Lots of hugs from my side 💕💕

#vivi in a nutshell #aaa I don't remember tags ajsbiwdbiw #len🎆 #oc: vivienne #i haven't proofread this so if you see any typos i'm sorry kabsiwbd

[limitlessgoddess]

How i attracted the college of my dreams ( without even realizing it )

long story coming so be prepared. there's a little bit of strong language so please read at your own discretion.

let me begin by telling you an account of how it started. i'm gonna be honest, my self concept was shi at that time but i still ended up manifesting what i want because i've always had the assumption everything always works out in my favor. i am gonna tell you all the barriers in my way, the mistakes you should NOT make, and my success story.

SO LESS GOOO

my barriers:

a toxic ldr ( my sc got bad because i was gaslighted way too many times and made to believe i couldn't live without them but i turned out just fine, don't let your SP tell you shi about yourself and get away with it 💀 i called them out and there was Lotta f*ckin drama but then they came begging back 2 months later wanting to be friends like girl i forgot about your existence whatchu doin in my empire 🤡 )

online school ( my concentration was 📉 pls + that person was an attention wh*re )

only above average grades ( around 80% )

medium SAT score ( 1140 )

severe migraines ( i don't have them anymore MUHAHAHA )

i revised and changed them, now they only feel like a bad dream i had ages ago.

Mistakes to AVOID

don't say i didn't, say i didn't warn ya

MISTAKE #1:

basing my sc on my sp. the worst thing you can do. it's not YOU that wants them, they want you. they're begging to have you so STOP PUTTING them on a pedestal. i have seen a lot of SP fanatics being like i can't live anymore blah blah after their SP blocks them or says something they didn't want to hear. they merely acted on your assumptions and you can easily shift into a reality where they never did or said that, okay?! YOU ARE THE MFING BOSS.

MISTAKE #2:

letting circumstances dictate what goes on in your head. ngl there were several instances i wanted to give up on my college application and future but I DIDNT. it was stressful at times ( because my assumptions were so ). my higher self knew that i could do better and i deserved better so i began to focus only on my sc for a month.

MISTAKE #3:

caring about what people thought. i live in india where majority of students go abroad for their postgrad but i was one of them who was going for her undergrad abroad. i was doing something out of the box, that was alien to the ordinary people around me. i was asked a lotta times about my future and i told it every single time im going abroad and they would suggest me to study in a top indian uni. that created doubts in my head, whether i should be really doing it but i reminded myself every single time that i am meant to be great, i am meant to be extraordinary. After all, I AM GOD AND NOTHING CAN HURT ME.  i hate being told what to do so i ended up making them look second- rated lmao

tip: YOU MAKE YOUR OWN RULES SO PLEASE CREATE RULES THAT MAKE THINGS EASIER FOR YOU, NOT COMPLICATED ( LIKE I DID 😭 )

Finally the success story y'all been waiting for:

i applied to around 12 universities. 2 hard, 5 moderate, 5 safety.

initially i got rejection letters but that turned around after i started affirming that i was admitted to all my colleges/ unis with a full tuition scholarship.

i got accepted into 2 moderate and 3 safety. i got waitlisted in one safety and rejected in the rest. all my safety unis were public so they usually offer $ 9000-11000 to international students as scholarship. The 2 moderate unis i applied to were private so i achieved REALLY HUGE SCHOLARSHIPS from them. i achieved 50% tuition scholarship from one and 90% tuition scholarship from ANOTHER!!!

ever since i was in 8th grade, i've wanted to settle in a big city with a high paying job in a country abroad ( either Canada, USA, or South Korea ). the college i got a 90% scholarship from is just a few hours away from New York City. it's in a rural area and has got a strong knit community ( to help me feel like home ). not only that, they have got excellent facilities for international student. i learnt from my college counsellor about the internship and career development opportunities as well and they are HONESTLY FANTASTIC!!! i have always wanted to start working, earning, and investing since a young age because i love money way too much 💀

i won't work for my money, my money's gon work for me.

remember, you should never be ashamed to have it all. you should not be ashamed to choose a career where u get lots of money. money is a necessity and the world functions because of economies. the base of an economy is MONEY 💸🤑 so affirm for that paper without feeling bad about wanting it.

THAT'S IT FOR THIS POST.

KEEP MANIFESTING ABUNDANCE, PEACE, LOVE, AND HAPPINESS IN YOUR LIFE. YOU DESERVE THE BEST, DONT LET YOUR CURRENT SELF TELL U OTHERWISE BECAUSE YOUR HIGHER SELF KNOWS WHAT'S THE BEST FOR YOU.

TRUST YOURSELF AND BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.

I LOVE Y'ALL 💖💖💖

#law of assumption #law of attraction #manifestation #manifesting #success story #neville goddard #mindset #mental diet #self concept #specific person #college #college acceptance #belief

[atlabeth]

🍂 rafe cameron and rings

summer lover (but maybe more) - rafe cameron x fem!reader

summary: absence really does make the heart grow fonder.

a/n: SO first post of the celebration lol sorry that im starting like. in the middle of the asks but this came to me and i have to take inspo whenever i can get it rn 😩😩 this is my first time writing for rafe so i hope its not a complete mess el oh el

also thank you for sending in so many requests im sorry that they're probably going to take a while but you have my heart<3

warning(s): angst if you squint but basically all fluff

wc: 698 (im like damn this is so short then i remember they are blurbs 🤡🤡)

It felt like Rafe had been staring at the ceiling for hours, but counting the chips in the paint was doing nothing to clear his mind. His bed felt so empty — so wrong — without the warmth of your body next to his, it was a miracle sleep had been able to find him at all.

It really pissed him off, how the two of you had finally found your footing and figured out what you were, just when you had to leave. Long distance relationships were hard no matter who they involved, but Rafe knew that he was going to drive himself insane thinking about you out there without him, all the guys that weren’t him that would get to be with you when he was all the way in North Carolina.

He really hated your mom’s job.

One heaving sigh later, he managed to get himself out of his bed and got to work putting himself together. A shockingly cold shower wasn’t even enough to break him out of the mood he was in, and Rafe had a feeling it was going to be a much more common experience now that you were his out of state girlfriend than just a girl friend.

He ran his hand through his damp hair, effectively ruining any styling he had done but not really caring at the moment as he went over to his desk to get his watch. His brows creased when he opened the drawer, though; his watch was in its usual place, but there was something extra — a ring with a folded note next to it. Rafe took the paper out and his eyes scanned over it quickly after opening it.

babe

no matter how many times i do this, it never gets easier and i wish i could stay with you after the summer ends. now that we’re actually dating you’re going to have to deal with a metric fuck ton of texts and calls and facetimes because im not going a day without seeing your cute ass after pining after it for so long. but it still doesn’t feel like enough so i got us these and snuck them in your drawer before i left yesterday :-) it’s a promise ring and i have a matching one. i don’t know about you but im never going to take it off so every time you wear it we’ll be connected. it makes me feel like im with you even though im in the middle of fuckin nowhere montana. i don't get it, out of all the states why did it have to be montana?

wish i was with you but ill be thinking about you every day<3 you better be thinking of me or i'll come back just to cry in front of you

your fav

Rafe chuckled as he slipped the ring onto his finger, then picked the letter up. He read it a couple times, a small smile spreading across his lips from the way he could hear you saying every word. Ever since your mom had gotten that new job you had been splitting your time between the OBX and wherever she ended up, but now that things were more serious between the two of you he found himself missing you a hell of a lot more than usual.

So much so, that he found himself inadvertently conjuring up thoughts of a more permanent ring, one bearing a diamond or a sapphire or an emerald or whatever stone you liked the most—

Rafe shook his head, stretching his fingers out as he tried his hardest to push it aside. You had both only graduated high school two years ago, and with the way you were always going back and forth between states and the fact that you had only been dating since the beginning of the past summer, and with everything that college brought, it was a stupid idea.

Images of rings were only replaced with white dresses and bands and he couldn’t help but smile. It was an absurd thought, but Rafe also knew that he was completely, irrefutably, hopelessly in love with you. That was enough for any type of logic to be pushed aside.

…Next summer couldn’t come soon enough.

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perm tags: @dv0412 @siriuslyslyslytherin @maruchan77 @simonsbluee

#atlabeth 500 #rafe cameron x reader #rafe x reader #obx x reader #outer banks x reader #obx #outer banks #rafe #rafe cameron #sadie writes #lmao i feel like this sucks #im sorry

[helianthus-tarot]

so idky im experiencing this but every reading i get about my future spouse i just feel so disgusted? idky? like i will receive an overall nice reading and i will still find a way to pick it a part and just find something i hate... idky im doing this 🤡. idk whats going on either. i really want to like the idea of this person but i just cant. i think im even beginning to hate the idea of this person. its getting wild idk why im feeling this way either 😭 like ive literally never even met this person. help

I mean... you are not giving me specific examples of quality that you hate about that person so my answer cannot be specific either.

To answer it simply, if you respond to every reading like this; either those readings are not accurate (which is weird since it's every reading) OR you have inner issues to work on. It could be that those readings are for the person you will be in the future, instead of who you are right now.

For example, if someone told me 10 years ago (when I was 16 years old) that my future spouse was an extrovert, I would hate it. No offence to extroverts, but back then my ideal type was an introvert, partly because I thought it would be easier to be with an introvert (I wasn't psychologically developed enough to feel comfortable being with an extrovert, because this would put me waaay outside my comfort zone). Back then I had a fixed mentality, wanted to run away from everything that made me uncomfortable, and not caring much about my own development and growth.

After I experienced more things in life and worked on myself, my perspectives and taste changed and now it seems like it's possible for a relationship with an extrovert to work because, 1) I have grown to the point of being able to be social and make connections on my own, so being with an extrovert doesn't sound as extreme as before. 2) It sounds better for my growth as well, since I have a tendency to be a hermit which isn't good if I want to further develop my social skills and enhance my social confidence.

So it's like that. Maybe you haven't yet become the person who will love your future spouse, for whatever reason. If you keep having this kind of reaction, my suggestion is to stop getting future spouse readings and just focus on living your life happily and healthily (work on bad habits, fears and insecurities).

#asks #tarot asks

[straykats]

sksksks bestieee thank you for the reblog on the little sketch i made~

also, gosh i think noses are the easiest thing to shade. the real headache is always the cheeks and the mouth. ESPECIALLY the mouth. one wrong like and you end up drawing a monkey instead of a person 🤡

but if you must know… it’s very simple! there are two ways i figure out shading for my graphite sketches.

1. if the picture is too light, increase the saturation and decrease the brightness a little. that way you can see the darker areas a lot better. and you can tell where the shadows are. this is especially good if you wanna paint over it later because the shadows, despite being a similar darkness, are of different colours.

2. this is the easiest one. just… turn everything grayscale and turn up the contrast and definition. and increase the highlight a little as well. you can see very clearly where the most prominent shadow line on the nose is.

the key is to kind of pick out the darkest areas of the nose that give it dimension (often the darkest shadows) and just shade those in. you don’t have to shade in every colour.

see! that’s the darkest area of the shadows so that’s what i use to shade.

if you want to figure out highlights (especially for hair) you do the opposite. increase the brightness and exposure until the picture is basically almost white. you’ll be able to see the hidden parts of the highlights a lot better and mark those down so you know where to add highlights later. then you can play with it a bit to make it darker and stuff.

but yeah! that’s basically how it works. i struggled a lot with shading the cheeks on this sketch bcs there are barely any shadows but there is an obvious highlight where the cheekbones lie. so i just decided to lightly shade it in, to make the cheek highlight prominent enough without taking attention away from the rest of the face.

oh!! yeah this makes a lot of sense!! i never really thought about doing this, but that's mainly bc after school i didn't do much shading for people lol (the only proper painting i've completed is calla lillies, and they're far easier to shade imo HAHA). this would have been really good in school, if only the reference picture was digital and not printed KDJSADSAL

#sulfurcosmos #kat answers #but ty very much for the tips!! will definitely use them if i attempt to draw any time soon ehhe