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#i only wanna die alive never by the hands of a broken heart!
m0thergoose · 11 days
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SPOILERS FOR TOWL EPISODE FOUR PROCEED WTIH CAUTION FOR MY RUNNING COMMENTARY
OOO Michonne looks pissed I can’t wait
‘I can’t believe you did that’ ‘I can’t believe you said that’ - calling him out straight away good girl
OMG THE SCAR HE’S GONNA LOSE HIS MIND
Michonne/Danai is so beautiful
The way they’re looking at each other I’m going to die
Oh Michonne talk about Judith with him yeeeees
Calling him a creative writer, Michonne I’m gonna die
FOR YOUR CHILDREN OH MY GOD
SHE AINT LETTING HIM REST
HIS NAME IS RICK OH MY GOOOOOD
HES ALMOST 8 omg her heart is breaking because she hasn’t seen him in so long and he’s so big now, and Rick has missed so much
OHHHH MICHONNE ‘I don’t like who you are with them’ - me neither girl
‘They won a long time ago’ - oh Rick he is so broken
‘Do you think we can do anything? Because I do’ 🫶
What did they do to you? - oh Michonne man he’s so broken
‘Do you still love me’ awwww her broken wee voice I’m going to die
Omg they can go!!
Omg he said no
What the actual fuck
He is a broken man and Michonne is going to tear into him for this
He calls you the brave man 🥹
I could listen to Michonne talk about their kids all damn day
‘I found you but I didn’t’ 😢😢😢
Michonne call him out hahahahha, Rick is spewing some absolute bullshit
‘You’re lying’ Yaaas Michonne
GOD I love angry Michonne this is 10/10
And now are they gonna cry I can’t handle it
Aww my baby Michonne 😢😢😢
She’s just hoping he’ll open that door
Please open it
I’m losing my mind
Yaaaas go Rick go
Michonne gonna unleash on these walkers
YAAAAS RICK
fight them wooooo
‘I DONT EVEN HAVE A WEAPON COMMANDO’ - SASSY MICHONNE IM DEAD
‘The only time I feel safe is when I’m with you’🥹🥹🥹
‘I’m not the brave man’ - oh Rick
YEAH HIT HIM MICHONNE
‘I don’t know who you are because the man I knew would never talk to me like that’ - my heart is BROKEN
How are we fixing this jeeeesus
God I love seeing them fighting together
‘I had this’ - ‘I had this’ GOD THEY ARE BOTH SO SASSY
oh noooooo Michonne is trapped
Omg rick fucking help her
Omg is he gonna kiss her
Or is he gonna cry
OMG it’s happening guys jesuuuuus this is all the richonners have ever wanted
He’s losing his mind
THE WAY THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER I CANT COPE
THIS EPISODE IS DESTROYING ME
‘he looks like me’ - ‘so he’s really good looking’ 😂😂
ROUND TWO!!???!! Disturbed by roomba - love that ricky dicky doo da country boi has no idea what a roomba is lmao
‘One bad harvest - something has to burn to bring it back’ - OMG HE’S TALKING ABOUT HIS DAD??
‘You’re still lying to me. You’re lying to yourself’ - damn right keep calling him out Michonne
OMG THE SCAR
SHES GOING TO TELL HIM WOW
DARYL MENTION
‘SHE STOLE JUDITH’ - his faaaace!!
‘I don’t wanna go into how’ 😢😢😢😢
‘But I kept believing’ 🥹🥹🥹
Omg his hand 😢😢😢
‘You’re still trying, I see it’ he is trying Michonne just keep pushing and he’ll make it
‘I’m sorry for what they did to you’ 😢😢😢😢
Michonne laying down the law - ‘Sit, Rick’ 😂😂
She really couldn’t give a fuck if the building collapses around them she is going to make him talk to her
‘They took a year from me’ ‘I don’t know if she’s okay’ 😢😢😢😢
‘It’s hurting me Rick’ 😢 Rick NEVER wants to hurt her he loves her so much this is heartbreaking
OH MY GOD CARL IM BAWLING
‘I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU’
OH MY GOD IM GONNA DIE HE CANT FACE LOSING HER ALL OVER AGAIN
THE CARL PHONE 😢😢😢😢😢😢
‘I found you Rick’ 🫶
I love them so much Michonne honestly is the strongest woman alive
Aww he’s in a jumper not his uniform 💖💖💖💖
THE ELEVATOR KISS
GO GO GO
THEM SWITCHING SEATS LMAOOOO
‘WE CAN MAKE THIS WHOLE DAMN WORLD OURS IF WE WANT TO’ 💖💖💖💖💖
God this is beautiful
A happy ending no cliffhanger???? Oooooo
OMG ARE WE GETTING PROPOSAL WEDDING NEXT WEEK
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halloweeneverlong · 3 months
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selfish machines sentence starters
sentence starters taken from selfish machines by pierce the veil <3
besitos
- “you’re my favorite explosion.”
- “you’d better not get back up!”
- “leave the water by the bed for later.”
- “i’m tired of holding up your backup plans.”
- “all you have is not enough.”
- “i heard what you said. a friend of a friend.”
- “if that doesn’t turn you on, i’ll keep talking ‘til something does.”
- “i’ll steal you flowers from the cemetery gates.”
- “so say it. i’m in love.”
- “don’t expect me to understand.”
- “she was covered in blood, last seen in san francisco.”
- “they were there from beginning to end.”
southern constellations
- “please keep chasing me.”
- “i’ll never let you freeze without me.”
the boy who could fly
- “it’s time to take you home.”
- “i’ll be the brightest someday.”
- “don’t ruin a perfect thing.”
- “why do i still pray? when will it end? and who fucking cares?”
- “i swear to god, i did what i could.”
- “i’d rather be dead.”
- “don’t rain on my parade!”
- “i guess i never should have loved you.”
- “if you were gonna leave this world, how could it be without me?”
- “love dies like a dog.”
caraphernilia
- “there ain’t a thing that you can do that’s gonna ruin my night.”
- “honestly, it’s harder breathing next to you.”
- “hold my heart, it’s beating for you anyway.”
- “what if i can’t forget you?”
- “what’s so good about picking up the pieces?”
- “just give her back to me.”
- “you can’t just throw me away!”
- “what if i don’t even want to?”
- “i’d better learn to live alone.”
fast times at clairemont high
- “i was saving myself for you.”
- “we’ll be throwing a party.”
- “hold on, this is innocent blood.”
- “without you, nothing ever mattered.”
- “if i die, you die too.”
- “i just wanted one dance with you.”
- “melodramatic, but it turns me on.”
- “i’d kill anyone who gets too close.”
the new national anthem
- “somebody’s supposed to fall in love.”
- “you’ll be excited just to see me someday.”
- “darling, look at the sparks!”
- “you hold my attention without even trying.”
- “love, don’t forget to bleed.”
- “if i ever catch the ones who hurt you, i’m hoping that god looks away this time.”
bulletproof love
- “we used to laugh until we choked.”
- “it was the best time of my life.”
- “now i sleep alone, so don’t wake me up.”
- “the taste of you and me will never leave my lips again.”
- “i wanna hold your hands so tight i’m gonna break my wrist.”
- “i’m barely hanging on.”
- “by the time you’re hearing this i’ll already be gone.”
- “there’s nothing to do.”
- “this isn’t fair! don’t you try to blame this on me.”
- “my love for you was bulletproof, but you’re the one who shot me.”
- “goddamn it, i can barely say your name.”
stay away from my friends
- “i want you in the most unromantic ways.”
- “you’re torturing me with a beautiful face.”
- “come on, i thought we had a damn good thing.”
- “stay away from my friends.”
- “i still can’t believe how you look next to me.”
i don’t care if you’re contagious
- “i don’t wanna leave without you buried by my side.”
- “they’ll never take us alive.”
- “i would rather spend my life vacations in bed with you.”
- “i don’t care if you’re sick, i don’t care if you’re contagious. i would kiss you even if you were dead.”
- “i’d do anything to hold your hand.”
disasterology
- “i drank the poison then i passed the fuck out.”
- “i have a million different kinds of fun.”
- “can we create something beautiful and destroy it?”
- “you were screaming ‘till the police came.”
- “if every living thing dies alone, what am i doing here?”
- “if it’s the end of the world, you and me should spend the rest of it in love.”
million dollar houses (the painter)
- “would you ever try to leave me?”
- “i’ve broken bones for you, and for you only.”
- “we can run, baby, run now.”
- “i still remember how you moved so slow.”
- “we don’t stop ‘til someone’s bleeding.”
- “i make money, but we just can’t keep this home.”
- “sometimes the moon looks brighter than the sun.”
- “sometimes things don’t work out the way we planned.”
- “maybe we’re meant to lose the ones we love, but i’ll fight for you ‘til then.”
the sky under the sea
- “it’s gonna be the best day of my life.”
- “you’ll never be as beautiful without me.”
- “you’ll be alright as long as i’m not.”
- “sharpen your teeth and bite as hard as you want.”
- “is this fantasy real, or is it all home-made?”
- “yeah, that’s fuckin’ right.”
- “do you think you’re the only one afraid?”
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justjasper · 2 months
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60 Alkaline Trio Lyrics Writing Prompts
What do I do with these? Write something inspired by one of them! Get your followers to send you a prompt for you to write for!
Themes: love, death, substance abuse, suicide, violence
Kiss You to Death
1. I don't care if we fuck or we talk or we cry
Every Thug Needs a Lady
2. Right now you're all that I recognise
Over and Out
3. Please tell my wife I loved her more than life itself
This Could Be Love
4. I've got some mad ideas involving you and me
Cringe
5. You were the last good thing I ever saw
Pocket Knife
6. I've been waiting here so long // For someone just like me
Clavicle
7. I want to wake up naked next to you // Kissing the curve of your clavicle
Mr Chainsaw
8. Found out recently that you were leaving // For good I hope, I softly tell my ceiling
You're Dead
9. But I now have nothing but your heartbeat in my head
Enjoy Your Day
10. I hope he bought you roses
Steamer Trunk
11. I love you so I told you, but it didn't matter much
Dead on the Floor
12. We felt so good together // It was way too good to be
Continental
13. Ran out of time, no kiss goodbye
One Last Dance
14. Beyond repair, the damage that I did
Kick Rocks
15. You had nowhere to go, so you came right back here
Sorry About That
16. Maybe I just set aside the fact that you were broken-hearted
Midnight Blue
17. I had nobody but you
This is Getting Over You
18. Today I woke up younger than I've been in years
Bleeder
19. My heart bleeds for what you never did
Calling All Skeletons
20. I've come to love your disappearing act // Do one more pretty please
Blue in the Face
21. I don't dream since I quit sleeping // And I haven't slept since I met you
Radio
22. I've got a big fat fucking bone to pick with you, my darling
Dethbed
23. They tried everything and everyone but you
One Hundred Stories
24. I'm dying just to feel you breathe
My Friend Peter
25. I don't care who you've been sleeping with these days
Sweet Vampires
26. This love-hate is making me cry
I Lied My Face Off
27. It's never fine when you go away
Love Love, Kiss Kiss
28. Do you curse the happy couple?
Crawl
29. Never had a drink that I didn't like // Got a taste of you, threw up all night
Cooking Wine
30. Sorry I'm late, I was out spoiling my liver
Off the Map
31. I'm like a junkie for your smart mouth
San Francisco
32. And I was drinking you goodbye
Fine
33. It's ironic that I drink to make my insides stop hurting
I'm Dying Tomorrow
34. Take lots of pills, commit irreversible sins
Back to Hell
35. Like the pills in your hand, I'll never let you down
This Addiction
36. I once tried to kick this addiction // I swear I'll never kick again
Trouble Breathing
37. You said tonight is a wonderful night to die
While You're Waiting
38. I'm not crying wolf, you whisper // I'm really dead this time
Sadie
39. Play dead dear, it's your only hope of pulling through
Only Love
40. You're dying when you start thinking like that
Do You Wanna Know?
41. My spine is slipping like a fault line // If I go I'll bury us all
Eating Me Alive
42. The end of me was so beautiful
Queen of Pain
43. I've never seen scars like yours
Burn
44. Everyone learns faster on fire
Trucks and Trains
45. Some hit so hard you barely feel a thing
Is This Thing Cursed?
46. My haunted head aches so much worse
Your Neck
47. We'll do our very best to keep our appetites in check
Emma
48. Note on the bed stand signed in blood: Sincerely, never coming back
I Was A Prayer
49. To a hopeless cause I sold my soul
Hell Yes
50. You watched all my dreams come apart at the seams
Take Lots With Alcohol
51. I have no desire to see through my own eyes any more
Trouble Breathing
52. Cause things they never work out right
Help Me
53. You left all the lights burning but nobody's home
Prevent This Tragedy
54. I'm begging you, stop praying for me
If You Had a Bad Time
55. If you're up to your ears in blood sweat and wasted years // I'm hoping you're going to open your throat and just scream
Balanced on a Shelf
56. A somewhat inviting very different kind of hell // To live without ever looking at yourself
Settle For Satin
57. You'll never dream again, but you can pray
Every Thug Needs a Lady
58. I needed to hear something that sounded like an answer
If We Never Go Inside
59. A train appeared in town one night // For some of us it saved our lives
Song For Julie
60. I was wrong when I said things never turn out right
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“i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you.” for devyn and gil 😔💕
I believe this will be the perfect ending
contentment of dissatisfaction || gilbert x devyn (feat. karlheinz)
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It was a surprise for Gilbert to discover his profound feelings towards Devyn, his precious friend, the right hand of the king. And it was a forbidden feeling too. He never dared tell anyone about it because he knew what they were going to say.
"You should never touch a king's possession lest you wanna be cursed."
But there was a time when Gilbert couldn't hold it in because Devyn was so pretty, laughing wholeheartedly at something like there wasn't any responsibility on her shoulders or paperwork she had to tend to. She was just her own woman, owning the moment and enjoying life in a few seconds.
And because of that admiration, he couldn't help but tell her, "I envy anyone who has the privilege to be loved by you."
Everything went south as she gave him a confused look, but there was something in her eyes that indicated she knew what he meant but simply wanted a confirmation.
"I have romantic feelings for you, Devyn Kang."
And that was it. He left her full of questions and anxiety, thoughts in her head as to how it all happened and how Gilbert endured it all this time. But because of his pride, he messed with her memories, traveling in the dream world to erase her memory of him confessing so she wouldn't know.
That was then because, above all things, there was Karlheinz, and Karlheinz wanted Devyn all to himself. So he didn't make a move. He enjoyed the undying feeling of hurting himself in this unrequited feeling until he couldn't any longer, especially when she gave him the same look of desperation.
I will fight for this. I will give up everything just for this love.
As he lay on the cold marble stone floor, all bruised and battered from all the damage Karlheinz inflicted on him. He only grinned, spitting out blood on his face, not caring if this person used to be his only friend in the demon world. They love the same woman, but given how Devyn was willing to lay down her life on the line for their affair, he supposed death right now is sweet.
"Gilbert, please," Karlheinz pointed his sword at his chest, dangerously threatening him, "let us end this pointless war. Give up Devyn and we can settle this matter."
Gilbert huffed with pride. "Pointless? You think my love for Devyn is nothing but a mere farce?" Everything he felt was real, raw emotions running down his veins. There is no way this affair was ridiculous.
"Devyn is mine to begin with," Karlheinz clarified, eyes filled with bloodlust because no one takes anything from him.
NO ONE.
"You really think that?" Gilbert knew there was no sense in talking this out with Karlheinz. After all, he mercilessly killed Aurora because of his desire to possess Devyn.
There was a moment of silence as Karlheinz lightly stabbed the skin on his chest, silently telling him to end this war and he'll withdraw the blade and pretend this was all for naught. However, Gilbert held the sword closer and said:
"My heart will never waver, Karlheinz, and you can't take that away from me even if I die."
And the next thing, Karlheinz stabbed him in the chest, witnessing how his old friend died with a triumphant smile. He was reeling from the curse all over again, with Devyn by his side, yet he was sleeping beside a stranger.
The mere thought of Devyn betraying him and eloping with someone else makes him sick. But what makes him feel disgusted is this whole act.
This is unbecoming of you, Karlheinz. Are you willing to risk Eden just for a woman who doesn't love you?
And for once, he has never felt alive.
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Somewhere far away from the demon world is a vast ocean that knows no end. Devyn walked towards the ocean, the water reaching her waist as the wind blows away her tears. She was distraught, broken beyond repair, because she was remembering Gilbert and his last words.
"I will die today, and I just hope we can still see each other after that."
Devyn wanted to beat the shit out of him. She wanted Gilbert to use his full power, obliterate Karlheinz, and live happily with her somewhere far away. But then, she knew that he would still die even if Gilbert did what she wanted. After all, dreams are easily ruined by the cruel reality of their fate.
Now, Devyn was nearing her end, the water already reaching her neck. She was sobbing yet smiling at the fact that she'll die in this cold ocean but will meet the warm arms of her beloved.
Gilbert, please wait for me.
And then the water took her peace.
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dimonds456-art · 8 months
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vent art below the cut, as well as an explanation for it. it's a mess on purpose. read the tags.
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Starting off positive, here's how I draw myself now :) Style improvement! And my mustache hairs are growing in and one of them is over a centimeter long and it's my pride and joy.
okay now onto everything else. fucking help me. /ns
Gonna start with the butterfly imagery, since it's a reoccurring theme when I talk about my disabilities. The butterfly is because of my Graves Disease, which is a subgenre of hyperthyroidism. What's that? Uh basically there's a gland in your throat called the "thyroid" that's shaped like a butterfly, and it's responsible for your ENTIRE METABOLISM, and mine decided to do cocaine one day and never stopped. This results in increased heartrate, shaky hands, dizziness, and an eye disease where your eyes swell and can make you go blind if not treated.
(and no mine is not currently being treated so. :) )
I've had Graves since middle school, and I will for life. For reference of how bad it got before I got treated after 6 months of suffering, if I ran around outside for 5 minutes my heart rate could get up to 220 BPM. Which can kill you. Somehow I only ever saw stars once.
The next imagery I wanna point out is the layers on me. I show some things as brighter, and there's two layers like that- a bright one and a much dimmer one, which is why I kept this a sketch. The bright one is the surface-level disabilities, such as joint weakness, my eye disease, and my swollen thyroid. The dimmer one is my brain and skeleton. I have never actually broken my bones, but for some reason these days, joint weakness has me and they'll just fucking stop working sometimes for no goddamn reason.
The diamonds on my shirt is obviously a reference to my name, "Dimonds456." The design was actually made by my abuser, and so I actually am starting to have some second thoughts about using this particular design despite how much I love it, thus the shattered idea. Plus, diamonds don't break- they shatter. I'm about to shatter, too, so it's just like me fr.
After that, the text all around me. There are three layers. Let's talk about the black ones first. Those are all my disabilities. That's it. To make it easier to read, they're:
Autism
Anxiety
PTSD
Mental regression (probably because of all the other mental shit I'm dealing with)
Depression
ADHD
Weakness in joints
Inhaler as needed
Tires easily
Abuse
Graves Disease
On meds for life (methimazole literally keeps me alive)
Eye disease
Prone to falling
Eating disorder: ARFID ?????
Asthma
Audio processing disorder
Trauma
:,)
Then, the blue layer. The blue and red layers and kinda having a conversation with each other, with blue being my inner monologue and the red ones being still that, but more intrusive and hopeless. The blue thoughts range from "I can't do this" to "I want to," to "Wait, this is too much" to "STOP" to "THIS IS TOO MUCH" and various stuff like that.
The red texts are much, much more negative. "Running out of time." Never safe. I will never feel safe." "My own body wants me DEAD." "NEVER SAFE." "WHAT IS SAFETY?!" these are my intrusive thoughts, and... yeah. My anxiety and trauma already make me feel like I can never be safe in the spaces I'm in, so when I do actually feel safe with the people or location I'm in, my body's there to remind me that no, I'm not. Because I could literally just die at any goddamn moment.
Which brings me to the scythe. The Reaper. He's close. I'm running out of time. To do what? I don't know, live? Impact people? Fucking exist?
The clock shows that, too.
Finally, the dialogue bubbles. The straw that broke the camel's back in terms of me making this art. My recent doctor visit. I'm trans. I'm a demiboy who just wants to figure out what my fucking gender is. I know I want top surgery, but the dr says I HAVE to start HRT in order to get the surgery I want, which is enbyphobic. I've talked about it with other trans people, and we all agree what the dr told me was fucked.
The other bubbles are other things people have said to me. Particularly, I wanna talk about the "are you ACTUALLY disabled?" one because so so so so so many people have fucking asked me that and I want to scream. Like gee, I dunno, maybe it's all in my head. Maybe I'm normal. Maybe my graves disease was all a FUCKING DREAM. The eating disorder I'm getting now that not even the doctors are sure what the fuck it is wasn't real, I'm just a picky eater and I am just a fucking attention-seeking masochist. SURE. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME.
Shut the fuck up.
The butterfly is actively choking me. I'm loosing weight. I've felt more anxious recently than I ever have in my fucking life. I have a goddamn eating disorder where I physically CANNOT EAT. It sounds like ARFID but it's also not quite that, I'm in a weird grey area.
i'm 20 years old.
Ever since I got diagnosed with Graves in middle school, I've felt like my existence was defying something. Like I was supposed to die. I also had intense depression at the time, so that definitely added to it, but yeah. Then more happened. I had my first fall. I got put on the wrong dosage and nearly got killed. Struggled to breathe. My eyes tear up more often due to the disease, and I have an aversion to light I didn't have before. The eating disorder. Not to mention my bad knee, weakness in joints, pain in hips, ect.
It just keeps piling up. More, and more, and more, and more disabilities appear and try to catch me by surprise. I got deathly ill last winter. I quit college this year because of the trauma of being outside while on my wrong dosage from last summer. But this time, I'm fucking freezing when I'm anywhere except in the sun, which still makes me feel viscerally uncomfortable, because of whatever the fuck is happening with my eating disorder.
I'm so fucking tired. I don't know how much farther I can go. I'm running out of time. I can't handle another disability. I just can't. If I wind up getting appendicitis or something I'm running back home to my parents and staying there because at least they make me feel SAFE.
I'm not safe. I will never be safe inside this body. I will never feel safe because of my anxiety and trauma. I'm reaching a boiling point where it's starting to spill over onto those around me and I hate it. I am aware that this post is not helping that at all. But... I just don't wanna suffer in silence anymore. I'm tired. I want to be a good memory, but I fear my time is coming and I don't have much more "memory" to make.
I want to be wrong. Please, stars, let me be wrong. Let this all be in my head. Let this all be one big misunderstanding on my part. Please. Please let me wake up and realize that this was all a fucking nightmare.
I can't look at this screen anymore. My eyes hurt and my wrists are starting to give out.
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freneticfloetry · 10 months
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playlist: when a thing is over
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me, apropos of nothing: the opening to “your ex-lover is dead” is tk strand’s breakup thesis. when there’s nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire.
because i’m unhinged, may i present the soundtrack to my neuroses: when a thing is over, the breakup era playlist that got me through writing the second chapter of to build a home.
(randomly, i have to write in total silence or i get distracted. but this was inspiration aplenty.)
some songs have direct ties to certain scenes, some are just here for the vibes. and much like the fic, the playlist is angst with a happy ending.
listen here
full tracklist under the cut.
Broken :: Lifehouse i'm falling apart, i'm barely breathing / with a broken heart that's still beating
Mine Again :: Black Lab every day, i will wait 'til you're mine again / i will die every day, 'til you're mine again
Strangers Again :: Ari Hest i want yesterday to come back again, nothing is as simple as i once knew / why can't everything be the way it was, before the day that i lost you
The Night We Met :: Lord Huron i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you / take me back to the night we met
Palace :: Sam Smith i'm gonna miss you, i'm still there / sometimes i wish we'd never built this palace, but real love is never a waste of time
Where I Stood :: Missy Higgins there were sounds in my head, little voices whispering / that i should go, and this should end, oh and i found myself listening
Death By A Thousand Cuts :: Taylor Swift you said it was a great love, one for the ages / but if the story's over, why am i still writing pages
Breathe Again :: Sara Bareilles all i have, all i need, he's the air i would kill to breathe / holds my love in his hands, still i'm searching for something
Not as We :: Alanis Morissette for now i’m faking it, 'til i’m pseudo making it / from scratch, begin again, but this time i as i, and not as we
Before You Go :: Lewis Capaldi our every moment, i start to replace / 'cause now that they're gone, all i hear are the words that i needed to say
Someone You Loved :: Lewis Capaldi now the day bleeds into nightfall, and you're not here to get me through it all / i let my guard down, and then you pulled the rug, i was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
Jealous :: Labrinth but i always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was heartbreak and misery / it's hard for me to say, i'm jealous of the way you're happy without me
Fly Before You Fall :: Cynthia Erivo your resistance to sadness is futile but you're a fighter, can't stand defeat / you're a magician at hiding the hurt from you, but i see and i hear you, loud as a bomb, wanting a shoulder to cry on
I'll Never Love Again :: Lady Gaga don't wanna feel another touch, don't wanna start another fire / don't wanna know another kiss, no other name falling off my lips
Stars :: Grace Potter & The Nocturnals i lit a fire with the love you left behind, and it burned wild and crept up the mountainside / i followed your ashes into outer space, i can't look out the window, i can't look at this place
Rivers & Roads :: The Head And The Heart nothing is as it has been, and i miss your face like hell / and i guess it's just as well, but i miss your face like hell
Echo :: Jason Walker i don't wanna be an island, i just wanna feel alive and get to see your face again / but 'til then, just my echo, my shadow, you're my only friend
Say Something :: A Great Big World and I am feeling so small / it was over my head, i know nothing at all
Not Over You :: Gavin DeGraw if you ask me how I'm doing, i would say I'm doing just fine / i would lie and say that you're not on my mind
Better :: Ben Platt i'm not good at pretending that i'm happy to be alone, part of me is a question, can't answer it on my own / 'cause i lost part of me when i lost all of you, now i'm lost
The Fear You Won’t Fall :: Joshua Radin it hasn’t felt like this before, it hasn’t felt like home before you / and i know it’s easy to say, but it’s harder to feel this way, and i miss you more than i should, than i thought i could, can’t get my mind off you
The Weight of Us :: Sanders Bohlke i'm not ready, i’m not ready / for the weight of us, for the weight of all of us
Every Little Thing :: Dishwalla don’t give me up, don’t give me up tonight / or soon nothing will be right at all, salvation / when you find out who you are, it’s too late to change
Collide :: Dishwalla when the cold comes crashing down, and the fight lost what it's about, i could tell that you had left / and it's a shame what we've become, when we hurt the ones we love, and it's a place i cannot go anymore
All I Want :: Kodaline when you said your last goodbye, i died a little bit inside, i lay in tears in bed all night, alone without you by my side / but if you loved me, why'd you leave me
Your Ex-Lover Is Dead :: Stars there's one thing i want to say so I'll be brave, you were what i wanted, i gave what i gave / i'm not sorry i met you, i'm not sorry it's over, i'm not sorry there's nothing to save
Afterglow :: Taylor Swift hey, it's all me, in my head, i'm the one who burned us down / but it's not what i meant, sorry that i hurt you
Come Home :: OneRepublic & Sara Bareilles come home, come home, 'cause i've been waiting for you for so long, for so long / and right now there's a war between the vanities, but all i see is you and me, and the fight for you is all i've ever known
Ghosts That We Knew :: Mumford & Sons so give me hope in the darkness that i will see the light, 'cause oh, they gave me such a fright / but i will hold as long as you like, just promise me we'll be alright
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ariana grande lyrics starters
feel free to change pronouns/descriptors as needed ♡
❝ when i try to explain it, i’ll be sounding all crazy, words don’t ever come out right. ❞ ❝ in the end, you’ll find out that my heart was battered. ❞ ❝ when you call for me, i’m right there. ❞ ❝ i’m so into you, i can barely breathe. ❞ ❝ i get tired of running, fuck it, now i’m running with you. ❞ ❝ he just comes to visit me when i’m dreaming every now and then. ❞ ❝ you got all my love and affection, all my attention, you don’t gotta question if i’m really lovin’ you. ❞ ❝ i wanna love me the way that you love me. ❞ ❝ hold me close under the covers, kiss me boy and drive me crazy. ❞ ❝ he wasn’t my everything ‘til we were nothing. ❞ ❝ if you woulda manned up, put your hand up, stand up, tell me how you really felt, then maybe it’d be different. ❞ ❝ even though i shouldn’t want it, i gotta have it. ❞ ❝ maybe i’m the sinner and you’re the saint, gotta stop pretending what we ain’t. ❞ ❝ knew you were perfect after the first kiss. ❞ ❝ you get my heart jumping when you put your lips on mine. ❞ ❝ somethin’ ‘bout you makes me feel like a dangerous woman. ❞ ❝ if it’s even possible, i love you more than the word love can say it. ❞ ❝ i’m loving the pain, i never wanna live without it. ❞ ❝ i don’t ever tell you how i really feel, ‘cause i can’t find the words to say what i mean. ❞ ❝ you’re telling me you’re sorry, well sorry, i’m over it. ❞ ❝ how do i feel you on me when you’re not on my skin? ❞ ❝ if you’re gonna keep speaking my love language, you can talk your shit all night. ❞ ❝ i used to be cautious, a little too reckless, now all my emotions are all ‘cause of you. ❞ ❝ ain’t got no tears in my body, i ran out, but boy i like it. ❞ ❝ you remind me of a time when things weren’t so complicated. ❞ ❝ i’ll show you how much i wanna be on your tattooed heart. ❞ ❝ i only wanna die alive, never by the hands of a broken heart. ❞ ❝ if you want to keep me, you gotta love me harder. ❞ ❝ they see demon, i see angel. ❞ ❝ now i laugh about all the things that used to be important to me. ❞ ❝ i don’t care if you got her in your heart, all i really care is you wake up in my arms. ❞ ❝ for all of my pretty, and all of my ugly too, i’d love to see me from your point of view. ❞ ❝ a broken heart is all i have now. ❞ ❝ we can deny it as much as we want, but in time our feelings will show. ❞ ❝ i feel like my heart is stuck in bumper-to-bumper traffic. ❞ ❝ you got me all in, how could i not be, i sure hope you know. ❞ ❝ if i can’t have you, is love completely off the table? ❞
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❥𝟓 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄.
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☄️ i.  i didn't ask for this - beth crowley (shard) Strike first / Make it hurt / When everyone assumes the worst / I never have to say I'm sorry / Spiteful / Ruinous / I'm all things you feared I was / Another villain in your story / You think that I'm a spitfire? You should / Afraid you're on my bad side? That's good / If I wanted to end you, I could, I could / I'm sinking down / If you only knew how hard it is for me to climb out / I'm kicking and screaming, but no one can hear me / So what happens now? / The shadows are creeping in / I didn't ask for / I didn't ask for this
😎 ii.  lost - linkin park (shades) Just a scar somewhere down inside of me / Something I can not repair / Even though it will always be / I pretend it isn't there (this is how I feel) / I'm trapped in yesterday (just a memory) / Where the pain is all I know (this is all I know) / And I'll never break away (can't break free) / 'Cause when I'm alone I'm lost in these memories / Living behind my own illusion / Lost all my dignity / Living inside my own confusion
☄️ iii. cold blooded - beth crowley (shard) I tried my best at playing nice / But it's a cutthroat world, so I'm guarding mine / Weakness is as weakness does / To stay alive is not good enough / I've seen things that would break most people / But I'm not most people / On my own, my power uncontrolled / It's intoxicating / And I can't satisfy this craving / I watch as my enemies are reduced to nothing / And I love it / 'Cause I'm that cold-blooded / I live by one simple truth / That if you dare cross me, I'm doing worse to you / So if my hands are stained with blood / It's worth it to be victorious
😎 iv.  supposed to be - icon for hire (shades) Tell me who I'm supposed to be now / Make me better / I can't stay halfway dead forever / Oh oh, oh oh / Can you fix this, am I too far gone? / I've never done this before / Don't know if I'm ready but I wanna move on / And I've never said that before / I don't wanna be stuck, I don't wanna be crazy / This is the way that my sadness made me / Better come quick, yeah better come save me / I don't wanna be stuck, I don't wanna be crazy / This is the way that my sadness made me / Better come quick, yeah better come save me / Tell me, tell me / Tell me who I'm supposed to be now / Make me better / I can't stay halfway dead forever / I fear now / There's not much left of me / When you take the sick away / Who am I supposed to be?
☄️ v.  wanna be twisted - tryhardninja (shard) Look me in the eyes / And tell me honestly / What kind of monster you see? /An angry ghost? A mask? / The symptoms of my disease / Is that all that you think of me? / But what about, What about broken, scarred, betrayed, alone? / What about the real me that I want you to know? / I don't want, wanna be, wanna be twisted / I don't want, wanna be, wanna be cold / This world's forcing my hand / Can you just understand? / I don't want, wanna be, wanna be twisted / But I am / The one you see today / It's not like I had a choice / When my life was dragged to the dark / For years my heart in chains / Like trying to scream without a voice / No wonder my mind came apart / But what about, What about broken, scarred, betrayed, alone? / What about the real me that I want you to know? /I don't want, wanna be, wanna be twisted / I don't want, wanna be, wanna be cold / This world's forcing my hand / Can you just understand? / I don't want, wanna be, wanna be twisted / But I am
😎 bonus. 1x1 - bring me the horizon (shades) Disconnected from the world again / And no, the sun don't shine in the place I've been / So why you keep acting like I don't exist? / Yeah, feel like I'm ready to die, but I can't commit / So I ask myself, when will I learn? / I'd set myself on fire to feel the burn / I'm scared that I'm never gonna be repaired / Put me out of my misery / My mind feels like an archenemy / Can't look me in the eyes / I don't know what hurts the most, holding on or letting go / Reliving my memories, and they're killing me one by one / And I'm staring into the void again, no one knows what a mess I'm in / The voices in my head say, "I'm just being paranoid" / But it's bad for my health, how much I hate myself / I suffocate, the weight, it pulls me underneath
tagged by: @chimonai (thank you!!! ❤) tagging: @silenthcwl / @guardiiadorata @legalbrats and anyone else who wants to do this!
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LYRICS
What's with these homies dissing my girl / Why do they gotta front (Buddy Holly, Weezer)
I can't confront you / I never could do / That which might hurt you (Say It Ain't So, Weezer)
I wanna have control / I want a perfect body / I want a perfect soul (Creep, Radiohead)
You can't find the words to say / All the things that come to you / And I want to feel it too (Island In The Sun, Weezer)
I'm just the beginning / The pen's in my hand, ending unplanned (Unwritten, Natasha Bedingfield)
What I really wanna say / I can't define / Well, it's love / That I need / My soul will have to / Wait till I get back (Santeria, Sublime)
It's only in your head, you feel left out / Or looked down on (The Middle, Jimmy Eat World)
Where I came from isn't all that great / My automobile is a piece of crap / My fashion sense is a little wack / And my friends are just as screwy as me (Beverly Hills, Weezer)
And backbeat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out / I'm sure you've heard it all before, but you never really had a doubt (Wonderwall, Oasis)
Thanks for all you've shown us / But this is how we feel (My Name Is Jonas, Weezer)
Spending days by myself / Remembering slights / I'm not a monument to justice / Plus which I don't forget a face (Can't Keep Johnny Down, They Might Be Giants)
Nevermind, I'll remember you this / I'll remember you this way (Mr. Blue Sky, Weezer cover)
He exists in silence / ‘Til he's all alone / What would his family think / Were they to somehow know (Little Prince, Spring Silver)
If I listened to your lies, would you say / I'm a man without conviction / I'm a man who doesn't know / How to sell a contradiction (Karma Chameleon, Drew Love cover)
If what they say is, "Nothing is forever" / Then what makes love the exception? / So why, oh, why, oh, why, oh, why, oh, why, oh / Are we so in denial when we know we're not happy here? (Hey Ya, Anthony Vincent cover)
Hello, how are you? / It's so typical of me to talk about myself, I'm sorry (Hello, BLVD of Broken Dreams cover by Anthony Vincent)
Something's wrong, shut the light, heavy thoughts tonight / And they aren't of Snow White / Dreams of war, dreams of liars, dreams of dragons' fire / And of things that will bite, yeah (Enter Sandman, Weezer cover)
"Wheel of Fortune", Sally Ride, heavy metal suicide / Foreign debts, homeless vets, AIDS, crack, Bernie Goetz / Hypodermics on the shore, China's under martial law / Rock and roller, cola wars, I can't take it anymore (We Didn't Start the Fire, Billy Joel)
Late night, come home / Work sucks, I know (All The Small Things, blink-182)
Is he depressed / Or is he a mess / Does he feel totally worthless (Particle Man, They Might Be Giants)
Remember hangin' out at Grumpy's? / Chillin' with some dudes in their forties / They always had my back / But never had their own / Kinda wonder what they're doing now / If they had dogs and they had to put 'em down (Bad Dream Baby, Hippo Campus)
I feel fine, the best I've felt in quite a while / I feel fine, I've waited for this all my life / Save my soul, I swear I may never die / I feel fine, I'm freaking out / And I feel fine / I'm all alone, afraid of my life / I just want a home / Wouldn't that be nice? (I'm Freaking Out, The Wrecks)
I ran my mouth off a bit too much, oh, what did I say? / Well, you just laughed it off, it was all okay (Float On, Modest Mouse)
Leave all your love and your longing behind / You can't carry it with you if you want to survive (Dog Days Are Over, Florence + The Machine
I wish you could've heard the music / When the clouds growled overhead / I finally felt enthusiastic / I finally felt alive (Spring and a Storm, Tally Hall)
My hall of fame / And panic is the sport I play / We always play on Saturday / You and I both in uniform ("Listen to Your Heart" "No", Cheekface)
I was looking at a river bed / And the story it told of a river that flowed / Made me sad to think it was dead (A Horse with No Name, America , George Martin)
I'm tired of being what you want me to be / Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface / Don't know what you're expecting of me / Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes / Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Numb, Linkin Park)
Father, into your hands I commend my spirit / Father, into your hands / Why have you forsaken me? / In your eyes forsaken me / In your thoughts forsaken me / In your heart forsaken me (Cop Suey!, System Of A Down)
I was doing fine without ya/ 'Til I saw your face, now I can't erase / Giving in to all his bullshit / Is this what you want? Is this who you are? (The Less I Know The Better, Tame Impala)
ometimes I wake up / And forget about the / Times we shared when we were young / Those days seem so far away from me / But time don't slow (brittle (wake up), Meltycanon)
Looking back on it, I know that I am fortunate and I cannot complain / The nerves, the stress, the total mess, that's all inside my brain / But growing up just makes me really, really, really scared / And I don't think that I'm prepared (2004, Anthony Amorim)
We look for patterns in the static (play hide and seek in your deathtrap of an attic) / And there's a door that leads to nothing (well, I'm sure that stands for something) / But I hold my breath (and pray when the summer ends) / You still haven't found me / I want permanence in the little things / While I leak rust from my broken jeans / I want to feel chaotic / But calm enough to hold you in the morning (Permanence, Bears In Trees)
The sun is fun, the land is dandy / I only talk to dogs because they don't understand me / My teeth are yellow, hello world / Would you like me a little better if they were white like yours? / I need to purge my urges / Shame, shame, shame on you / Alibi to justify, somebody to blame (Alien Blues, Vundabar)
This one is TGIF by Katy Perry and I just think he would like it
Just stare straight ahead / Lie in bed / Try to envision life when I am dead / Do I know? Am I upset? / Do I have things that I regret? / I know I do, how can I stop them all from happening? / Can I stop myself when I don't think? (Any Worze, i.am.orange , fredo disco)
Get your kicks and let's go / If you're sad, don't let it show / Say I'm happy, I'm happy, I'm happy today / I'm happy, I'm happy, I'm happy today / They say put on a happy face / 'Cause we're tick-tock, tick-tock / Ticking like a timebomb (Happy Face, Jagwar Twin)
Maybe I have a shot / I'm stuck in my own thoughts / I'm a wannabe at heart / Everyone had a start (Wannabe Pt. 2, North Bloom)
Why am I soft in the middle now? / Why am I soft in the middle? / The rest of my life is so hard (You Can Call Me Al, Paul Simon)
I never take smoke breaks / I could but I don't / I could but I don't 'cause I know / There's a smoker inside of me somewhere / And I don't wanna let him out / So I catch myself glancing / From the backseat / On the trip home to Plymouth from Lansing / At the pack you keep in the cupholder (Smoke Dreaks, Daddy and The Long Legs)
I wake up, my shoulder's cold / I've got to leave here, before I go / I pull my shirt on, walk out the door / Drag my feet along the floor (Campus, Vampire Weekend)
I can't particularly pick anything out from this but it's Baby You're a Haunted House by Gerard Way
Spoke a lot of words / I don't know if I spoke the truth / Got so much to lose / Got so much to prove / God don't let me lose my mind (Trouble, Cage The Elephant)
I just thought he would like Yellow Rose by GHEDI & AJ Abdullah
Hand me a chart so I know how to start to say this is all I can give / To summarize seems incomplete / How novel is a novel that can fit on one sheet / It seems that I'm destined to fail / To compress myself to the size of a thumbnail (Thumbnail, Louie Zong & Brian David Gilbert)
It's 12:15 and I'm still in pajamas / I got shit to do but I don't really wanna / And I'm just now eating breakfast, is that bad? I hope not / For once all I wanna do is not focus on that (Phonograph, Piper Madison)
I went to go get lost in the morning / I didn't know what I'd find / When I went for a walk in the morning / I found out I lost my mind / So I went down to the park in the morning / And sat down next to a friend / And I made light of a discovery that I couldn't / Comprehend
this is just Winchester Cathedral, New Vaudeville Band
Can't pick anything from this one either but its Black Day in December by Said The Whale
I always wait for me to be deceived / And never find it easy to believe / That someone really means what they mean / They say "wow you are amazing, you're a star / You are wonderful just as you are" / But what do they really think about me? (Ragtime Gal, Wild Ire)
I'm lying low and i'm filling that void / With anything I can show to prove I'm not a waste of space / I don't need you to be proud of me / I just want to you to see / What I can do when you leave (Absentee, Jack Campbell)
There's a ghost in my home / But it's better than being alone / Reading read receipts with no replying / Guess my house is haunted / That's the way I want it / Read receipts with no replying (Ghost, nelward)
look fifteen minutes by Mike Krol is just a Ron song
dashboard by modest mouse too. tbh <3
In five years time / I might not know you / In five years time / We might not speak, Oh / In five years time / We might not get along / In five years time / You might just prove me wrong (5 Years Time, Noah And The Whale)
Your hands in my pocket they warm me like summer sun / And I remember being unlucky from my first day till now / You never talked to me only when we drove outside this town / And I'm so fed up with being held don't try to hold me now (Things I Don't Need, Human Tetris)
Money by The Drums. yup
Where Is My Mind? by Pixies. yuuuup.
I put Check Yes Juliet on here because I think he would like it.
Siena says you're getting used / But something's broken in your head / And you can't run away when you need to (Sleep With A Baseball Bat, Cosmic Johnny)
I DONT TRUST U ANYMORE by Left at London. i dont quite know what to say.
Livin' On A Prayer by Bon Jovi . he likes it
8675309 (Jenny) by Tommy Tutone. he likes it
Somebody That I Used To Know by Gotye. The cover looks like him sort of, and it DOES fit him.
Remember When by Wallows. Just listen to this one tbh
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fstbmp-a · 11 months
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repost & list 6 songs that inspire you to write your muse
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"Goodbye, never will I see them again. Nor would they want me to. Stop beating around the bush. Okay, I'm okay. But I guess that's just me. Nobody is to blame for my fate. [...] I wanna just be a trigger with a brutish impulse. Trigger, the silent preacher. Watch out, keep your hands off. Don't make a big deal out of me. Trigger, don't be curious about me. I don't want you to get hurt." - trigger, NAOKI & ARC SYSTEM WORKS.
"I've had enough. There's a voice in my head. Says I'm better off dead. But if I sing along a little fucking louder .To a happy song, I'll be alright. You want to give up. Gave it all that you've got. And it still doesn't cut. But if you sing along a little fucking louder. To a happy song. You'll be just fine." -happy song, bring me the horizon.
"There was blood in the air. I was on all fours, screaming life isn't fair. Break down these walls. As their marksmen hit their marks. And their cloaks of justice are only cloaks after all. Born young and wild. Don't let them cut your tail. Just a pinch of salt in the wound, you'll be fine. One last lifeline, I'm hanging high." -wolves of revolution, the arcadian wild.
"Our path diverged upon a road. You chose a darker fate to sow. I watched you turn from friend to foe. It had to end like this, I finally know. The things I hope, the failing dream. Has finally got the best of me. I wish that I could be there. I want to be the one to watch you die." - (i want to be the one) to watch you die, the megas.
"You don't, you don't know where I've been. What's going on inside, where. The monsters like to come alive, come alive. Do you really wanna know me? I'm really not that cozy. It's up to you so you decide, you decide. [...] Broken windows and a warning scribbled on my walls. Saying that you better turn around. Wouldn't be the first to try to burn me down. Your move, you choose." - haunted house, neoni.
"Ambitious flame hidden in my heart. Didn’t know how to grow from a single fire spark. Nowhere to go, and the road was dark. Couldn’t wait, ran ahead. It’s time to move and make my mark. I gave my pride, left all my regret. I just wish to be stronger to give it all my best. What do I do to spread this burning courage? Everyday, every night. I’m stuck inside of my head." -go strike!, james landino.
& list 6 quotes that inspire you to write your muse
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"There is always light. If only we're brave enough to see it. If only we're brave enough to be it." - Amanda Gorman
"Statistically 100 percent of the shots you don't take don't go in." - Wayne Gretsky
"This thing we call 'failure' is not the falling down but the staying down." - Mary Pickford
"Drawing on my fine command of the English language, I said nothing." - Robert Benchley
"The injury we do and the one we suffer are not weighed in the same scale." - Aesop
"When I'm not thanked at all, I'm thanked enough." - Henry Fielding
tagged by: @mngrlmgic (how dare you /lh)
tagging: i begin crawling through your screen.
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I only want to die alive Never by the hands of a broken heart I don't wanna hear you lie tonight Now that I've become who I really am .
Was able to get 5 minutes sitting outside in today's gorgeous 71 degree day. What was the weather where you are? ..#redheadcollection#redhead#redheads #redheaded#redheadlife#redheadsdoitbetter #redheadgirl#redheadsofinstagram #naturalredhead#iamredhead#redhair #redhaircolor#redhairdontcare#weloveredhair #ginger#gingers#gingerhair#gingergirl #gingerlife#gingersofinstagram#ruiva #ruivas#model#spring#blueeyes
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okay so here the album ive been blorbofying for a week:
king of a tragedy
Every word you say is fragile It's like a walk on broken glass I'm like a deer, so scared of your headlights You got your right foot hard on the gas Can we stay right here forever? You make it hard to run away Every word you say is fragile
i like the double triple meaning of “you make it hard to run away” like that can mean “i love being here with you i dont want to run away with you” but it can also mean “you keep pulling me back into your gravity and thats not necessarily good” and it can also just mean outright hostage tecteun division timeless child
is it alright for you
Spilling out my coffee Singing in the wrong tune Nothing goes the way it should Waiting for the days to leave So dreams can come take care of me Losing my directions Breathing underwater Acting like somebody else Is this really happening? Who can tell? I can feel your eyes Gazing at me Under your spell What do you need? And tell me this Is it alright for you? Forgetting who my friends are Falling into Mozart What do I believe in now? Diving into darker seas Maybe it's my destiny Losing my ambitions Loving how the pain feels Maybe I'm meant to bleed Am I dying in reality? Who can tell?
nothing left behind
With my back against the wall And my feet back on the ground Will I ever let it go? All my fears of falling down When you touch my hand When you take control You're the only one I want But then I'm scared to feel the pain I walk away, I walk away Wanna love you Like there's nothing left to hide Wanna love you 'Til there's nothing left to find 'Til the sun burns out, 'til the moon comes down And my heart runs out of time Wanna love you Like there's nothing left behind I would give you all of me Tell you all I've ever known Evеry sight you get to see The way I dance whеn I'm alone Are we summer nights? Are we always hot? Did I finally lose my mind? But I'm so scared to feel the pain I walk away, I walk away If you walk away, I will never forgive myself I keep losing my way and I know that I need your help I'll hold onto your heart and just finally give it my all Wanna love you Like there's nothing left behind
let somebody go
When you let somebody know you're not gonna be around You want her to be fine, it hurts to lеt somebody down Tears come down your facе, and you wonder if you'll ever know How to let somebody, let somebody go
naturally
I said I need space, I must be mad I'll go to the moon and bring you back Like a drop in the ocean All my emotions are running wild I'm tied with my hands behind my back Walking in circles, counting laps I don't want a headache To turn into heartache Don't wanna fall in love I'm falling in love When you look at me I come alive If you choose to leave I'll wanna die I'm falling in love Don't wanna fall in love I won't catch no sleep until you're mine Can't let it go when it comes so naturally How do you find the words to say I wanna be with you all the way I'm coming on so strong Grab me and hold on, maybe we Can get on a boat and sail away And maybe we'll find a place to stay If you gеt to know me Won't you just leave mе?
good things come to those who wait
Many years have passed and I'm still here And the end of this endeavor is nowhere near The power that she has is still so strong Will she ever let me in and take me home? I stop along the way But I always carry on There is nothing in the world that can stop me Out harder days Never lose their faith Keep holding on Even when tides are strong Don't go without a fight You can leave it all behind It's all or nothing And I will follow her
love me again
I have been here many times I have had my heart broken Am I asking for too much? When the rain won't stop falling 
I want more I want fireworks and thunder In the heat of a summer night Can we go back forever? Love me again I want it all Set the city on fire Like a feeling that never dies Can wе go back forever? Love mе again We are slowly fading out And it breaks me to say it I blame me every time I am not what you wanted
fifty ways
I've been stone cold, I've been rude I've been happy loving you I've been anxious, I've been blue I've been sweet and nervous too I am here, but I'm not here I am lonely in your arms I am warm and I am scared I'm enchantеd by your charm Fifty ways to falling in love I don't know who to be, you get the best of me Feeling it below and above Falling in love to see, what is the best of me Seems like I never ever let it grow Never let it learn, never let it show Wish I could love as easily as the wind As the wind blows
fire burns you cold
You want the fire When the fire burns everything down to the ground Am I a liar? I'm not lying here alone when you're not around I don't want love like this, I'll miss your kiss But that's the way it goes Who wants the fire When the fire, the fire burns you cold? Can you say, "I love you" and everything is okay? Or is it just game over in this game that we played?
and this is more of a thoschei one: the best of you
I don't like the person I've become I'm wrapped around your finger from day one I slowly see my future slip away But just a look into your eyes can make me stay There's something in the water That tries to pull me down I couldn't see you clearer Then the way I see you now There's something in the water There's something in this wine I tried to see the best of you But you're eating me alive Scared of my reflection in the mirror Should have never dived into your water
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firstaidspray · 2 years
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OC Tag - Song Challenge
step 1 →create your oc (or ocs) in this picrew
step 2 → list 5 songs that inspired (or capture the feel of) your oc. if you chose multiple, feel free to pick your favorite or do songs for all of ‘em! (and feel free to list fewer or more songs if you want)
I decided I wanted to redo this and put it under a readmore without the meanings lol, and do it for a couple more of my ocs because they have really really good playlists and I'd like to share some of that with you all. Even if you don't care. Too bad.
Reverie (The Righteous Gemstones)
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1. Bitch by Meredith Brooks
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease / I'm a goddess on my knees / When you hurt, when you suffer / I'm your angel undercover / I've been numb, I'm revived / Can't say I'm not alive / You know I wouldn't want it any other way
2. She Talks To Angels by The Black Crowes
She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket / she wears a cross around her neck / yeah, the lock of hair is from a little boy / and the cross is someone she has not met / not yet
3. Halo by Soil
Bitter sins, how they grow within / so you tell me it ain't right / I am all sins / and you're my reason for life
4. Follow Me Down by The Pretty Reckless
Nights avoiding things unholy / your hand slips across my skin / I go down on you so slowly / don't confess none of your sins
5. Pain Lies on the Riverside by Live
I have forever, always tried / to stay clean and constantly baptized / I'm aware that the river's banks, they are dry / and to wait for a flood / is to wait for life
Juliette Chrysler (Vice Principals / Killing It)
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1. Homecoming Queen by Hinder
A shame, shame, shame that our homecoming queen / had a lot to prove and so many to please / she's just somebody's daughter / just looking for somebody to love her
2. I Want You to Want Me by Letters to Cleo
I want you to want me / I need you to need me / I'd love you to love me / I'm begging you to beg me
3. #1 Crush by Garbage
Violate all my love that I'm missing / throw away all the pain that I'm living / you will believe in me / and I can never be ignored
4. Girl Next Door by Saving Jane
I get a little bit / she gets a little more / she's Miss America / and I'm just the girl next door
5. Brown Eyed Girl by Everclear
Now that the years gone by / yeah, now that I'm on my own / I saw you just the other day / oh my, baby you have grown
Dolly Dobson (The Devil's Rejects)
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1. Be Yourself by Audioslave
Even when you've paid enough / been pulled apart / or been held up / every single memory of / the good or bad, faces of love / don't lose any sleep tonight / I'm sure everything will end up alright / you may win or lose
2. If You Could Only See by Tonic
Seems the road less traveled / shows happiness unraveled / and you got to take a little dirt / to keep what you love / that's what you gotta do
3. Letter to God by Hole
I've lost all self-esteem / by burying everything / and I feel nothing, nothing
4. Lady Picture Show by Stone Temple Pilots
She hides because she don't know nothin' / don't know nothin' anymore / she keeps a funny face / it's locked and bagged / it's just outside the door
5. Killpop by Slipknot
Will she ever find / one million of a kind? /it's cold and lonely / but that's because she told me / lost inside her dirty world / no one hurts this pretty girl but her
Gehenna (Hellraiser)
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1. Gehenna by Slipknot
Free my severed heart / give me you / I want it / I don't wanna be myself
2. You've Seen the Butcher by Deftones
You slowly enter / 'cause you know my room / you crawl your knees off / and then you shake my tomb
3. Adrenalize by In This Moment
I crave excess, turning wine into sweat / dripping down my neck / I can't deny, I'd die without this / make me feel like a God, adrenaline and sex
4. Judith by A Perfect Circle
It's not like you killed someone / it's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side / praise the one who left you / broken down and paralyzed / he did it all for you
5. Ouija Board by Chevelle
Never say die unless you mean it / you're the salt of the earth left uneasy / right or wrong, if the world explodes / well you and I are one
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determinedwriter · 6 months
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Whumptober 2023: Day 12: Insomnia
Whumptober 2023: Day 12: Insomnia (Continued from yesterday's part)
Ro
Help doesn’t come the way I hoped it would. Nobody comes for us and I’m left to care for Peter who only gets worse. What am I going to do if help doesn’t come soon? Will I be able to keep him alive?
I’m scared I won’t be good enough to keep the one I love safe. And I truly, deeply love Peter Parker—more than a high school sweetheart. I know in my heart that it’s so much more than that. It’s a bond like nothing else.
I watch him all night as he sleeps, not able to bring myself to get some shut-eye like he is. I’m afraid he might never wake up, but I stop myself from waking him. He needs rest to heal, I think. I’m not sure what else to do.
Looking down at the sweet, sleeping boy, my heart swells. I can’t lose him. I wish I were the one in his position. He’s the last person who deserves this. I should tell him how much I adore him. I should. I-
“Ro?” He mumbles. 
“Hey, Pete,” I reply softly.
Even with all of the pain he’s clearly in, he grins at me and asks about how I’m doing before worrying about himself. “You know, you can still leave if-“
I glare at him. “Don’t do this.” 
Peter backs down. “I’m sorry. I just want you to be safe.”
“I know that.” I snap. 
He shuts up and I sigh. “I’m sorry. I’m just worried about you.”
“What about your arm?” He questions.
I look at my arm that I’ve now put in a sling made from my flannel over my shirt. “I’m fine. It hurts, but I’ll live.”
“It looks broken.” He replies, echoing the same sentiment as yesterday when we got into this mess. 
“I don’t know if it is or if it isn’t. All that matters is you.” I say.
“Ro, that’s not true. You need help.” Peter argues.
“You can’t walk. I’m taking care of you whether you like it or not, mister.” I counter. “No ifs ands or buts about it.”
He shuts his eyes and exhales. “You should at least get some sleep.”
I don’t mean to be uncooperative, but I can tell I’m testing his patience. “I can’t. I have to look after you. The guys that blew up the bus and set the trap could come and hurt us.”
Peter frowns. “I don’t want to be the reason you die. I can’t lose you. Especially not because of my own mistakes. I ran into the woods without a second thought and now you’re dealing with it.”
“Peter, you ran into these woods because you heard a scream. It’s in your nature to look out for people.
Friendly neighborhood Spider-Man and all that. It was a trap, but you did the right thing. That’s not on you. That’s on the assholes that set the trap and probably so killed our classmates.” I reassure him.
“We don’t know they’re dead.” He mumbles.
“We didn’t see anyone else get out of that bus alive. I…I don’t know. If someone else was alive, we would have seen them.” I say stubbornly.
“Have a little faith,” Peter tells me.
“Having faith hasn’t done shit for me,” I grumble. “Look where we are. Look at the things around me. They…they all get ruined. People die. Because of me.”
He squeezes my hand. “You save people. You saved me.”
“My mom is gone and I couldn’t protect her. My first home was destroyed by the Mandarin, I was injected with Extremis and tortured with it as a little girl, I caused Loki to kill Agent Coulson in New York…I’m more trouble than I’m worth. And sooner or later, you’ll be hurt by me too. No matter how hard I try to stop it. After this is all over, you should stay away from me. Far away.” I explain.
He’s silent for a long moment. “None of that is your fault. None of it.”
I shake my head. “I don’t wanna lose you.”
“Good,” Peter says softly. “I don’t wanna lose you either. Ro, I…”
Brushing hair out of the weak, sweet boy’s face, I kiss him. “I think you’re pretty rad.”
He coughs, laughing lightly. “Thanks. You’re pretty rad too.”
“We’re gonna be okay,” I tell him. “I promise.”
I promise, Peter.
(Continued in tomorrow's part and continues for another few parts.)
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alaskarcenciel · 6 months
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ep 8: Revelations
words : 1997
30th of May, 2023, an hour after Sam talked with Natasha:
After Kassy ran away, Sam came back to her apartment, and started to cry. She went into the bathroom, and collapsed on her knees, wiping away tears with the back of her hands. She lifted up her knees and put her face into it. Her heart was broken, one more time, because of Natasha Romanoff.
In Sam's mind:
"No.
Not because of Natasha.
It's on you this time.
You could have told Kassy about all of it, it's not like you didn't have the right to talk about it" she thought.
"Well, it's all about a secret organization, superpowers and superheroes, it's not like I didn't talk to her about some freaky brother I don't talk to anymore, it's bigger than that. And I didn't talk about it to anyone, not just her, no one here knows about it. Maybe it should change... maybe I should talk about it to the others before Kassy does."
Kassy...
Sam raised her head, and started to search her phone. When she finally found it, she opened instagram to reach Kassy. She wanted to explain herself. Maybe she could understand? She couldn't find her profile in her followers, nor in her following. Sam's eyebrows frown. She tried to find her in the recent conversation, but her profile pic never appeared.
No...
Sam took a more attentive look, and ended up reviewing all the conversation one by one to finally find Kassy's. Without profile pic, nor pseudonym anymore.
No no no no no...
Sam clicked on her profile, and saw she's blocked.
NO.
She went on all the other social media she knows about the woman, but everywhere it was the same, she couldn't reach her because Kassy didn't want her to do it.
Game over.
Kassy didn't want her in her life anymore. Everything they built together, years of friendship, weeks of flirting, everything just disappeared because Romanoff came into her apartment without even warning before. Kassy and Sam's relationship was ruined, all because Romanoff came into Sam's apartment like a thief and threatened Kassy. If only Romanoff had the kindness to be nice, it could have ended way better than how it actually ended.
Kassy even left the group chat they had with all their friends.
Juliet asked if someone knew why she left.
Yes, I know...thoughts Sam.
In french.
Sam: Well, it's on me.
Juliet: What? What happened?
Sam: I- I need to talk to y'all about something..
Nathan: Go ahead??
Leila: What's going on Sam? Are you okay??
Sam: A few months ago, in November, something weird happened to me while I was eating tuna fish.
Juliet: What weird thing could happen when you eat fish bro? You became a mermaid like Ariel?
Nathan: lmaooo I don't think that's it Ju'
Sam: No I'm not a mermaid guys T-T
Juliet: Arg, what a pity, it could have been fun :(
Sam: I was eating this tuna fish, and suddenly my whole body started to be covered with some... I don't even know what it really was, stone, maybe, idk but it was weird, and I thought I was going to die, but then the stone broke, and I got out of it, and I was alive, it felt weird, I felt weird, but I was alive.
Nathan: Wtf bro, you're joking right?
Leila: Whatttt
Juliet: And you are sure you don't have the power to change into a mermaid?
Sam: It's not a joke, I'm serious, and yes I am sure I am not a mermaid T-T but I-
Nathan: You what???
Juliet: You can do something cool tho??
Sam: I can feel the water like it's a part of my body and control it
Leila: Whaaaatttt
Nathan: wtf bro??? seriously? Is that a joke you and Kassy thought it would be fun to do to us?
Juliet: I KNEW IT HAHAHAH I KNEW IT GUYS I TOLD YOU SOMETHING COOL HAPPENED
Sam: It's not a joke, I'm serious, I can move water and change it into ice, and change ice into water, etc...
Nathan: I need to see it
Leila: Maybe we can meet today?
Juliet: YES I WANNA SEE IT
Sam: Okay, let's meet then, where?
Juliet: to the pool? There's a lot of water :))
Nathan: and a lot of people, I don't think it's a good idea
Sam: Yeah, I agree with Nath', let's find something without that many people.
They finally met in a park, close to Sam's apartment. Juliet came first, excited by the idea of superpowers, then Nathan and Leila arrived together, they were living close to each other and often traveled together. Juliet was a little girl, with long brown curly hair, she was pretty, but not like pretty-gorgeous, more like pretty-cute. A pair of glasses always topped this little nose of hers. Nathan wasn't tall, but not small either, something like 1m75. He had black short hair, and green eyes, his face was thin, almost androgynous, but nobody ever thought he was a girl though. Leila was the same height as Nathan, the color of her hair was like a squirrel, not brown, but not blond either, light brown maybe, chestnuts would say some people. Her face was dotted with freckles. None of them was ugly, but no one was handsome enough to be popular for that at school.
In french.
Sam: Hey
Nathan: So...
Leila: Show us
Juliet: Please
Leila rolled her eyes, smiling: Please, can you show us? We all are curious
Nathan: It's a weird story and I won't believe it until I saw it with my own eyes.
Sam put her hands in her bag, and got a bottle of water out of it. She walked a few meters, and put it on the ground, then got back with her friends. She raised her right arm, fingers stretched, and started to move them, eyebrows frowned, eyes screwed up. Suddenly, the bottle fell. Then get back up. Then fall again. Then started to spin, like the roulette in a casino, faster and faster. Then stopped moving.
Sam's fingers got faster, and the bottle began to fly, and came in Sam's hand.
Sam: See?
Nathan's face was white. Everyone was quiet. Or maybe silent would have been a better word to describe the total lack of sound there was between the group of friends.
Juliet: Okay that's crazy.
Nathan: Yup, crazy is the word, I- I don't have any other to describe it.
Sam: You believe me now?
Nathan: Definitively.
Leila: Sure.
Juliet: Well, I never doubt what you say, but that's kinda impressive to see it for real.
Nathan: And you can do that since November, that's it?
Sam:... Well, yes, I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier, it was so scary at first, and then I didn't know how to tell you, I thought you would be scared to death of me and would run away...
Leila: We're not going to let you down, Sam, you're still our friend.
Nathan: If you trust us enough to tell us about this, we can't just be scared and run away.
Sam: Well, that's what Kassy did, so...
Juliet: She ran away for that?? But that's amazing, seriously, I wanna know what else you can do, I'm sure you can do sooo much cool things!!!
Sam: Yeah, I can freeze the water and make the ice melt, I'll show you if you're nice with me.
Juliet: Yayyy I want to seeee.
Sam: You will, but first there are other things we need to talk about...
Nathan, worried: Like what? Don't tell me you can change into a mermaid or talk to the fish
Sam smiled.
Sam: No, no other super powers... for me at least.
Leila: What do you mean, "for you"?? Who else got super powers??
Sam: Well, you know, the Avengers, the S.H.I.E.L.D. agents, all that stuff...
Nathan: What?
Her friends looked lost.
Leila: You mean, the Avengers, like the superheroes group who protect the world from the Alien a few years ago?
Sam: Yeah, those Avengers.
Leila: What about them?
Sam: Well, I kinda worked with them a few months ago.
Juliet: YOU DID WHAT??? OMG THAT'S SO COOL, HOW ARE THEY IRL???
Sam: Shhhhh, don't talk that loud, it didn't last so long, I- I wasn't really useful, so I decided to quit, and then I got kidnapped by Hydra, and that's why I didn't answer to all your texts guys. I'm sorry I didn't told you sooner, I was way to afraid to loose y'all, so I just- I just shut the fuck up, and said it was because of my mental health, which really wasn't good...
Leila: So you're telling us that you worked with the Avengers and decided to leave and then a psycho took you in their basement??
Sam: Well, basically, yes, that's what happened...
Juliet: How could you decide to leave the Avengers? They're so cool.
Sam: I got injured during my first mission, and recovery took forever, and they always were in mission, so no one really cared about me, so I felt useless, so I decided that I would be better here, with y'all who really likes me.
Nathan: They didn't like you?
Juliet: How could they not like you? Are they stupid or what? They don't know what they're losing.
Sam: I- I don't know, I mean, Wanda surely liked me, Tony always was against the idea to put me in the team, I thought Natasha liked me, but last time we talked, just before I came back here, after I get off Hydra's basement, she was kinda mean. Well no, at first she was nice, she was like "We're here if you need anything, gngngn" but 5 minutes after we had an argument, she told me that maybe Tony was right since the beginning and she should have said so way before, and that maybe I didn't deserve them to care about me, so I'm not really sure if she likes me or not, anyway, she came in my apartment by my window yesterday and scared Kassy to death and kinda threatened her, so I'm kinda mad at her.
Leila: Do we all agree that Natasha is Natasha Romanoff, like the Black Widow?
Sam nodded.
Juliet, admiring: The Black Widow came into your apartment yesterday??
Nathan: Wait what I don't get it, what happened yesterday??
Leila: Yeah, I was wondering why she was in your apartment.
Sam: Fury -the director of S.H.I.E.L.D.- wanna know why I didn't call him back yet.
Leila: And why would you have done so?
Nathan: I don't get it, why send Romanoff?
Sam: uh, I was supposed to call him back 2 weeks after I came back here, he told me I got 2 weeks of holidays and I had to call him after to come back work for him, with the Avengers or in the S.H.I.E.L.D. directly or anywhere else, but he wanted me to come back after I took a bit of rest, he didn't get that I don't wanna come back AT ALL, I wasn't just taking vacation. He's a busy man, so he thought Natasha and I were still friends and it would be a great way to make me come back.
Nathan: Smart enough, if you'd stayed friends...
Sam: Yeah, he probably didn't think that we had an argument last time we saw each other and it wouldn't actually be efficient.
Leila: Well, if he sends an agent to check on you a month and half after your departure, maybe he really wants you in his team and you would be useful there.
Sam looked at her.
Leila: I'm just saying.
She shrugged.
Sam: Anyway, I don't want to come back there, so they will need to have a big argument if they want me to come back.
Nathan: Well, they probably will come back someday, but before that, what about taking advantage of the free time we have? We could go on a road trip!
Leila: Except we don't really have a car nor a driver's license, but yeah, great idea.
She smiled, mocking him.
Juliet: Let's go camping! We don't need a car, we can choose a place where we can move by train, or bus or anything.
Sam: Great idea, I like it.
Nathan: Yeah, well, the road trip will wait a few years I guess...
They decided to go to Sam's apartment to organize the trip, which will take place during July. During the evening, Sam debriefed to them all what happened when Natasha came into her apartment, what she said, what Sam answered, and what happened with Kassy after.
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catboyrichardkarinsky · 8 months
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You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down
Down
Before you met me
I was all right, but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life, now
Every February
You'll be my valentine
Valentine
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets; just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever
You make me feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
Lance, looking back is what brought me to your bed last night
If I look forward, I can only think about Juliet's future
And how much she needs me
Juliet is a big girl!
She must be at least fourteen by now
She's in her twenties
See, there you go!
And I am supposed to stay here with you
When I don't even know what's going on in your heart?
If you want it
Take it
I should have said it before
Try to hide it
Fake it
I can't pretend anymore
I only wanna die alive
Never by the hands of a broken heart
I don't wanna hear you lie tonight
Now that I've become who I really are
This is
The part when I say I don't want you
I'm stronger than I've been before
This is
The part when I break free
'Cause I can't resist it no more
You make me (This is)
Feel like I'm living a (the part when)
Teenage dream (I say I don't want you)
The way you turn me on (I'm stronger than I've been before)
I can't sleep (This is)
Let's run away (the part)
And don't ever look back (when I break free)
Don't ever look back (I can't resist it no more)
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby, I believe
This is real
So take a chance and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
Oh, baby!
This is the part when I say I don't want you
I'm stronger than I've been before
This is the part when I break free
'Cause I can't resist it no more
This is the part when I say I don't want you
I'm stronger than I've been before
This is the part when I break free
'Cause I can't resist it no more
weird middle aged french romance ftw
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