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chiiyuuvv · 6 months
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Hey~
I was wondering if you'd be able to write how xiker's members would react to y/n being insecure about being very chubby/ very slim (still healthy tho) to the point where y/n would want to change herself (but because she's insecure about how others see her and not because she really want's to) and how the boy's would comfort her, what they'd do etc.
You can choose whether you'd like to do it as a headcanon, imagine or anything else!
Thank you!💚🦊
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WHEN YOU THINK YOU'RE OVERWEIGHT
• PAIRING — bf!xikers x gn reader (uses some she)
• GENRE — comfort, fluff, i dont think i implied the angst, comfort, comfort, comfort
• WORD COUNT — 758
• AUTHOR'S NOTE — i am so, so, so sorry about the long wait. True was, me and my team had no idea what to write 😭 but after looking up some coping skills, we got to writing. I just wanna say that you are beautiful just the way you are, fuck other people. And if you dont believe me, xikers certainly will ♡
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MINJAE ☆
Minjae could see on your phone various workout methods that guarantees losing lots of weight in 2 weeks or so
Was a little confused on why you were so interested in that so he decided to comfort you
It broke his heart when you kept calling yourself fat and chubby bc what?? No you arent
And since he knew the workout methods and supplements were a scam, he suggested that you worked out with him
Praises every little thing you do with a big hug and kiss ♡
JUNMIN ☆
Junmin felt a little chubby when he was growing up so he understood how you felt
After researching, he found that setting small goals really helps your mental being
So he decided to do just that
This week, you should at least eat a apple everyday
Next week, you would go for a 30 minute walk
Does everything with you so you dont have to feel alone ♡
SUMIN ☆
He'd be all ears
Hes kinda like minjae too; his baby?? Feeling fat???
But would still let you rant everything out without him interrupting
Wipes away your tears if you start crying
And when you're done, he would go on a rant about how beautiful you are, and even though you dont feel this way right now, you will feel this way in the future ♡
JINSIK  ☆
As soon as you open up to him, hes gone
Then you hear a big crash
Throws away (stomps and slams) your bathroom scale
Along with anything else that triggers you
Then would go on a long rant about how you shouldnt compare yourself to others ♡
HYUNWOO ☆
You told him when you thought he was sleeping because it would be too hard telling him when hes awake
Immediately sits up when you fall asleep, his heart breaking as he rubs your back
And then bolts out of the bed
Spends the next 30 minutes placing sticky notes in random places for you to find, using affirmations like "youre so pretty" or "you are worth it"
And when you see it the next morning you almost break down, hyunwoo restating the note over and over ♡
JUNGHOON ☆
Junghoon feels like hes not good at using his words and would accidentally offend you
So he creates a playlist
You know those body worship songs like i love my body by hwasa or any meghan trainor song?
Hes got them all in one playlist for you to listen too
And he even sings along ♡
SEEUN ☆
Seeun knew you werent one for exercising, so why not some yunmy healthy food to eat?
He knows hes not the best at cooking but he will try
And if not he'd recruit another member
Wont force you to eat all the vegetables but once he does figure out what healthy foods you like to eat. Its over
For dessert, he would hand feed you some fresh fruits ♡
YUJUN ☆
"What, no you arent." Would be yujuns first words but he knows words dont matter actions do
So with lots of kisses, he would drag you to the bathroom
Makes up a self care plan for you to do everyday, teaching you to love your body just like how he loves you
Speaking of love, he looks at you with so much love in his eyes, you feel like melting
And if you let him, he would kiss every part of your body, and pressing extra ones in the places you feel insecure ♡
HUNTER ☆
We all know how hunter journals his emotions just when hes about to go to bed
And so he requests that you do the same
Writing down your feelings makes you feel more connected to yourself, and pinpoints how you started feeling this way
And just like yujun, if you let him, he would kiss all the places where you feel insecure
And cuddles you, whispering in your ear that you are so beautiful and you should not think of yourself that way. And even if you do, hunter would do everything in his power to change your mind ♡
YECHAN ☆
Yechan thought you were joking at first
But his smile immediately drops when he finds out that you werent
Yechan would spend the next few days talking about self acceptance. Making you talk out your feelings and acknowledge your abilities
Would give examples on how this relates to him too, like when he was younger, he thought his rap was terrible
But would reassure you that what youre feeling will not last forever, and that you will see some happier days ♡
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crows-home · 1 year
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Hello hellooooo I have thoughts about Tiger and Bunny :) below the cut because it's so long lmao. I tried to keep spoilers out of it, for the most part, but this is mainly me talking about things i liked
I really liked the character designs. It's what immediately drew my eye and hooked me when I was just channel surfing and came across it. I was like holy shit!!! Black people drawn super well in an anime!!!! It's something that I wasn't used to, Made my heart sing yk.
I adored the character designs for the most part!! Yeah some of them (barnaby) looked silly, but it really fit their character. It's a superhero anime- I was expecting it!
Oh man, speaking of, I'm such a goner for superhero/ mecha stuff. Some of my favorite franchises growing up were Transformers, Power Rangers, and Tenkai Knights. So when I flipped through channels, saw the heroes in action and the fighting/ animation, my brain went "!!!!!!! Yes!!!" I gushed over Tiger and Barnaby's hero suits, heck, everyone's hero suits. It just scratches an itch in my brain.
I watched the dub, and I thought it was great!! Lots of funny lines and great deliveries :) ("and what's that over there?" "Oh that's. A building." "And that?" "...also.. A building." And "I don't talk like that!" "I dOnt TaLk liKe ThAT!" And God any line where Bunny was crying was just so good. Really pulled on my heart strings even when I wasn't expecting it to) Sure, some of the scenes were corny, but I was expecting it!
The plot was solid, though I can see where some holes might be poked. But there was so much character in every episode, I love the teamwork and the way everyone interacted with each other. And the attention that was placed on their relationships with their families. Even if I wish for more, it's fun to play around with in my head. Like, I'm sure Fire Emblem was a big step forward, in universe, for gay rights and their flirty, flamboyant attitude is the biggest "fuck you" to homophobes. I'm sure Dragon Kid's debut, at 13, caused a commotion about children doing hero work, especially when she's getting hurt so much. I'm sure there's a lot of background politics at play regarding heroes and their sponsors that we don't see. I know a lot of this was left out, because they wanted a story with one plot, because they weren't sure how far this series would go, because it just wasn't as interesting. But oh man, these things have been in my head ever since I watched it. Tiger and Bunny is a fun playground.
(I'm going to be honest, I went in without high expectations for the plot. I was just here for cool fight scenes)
I appreciated the direction they took Karina's crush on Kotetsu. I was really wary at first. She's 15? 16? and he's like 36. If they were going to be pairing up the underage girl with the grown man she had a crush on, I was prepared to drop the whole show and hate it. But no!! The progression was sweet, the way Kotetsu obviously sees her as a daughter, and how Karina evolved into her feelings was just :')
Also. Holy fucking shit. Barnabys entire life just. Put out there, for the whole world to see. I can't imagine the sense of perversion that creates. The world knows his name, his backstory, everything. He no longer has his own life, his own choices. It's ridiculous, and I'm glad he had people there to support him.
UNLIKE KOTETSU JEEZ. Man was getting the short end of the stick at every turn ToT I felt so bad for him every time he tried to hard to be recognized, but also just embarrassed. Give him a break!!!
And. Even before going into this, I knew that people would ship Tiger and Bunny. I've been around the block, I know how this shit goes, especially in these types of shows. Two guys being super close, going on about their friendship and all that, is bound to attract shipping. I wasn't against it!- I was just ready for it, but was mostly planning on ignoring it.
But. Holy shit. It's really all there huh. They're like. in Love Love.
("you're only partners for each other." "You two fight like an old married couple." "we dont need to talk to know what the other is thinking." "you're always making me think about you."
Kotetsu "I wonder how Bunny's doing again" Kaburagi and Barnaby "Have I told you about Kotetsu today yet" Brooks Jr. Neither of you are subtle.)
I'll make another post with some more detailed criticisms and takes, but for now, this is all my brain wants to gush about
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astolary · 2 years
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hello! Its me again, the one who asked if you wrote for Neon, anyways my request might be too specific so feel free to ignore it but here it is!! vvv
So Neon has a crush on reader and wants to ask reader out on a date but she (neon) doesnt know what exactly to do so she asks reader about their ideal dream date and reader just tells her. (maybe something like a park or arcade date?? Anything outsidey!) So neon plans just that!
But heres the twist! Reader also likes Neon back and got excited when neon asked them about the date thing, but neon kinda ends up going with jett somewhere (not on the date!) And reader misunderstands Neon for liking Jett. Then reader ends up getting pretty distanced from Neon days before the planned date and neon gets concerned and basically straight up asks her whats wrong and they reader tells and neon understands then confesses and overall just vv fluffy!
Again, if you dont wanna write this, i completely 100% understand, we all have our limits and i wish to respect yours! Tho if u do write this, then tysm! :DDD
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𝟕 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄 .
( Synopsis ) It stemmed from a misunderstanding.
( Author's Note ) Tysm for your consideration anon 🥺🥺 And no, it's completely fine it's specific! Although, I kind of went through the Angst to Fluff route since I can't see the whole thing being fluffy ykyk hehe
There's the Cypher and Killjoy father-daughter headcanon in here where they watch feeds together from Cypher's cameras so if anyone can remember who made it please tell me in the comments so I can tag them for the idea 😭
( Pairing ) Neon x GN! Reader
( Content Warnings ) Cursing, misunderstandings, fighting with Reyna in the last bits cause she's your mentor.
( Word Count ) 1.2k words // EDITED! 
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Imagine! Neon eating tapsilog beside you inside the confinements of your room after training sessions with Reyna. (Brimstone would remind the two of you about your diets, but he can't stop you guys.) Laughing at jokes, sharing memories about when you were both younger, only to cringe afterward.
That time Neon's voice cracked audibly in the speakers while she was leading her batch in singing the school song. Or what about the time you were using the car window as a mirror in the parking lot, only to realize someone was waving at you from inside the car?
Imagine! A moment of silence ensues as you put a hand up to signal, wait— let me chew my food. Neon would suddenly admire you, the way the light from the ceilings shone down onto you perfectly, the cute marks on your face revealed for her to see. You made her heart beat faster than the speed of her sit-ups, sweet chills running down her spine faster than her jumping jacks. Her Lola and 'Ma were right, experiencing romantic love is such a kilig feeling.
Imagine! Neon begging The Empress herself to let the both of you skip training for just a week. The Filipino embraced her feelings and decided to act on them. Now, or never.
"Sige na! Just for one week! Please please please please please—"
"—no." Reyna would comically answer. She knew exactly what Neon was begging from her. Would she say yes easily? Of course not. Where was the fun in that? "10 more laps around headquarters, indoors and outdoors."
"TANGINA!"
Imagine! 7 days before the date: Neon celebrating to herself in the middle of the cafeteria after hellish training, unaware of Cypher and Killjoy watching her through a camera, cheering along with her. She got the one-week break, Reyna threatened negotiated with Brimstone about the small vacation. Neon finally has the time to plan a date, then surprise you with it... but this was her first date. How do you plan a date?
Imagine! 6 days before the date: Neon asked you about your ideal couple outing, only to find out you were a sucker for romance books. A picnic outside with no one disturbing the couple— your favorite scene in the book. You excitedly squealed and shoved the chapter in her face, ranting about how much you wanted to live that moment out with your future lover. She'll be the one to bring out the scenes from the book to life for you— starting with this.
Imagine! 5 days before the date: Neon had everything set and was picking up your favorite flowers, only to run into Jett there as well.
"Hey Neon!"
Neon jumped in place, not expecting her best friend + one-sided rival to be there. She calmed herself down, it wasn't you, it wasn't you. The surprise wasn't ruined.
"What are you doing here?" Jett and Neon asked at the same time. They paused, made eye contact, and laughed at their small reunion.
"What's up? I never knew you were one for flowers." Neon hid the bouquet she picked up behind her back, hoping Jett wouldn't notice it.
"Nahhh, I was just picking up flowers for Yoru since I, you know, interrupted his kiss with—"
"Kiss?!"
"Yes! God, it was so embarrassing. I swear I was only gonna go to the back of the gym since I accidentally threw my knives back there, only to find him lying on top of—"
"Ok, ok, too much information stop."
Imagine! 5 days before the date: You were going to buy a fresh pot of your favorite flowers to grow for your room, your mood bursting like a rainbow through the rain. A frog leaping out of the water to a lily pad; A whale spouting water from the great oceans; you haven't felt this joyous in years. You weren't oblivious, there were harbored feelings between you and Neon fluttering around like butterflies when you both shared a grin. Did she have feelings for you as well? There was a chance she did. The 1% became 99.99%; a hair of hope became a full-grown wig— if, erm, that made sense. You looked through the windows to check if there were potted plants in stock,
only to find the love of your life hiding the last stock of your favorite flowers behind you, standing in front of Jett.
Imagine! 4 days before the date: The scene fresh in your mind was playing like a replay on Spotify; a loop on YouTube; a broken record. They were all playing the same music as well, Top 10 songs to cry to! Was catching Neon staring at you while you rambled an illusion? Were you just a tad bit ignorant about the 0.1% chance, the strand of hair that fell from the wig: she may not have a crush on you too?
Imagine! 3 days before the date: You ignored Neon inviting you for Jollibee breakfast, throwing her hand away from your shoulder when she thought you were just playing around. You didn't miss the way she voiced her confusion, but you didn't turn back. You didn't miss how Cypher and Killjoy were glancing sadly at your figure, but you didn't voice out how you noticed them. You didn't miss how Brimstone gave a confuzzled look towards you, wondering why you were eating a salad for breakfast. And most especially, you didn't miss how Jett was bouncing her legs up and down under the table, hair flying all over the place while she aggressively pushed the buttons on her keyboard with a huge smile plastered on her face.
Neon was going to tell you about how she successfully asked Jett out, wasn't she? Neon was going to thank you and all. Cypher was gonna let you see the funny blurry pictures he has of everybody, and Killjoy was probably gonna try and comfort you by letting you draw faces on her bots. Out of pity, most likely. Brimstone, the ever old man he is, was going to ask why you were eating alone. Unintentionally scarring you more.
Imagine! 2 days before the date: Reyna aimed for a punch on your stomach, but you saw this move plenty of times. You weaved around and grabbed her wrist, more aggression on your grip. You attempted to throw her over you, only for your mentor to grab your left shoulder and forearm, twisting it painfully behind you. Crack!
"As much as your anger delights me, I'm afraid that imaginative mind of yours is breaking hearts everywhere you go. Not that I'm against it, of course, but you are so pitiful even I slightly pity you." She whispered to your ear, freeing you from her grasp. You let out a painful groan, rolling your shoulders up and down. "Unfortunately, Neon is on a mission today. Talk it out tomorrow. I missed my date because of you, and I thought we were having a one-week vacation!"
↷ Imagine! The day before the date: The both of you were locked in Neon's room this time, Jett faintly screaming in the distance: "My redemption matchmaker era! Now, explain!" Then promptly trapped you both in with the keys she stole from 'Brimmy's' office.
Neon's jaw dropped at the explanation you gave her, head swirling in so much confusion, and all she could say was:
"I, ano— (Name), you’re the one I love."
Neon spoke while cupping your face in her warm hands.
....huh?
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ayoharuko · 2 years
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~Genshin Impact bf headcanons~
Hello hello this is my first ever post that is about uhm something? And yea about the boys now this will be in parts this one is part 1 about the Monstadt guys and the second one might be posted tomorrow? idk depends...i have school and homework to do soo it really depends.
Now this will contain headcanons, nicknames, voice line about you(when traveler asks about you) and an voice line about them talking to you. ALSO what tpye of bf I think they would be!
There might be spelling and grammar errors so beware and sorry. and this is from my notes and I wanna share it! of course might be cringe or occ sorry about that...
Anyways I hope you enjoy this!
(Mondstadt Boys)
Diluc Of Mondstadt (Diluc Ragnvindr)
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~Overprotective Boyfriend~
Yea that's right...he's overprotective REALLY overprotective like he doesn't let you go home alone at night... We all know there's a reason behind this behavior of he's so he has ptsd about it.... If he's too overbearing and protective sometimes it leads to fights between you both...which is quickly solved the next day.
I believe in the saying that he sings or hums to you when you guys are taking a nap/sleep.
Let's you style he's hair...even If it's...too much..he will wear it with pride when he goes somewhere or the tavern, he just doesn't have the heart to ruin it..because YOU did it. Feel bad for someone who comments about he's hair-. Now I think he's used to it tho...since when he's baby sitting Klee she also likes to style he's hair.
Buys you flowers. Red roses to be specific with
He likes holding your hand or you holding he's arm in public that's probably the only pda I imagine him doing in public.
Definitely gives you he's coat when your cold and it's sooo warm~
When he goes to he's nightly duties. He sometimes comes hom with wounds/injuries of course when you catch him returning it results in you treating him and scolding him.
He knows he's sometimes hard to love...so he appreciates how patient you are with him :)
That's why to him even if he's a Pyro user your the fire who lights up he's world💕
Nicknames:Darling, love, sweetheart and my world
Voice lines about you: "Huh? What about y/n? Are they alright? Are they ok? Are they-. Oh...don't scare me like that traveler...what? Can I not worry about my lover?"
When he talks to you: "My love...my world...please understand...i..im sorry if I'm too overbearing and protective sometimes... I just....dont wanna lose you..."
Calvary Captain "No horses" (Kaeya Alberich)
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~Flirty Boyfriend~
This boy has NO SLAME like whenever yall are out on a date he kisses you in public, flirts with you and the thing he loves the most is.... teasing you. He thinks your cute when your red🤦‍♀️
He flirts back with other people for fun because he likes to see you jealous thinks your cute when your mad (jerk)
You guys have makeouts in alleyways....
He's the only one who can tease you and see your cute reactions....if someone else does...well...pray for them-
Definitely flirts with you when he's drunk, Like the cheesey pick up lines too😂
Also sometimes forgets about you too being a couple when he's drunk so he just flirts with you as if you guys met for the first time
Flirts with you infront of Diluc to piss him off hahaha-
Boy is a SLUT and SIMP for you. FIGHT ME👿
But over-all he really loves you alot...it takes time for him to actually trust you. And he prefers not to tell he's dark secret...since he's afraid of losing you...
He has nightmares about he's homeland and about you.... When you don't wake up he holds you close to him praying you'll not leave him...
He's very open on pda
Imagine a accidental confession because he was drunk...it would either be cute or hot-
To him your the fire that breaks he's icey walls.
Nicknames:Babe, baby and hottie
Voice line about you: "Hm..what? I seen distracted? haha...so you noticed...im thinking about a...certain someone. You think it's y/n? why why...your right~ I am thinking about them...."
When he talks to you: "Heyyy there hottie~ what? I'm not drunk~! Anyways are you single? Ehhh your not?? Wait what I'm your boyfriend?? Ohohoh..lucky me~
"Barsabatoes" (Venti)
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~Sunshine Boyfriend~
Our favorite tone deaf bard always smiles when he's around you, Like a sun smiling down at you
He definitely takes you on rides on davalin and he has told davalin that if something happens to him...davalin would be the one protecting you.
He sometimes let's the wind blow to you or plays with you with the wind
When your upset/sad he will do ANYTHING to make you smile again... He cherishes your beautiful smile so please smile for him...
Writes songs and poems about you and then sings it infront of everyone infront of he's statue, soo sweet💕
When your gone he asks the traveler where you are or just looks for you
begs you to buy him wine since he's broke-
He sometimes has nightmares about he's friend and when he does... He wakes up with tears falling down he's face... Please comfort him that you won't leave him too...
He makes you promise him you won't leave him early....
He plays he's lyre when you lay your head in he's lap while humming or singing a song to you
I believe that he can still turn into he's old form which is a wind spirit and when he's does(rarely) He flies around you and cuddles into your face, neck or head!. Man in the form seals your money-
You complete he's life because without you he feels as if he's world is windless despite being the anemo archon
Nicknames: My windblume, My muse and my love
Voice line about you: "Hey traveler! Have you seen y/n? No? Aww..i miss them... their only been gone for 2 hours? That's too long!"
When he talks to you: "My dear windblume...my muse...promise me you'll never leave me early....ok? why? Well...who will buy me wine!? ow ow ow...im only half joking...maybe..ehe"
Unlucky Precious Boi (Bennet)
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~Insecure Boyfriend~
Sadly I think of him as the inscure tpye... why? well because he knows he's unlucky and he knows it WILL affect you...
So please reasure this poor boy....he needs it
On a normal day you both go on adventures together! Like going on mountains or just doing tasks and commissions
Takes you on campsite in dragonspine and look at the sunset while cuddling in a thick blanket. (MY HEART💘
You help him patch wounds up when he's injured
I can imagine him asking he's dad's for advice (Kaeya and Dliuc)
He's just a cute insecure boy who needs kisses, cuddles and reasurence :)
Nicknames: My goodlucky charm
Voice line about you: "H-How are they Barbara? There doing fine? Oh... thank Barbados...i shouldn't have fed them my soup...my bad luck again..."
When he talks to you: "You really are my Goodluck charm! I-I'm lucky your with me...thanks for sticking with me"
Cute Wolf Boy (Razor)
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~Clueless Boyfriend~
By clueless I mean your he's first EVER ONLY love...so he's VERY new to this weird feeling we call love
He takes you haunting with him and cooks you food!
Introduces you to he's wolf family and they love you~ Like imagine you guys and them cuddling all that fluff...omg heaven💕
He probably tells Lisa about you and tells what he's feeling...she giggles at this and tells him he just loves you alot~
He always goes to Lisa to talk about you since he thinks she's very smart and she just gives him advice and teaches him about dates and such things about love.
even if he's technically not a wolf he acts like one...like he likes headpats and when he sees you he's imaginary tail starts wagging.
Since he's vocabulary isn't that good he likes when you guys do things that are quiet. Such as napping under a tree and reading a book while he's laying on your lap.
When you kiss him on the lips he's very confused about it...like he likes it and it makes he's tummy rumble but what is it!?
You explain that it's a "kiss" and now he asks for kisses alot. He definitely has liked you before lol
Protects you alot like he's your feral bodyguard
Likes smelling your scent says that you smell really good
Marks you with he's scent.
Even if he's clueless about love and still learning...he knows that this feeling you make him feel good things as he words it...your he's Lupical he's family that's for sure
Nicknames: Lupical(Nothing else he doesn't understand it)
Voice line about you: "Lisa...whenever Razor talks to y/n...razor feels...weird...is razor sick?"
When he talks to you: "Lisa saids that I razor loves you...huh..why you red? are you ok? huh? you love me too?
Chalk Prince (Albedo)
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~Curious Boyfriend~
Albedo is definitely the type to be very curious about this thing humans call love....
He unintentionally makes you blush or flustered but sometimes he does it on purpose😐
When you asked him if he wanted to cuddle he just gave you a confused face. So you explained it to him and when you guys did cuddle he.could.not.get.enough
You guys will be trying different cuddle positions and he notes in he's notepad which one he likes which one he doesn't like
Omg when it was your first kiss it was honestly a accident....you were drunk and he was helping and then your dumbass accidentally kissed him and confessed your feelings🙂👍
He likes kissing you he thinks your lips are soft and perfect like you guys can't go a day without kissing either a peck or making out.
Klee LOVES you alot...more then albedo
You both are CHAOS you guys go fish blasting and albedo just paints the scene while smiling just happy your getting along with he's sister. (even if Jean kills him later)
Your he's muse he will draw you he just can't help it...when you ask him why he just saids that your Beauty has to be painted~
Always tells you how beautiful and perfect you are🥺
You help him in he's lab like pass him things or being he's test subject jkjk-
Makeup and dress time with klee~! May lord Barbados help albedo-
Even if everyday life is chaotic with you and Klee he's happy that he's no longer alone... For him you make him feel human
Nicknames: Love and my muse
Voice line about you: "Hm? Where's y/n? their with Klee fish blasting again.. What? Jeans gonna be mad again? it's alright...I'll handle jean"
When he talks to you: "Just do a simple pose my muse...there...love..your beautiful...love your beauy doesn't rival anything"
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That's all everyone!
I'll be posting next part maybe tomorrow depends if I start to feel better and not busy thank you for reading this far and I'm sorry again for any grammar or spelling errors!
Byee see you next time~
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I don't normally talk at lengths about kpop related things, especially on Tumblr, because I feel there are enough other fans in the world adding to the conversation. Yet, I am going to break that for a moment because I finally got around to watching RM's mv for Wild Flower that came out a few days ago. Do you know when you watch something and the meaning comes across loud and clear and it hits you and you just sit a little stunned but also a little sad. And you know you will never see that thing the same way again? Well that happened this morning. I have had Wild Flower on repeat since it came out but due to my lack of fluency in korean, all I could go off of was a few words I picked up, the vibe, feeling, and emotion of the song. I had a feeling RM was singing about his struggles with his life in BTS. But oh boy did was I so unprepared.
"When everything I believed in grew distant.
When all this fame turned into shackles.
Please take my desire away from me.
No matter what it takes.
Oh let me be myself"
That part almost broke me. I can't imagine what it is like to be in his position. Leader of arguably the best known K-pop group. Often the voice of an entire industry due to the position his group is in. The pressure to be what his members, company, industry, and country needs him to be. He is RM of BTS. And I know he has talked about this before but he is also Kim Namjoon. A boy who fell in love with music with no idea what he will become. And I am worried it is what he has become that will one day break him. But it's his second verse that made me want to write this.
"Where's my end finally gonna be?
Everything's so exhausting from A to Z
When's this wretched mask finally gonna come off?
Yeah, me no hero, me no villian
I'm barely anything
Idling repeats, memories turning vicious
Lying in a field, I set my sights on the skies
Now, I can't remember what I wanted so badly
I trusted I was happy, now a mere memory
Yeah I been going, no matter what's in front
No matter what it may be
Memories of holding onto dawn's edge and spitting things out
Society's all for the loudest voice
And here I am, still speaking silence
It's an aside, a boat in full bloom
To face all the prejudice and misunderstandings
I dont care much for being tossed into the air
Grounded on my own two feet
Amongst the flowers without names
I can't go to the stars again, I cant
Underfoot I just go
To a destination without a purpose
Not even knowing my own sadness
Even making friends with the shadows
I be gone"
You can feel his heart as he is rapping this verse. The sadness and fear he has at losing himself. I think as fans, we often forget what some people give up when they reach that level of fame. But on the flip side, no one truly knows what it means to be RM of BTS. Even the other members, RM's biggest support system, dont know that feeling. They know what it means to be a member of BTS, but to be the voice that RM is always expected to be? They don't know that. But when RM talks.... is it his voice? Or is it the collective voice of the other members and the industry he is representing? Does he answer based on what he thinks is expected of him? And if so, does that cause him to have even less of a voice? At what point does the need to speak for others suffocate someone.
I find it interesting that he brought up the shadows, because SUGA also raps about the shadows often. How they grow and can overtake everything when the light on them becomes too strong. I find it terrifying the thought of it being easier to be swallowed, or friends, with those shadows then to keep looking at the light. But when the light is blinding and the stars are scary, maybe the darkness is comforting.
While the song is sad it is also hopeful. When he talks about burning fireworks to flowerworks, it feels very reminiscent of the Phoenix. Something that rises from the ashes and comes back more beautiful. I think RM is battling those demons and what is threatening to burn him down but I believe what comes out of it is that much better. And I hope that is what we are seeing through this song. That RM is finding a way to be Kim Namjoon. That the world has not taken everything from him in their expectations of who he is. That somewhere, Kim Namjoon is finding his own voice. And that voice will be just as loud and beautiful as RM's is. Because I have a feeling Kim Namjoon has very interesting things to say.
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s1v0n1 · 1 year
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Southern Belle Kaminari
a/n: not proofread, I'll edit it soon <33
The night was young, and the music was loud. You always imagined your college years would be lonely and studious, in high school you didn’t care for parties or clubbing and fake id’s, so that wouldnt change in college, right? Well burnout is real and now you were about to graduate from your bachelors and all you wanted was to have fun. You werent focused on your future right now, its saturday night for christs sake, you just wanted to get wasted with your besties. 
Mina, your ride or die, was on speaker while you picked out an outfit for the night, gossiping about the past couple days. Nothing was new, you guys talked everyday about other peoples dirt, but something about it was just wrong enough to be fun. “Wait so are you wearing your black boots or your brown ones?” you asked, not wanting to accidentally match, or match at all. Please, you guys aren’t 13 with matching shit from claires, yall are mature now- you match vibes and colors. “I’m wearin’ my black ones, they match my fringe jacket. Imma wear those with some like shorts and that one like blue crochet top- have I shown you that one?” she was rummaging through her closet as she spoke. “Oh yeah you wore it last week right? To the party at delta kappa?” “Yeah!! I thought it’d be cute tonight, what’re you wearing?” Her crackly voice asked. “If i can find it, that little yellow dress, the one with the beaded straps. I heard some of the guys from calc are coming! Like the guys that sit over by the window!” You giggle a bit. It’s stupid and theyre definitely no good, but what the hell. You guys are young, you can go fool around a little bit. “NO!! Are you serious? Like theyre coming to OUR brewery??” She shouted, now noticeably closer to her phone. Mina’s had a thing for a certain someone in that group since orientation. “Shit, you shouldve told me sooner, now i gotta find a better shirt- what do you think about my black crop top?” “You dont have a black crop top..?” “Its like a corset bra thingy” “So lingerie???” “Ok well whatever, its been like three years- i gotta make him see me tonight” “You go girl” you replied. 
After both outfits were completed, y’all had a little facetime to double check how yall looked together and when everything was perfect, you both headed to meet up outside, then driving in mina’s car to the bar. Blasting Country girl by luke bryan and singing at the top of your lungs out the sunroof. You loved mina, she was your number one, the bestie of all besties. Being around her made you happy, you guys just clicked like sisters. Some people brag about their lifelong friendships or how many friends they have, but this was enough. 
Pulling into the brewery’s parking lot, mina squealed at the boys big red f1-50 thats always parked outside their infamous frathouse. Fratboys are bad news nad theyre definitely gonna ruin you and break your heart, but you didn’t care right now. Living is about loving so hard, and hurting even harder so love becomes that much sweeter. So being 21 with your best friend, swooning over slutty frat boys from your calc class you were failing, you needed to keep that rush while it lasted. You basked in the adrenaline and got drunk off the giggling, knowing that in 5 years this will all be a fun story. Tldr: you love living life. 
YOu guys loved this place, youve been dancing here for a good while now. They had line dancing every saturday and that was you two’s escape. You guys set aside bits of your paychecks to pitch in for drinks and snacks, it was a whole ordeal. Mina was already at the bar, trying to get wasted cus it was your week to drive home. You headed out to the floor, following the people already dancing. Through the spins and stomps, you looked for the infamous boys and then you see their hair. Most all of them had bright hair, mina was already eyeing the redhead with her drink nearly gone. To your surprise, he looked at her back, grinning like a devil. You might be driving home alone tonight, heres to hoping shes still on her birth control and that he has condoms. You grinned and kept dancing, getting lost in the music and the familiar steps, the skirt of your dress just long enough to cover everything when you twirl. 
Its around 10 when mina stumbles over to you, clinging to kirishima and his long red hair. Her lipstick smeared and the redhead’s lips noticeably red, they were banging tonight, good for her! “Be careful hun, use a condom and call me if you need me keep me posted!!!” you shouted over the music to her as she left, his hand on her ass. Wow. after three years, she finally did it. Planning out tonight in your head as you left after that song. You can drive her car to the dorms then walk to yours- perfect. You headed to the bar to get a soda, seeing one of the guys lounging against the chairs. He wasnt really smart, like you hes just here for a good time. His bright yellow hair nearly hurt your eyes, but you walked towards him, changing your mind. He looked like sin, he looked like lust, his shirt was unbuttoned just enough to see his chest and his sleeves were rolled up. His arms were pretty and his hands were hot- fuck you wanted to take him home. 
“Can i buy you somethin’ babe?” He smirked at you, you swear you felt something shock you like static. “What do you think i should have?” you responded, the music coming back in with electric guitars and harsh drums. It was getting hotter, you were sure of it. “Booze, i wanna take you home” he stood up straight and made sharp eye contact with you, “unless you wanna drive me home like youre driving me crazy.” you walked towards him as he pushed his hair back. “Fuck, i know youve seen yourself- you cant do that to a guy.. You cant tell how hot you are,” words were spewing from his mouth before he knew what they even meant. He was turned on, this is all hes waited for. You didnt remember, but he did, you guys had classes together freshman and sophomore year. Hes had a massive crush on you, just like mina had on kirishima, maybe tonight was just the night to fall in love. 
You cant deny it, hes really cute and pretty hot- youve eyed him a couple times at parties, but he was always messing around with other girls. Kaminari is well known for his one night stands, and youre known for listening to rumors. Youve heard about him, now you wanted to see what hes really like. 
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ambrwolf · 10 months
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you sent me a bunch so i will send u a bunch hehe 💖 3, 9, 17, 23, 30
I'll put mine under a cut too <3
3:A song that reminds you of summertime
First thing that cane to mind was Livin it Up on Top from Hadestown! But also Love Shack and most of the Save Rock and Roll album (represented by Young Volcanoes)
I have an entire "ego boost" playlist but ill pick this one as the representative <3
9:A song that makes you happy
I dont do karaoke but i love to imagine i would lmao, these are my favorite duets
17:A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke
23:A song that you think everybody should listen to
I have nooo idea uhhhh im just gonna drop this obscure (?) favorite lol
I also have an entire playlist for this! But the title of this song and the conceot of it is just sooo gender, "and none of them would know that i was secretly myself" mwah 🤌
30:A song that reminds you of yourself
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rrxnjun · 2 years
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from here
Ohh so k-pop does get overwhelming at times like keeping up with all of their comebacks and activities does take a toll on the psyche 🤧 i took a small break of sorts back in 2021 just to get a breather and instead focus my energy on books :') the whole pandemic situation and the lockdown was beginning to get to me + i had to deal with an academic burnout but !! things are definitely better now.
OKAYY so it took me a lot of time to finalise a bias in nct dream and tbt all nct units unghhh i lobe them all but my nct dream bias as of now is renjun. this man has me wrapped around his finger and activates the heart eyes WDYM HE HAS A PRETTY VOICE HES AN ARTIST HE'S PRETTY HE'S SHARP TONGUED AND HE'S A TOTAL SWEETHEART LIKE HE'S SO CARING 100% BFF/BF MATERIAL :( FDIBCFBN GOD HAS HIS FAVOURITES ALRIGHT and oml don't even get me started w the yangyang and renjun interactions im still reeling from when they did this.
In 127 i have a soft spot for the vocal line lol so i usually bias whoever's in the vocal line for a particular song (DO THEY HAVE TO MAKE IT SO HARD TO CHOOSE THO). rn it's jaehyun bc I'm obsessed w his voice (it's his first few lines in good thing <33)
Oof faded in my last song just hits so hard and it hurts so bad the songs so deep. It's one of my favourite nct u songs that and baby don't like it (again. hoe anthems >>>) for 127 it's either heartbreaker (bc it's hyuck's world and we're just living in it) or good thing (bc jaehyun.) Basically love the limitless era. and for dream okayy i can't really choose but reload and boom era were both crazy good. as for wayv it's after midnight and maybee take off. Wbu what are your favourite eras/songs?
Ahh you're a carat ?? I've been trying to get into svt since hoshi's spider came out but it's still a work in progress :') Which all groups do you stan ?? (40k slowburns are segci and it's for Vernon?? sounds v interesting 👀)
and the yangyang fic's going to have angst okay thanks for the warning angst scares me but i find it beautiful (?) as a genre like whoa how do mere scenes and words strung up together in a completely different world make me feel so much. But again that's why i like reading in general. bonus points if i actually find the smth in the fic relatable :')
YUSSUH 5SOS SUPREMACY youngblood was THAT album yk. weird but their music and a few select songs from twenty one pilots and imagine dragons help me concentrate and actually solve calculus ... esp easier and good girls 😭 idk why tho and whahfkfkkg they came to your city ?? Djnffkfm most international artists usually don't come near South Asian countries ie the place where I live 🤧
and yes so i listened to a few more songs by waterparks but I'm obsessed with 21 questions. i can't stop putting it on loop 😭😭 fdhjk pls feel free to send in more song recs
p.s. i enjoy talking to you too to the point where i think i ramble a little too much hrkfjfnf Have a good day/night <3
SORRY FOR REPLYING LATE I SUCK AT HUMAN INTERACTION
kpop does get overwhelming sometimes dfkjlas but also i just kind of got bored for a bit so i didnt feel motivated to check up on it in so long,, but now i just found the excitement again and i feel the same i did when getting into it for the first time its so amazing. i got into kpop just before the pandemic started, so it was something that was keeping me going during the lockdowns and shit :) i am glad you're feeling better now, though!
OUR BIASES MATCH AAAAAAA #besties fdlksaj renjun is literally the love of my life i think us two are similar in a lot of things (our zodiac signs, personalities, interests, anger issues...) so i think loving him so much helped my selflove djfkla this sounds weird but its true to some extent?? AND DONT MENTION THE CAMPING TRIP VIDEO IN FRONT OF ME ITS MY COMFORT VID AAAAA everything abt it is so wholesome,,, their little karaoke sessions, the shopping, the cooking,, them switching languages every now and then,, also yangyang singing i'm gonna love you by d.o. is stuck in my head that moment felt special.
in 127 i tend to gravitate towards mark and hyuck but i cant really count them bc theyre my dream biases as well LMAO but if i exclude them, i'd say i bias doyoung? i have a soft spot for yuta as well haha and recently my head is full of jungwoo but i'm not gonna give that too much weight just yet it might be a phase we'll see
I LOVE HOE ANTHEMS AAAA no one does sexy songs like nct. no one can compare. period. my fav eras would probablyyy be hot sauce/hello future for dream i fucking love that era and i miss it so much it was comfort for me. hot sauce was the first album ive ever bought from my first ever paycheck haha<33 for 127 probably superhuman/kick it/punch era? altho i wasnt a stan back then yet,, so i didnt fully experience it and for wayv turn back time era!!
i AM a carat!! spider is so good oml truly a cultural reset. no one does it like kwon soonyoung. i stan quite a few groups i think?? my ults are definitely nct, seventeen and txt! i keep up w them the most:) and then i stan enhypen, stray kids and p1harmony, although i dont really watch their contents or anything anymore,, im more of a casual stan for them. wbu?
yesyes its an angsty one but its not that bad i think fklf i definitely wrote more traumatic fics than this one. there's actually a yy tiktok i saw that literally represents how i wrote him in this fic it fit so much uh god i'll show it to you if you're interested
SOLVE CALCULUS HDAKL thank god i dont have maths anymore<33 that was a real struggle. i used to have a twenty one pilots phase tbf but im glad its behind me now bc the tyler joseph now is not the tyler joseph i used to stan!:)) and nooo they didn't come to my city! i'm from slovakia and literally no one comes to slovakia so i get your sturggle. they came to krakow and vienna though and that's kind of close to me!
21 questions>>>>> literally one of the songs that inspired my yy fic. do you use spotify? i'll make you a rec playlist if you really want!
p.s. i really enjoy talking to you hihi i missed your asks hhhh please dont think you ramble too much bc i do too!! it shows that we are comfy w each other xx
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himbos-hotline · 2 years
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OC lightning round: do you have an OC tag? who’s your favorite OC? what OC have you had the longest? are there small details about your OCs people wouldn’t imagine?
OC lightning round my beloved *stim* I love talking about my OCS please send me more questions, all the questions! [Some of my ocs are part of in-system relationships with alters based off irl people so I will talk about that as well. BUT I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT THE IRL PEOPLE- I AM TALKING ABOUT MY ALTERS!]
anyways
*Fingerguns*
Okay so considering that my OCs are now fictives their tags are either their names and pluaral kit tags OR just: Mouses ocs
so its
⭐ Maddie // Madelyn Orton
💘 Meri [or 💘 Meredith] // Meredith Blackwood
🐋 Avery // Avery Starling
🚀 Solstice // Solstice Cole
🇮🇪 Eliza // Elizabeth Bloodheart
🗞 Cora // [Canon] Cora Higgins
🔬 Cait // Caitlin Rizzoli-Isles
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I dont have a favourite OC but I do enjoy writing Meredith because of her soft nature and Caitlin because she is a seven year old with the knowledge of a ltieral genuis. she is also a clone. Eliza is full of angst. Our emotionally stunted gremlin
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Madelyn is our oldest OC turned fictive having been around since we were 12? 13? and then eliza and meredith when we were 15/16 then it was Caitlin when we were 17, Meri and then Avery when we were 18, cora came when we were 20 and solstice is the newest one.
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Maddie:
People wouldnt really imagine that she would be a doctor since she is deaf and suffers from the genertic condition of waanderburg syndrome type two. People have such a genralistic idea of people who are deaf/ hard of hearing- that they cant do anything.
Meri:
A thing that people would imagine about Meredith is that she can make candy. It is something that they do whenever she is stressed or has a friends birthday coming up.
Avery:
Avery, they are 6 foot 3 and scary looking yet they spend most of his time outta prison making glass animals and they genuienly do enjoy being calm and chill- even if they threaten to break BACK into happy trails to go see their friends [and a certain all singing all dancing prison boy]
Solstice:
People would expect Sol to be angry and upset about the team of the invinsible two. But Para really does miss fires friends and Skip somewhat blames skipselves for what happened. They do still enjoy the cold despite celci freezing para alive.
Eliza:
Eliza looks like blasting brign me to life in a hurricane. She dresses in dark clothes and looks absolutely terrifying and acts like a complete bitch yet she is absolutely soft for children and baby animals. Seriously give this girl a baby duckling and she will just sit on the floor and go "well aint you cute!". Sure she will punch people who threaten to tell people that shes a softie at heart but yeh.
Cora:
Cora is surprsingly fast for a child whose been starved for most of their growing life. Shes able to climb and run around. she is friendly but she isnt a push over. Cora knows her rights and expectations and abilities in the world.
Caitlin:
She is a seven year old who works in the bostom homicide department and has two lesbian parents. Nobody expects a seven year old to know how someone died or how to do an autposy.
butyeah come talk about my ocs to me please I love them
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moonlit-stay · 6 months
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(樂-STAR Edition)
This is me writing out my thoughts of each song as I'm listening to them.
Feel free to ignore this😂
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MEGAVERSE thoughts:
OK! FIRST AND FOREMOST, I did NOT watch the stage video for this yet because I wanted to have this genuine first reaction when I listened to the album.
I will be watching it RIGHT after I listen to this album.
OH FUCK
OH MY FUCK
NO THIS AUSSIE LINE HELLO????????
BIN'S VERSE FOLLOWED BY HANS IS CRAZYYYYYY
UNIVERSE'S VOLCALIST
PH MY FUCKING GOD BROS WJAG TJ FUCK
THW WHISPERZ????? WHATBTJE FUCKS????
I LOVE THE HANS VERSE BRO WHAT THE FUCK
THE VOVALS ON TJIS SOMG ARE FLAWLESS
FUCKKKKKK
THIS COMEBACK IS GONNA GO FUCKING CRAZY I FEEL IT IN MY BONES
THE POWERFUL ASS ENDING??????
LALALALA thoughts:
OH MY GOD I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED
I WILL SHAKE ASS TO THIS FAY AND NIGHT
FUCK BRO
THIS SONG IS GONNA MAKE HUGE FUCKIN WAVES
I WOUPD LET TJIS SONG HIT ME WITH A SEMI
I LOVE TJIS CHOREO SO FUCKING MUCH
HYUNJIN'S VERSE????? HELLO?????
I LOVE THIS SONG SO FUXKIMG MCUHS
TJIS CJOREO IS FUCKIMG AMAZING
THE FUCKIMG HAIR COLORS AND STYLES AMD THE FITS AMD THE MAKEUP??????
ALL OF IT IS PERFECT. TJE STYLISTS POPPED THE FUCK OFF
I HAVE ALWAYS THOUGHT TJIS, BUTB THEIR VOICES ALL MESH SO FUCKING WELL TOGETHER BRO MY GOD
FUCK ME BRO
MY BRAIN IS CURRENTLY HAN JISUNG BANG CHAN CROP TOPS
This concept (specifically for the music video) is so new and different for them and they pulled it off FLAWLESSLY. My jaw hit the floor.
This is truly one HELL of a title track. My God.
BLIND SPOT thoughts:
OH SHIT
UNIVERSE'S VOCALISTTTTTTT
HAN JISUNG VOCALIST
YANG JEONGIN HIGH NOTEEEE
THIS SONG GIVES ME BIG SOCIAL PATH VIBES AND I LOVE IT SO MUCJ
I LOVE LIX'S VOICE SOS MUC
WHEN DO BIN'S VERSES NOT GO HARD BRO??? BE SONFUCKING FPR RAL
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH SO SO MUCH
BANG CHAN VOCALIST GO TJE FUCK OFFFFFFFF
OH MY GOD CAN YOU IMAHIME HOW HARD A DANCE BREAK FOR THIS SONG WOULD GO???? BRO, THINK ABOUT IT
AMD PERFORMIMG TJIS?????? FUCKKKK
COMFLEX thoughts:
I SWEAR TO FUCK I WILL EAT TJIS SONG UP
FUCK MEEEE
I WILL BE ZHAKIMG ASS TO TJIS CONSTANTLY
DON'T GIVE A SHIT?????? YANG JEONGIN?????
MY FUCKING HEART STOPPED
BANG CHAN'S VERSE?????
NO BECAISE IM LOSIMG MY FUCKING MIMD
I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA BE AMAZING BIT MY GODDDDD
THEYRE SAYING SHIT DONT TALJ TO ME ARGIE WITH THE WALL
TOO BAD I'M SO FLASHY
I WILL DEVOUR TJIS FUCIING SONG
Cover Me thoughts:
DON'T MAKE ME SOB ACYER COMFLEX
I love songs when they all sing together because you can TRULY hear how well their voices all mesh together. I will SOB.
LIX VOCALSSSSSS OH MY GOD YESSSSS
I especially love when the rappers of the group sing because it just further proves this group consists of nothing but 8 aces.
This song is truly so, so beautiful
THE HIGH NOTES????
WOW
Leave thoughts:
ONCE AGAIN, I did NOT watch the stage video for this yet because I wanted to have this genuine first reaction when I listened to the album.
I will also be watching this stage video RIGHT after I listen to this album.
OH this is GOOD good
Songs like this as well, heavenly vocals with the soft raps are a weakness, honestly
This song is so fucking beautiful. God I love it
I will never shut up about the vocals this group possesses. I'm always just as amazed as I was the first time.
Social Path(Feat. LiSA) (Korean Ver.) thoughts:
I honestly wasn't expecting a Korean version of this song, but I am so glad that we have it
For fuck sake, all the guides for their Japanese songs are in Korean, so it's truly always just a matter of time
I LOVE HER SO FUCKING MUCH. I REALLY DO SHE DID SO WELL
In all honesty, I've spent a lot of time crying to this song, so it always hits me
Even LiSA's voice meshes well with their voices?? I'm amazed.
LALALALA (Rock Ver.) thoughts:
OH MT FUCK BRO
IMAGINE THEY PERFORM THIS VERSION ON MAMA??????? BRO SHIT THE FUCK UP
THIS PERFORMED WITH A LIVE BAND???????
ABSOLUTELY REVOLUTIONARY
ARGUE WITH THE FUCKIMG WALL
LISYEN, DUE TO RECENT CINCERT CLIPS, THIS CONCEPT FITS HAN SO WELL I AM SCREAMING
I COULD GO TO WAR TO THIS SONG??????
LIKE, WE FIGJT AT DAWN???? TO TJIS SONG?? YES.
FUCK THIS IS SO GOOD
Final thoughts:
As per USUAL I fucking love this album.
It's so good and I will be listening to nothing but this for the next month and a half MINIMUM, as I always do.
I'm so proud of my eight, I really am. I'm so happy to be supporting such an amazing group of men and there is truly no where I'd rather be.
The LALALALA music video, and the S-Class music video are, without question, their best music videos. I cannot get enough of them.
I LOVE how with every comeback, they just continue to prove that there is truly no genre or concept that they can't do and pull off like they invented it. I have NEVER seen such a versatile group and they just continue to amaze me every time.
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heylookliisten · 8 months
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hurting my own feelings today by thinking about how “the moon will sing” by the crave wives can maybe reflect my tavs relationship with astarion
im only in the beginning-ish of act 2 but my tav is a tiefling cleric for selûne and had this whole good/evil dilemma, eventually going sort of lawful evil placement for them
anyways i just reached a point that i had to choose between astarion or karlach and i chose astarion but the shock he expresses caught me so off guard. this vampire couldn’t comprehend i wanted to build something real with him
i know tragedy is waiting for me as the story goes on but i imagine tav and astarion building their relationship and them showing astarion he is more than what cazador belittled him to and allowing the kindness of my character comfort him. but i dont know if i can become a vampire so i think about how their relationship will deepen and tav eventually passing while astarion continues to live
from what ive seen in a standard romancing of astarion (doing my best to avoid spoilers), tav is the first person astarion says to have been able to love in over 200 years. the thought of going so long alone to only what feels like mere moments is heartbreaking and the grief he would have to bear breaks me a bit. for my tav, since they are a cleric of selûne i like to think astarion would seek comfort in the moon, thinking the moonlight is tav still with him
i could be soooooo off base with his character development but man my heart aches thinking about that
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boycritter · 8 months
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🎧?
im not a real boy i am only negative energy ive come to terms with being wrong cause i can only be me when you're imperfect from the get go its a losing war all i know is that i am and im becoming a whore i hurt the people whom i love and then i drive them away the way i feel about all things is different from day to day but then again it doesnt matter anyway because im not a real boy im at the point im fucking tired of apologizing i dont communicate well i write it down and i sing i imagine theres a god who isnt happy with me but what am i anyway when im his energy crush me now break me later cause im dead all the same im in the dark and im naked cover me with the shame of knowing that ill never really be anything cause im not a real boy i dont know who i am i try to understand why if i must ill do it on my knees i didnt ask for all this shit but im compelled to live with it so please have mercy on me when i say please oh please please please dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me yeah yeah my bodys dirt my heart is empty and my mind is sick i walk around hard as wood being lead by my dick superficial conversations why cant i be sincere but when your truth is relative tell me why should i care i wanna live i wanna love but im stuck in my head i got my plans for tomorrow but im already dead i care a little more about the consequences but im not a real boy i dont know who i am i try to understand why if i must ill do it on my knees i didnt ask for all this shit but im compelled to live with it so please have mercy on me when i say please oh please please please dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me yeah yeah im your energy but im not me keep yourself from me so i blame me im your energy but im not me keep yourself from me so i blame me i lust too much i consume your soul maybe youll make me whole but i lie and distrust always the one guilty im my worst enemy but hear my plea im not me i want to be free ill never be me please dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me yeah yeah please dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away dont let me get too carried away
not real boy by harley poe :3 a song im so so normal about
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ducknotinarow · 9 months
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Splintered Fate Raphael - All Symbol Headcanons please uwu
| Send me a symbol and I will write a headcanon about…  For multimuse blogs, please specify!
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I'm extremely guilty of mostly playing as Raphael in this game I just like his dialogue a lot. I love Raph from the game so much I love his little quirk they gave him of mixing up words like the conversation about the punk frogs wanting anarchy which he confuses for Antarctica, asking why dont they just move to place it snows all the time. But, despite this he's not played off as being a meat head idiot. He is but Raphael got a lot of heart when it comes to him setting Leo straight that they are meant to be a team. I just want more of this I know it's slightly based on the IDW one butttt stil!. Also his threats crack me up "imma sit on your lap till your legs break!"
𝓕 : My muse’s handwriting. (Is it good, bad, difficult to decipher, do they prefer writing by hand or with the help of some form of machine, e.t.c.) 
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"Don' get why ya need it though?"
Okay so some of Raphs I feel at first might not seem right but when you think about his role in the game story? Raphael is impatient and can be easily irritated. And Well yeah those are common traits of this turtle after all. Raphael is an analytical thinker, often questioning everything. I wouldn't fully agree here but I will say Raph in the game dose often depending on what's going on dose question a lot. When you first cross the punk frogs he already thrown off by them before you even start fighting them. He doesn't trust the chairman at all and makes it clear in a lot of interactions. Honestly only time he isn't being this way is when it comes to finding Casey he's pretty confident they are fine. Has a hopeful attitude., is optimistic. And discreet and value silence. I dont agree on the last bit but I will say Raphael can be hopeful and even optimistic but it's very much in a Raphael way in that he knows they will win the fights and such he don't doubt that butt kicking. As you can see Raph's hand writing is messy and spaced out its because he is impatient don't take this imagine for fact he slants when he writes with out a line to guide him.
✈ : My muse and  traveling. (If they do it frequently and why, if they never left their home town, e.t.c.)
"Only through those weird portal 'hings." I do kind of feel the portals into the chairman shop are meant to be some weird distorting space but for the sake of this answer I don't feel like this Raphael has been all that many places. Despite liking the docks he's not big on boats. He gets motion sickness uwu buuut he don't like that being know. Cause hes a big tough guy can't be letting others know some waves make him feel like pucking his pizza u-u.
✿ : My muse and nature. (If they are an ‘outdoorsy type’, like the sound of bird’s singing, if they have never set foot in a forest, e.t.c.) 
"I like the sound of rain and the ocean waves.." I wouldn't call him the outdoorsy type but he loves going out to the dock to simply listen to the ocean waves. It's a such a nice calming sound. He likes to sneak away on his own and just stay on the docks by himself where he listens to the water for hours on end. But he also has a love for rain because it reminds him of someone special more so those stormy nights.
☼ : My muse’s first memory. (Where it was, who was with them, how this memory makes them feel, e.t.c.) 
"Firs' memory? uh I guess I 'member Splinter showing me 'hat origami book?"
Splinter often always tries to really help Raphael with his anger in different ways expect 12 u-u were not here for me to rant about this though XD
Splinter knows Raphael doesn't mean anything by his temper, but he dose want to help his son control said temper. Granted video game I feel Raphael has a bit better handle on his temper knowing when best to really let lose at worse? He is just quick to become confrontational. Brash and ready to throw in insults and such As seen with him and Leo's interaction from the comic tie in of the game. Raphael seems the type working with his hands helps him over quite mediation. But Splinter doesn't want to resort to 'hit things' he want's Raph to think. So he got him into the practice of folding paper and well he ended up getting pretty good at it. Since he was a kid he start making simple things like paper frogs. But hes far more skilled now and sometimes can be found in his hammock just making whatever comes to mind like flowers or cranes. He has a set of turtles in blue, red, purple and orange paper respectively that he keeps in his room, they are the only ones he don't throw out and will be a bit upset if you mess with them. Splinter made them for him when teaching him about origami, with them is a messy made rat that Raphael made to go with them.
☙ : My muse’s favourite food. (Bonus: A memory, be it good or bad, associated with said food.)
"Pizza with ranch ta dip it in."
Raphael also has a special soft spot for Splinter's Noodle surprise dish even if it's a little too salty.
♬ : My muse and music. (What type of music they like listening to and in what context, what music they would never listen to, e.t.c.)
"Good music."
Raphael's a fan of rock music and heavy metal it's what he has blasting in his room when he works out or when hes helping Donnie with any vehicles. Has a very bad habit of listening to music far louder than he needs to or should for sure. He dose like some pop music and that's the only time he will make use of headphones or lowering the music. Raphael a bit more touchy on keeping his tough guy appearance on display.
↺ : My muse and the past. (Do they live in the past and struggle to let go of past grievances, or move on more easily, is there anything in their past they want to forget, e.t.c.) 
"Eh not really, ain't much point."
Kinda sorta of, he dose and he doesn't. It sort of depends in all truth on what it is about. As stated in his own ways Raph can be hopefully and optimistic even. He is a very straight forward guy and he doesn't often keep to his past too much more where to go from here. He tends to blow of fails pretty well to just more annoyed that he has to start again. Only thing to do is get back out there and fight again standing around and moping doesn't get anything done after all.
☾ : My muse and sleep. (How much they sleep, how much they wish to sleep, if there is something that never fails to put them to sleep, e.t.c.) 
"Eh I sleep when I gotta" Not like his twin who doesn't seem to understand he needs to go bed, Raphael just is someone who can easily stay up late with out meaning to so much. Mostly because well staying up late means he can sneak out to the surface and maybe get in to a brawl or two. So he tends to be up pretty late often not going to bed till about late in the night and sleeping in if he can the following day. Raphael can actually get by with few hours of sleep, he'll just be a bit more grumpy but everyone is used to him being grumpy just means he sometimes might take a nap in the middle of the day. Which means the turtle is staying up late once again cause he won't be tried come night time.
✧ : My muse and art. (If they have an artistic side or not and why, favourite artist if they have one, e.t.c.) 
"eh I dunno much 'bout it."
Outside his love in origami he's not following his name sake here,
❃ : My muse and social media. (If the muse is/would be on social media and why/why not, their general opinion on it, e.t.c.) 
"I still don' get way Don rather 'ight online than in person?" Raph uses social media just not for the social aspect of it he likes things like tiktok and youtube, but anything that's more for interaction? Nah he just likes to watch videos and such. As established in other replies he doesn't even know Twitter is an app ant a person. So for a good well he's just gonna call Yvonne twitter. Raphael isn't much of a social person in the first place so sites that are more for that?
That being said he dose in fact use Tumblr himself, mostly to re blog stuff like memes and such. He likes to post his origami stuff here and there they tend to go unseen he also likes to take pictures of his bike i'm sorry I can't not see raphie having a bike himself uwu so his feed is mostly memes and almost macanic aesthetics
✉  : My muse and others. (If they social and outgoing or more introverted, and why. If they prefer communicating with others face to face or in written form, e.t.c.). 
"Eh I don' care much ta talk to a lot folks."
Like I said Raphael isn't really all that social of turtle himself. Hes someone that clicks with a few people at best and kinds of sticks to those only. Sure he can decent with others but it's clear if someone is his friend or not. Because that's when hes far more rowdy and out going. So pretty much an introvert and some people just drain him more than others and this dose go towards his own brothers even. Mikey and Leo tend to be more draining to deal with for him and often why Leo and Mikey can wear on his nerves so badly. Donnie? Donnie is the exception. Don is clam to be around the person Raph can be alone together with not to odd to find him near Don's work bench late at night. If he's in a pretty bad mood Don's kind of the only person who he will be nice towards. It's that twin biased uwu
▶ : My muse and level of education. (If the muse has some form of education, what education they perhaps wish they had, e.t.c.). 
"...uh what?"
Raphael is a beautiful sweet boy but he ain't got much going on in his skull ;3; it's why he tends to mix things up so much it is nice that he isn't corrected to often though in truth it could be because everyone used to this idiots dumbassary even when he is corrected least by Splinter he doesn't take offense to it.
◐ : My muse and animals. (If they like animals and treat them well, do not care for them at all, e.t.c.). 
"Eh I am one?"
I feel like all Raphael's are in fact animal lovers uwu I think Raph has a liking for cats the most, least ally cats seem to like him sometimes he keep little treats on hand that he can feed to any he comes across. It's cause he is also an alley cat himself they just vibe together uwu also the image of big mean look Raph with a cat rubbing against his leg well he tries to keep looking mean is adorable to me uwu
❒ : My muse and gifts. (If they are good/bad at finding gifts, good/bad at receiving gifts, good/bad at wrapping gifts, e.t.c.) 
"hmm Dad seems ta 'ike the mug we got 'em 'hat time?"
I feel Raph might not be the best with gifts but it's clear he had the person in mind he might not ever give the perfect gift or maybe even a good gift. But he did have the other person in mind and I feel that often that matters more. It's not a careless gift more maybe they would like this thing. And bless him he dose try he's just not the best, like he gives Casey things they might like simply cause they like hockey but it's kind of a dumb gift like a little hockey stick pen.
☘ : My muse’s relation with their family. (If they speak with each other and how much, if they are close or estranged, e.t.c.). 
"I'd do anythin' to keep it together."
Raphael loves his family he is loyal to them even if he can come across as critical toward his brothers. Especially Leo. Raphael is reckless in fights because he much rather take a hit over any of his brothers, He focused on landing critical hit when it comes to fights because the sooner he takes an opponent done the better. Because then that mean less chance for the others getting hurt. Raphael's love and dedication to his family is just as much a part of him as his anger is. Raph takes being the protect of his family very seriously and it extends to anyone consider family, but the world is so big and so full of harmful things.
Losing Splinter of course put him in the same panic as everyone else, but he felt fighting enough would be the answer. but as they go over and over again through many of the same fights only for it to be made into some twisted game? Wore down on him. Was he not doing enough? If he was fighting better than they would have their dad back right? He tries his best to stay as support for the team the muscle a tank that can take it all. But emotionally? he was falling apart and coming undone. The longer they went with out their dad? The less home was feeling like well home. Recalling all his memories with Splinter wondering if he been taking it all for granted this whole time? All Raph wants is to bring his dad back home. But he also can't let those cracks be seen hes the idiot muscle head who jumps into fights after all.
His connection his brothers is something unbreakable and that nothing can come between. Even if he fights with Leo he still follows them into battle he just wants Leo to get over himself. They aren't like the foot following order without question. They are meant to be a team why can't Leo get that?
Don as mentioned hes got a biased towards. Raphael doesn't ever mind when Don feels the need to run into his room and grip over an argument he has online. And hes easy to assume if Don needs him for anything he don't even have to ask Raph will be there. Heck he might just follow Donnie with out a mention needing to be made. Don asks Raph if he could come with him a moment and Raph's just gets up uncaring why.
Mikey still gets on his nerves it's what baby bros do best, and he loves him despite it. He actually likes some of Mikey's jokes even more if Don joins in with them and Leo hates it. Raphael honestly wishes he could be a bit more optimistic like Mikey so it's why he tries in his own way. If you want to really piss him of though? hurt Mikey and that all it takes. Tends to be wary around Slash for this reason since Mikey's close to them.
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sunshinereddie · 3 years
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reblog with what you think reddie’s go-to karaoke song is
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flooficandii · 3 years
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what do u think ab an au where the vp takes in kids with radiant abilities to train them as the "future" of valorant
this idea's kinda scuffed af bc idk much ab the lore actually i'm still confused ab kingdom n earth but i just want an excuse to see the agents babysitting chaotic kids with powers LMAOAoadjdj
IM NOT GONNA LIE THAT WOULD SOUND SUPER CUTE LMAO RADIANT BABY DAYCARE,,,, also this is a perfect excuse to put my headcanons about which of the agents are the best with kids
parents. like, literal parents dude
brimstone. he is the first immediate thing that comes to mind when i think of parenting. i mean look at the way he talks to the rest of the agents, you can't tell me he won't do well with kids
CYPHER!!! bro cypher would LOVE kids,,,,i hc he was really excited to be a dad but nora kinda died with his unborn baby so,, yknow he has that yearning feeling and he kinda projects that nature onto the younguns. he may be super secretive and shifty but you can tell he cares for them and would love to have children running around the base
sage!! sage radiates this energy of warmth and comfort and security, you'll always feel safe with her so she'd be wonderful with children :]] she won't hesitate to be strict if needed though so just make sure to stay on her good side unless,,, "YOUR HOMEWORK IS NOT OVER!!!"
reyna. surprisingly. although she isn't as much a parent as the rest of them, she wILL break someone's arm for a kid. she may be very murderous but kids might be her soft spot (glances vaguely at her little sister)
tbh i see her as the kind of caretaker that'll let her kid do awful things lmao
"miss reyna can i say a curse word ple a se ,,,"
"of course, cariño."
"FUCK!!!!"
okay at it/awkward but trying
omen. omen isn't sure how to interact with children,,,, like, i headcanon he scares them away a lot
if one of them happens to be NOT scared?? *immediately imprints*
i think the most he'd do while watching over children is just sit there with his knitting needles and grunt Menacingly whenever they start causing trouble
viper. viper also scares kids away, understandably so, but she does have this maternal nature despite her scary aura (exhibit a: duality)
i headcanon she actually dislikes children and tries to avoid them as much as possible but will be incREDIBLY protective if they're threatened
yoru. he finds kids annoying. but if he were put in a situation where he HAD to keep an eye on them he'd probably try
just a little bit
as a treat
he'll call them brats or something lmAO what a bitch
unless one of them calls him cool and feeds his ego
then yeah he'll love them lol
imagine yoru going into his rift and picking the kid up to make it look like they're flying
a parent? maybe not, it's really not something on his list of ideals. but a big brother figure? sure! it means he gets to bully tease children to his heart’s content
sova. sova is okay at babysitting. he’s very quiet though so the kids usually get bored with him
he’s quick to straighten them up if they’re misbehaving
maybe he’ll tell fairy tales about the mountains or something
*deep thick russian voice* “When I was still living with my babushka in the frigid mountains of the North,”
babysitters at most
jett. jett seems like the cool babysitter who lets you do anything and everything lmao,, stay up past your bedtime?? sure thing. snacks before dinner?? hell yeah. you want her to show you her cool spinny wind trick?? of course!!
raze! raze gives off the vibes of the girl next door who everyone in the neighborhood knows and loves. she probably hung out with the kids in her town a lot and would draw with them, make music with them, etc. very big sister vibes 10/10 just don't let her have explosives around them
ASTRA!!! astra astra astra i bet she’d be the type to give piggy back rides and make little stardust confetti to wow them with!! she’ll sing songs and read stories and maybe do little puppet shows for them  
skye would do great with kids! she’s strong enough to catch up to them during vigorous games of tag and she’d let them pet her tiger
her animals love the kids too
imagine taz lying on his back as they pet his belly and hawko perching on top of their heads
haha! *slowly pulls them away from the children*
breach. i dont know about you guys but if you left him with a kid he would lose them in like 1.5 minutes
“what? they’re tiny, you think i’d notice?”
bro he is such a fucking bully he’d punt a kid across a football field
i guess he’d let them sit on his giant bionic shoulders but thats it
phoenix.
says he has it under control
does NOT have it under control
“alright, fam! leave it to me, i can handle some younguns-”
*burns down the entire hq after trying to show them a trick*
killjoy. bro she would use them for her experiments without batting an eye
“KILLJOY WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH THE KIDS”
“testing the sensor range of my turret!! :DD relax, it won’t hurt them- they’re wearing helmets!”
“KILLJOY THEY’RE WRAPPED IN BUBBLE WRAP I DON’T THINK THAT’S HUMANE”
kay/o.
i dunno man i don’t think he’d even know what to do with kids
also he might accidentally break their spine if they wanted a hug lmao
he won’t hurt them on purpose but this is just,,,a safety measure
k would do great with kids though :]] big friendly guy
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emmorphine · 2 years
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Im addicted to hades town rn and just hear me out
Wait for me ll
Pomefiore - three fates
Malleus x yuu/oc/mc - Hades and Persephone
Your favorite ship/character x mc - Orpheus and Eurydice
Lilia - Hermes
Or
Idia - Hermes
OH MY GOD WAIT
KALIM AND JAMIL - ORPHEUS AND EURYDICE
AAAAHHH IMAGINE
Jamil doesnt work for the Al-Asims but theres still a difference in status between the two, in the scalding sands it barely rains at all
(Orpheus)Kalim just being awe struck when he firsts sees (Eurydice)Jamil, (Hermes)Lilia knowing whats goin on just looks at him and says
"Dont come out too strong young one"
*cue come home with me*
Kalim saying how he'll bring water, rain, to the dry land of sands
Then Jamil just being like
"it hasnt rained for years"
"thats why, my song, ill right wrongs, rain for everyone to enjoy, and no one will get hurt just because of status"
"well good luck with that-"
"then you'll be my wife!"
*cue lilia laughing his ass off*
Staring at the white haired boy in front of him, Jamil can only sigh and think this guys a total idiot. But that idiot brought a feeling Jamil almost never felt, Jamil felt....alive
Timeskip idk which event or song comes first so basically
Wait for me l
Kalim being so caught up to prove how he can achieve his dreams to be able to be with jamil despite of family status but what he doesnt know is that his beloved jamil is now sixth feet below...
"jamil..."
"are you willing to go that deep for him? Theres always the option of looki- "
"NO"
"....then you have a long journey ahead of you Kalim"
"Jamil...wait for me, im coming"
Then time skip to Epic l-lll
Lilia surprised Kalim knows the song King Malleus(Hades) had sung to his precious queen. Kalim saying he once learned it from one of the books in their library after hearing about their story
The story of how the king of thorns (can be changed can remain). Fell in love with Persephone(Yuu/Mc) while strolling around one night looking for some peace and quiet, for a small little break. The cold known king all just smittenly in love with this human who has caught his heart, his treasure, his world. The cold king, arms outsretched to the woman he loves, singing la la la la la la la...
Wait for me ll
Just KALIM AND JAMIL FLUFF PLS! JAMIL JUST SIGHS AND LOOKS AT THE FOOLISH BOY WHO CLAIMS TO MARRY HIM
"dont look back dearie"
"wait for me kalim"
"i will, for you"
Pomefiore can be the three fates-
OH MY GOD NO WAIT LETS MAKE IT OCTAVINELLE HAHAHAHAHAAH
idk where to put the ace duo and grim but i wanna add them somewhere and i dont know the full musical since i havent watched it yet but YES TWST HADESTOWN IDEAS ANYONE?
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