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The night we met - nanami kento.
tags. angst, spoilers!shibuya arc
synopsis. it was the night before nanami kento left for shibuya, you can't shake the feeling that he's saying goodbye.
You laid in bed, your head pressed against Kento's chest, listening to the strong heartbeat of his heart.
"Sweetheart, I love you," Kento whispers, his hands brushing your hair gently. His arm served as a pillow.
"I love you too, Kento, with all my heart." You replied back.
Kento stays silent, the brush of his fingers against your hair was consistent. His breathing was silent. You wish you could stay like this forever, cuddled in his warmth, his arms wrapped around you.
He pulls you to his chest and places a gentle kiss on your forehead.
"Look at me." He says quietly, placing a finger on your chin, making you look into his eyes.
His orbs were unreadable. Many thoughts swirling behind them but they remained the same, looking at you like you were the air that he breathed, touching and looking at you gently like you were made of expensive porcelain that he was careful not to break.
"Hmm?"
He smiles at you, his thumb caressing the side of your face. Memorizing every detail, even the smallest and unnoticeable parts of you.
"I want know that every beat of my heart sings your name. I would never not think about you or not love you, even until my last breath." He says quietly.
This was not random or uncommon for Kento to say deep meaningful words to you. But it had struck you differently this time, it rendered you speechless. It was like he was saying goodbye.
"Every time I look into your eyes, my soul finds solace in a love that words fail to articulate, being here with you feels like home," He takes a deep breath, smiling down at you.
"Kento, what is this? Is everything alright?" You ask, a worried edge to your tone. You catch the slight grief and sadness in his words.
He shook his head, still smiling gently at you.
"If I return in this mission to Shibuya..." He starts.
It hits you, Shibuya. Yuuji Itadori, the student he considers as his child, Sukuna's vessel. You get pulled back into the reality outside of his embrace.
"Marry me."
You froze up, your eyes widened. It wasn't a question, Kento chuckled. A playful smile on his lips.
"I would get down on one knee at a better time, keep your answer until I do." He smiles at you.
You nod wordlessly.
Tears well up in your eyes as you tried to contain them. You felt the dull ache of your throat, as you choked back your tears of happiness.
A tear escaped from your eyes.
He wipes it gently.
"And when we do, we'll travel the world. Read books with you, enjoy life with you, and spend the rest of my days with you."
He added.
"After this, I'll quit my job. Will you agree to adopting Yuuji?"
He asks, looking at you for permission.
You loved the kid as much as he loved him. You knew Yuuji would love to have a family to take care of him, you adored the kid.
"I would, he's a nice kid. He deserves the world."
Kento smiles at you. The evening continued with soft conversations, whispered i love you's, playful banter until the both of you can't talk anymore.
Kento waited until you were asleep, watching you quietly with a contented smile on his lips.
"Wait for me." He whispered in the cold air of the night.
Little did the both of you know, he wouldn't come back. The plane tickets to Malaysia would rot in a compartment of the bedside table. His ties would land untouched in the wardrobe, his suits would hang, waiting for Kento to wear them again.
His pile of unread books would never decrease in amount nor increase in the pile, his dream vacations would not be crossed out, his bucketlist would not be fulfilled.
The ring he bought you would forever lay hidden in the place only he would know.
You would never get to wear it.
You would never get married to the love of your life.
You would never see him with Yuuji again.
You would never see him watch your children be a mix of his and your personalities and looks.
You would never see be in his arms again.
You would lead a life without Nanami Kento.
#inksbyali#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#anime#nanami kento#jjk x reader#angst#jjk angst#nanami kento angst#nanami angst#kento angst#jujutsu kaisen angst#nanami x you#jujutsu nanami#jujutsu nanami angst#i miss my baby#i was bawling my eyes out#jjk nanami#nanami x reader
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Thinking about him a lot recently. Kendall come back home I miss you so much.
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I miss him so much it kinda hurts
#harry styles pictures#harry#harry styles#i miss my baby#😭😭😭😭#love on tour#larry stylinson#louis#louis tomlinson#larry#love#one direction#concerts
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just thinking about how simon must feel after johnnys death and i feel it. it’s not about ghost and john, but simon losing his johnny. his best friend. soulmates aren’t always romantic, and they knew they were each others missing piece. the way johnny was there for simon anytime he needed someone was what hurt him the most, because he couldn’t pay him back. johnny was the first at base, along with price, that made simon feel like a human again, worth loving and worth having the patience for him to start trusting again.
johnny was a cheeky bastard, finding his way into people’s hearts and nesting there with jokes and smiles, hugs and his always loving manner.
simon will always cherish all the memories of the two of them together, but especially when they fist met. he’d go through the moments they spent together as if flipping the pages of a photo album. his head hurts just by looking at the box that gaz filled with johnnys belonging: his sketchbooks, his clothes, the picture he hung on the wall next to his bunk, everything. price’d stand by his side, a hand on his shoulder, ever the father figure of the boys, his boys.
i feel the emptiness and the grieve anytime i think about it and i know simon sees johnny in every empty place. he waits for a loud voice blabbing about whatever’s on his mind in a thick scottish accent anytime he walks into the mass room. his eyes looks for him anywhere, even when he’s in public and far from base he hopes to see a dark mohawk.
simon would be so reluctant and feel guilty about not contacting johnnys family immediately, but when he does he’s welcomed and treated like a son, a hero. everyone in the mactavish family knew about the lt. of course they would, johnnys loyalty and admiration for his best friend didn’t leave as he left base, it followed him around everywhere. he was proud that his best friend was a killing machine, he’d gone through so much and still was a human person, so hard to find in the ranks of the military.
simon can’t help but see johnny in the faces of his three little boys, his wife softly smiling at simon as they sit in front of the other in the living room that once echoed the loud laughs of johnny’s jokes.
“he really admired you.”
simon’s eyes met the woman’s. “i… i admired him too.”
“he’d always talk about you boys at the task force.”
“he’d always talk about his family.” simon tried his best to smile as he noticed a boy around eight standing on the stairs, looking at him in his pajamas. “he’d always show photos of you and his little boys. would call them his little troublemakers and-”
simon’s heart sank when the boy stepped into the living room light, standing next to his mother. he, like his brothers, was the spitting image of johnny. “ma?”
“go back to bed, baby. mums coming in a bit, there’s a friend that came to visit.”
“it is da’s friend?” the boy asked, his accent painfully familiar, “the one from the stories?”
the corner of simon’s lip twitched.
“yes, it’s simon.” the woman said, her left hand resting on her belly as the right one caressed her sons hair and simon only then noticed the small bump.
“did johnny know?”
she nodded, her eyes glossy. “he promised that’d be his last mission, i had finally convinced him to leave the military.”
simon only at that moment remembered one of his last conversations with him.
“lt!” johnny called.
“yeah?”
“i was just thinking,” johnny yelled over the loud noise of the helicopter, “that’s been a real honor fighting with you.”
simon sneered. “you gettin’ all cheesy?”
“nah.” johnny snickered, “jus’ thinkin’ i’d let you know.”
simon chuckled again. “what’s that for, scared of the mission?”
“nah, it’s just that the missus’ startin’ to get worried an’ all, y’know? was thinkin’ about reassuring her for good and stayin’ home with ‘er…”
simon’s smile dropped. “you want to leave?”
“don’t call it leaving, makes me feel like im abandoning ye.”
“that’s not what you’re doing?” simon joked.
johnny shook his head. “we’re friends, lt, we hang around together also outside base. i just want to make her happy and start spending real time with the little four troublemakers.”
simon nodded as he bit his lip, his gaze fixed on his feet. at the time he ignored the addition of a number to his children, not thinking much of the usual three becoming four. “sounds right.”
���no hard feelings?” he grinned.
“no,” simon looked at him, “let’s just get over with this mission and then we’ll talk about you going all soft.”
“not soft, lt,” johnny grinned, “just in love.”
#johnny soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#soapghost#why the fuck did they decide to kill him#i miss my baby#johnnys the baby
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Its "missing Matthias Helvar" hour
#i miss my baby#i'm a matthias girlie#calahan skogman#six of crows#helnik#what netflix did should be consider a federal crime#matthias helvar
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now im just imagining caelum getting cold or bored and sticking pool noodles on his horns
#I MISS MY BABY#meridians hyperfixations✨#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted caelum
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tomura sketch :3 there weren’t any new panels of him and there’s a break next week
#i miss my baby#shigaraki fanart#mha shigaraki#my hero academia shigaraki#mha tenko#bnha shigaraki#shigaraki tomura#tomura shiragaki#mha tomura#bnha tomura
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Tubbo: i think the chatters are getting into valorant
Girl what chatters bc that AINT ME
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COME BACK HANGE I MISS YOU
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I know you’re sick rn and I’m sending you all my well wishes and love thru the screen and if it helps… MAPPA announced that Chainsaw Man is getting a movie! Aki is coming back (I’m not a manga reader don’t quote me on that) 💋
https://www.polygon.com/platform/amp/24006224/chainsaw-man-movie-reze-arc-release
thank you... and yes, I'm so excited and happy... aki isn't the focus of the arc but he has a lot of cute scenes that will be animated hehe
#cute sleepy aki... boxing tanktop aki.... akiangel hug aki........#how will I stop myself from squealing over him in theatres gaaaahhh#uuggh... maybe I'll rewatch chainsaw man again while I'm sick with nothing to do#I miss my baby#ask mags
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Everybody is Leaving low key don’t get me wrong I get we all have a life and mental health matters so if ur leaving to take care of yourself that’s perfectly fine I’m talking abt the people who entertain the dumb homophobic trolls and the ones that just disappeared lol and plus tish is on a long Hiatus so it’s been kinda boring it’s only a few us us left tbh🤷🏾♀️
Ok I ain’t gon lie it highkey has been silent, I hope she’s ok and I wish she would come back! But me? Imma ride or die for my girl I’m not moving! 😭😭
On the bright side maybe it’s not so bad the smaller the fandom the less drama 😁.
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the drithdrawals are so real
#I MISS MY BABY#times like this make me realize my hypix is still going strong#honestly i feel like it makes it worse
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Bro what happend to my Carl Grimes fanfictions💀? Havent seen one in a while, yk, kinda miss my bae.
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diving into free, can feel it letting go / not gonna hit the ground
#sobbing weeping over dd2 reveal trailer why isnt it in my steam account and downloaded on my pc Right Now#it should have been there 7 years ago#dragon's dogma#arisen gene#i miss my baby
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