Loki,
Please, don’t forget that I love you. I feel like I mess up so much with you.
I’m sorry I haven’t been a good follower lately. I’m sorry I haven’t been able to enjoy coffee with you or write you letters every day. I’m sorry I’ve been spending too much on my phone and avoiding life.
I know that’s not what you want for me.
But I don’t know what to say to you sometimes cause I feel like such a failure. You’ve never wanted me to sit down and shut up, but you’ve also wanted me to just be quiet and walk away.
You’ve wanted me to reach out, stop being stubborn, and to take care of myself the way that I should. By listening to bad pop music and buying a coloring book just to chill out with, and cuddling the cats like stuffed animals. By buying actual stuffed animals and washing the dishes and cleaning the house. At least the little things.
I feel defeated by all of it, though, and I can barely hear your voice anything. Lighting a candle or living a coffee to chill on the windowsill or writing you a letter or poetry doesn’t feel like enough anymore. Nothing feels like enough anymore.
I haven’t been reaching out. I’ve been making things worse. I’ve been sitting in pain without trying to heal, and we haven’t been talking.
Have I ever told you I think of you when I look at the sun? I know that Sol’s thing, but it always reminds me of you — a chaotic ball of fire, providing life but threatening to burn everything up one day? Doesn’t that sound a bit like you, Worldbreaker?
I’ve never understood how you got that title. Some asshole, probably. All you were doing was defending your family.
Do you know that you’re my family, Loke? I mean it when I say the cats are our girls. Cause they are — yours and mine. I hope you won’t forget us. Its stupid cause I know you won’t even when you leave, its only temporary. You always come back.
I’m just sorry that I haven’t done better lately, and I hope you realize that I still love you.
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I am simultaneously deliriously in love with the ending of Loki season 2 and absolutely loathe it
On one hand…Shakespearean tragedy at its finest, essentially circling back to Loki’s original Thor 2011 character arc by reversing it, and Loki has literally ascended to godhood. In the end, Loki’s ultimate selfless sacrifice was to sit upon the highest throne in the multiverse, and that to me is tragically ironically beautiful
On the other hand…Loki being alone makes me want to burn Marvel studios to the ground and do other unspeakable things
Best and worst ending of all time f u Eric Martin
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anyway the person Loki went back to ultimately ask what he should do was Mobius.
the person who couldn’t continue the job they’d been doing for eons because it was too painful without Loki was Mobius.
the person who stood alone in the second to last shot was Mobius.
the person who’s voice Loki heard at the end of time was Mobius.
if you don’t think that’s winning i don’t know what to tell you.
give me painful, bittersweet, star-crossed lovers over nothing at all any day.
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So you mean to tell me that Disney writters decided it was very much okay to write
Heterosexual selfcest
Whatever the fuck this dependency shit was between an older authority figure and a subordinate
And now A FUCKING AI CARTTOON BEING IN LOVE WITH IT'S CREATOR
But they drew the line at a gay ship? One that has an AMAZING chemistry and a build up of friendship and trust where they would both die for each other?
LOKI WRITTERS WTF ARE YOU DOING DUDES?
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