#i need some serious help

[neteyamlover69]

y’all i’m so fucking delusional this guy wants me so bad oooooo…🌀🌀🌀🌀

#he wants me so bad #HELP #i need some serious help

[catz4ever]

My ruthless, cunning, sweet-talking, twisted dark elf...🖤

Made this for all my fellow Adar stans...I hope you like it!

#adar #Joseph Mawle #rings of power #uruk #i need some serious help #daddy? sorry #best part of the show #always falling for the dark and twisted ones #the way he throws people to the ground #if you know you know #there's good in him i know it #he's just misunderstood #im horrible at edits so be kind #im obsessed #i can't stop thinking about him

[lias-writings]

ayo, I just spend 3 days on character.ai, but I’m back expect new fic, very soon, I’m very excited about this one and I want it to be the best!!

#lia talks🪞🎀 #character ai #it’s an addiction at this poin #I need some serious help #ellie williams the last of us

[lightpost]

Oh if the universe still cares! Send a fucking miracle this pain is makin gme want to take another trip to the ER for the 5th time. I want drugs hard core! give me all the pain meds FUCK!

I got so much pain going into my thigh I can't even lay on my side or lay down right now the pain throbs and kicks in my side my organ feels like it's floating tonight and I want to throw up so badly when the blood hit my stomach I can feel pins and needles in my stomach

and the pins and needles go into my foot.

I'm so tired but the pain is keeping me up

I need help

seriously

serious help

#I need some serious help #help #medical condition #nutcracker syndrome #nutcracker is taking my life #left renal vein #compression vein #compression medical #I need a miracle #seriously #i give up #i give you all my pain #kidney #I'm done #I'm giving up #I let go #no doctor gives a fuck

[abodyfarm]

oh of course silly me

#i need some serious help #how do i use keyboard smashes This Much #lmao #shut up till

[inkskinned]

you were raised in comparison.

it wasn't always obvious (well. except for the times that it was), but you internalized it young. you had to eat what you didn't like, other people are going hungry, and you should be grateful. you had to suck it up and walk on the twisted ankle, it wasn't broken, you were just being a baby. you were never actually suffering, people obviously had it worse than you did.

you had a roof over your head - imagine! with the way you behaved, with how you talked back to your parents? you're lucky they didn't kick you out on your ass. they had friends who had to deal with that. hell, you have friends who had to deal with that. and how dare you imply your father isn't there for you - just because he doesn't ever actually talk to you and just because he's completely emotionally checked out of your life doesn't mean you're not fucking lucky. think about your cousins, who don't even get to speak to their dad. so what if yours has a mean streak; is aggressive and rude. at least you have a father to be rude to you.

you really think you're hurting? you were raised in a home! you had access to clean water! you never so much as came close to experiencing a real problem. sure, okay. you have this "mental illness" thing, but teenagers are always depressed, right. it's a phase, you'll move on with your life.

what do you mean you feel burnt out at work. what do you mean you mean you never "formed healthy coping mechanisms?" we raised you better than that. you were supposed to just shoulder through things. to hold yourself to high expectations. "burning out" is for people with real jobs and real stress. burnout is for people who have sick kids and people who have high-paying jobs and people who are actually experiencing something difficult. recently you almost cried because you couldn't find your fucking car keys. you just have lost your sense of gratitude, and honestly, we're kind of hurt. we tell you we love you, isn't that enough? if you want us to stick around, you need to be better about proving it. you need to shut up about how your mental health is ruined.

it could be worse! what if you were actually experiencing executive dysfunction. if you were really actually sick, would you even be able to look at things on the internet about it? you just spend too much time on webMD. you just like to freak yourself out and feel like you belong to something. you just like playing the victim. this is always how you have been - you've always been so fucking dramatic. you have no idea how good you have it - you're too fucking sensitive.

you were like, maybe too good of a kid. unwilling to make a real fuss. and the whole time - the little points, the little validations - they went unnoticed. it isn't that you were looking for love, specifically - more like you'd just wanted any one person to actually listen. that was all you'd really need. you just needed to be witnessed. it wasn't that you couldn't withstand the burden, but you did want to know that anyone was watching. these days, you are so accustomed to the idea of comparison - you don't even think you belong in your own communities. someone always fits better than you do. you're always the outlier. they made these places safe, and then you go in, and you are just not... quite the same way that would actually-fit.

you watch the little white ocean of your numbness lap at your ankles. the tide has been coming in for a while, you need to do something about it. what you want to do is take a nap. what you want to do is develop some kind of time machine - it's not like you want your life to stop, not completely, but it would really nice if you could just get everything to freeze, just for a little while, just until you're finished resting. but at least you're not the worst you've been. at least you have anything. you're so fucking lucky. do you have any concept of the amount of global suffering?

a little ant dies at the side of your kitchen sink. you look at its strange chitinous body and think - if you could just somehow convince yourself it is enough, it will finally be enough and you can be happy. no changes will have to be made. you just need to remember what you could lose. what is still precious to you.

you can't stop staring at the ant. you could be an ant instead of a person, that is how lucky you are. it's just - you didn't know the name of the ant, did you. it's just - ants spend their whole life working, and never complain. never pull the car over to weep.

it's just - when it died, it curled up into a tight little ball.

something kind of uncomfortable: you do that when you sleep.

#writeblr #warm up #my dad was actively doing bad shit to us and we STILL were told we were lucky . and to a point i do think im lucky #i just think also there's somethin to be said about like. how about we stop using comparison to dismiss ppls individual struggles #yes there are people who have no perspective. for the reference tho having perspective actually made me really unwilling to get help #for what was a serious and debilitating mental health issue. bc i thought i didnt DESERVE IT #and i would rather have 600 ppl who aren't THAT bad get help and get heard and get seen #than make any 1 kid. do the math that i did: look at the world that is dying and the people who are hurting and say #''oh. okay. others have it worse. they are probably better people than i am. i am being unreasonable. i cannot ask for help #i am not good. i am taking too much space. i am not worth saving.'' #bc our WHOLE lives we are taught a scarcity mindset - that you can 'steal' from someone. so that instead of changing a system that doesn't #actually offer fair support to everyone #we put the impetus on the individual to just... demand less. #and here's something - there are probably ppl who think i DIDNT deserve to get help #bc i DID have it better than other people #and something about that is ... so sickening. bc i think all of us in some way at some point WILL need help. #we were supposed to make communities. we were supposed to offer our hands. we were supposed to raise the barn #instead we said: it could be worse. now handle it yourself

[turbo-tsundere]

Kokichisake-onna

*Happy anime narrator voice*: “And thus, Kokichi has once again successfully evaded the dread of emotional openness!”

Also here’s a random selection of derpy concept doodles for this comic :)

Thank you byeeeeee

#gonta gokuhara #gokuhara gonta #kokichi ouma #ouma kokichi #kokichi oma #featuring shuichi xD #ougoku #awwgoku #my art #I wanted to post it on ougoku day but work and migraines piled up on me and I really wanted to give this one the time it needs! #If you know the legend you know why Shuichi is panicking XDD #Look into Kokichi's eyeballs in panel 3 and see the sad hope against hope and yet! he still actively sabotages any comfort coming his way! #Is Gonta just kind or is his compassion a warped mix of compulsive fawning and misplaced empathy that keeps inviting menace into his life? #there's a secret sadness to this silly comic lmao and it's those poor sods' autopilots #I say laughing but by god do they need help #anyway enjoy! I might try posting more of Gonta ships I like - like this one; or with Shuichi; and some others 8D #btw I LOVE Gonta's scariest sprite - fantastic detail bc it does look like a snarl and ofc a wild child would imitate animal expressions! #and 2 out of 3 times he uses it he's actually NOT angry but hyped or frustrated - both cases also smth I appreciate for certain reasons #his actual 'serious angry' sprite is far more toned down in comparison

[skeletoninthemelonland]

Now that’s a rare sight

#Springdad AU lore!!! William rarely gets angry at anyone #he is a very patient and calm parent as well so he never yells at his children for commiting mistakes #he does have that 'disappointed dad stare' and also gives a serious talk when needed. but nothing else besides that #However. I imagined he'd get genuinely angry when defenseless people are in danger #because then there's always someone who wasn't there to help them. to lend a hand or to provide some comfort #and he finds it quite frustrating #springdad au #fnaf #springtrap #five nights at freddy's #my art

[drowninginblox]

Seriously, how do you get your anger out without assaulting someone?

#i need some serious help #ask tumblr #this is a bad idea #but ima do it anyways

[mattodore]

20s vs 30s

#river dipping #matthias evanoff #theodore doe #echthroi #ts4 #ts4 edit #the older they get the more i need to [redacted] them... #matthias is already 26 so. not much changing going on in his face. his hair just starts receding a bit before he gets it under control #but theo’s in his early 20s so his cheeks definitely lose some baby fat in his late 30s #MIND YOU! matthias is really vain. so. he has a skincare routine and he's very serious abt it along w/ regular dermatologist visits #and injections/surgeries probably... so he is someone who will age very gracefully thanks to money lmao... #theo on the other hand is just blessed with beautiful skin <3 well that plus he rlly doesn't emote often... not many lines on his face #until he's in his mid-forties probably. but like fr... theo isn’t someone who puts a lot of work into his appearance like matthias does #and he uses and smokes like. his skin looking so good is just the result of a genetic lottery #i do think he quits both by the time he’s 30 #but while he doesn’t go back to cigarettes… hm. he probably continues to relapse w/ drugs every few years #not with anything hard—he’s off the stuff for good i think past 28-ish #i think when he relapses he’s usually safe with matthias who helps him by focusing on harm reduction so. lighter ones. #…just got a bit emotional thinking about that but anyway #kisses for theo 🫂 #i was going to post this last night before bed but decided that i wanted to actually edit them first so! here take this <3 #i've gotta get ready to go get my novavax shot in a few hours but then i'm going to start editing again #seriously rlly enjoying my editing process rn... like it makes me so happy!! to finally really like the way i edit and how things look #but yeah........................ mattodore are so sexy as they age god. #i gotta redo that old family lineage post i made now that mattodore look different... and i need to redo their parents for sure #…anyway cross your fingers for me 🧎 i’m hoping my side effects aren’t too bad this time around

[valka-arialitan]

''I'm a healer, but...''

She's also a major 🤌✨

Redrawing stock photos because low quality content is still content. Season 1, episode 2.

Feel free to send me stock photos and request characters !

Ref under the cut

It's looking creepier on my phone than on my computer :')

#mass effect #mass effect fanart #mass effect 2 #karin chakwas #MAJOR Karin Chakwas #even tho the crew and her need some help coming back to the ship I'm sure she'd shoot a few collectors on the way 😤 #she's my hero 🫶 #it turned out way more serious and detailed than I planned but oh well #content is content

[mike-milkyway]

Sanji might be the one in denial for some time, but we have to remember who in the relationship has never called the other by their name. Who isn't going too settle down for anyone. Who is emotionally eliterate. Who isn't the romantic. Who has one goal on their life and one goal only. Who is afraid of loosing people he cares about again so he makes himself stronger as well as emotionally detached to keep them safe.

#is it ringing any bells? #zosan #black leg sanji #roronoa zoro #one piece #sanzo #one piece live action #sanji even in a battle with his internalized zorophobia he came around faster to accepting his feelings because he's a hopeless romantic #i only took the live action as a confirmation of zoro being not in denial but in bargaining #he's not confused #he's angry that it happened in the first place #someone get this man a therapist #the two need some serious sessions to stop repressing their emotions #and some zoro fans are not helping #they both would die for each other but that's not a good thing guys

[talkethtothehandeth]

Me: I fucking hate everything I don’t get why I’m even alive it’s so pointless I don’t even do anything anymore because my body is breaking down so much that I can barely leave my bed, WHY would anyone want me I can’t deal with this anymore I don’t even know what’s wrong with me I can’t do anything without fucking up im literally the worst person to ever exist i really should just die

*pain medicine kicks in*

Me: oh.

#personal #it was never that serious #chronic illness #arthritis #disabled #scoliosis #chronic pain #ehlers danlos syndrome #yeah pain makes you a little cranky doesn’t it #I forget that and then my brain goes from zero to one hundred because of my bpd it’s so hard to control #but I NEVER accept pain as an excuse to be mean to those around me and apologize immediately if I find myself being snappy #it’s no one’s fault and they overall genuinely want to help me #but I still go 👹 each time it gets too much and the pain dragon 🐉 just unleashes #so I usually tell people I need some quiet time because oh lord #cw suicide

[spkyart]

— : can you hand me a pencil?

Rei Asaka: The world Is a cruel place, we're all doomed, there Is no happiness or prupose in life, the only thing we should do is DIE because only death can give comfort to my shattered, chewed up heart. I cry ti sleep daily, everything sucks and

#oniisama e #dear brother #rei asaka #vintage anime #riyoko ikeda #I am watching it with my mom bc she wanted to see more of ikeda #she is an avid kaoru stan #someone is gonna hate the ending mark my words #i watched it only once more than 10 yrs ago #and if i squeeze my brain i remember some plot stuff #but you know what i didnt forget? rei monologues #i love my insane daughter she need serious help #i never read the manga tho bc i dont think i have ever even seen it around

[eldstunga]

Since Twi’leks can move their lekku, does Rynn exercise her lekku as well?

While there are indeed muscles in lekku - along with a small amount of brain tissue and a lot of nerve endings, wrapped and solidly padded in thick layers of fatty tissue - Lekku are not prehensile.

Most of the weight and mass of lekku is fat, and their length and weight far outrange (in most healthy individuals) what the muscle fibre is capable of counteracting. Their evolutionary purpose was most akin to a camel's humps and there is no skeletal structure to provide leverage and mechanical support. The range of motion is thus very limited, though it could indeed be trained to an extent, much like some people can move their ears or bend individual toes. We're talking about things like: Curling at the tips, flexing or relaxing sections, some minor contraction and pronation/supination. Enough to function as an important part of Twi'lek body language, but not nearly enough for complex movement, so if you were imagining lifting weights the answer is no. With a lack of muscular activity and further accumulation of fatty tissue (which is traditionally considered attractive, you want that Big Lek Energy) some twi'leks may even lose much of the already limited range of movement of their lekku.

#lekku lore #star wars #twi'lek #twilek #edge of the empire #swtor #Rynn #anatomy #my art #asks #was about time I updated my twi'lek anatomy charts #you also need some serious neck muscles #Big Lek Energy #They're camel humps in all but name #desert planet and all that #another way to look at it is that they're like facial expressions #little twitches and shifts that help convey mood but aren't in any way useful #like eyebrows

[deityofhearts]

cheerleaders 🤝 equestrians (but specifically horse girls): your sport not being taken seriously by other people and being treated like a joke

#deity dialogue #when I was in middle school my computer teacher was also a football coach and would have ‘banter’ with the cheer coach (who was also an #assistant teacher for my math class btw she was so sweet she helped me a lot in class and also made me a bow which was stolen from me :( ) #about how ‘football was a real sport and cheerleading wasn’t’ LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME #jsut because cheerleaders look cute and are peppy and more often than not girls and women you don’t take anything they do seriously #do you understand the strength and agility and flexibility needed to be a cheerleader do you see the shit they’re doing and you have the #gall not to respect what they do as a sport??? i wasn’t a cheerleader but a few of my friends were and I respect them so much that shit must #have taken so much of everything #obvs I’m not covering the full scale of what it takes to be a cheerleader cause again I wasn’t one but like I’m so pissed whenever people #have the audacity to act like it’s not a serious sport and I’m mad at the same for equestrians as well. #Also generally I hate people who think cheerleaders are inherently awful and bitches like y’all shouldn’t generalize just because some #people in a group are mean or popularly portrayed as mean doesn’t mean it’s true my friends from school were sweet to literally everyone so #can it. this isn’t me like dismissing anyone who’s been bullied by anyone but don’t like assume everyone is terrible thanks bye #it’s the misogyny and we all know it :/ it affects men in the sports as well because if you’re a male cheerleader you’re treated badly and #it’s the misogyny and we all know it