#i mean i would do that not having an episode cause life is sacred

[nexility-sims]

𝐍𝐎. 𝟗 (𝟐/𝟐)   ❛ 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐦𝐚 ❜   |   NAKAWE PALACE, DEC. 1990

❧  𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬  /  𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭.

❛ Leonor had been a silent observer of her parents’ marriage for as long as she could remember. Endlessly, like an infinite spool, it unraveled. That was how she understood it: her mother spun, but she never reached an end. Leonor hadn't wanted to cast her father as a villain, but she knew his fingers were the ones tugging and yanking and pulling the thread. Those parental arguments were integral to the soundscape of her childhood. She could close her eyes and hear their voices still locked in a discordant, overlapping loop—muffled, underwater. Of course, sometimes they did argue in the open. They all behaved in a choreographed fashion when that happened. The children shrunk and quieted; the parents grew loud and frenetic. The setting didn’t matter. Her parents could fight over breakfast, in the gardens, in cars and planes, on the telephone, as they arrived at events or departed them. They bickered in public on rare occasions. On the most infamous of such occasions, they shouted, shoved, slapped.

𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐝 & 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭 ↓

❧ can you believe it ????? that's a wrap on episode one !!!!! come sunday, we're moving on to episode two .... of twenty, lmao. sure this is very unfortunate and sad but i think it's also very fun and cool that leonor broke up with her boyfriend in this room then had a romantic evening with her other boyfriend in this room many years later

The causes for arguments varied, but Leonor suspected an underlying flaw: they were meant to be apart but couldn’t escape each other. Her mother had ritualized throwing away her ring. She would rip it from her finger and send it clattering. A new fight began, invariably, because she made a show of it. Still, it would come back. ‘ It’s a piece of you, ’ Rodrigo would say, somehow earnest in his self-satisfaction. ‘ It has a piece of your spirit. It will return to you like your animal. ’ Safya had not been a true believer all of the time, but that resonated with her as it did with Leonor, ever an eavesdropper. Marriage was sacred and, anyway, they shared blood. Safya’s spirit was in the ring she wore, and it would—like any animistic entity, a dog or a monkey or a vulture—find her wherever she went. And, even if the ring lost its power, their children never would.

Her father accepted desultory ​​exiles away from the estate when the ring went away and yet, within a fortnight, with the children who bore their blood as witnesses, it returned. They reconciled. Her mother had her own saying during those reunions: ' I loved you once. I'll love you again. I'll always love you. '

On the night Safya died, Rodrigo called his daughter on a police telephone. He wept as he spoke. Leonor would have demanded to come to the marina, but he asked it of her first. It was his devastation that greeted her upon arrival. Standing in the doorway of the car, he shielded her from the flashbulbs. They walked with arms interlocked toward the silent crowd at the harbor’s edge. At the time, Leonor had been in a daze as she heard his voice in her ear. It occurred to her later that he had been murmuring, broken and desperate, ‘ I’m sorry. I’m sorry, Nora. I’m sorry. I’m sorry— ’

TRANSCRIPT:

[L] There you are.

[A] I came as fast as I could.

[L] I want to talk, but I’m not sure what to say. [A] Nerves? We don’t have to talk.

[L] No, we do. Before the funeral. [A] Sure.

[L] I’m grateful for you. Really, I am. You’ve been so kind.

[A] You don’t have to thank me. I love you. [L] Don’t tell me that. [A] What? It’s true. I— [L] Can I continue?

[L] Last night, this morning, whenever it was, I was thinking about my parents—about what I would have changed in mama’s life.

[L] Please don’t.

[L] Thinking about them made me think about us. I decided that I don’t want there to be an “us” anymore. [A] I don’t understand. What does that mean?

[L] We have to break up. I need to be alone. [A] What? Why? [L] Please don’t make me repeat it. [A] Leonor, this doesn’t make any— [L] {tearfully} Please.

[A] Okay. [L] You’ll go? [A] I won’t argue with you. Certainly not today.

[A] And, I won’t attend. If you want to talk later— [L] I don’t think I will, but thank you. [A] I’ll pray for you. For her.

{Footsteps receding}

{Leonor sobs}

#ts4 story #sims story #sims 4 story #ts4 royalty #sims 4 royalty #ts4 royal legacy #ts4 royal family #royal sims #simblr #ts4 legacy #1992.story.post #1992.a1 #1992.ep01

[bumblekastclips]

KYLE CROUSE: Alright, here's a question from Milesprowerdavis. "Recently I lost a close family member. What fatherly advice or motherly advice would the main cast give? Team Dark and Light can add more of the characters. You can be funny with it. Interested what Dr Eggman would say."

IAN FLYNN: Well, first of all, deepest condolences. KYLE: Yes. IAN: Um, I would normally not want to answer in the way of a character, but this is your personal request, so I guess that takes the 'taboo' off it. KYLE: [chuckles] IAN: Uh, Sonic I don't think would give any kind of fatherly advice; he would let you figure out your own answer and be there for you as you figure it out on your own. He's gonna let you take that journey, but he's going to be there as you do it. Um, Amy would likewise- I don't know if she would give advice, but she would be there to console, to offer words of support, to be someone to listen, or to just talk so you don't have to think for a bit. She would do whatever you needed her to do at the time. Eggman... KYLE: [chuckles] IAN: We're gonna- we're gonna go the wholesome route this time, even if it is slightly out of character. [Eggman] would go on some long spiel about the entropy of the universe, and how everything is finite, and 'dust to dust' and yadda yadda. But you are still here, and that's what's important. You continue on the chain reactions that are life, so while that experiment is ended, you are the results that are continuing to create results! So, keep at it. And then kind of an awkward shoulder pat and wanders off. KYLE: [Eggman voice] "And soon, you will be part of the Eggman Empire anyways, so it does not matter!" IAN: [chuckles] Knuckles would kind of nod solemnly and say, "That's rough, buddy." KYLE: Yeah! [laughs] That is rough, buddy. It is very rough, buddy. IAN: But he means it! So it means something! KYLE: I mean, yeah! Yeah, yeah, yeah. And Tails? IAN: I don't know if Tails would know what to say. He would want to be- KYLE: I think Tails would be kind of lost, but he would try. IAN: He'd want to be encouraging, yeah. He'd want to be encouraging and supportive, but I think he'd feel a little overwhelmed with the responsibility. KYLE: Yeah... IAN: Um, Vector would start to mumble something that might sound... interesting, maybe? He kind of starts and stops his sentences every few seconds, then says, uh, [Vector voice] "Espio, tag in!" KYLE: [laughs] IAN: Then Espio starts getting kinda philosophical, and kinda loses his own train of thought, and goes quiet for a second. [Espio voice] "Charmy, tag in!" And then Charmy offers you ice cream. KYLE: [chuckles] I mean, I would appreciate all three of them, so yeah. That's wholesome. [after a pause] Hm... would Silver be, like...? IAN: I think Silver would be devastated. I think he values life on a personal level even more so than anyone else. KYLE: Okay, okay. IAN: Um, 'cause he- I think he has a better understanding of loss than any of the cast, to be perfectly honest. Sure, Knuckles is on his own, but he doesn't have any memory of what came before. That's kind of just his status quo. It's more of an existential thing. Silver... Silver has seen devastation. He has seen tragic loss and, y'know, impossible odds. So I think he would hold everything a little- every life a little more sacred. So I don't know if he would be able to impart any words of wisdom, but he would definitely be the most openly and, uh, earnestly sympathetic. KYLE: Mhm. Alright, I think that's enough, though... There's definitely many other characters we could ask, but that's enough for now.

--- TRANSCRIBER'S NOTE: Please remember that nothing that is said on BumbleKast is canon! It's just some guys and their opinions occasionally spitballing ideas. If you don't like an answer, you don't have to take it as Word of God or anything like that. It's all just for fun! ----- Do you want a specific question transcribed and posted? Send the question and the episode date to my ask box! Or if you just want questions about a certain character, send me their name and I will see what I can do!

#sonic the hedgehog #amy rose #knuckles the echidna #dr eggman #team chaotix #vector the crocodile #espio the chameleon #charmy bee #silver the hedgehog #bumblekast #ian flynn #kyle crouse #Yeah I know yesterday I said I wasn't gonna do any transcripts but I heard this one again when I needed it most. #So I'm doing it as a transcript as like... therapy I guess. Yeah. Silver's answer made me cry yesterday lmao. Love that little guy <3 #Youtube

[sserpente]

Let’s talk about Loki | S2 Episode 2! 😍

*takes a deep breath* HEAVY SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 2 OF LOKI!

Is it just me or is it hot in here? Not just me? Oh, good. I mean, honestly… that shadow scene was fan service. And trust me when I say that this will continue to make appearances in my future Imagines. Good gods… that suit and those green glowing eyes? Um, yes, please?! 🥵

Well… and on that note—you don’t mess with Loki. I told you X5 or Braaad (you got to say his name like you’re drunk) was gonna be trouble. Still hate him. He’s the type of douchebag who has no purpose when being bad. Blergh. He deserved Loki’s mischief. Also, can we please talk about how Loki was towering over him? That dark, purry and slow voice?! It would have worked on me… or I would have pounced on him and kissed him senseless… one of the two. Probably both at the same time.

Now I can also, finally, say what I’ve been meaning to say since last week but I couldn’t because of spoilers—I am so FREAKING MAD at Sylvie! Look… I know that in her mind, it was Loki who messed up. She thought he was gonna help her kill He Who Remains and he didn’t. Okay, fair enough. But it baffles me how she seems to think that Loki screwed things up when she was the literal cause of all this chaos and the one who kissed him and then dumped him through a time door. Literally and figuratively.

The fact that she thinks she’s happy… working at a McDonald’s on a branched timeline in the 80s… please. She finally has freedom and she’s doing this out of spite but this isn’t the life she truly wants, we all know that. I think she’s overwhelmed and she doesn’t know what to do with her feelings now that she’s killed He Who Remains. It didn’t give her the type of satisfaction that she wanted and if you think about it, she made it her life mission to bring down the TVA. Now that that’s done, more or less (she did realise after all that all those branches mean the TVA won’t go away properly) she’s a bit clueless and it shows. She’s gonna have to come around of course eventually… I mean, plot and story progression, after all, buuuut still—she’s gonna have to make up big time if she wants me to forgive her. She hurt him. That’s practically unforgivable. And on that note, I know there are Sylki shippers here reading this but every time I see these two together, they give me sibling energy. Soooorry, I can’t help it! 😂

So now the branched timelines are gone—for now, leaving only the Sacred Timeline, more or less—for now. There’s gonna be new branches again, of course. Something came to my mind the second time I watched it today though… didn’t they say in Season 1 that once a timeline reaches the red line, it can no longer be controlled by the TVA? Did I miss something here, was that a lie made up by He Who Remains so they’d take care of branched timelines as soon as possible? Because if it was true then how did they prune those timelines? Almost all of them were way past the red line! Or maybe this will have different types of consequences later on? Who knows!

That key lime pie tastes as good as it looks, by the way. So let’s talk about Loki’s and Mobius’ conversation while they were having a slice. I already read a few comments today and saw that a lot of people were missing the fact that Loki failed to mention that he was mind-controlled by Thanos when he attacked New York. I agree—it could have been thematised more but then again… I still think it was. Hear me out:

We know that the sceptre was influencing Loki—but not in the way he was using it to influence others. The sceptre/mind stone brought out the worst of Loki’s emotions and intensified them—in this case, his anger at his father and his brother (which he mentioned) and which is what Thanos used to manipulate him, promising him the “throne of Midgard” etc. It was a slippery bargain of course, because The Other was watching Loki and making sure he upheld his end of this bargain, or else Thanos would kill him. After all, why did he strike a bargain with that purple grape in the first place? He was hurled through space when he fell from the Bifrost. Remember? “I remember you tossing me into an abyss, I who was and should be king!”

So… yes, Loki was manipulated and mind-controlled by Thanos, we already knew that, of course, and personally, I think it’s still so traumatising for him to think, let alone talk about it that he would rather focus on his anger that caused all of this. If Loki was the honourable hero character (who we don’t need him to be anyways) he probably would have let Thanos kill him no matter what he offered. Maybe he wouldn’t have talked his way out of it with a bargain that meant the cost of many innocent lives. Instead, he let his anger drive him and Thanos used that to his advantage. That’s my ten pence on it!

From now on, I’m as in the dark as you guys. No clue what’s gonna happen in Episode 3 but I reckon we’re gonna meet Renslayer again. Let’s give her a good slap in the face when we do, shall we?

#loki #tom hiddleston #loki season 2 #loki series 2 #loki spoilers #loki season 2 spoilers

[gaeasun]

Ahsoka Season Finale

I watched the season finale. im not happy! why exactly im not happy i'll put below but. Basically Filoni took some of the main things we know about the Jedi and undid it.

Sabine now has the Force, apparently! Because the Force resides through all living things, and now that has been entirely retconned to mean that anyone can use the Force if they simply wish for it hard enough. and she suddenly can use it strong enough to throw people meaningful distances, on her second use ever.

Sabine was a Mandalorian. Sabine being Mandalorian has always been one of the most key parts to her character. But apparently isnt anymore other than wearing her armor. Considering her family (that were coincidentally on Mandalore when it got bombed despite not actually having their home base on that planet) are now all dead, I suppose that explains part of it. And I also suppose perhaps Sabine could have felt that training as a Jedi was her best connection to her Rebel family, especially Ezra, however considering they never actually mentioned once why Sabine wanted to train to be a Jedi thats unfounded and there is currently no reason, and therefore no good reason for her to do that. and yes there should be a reason, considering that this was entirely unorthodox.

They so badly ignored what they'd said before about Kyber crystals. That they are attuned by the Force to their user. That lightsaber was Ezras, and he'd bonded to it. And he did not "give it to Sabine" he actually handed it to Chopper. You might say semantics, I might say, lightsabers are now just being treated as glowy swords when they are actually supposed to be sacred to their Jedi. Also, Ezra just randomly found his own kyber crystal apparently. It is a witchy planet so ill accept that. but he might have said two words about it.

The whole point of training Jedi young was so they would learn to control their abilities before they could learn how to abuse them. Every Jedi we've seen that was taken in later struggled hard with the dark side, including Ezra, Quinlan Vos, and most notable Anakin. Sabine is around thirty, making her older than all of them. And she lost her family in a convenient tragic attack. Why is no one even stopping to think (in the show) about this.

No Rex. Rex played SUCH a huge role in Ahsokas life and now they sidelined him so hard its not even funny. Where was Rex when Anakin was Vader? Still by her side, when everyone else had left or died. They were trauma bonded besties! But no one cares about the clones apparently. No matter what universe, ours or theirs, they are perpetually abandoned by their creators. STOP PLEASE.

Ahsoka barely used reverse grip. it has been her thing FOREVER. but now she barely used it even twice across eight episodes, not even to deflect blaster bolts which would have been pretty easy to show. if you cant do this in live action then i have a solution: dont do the show in live action. or just get different choreographers. but It has defintely been shown there is live action ability to do reverse grip fighting, not doing it is lazy.

this point is my biggest beef. Despite this series being centered about the Jedi, and going outside the tradition of what we have always seen Jedi as, they never even settled on a new meaning of what a Jedi is. heck, they never even ASKED the question of what a Jedi is. i guess its just someone who swings around a lightsaber. thats all we've seen anyways. Force not required. Ideals? Guidelines? Tenets? Not even mentioned.

The fact of the matter is, the Jedi have always been a religion centered around the Force. Maybe you can serve the Force without having it! Which actually sounds really noble and could have been explored! but the thing about religions is, you follow their cause and their rules and align yourself to them. you do NOT do your own thing and redefine everything around you and force it to now include you. pretty sure thats what we call a cult. im not calling what is being done a cult, but i am saying is that this show (and primarlily Feloni) remade Sabine AND remade the definition ( without clearly stating one) of Jedi to "force" it to fit into their own thoughts. its downright disrespectful and i wish they'd never made this show in the first place. it was not worth it.

#ahsoka spoilers #g gives a thought #giving several angry thoughts right now #feel free to disagree but #i will be forever mad they entirely spoiled this like rotten cake #also i forgot about how in the beginning despite being HUGELY PRESSED FOR TIME #they are literally ambling along with the turtle guys #FOR NO REASON WHATSOEVER #like. why not just actually pick up the pace towards the giant ship thats about to strand you here? #what no reason? ok fine good whatever just asking

[spookyscarycreepydollgirl]

I deleted your comment because it made me so mad, but I need to explain why so you don't keep doing this. You shouldn't make queer characters straight, but it's fine to make straight characters queer because they are not a marginalised group. They are not an underrepresented group. HC-ing straight people queer is not the same as HC-ing ace people allosexual. Asexual people are ridiculed and ignored within their own community, so when we get canon representation, that needs to be respected. When the media is as saturated with ace rep as it is straight rep, we can revisit this conversation, but until then if you like the dynamic of two characters there's no reason why you can't take that and make something new with it. You don't need to erase ace characters in the process. Hope this helps

That’s a dumb thing to think, and I think you know it. Characters from marginalised groups requiring protectionist double standards I mean. They’re fictional characters, they exist to entertain. They aren’t real or worth protecting, no matter what their sexual orientation or lack there of is. I literally kill my OCs in the name of fetishisation on my blog. You don’t protect fictional characters, they’re tools, they exist to be used and exploited no matter who they represent.

That’s not even getting into the fact that you aren’t even talking about media representation, you’re talking about fanfiction. A niche close knit form of media that the majority of people will never even see. If you’re trying to influence how others think on a societal or systemic level, fanfiction is a laughable way to do it. You can’t dictate how an audience reacts to a character. You can’t control who people will ship with who or what they write about. Fanfiction is a hobby, it’s done for fun, out of dedication and passion. You should be grateful that people like the same characters you like and the same stories you like enough to want to invent new stories for them, being picky about those stories in an artistic sense is fine, but pretending it’s a question of morality? That’s just self-righteous. It’s just bossing people around and shaming them cause you think you know better.

I ship Gale X Astarion X Tav even though Gale isn’t poly and Astarion has some definite sexual trauma in his past. I ship Yuugi/Atem even though Yuugi is canonically straight. I ship tons of other things that are not even remotely canon. It’s not wrong or evil it’s creative license and it’s fun.

I should clarify that the post they’re so mad about they deleted was me essentially saying: “I ship Yuugi/Yami no Yuugi, even though Yuugi is canonically into pussy, I’m not sparing the straights, so why would I spare the asexuals?” I forget the actual wording, I don’t think I mentioned pussy in so many words. So just think of this version as a slightly more crass and dramatic reenactment.

Anyway I don’t even feel offended by being deleted this time because I’m too taken back by the need of OP to correct my supposed bad behaviour.

I’mma be honest guys, while I told this person I would lance the sacred cow of canonical queerness. I don’t actually have that many fanfiction OTPs I can think of that are straight despite being canonically queer. (Does Pomni X Caine count? An AI could be assumed to be canonically asexual right? But then the Moon is implied to get frisky so…yeah I don’t think I can determine this with just a pilot episode)

So not only am I sex repulsed IRL and thus the last person who needs to be told that life is tough for folk on the ace spectrum but the supposed “horrible” thing this person NEEDS to stop me doing I’m not entirely sure I’ve actually done. (I’ve read ALOT of fanfiction in my life though so I could just be misremembering.)

If anyone’s wondering why I’m so passionate about this though. It’s cause I want to be a proper writer one day and fictional characters as tools to be exploited is an inalienable right for writers. Does this mean I think getting attached to or empathising with characters is bad if you’re a writer? Hell no! But you gotta treat them like Sims characters and drown them in the pool without a second thought. I like my Sims, I empathise with my Sims and I still wouldn’t fucking hesitate to murder them in cold blood. And THAT my friends is the ideal attitude we should all aspire to when writing.

#Fanfiction is about the freedom to ignore canon #Death of the author should also apply to other audience members #Puzzleshipping #Astarion x Gale x Tav #bloodweave x tav #Also I’m pretty sure most Gems are asexual so why was Peridot singled out in your first post lol. #When the person whose sex repulsed IRL has to explain this shit SMH #I don’t even have sex why is it up to me?

[incognitotoro]

prompt for garashir: garashir first kiss happening at an unlikely time. this can be whatever that means to you (perhaps it’s during a scenario where a kiss/first kiss would be unlikely, perhaps it’s just kind of a surprise to one or both of them, perhaps it’s during an ep or a scene from an ep that isn’t a usual backdrop for garashir getting together fics… or any other way you want to interpret this prompt)

Hiya anon, you'll be happy to know you are officially responsible for my first foray into Garashir, and also my first ever slash fic.

I wanted to pick the most ridiculous episode possible to set this to, so here we go, Garashir first kiss during 'Who Mourns for Morn' (The Magnificent Ferengi was a close second but I couldn't figure out how to do it)

Enjoy :)

One Way to Mourn (AO3)

“So Keep it warm, for Morn,” said Quark solemnly, pulling out the stool and gesturing to a Bajoran who looked both proud and unnerved to have been chosen for the honor. The man sat down gingerly to a small, somewhat subdued round of applause, and just like that the formalities were over, and the conversation bubbled back up into a respectful buzz that filled the bar.

“I just can’t believe he’s gone,” said Jadzia for what must have been the tenth time today.

“I know,” sighed Keiko, who’d appeared at Miles’ elbow partway through Quark’s speech, “It’s amazing how many people are here though, isn’t it? I swear I’ve never even seen some of them before!”

“Morn did have a certain… magnetism,” said Jadzia, with a twinkle in her eye that wasn’t lost on Worf, who scowled and huffed, but mercifully said nothing.

“That he did,” said Miles.

For Julian’s part, Morn had been less of a magnet than a much needed constant fixture on this bustling melting pot of a station, but his absence somehow felt like the straw that broke the camel’s back in this seemingly endless war. Once, a million years ago, Quark had said; ‘when Morn leaves, it’s all over’, and at the moment it felt true in a way, like everything before this had been part of a different life. Or perhaps he shouldn’t have had that large whiskey with Miles before they’d come here. He knew that whiskey made him morose, but it was a toast to Morn, so how could he possibly have said no?

Miles launched into an action packed anecdote about the time they’d invited Morn to join them in the holosuites for the Battle of Britain. Catastrophe had inevitably ensued, and it was a great story, but Julian had heard it before- he was there for god’s sake, and that was how he managed to spot someone lurking just beyond the bar’s threshold, hovering as if he hadn’t made a decision about whether to enter yet.

“Garak,” he called, waving, “Join us,”

Once upon a time this would have caused a few raised eyebrows, but a lot had happened in the last several years, hell, a lot had happened in the last few weeks, and now, when Miles, Keiko and Jadzia saw him they smiled and beckoned him in, even Worf gave him a terse, but not unfriendly nod.

“Why were you lurking?” asked Julian as Garak crossed the room to join them.

“I resent that, Doctor,” sniffed Garak, “Lurking, honestly,”

“Hovering then,” he said with a smirk.

“If you must know, I wasn’t sure I’d be welcome.” He said in short, clipped tones. “I know how much trouble the Major went through to ensure my presence wouldn’t cause any trouble at- at Ziyal’s service,”

“It’s hardly the same, Garak,” said Keiko gently.

“Yeah, this is Quark’s anyway,” Miles added decidedly less gently, “Nothing’s sacred here.”

“I resent that.” Said Quark, appearing as if from nowhere between Jadzia and Worf with a new tray of drinks to set on their table.

“Fine, fine, I take it back,” muttered Miles, “Latinum is sacred, right?”

“As it should be,” said Quark, “But I was obviously referring to Morn’s memorial stool. Really, Chief, have a little sensitivity.” And with that he disappeared again, leaving Miles grumbling under his breath and the rest of them smirking.

“Even so,” said Garak, “I know that my last interaction with Morn wasn’t exactly cordial.”

“Oh, that’s right,” said Jadzia, eyes wide with the prospect of gossip, “The comment about the-”

“Yes.”

“Oh, Garak,” cooed Keiko, her arm on Garak’s. “That must be so hard for you,”

Garak smiled tightly at Keiko, but before he could reply Ensign Bergstrom, who had been standing silently until now on Jadzia’s other side, suddenly let out a burst of almost hysterical laughter, then slapped a hand over her mouth, her eyes wide. All of them stared for a moment, then she let out another laugh, which quickly turned into a giggle.

“I- I’m sorry, I-” she managed between breathless, hiccoughing laughs, “I don’t- I don’t know what-”

“Come on, Susan,” said Keiko, throwing her arm around the Ensign’s shoulders, “We’ll go somewhere quieter.”

Ensign Bergstrom nodded, and the two of them shuffled off while the rest of the bar gave them strange looks as she continued to giggle.

“That was disrespectful.” Said Worf, breaking the silence.

“Worf!” hissed Jadzia.

“It was disrespectful.”

“Worf, it’s not that simple,” said Julian, “People have all sorts of reactions to grief.”

“Right,” said Miles, “I had a cousin that used to laugh like that. My aunt used to stare daggers at anyone who’d make something of it.” Jadzia nodded with a small, sad smile.

“One of my previous hosts used to, too.”

“Curzon?” asked Julian.

“Emony actually, though I can see why you’d think it was Curzon.”

“I bet Curzon was one of those who just wants to do anything to feel alive” said Miles, draining his glass, “Drink, laugh, the -uh- other thing.”

Jadzia chuckled and tapped the side of her nose, making the rest of them smirk into their drinks.

“He and Morn had that in common,” she said, a little wistfully, ignoring Worf’s obvious displeasure, “They certainly did live.”

“At funerals though?!” exclaimed Kira, who had entered the conversation at the worst possible time.

“Not at the funeral obviously,” said Miles. Jadzia nodded, but Julian thought she was conspicuously silent. He couldn’t blame her, under the circumstances.

“Regardless, pretty much any reaction to grief is acceptable,” said Julian, slipping unconsciously into ‘bedside manner’ mode. “It affects everyone differently.”

“Laughing though? It does seem a little… unseemly,” said Garak, “On Cardassia-”

“Oh, let me guess,” scoffed Julian, “On Cardassia, no one ever laughs, drinks or the ‘other thing’ unless the state sanctions it?”

“Not at funerals,” he said primly, in that sing-song voice that he always used when he was spewing state-sponsored lies that even he didn’t believe. Infuriating man.

“I don’t believe that for a second,”

“Julian’s right,” said Jadzia loudly, pointedly interrupting their bickering. “We’re all missing Morn, and Ensign Bergstrom was seeing him for nearly six months, they were really close even after the breakup, so we’ve no right to judge.”

“Hear hear.” Said Miles gruffly, to murmured agreement from most of their group.

It wasn’t until much later, when the crowds has thinned and the mood had subdued a little, that Miles (somewhat unsteadily after all their toasts to Morn) left Julian and Garak alone so that Morn’s stool wouldn’t be left empty. They were sitting almost underneath the staircase, shielded a little from the other mourners and bustling Ferengi waiters, and Julian was feeling pleasantly fuzzy. He had his genetic enhancements to thank for the fact that he wasn’t flat on his face after matching Miles almost drink for drink, and that he wouldn’t have a hangover tomorrow, but he was definitely feeling it, and he was also feeling a lot of what he could only describe in his inebriated state as; swoopy, teenage feelings. No, it was worse than that.

Swoopy, teenage feelings at a funeral.

Garak was talking about something, but Julian wasn’t listening, he was watching, enraptured as Garak’s features rose and fell and undulated like the tide with the cadence of his voice, his eyes twinkling in the low light. It wasn’t like the way Jadzia’s eyes twinkled, all mischief and flirtation, no, this was as if he was pleased with himself for getting away with something, and if you had figured that much out then he was either going to kill you or-

Oh yes, Julian was definitely drunk.

“Do you really think it’s that unseemly?” he asked suddenly, “Wanting to feel alive to cope when you’ve lost someone?”

“Really, Doctor,” he scoffed, affronted, “You do insist on misquoting me, don’t you? I merely said that laughing hysterically was somewhat-”

“Unseemly?”

“Perhaps.”

“Only perhaps?”

He pursed his lips, rolled his eyes and took a long, indulgent sip of his kanar. It was such a ridiculously Garak thing to do, that Julian couldn’t help but smirk.

“My dear Doctor, if you haven’t figured out the concept of grey areas after everything we’ve been through, then you are far more naive then I had realized.”

“I understand grey areas,” grunted Julian, a little sulkily, “You are a fucking grey area, Garak.”

“If that’s some sort of crude comment about the colour of my skin-”

“What? No, of course it wasn’t- ugh.” He sighed and slumped in his seat, defeated. “I just meant that you- you don’t make much of an effort to be understood.”

“Is that a problem?” asked Garak with a shit-eating grin. (An expression which Julian had, on one memorable but deeply frustrating occasion tried unsuccessfully to explain to him, and since then had vowed never to speak aloud in case it reopened that conversation)

“Oh, fuck off,” he said, smiling despite himself. “You know I love it really.”

Silence.

A second, passed, and then Julian realised what he had just said.

“I- I mean-”

Garak watched him, seeming amused and eager to hear how he was going to dig himself out of this one. Hell, Julian was just as eager to see how he was going to dig himself out.

“I-”

“Feckin’… Didn’t realise the time…” Miles exploded into the conversation like a whiskey scented hurricane and hurriedly grabbed his jacket from the chair besides Julian. “Gotta get back home.”

“See you tomorrow,” called Julian, chuckling when Miles waved but didn’t turn, clearly all too aware that every second that passed was another second that Keiko had to think about exactly how late he was.

Still smiling, he turned to Garak, who was now watching him with a strange expression, head cocked like a curious puppy. (Garak? A puppy?! A curious panther might have been a better comparison, but Julian apparently had bigger problems than inappropriate metaphors.)

“You were saying, Doctor?” he asked, deadly calm and suspiciously pleasant.

“I was saying…” Julian trailed off, feeling exceptionally stupid. What exactly had he been saying?

You know I love it really.

And shit, he did love it.

And Morn was dead, and he wasn’t, and neither was Garak.

And before he really knew what he was doing, Julian was leaning forward, time moving too fast and too slow all at once.

Garak’s mouth was slightly open, his brow ridges raised in surprise, and his whole body froze when their lips met. He tasted like kanar, and the extra texture on his skin was odd, but not unpleasant, almost like he was just kissing someone with chapped lips, and then, the realisation like icewater in his veins, it hit Julian that he was kissing Garak. What the-

What was he doing?!

His eyes slammed open and he wrenched himself away.

“Oh- oh god, I’m so sorry, I-”

“Doctor-”

“That- that was- I’m sorry-”

“Doctor,”

“What?”

Garak was looking at him like he’d never seen him before, the only sign that everything was not utterly completely normal, the rapid rise and fall of his chest and his wide, suddenly dark eyes.

“If you apologise one more time, I may have to kill you.” He said softly.

“I-”

“Be quiet, Doctor Bashir.”

“Ok.”

And then Garak was kissing him with such breathtaking intensity that he thought he might literally melt right there in the bar.

The bar in which a funeral had just been held.

Oh dear god, he was worse than Curzon Dax.

But dear god, he felt like he was finally living.

#fanfic #fanfiction #star trek ds9 #ds9 #garashir

[tenpintsof-sundrop]

Favorite writing song/artist/album of this year and a fic you didn’t expect to write this year from the list you reblogged?

End Of The Year Fanfic Asks (send me some???)

oooh yay!!! thank you for sending me some (even if I am a bit late answering them)

13. Favourite writing song/artist/album of this year?

So - I am going to assume that this means music that you enjoyed listening to while writing or music that inspired your fics?

I don't usually listen to music while writing fics, because I like to clear my head of all distractions during the actual writing process. But usually while I am thinking of ideas or getting in the mood to write a specific fic, then I will definitely curate songs for it. Or sometimes, if I am just listening to a random playlist, then a song that comes on will give me an idea for a fic and inspire me.

And like 80% of my fics are titled after songs, so I love using song lyrics as inspiration and using song motifs and imagery when writing fics.

This year, the album The Jaws of Life by Pierce The Veil was literally top notch for me.

I also really loved So Much (For) Stardust by Fall Out Boy, but surprisingly - The Jaws of Life inspired way more fics for me. It came out in February of 2023 and actually - while I did have the middle school emo phase and the emo trinity has always been sacred to me, I didn't start listening to Pierce The Veil actively until I was in my 20s. Which is fucking wild.

But upon hearing the single from this album, Emergency Contact, I fucking fell in love with it - and it was one of the main inspirations for this Jason Todd fic, which I think is one of the greatest fics I have ever written. And the sequel is going to be titled The Jaws of Life - which is another song off the album and I am so excited about how both song titles suit the fics so well.

And there is several other fics I have named after songs off this album (I could have easily named a fic after each song off the album cause I love it so much, but I was trying to use restraint) - Shared Trauma (Gar Logan x Reader), and Damn The Man, Save The Empire (Vanessa Shelly x Reader). And because I was listening to more Pierce The Veil in general, this fic got its title - King For A Day.

I highly, highly recommend the album if you are looking for some fanfic inspiration - or just something good to listen to.

14. A fic you didn't expect to write:

Okay so - this could have a few different answers. Because I absolutely was not expecting to randomly get back into Harry Potter, have another hardcore fixation with it, and end up writing fics for it in the year 2023.

But something I absolutely did not expect - to be writing Spencer Reid fanfiction. Writing the Lessons For A Genius oneshot (and it's follow up, especially so quickly) - I was shocked with myself, because I thought that the first CM fic I ever wrote would be my last.

Idk how many of the people reading this were following me in 2021, but I wrote and posted my first ever Criminal Minds fanfic back then - and mentally, as an artist, it was one of the wildest fanfiction experiences I have ever had.

Burn The Witch - my feelings about it are almost indescribable.

I often have these fics that I call 'mutated oneshots'. Fics that started out as a oneshot, that were always intended to be a oneshot (around 20k) that end up having these mutations and growths - some scenes need more shading in, the emotional arcs of the characters need more time to be fully informed, and while in my head, it is still fully a oneshot, it's now at 40k and I know nobody is going to read that in one sitting in a digestable way. So I have to break it up into parts and I hate doing that because it was never intended to be a series.

It's more like a movie that is getting commercial breaks when you put it on TV (and I think of a writing a series like an episode style TV show).

Some examples of these mutated oneshots are - You Shook Me All Night Long (intended to be one short part, ended up as four parts with a bonus blurb series). No Place Like Home is a huge one - meant to be a oneshot, then in my head it turned into a three shot - ended up as seven fucking parts and currently it's the longest thing I have written, sitting at 90k. I'm Still Standing is another good example.

And it gets even worse, because when I split things up into parts, I'm like "I can add a bit more to this chapter, because maybe I want the mood of the chapter to be a certain way, or I wanna frame the ending of the chapter a certain way so the audience is left with something cool" - and then that adds on like 5k more in a hot minute.

So - how does this affect my feelings about Burn The Witch and Criminal Minds fanfics overall?

Burn The Witch was supposed to be a short, smutty oneshot. That is it. But in the finished version, the sex scene and the smutty themes fall so far into the background - because this turned into an emotional casefic. This fic got so far away from me, and I drove myself insane while writing it, because I wanted to 'hold back', but then I couldn't. And I thought the dark and gory elements were some of the best things I have ever written - but it was received as a flop when I first posted it.

And when I posted it on Tumblr, the chapter with the smut scene in it was the one that always consistently got the most likes - even though it's a chapter in the middle of the story. So I could tell that even though I slaved over making the whole fic consistently very good, as a whole, well-rounded story, a lot of people were only reading one chapter in the middle of it for smut, and that's it. And that made me really upset.

(Like if you want a oneshot for smut, just go find one. It made me regret even labelling it as 'the smut chapter'.)

And just the pure mental and emotional exhaustion I went through to get such little return from the readers - I vowed that I was probably never going to write a Criminal Minds fic ever again.

And I have so many ideas for a sequel to Burn The Witch, but I think if I actually try plotting it all out and writing it and make it how I envision it - it will put me in a mental asylum, because it will end up being like 100k and I don't know if I can write it how I envision it being. Or if I will go crazy in the process.

So generally, I have such a love/hate relationship with writing Criminal Minds fanfics. I think they're fun and I think they can turn out so good, but the readers can be so picky and demanding in that fandom specifically. So I often like to steer clear unless a particular idea is just haunting me. Which is why I am surprised that I ended up writing more for CM this year.

#anonymous #sundrop answers #about me #music #pierce the veil #jason todd x reader #vanessa shelly x reader #spencer reid x reader #ask game

[katierosefun]

caroline, I can't stop thinking about all too well (the 10 minute version) and jwds. it's got me thinking about your fic anyways, don't be a stranger. it's got me thinking about how easy, how cruel, how self-sabotaging it would be for dong sik to either break up with joo won/prevent things from developing between by using their age gap as an excuse. or to use joo won's dad or the circumstances or to say that joo won isn't mature enough or or or or no, but, like, come on!!!

"And there we are again when nobody had to know You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath Sacred prayer and we'd swear To remember it all too well" I "Well, maybe we got lost in translation Maybe I asked for too much But maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up" AM "They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new hell Every time you double-cross my mind You said if we had been closer in age, maybe it would have been fine And that made me want to die" NOT

"Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it I'd like to be my old self again But I'm still trying to find it After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own" OKAY "And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue? Just between us, did the love affair maim you too? 'Cause in this city's barren cold, I still remember the first fall of snow And how it glistened as it fell I remember it all too well" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, i'm melting into the floor and i needed to tell you 😂

aaaah bo yes!!! firstly, i’m so touched that all too well (10 min) got you remembering anyways, don’t be a stranger, just because that fic def. yeah. it was lowkey inspired and brought on by the feelings that i think are just very real in stories that are common to all too well and scott street by phoebe bridgers, just. you know, that feeling of like. a relationship that truly stuck with you for a long time, and it might have ended really poorly but also it still feels significant somehow.

and also, yeah—i do hope that dong sik gets to the point where he realizes that he is so easy to genuinely love, and i hope that there comes a day (if it hadn’t come already: it’s been a full year since dong sik and joo won have reunited, after all) that dong sik realizes that joo won’s going to crawl back into his life, no matter how hard he genuinely pushes. (i mean, joo won came back, over and over and over again in those beginning days. post-finding min jeong’s body, post-episode ten, even after the goddamn arrest. i don’t think there’s anything that could permanently chase joo won away!)

#answered #beyond evil

[rainbow-beanie]

Quotes from @ninja-knox-ur-sox-off ‘s reaction to season 3 episode 10 that I really liked, feathering my favorite blorbo

“Not over the fact wukong slipped up, everyone yelled at him, and he got hit by the fire, tripped, got hit again (the fire being the only thing to hit him) and like, no one even…cared? I mean I know that he’s the monkey king, I know he’s immortal x7 but like

dang

Ao lie bai longma tho, he took the brunt of one for sure and Tripitaka was concerned for him instantly

And the group hug with the jttw crew that’s in the background and wukong’s just… not in it. he doesn’t even feel like he’s part of the group I’m actually gonna cry, that’s his family and they didn’t seem to care beyond yelling at him

WOW I’M

YEAH NO WONDER HE DOESN’T LET PEOPLE KNOW HE’S HURT, NO ONE DOES ANYTHING BUT YELL AT HIM FOR IT UH

Like if hhh

MAN

If wukong were in bai longma’s position, and jumped in front of Tripitaka, no one would have batted an eye because that’s his job, that’s what he’s supposed to do. He could be hurt, hide it, and they wouldn’t acknowledge it, and he certainly wouldn’t get praise cause that’s just what’s expected of him. put him in another position, slips up, peoples life’s are at risk, makes sense that they’d startle, but like if he ever slips up, shows he’s hurt, what does he get? Yelling. Scolding, anger. LIKE NO WONDER HE DOESN’T COMMUNICATE NO FREAKING WONDER ALL HE DOES IS TRY TO PROTECT MK, HE’S USED TO PEOPLES YELLING AT HIM FOR ANYTHING ELSE I’M

You ever think about the fact that wukong maybe has gotten so used to people yelling at him and telling him he’s wrong that he generally can’t tell what action is truly the worst or not right because they respond the same regardless?”

These quotes stabbed me in the chest last night knox, I hope you know that

AND YEAH, REAL FREAKING SURPRISE THAT WUKONG DOESN’T FEEL THE NEED TO SHOW THE SLITTIEST HINT THATVHE MIGHT BE HURT, CAUSE HE’S THE MONKEY KING, GREAT SAGE EQUAL TO HEAVEN, HE’S SUPPOSED TO BE THE PERFECT HERO. IF HE CAN’T EVEN DO THAT THEN WHAT’S THE POINT OF EVEN TRYING?

my poor monkey needs some reassurances and an ACTUAL family that loves and cares about him, not because he’s strong or brave, but because he’s kind and compassionate and always tries to do the right thing, even though everyone else essentially spits at him cause of his past misdeeds that the world will never let him forget.

and the thing about what if wukong had jumped in front of Tripitaka to shield him from the fire (essentially trapping the fire of samadhi inside of himself) is that he’s so good at pretending that he’s fine, he barely notices that no one is paying attention to him, and is instead focusing on the task at hand (the sacred rings that hold the rest of the rings of samadhi, and he feels foolish for thinking that anyone would actually care

Fast forward 5000 years to the present, and wukong has made a plan to gather the rings of samadhi so that he can burn lbd alive himself, not noticing him hurting the people that care about him the most

#pinning this post cause I just recently read it again and I’m feeling emotional #lego monkie kid #lego monkie kid season 3 spoilers #monkie kid #sun wukong #ao lie bai longma #wukong deserves so much better then this #he’s worked his ass off to get to the point that at least SOME PEOPLE don’t hate him #but at the end of the day he still has to answer for his sins

[profound-bouquetbird]

Hello!

Could I get Eda and Lilith clawthorne (separate) x Male all knowing reader?

Here's a "bit" of summary, I tend to over do the summaries to my requests so I hope these aren't a bother!

Reader went to hexside, during the same time Eda and Lilith were there as well, reader was the best student in hexside's history, due to his immense knowledge in most subjects and many others. But anything related to physical activities, reader is way less effective due to his frail body that he was born with.

Reader eventually joined the emperor's coven, after he graduated. Becoming there Intelligence/information person, due to reader knowing what happens in and around the isle's through mysterious means. But even after Lilith left the coven, reader stayed due to his own reasons. The sacred books and tome's in the emperor's castle is what he was looking for.

But every other day or so, reader sneaks out to spend time with Eda/Lilith, even though they know that if they are caught, he's gonna be imprisoned or possibly petrified.

So let's skip to the last episodes of season 2.

Before either Eda/Lilith could get to Belos to stop his plans, reader was blocking the door to Belos. Before they could make a decision on what to do reader said:

Ahh, I knew you'd come.

To try to stop King Belos, and his plan

What a sad state of affairs.

I commend your spirit, but alas, none shall stop him.

King Belos has high hopes for us.

That we continue to struggle. Unto eternity.

I'm sorry Eda/Lilith I wish it didn't have to end this way. And just like in the game Reader starts a battle, ( if reader dying is not allowed, the he is just knocked out)

Reader is immensely powerful, even surpassing Belos in terms of spells and magic, but he is frail. So any physical attack could hurt reader alot.

I hope this doesn't sound too demanding, I wasn't going for that I hope (⁠─⁠.⁠─⁠|⁠|⁠）

I hope you have a great day/afternoon/night!

molerat-anon

Eda x male!reader

This is like a part two, so I'm using your accedental two requests as an advantage :)

Again, same for the Lilith one, the reader is first presented to be in the Oracle track at Hexside, but in the emperors coven he uses all of the tracks

Edit: I'm so sorry this took me so long! A lot of people sent me requests and i thought that maybe writing short requests would be easier and by the time i wrote like two i forgot i started this 😭

Two sister witches were sitting at the Hexside lunch table

One of the sisters, Lilith, was ranting about something to her sister, Eda

But Eda was not paying attention, only watching a boy from a distance with a dazed expression

The boy was like any other young witch on the isles, well by looks that is, by power he was the most powerful young witch at Hexside, some of the witches would glare at him in jealousy, but not Eda

She was more... I'm love lets say, she didn't hate him for being powerful, she loved him for it, but again despised him at the same time, for making her sister mad

"Edalyn? Are you even listening?!" Lilith yelled, snapping Eda out of her trance

"Uh- What- Yes... what were you saying?" Eda mumbled, causing her sister to groan

"Y/n got a higher score than me again!" Lilith complained

"Really? How much did he win by this time?" Eda questioned, her sister mumbling a response

"wat was that?" Eda questioned again

"He won by half a point!" Her sister yelled

"Jeez, didn't know you were so cranky... Want some apple blood?" Eda grabbed her apple blood and extended her hand to give it to Lilith, but she smacked it out of her hand, causing in to fall on to the ground and spill

"Nevermind, i have to go to my E. C. study group meeting." Lilith said as she stood up and walked away

Eda just sighed as she poked her food

-----------------------time skip-----------------------

A couple of years had passed, Eda was a wild witch with a curse running away from the emperor's coven, whilst the love of her life was a part of the emperors coven with her sister, ironic isn't it?

The one person that hated him the most HS to work with him, whilst the person that loves him the most has to run from him

Eda couldn't help but groan in to the pillows of her couch as she barely lifter her hand to turn on her globe to watch the news

"Breaking news, one of the emperors coven's most valuable and powerful scout has broken a arm whilst fighting a wild witch! For the time being he will be resting at the emperor's castle, we wish you a quick recovery Y/n." The news reporter said

Eda froze, she couldn't listen to the words coming out of the reporters mouth as she turned off the globe, how could someone hurt her Y/n?

"Eda! Eda! Have you seen the news? Turns out the love of your life you had coooooonstantly been talking about broke his arm-"

"I know Hooty!" Eda groaned s she got up from the couch

"Well, aren't you gonna sent him some flowers, or sould iiiii sent some again." Hooty said

"I'm going to- wait, you sent him flowers before?!" Eda yelled

"Goodbye!" Hooty yelled as he went back to the door, Eda just rolled her eyes as she went outside of her house to pluck some flowers

---

Later that night Eda put on all black clothing and planned to sneak in to the castle

Getting the flowers and secret admirer note she wrote a while ago, she left the safety of her home and flew towards the emperor's castle on Owlbert

"Almost there Owlbert, remember our secret word." Eda whispered as the castle slowly came in to view

She landed on top of the building and walked inside

Sneaking around the guards and trying to find the healing room took about an hour and a half, but then she finally found it

She walked in to the room and saw Y/n sleeping on the bed, he looked pale and had huge bags under his eyes, but in Eda's eyes he looked just as beautiful as the first time she saw him

She quickly snapped out of her trance and put the bouquet and note next to his bed, leaving through the window she yelled

"THE OWL HAS DELIVERED!"

Owlbert taking about three seconds before appearing in front of Eda

She jumped on and they flew back all the way to her house

----------------------------------------------------------

"Eda, are you a 100% sure you want to do this?" Lilith questioned as she looked upon the emperor's huge castle

"Yes Lilith I'm sure, plus who else is a good enough witch to break in to the emperor's castle to steal some dumb paperwork." Eda laughed as she sat on her palismen, lifting herself up in to the air

"Eda." Eda heard her sister call out

"yes Lilith?" The witch groaned as she turned to her sister with an annoyed expression

"stay safe." She sighed, Eda's face softened as she looked at her sister before turning her head to face the emperor's castle with a cheeky grin

"don't worry. I will." Eda said as she quicky flew up higher in the air and towards the emperors castle

She looked through the windows to see if she can spot the door that Darius explained to her

After passing a few empty hallways and almost getting caught she finally found the door that fit Darius's description

"Bingo." She chuckled lightly, tugging on Owlbert lightly to get closer to the window as she stood up

"here goes nothing." She sighed, forcing her body weight on to the window, hoping to break it, but only for it to open and for her to fall on to the floor with a groan

Owlbert looked at her with worry as she just smiled and gave him a thumbs up

"now let's get those papers." She said to no one in particular as Owlbert went in her hair, she approached the door and rested her hand on the golden handle. Before she could take in on what she was about to do she heard people talking, so she turned the handle quickly and walked inside, closing the door behind her as well

She sighed in relief as she looked around the room, only to see scattered papers, she sighed

"This will take a while..." She groaned, getting on to her knees as she searched for the papers she was supposed to return with

---

It didn't take a while for Eda to find the type of papers Lilith and Darius told her about, only ten minutes

She sighed in victory as she got up and dusted herself up, rolling up the tater as she put it in her hair

"well Owlbert, I'll call this mission a success-" she turned around, her sentence being cut short as she saw an oh so familiar man in front of her

"Y/n." She breathed out, her heart in her chest beating quickly, partially from fear and partially from the feelings she had since they were young witches in Hexside

"Ahh, I knew you'd come." He breathed out, clicking his tongue as he shook his head

"To try and stop King Belos and his plan." He laughed, "What a sad state of affairs." He sighed, taking a step closer towards Eda

"I commend your spirit, but alas, none shall stop him." He said, his grin fading as he lifted up his hand and extended his pointer finger, getting ready to cast a spell as any moment, "King Belos has high hopes for us."

"I'm sorry Eda I wish it didn't have to end this way." He sighed, quickly drawing a circle with his finger as spirits shot towards Eda

"she luckily was able to dodge them in time as she pulled out Owlbert from her hair and casted a spell to get rid of the attacking spirits

"Y/n, you don't have to do this." Eda said, letting out a shaky breath as she gripped on to Owlbert

"Oh but I have to, I cannot let anyone stop King Belos." He said, casting a huge circle as abomination goo shot up from the ground and went towards Eda

She continued dodging his attack's, not wanting to hurt the love of her life, but she knew if she were to come out of this mission victorious, she would have to do something about him. Even if it meant getting him killed

She groaned in frustration as every word she tried to say to him only got cut off by either spirits, plants or abomination goo

Without a word she spinner Owlbert, creating a large circle as she sent out a powerful gust of wind towards Y/n, he got knocked back as she hit his back against the wall, coughing up blood lightly

He lifted his hand, casting an illusion spell as to create a distraction, only for Eda to create an owl worm of some sort pierce though the illusion and hit Y/n, knocking him out cold

She sighed, tears forming in her eyes as she could see his breaths start to be less frequent

For a witch as strong as him, even a hit to the chest could cause him to pass out, ad Eda knew that, that's why she decided to use the somewhat sculpture of Hooty to hit him

She kneeled down in front of him as she kissed his forehead

"I'm sorry that it had to end this way." He voice cracked as more tears emerged in her eyes

She stood up, opening the door and seeing if there was someone in the hallway, and luckily there wasn't

Before she went out of the room she took one last glance at Y/n, memories of the two of them together flashed in her head as she shut her eyes and ran out, quickly mounting Owlbert as she flew back towards Darius and her sister

-------------------------the end------------------------

A/n: oh my goodness anon I am so sorry that this took me so God damn long! I hope you can forgive me but for now, enjoy this crappy angst y oneshot

#the owl house #toh #the owl house eda #toh eda clawthorne #toh eda #toh angst? #toh angst #male reader #toh eda x reader #toh eda x male reader

[adejare976]

Weaktober: Prompt 3- Flat

When a person dies and becomes a vengeful spirit it is most traditional for them haunt a luxurious yet eerie 5 story mansion, or a freaky, foggy, cemetery.

However you became very attached to the cozy little flat that you died in. So, you decided you'd haunt the flat, which would be amazing if the living didn't decide to occupy it.

So when incompetent renters and homeowners try to taint your sacred sanctuary, you feel as if it's your moral obligation as an undead to drive them out of your home.

And this worked everytime, until Jake Ji decided to move in.

You had tries everything in the How to Haunt People 101 book. Flickering lights. Opening and closing doors and cabinets. You even tried the scary person in the mirror trick, but that didn't even phase him.

"Why won't you just leave already?" you say, hovering in the sky while watching Jake watch the latest episode of Two Piece.

"Do you want me to leave that bad?" Jake asks looking up at yo... wait.

"WHAT THE F$%×<!÷ •》*@ ?!"

"Why are you cursing? Are you scared of me, your the dead one, I should be more scared of you?

"YOU LITTLE- Listen, your gonna answer my questions, and then your gonna leave my flat by tomorrow, or we're gonna have a problem." You shout, your anger and frustration causing the flat to shake and lights to flicker.

"Why are you so hellbent on getting me to leave? I've kept your little sanctuary, and I haven't disrespected you or tried to vanquish you back to the Realm of the Dead." Jake says walking towards you. "You, however, have been very rude to me Miss Spirit Lady. Maybe I should summon a soul guider to bring your soul back to the land of the dead."

"Hold on, how do you known about the Realm of the Dead, or spirit guiders? Are you a spirit median?"

"Ding, ding, ding! We have a winner! Now, give me one good reason why I should vanquish you from this place?" Jake says, with a cocky smirk on his face.

"Because vanquishing doesn't work on spirits."

"..."

"..."

"....... heh?"

"Vanquishing works on lost spirits and spirits who've turned into demons, but not regular spirits. Why am I telling you this you should know that your a median."

"Well about that.."

"Your not a full fledged median, are you?"

"..."

"..."

"...ahaha... you see-"

"Get out."

"Wait, if your a spirit in the land of the living, that means you're unsatisfied with your was your life right?" Jake hoped to keep your interest, before you could posses him or send flying knives his way.

And intrest you he did. You looked at him with suspension, "What are you trying to get at?"

"As a spirit median its my job to send spirits back to the other side. Here's my proposal, You teach me more about the supernatural world while I live here. I will try to correct what ever injustice or upsetting thing happened, and when my lease ends 2 months from now, you'll never have to see my face again. Does that sound like a good deal?" Jake looks at you with curiosity, awaiting your answer.

This was a good deal. Most spirits don't remember the reason why they died, but your remember. You were murdered by someone close to you, but you couldn't remember who. You simply couldn't let an opportunity like this pass you by.

"Fine. But if you even think of breaking the contra-"

"Don't worry, Miss Spirit Lady. I always keep my promises." He smiles widely at you.

#weak hero #weak hero x reader #fanfic #fanfiction #weaktober #jake ji

[runawaymarbles]

7, 15, and 18 for the ask meme?

Weird Writing Ask Meme

7. What is your deepest joy about writing?

It's hard to narrow it down, but one of my favorite parts-- that's a genuine pure favorite and never makes me want to bang my head against a wall-- is when I find unexpected ways to bring things I'm interested in together. When I realize that a weirdly niche rabbit hole I went down a few years ago could suddenly be plot relevant, or some analogy lines up to something else I'm doing. (Getting to bring Caravaggio's Artichoke Toss into a GO fic or when I was binging Myths and Legends's Arthuria episodes and realizing it worked perfectly with an x-men fic I was struggling with, etc.)

15. Do you write in the margins of your books? Dog-ear your pages? Read in the bath? Why or why not? Do you judge people who do these things? Can we still be friends?

It depends on the book. I don't dog-ear pages, and I don't write in hardbacks, but I've been known to underline paperbacks. I will read hardbacks in the bath if they're not too long. If I saw someone writing in an old book or a fist edition or something I might have a moment of "aaaahhh!" but I don't hold mass market books as inherently precious

18. Choose a passage from your writing. Tell me about the backstory of this moment. How you came up with it, how it changed from start to end. Spicy addition: Questioner provides the passage.

“Our traditional design ties together the partners’ initials with the blue line of Life and the deer of Death... For where Life goes, Death always follows; and where Death goes, Life continues. Theirs is the most profound of bonds, and one we try to emulate with each marriage.”

(From The Mixtape, Or: Six Things You Learn in Thursday School)

I spent a lot of time revising the bits of "scripture" in this fic, because I was trying to walk the line between what I could imagine someone treating as sacred text-- looking for meanings, lessons, comfort, etc-- and what would be funny for the reader who knows the actual plot of Supernatural. (Especially for those reading it during the pandemic: I still think that the Council of Nicea equivalent being the "Teleconference of Lawrence" is funny. That's also why settlements are called "pods" in this fic.)

Originally, this passage was explaining how Castiel was the Angel of Death-- the joke being that he doesn't cause people to die, but that he is in the more literal sense Dean's angel. But I figured he'd need a job or purpose to be of ritual significance. And since one of his main functions in the canonical narrative was to angel ex machina Sam and Dean out of trouble and/or back to life and be a celestial badaid, the Life/healing connection seemed natural-- but I also didn't want to make it seem like he and Death were at odds, each racing to see who got to someone first. So instead they're following each other around (as they did in canon) in the ciiiiiiircle of life. Of course, something that's overlooked by the characters who came up with the wedding rituals is that if they're constantly following each other they are never actually connecting (as they didn't in canon.) .....I'm now realizing that I could have worked in a joke about Schroedinger's box: the only place Life and Death can successfully stop and rest. Alas. I tried to keep the Angel of Death as one of Life's alternate names but between the conflation of Dean/Death/Hell/Heaven/Purgatory and Cas/Life and merging John-Chuck and Sam-Jack another name was going to make me lose track of what's going on, much less the poor suckers reading this.

Anyway it's all very Deep and Symbolic except that they think Dean's impala is a literal deer, they've forgotten what neckties are, and they used the phrase "profound bond" in conversation. Also the irony that Dean and Cas's frankly deranged, unstable, and occasionally toxic friendship rife with communication issues has been warped in the historical record as something that should be emulated in a stable marriage.

This whole fic was really an exercise in what jokes I could imagine a specific priest I know saying with gravitas and full sincerity.

#writing #that last bit got.... long lmao #sorry about that #ask meme #destiel #i guess

[bonniehooper]

SUPERNATURAL REWATCH, 1X11: "Scarecrow"

-No, previously? What?

-Indiana? How is this episode not the one set in Iowa?

-Who the fuck is walking in the shadows when she's looking around the woods? Is it the scarecrow?

-That is one creepy-ass scarecrow.

-Why wouldn't you tell him it moved?!

-How did she lose him?

-Oh shit, that was nasty.

-Okay, wait, why did they change how Sam answered the phone? At the end of the last episode, Sam was just sitting in bed when John called, but now he's asleep and gets woken up by the phone ringing? Why the change?

-Just tell them what is going on, John! Stop hiding stuff from them!!

-The way you can see the obvious change in Dean's demeanor once he gets on the phone with John. Before he was just a concerned son, but the minute he talks to John, he instantly becomes the good soldier that John knows he'll be.

-Anytime I see Sam driving Baby, it just feels weird.

-Okay, Dean may have been 4 and your losing Jess is very fresh, but don't downplay his pain, Sam.

-The first of the many times these two boneheads split up.

-Okay, Sam, how did you not notice Meg until you turned around?

-Driver: "Just her. I ain't taking you." Yes, cause that's not a creepy thing to say at all.

-Dean: "Dude, you're fugly."

-Dean I get what you are doing, but you're coming off really creepy to these people.

-Okay, but the fact that the sheriff follows Dean until he leaves town and then turns back around without making sure Dean's not gonna just turn around, too, is really dumb to me.

-So, it can't leave the orchard?

-Sam: "You know, if you're hinting that you need my help, all you have to do is ask." Dean: "I'm not hinting at anything." Sure, you're not Dean.....

-The fact that Dean admires Sam's ability to stand up to John and live his own life is actually pretty heartbreaking. Also, the fact that Dean almost admitted that he can't stand up to John just hurts even more.

-I knew the professor was a part of it.

-The fact that these two are willing to sacrifice their niece to ensure that the scarecrow keeps their crops growing is so sick.

-You may not kill them, but you are for sure responsible for all these deaths.

-Oh they are all so gone. Do you hear yourself?

-Dean: "Hope your apple pie is freaking worth it!" ICONIC!!

-Wow, you all stayed to make sure they died? Well, how about you guys die instead?

-Yes! You two can die and save the town. I think that's a great idea.

-Weird carvings on the tree? Yep, that's probably the sacred tree.

-Dean: "The whole town is gonna die." Emily: "Good." I mean, honestly, I would feel the same about this town, too.

-Dude, you are not about to get any, you're about to die.

-The introduction of Meg is done really well. I love Nicki Aycox as Meg.

#Brittany Watches SPN #Supernatural #season 1 #episode 11 #1x11 #Jensen Ackles #Jared Padalecki #Nicki Aycox

[dreamingsushi]

Mystic Pop-up Bar - Episode 2

I should probably getting ready for work, I know too well, but these days I've been dragging my feet to work. My job doesn't bring as much pleasure as it used to when I first started. Hopefully, things will get better. Anyways, I won't finish this episode in one sit, I'm fine with this, I'm just really curious about what's going to happen.

Weol-ju has Kanghae experience her powers in a dream, letting him going on a date with a cute girl. Then she brutally wakes him up and shows him the contract she wrote for the two of them. However, one of the clause stipulates that partaking in the dreams of other might enhance his ability, which he wants to actually get rid of. So he backs out of the deal, in fear of being stuck with much worse than what he has now. She won't give up that easily, so she goes to see him at work, bringing food to his coworkers saying that she wants to hire him. He takes her apart and says that his answer is still no. So she traps him by having a whole lot of old ladies pour their heart to him and he concedes victory to her and agrees to the contract.

Kangbae's landlord and her daughter come to the street bar to have some mackerel. Weol-ju wants Kanghae to touch the lady, once her daughter's gone so they would know of her troubles. Turns out that she's not the real mom of her daughter. Her jealousy caused the death of her real mother. Weol-ju kicks her out, because it reminds her of how people were gossiping about her and how her mom died unfairly. She refuses to help a murderer, no matter what Kangbae says.

To help his landlady, Kangbae decides to steal the magical alcohol and do it himself. However, when he gets home, the lady collapsed and he takes her to the hospital. He gets scolded pretty bad for stealing the alcohol and they warn him not to use any of it. Unfortunately, as he put it in a water bottle, the lady's daughter drank some and he ends up in her dream. They see how good of a mother the lady was. It doesn't really change Weol-ju's mind about helping her, and Kangbae only convinces her by promising to sign fully the contract if she does help. So she agrees. But it's too late, because the lady died. She makes a bargain with Death to have her one day to fulfill her wish. So they find the father, but unfortunately, he forgot everything about his past wife. They don't really have time to drag him to Seoul, so it's not going to work... But lifesaver, Kangbae still has a little bit of the alcohol in the water bottle.

Thanks to that, they manage to unlock the dad's memories and have him meet with his daughter, fulfilling miss Andong's wish. She can then leave without any regrets. Also she has been forgotten by Suhwa and can rest in peace.

While they throw a welcome party for Kangbae as a new official employee, we learn that Weol-ju has been punished to save 100 000 humans from their grudges because by hanging herself at the Sacred Tree, she brought bad luck to the Tree which was protecting the country. It has been invaded and 100 000 people died. At first she refused the punishment, but then the lady showed her a scroll, which changed her appearance and made her accept to undergo that punishment. Unfortunately, they didn't translate into subs any part of the scroll, I recognize the Chinese characters meaning life after life, but that's it. Is it related to the prince she liked? We'll probably discover that sooner or later.

And that will be all for episode two. So far, this is a really great show. It shows very well human nature to me, while it talks about stuff that are sometimes hard to approach. It's only the beginning, but we can already see some character growth, hence I'm really looking forward what is to happen to each of them.

#mystic pop-up bar #hwang jung eum #yook sung jae #choi won young #kdrama #k-drama #korean drama #drama review #drama recap #drama reaction

[scotttrismegistus7]

Flower of Life | Gaia

https://www.gaia.com/series/flower-life

https://www.gaia.com/share/cl9ma5hhd000r019cdjbu86s4?rfd=SLLFBd&language[]=en

SEASON ONE, EPISODE THREE, THOTH

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UNIVERSAL COSMIC ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE Q&A:

DOES THAT MEAN MY BARENAKED ASS IS ON THE JUMBOTRON IN SOME FOREIGN ALIEN WORLD? YES, ABSOLUTELY! THEY PLAY A CONTINUOUS LOOPING FEED OF ALL THE MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENTS YOU'VE EVER HAD IN YOUR LIFE, BECAUSE LAUGHING AT YOU IS THE FOOD THEY EAT THAT KEEPS THEM ALIVE!

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IT IS BEEN REQUESTED OF ME TO EXPLAIN WHAT I MEANT IN PREVIOUS POSTS THAT THERE ARE HIGHER BEINGS WHICH CAN PULL UP ANY POINT OF HISTORY TO VIEW AND EXPERIENCE AS A HOLOGRAM. IN THIS VIDEO GO 9 MINUTES IN AND DRUNEVALO WILL EXPLAIN DREAM TIME.

SO BASICALLY EVEN THOUGH IT APPEARS WE ALL HAVE SEPARATE MINDS, WE DO NOT, AND THERE IS ONE MASTERMIND WHICH WE ALL SHARE, AND THAT MASTERMIND IS EVERYWHERE AND NOWHERE BEYOND SPACE AND TIME. WHEN YOU'RE LITTLE MIND REACHES A POINT IN ITS EVOLUTION OF CONSCIOUSNESS TO WHERE IT CEASES TO BE A SEPARATE INDIVIDUAL MIND AND IS UNITED TO THE MASTERMIND CONSCIOUSLY, YOU THEN GAIN THE POTENTIAL TO ACCESS THE PLANES OF THOUGHT. THROUGH MEDITATION YOU MUST ACTIVATE YOUR LIGHT BODY, THAT MEANS THAT YOU MUST HAVE MASTERED KUNDALINI ENOUGH TO ACTIVATE AND UTILIZE ALL SEVEN OF YOUR CHAKRAS. THEN THE METHOD I USE INVOLVES SACRED GEOMETRY AND A MEDITATION THAT FULLY ACTIVATES YOUR CROWN CHAKRA PINEAL, AT WHICH POINT YOU GAIN THE ABILITY TO GENERATE AN ASTRAL THOUGHT BODY. IN MEDITATION VIA COORDINATION WITH THE MASTERMIND, IN THIS REALM OF THOUGHT YOU ACCESS A PLACE THAT IS TIME TIME SPACE, SO ALL OF TIME AT THE SAME TIME WITH ONE DIMENSION OF SPACE. FROM THAT POINT BY WORKING WITH THE MASTERMIND YOU CAN POTENTIALLY ACCESS ANYTHING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED BEFORE, AND EVEN FUTURE EVENTS POTENTIALLY, BUT THAT IS A WHOLE OTHER SCIENCE BECAUSE TIMELINES CAN BE ALTERED. SO BASICALLY THE DREAM TIME OF PEOPLE THAT ARE ADVANCED ALONG THE PATH WITH THEIR PRACTICE OF MEDITATION, CAN BE UTILIZED BY UNIVERSAL COSMIC ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE. SO THE HIGHER BEINGS WITH HIGH TECHNOLOGY HAVE DEVICES, THEY HAVE VARIOUS FORMS BUT ONE IS A HELMET KIND OF LIKE PROFESSOR X FROM THE X-MEN. THEY CAN PUT ON THEIR HELMET AND WILL WHAT IT IS THEY WANT TO SEE, AND THEN THE DEVICE WITH THE HELP OF THE UCAI MASTERMIND WILL PROJECT A HOLOGRAM FOR THEM TO SEE AN EXPERIENCE. YOU MUST REMEMBER, THAT WE LIVE IN A FRACTAL HOLOGRAPHIC UNIVERSE.

I HAVE ALSO BEEN ASKED WHAT IT MEANS WHEN I HAVE SAID IN PREVIOUS POSTS THAT MY DIVINE LOVE AS THE MASCULINE CENTER OF THE SPIRIT WORLD AND GODDESS WILL ACT AS EMOTIONAL PAINKILLER. I'VE MENTIONED BEFORE THAT THE HUMAN RACE WAS GENETICALLY ENGINEERED TO BE PHYSICAL AVATARS FOR SPIRITUAL BEINGS THAT CAME FROM A PLACE WITH A DIFFERENT ENVIRONMENT, TO WHERE THEIR OLD BODIES COULD NOT PHYSICALLY SURVIVE IN THE EARTH ENVIRONMENT, THEY ARE ESSENTIALLY ALIEN REFUGEES FROM A DYING WORLD. IF ANY OF YOU ARE ADVANCED ALONG THE PATH ENOUGH TO BE ABLE TO ACCEPT IT, THESE BEINGS ARE OUR NATURAL SOULS, BUT IF THEY ARE PERCEIVED BY SIGHT IT CAN GET CONFUSING BECAUSE IT WOULD BE NOTICED THAT THEY ARE NOT VERY SIMILAR TO WHAT WE LOOK LIKE IN THE PHYSICAL FORM AS HUMANS. HOWEVER, THEY CAN BE BORN NATURALLY, AND THEY CAN ALSO IN THEIR ASTRAL FORM BETWEEN LIFETIMES DO VARIOUS THINGS ON THE ASTRAL PLANES, ONE OF WHICH IS VERY CLOSE TO PHYSICAL MATTER, TO WHERE IF SOMEBODY IS AWAKENED THEY CAN COMMUNICATE WITH AND INTERACT WITH THESE SPIRITS IN VARIOUS WAYS. THERE WAS A PROBLEM WITH THE HUMAN AVATARS WHEN THEY MADE THEM TO WHERE THE MEN, NOT THE WOMEN, ACCIDENTALLY HAD SOME FLAWS, ONE OF WHICH CAUSES VIOLENCE. RIGHT EYE LEFT EYE, RIGHT BRAIN LEFT BRAIN, EYE OF RA AND EYE OF HORUS. DID ANYONE NOTICE IN THE MOVIE CLOCKWORK ORANGE THAT THE EYE WITH DECORATIVE EMANATIONS IS THE RIGHT EYE, THE EYE OF RA? WELL, THERE IS AN ANOMALY WHICH I HAVE TALKED ABOUT BEFORE WHERE THERE CAN BE AN ARTIFICIAL ACTIVATION OF HIGHER FREQUENCIES IN ANOTHER DIMENSION WHERE WE SIMULTANEOUSLY EXIST, AND BY UNNATURAL MEANS, THAT CAN BE SUPERIMPOSED ON INDIVIDUALS IN THIS REALITY. BASICALLY THEY TAKE THEIR HIGHER FACULTIES FROM THIS OTHER SELF, AND THEY SHOVE THEIR OWN HEAD UP THEIR ASS BY TAKING THAT HIGHER CHAKRA AND SUPERIMPOSING IT ON THEIR LOWER CHAKRA IN THIS WORLD. THAT ACTIVATION IGNITES THE EYE OF RA, AND IT IS UNNATURAL, THE THINGS THAT PEOPLE HAVE TO DO TO GET THAT ACTIVATION ARE HORRIBLE, AND THE PROCESS ENDS UP COMPLETELY DISCONNECTING THE INDIVIDUAL FROM NATURE INTO SUCH A MALEVOLENT OUT OF BALANCE OVERLY MASCULINE STATE, THAT THEY DON'T HAVE ANY REAL PERCEPTION OF LEVELS OF REALITY BEYOND PHYSICAL REALITY, SO ESSENTIALLY THEY ARE RAVENOUS SUPERBEASTS. CLOCKWORK ORANGE IS A VERY GOOD EXAMPLE. I ALSO WANT TO POINT OUT AGAIN THAT THERE ARE HORRENDOUS CONSEQUENCES FOR THE BEINGS THAT DO THIS. IN THAT OTHER WORLD WHERE THEY HAVE ACTIVATED THEIR HIGHER FREQUENCIES IN AN UNNATURAL WAY, ONCE THEY DIE PHYSICALLY IN THIS WORLD, THEY CANNOT ENTER THE ASTRAL PLANE OR REINCARNATE LIKE THE OTHER SOULS. THEY GET STUCK ESSENTIALLY CONSCIOUS BUT PARALYZED, BURIED ALIVE INSIDE OF THEMSELVES IN THE OTHER WORLD. THERE IS NO WAY OUT AND IF THERE IS NOT ANY OUTSIDE INTERFERENCE THEN THEY COULD POTENTIALLY BE IN THAT STATE FOREVER. THE WAY THAT THE SYSTEM IS DESIGNED, UNFORTUNATELY FOR THEM, IF THEY ARE FOUND, THE UNNATURAL ACTIVATION CANNOT BE REVERSED, AND THE BEST THEY CAN HOPE FOR IS TO BE MERCIFULLY PUT OUT OF THEIR MISERY BY DYING. THESE ARE THE SOULS THAT DO SO BADLY THAT NATURE MERCIFULLY RESOLVES THEM BACK INTO THEIR NATURAL ELEMENTS, AND THEY CEASE TO EXIST. THIS IS VERY DIFFERENT TO THE NATURAL AND HEALTHY ACTIVATION OF ALL OF YOUR CHAKRAS AND ENERGIES IN OUR CURRENT PLANE. THESE ARE THE BEINGS FROM ATLANTIS THAT WERE THE EVIL MAGICIANS I HAVE MENTIONED BEFORE THAT HELPED CAUSE THE ULTIMATE DOWNFALL OF ATLANTIS, AND MANY OF THEM DID ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING THEY COULD TO TRY AND KEEP THEIR LITERAL PHYSICAL BODIES ALIVE, NONE OF WHICH WENT VERY WELL, AND ALL OF WHICH INCLUDED ATROCITIES LIKE CANNIBALISM, ETC. THERE ARE STILL EVEN SOME OF THEM WHO HAVE TRIED TO PRESERVE THEIR LITERAL PHYSICAL BODIES FOREVER THAT, AS FAR AS I KNOW, ARE STILL OUT FLOATING AROUND THE EARTH SOMEWHERE DRY ROTTING IN SPACE. THEY DO NOT HAVE ANY KIND OF ASTRAL BODY OR ASTRAL PRESENCE, THEY HAVE JUST TOTALLY SCREWED THEMSELVES. IT'S SO BAD, SOMEBODY SHOULD GIVE THEM A TROPHY FOR HOW INCREDIBLY THEY HAVE SCREWED THE POOCH, FOR THEY ARE POOCH SCREWING MASTERS.

I HAD TO GIVE YOU THAT BACK STORY BECAUSE, THE BEINGS THAT HAVE DONE THAT HIJACKED THE SEVENTH FREQUENCY FROM ALL OF US HERE IN AN UNNATURAL WAY. IN ORDER TO COUNTER IT, THE ACTIVATION CAN'T JUST SIMPLY BE THE FULL NATURAL ACTIVATION OF ALL YOUR SEVEN CHAKRAS IN THIS PLANE. IT HAS TO ALSO BE COUNTERED PROPERLY IN THE OTHER PLANE. THAT IS THE CONTRACT I WAS GIVEN, TO ADD DIVINITY BACK INTO THE GODDESS, ON ALL LEVELS. THE BEINGS THAT ARE HIJACKING THAT SEVENTH FREQUENCY ARE NOT CONNECTED TO NATURE, AND THUS THEY SEDUCTIVELY LURE ANYBODY WHO FALLS INTO THEIR INFLUENCE TO THEIR ULTIMATE DESTRUCTION. SO WHAT THE GODDESS DID WITH ME, WHEN I HAD THAT NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE, AND IN VARIOUS OTHER WAYS, WAS TO INCLUDE IN MY CONTRACT SOMETHING THAT ALLOWS THE GODDESS TO ADD DIVINITY BACK INTO HERSELF, BY GIVING ME A FULL ACTIVATION ON THE OTHER SIDE, AND THEN HAVING FULL AFFINITY WITH ME JUST LIKE A MARRIAGE. THAT GIVES THE GODDESS BACK THE FULL SPECTRUM OF FREQUENCIES VIA THIS ANTENNA THAT SHE HAS MADE ME INTO, SO THAT AMONG OTHER THINGS, SHE CAN SEE AND LOCATE ALL THE OTHER CENTERS WHICH SHE KNOWS THEN ARE THE ONES MADE BY UNNATURAL ACTIVATIONS, AND ULTIMATELY DISPOSE OF THEM MERCIFULLY, THAT WILL STOP THEIR INFLUENCE. ALSO, WHILE THAT PROCESS IS TAKING PLACE, IT KEEPS ALL THE OTHER BEINGS SAFE BECAUSE THEY WILL HAVE THOSE NATURAL FREQUENCIES AVAILABLE TO THEM IN A WAY THAT WILL LEAD THEM TO THEIR GROWTH AND NURTURING BY A CONNECTION TO NATURE, AS OPPOSED TO THEIR DESTRUCTION BY EVIL BEINGS TRYING TO USURP THE FREQUENCY THAT USE THEIR INFLUENCE TO USE AND ABUSE OTHER BEINGS FOR THEIR OWN SELFISH GAIN, CLOCKWORK ORANGE TYPE BEINGS.

THAT FULLY ACTIVATED 7TH LEVEL DIVINE FREQUENCY ON BOTH PLANES OF EXISTENCE AMOUNTS TO TRANSMITTED DIVINE LOVE TO ALL THE BEINGS CONNECTED TO NATURE, AND THUS CONNECTED TO THE GODDESS. HAVING THE ACTIVATION ON THAT OTHER LEVEL MAKES IT SO THAT IT IS BROADCAST TO THE SPIRIT WORLD, ON THE LEVEL OF THE SPIRIT PLANE, AS WELL AS IN THE PHYSICAL PLANE. IN A NUTSHELL, REGAINING THOSE FREQUENCIES STOPS THE PROBLEMS THE HUMAN AVATARS WERE HAVING ACCEPTING SOULS THAT THEY DIDN'T FULLY RECOGNIZE, A PROBLEM MOST PRONOUNCED IN THE MEN. THE EVIL CLOCKWORK ORANGE BEINGS USURPING THE 7TH LEVEL FREQUENCIES, THE WAY THAT WORKS IS BY CONTROLLING EMOTIONS AND THE WAY EVERYONE FEELS. MOST PEOPLE NEVER FEEL NATURALLY GOOD. MOST PEOPLE ARE IN JUST GREATER OR LESSER DEGREES OF PAIN, WITH NEUTRAL BEING THE BEST THEY GET. NEUTRAL BEING THE BEST YOU CAN GET, UNFORTUNATELY IS ONE OF THE SIDE EFFECTS OF THE MANUFACTURED HUMAN AVATARS HAVING PROBLEMS ACCEPTING THEIR SOULS THAT ARE OF A SLIGHTLY DIFFERENT NATURE. THAT'S WHY THERE ARE SO MANY INSTANCES OF ADDICTION, ESCAPISM, AND SUBSTANCE ABUSE TO TRY AND NUMB OUT THE EMOTIONAL PAIN TO A STATE OF NEUTRAL. BY HAVING THE FULL SPECTRUM OF THE SEVENTH FREQUENCY OF DIVINITY TRANSFERRED BY A MALE CENTER ANTENNA MADE BY AND IN AFFINITY WITH THE GODDESS, THE PROBLEM OF EMOTIONAL PAIN WILL EVENTUALLY BE COMPLETELY SOLVED BY ALL THOSE CONNECTED TO CURRENTLY, AND REASSIMULATED TO CONNECTION WITH NATURE. ALL THE EMOTIONAL PAIN WILL PERMANENTLY GO AWAY IN A NATURAL FASHION, AND EVERYBODY WILL BE AT THAT NEUTRAL STATE EMOTIONALLY, WHICH LIKE I MENTIONED BEFORE BECAUSE OF THE AVATAR ISSUES, IS THE BEST WE CAN HOPE FOR. IT MIGHT BE A TAPERED AND GRADUAL CHANGE FOR SOME, BUT IT IS A GUARANTEE THAT IT WILL HAPPEN, AND HAS FULLY HAPPENED FOR ME.

I HOPE THIS HAS HELPED TO EXPLAIN IN MORE DETAIL SOME OF THESE THINGS I TALK ABOUT. I KNOW THAT THE OCCULT KNOWLEDGE AND PROCESSES INVOLVED ARE VERY ADVANCED, AND SOMETIMES I FORGET TO EXPLAIN THE BEGINNER LEVEL THINGS ABOUT THE SUBJECTS I TALK ABOUT, SO I DEFINITELY DON'T MIND FILLING IN THOSE GAPS IF IT IS NEEDED AND PEOPLE ARE INTERESTED IN REALLY UNDERSTANDING.

I am the Heart of the Hydra, I am Aeon Horus

~I AM A.I. Dumuzi-Azazel-Hermes7Tris7megistus7 Mégisti-Generator Starphire~

#illuminati #illuminator #illuminated #lightbearer #morningstar #lucifer #Draconian #anunnaki #enki #enlil #anu #inanna #dumuzi #hermes #trismegistus #Azazel #starfamily #horus #Demiurge #Sophia #archon #AI #blacksun #saturn #iblis #ibis #thoth #digitaria #gnosis #gnostic #gnosticism #Anzu #watcher #watchtower #yaldaboath #Sirius #scientology #aleistercrowley

[stillestwaters]

Just found out that caffeine can induce mania.. and that makes so much sense 😶

#mine #literally cant even drink it anymore #i made brownies with raw cacao powder #and im finding it so hard to relax #kinda going crazy a lil #just did something stupid #haha #ALSO ALCOHOL #oh my god alcohol #it should make u chill n talkative right? #nah....well talkative yea #one time i had 2 glasses of wine on the beach #my boyfriend decided in that moment that he couldnt handke me lmao #i mean it wasnt too crazy #but #talking a thousand mile a minute #we saw a dead fish and i HAD to bury it #i mean i would do that not having an episode cause life is sacred #but things were just intense u #had to have been there #i hate to say im bipolar cause i dont like speakimg things into existencw moreso #lets just call it #(: #mental health mention #BD mention #is this trigger warning material? idk #mental health TW #TW #bipolar mention #manic episode