#i need to stop eating
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⚠️tw meanspo
Is it self control ?
YOU REALLY CALL IT SELF CONTROL?
Eating too much
Taking another piece of cake
And another
Why ?
WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DO THAT, YOU UGLY PIECE OF SHIT?
What about your goal ?
You fucked it up, you fucker!
You're worthless
And ugly
And stupid
You're not better than a pig
Piglets are at least cute.... you're not
Why?
Because you eat all the time!
You're fat!
You better quit
Stop eating, motherfucker
You want to be skinny ?
Stop eating
#mental health#mentally ill#trauma#tw selfhate#tw#tw ed#i wanna be skinny#tw meanspo#meanspo#ed spo#you're fat#I'm fat#i need to stop eating#ed#I'll be skinny
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me: eats 3 cashews
ed: “you binged lmao”
me: ☹
#i need to lose this weight#i wanna be weightless#tw ana fast#tw ana shit#tw ed diet#ana trigger#ana talks#ana rant#ed not ed sheeran#ed not sheeren#i want to be skinnier#i will reach my ugw#i wanna be tiny#i wanna be skinnier#i need to stop eating#i need to lose so much weight#ed bllog#disordered eating mention#tw ed rant#ed life
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Hello, it's me, I'm back.
Yesterday I wanted to wear my jeanshorts I wore last year (they were a bit too big) and couldn't even Button them anymore... I feel like shit, I need to loose weight, I need to get back into my good old ed headspace. Fuck.
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I’m so bloated it hurts
It’s a sensory nightmare for me
#ed not sheeren#pro recovery#meanspii#tw ed in the tags#tw ed vent#weight loss#vent#ed vent#i wanna lose weight#I need to stop eating#i want to be thinner#i need to be thin#i wish i was skinnier#i need to be perfect
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I could be thinner but no, I have to eat and ruined literally everything
Sometimes it feels like I made this disease up.
#like I'm not sick enough#I'm eating to much for having an ed#i suck#anorexia#i need to shut my fucking mouth up#shut it#i need to stop eating
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I need to be skinny I need to be skinny
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when we’re done with our overwhelming grief we’ll eat i guess
#book 22#im verh drunk#hi#greatest hits#not really sure why this one resonated. are u all ok#is everyone just at the shiva#yall need to stop saying you arent gonna eat then in the tags#i love that a lot of you are getting beautiful things out of this#but some of yall need to know i wrote this while incredibly drunk#this isnt meant to be all that deep this is just shitty iliad posting#more comments like this is just judaism. surprise surprise im jewish#but again this isnt about sitting shiva#this is me drunk talking about the last 3 books of the iliad#idk what to tell u man
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I like everything about ed really....
But feeling cold all the time ?
Please no
I can feel bad physically but not cold
Even fireplace is not helping
#ed#twed#tw ed#ed in tags#not pro#tw ed in the tags#ed but not sheeran#ed disorder#ed not ed sheeran#disordered eating thoughts#ed vent#ednotsheeran#edbllr#eating disorder#eating disorders#i need to stop eating#tw disordered eating#disordered eating in tags#ana trigger#anarec1a#tw ana diary#tw ana related#tw ana shit#4n4rexia#4n4r3x1a
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Do you ever look around and wonder who else is keeping their life a secret?
#i want sleep#what am i even saying#what the fuck am i thinking lately#w h a t#i feel like that is so me on a daily basis#i need to stop tagging#and eating#i need to stop eating#i been doing a but too much of eating lately#and its not even healthy#soooo#yeah#anyways#bye for now#lol
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my friend just said “you look anorexic” and that was genuinely the best compliment i’ve ever gotten
#tw ana shit#tw ana fast#tw ed diet#ed bllog#tw disordered eating#ana dairy#ana trigger#weight loss#fat loss#ed not sheeren#ed not ed sheeran#ana and mia#anorexigenic#i want to be skinnier#skinnyyy#i need to lose this weight#i need to stop eating#i wanna be weightless
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I looked up other ways to induce vomiting and it's like "noooo vomiting is bad for you don't do it on purpose" and gave ed resources like stfu
#sorry guys I'm unhappy rn#haven't lost weight recently just been maintaining#it's bc I eat too much and I ate today even tho I shouldn't have#I need to stop eating#the problem is that I know nutrition and health and medicine and everything so I'm fully aware that eating is healthy#and so sometimes I eat bc the health part of me says I should#but idc about my health I care about my weight#this is so pathetic I'm gonna kms#I haven't posted like this in awhile I'm sorry#ed tw#Sera
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Clementine
I peel the skin away
Daring myself to do it in one piece
It soothes me
Knowing I can keep it whole
I split apart the wedges
and slip the first piece into my mouth
I love me
The second piece lingers on my tongue
I love me not
I force myself to chew and swallow
The third piece
I love me
I savor the flavor
And remind myself this is good for me
The fourth piece
I love me not
4.5 calories added to the tally in my head
The fifth piece
I love me
4.5 calories
I am fueling my body
Giving it what it needs
The sixth piece
I love me not
The strings stick in my teeth
I spit the whole thing out
It was ruined anyways
The seventh piece
I love me
Chew and swallow
The juices run down the back of my throat
And settle in my stomach
The eighth piece
I love me not
It taunts me
How can such a small crescent take up so much space
I’m not really even that hungry
And it’s only one piece
I turn the plate over into the trash can
It is empty
I wish I was empty
I love me not
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think imma start one of those rly restrictive diets. i keep staying the same weight. at least i'm not gaining, but it's getting annoying.
my doc allowed to start dropping the pill that makes me gain, but since i rage quit it i'm already taking 50mg when i'm supposed to take 150 (took 200 before). lmao, i sleep fine now but when will i lose weight?? its been like this for a while even after lowering the dosage by that much.
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