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amphibious-thing · 9 months
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tbh fandom is so much more fun when people know that you can love to hate a character. Forget mental gymnastics arguing that characters were 100% in the right in everything they have ever done. Instead embrace knowing that they are horrible people but we love them anyway because its fiction <3
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just-a-tiny-goldfish · 4 months
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In my head i always saw a young chargestep—oro and Julia as aggressive girl/ aggressive girl (but just a little more subtle). So I feel like Orellia and Julia butted heads a lot. And i don’t think it improved at all once they started making out on the daily. If anything it really was a ‘Im not flustered at all’ here let me prove it! Battle from both of them 💀
However, because of this I do think think Julia would just let Orellia be the one in charge post HB because she’s got the whole thought process that sidestep is made out of glass now🙄 Orellia would like the stepping down of power but not the reason for it—which adds friction that Julia would be confused by. ‘Girl I’m literally letting you be in charge???? What’s the issue now?’
But i also think Julia would not be so submissive to Blue Jay. Which is something Orellia would enjoy—I think it would be like taking a step back in time for both the girls (or boy and girl 🙄 watev)
Can you tell IVE obsessed over these girls relationship?
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cinnabundolly12 · 2 months
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Kinda late to say something but damn why does everyone end up being crazy like dude can we just have a win for once ):
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The response for this was interesting too 💀
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catgirledteach · 5 months
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tw suicide and spoilers for the finale
i'm really trying to see the positive in the finale but it just sits sour in my stomach. again i dont want to get bogged down completely by izzy's death as there was so much else in the finale that i genuinely loved, but this event really gets to me for a specific reason
as someone who has dealt with suicidal thoughts in the past i am genuinely upset if this is how izzy's story ends. and even more upset that it seems to be framed as 'meant to be' and 'simply unavoidable.' the first three episodes REALLY drove home izzy's belief that he had nothing to live for - he wanted to die and he very explicitly tried to kill himself. and i was glad they portrayed that at the time and even more encouraged when in episodes 4 through 7 it seemed like he was recovering mentally and emotionally. he was portrayed as having found purpose beyond serving someone who didn't love him back, accepting parts of himself he was previously ashamed of, getting support from people around him, etc. it truly was reading to me like an incredible portrayal of someone finally valuing their own life that they had been so ready to throw away before now
and then all of the sudden in the finale it feels like all of that is ripped away. he repeatedly says he doesn't care if he dies, that he's ready to go, and it all feels so upsetting considering where he started the season. and yes i can absolutely see the argument that now he was dying for the cause of protecting the legacy of piracy, but was he though? was that necessary for them to all escape? and more importantly does that change the fact that izzy was still completely ready to put his life in danger again for the sake of other people's safety? part of the comfort of found family is also learning to value your well-being and safety the same way those around you do, at least to me. and his lines about being surrounded by family ring incredibly hollow when the family surrounding him doesn't seem to be upset by his willingness to sacrifice himself for no particular reason.
as someone who is in a far better place than i was two or even one year ago, this hurt and it hurt deeply and a story that once felt like a safe space is one i no longer feel like i can trust. even if a third season comes out (and at this point i think i would still watch it if it came out) i can no longer relax when watching because i can no longer have faith that there will be a happy ending for characters i believe deserve one.
olu says the line about jim in episode three, 'we're best friends. family. someone i'd like to see grow old just like all my other friends.' to me this means i want to see my friends, my family, die in peace in their own time. the audience is watching a supposedly comforting romcom and one would assume they want to see the family that's been built onscreen have happy endings. i know it may sound extreme but it feels like a betrayal. personally it felt like the story was telling me, 'this is the only way it could have ended for izzy. he wanted to die because he was convinced he would never live happily and in the end he was right,' and luckily i'm at a point now where i refuse to believe that's true. that someone can go so far down their path of self hatred that the only way for their story to end is in their untimely death. and in a way i'm glad that i'm as upset as i am because it means i do not buy into that narrative for myself. i still value every other positive lessons and introspection this show has given me, but this is certainly a misstep that i don't know if i can ever truly forgive, and it has certainly tainted the story forever for me.
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yamsgarden · 2 years
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Quick ratchet Deep Cut sketches :3
And if you go to the Limousin close to the Château de Versaille in France, one of the waiter saw me sketch so I gifted them a little cow art
La bouffe là, est délicieuuuuse
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gooselovesgrape · 10 months
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i honestly sometimes wish I was never born
srry but I needed to vent somewhere
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fivekrystalpetals · 1 year
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I--SCREAMS
I-I FOUND SOMETHING
WHAT IN THE WORLD
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO THESE GUYS ARE BUT WHY DO THEY LOOK SO MUCH LIKE BREAK AND LOTTIE WHAT THE JGKSJGHSKKGK *SCREAMING WITH MY LIL DELULU SHIPPING HEART*
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art belongs to mochijun | Rolan The Forgotten King
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LIKE it's easy to see Lottie she looks exactly the same except with blond hair
with this dark-haired Break, he has the same same, I repeat, same red eye, same eye shape too!! (he has both eyes now!!!) plus there is that little, characteristic-of-his-eye, darkened dip in his bottom eyelid!!!! even that small puff in the side of his hair and the front bangs too are choppy sorta (tho the dark-haired guy has more separately falling hair strands ig?)???? hello???? ok you might say he looks like a bit of gil + break tbvh but for me this is 100% break I don't need anything now my life is fulfilled i saw how my ship would look side by side like some mom matchmaking her kid with her crush ghshgjjsk
ALSO *SCREAMING INTENSIFIES*
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(okay he looks a bit more like Vanitas here but, um, could be because he was flustered??? now i know how break would look if he gets kissed all of a sudden hahajshgjjjgkkkl)
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aghostwholovemonsters · 7 months
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Today is my birthday! (August 30th)
Wish I had a monster partner to share this day with 🤭
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smilesrobotlover · 2 years
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Sometimes I feel terrible about the stuff I make and I compare it to everyone else’s stuff and how popular it gets and I have to remind myself that I’m making this stuff for me. To improve myself and I’m also making it for younger me, who dreamed of the things I’ve been making for years
I always dreamed of having a certain style and I have it now. I dreamed of making comics and I’m actually doing it. I dreamed of writing stories and I do it all the time. I have to remind myself of these things so I stop hating myself and the stuff I do.
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modelartist-demri · 11 months
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I don't care if stupid cindy of nehi has "apologized" I am still blocked for no reason
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detective-poultry · 2 years
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just a lil sundrop from malmal, sorry for the horrific quality
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amphibious-thing · 2 months
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Does anyone else dislike the trend of saying "boys, girls and theys"? They is a pronoun not a gender?
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indecisivelesbian · 2 years
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Heartstopper and mental health
(tw for mentions of mental illness, especially derealisation, delusions, paranoia, anxiety, depression. nothing detailed but just to be safe)
i know a lot of people have been having Big Feelings after watching heartstopper. for a lot of people there's this bittersweet feeling where we're happy for the representation and that young lgbtq+ people get to have those role models, but we're also mourning what we never got to have.
i'm definitely having those feelings as well, but after watching the show and then reading the comic i feel like i'm having a bit of a different experience, especially after charlie's recent arc. i relate to charlie a lot, and went through a lot of the same experiences when i was that age. i wouldn't say it's been triggering, but it has forced me to confront a lot of feelings and experiences that i was ignoring.
when i was 15 i had a massive mental health crisis. i'm officially diagnosed with anxiety and depression, but i was also experiencing paranoia, delusions, and derealisation, as well as disordered eating. these were just treated as symptoms of my anxiety and never really addressed, though i was medicated for it and it helped. however, as soon as i was no longer considered a risk to myself, it was treated as though all of those other symptoms had magically disappeared. they hadn't, i had just learnt how to manage them a bit better, but because i was young and desperate to be 'normal' i also started acting as though they didn't exist.
over the last year or so i've started to come to terms with the fact that those symptoms are still there, and that they're getting worse again. at the moment i can deal with it, and i've been putting off seeking out help because i haven't reached crisis point yet. but since reading charlie's story, i've realised that that isn't healthy. it isn't good to wait for crisis point - i've already been there, and i know how hard it is to climb out of. i need to be proactive and make sure that i'm seeking help now. last night i took a really massive step and told my best friend. i might tell my sister today. it's scary, but i can't keep it to myself anymore.
one of the reasons i've been putting it off is because the nhs isn't great when it comes to mental illness. but now i've found a job that provides private health insurance, so i'm going to try to get therapy through that. it might be that i need to go back on medication, and i've accepted that. being on medication isn't a bad thing. it's no different from taking my levothyroxine.
but yeah, i think i owe alice oseman a massive thank you. for a lot of things, but especially for this. words can't express how i'm feeling right now, but grateful is definitely up there. i don't know if i ever would have come to terms with this without charlie's story, so thank you.
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bloombird · 2 years
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Okay.. uh. There's a super typhoon (Noru) coming in to hit my place and it's on Signal No. 4 which is pretty strong and dangerous...
So I probably won't be online for a day or so because electricity might cut off.
I got a whole storm coming at me, literally and figuratively right now. Wish me luck. Stay safe ya'll.
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thirteenandten · 2 years
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i know it's stupid but sometimes i feel bad that after +14 years writing fanfiction over many many fandoms, i've never had anyone making fanart for any of it. i always feel like a petty toddler when i complain about this, but i can't help it lol
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kickbutts-singsongs · 2 months
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Okay I’m not really a part of this fandom but I’ve been following along cuz it looks kinda cool
So I do wanna say that I noticed smth in the last episode of Hazbin Hotel involving Alastor?
Like it’s canonical that he’s never not smiling right? But I was watching his fight with Adam again and I saw this:
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His shadowwwww was FROWNINGGGGG
But then it corrects itself like half a second later!!
It’s a blink-and-you-miss-it moment:
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