Jean Cocteau to Jean Marais, 1939 / E. E. Cummings / A Warm Day by Louise Gluck / "Looking East" by Sara Linda Poly / "In the Stillness" by Sara Linda Poly / Debasish Mridha / Picture is from the Pinterest / Albert Camus / Bring Me The Sunset In A Cup by Emily Dickinson
wip that I will never finish but also did not want it to rot in my gallery so. here. clockers the best family dynamic ever and boat boys in the divorce court (colorized)
just imagining where beastzai and you are enemies and that you hate him with all your heart but he loves you.
like how you would glare at him, all traces of your love for him in the original world gone. his shared memories with the original dazai of you were sweet like sugar. yet now they were bitter. with him at least.
and so, he accepted the fact that you would wholeheartedly hate him. now he just watches from afar, unable to look into your eyes. because it hurts, knowing that he could never experience happiness.
dazai sometimes wonders what would happen if he never was the port mafia boss.