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#i mean I can yell into the void that is tunglr dot com
harrimaniac27art · 3 years
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Sometimes you’re tired of reading so much and you’re tired of thinking and sometimes your doodles in the margins turn out as dark as your brain wants to be
#also i take offense at the fact that I am relating so much to a study about wellbeing in old people#here I am in the fuckin blossom of youth and what am I spending it on?#living with my parents. relating to an article about how old people’s concerns are avoided or brushed off#not really able to do a damn thing about it#i grew up believing that my concerns weren’t as important as other people’s and now I’m a great listener#but I have so much I need to talk about and no one who will sit down and listen.#sure there’s my therapist but like. i don’t feel like he and I are connecting#I’m so used to shutting up and not talking about things that I don’t even know how anymore#i mean I can yell into the void that is tunglr dot com#and at least that lets me get it out. but...it doesn’t feel very productive#i need a hug and a proper fucking desk#instead of writing my thesis on a damn tv tray#I wish I could just be grateful that I have a tv tray to write on.#but like. the tv tray also feels like. a reminder of how I’m trying to force this to work#of how jerry-rigged my life currently is#I’m sitting here in the middle of a recession writing poor-me statements on the most expensive phone I’ve ever owned#fuckin. irony. and don’t you dare say I haven’t worked hard enough to afford more space/space of my own#I’m just trying to survive here and also convince myself that I deserve nice things#anyway sorry that turned into a rant#thanks for reading if you made it this far#digital art#my art#margin doodles
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