#i lost this study once

[too0bsessedformyowngood]

Cursed image of local cryptid found 3am at a Bat Burger

#tim drake #robin tim drake #tim drake robin #robin dc #batfam #batman #batburger #dc #there was a lull in patrol that night #tim lost a bet and had to let dick style his hair #stephanie is the one to take the photo #I could be doing so many other things #but yet I decided to draw this monstrosity #drew this instead of studying or sleeping #once again was too lazy to color tim properly #my art

[niikasik]

Just finished week 1 of my final semester

...is anyone else going through an existential crisis, or is it just me?

#im so lost abt what i want to do once i graduate #like all of a sudden ive developed the fear of the unknown which i never had #like anxiety everyday bc career wise im lost #i want to work abroad but its impossible to land jobs right out of uni #lmao watch me just go become an english teacher #notes #studyblr #language study #study notes #chemistry notes #english notes #bullet journal #bio notes #business student #study #study tips #lifestyle #studyspo #studyspiration #study space #notes spread #bujomonthly #bujoweeklyspread #monthly bujo #bujoinspo #bujo aesthetic #bujosetup #uni notes #uni studies #studyabroad

[fullmetalgirl98]

I've never been so happy and proud of being Italian before, I swear.

Guys. It's AMAZING. And the format is exaggeratedly BIG. It's 21×15 cm!!! I'm honestly surprised?! I thought it would have the common manga format, but no??

After a shitty week like the one just ended, having this volume finally in my hands has completely revitalized me

#lost in the cloud #litc #paskim #baek cirrus #cirrus baek #yeon skylar #skylar yeon #skyrus #It's cool to be first in the world for once #It gives you a strange satisfaction #mainly because Italian is a difficult language and honestly I'm glad I don't have to study it LOL #manhwa #yaoi manhwa #bl manhwa

[candyredappledragon]

Does Furret participate in Pokémon battles or are they moral support?

both actually! furret is a support pokemon! he has a moveset to help others and- ah sorry i got a "little" into competitive but you know for fun! florian inspired me to make a team that involves with pokemon i love and build it from there. though furret prefers to be my moral support. i grab him, hug him tight and i forget about my loss.

though some of my pokemon do enjoy the quiet and relaxing life so its a win-win for us! i leave some of them with my grandparents to help them around the house or do activities. i am very grateful for them!

#rotomblr #pkmn irl #thanks for the ask! #trainer kieran #pokemon fanart #being real honest. if it werent for that fateful day i wouldnt be the same person today. #and i have been studying the competitive scene myself to get stronger! ...i do admit i have been studying books and videos about it. #kind of lost a “bit” of sleep but i just got so engrossed by it. thenigotmyhandsonsomebooksaboutlegendarypokemonandlostmoresleep #i almost went on a tangent but i caught myself. do not talk to me about competitive stuff. i kinda just “infodump” about it. #my sister told me that. because she once asked me for help and the next thing i knew she was nodding off to sleep. #//ooc: Can you tell on which parts I drew over and fixed so many times. :sob emoji: Sorry I was dying to make it at least decent.

[lowestechelonabomination]

in the lectured hall. straight up "bobming it". and by "it", haha, well. let's justr say. My eksam

#hi sorry ive been mia lately ive been once again brutally murdered by exams #my last midterm is in 2 hours and im so scared #i know i have a tendency to exaggerate and overreact but this time i genuinely dont think im passing #like there is no hope for me #im so lost and confused #n e ways. back to studying i go #ech.txt

[cerise-on-top]

hi there! I was wondering if you could write how Farah would react if the reader got hurt because she's the commander of the ULF?

(Btw you are feeding the Farah lovers! Remember to take breaks and such if needed! 💞💞)

Hello! I'm glad to hear that! I do love writing for the girls, after all! I love them dearly and I'm glad you all do too! And I will take breaks if I need them, don't worry!

Reader got Hurt Because of Farah

I think that, although Farah is a very reasonable person and always uses her head instead of her heart, you getting hurt would be one of the few times where she would act out of emotions rather than rational thought. She can’t usually afford such a thing, no matter how distressed she may be, so it basically never happens. But the person who hurt you will come to regret ever getting close to you. She won’t go after them guns blazing, no, she’s way too smart for that. But that person will be dealt with, either immediately or after a while. Farah doesn’t forget, her memory is far too good for that. If she can see your attackers face, good. That way she can either immediately go after them or track them down by memory alone. But if she can’t see it then she’ll spare no expense in finding out who it may have been. It might take a while, but she’ll get her revenge. In fact, you getting hurt would be another big reason for her to fight her war for peace, because in her ideal world, no one gets hurt. Not you, not her brothers or sisters. However, whoever hurt you won’t live to see such a utopia. Farah won’t torture them, but she’ll make quick work of whoever they may be so that they won’t hurt anyone else near and dear to her. But of course, all of this goes once she’s certain you’re alright. Farah will call the best medics she has to make sure you’ll make it, that you’ll end up in as little pain as possible during your recovery. She won’t particularly have the time to be by your side throughout it all, but she’ll come visit you whenever she can, maybe even bringing you a recovery gift or two in the process. Always has someone check up on you. Someone she trusts will come in every once in a while and ask you how you’re doing to give her a report on your status. Yes, she may be on the frontlines fighting a war, but she always needs to know how you’re doing or else she’ll get even more nervous than she should be.

#cod #cod x reader #farah karim #farah karim x reader #the cod women lovers seem to have found me and liked me enough to want to request something from me. lovely #I am once again really tired today. work was rough and I ate some fried calamari today. the portion was so big and I'm stuffed #now I'm super tired but I have to wait until 21:20 until I can go to bed #at the time I'm writing this it's roughly 17:00 so I still have to pass a lot of time until I can finally sleep #anyway I don't have much to say as of right now #might mess around and finish the other two requests I have in my inbox today so some time will pass #I never would have thought I'd ever get into CoD but here I am and I am enjoying myself greatly #it never occurred to me before that it might have a storyline. and now I've been writing for that silly game for roughly two months now #time really does fly by. I got into it last summer actually so I haven't been a fan for too long #it's been fun. I got back into writing. but I only lost my writing spark because of vocational school. vocational school sucks so bad #had no time whatsoever for anything. had to study the entire time and had no time for my hobbies #god I'm looking forward to my apprenticeship leave exam so i never have to go there again #but enough about me on this post. sorry!

[bbqhooligan]

probably the best thing about having fuckin TWILIGHT in my roster of Mental Illness Emergency Contacts is that every time i get back to it its a wakeup call. embarrassing✅ cringe✅ bad writing✅ racist, mormon propaganda✅ should be left to rot like harry potter etc✅ but im still over here like "okay but the comfort i felt while connected to these characters" BITCH YOU NEED HELP

#mypost #its actually worse than yugioh. i can indulge in Cringe (good) but not Cringe (TERRIBLE) #id be all for it if it was like. a normal fandom thing. i BEEN doing that. but my twilight thing is...like a cry for help #for example while i posted about yugioh i was studying and going to class. well. some of it #now im in my twilight phase for 3 weeks and im barely doing my laundry and washing myself. GIRL HELP #SMEYER CURSED ME (is severely depressed and escaping into the long lost warmth once felt with these books and characters) #im genuinely unwell #bella swan save me. bella swan. save me bella swan. #who wanna kill me

[killmymind]

i don’t think i’ve ever felt this lost in my life. tbh

#feeling sad? sure. hopeless? been there done that. anxious as hell? at least once a week. but lost? no. not really #and that’s really fucking scary because i’m not familiar with it and i just don’t know how to deal with it #i can’t stop thinking that i’m running out of time because i’m 25 and i don’t think i can afford feeling this way #taking a break from uni sounds good in theory but in reality? again. i’m 25. i need to at least achieve one thing in my life holy shit #it’s SO hard to see the good even when it’s right in front of me or someone points it out. like having a job or studying or getting to #travel or even just having friends ARE achievements but i always want More More and More i am addicted to wanting more cause it feels like #nothing i do is ever enough. and now i’m adding feeling lost because i’m finally acknowledging the fact that i don’t know what i want to do #with what i’m studying or how to get a different job in the future when i almost have no experience and everything is just so frustrating #because i simply don’t fucking know. i just don’t. i can’t afford not knowing!! everything is so messy rn you would think i’d be thriving #after seeing louis and meeting aria and traveling to germany and i am genuinely so happy those things happened but fuck man there is always #the Bigger Thing taking over and it makes me feel like an ungrateful brat i just don’t fucking know man. maybe i am an ungrateful brat #but it’s just so hard to be happy when you’re feeling so lost with everything in your life and yourself #anyway i just. needed to let that out #negative #effie talks to the moon

[gazelessmenagerie]

What type of villain are you?

Then Let Me Be Evil

You never wanted to hurt anyone, but the world never gave you a choice. You did the best you could with what you had, but every innocent mistake you made was held against you when it counted, every crossroads led you down the wrong path no matter which way you went. No matter what you did, the odds were stacked against you. It wasn't fair, and you are sick and tired of being told what a monster you are for things out of your control. Well, fine. They want a monster? YOU'LL GIVE THEM A MONSTER!

Tagged by: @beforecreation / Dash

Tagging: You if you got your favorite blanket on your bed

#|| Character Study: {Broly} #( MMMM this is good. Absolutely does align to how I portray him in my head alsfdjg ) #( so many things were just out of his control and being a Saiyan at the cusp of extinction in a large and apathetic universe ) #( there's quite a bit that lurks beneath his thorny exterior he never lets anyone see and that pains me knowing it alfjdg ) #( he'll be the monster everyone fears and embrace it. ) #( in short: he's a goddamn mess. ) #( totaly did act closer to S as a boy but yknow. being forced to hide with his dad from space lizard empire and fighting with ) #( the natives of any planet they had to hide out on. being found out as a saiyan meant there had to be no witnesses. ) #( or else they'd be in heaps of trouble. broly having to grapple with the false hopes ) #( of meeting other saiyans/rebuilding an empire and the isolation of only having his father to rely on ) #( until he began to grow far too powerful and questioned why did he need to obey his father's every word. ) #( paragus trying to help his boy control his power outbursts but shit happens and an eye was lost. you know how it goes. ) #( someone get his fucking huge bastard some therapy or at least several pounds of fruit/sweets) #( he's still very much evil and hes not remorseful about it but gdi I want him to have some nice things every once in a while.)

[sparkly-skies]

This one is titled "I needed to urgently work on a presentation* so instead**, I somehow spent my whole day doing fuck all instead and the evening listening to Laura's Buam and consequently experiencing the whole spectrum of human emotions over the span of like, four to six songs" and goes out to @mondscheinprinzessin, naturally, for dragging me into this band.

#* for a subject I actively hate with a burning passion #**knowing it will lead to me crying for the x-th time this semester over being stressed and losing #my last bits of motivation for my studies that I once was very passionate about + general other life stuff i can't cope with anymore #the first one means i read the wikipedia page of passau and we all know once you google stuff related to the band but unrelated to #their music it's all over #i'm so glad i know fuck all about them otherwise or i'd be stopping myself from hopping on over to ao3 #i'd love to know what makes me want to read/write fanfic about a band or book or show or whatever. #with blind channel it was there very quickly; with lost society i still don't care; with bojan/käärija i'm interested in the authors more #than the fics; and with lonely spring it's like hmmmm. no urge to look if there's fanfic about them found anywhere in my brain. #anyway laura tell your buam to stop making sad music! they have to stop with these far too relatable lyrics! #should i just print this out and take it to my therapy appointment on friday? #mine #lauras buam #lonely spring #ich hab gedacht passau wär ne großstadt aber nein da wohnen 50.000 leute und es ist halb so groß wie dornbirn und #nur viermal so groß wie mein dorf ☠ #und ein viertel von den leuten sind studenten. die stadt muss im sommer so tot sein wie innsbruck #PASSAU IST KLEINER ALS INNSBRUCK. 35 KM^2 KLEINER. wtf. how. warum hab ich gedacht das wär ne großstadt #aber ich könnte vor meiner haustür in den inn hüpfen und mich bis passau treiben lassen. laura pspsps wie wärs mit passau auf der nächsten #tour statt augsburg? die stadt liegt genau an einem großen fluss bzw zusammenlauf von drei flüssen mit drei verschiedenen farben

[mygemseye]

I’ve been thinking about this for a while. A case study, used in psychology, can be referring to more than one person. A case study is “an in-depth investigation of a single individual, family, event, or other entity”. The manga name could refer to our Vanitas, him and Luna, or other vampires of the blue moon we don’t know about.

But it could also refer to someone becoming the next Vanitas after our Vanitas dies.

Just a thought.

#The manga could be a case study of someone else not Vanitas #vnc theory #vanitas no carte #vnc vanitas #vnc luna #the case study of vanitas #I leaned about case studies in psychology and once I heard this I lost it

[dolokhoded]

the fact that people own ipads sounds fake to me

#🧅 #LIKE THAT IS 1000 DOLLARS AT LEAST #i've been saving up for seven years i am not kidding you and i havent managed to make that amount of money #and i keep saying that some day when i dont have exams and i dont have university i'll have the time to work an actual job that i;m not #called in once a month i might afford it but then i'll have pay bills so i still will not have that amount of money #technically for the next five years it's illegal for people to employ me because i'm in uni. which is. i'm a fucking idiot for signing up t #the university i got into this year without going and take exams again just so i can get student packs cause i dont even fucking use them #and i can't be legally employed. AND i've lost a year where i'm allowed student packs while i'll definitely need them when i ACTUALLY go to #university #i have zero money. well i have my savings but i am not fucking touching that ever because i'll move out next year and i'd like to not #actually have zero money #and like. greece is super based for free university and good on them. the way you get into said university is super fucked and impossible #bur whatever free university. BUT LIKE. why can i not work #not legally at least. i can still work and be payed without being officially hired but then than work won't count in any future subsidies #i'll definitely have because i literally wan to study theatre i'll be unemployed forever. #and i fucking hate it here #and this post was actually just meant to be about how expensive ipads are. but now its this whole rant.

[fragmentedblade]

I'm honestly obsessed with Mr. Xiao. He may be my favourite (very) tertiary character ever. I love everything he adds just by being how he is in the context of the worldbuilding and sidequests of the Xianzhou. Arguably something similar happens with master Huaiyan

#The beginning and the end #No but really I love him. I'm taking pictures of Mr. Xiao like crazy this is stupid. I have over a dozen now xD #But it's all so intriguing? The potential of the vagueness of barely knowing him? #And still how telling and meaningful and fitting it all is? Goodness did they include all that on purpose? #Am I reading too much? Is HSR really this careful with details? #The first thing Mr. Xiao tells us is that he *guarantees* he'll fix whatever we need #and that it would be good as new‚ which has echoes of the 'arrogant craftsman' #Then he is silent and stubborn. He doesn't want to beat around the bush or engage in idle chat #And the fact that Mr. Xiao was the one proposing the renovation of the market seems to be so fitting #of someone who once studied under Yingxing? Yingxing‚ who against all odds was able to do what he did as a short life species #Yingxing‚ who liked to go beyond expectations in his crafts‚ beyond what could be done #Mr. Xiao being open to change‚ and change brought over by short life species‚ makes so much sense #It also works in a symbolic way I think. Mr. Xiao as one of the last remnants of that period that is lost to tales #Yet accepting and encouraging the change #And still in his shy stern stoic demeanour he gifts us the object that tells a story about that which was and that which made him who he is #I don't know... Every detail around this character is so well integrated and serves as culmination or terminus of so many stories #I like him a lot as stupid as it is to be so fond of such a fleeting character haha #Mr. Xiao #I talk too much

[deus-ex-mona]

little brothers and their will to #slay, man </3

#while yes yes this post technically does apply to the simp bros i wanna cry about my own bro in the tags so you have been warned~? #so to start off my monthly existential crisis rant i just wanna say that… i’m so so soo envious of my bro. like to a really unhealthy extent #he’s tall enough to reach the top shelves. i can barely touch them if i jump. he has so many friends and even a gf. i have 0 irl friends. #he is able to sit in one spot and focus on his studies. i can’t even sit down for a full half hour to *eat* without getting up to take a nap #he’s learning how to drive. i can’t. he was admitted into university. i wasn’t. he’s able to find what he likes and stick to it. i can’t. #like mannn. he thrived in the course he chose in tertiary education while i lost my passion for it in the middle of my first year. #he’s good at picking up everything he tries (puzzle cubes; bball; you name it he’s good at it) while i’m just. bad at everything i try lol #he’s very good at his studies (aside from languages) and sports. i’m not good at anything at all. #he gets told that he has a great sense of humour. i’m just. boring and annoying. lolllll #he’s super sociable and he has good relations with pretty much every single family member (sans me). i’m not in contsct with most of the fam #heck he was pretty much the favourite from the moment he was born. his baby pics still get brought up from time to time bc of how cute he is #(granted it’s bc he looks like a bby m*ch*l*n man (like the tire company mascot) and he’s super cute in them but still) #and he’s also a guy and content with being a guy which is just… not fair y’knowwww~~~ asian family boy biases and all (cries) #our father pretty much cast me aside once my bro was old enough to hang with him. and even before then the bias was as clear as day. >:((((( #i make the dude mad? i get screamed at and whaccced. bro gets the dude mad? he gets a lesson on how to throw punches instead!!! like wow!!!! #he’s the only one who got to escape any direct physical harm from the guy and yet!!!! he was the 1st one to be singled out for trauma focus #idk if it’s bc of his age back then or whattttt but i can’t believe i had to friggin’ ask my therapist back then for a trauma assessment :( #2015 was a different time… my bro managed to succeed in school while i was rejected from the drama club for being too depressed :(((( #but i’m sure my bro has his own share of struggles… and i’m glad that he has a few groups of friends to chill with. really. #but i just can’t help feeling extremely envious of him. i could never tell him any of this though we hardly talk at home lol #and he pretends not to know me when i approach him in public lmfaoooo. i don’t blame him though; i’d do the same if i were to approach me #so yeah. if you read this i’m sorry for being cringefail and bad at everything~~ am i still allowed to pollute your dash~? <3 #and also. idk if i’ll be able to continue sischange over this week bc i’ll be handling 2 workstations by meself :( and idk how tired i’ll be #but we’ll see ok~? sorry for having zero time management skills am i still qualified to be a legit adult~? #sunday’s 🧂saltfest🧂

[vekovoysoldat-moved]

#( most of the intelligence community doesn't believe he exists // character study ) #winter soldier cold front spoilers cw #I am once again thinking about this paragraph #and about how lost and confused Bucky was #in moments he gained some sort of consciousness #of what was happening to him #brainwashing cw #drowning cw

[radical-dadical-rafael]

thinks so much abt Tim Stoker and the lonely

#I will probably touch upon it in my fic not quite right #but if Tim had been alive during s4 I think Peter would've been FASCINATED by him #his brother is dead and imo it's clear he never rlly dealt w the loss fully (he killed himself over it. he saw the first opportunity to die #and make the thing that took Danny HURT and he took it). his best friend is dead and was replaced with a monster and he didn't even know #the whole thing has turned him to someone mean; and cold; and distant #and no one!! Fucking!!!! No one!!!!! Asked if he was okay. Bc they were all so worried abt their stalker boss #he's alone!!!! He's been alone since the attack in s1 #and even if he weren't; he goes out of his way to make sure of it later on bc he's soooo scared. So scared of trusting something that wants #hurt him again #and yet. AND YET. he is so ANGRY. #I am of the belief that he cares too damn much abt the suffering others have gone through to allow himself to get lost in the numbness #of the lonely. and Peter would find it amusing and interesting and frustrating alllll at once #basically I think Martin is Peter's special-est little guy and that Tim is a bug he wants to study closely #under a microscope #does any of this make sense #also I'm sure this isn't a fucking. Revolutionary take or whatever akdjajsj it just drives me insane!!!