#i like to bully grandpa angel

[drakepad-luv-2000]

This is my version of Loonatics unleashed. I decided to do my own version. So some major differences are.

1- The Loonatics take place in 2017 which makes it's a bit more relatable to us. I love the designs of the future but I have to admit I found it weird with all the new technology the phones still look very early 2000s 😂.

2- The looney tunes are there Great Grandparents not 300th Great grandparent.

3- Duck and Rev are Girls. I wonder how come there was only one girl in the team. There supposed to be descendants not carbon copies 😒. I mean we're they saying girls can't be descendants from boys.

4- Ace and Lexi are Fraternal twins. Guys I'm sorry I just can't seem to ship them. They are descendants of Lola and Bugs bunny who are in a canonical relationship. It's a cute ship don't get me wrong. But for me it's just weird.

5- The Loonatics are young adults. Wikipedia says there teenagers but these guys are in universitys?? There ages are. Slam and Tech 22, Ace and Lexi 20 , Rev and Danger 18.

6- Zadalvia is NICE to Danger.

7- There backstories. Starting with Slam Tasmanian.

First off he can Talk. I never understood why they gave Wiles and Roadrunner descendants talking abilities but not him.

He lived in Tasmania and has an Australian accent kinda like Hugh Jackman. Some humans said they were going to take there home unless Slam comes up with 100,000,000,000,000,000 dollars. ( Which is impossible) so he signs up for American wrestling. He goes to America but finds out it's not what he thought. However a meteor changes his life forever. He has a younger kid sister who is his biggest supporter and lived with his mom after there father walked out on the family. Loves to cook. His birthday is May 4th and yes the others do joke and say May the 4th be with you much to his annoyance. Zodiac is Taurus ♉

Next up Tech e Coyote

His backstory is kinda complicated. He was diagnosed with Asperger's when he was 4 and was often bullied to the point where he is TERRIFIED of public speaking. He has lots of stim toys and sometimes didn't feel like talking. During college he befriended a shy bullied girl names Mallory and eventually fell in love with her. Unfortunately there was an accident he caused by mistake and she ended up becoming the Mastermind. He tried with inventing again but after several accidents he was kicked out of the university. However a meteor changes his life forever. Birthday Dec 30. Zodiac Capricorn ♑.

Next up Ace and Lexi

I decided to do these two together since there twins so they basically lived the same lives. Ace is the older twin and is a daredevil who got in trouble with his parents alot. As for Lexi she was a very sweet girl who everyone liked. She was definitely the angel to aces devil personality. However this came at the cost of her getting bullied and Ace getting detention alot in high school. ( Because no one messes with a guy's younger sister especially if she is your twin) at college though he seemed to mature a bit and Lexi learned how to deal with bullies with her one passion Dancing. She loves Ballet. And Ace wanted to be a Actor like his Great Grandpa Bugs bunny. Unfortunately try outs didn't go well for either. But a Meteor changes there lives forever. There birthday is Oct. 13 making them Libras ♎

And now for everyone favorite talkative roadrunner Rev Runner.

Ok so like I said Rev is a girl runner. She had a pretty standard life. However her parents never believed she had ADHD just thinking she was faster than normal or not paying attention to them. Her younger brother Rip is 10 in this world and as far as she is concerned. She is more his mother than there own. Harriet and Ralph are pretty rich and practically use there kids to help make money. Rev being the oldest was put under a lot of pressure growing up. Ralph often would push Rev to her limits. To make things worse he was Willing to Marry her to some Creep to get more money. Luckily she got away. Unfortunately she couldn't take her brother with her. Something that still crushes her. She started work at a diner as a waitress. She was miserable until a certain meteor struck earth changing her life forever. Her birthday is Feb 1. Her Zodiac is Aquarius ♒

For the Final loonatic. My personal favorite Danger Duck

( this is the only gif of him are you kidding me 😂)

Anyway like Rev she is a Girl. And the youngest of the team. Her life wasn't exactly easy at all. Her parents were murdered in front of her by psycho clowns at age 5. Then she went through several foster homes with all of them sending her back cause she was a ' problem child'. None of them realized she was lashing out in grief. She practically grew up in the system. She had only one friend. Pinkster Pig. However when he got adopted he started changing and bullied her throughout high school. When she hit 18 she was kicked out of the orphanage and was homeless taking off jobs just so she can sleep somewhere. Her latest job and place was at a pool place. After a hard day of work. A meteor changes her life forever. Her birthday is July 25. Her Zodiac is Leo ♌

As for Zadalvia. Since she is an alien I decided to make her more like avatar. She has a striped tail. And is green skin. Her outfit is Blue. And she has Orange hair. She is 35 years old. Her backstory is pretty much the same. Except I decided to have Optimus ( I dont know how to spell his name) is possessed by the robo stuff he wears. There parents died when she was young and he became an adult. After years of ruling freleng he found a robot costume and put it on. Unfortunately it possessed him. He imprisoned his sister but she escaped with the help of a rocket. Resulting in the meteor. Her birthday is September 3. Her Zodiac is Virgo ♍.

And that's basically my version of the Loonatics hope you like them 😊

#loonatics unleashed #danger duck #rev runner #tech e coyote #lexi bunny #ace bunny #slam tasmanian #zaldavia

[chubs-deuce]

I just realized something.

Dawn has to be the safest person in all Rings of Hell. Ever.

Not only is she the daughter of the princess of hell and radio demon (two of the most powerful beings in Hell), but she has the best Protection Squad. Consists of her ex-exorcist angel aunt wielding the angel spear, a cool spider demon uncle from a crime boss family, a former overlord gambler cat babysitter, a dangerous cyclops maid that will stab anybody if Dawn simply ask her to, a sinner aunt with access to bomb-making material, the cannibalistic overlord godmother who is the leader of Cannibal Town, Humpty-Dumpty like minions, and her grandpa who is literally the devil.

Love your art by the way ❤️ keep doing the awesome work!

Indeed!!!

Safest being in all of hell :'D Not to mention her own innate power as a descendant of a falled seraphim!

Though, sadly, one thing she's not safe from is emotional damages :')

Since she grows up at the hotel in the outskirts of pentagram city, she sadly doesn't really get many opportunities to bond with other kids her age - sinners couldn't procreate after all.

The few times Lucifer set up some playdates with the kids from other hellborn royals, Dawn's visibly different appearance and "unrefined"/"crude" behavior (due to growing up around sinners, which hellborn society largely looks down on) make her sorely stand out as a prime target for bullying, so those attempts quickly died out too.

She does get plenty of socialization at the hotel - between the residents, her own shadow and the remaining egg boiz that didn't go with Sir Pentious there's many perspectives and bonding opportunities for her, but that's still not really the same :'3

Also thank you so much!!! You bet I will lmfao, as long as there's ideas and motivation, I will draw 🫡

#charlastor fankid #charlastor fanchild #chubs ocs #dawn morningstar #chubs answers

[sadistic-kiss]

Wild dream Slap Ass Recap Part 2:

(You will not believe the dream I just experienced this time. THIS is the type of dream I want not the horror dream I had with sukuna ✋😭.)

*Slaps hands together*

I’m but a poor peasant demon child with horns and a tail, trying to help the sick in my neighborhood. I don’t know what happened to my parents but I was being raised by a wise old lady. Demon and angels are of different class. Angels being prestige and just all powerful. Demons used to run rampant in the world killing humans but then the angels saved the people, but ever since then, demons have been treated like shit. We wear collars that cut off our powers and are used as servants. If we try to take the collar off it will sense it and explode our heads 😭.

So here I am going to my job getting paid but a penny. (YES AS A CHILD) My Angel boss is a real arse. He’s super mean to the demons because he can be. It’s acceptable.

Returning home there is this huge ruckus, I see an angel holding a child by his hair swinging him around as he’s yelling and the mother is pleading. I know this child he’s my best friend, so I’m like hey stop that he was just trying to help his sick mother! But old granny grabs me and tells me to be quiet.

“HE STOLE FROM ME!” The angel is yelling. “A precious heirloom!”

While the mother is crying and apologizing, “I will work over time!”

The angel is demanding double for the price of what was stolen and if the mother cannot come up with the money then he will take the child as payment. The heirloom was already returned but of course bully angels. The mother would need to work a whole year to repay that amount of money. And the angel is demanding it by the weekend. So she accepts knowing that she hasn’t a shot but at least she gets to spend time with her son or come up with something.

I go up to her and tell her that I can try to help as much as I can, maybe we could put some money together as a community. But the mother only smiles at me and thanks me. Then returns home with her child, telling him everything will be fine.

At night I hear whispering outside my window and secret chatter. Sticking my head out im like what’s happening? And I see the mother and child wearing cloaks and another individual I of course know. Clearly they are trying to sneak away. When the child sees me he’s like come with u best friend I like you and don’t want to be apart. And I’m like sorry I’m scared. And he told me it’s okay to be scared, mom will protect you.

I still don’t go because I also have wise old grandma. So instead I tell him good luck.

Fast forward…Well let’s just say they ended up not making it. And to make a show to the other demons they killed the mother and boy and nice man in front of us. I was cryinggggg. To which started my villain arc and old grandma was like I got you I was in the war, I learned how to turn off the collars.

Long training arc/years later I am a teenager ready to wreck havoc. I’m apart of a secret group of demons who are tired of this shit grandpa.

We have a plan mapped out. Me and a few others are to infiltrate the main city for the angels as a servants. A human is going to merge with the powerful angel Tengen who gives them a barrier of protection. (Or something like that). They are of course called the star child ✨. See what my brain did there lol. But we have to kill them before they merge. Yes toji is a demon too he’s the main leader of the operation. his wife was killed by an Angel so there’s his hate :).

Anyways this will happen within a few years but we are preparing now. At all cost we must kill whoever the star angel is.

I got put with the snobby angel Gojo and of course Getou was always there 😭. These hoes were ruthless. Gojo looked down on demons with his beautiful stupid blue eyes. At some point he said something that had me snap on him and I punched him in his face 😂 I thought he was going to have me killed but he didn’t (because the Hoe secretly in love with me lol).

So that was a fun time because the sexual tension was at an all time high for whatever reason. And we may have dabbled in some smut but you know I just want to say that was just the part of my brain that just went brr for my daddies BUT the hatred was still there I swear 😭.

*Time skip*

So the day is upon us, the star child is to be merged with Tengen and would you look at that the idiots that I served got put to protect the girl. There’s like this whole plan from the angels to make it seem like there are multiple star children. But something in me tells me that it’s this girl. (It must have been the obvious connection in my brain lol I cheated)

I’m supposed to stay home but Toji finds me and says it’s go time. Toji catches Gojo and getou off guard the same as in the anime and I’m hiding, waiting for my opportunity. So while toji is fighting gojo I sneak and follow getou and Riko.

*Cries*

So I’m the one that kills Riko while they were talking 😂✋ and getou is losing his mind and I’m like “I HOPE YOU FEEL THAT PAIN BECAUSE THATS HOW I FEEL WATCHING MY FRIEND DIE!”

Boom we start fighting and then Toji comes in and is like it’s time to go girl you did good. And he’s about to kill getou but i tell him I’ll do it but I don’t because that’s still my baby I guess XD.

So we leave and that’s what starts the demon and angel war AGAIN.

*Time skip*

It’s complete anarchy. The purge times ten.

Long story short I start to realize we are starting to become the very thing we hated. getou and gojo went on a full fucking rampage trying to find me and kidnapped me only for some there’s a whole lotta hate sex going on like what 😭✋.

Some enemies to lovers business.

I’m going to be so honest I don’t know how we reached peace because toji and the other demons were trying to kill me for being a traitor 😂, but it may have been the fact that I was preggos with a angel demon baby that came out with horns and wings and everyone was like the first demon angel to be born but then that led to more demon angel children appearing like nay! We’ve been in hiding for too long! We want peace and harmony! And it turns out Megumi was one of them and Toji’s wife was an Angel and she actually died shortly after child birth. Like the plot twist was real. And toji was like I didn’t know I had a son. :0?????

*Daddy son hug*

✨Yay happy ending 😌✨

*WHAT ABOUT THE MURDAAAA? WHAT MURDAAAA???! I SAID HAPPY ENDING*

The smut was quite good too. Hmmm yummy threesome with getou and gojo when they were pissed at me… 🌚🌝 kisses brain* thanks for this lovey movie, it may not have been nanami and me on a cruise but I’ll take it.

Also because I’m a hoe I did sleep with Toji and Sukuna too. But if I make this into a story I may or may not put that in it, I dunno. But Sukuna was a demon who onlry wanted to kill angels for fun so you can see how he got problematic …so we had to lock him up inside a human (YUUJIIII~)

Okay back to sleep I go just wanted to type this out before I forget it ✨🖤✨

#fanfiction #fanfic #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #suguru geto #geto suguru #toji fushiguro

[frog-0n-a-l0g]

✨the Wild West🤠✨

Angel: WHATUP BITCHES

Babe: YOOOOO

Sam: why hello to you too?

Sweetheart: heyyyy

Angel: guys guys guys guys

Angel: like the wonderful creative one of a kind person I am I came up w an ✨idea✨

Sam: oh no

Babe: OH YES

Sweetheart: oh?

Angel: ima pretend yall all got babes enthusiasm BUT ANYWAY

Angel: hear me out

Sweetheart: I’m scared

Sam: join the club

Angel: we get nicknames for the gc?!!!!!

Sam: that’s actually not that bad

Babe: YESSS

Sweetheart: that’s what you think

Angel: ok but I get to pick bc I’m the talented one and I made this group chat🤭😌

Sam: there it is

Angel: since you questioned my judgment ur going FIRST

Sam: oh no

[angel has changed sams name to brokeback mountain]

Brokeback Mountain: Angel why are you like this?

Angel: MWAHAHAHAHAH

sweetheart: y’all i laughed and my boss looked at me weird💀

Babe: OMG ME NEXT

Brokeback Mountain: whyy are you encouraging this?

Babe: bc it’s fun🙄

Angel: like jeez old man get w the program🙄

Sweetheart: PFF-

Brokeback Mountain: do your name changes or whatever before I get darlin to beat your ass.

Angel: like you was beating theirs in but OH YEA

Sweetheart: nah💀

Angel: BABE

Angel: I NOW DUB THEE

[angel has changed babes name to trainer]

Trainer: what does that even mean babes😭

Angel: w all the collars u be putting on that dog of urs…

Brokeback Mountain: Oh my lord🙄

Trainer: YOU RIGHT YOU RIGHT💪🏻😚

Sweetheart: nah cause that’s clever as shit💀

Sweetheart: does your head hurt after using your brain?

Angel: haha very funny

Angel: just you wait for you

Angel: speaking of which…

[angel has changed sweethearts name to invisa-bitch]

Invisa-bitch: ok I actually like that lol

Brokeback Mountain: lucky

Angel: AND NOW

Angel: FOR THE MOMENT OF TRUTH

Angel: DRUM ROLLLLL

[angel has changed angels name to mini alpha👑]

Mini alpha👑: best for last😌

Invisa-bitch: wooooooowwwwwwe

Trainer: so chic

Mini alpha👑: ikr🥶🥶🥶🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯‼️‼️‼️💅💅💅

Brokeback Mountain: this has got to be bullying

Brokeback Mountain: I’m going to bed

Mini alpha👑: goodbye grandpa🥺🥺

Trainer: sleep well pawpaw🥺🥺

Invisa-bitch: sleep well Sam

Brokeback Mountain: thank you SWEETHEART.

#this took like a full day to make #redacted asmr #redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted #redactedasmr #redacted headcanons #redacted sam #sam redacted #redacted sam collins #sam collins #redacted sweetheart #redacted babe #redacted angel #redacted group chat #frogs group chats #✨the wild west🤠✨ #redacted verse

[i-used-to-wear-the-fedora]

Ok so the amount of Vampire Eddie rumors makes me think of an au where Steve died as well and that Vecna turned him into some angel creature

Okay so DnD wise, you wanna know who also really hates Vecna *and* has the ability to resurrect players? The Raven Queen.

-It started with the final battle, Steve collapsing from his accumulated injuries and passing out on the ground, dead. The group don't want to leave him and Eddie's buddies behind but they have to.

-Vecna is not dead and takes Eddie's body to use him as his servant. Someone else entirely ends up finding Steve's body.

-Not every being in the upside down is hostile, some are simply observers. An unknown entity, later dubbed The Raven Queen by Dustin, comes across Steve and gives him another chance at life.

-Steve wakes up, no longer in the upside down, instead in the outer limits of a now ruined Hawkins. Only he's different now.

-Namely A.) His eyes are a deep black and B.) He has wings. Large, Raven black wings.

-All things considered, Steve doesn't want people to freak out when they see him and steals a bully jacket to cover up the wings and goes to one of the people he knows can help him.

-Dustin is living in his grandpa's home when there's a knock on his window in the middle of the night.

"Steve?!"

-Dustin calls an emergency meeting with the party to let everyone know that Steve is alive and supernatural.

"Is Eddie alive?"

"I...don't know."

-This is great. But also terrible. Because they have to hide him like a weird winged ET.

-Plus side they can use him to fight the supernatural stuff still coming out from the upside down, they just need to help him get a hold of what he can do now.

*Cut to Steve on the edge of a second floor windowsill, wings out and nervously looking down at the party*

Steve: Are you sure this will work? I'm not hot on dying again.

Lucas: It's an instinctive thing! Just jump!

-Flying was not instinctive. While in theory he can't die, Steve can apparently still break bones.

-Things are going great with Steve finally being able to fly when they find Eddie again. Only it isn't Eddie. Not exactly.

-Eddie's now apart of Vecna and kind of a vampire. He also having a whole upside down hive mind problem. Struggling against Vecna's influence is hard, especially when he sees the kids and Steve again.

-It might be the brain damage but...Steve's kind of hot. Right? (He's trying to convince himself after seeing Steve eat a hot pocket out of the trash)

#stranger things au #stranger things #headcanons #steve harrington #eddie munson #steddie #eddie x steve #kas eddie munson #raven queen steve harrington #dustin henderson #vecna stranger things #I'm very specifically into certain parts of dnd lore and this ask tapped that #and in all fairness #when you're hiding #you're not picky about where your food comes from

[shipaholic]

Episode 2: “The Clue” / “A Companion To Owls”

Good Omens 2 Episode 2 liveblog! Beware spoilers!!

- Crowley is such a troll in this opening scene. I've come around on the beard/glasses combo. He looks like a wisecracking talking Disney goat.

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- Jon Hamm’s impression of Buddy Holly is amazing. “Ah-hey, ah-hey-hey” yes give me those weird, grandpa-like hiccups.

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- I can hear a fly during the zoom in on sleeping Crowley in the Bentley... does Beez have one spy in the bookshop and one on Crowley at all times?

- Hmmm, Shax tells Crowley right away about Heaven detecting the miracle. That could be evidence for my Beelzebub theory, I guess...? Beez wants Crowley kept informed about the danger, so that he’ll continue to keep Gabriel safe, but they get to keep up plausible deniability with Shax and the other demons that they’re only threatening Crowley.

- Poor Shax. Crowley’s bullying her.

- LOL are all the other demons afraid of driving at high speeds? (See: Hastur.) All he had to do to get rid of Shax was rev the engine.

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- I like Maggie, but she’s a little clingy with Aziraphale. You’d think the euphoria of having 8 months of overdue rent forgiven would have lasted longer than 24 hours. On the other hand, her encyclopaedic knowledge of music history is really cool.

- Aziraphale conducting every time he sings Everyday is the cutest thing ever.

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- Crowley orders Talisker! I assume John Finnemore insisted.

- OMG, Mr. Brown is holding a newspaper with THEE headline in it about the Nebraska woman who taught her duck to play the accordion.

- “Get humans wet, and staring into each others’ eyes. Vavoom.” I. I don’t think Crowley knows where babies come from either.

- THAT JANE AUSTEN LORE. AND CROWLEY DISAPPROVES?? SHE SOUNDS AWESOME

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- Aziraphale is so hesitant when he says he doesn’t think God wants to kill Job’s children, and so utterly certain when he says he knows Crowley doesn’t want to. He already has more faith in Crowley’s mercy than God’s. 😭

- THE UNBELIEVABLE LEVELS OF SASS

- OK Ty Tennant is very funny

- Both the older kids treating Aziraphale like a waiter is hilarious actually, as is Jemima wanting to be a blue lizard and Crowley obliging

- I’ve been jossed a bunch already this season, but the biggest shock to my system by far is Crowley tempting Aziraphale into enjoying human food. I genuinely assumed Aziraphale has been nibbling on whatever was around to nibble on since he was first deployed on Earth. It took him a millennia and a half to try barbeque?? Poor deprived bb

- Whoever wrote that post about Aziraphale discovering honey and tearing into a beehive like an especially feral Winnie The Pooh, I hope they’re patting themself on the back right now.

- I am more into the sight of Michael Sheen falling onto an entire ox corpse like a starving werewolf than I am comfortable with, but fine, I guess this is who I am now.

- ALL I’M SAYING IS, Crowley and Aziraphale’s first kiss had better go EXACTLY like this.

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- I’m here for hungover Crowley wobbling across the sand.

- I suspect this minisode is difficult to follow for any viewers who didn’t swot up on the Book of Job a fortnight or so ago, like I assume we all did.

- Michael is the only angel in this scene who possesses more than a single braincell, but they’re all clearly thick as can be. The only people thicker than them are Job and Ennon, who are somehow even worse at lying than Aziraphale and Crowley.

- Crowley has such immense fucking panache this entire episode. I do love him and his terrible beard.

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- That little tongue in cheek thing Aziraphale does on “investigation” - he cannot get any cuter now. it’s literally impossible. please.

- Crowley slapped his hand omg

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- Oh god, the conversation on the bench... Aziraphale is in actual tears, and Crowley is so wry and gentle and reassuring, even while delivering words that are, taken on their own, a stark form of comfort. He’s just a calm presence while Aziraphale experiences shrimp emotions on the other side of the bench. I can’t even speak about Aziraphale, honestly, but I’ll give it a shot... he is so brave and scared 😭😭😭 Hell?? He really thought he belonged in Hell? Crowley was absolutely right to gently laugh at a notion that ridiculous (and awful) (and then again, Crowley also used to be a sweet little curly-headed bunny of an angel, and look at the unspeakable thing that happened to him). There’s that little moment where Crowley says he’s not going to tell anyone, and asks Aziraphale if he’s going to tell anyone, and Aziraphale gives this little ashamed headshake, like he’s realising for the first time that he’s not, he’s willing to lie (by omission) about this too. And then he glances at the sky, as if verifying that God isn’t going to send down a thunderbolt, and realises that he’s actually safe. There aren’t going to be any consequences; he’s going to get away with it. And that’s almost worse, the idea that he doesn’t live in a world with clearly defined rules, and he truly can’t predict what God thinks, or what she is going to do. She spoke directly to Job, but she’s a closed book to Aziraphale.

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- The ending credits are on fire so far this season.

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Right, um, next up, an episode I haven’t already seen. asdhkagsd.

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens 2 spoilers #good omens 2 liveblog #good omens s2e2 #The Clue #A Companion To Owls

[imsocialshit]

The Ichinose Family's deadly sins chapters 28-30

I know that they've been out for a while but the site I use only got them literally today.

I'm very much so reeling. Just three chapters that are hitting, which isn't surprising considering how much I like the whole story.

Anywayz I've got thoughts on Sota and his role in the story. He closely follows the idea of a guardian angel, but I'm not sure he's dead. I understand why it'd seem that way, because of the guardian angel theme and the fact literally no one in the family wants to talk about him. I just kinda don't want him to be dead, for no other reason then wanting him to achieve his dreams.

In terms of like his current role it feels like he's meant to be Everything Good in the family, and after he leaves the family kinda falls apart. I just think the emphasis on how much he does for the family is meant to show that. And now in the current plot, Tsubasa is getting pushed into this same role.

I'm super excited to see about Shiori though, her being not only aware but actively researching the dream after Tsubasa brings up the guy (who's name I have forgotten entirely) she was "dating". I'm especially interested in that because of her saying she never told Tsubasa about that.

My current theory of how he knew is that he (for whatever reason) read through some of his messages with Shiori. Without full knowledge the situation gets twisted into "My sister spends all her time talking to a strange adult man." I say this because the dream seems to be a large exaggeration of the real world where Tsubasa can actually fulfill his brothers role.

In the dream, Sota only comes back once their dad leaves, which feels super important. Especially considering that he directly replaces him. He seems o be the most invested in Tsubasa too. Wanting to skip the conference with Grandpa to go to Tsubasa's soccer game, taking him to the movies, walking him home from soccer. I imagine that the dream is a reflection of how Sota became a father figure to Tsubasa while their dad was more busy.

I suspect that the dream is some unexplainable supernatural experience, both real and not real. It's a safe place where Tsubasa can fix his family and Sota can still be there while pursuing his dreams. It's also a reflection of reality and how Tsubasa feels about his life. I think it's interesting for Sota to be the most aware of the dream and it's rules. I'd suspect that unlike the others, Sota was More aware of the dream from the "start", maybe even influencing it himself.

Sota's influence is based on the two ways the Yuuki situation play out. In Tsubsa's ideal world, he gets revenge and then the two make up. Interestingly enough, he doesn't seem to really care about how anyone else treats him as none of them are named or important enough to also be redeemed. But once Sota enters the loop, Yuuki continues to be bullied and Sota informs the school.

I feel like this shows a difference in perspective, and on what Tsubasa and Sota would consider an "ideal" ending to the situation. Tsubasa wants to get his best friend back, and Sota wants Yuuki to be properly punished for bullying Tsubasa.

But I feel like Yuuki being effectively removed from that loop is part of it as well. Yuuki was actually helpful in figuring out what was going on with Shiori (side note, but I guess his partial enthusiasm for it was based on him and Tsubasa seeing Charlies Angels together), so it's possible Sota was trying to prevent Tsubasa from learning more. Which seems to be his overall goal in the dreams.

If I were to give an actual explanation to the dreams, I think it has to do more with Sota than Tsubasa (only barely). He seems to play a role in keeping the dream going, trying to keep everyone unaware. He has a particular interest in making sure Tsubasa doesn't become aware.

Overall, still loving the chapters and I'm excited for information on Sachiko and whatever she's doing.

#caffe chats #The ichinose family's deadly sins

[tsunflowers]

I haven’t finished little lord fauntleroy yet but I feel like I can already definitively say what the best scene is. it’s when the rector comes to beg the mean grandpa to give one of his parishioners an extension on his rent bc him and his wife and seven kids are all sick. and if the grandpa was on his own he would be like fuck no. but he’s within a three tile radius of the perfectest specialest boy to ever be born so he’s getting a +10 buff to being nice and he’s like “well what would you do kid.” since the kid is an angel from heaven he’s like “I would give him the extension” and the grandpa’s like lmao ok write a note to my landlord then. and the kids like “shouldn’t you do that since you’re the earl?” and the grandpas like “hm well you’re the little philanthropist here so you do it :/“ there’s like a fun tension there bc the grandpa is doing this in order to bully a child but at the same time it can’t be denied that the kid has an influence on him and is causing him to do a good deed for once. and the book doesn’t spell that out for you at the start of the scene like it does with everything else

[fantasyfox-101]

Scene 1

12:00 Pm- Kate’s cakes and bakery- a family-run bakery that has been in Sunshine Florida for 50 years. Running since 1962. It is a small town shop with many loyal customers. Specializing in birthday cakes, a father of three is there right now, he is shopping for a cake for his second daughter.

Walter Bridges- He has a smile on his face,- Beefy is in-built and slightly balding, and he smiles and waves at the cashier.

The Cashier- a teenage girl who babysits his children waves back-Her name is Linda- freckled face and pretty she greets him with a cheerful Hello Mr.Bridges! Here for Joy’s birthday cake?

Walter smiles.

Walter: (Pride in his voice) She just turned nine.

Linda: (Mentally) Ahh that’s the cake that was replaced last minute.

Linda shakes her head amused, Walter’s bumbling but well-meaning ways were well known in the community with a small knowing smile at Walter’s confused look-The box was smaller than he expected-She told him: (Her voice not hiding her amusement) Have a great day!

Int-The Bridges home

Joy-Just turned nine- Her frizzy red hair and freckled face smooshed against the window-She looks toward the street. Wearing a Pink dress and a rather fancy necklace for the occasion, she waits for her cake.

 Her butt waves back and forth.

Daniel- Blue-eyed and blonde-haired- Face of an angel mind of a devil as his principal Mr.Smith says is playing on an Ipad. He looks bored.

Daniel: (Stating the obvious) You know mom most likely replaced the dinosaur cake with a Princess one right?

Joy instantly deflates, at the realization.

She knows her mom doesn’t mean harm- She also knows her mom a school teacher at Sunshine Elementary school just saw her get bullied by a few school girls for being boyish.

Joy: She at least invited all my guy friends right?

Daniel:(Still playing on his iPad) Probably invited all the mean girls instead.

Joy sighed.

The door opened- Walter her father- his face bright as he saw Joy and Daniel put down the cake. He knelt down and held out his arms.

Daniel- Who was at the age to feel embarrassed about hugging his parents was rather reluctant to hug his father, Joy on the other hand ran to Walter, Who spun her around.

Walter- (With a big smile on his face) Go get Grandpa Jim and Your mother we’ll start celebrating soon.

The door rang. Out came her two friends. 

Blue-eyed Harry, with his inquisitive eyes, and Mischievous Jack. Susan And Mary, the popular girls who bullied her surprisingly came. But then they giggled in front of Harry and Jack.

Joy didn’t mind, as long as she got to skateboard and beat those mean girls at games. A Wicked grin erupted on her face-Which her mother would call Petty-Joy disagreed, it was those girls who were petty-Susan and Mary took one good look at her and sneered.

Joy’s eyes twitched, she knew she would take pleasure in humiliating them. Her mother Brandy- A woman with colorful pink hair and a bright and cheerful personality smiled at the girls thanking them for making it.

Brandie: (Her eyes filled with happiness) Now let’s get ready to sing happy birthday!

Joy glared at the two girls, they seemed more interested in their phones than wishing her a good time.

Joy: (Mentally) I don’t want them here. Ow!

She felt a sting on her elbow. She found her mother glaring at her, and a pinch on her skin. Joy rolled her eyes. She stuck out her tongue at the mean girls, but for her mother’s wishes decided to ignore them.

Brandie: (Tone cheerful as she clasps her hands together) Let me get the cake!

She rushes away carrying a small box. Joy’s stomach does flip-flop looking at it. Too small for the T-rex design her dad chose. 

Joy: (Mentally) Please don’t be that princess cake, please don’t be that princess cake. 

But she can just see it, A big fluffy pink dress for the cake and a pretty barbie doll wearing it. Harry and Jack would never let her live it down.

She closes her eyes, Heart thumping, ever so slowly- Seconds pass as the cake is revealed- To Joy it feels like years-She opens her eyes-And squeals in delight-It is a venus Flytrap eating a rose petal.

She leaps to her mother, hugging her in delight.

Brandie: (Hugging her daughter back) I take it, you like my present?

Joy nods ecstatic.

She gives her mother a kiss on the cheek, before sitting back down. Mary and Susan glared as Hary and Jack crowded around her wide-eyed and excited at her cake. Joy was bright and smiling.

Walter scratches his head confusion clear on his face- That’s not the cake I- Brandie touches her husband’s shoulder, she smiles gently at him - Let it go dear- He sees Joy’s smile and does.

Everyone at the party: Susan and Mary are less Enthusiastic) Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you… Happy birthday dear Joy! Happy birthday to you…

Joy’s smile is bright, this is a good day- She blows the candle- and then the whole town explodes.

#fiction #original story #Joy Bridges

[comradekatara]

it’s so funny how sokka thinks of himself as a very average, even insignificant, person, because literally everyone who meets him has an intensely strong reaction immediately upon seeing him. and it’s a very strict binary too. it’s either pure, unadulatered adoration, or extreme annoyance. ppl meet sokka and they’re either like “this is a god among men. a perfect specimen. I would gladly lay down my life for him” or they’re like “wow idk why but I fucking hate the vibes on this kid. I want to bully him til the end of time.” only aang seems to have a normal reaction to sokka, which is “yeah he seems alright :-)”

#sjdnfnsnns god bless . #sokka #aang&sokka #u are either #SOKKAGANG #or WRONG #first category: suki yue toph PIANDAO zuko iroh the mechanist arnook #the latter: jet aunt wu pakku jeong jeong wan shi tong etc #it’s so funny how random strangers are always bullying him #they’re like. wow I hate this kid. don’t know why I just do #sksnsksnskdnr WHY #and it’s NOT racism bc they all adore katara!!! #katara has angelic vibes sokka has mean ol grandpa vibes #it’s a sibling hierarchy thing #u KNOW gran gran has a favorite #(not that I blame her. in fact I encourage it. misandry is valid!!!) #anyway .

[y-umiko]

TOKYO REV BOYS WHEN YOU MEET THEIR SIBLINGS

When you Meet their Siblings [Younger Brother Edition]

CHARACTERS: Mikey . Rindou . Hakkai . Souya

WARNING/S: none I think :>

Part 1 .  Shinichiro . Mitsuya . Nahoya . Ran

Manjiro Sano

Shinichiro has mixed feelings, he’s happy Mikey found someone he likes but the smug look his little brother was giving him was getting on his nerves and it was frustrating. his confession was rejected 20 times yet his little brother manage to get himself a girlfriend before him. 

"It’s really nice to finally meet you, I’ve heard so much about you from Mikey” 

and you were sweet and polite too, that he can’t help but wonder where he went wrong. He heard from Mikey about how much you dote and tend to his every need, everything about you was just plain amazing, it slightly made him jealous. 

Shinichiro would just stare at you the whole time as he ponders about his own love life until Mikey would narrow his eyes at him. 

“ni-chan quit gawking at Y/n you’re gonna scare her” He playfully scolds making the older Sano pout, taking a couple of steps towards you and immediately pulling you for a welcoming hug. “It’s good to finally meet you too, I hope Mikey isn’t being a brat and causing you trouble”

you chuckled, this time it was Mikey who was Pouting, arms cross against his chest as Shinichiro pulled away from the hug. 

“Mikey has been nothing but adorable” you stated, “I think I know now where he learned his manners” you added and Shinichiro felt like he met an angel, between his Grandpa scolding him for ditching training, and Mikey and Izana constantly bullying him he forgot how nice it was to receive compliments that he can’t help but pull you into another hug, shaking your left and right. 

“you’re too cute, too precious!” he said but Mikey was quick to separate you too as he wrapped a protective hand on your waist, pouting at his older brother. 

“Y/n is off-limits” Mikey scoffed annoyed while Shinichiro only let out a laugh.  

“so do you have an older sister?” 

Rindou Haitani

You watched in amusement as the Haitani brothers stared at each other as if having a mind conversation just between them. You wanted to meet the older Haitani for a very long time but Rin doesn’t want you to meet his playful older brother because he knew it wouldn't end well. 

Ran also wanted to meet you but Rin did everything in his power so you two wouldn't meet, but the older Haitani has a few tricks up his sleeves and he just happened to casually pop up randomly during one of your dates, and Rin didn’t like it one bit. 

“how long had you been following us?” Rin asked irritated at his carefree brother towering over you two, and it doesn't help that you look up at his brother in amazement. 

Ran didn’t even give him a second look as the older Haitani went straight at you, wearing his lazy playful smirk . “oh! you’re not the one Rin was talking to the other day” 

“what?” 

“oi!” 

Rin knew this was gonna happen, he knew nothing will come out with you meeting his brother, Ran likes teasing him and the others so much that it got them into so much trouble countless times. 

“just kidding” Ran smirk never breaking eye contact with you, watching your eyes leave him and down to his brother beside you, giggling at his reaction that he didn't bother to look at. “your brother’s such a charmer isn’t he?” he heard you say to Rin which the younger Haitani just sigh at.

“Alright, jokes over how much is he paying you?” Ran asked, Rin glares at his older brother with venomous eyes, a headache already brewing. 

“Do flowers and chocolates count?” you playfully pondered, further tugging the corner of the lips of the older Haitani’s  while Rin can only think how it was gonna be a long night. 

Hakkai Shiba

When Hakkai mentioned to Yuzuha he has a girlfriend, the said girl didn’t believe him, I mean no one believes him, no amount of words and pictures was sufficient enough for everyone to believe him, not even his own sister, so the only things to do was to bring you along with him to meet his sister, which was gonna happen sooner anyway. 

When Yuzuha first saw you she was skeptical, she blinked repeatedly at you, she was convinced Hakkai was just messing around considering the only woman he can talk to was her, but here you were standing in front of her. 

her first reaction was to pull you to the side, “you’re not being threatened to be here are you?” she whispered and you were not surprised, Hakkai did say her sister might react this way. 

you chuckled, “I’m here on my own free will” 

then realization sink in and she suddenly burst into tears, making you panic a little. Hakkai was immediately next to you two, comforting his sister“come on is this something to cry about” 

“When you can’t stutter a word to our female neighbor I worried about your future” she sobs “who would have thought you’re gonna get a girlfriend and a nice one too” 

It took a few minutes before his sister calm down and she was immediately all over you, asking almost everything about you while Hakkai listened. She even boasts about Hakkai from time to time, she just adores you that she thinks she has to give his brother a good impression so you won’t leave him.

“You won’t be worried about him talking to other girls” She proudly said while patting Hakkai on the back. 

you nodded, completely agreeing to her “yes, though I think my only competition would be Mitsuya-Kun, he still has him as his wallpaper”

And Yuzuha can’t be more offended, “Hakkai you idiot! delete that photo right now!” she seethes as Hakkai’s first response was to hold into his phone for dear life. 

Souya Kawata

Souya and Nahoya are twins so it’s only natural you met his older twin brother but Souya being Souya, he probably had asked his brother for advice when courting you so Nahoya probably already knows you even before you two start dating. 

but when you two first met, you were surprised and amaze at the difference and similarities in their personality. Nahoya, on the other hand, likes you already but there was just something about you that he can’t point his finger at but he can’t help but feel competitive against you and so are you. 

“Nice to meet you, I’m Y/n, Souya had talked about you so much, he must have really liked you” you beamed as you extend your hand for him to take. with his grin still plastered on his lips he took your hand and shook it “likewise, my brother just adores me so much I wouldn't be surprised if he likes me more than you ” 

Must be your imagination but something about the way he said it irks something inside you that you had to match his grin despite feeling annoyed inside. 

“well, you should bask on it since it won’t be long and he’ll like me more than you” you gritted your teeth, tightening your hold on his hand which he didn't back down. “Angry tell her you'll always like me better than her” 

“Souya you like me more right? ”

“I’m his brother, he likes me more” 

“Souya!” 

“Angry!” 

However, Souya is too nice and there's no way he can choose between you two, you and Nahoya were replied with sobs instead. 

“you made him cry!” 

“No, you made him cry!” 

turns out you and Nahoya are complete opposites, the only common thing you two have is the amount of love to the curly bright turquoise younger twin. 

#TokyoRevengers #tokyorev x reader #Tokyo Revenger x reader #tokyo rev fluff #tokyo revenger mikey #mikey tokyo revengers #mikey imagines #Mikey Sano x reader #mikey x reader #mikey sano #tokyo revengers rindou #tokyo revengers rin #tokyo revengers rindou Haitani #Tokyo Revengers Rindou x reader #haitani rindou imagines #hakkai #hakkai x y/n #tokrev hakkai #souya #tokyo revengers souya #angry kawata #angry x reader #Tokyo Revengers Hakkai x reader #Tokyo Revengers Scenarios #Manjiro Sano #Rindo Haitani #Hakkai Shiba #Souya KAwata

[love-strawberry]

in my defence, i'm stupid

summary : in which they're all chaotic dumbasses.

pairing : nikolai lantsov x reader

warnings : language

author's note : kazthebreaker - kaz, knivessankta - inej, gunguyfahey - jesper, wylanvansunshine - wylan, ninazwafflez - nina, matthias - angstykristoff, aleksanderthedarkguy - aleksander, alinathesunbeam - alina, iamablade - mal, nikolaiherguy - nikolai, y/n_ - y/n, redheadtay - genya, mcthunderqueen - zoya, fedoraaa - fedyor

tagged : @mrs-brekker15

masterlist

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y/n_ lovely day with my wifeys <3

tagged knivessankta ninazwafflez alinathesunbeam

535 comments

iamablade you all look so beautiful <3

-> y/n_ it's okay, you can say just alina

kazthebreaker hm

-> y/n_ *narrowed eyes* call her an investment and i'll beat you to death with your own cane

angstykristoff nina <3

nikolaiherguy i miss you, please come back soon :(

-> y/n_ it's not even been an hour

-> nikolaiherguy i miss you :(

mcthunderqueen please hurry up

-> y/n_ on our way bby

fedoraaa alinathesunbeam are those my sunglasses?

-> alinathesunbeam no comment

-> y/n_ alina...

-> alinathesunbeam i'll give them to you back

redheadtay you all look so lovely <3

-> y/n_ ILYSM <3

wylanvansunshine 🤍🤍

-> y/n_ visit us soon please!!

gunguyfahey looking good damn!!

-> y/n_ bdhxhjsnccb thank you

aleksanderthedarkguy 🙄🤚

-> y/n_ keep on dreaming grandpa

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knivessankta the most happiest day with my loves

tagged alinathesunbeam ninazwafflez y/n_

526 comments

iamablade alina <3

-> knivessankta alina days stop being a weirdo

kazthebreaker lovely

-> knivessankta :)

y/n_ i love you

-> knivessankta i love you more

angstykristoff <nina3

-> knivessankta simP

gunguyfahey BEAUTIFUL DASHING HANDSOME LOVELY ETHEREAL ANGELIC

-> knivessankta stopp ily

redheadtay love you beauties

-> knivessankta ilysm ❤️

fedoraaa guys please, come back. we have a seminar in an hour

-> knivessankta omg we forgot about that, on our way!!

mcthunderqueen you all look hot ;)

-> knivessankta that we do ;)

nikolaiherguy please let y/n go

-> knivessankta never

ninazwafflez looking so good

-> knivessankta yesss :)

alinathesunbeam 🤍

-> knivessankta 🤍

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y/n_ i love these dumbasses <3

tagged alinathesunbeam mcthunderqueen redheadtay ninazwafflez angstykristoff fedoraaa kazthebreaker knivessankta gunguyfahey wylanvansunshines aleksanderthedarkguy

598 comments

aleksanderthedarkguy says you, the biggest dumbass of us all

-> y/n_ honestly feeling so attacked rn

angstykristoff that pic of us has high meme potential

-> y/n_ what were you even doing?

-> angstykristoff don't ask

kazthebreaker delete that picture of me smiling, i have a reputation to uphold

-> y/n_ delete it after sending it to you, right?

-> kazthebreaker ...whatever

knivessankta i love you so much, even tho you're a pain in the ass

-> y/n_ 🔪 ily

redheadtay 🦋🦋🦋

-> y/n_ 🌼🌼🌼

nikolaiherguy and i am not in this post why?

-> y/n_ obviously gonna make a post about just you 🙄🤚

-> nikolaiherguy as you should

ninazwafflez 🛐🛐

-> y/n_ 😌

fedoraaa says the one who pulled a push door

-> y/n_ that was a long time ago

-> fedoraaa it was yesterday

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y/n_ he bullied me into posting this

tagged nikolaiherguy

538 comments

aleksanderthedarkguy adorable

-> y/n_ i just know you're making that disgusting face

angstykristoff 🤎

-> y/n_ does this mean you approve of us

-> angstykristoff no.

ninazwafflez awww you're both sickeningly cute

-> y/n_ umm, you and matthias?

alinathesunbeam love you both <3

-> y/n_ we love you <3

nikolaiherguy i DIDN'T bully you

-> y/n_ shore..

kazthebreaker cursed my eyes by posting this

-> y/n_ blessed*

mcthunderqueen leave him, let's get married

-> y/n_ omg yes ily let's goooo

redheadtay <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

-> y/n_ love love love love love

knivessankta 🤍🤍

-> y/n_ 💛💛

gunguyfahey he better be treating you right

-> y/n_ he's the best!!

wylanvansunshine AWWWW you both are so cute

-> y/n_ thank you but that's all you and jesper!!!

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#social media imagines #social media au #social media fics #nikolai lantsov x reader #nikolai lantsov imagines #nikolai lantsov #nikolai lantsov x you #nikolai lantsov x fem!reader #shadow and bone x reader #shadow and bone imagines #shadow and bone #six of crows x you #six of crows x reader #kaz x inej #jesper x wylan #nina x matthias #jesper fahey #wylan van eck #wylan van sunshine #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #nina zenik #matthias helvar #zoya nazyanelsky #aleksander morozova #genya safin #lora <3 #kazzle dazzle #shadow and bone modern au #shadow and bone au

[clouddd-hannn]

My Angel - Choi Yeonjun

COUPLE: Choi Yeonjun x Selective Mute!M!Reader

GENRE: Angst, Fluff, School!AU, Soulmate!AU

WARNINGS: Mentions of blood and broken bones, Yeonjun being a stupid jerk, bullying, mentions of homophobia, mentions of people hating mutes, attempted suicide, going back to the past, male reader has selective mutism

SUMMARY: You were happy to finally have found your soulmate but it seems like he wasn't.

[ P.S. I'm so sorry if I portrayed selective mutism wrongly :(( ]

You let out a groggy voice as you hoisted your backpack on your shoulder and smiled, admiring yourself in the mirror. Today's gonna be a great day. I hope. You thought as you looked at your grandpa who was smiling at you as he nodded. Your grandfather was bedridden and needed to have some rest which was the reason why you take care of him, besides, he was the only family you have left after your father and mother abandoned you when you were only three yours old by yourself, your grandfather eventually took you in.

I'm off to school. You signed towards your grandfather who flashed you a smile and nodded towards you, not able to speak well anymore. You smiled sadly before you placed his medications on a tray. The nurse will be here soon. Eat well, okay? You signed with a stern look before smiling at your grandfather who chuckled breathily. "M/N-ah, have fun," your grandfather managed to say as he smiled widely.

I will, grandpa. I will. You signed before you took your pad from the desk and smiled as you waved goodbye at your grandfather. Your grandfather could only smile widely as you exited the hospital's suite room.

You were a selective mute student and always carried around a drawing pad to communicate well with others who couldn't understand sign language. Luckily, Beomgyu, your only friend and your seatmate, understood sign and talked with you always. With him, you were always so comfortable and very happy.

You could go for therapy for your selective mutism but you didn't have enough money for such. Until the age of eighteen, you've always found it hard to make friends, especially with your disability. You understood everything they said yet you couldn't reply verbally so it was always the reason why everyone didn't like you. You were socially awkward and can't being yourself to talk much. At the age of five, you began learning sign language with your grandfather who was great at it.

Sure, you've gained some friends along the way but at the end of the day, you'll find yourself hurt and alone, again. But Beomgyu was not like them. He stood with you and always followed you around, protected you and joined you at the hospital, too, whenever he can.

"M/N!" You heard someone call you so you immediately turned back and smiled as you waved at your best friend Beomgyu whose long, silky hair was tied-up by the ribbon tie you gave him the other day. "Hey," he stated as he neared you and held his hands on his knees, trying to catch his breath. "For a short person, you sure walk fast."

I'm not that small. You're just tall. You signed at Beomgyu who chuckled and just smiled, making you do the same thing. And I see you're wearing the ribbon tie I bought for you. I'm glad you loved it, Beomgyu. It was the only thing I could afford. You signed at the other who just brushed it off as he smiled down at you.

"It's fine, M/N. You're my best friend and I don't need expensive things, really," Beomgyu answered as he offered you an open hand which you held onto immediately, sticking your drawing pad in your armpit as you two walked towards the school gates. This has been quite a habit for both you and Beomgyu who always loved to hold onto your soft hands since, quote on quote, "Your hand fits perfectly in mine".

Beomgyu always thought you were his soulmate but your initials hadn't appeared on his wrist so you weren't his soulmate to his disappointment. You softly squeezed his hand, making him look at you as he smiled. Are you alright? You seem a bit down. You still haven't found your soulmate? You signed after removing your hand from his, Beomgyu answered with a deep huff at your question.

"Yep. How about you? No luck?" The other asked you back, answering with a shake to your head which Beomgyu shrugged to. "Could've thought you were my soulmate though. Why can't that be?"

You let out a smile, chuckling silently before you tapped on his chest. I feel the same, but the time will come, Gyu. I'm pretty sure our soulmates are nearby. Well, I hope so. You signed to the other who chuckled and nodded.

"Yeah, I guess so."

You two arrived at the school grounds and walked towards your lockers first, Beomgyu groaning as he opened his with a rattle. "Can't we just skip History? It's just a bunch of historical facts of our country," he complained as he got his morning textbooks out before looking at you.

History's also very important, Gyu. Whether you like it or not, it's needed that we learn more about our culture and our country's past. You answered the other who frowned, nodding at your statement because you were right. I can always study with you.

"Really? No taking backs, okay?" Beomgyu stated as he held his pinky out, making you roll your eyes as you curled your pinky on his and tapped your thumbs together. "Now, let's go! The pact has been sealed!"

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That same day, during both your last periods (free period), without Beomgyu's knowledge, who was sleeping soundly in his seat as he snored lightly, you decided to sneak out to the backside of the school like you usually do to watch the cherry blossoms in person. You've always wanted to show your grandpa a picture of it.

So, you looked back at Beomgyu before slowly standing up from your seat and exited your room after grabbing your digital camera and drawing pad. In your head, you were humming an Avril Lavigne song as you walked down the stairs, smiling as you greet the teachers. You always loved to go see the cherry blossoms every free period.

You often snuck out your classroom without your bestfriend's consent (which you knew he'd say no once you asked him) who was being overprotective of you. You loved how peaceful and quiet it was there as you sat down by the bench. Finally arriving at your destination, you smiled in awe as you watched the cherry blossom's leaves fall.

You took a picture of it and turned around, deciding to sit down on a bench but you stopped as you heard voices. It usually was silent there, too silent that the only sound you could hear was the wind blowing down the leaves, but this time, you saw six guys. They were asking money from a student who seemed to have been beaten up before he gave the money so you decided not to mess with them.

Three were a bit chubby while two were skinny but not too skinny but in your eyes, one stood out from the rest because of his pink dyed hair with blue and yellow streaks. He didn't look anything like a delinquent. As you stared at the boy, you let out a quiet whimper as you felt a burning sensation on your wrist and understood that that pink-haired boy was your soulmate, with his name's initial embedded on the skin of your wrist.

Forgetting what they did due to the adrenaline in your veins, finally happy to have found your soulmate, you smiled widely and you neared them before you tapped your presumed soulmate's shoulder, making him look at you with grim eyes and a smirk, the other student running away as he got his bag. The pink-haired boy's friends turned to you once they heard their leader scoff,  mischievous looks were sent to you yet the smile on your face never etched away.

You took your drawing pad from the bench and placed your digicam back on your pocket when suddenly, one of them grabbed you by your uniform which resulted in you accidentally dropping your drawing pad. The smile on your face was now replaced with a frown as you realized what you have put yourself into. They dragged you towards an empty lot behind the school away from other student's eyes, making you panic as you tried to break free from the boy's grip. You knew what was going to happen, you weren't new to this.

Students would always shun you away or bully you, just by simply being mute. Calling you names and grabbing your hair, which was the reason why you had cut your hair just last semester but your hair grows fast so now it's a hassle since you forgot to get a haircut.

They placed a duct tape on your mouth so you couldn't scream nor do anything, you could just cry as they dragged you away from the cherry blossoms where you wanted to be currently at, your heart pounding loudly inside your chest. I should've told Beomgyu. I should've woke him up. Now, I'm in this situation. You thought as you tried to get the grip on you shirt to loosen, but to your dismay.

They stopped and slowly pushed you towards the wall, watching you crumble towards the ground and sat down on the ground. "Why'd you decide to come to us? Wanted a quick fuck?" One of the chubby guys asked as they tried to undo their belt, so you shook your head as an answer immeidately and looked away. "Then why? Fuck, doesn't matter. I need a release."

Panicking as you watched him unzip his pants, you looked for your pad frantically but saw that it wasn't with you. Oh no, have I dropped it somewhere? You thought as you looked back up at the six boys until one of them stopped the sex-deprived guy. "Oh wait, holy shit. You're the deaf student, aren't you? Yeonjun, isn't he in one of your classes?" The one who stopped stated as he pointed at you. It's rude to point at people. You thought, something your grandfather had taught you.

You looked at the pink-haired boy, who now you know was Yeonjun, remove the duct tape on your mouth, you were smiling as you showed him your wrist, his initials written on it. Before you can think of anything else, he scowled at you and kicked your stomach very hard, feeling the air in your lungs escape as you fell towards the ground on your back, making you groan as you held your stomach in pain. Why? Why would he do that? I'm his soulmate. You thought.

No one has ever went to this extent, to become very physically violent with you. You didnt know self-defense nor how to throw a punch and that was something Beomgyu can do. This was the time you actually regret not coming with Beomgyu. You tried to gather as much air as you can as you clutched on your stomach and slowly looked up at Yeonjun who just scoffed as he smirked down at you mockingly, probably admiring how pathetic you looked.

"Yeah. He always hangs out with Beomgyu. He doesn't even see it but I'm pretty sure Beomgyu hates him so much," Yeonjun stated with an amused yet annoying chuckle, how he addressed Beomgyu casually seemingly confusing to you. Do Yeonjun and Beomgyu know each other? You thought.

You let out a struggled grunt as you tried to get up, only to fall back down, making the others laugh at your idiocy and kicked your stomach harshly. You wheezed as you tried to get away but you failed. No matter what you did, they went closer as they continued to strike their feet on your stomach with no remorse as you cried at the exruciating torture. One student stepped on your stomach, making the tears in your eyes fall down your cheeks as you screamed, but only wheezes and choked up gasps escaped your mouth as they continued their assault. "No one's gonna hear you here, kid. Should've thought twice before approaching us," one of the skinny guys said.

Yeonjun neared you with a sorrowful look making you smile as he placed a hand on your cheek, making you lean into his touch as you closed your eyes, thinking his mind finally changed about bullying you. You sighed in relief, still clutching on your stomach before you heard Yeonjun scoff. You opened your eyes in confusion, a smirk appearing on his mouth before you felt him travel his hands towards your (H/C) hair.

You tried to pry his calloused hand away from you but Yeonjun had already took a fistful of your hair and chuckled darkly as he watched your pathetic state, on the ground as you sobbed quietly. He let go of your hair and stood up, dropping you back on the ground harshly before he kicked your stomach again, the others doing the same as you curled up, letting them do what they want as you writhed in pain everytime a strike landed on your probably bruised tummy.

As you writhed in pain, one particularly hard kick has you coughing up blood. You widened your eyes in shock as you spit out more of the red liquid, your throat hurting as you did yet they just laughed at your state. Sadistic jerks. You thought as you tried to get away but they kicked your back, making you fall back. No more. You signed at them with shaky hands yet they just let out confused voices.

"This fucker try'na communicate with us?" The boy who dragged you stated as he put pressure on your stomach, tears were now pouring down your face uncontrollably. Please. Anyone, anyone. Help me. I just wanted to talk with my soulmate. You were snapped away from your thoughts when Yeonjun spoke up.

"Yep. It's getting annoying. Break his arm," he stated, as you widened your eyes at his statement. Why's he doing this to his soulmate? You thought before you tried to get away but somekne had pulled your legs down as they got your free hand. You cried hard as you tried to get away. You wanted to scream badly but you couldn't when someone was covering your mouth. Before you knew it, they began kicking your arm with maniacal laughs before one of them decided to step on it to break it with a loud crunching sound, making your eyes wide as you wheezed out and looked at your broken arm that was bleeding, placing the duct tape back on your mouth to orevent you from screaming.

You sat up slowly as you cried hard at the pain and supported your hurt arm with your other hand, holding it close to your chest to reduce it's movements. You looked up at Yeonjun to see if there was any hint of concern or guilt in his eyes and if there was, even just an ounce, it would be okay but there was none.

You wanted to get up but one of them decided to knee your chin, making you fall backwards as they kicked your broken arm, your cries becoming more groggy caused by the tape as you tried to crawl away. Before you could, Yeonjun fisted your hair and you widen your eyes as he pulled your head and smashed your face onto the surface of the school building's wall, your nose bleeding, assuming it already was broken.

Too weak to even move even more, you lay limply in his hold as you felt them begin to assault your face, throwing blows after blows, stopping after finally realizing how fucked up you already looked. Stop, please. I have to go to grandpa's. His medicine. You thought before you felt one of them step on your knee, a loud crack resonated through the whole area as you whined and looked at it, looking away as blood trickled down your feet, your bone sticking out as you cried harder.

"Fuck, why did you do that?!" Yeonjun shouted as he pulled his friend away rather harshly who was still smiling proudly at what he did before looking at Yeonjun who was staring at your broken leg, cringing.

"Because I felt like it."

"You fucking dumbass. If we end up killing him, you're the one to blame. Let's go," he stated before taking one last glance at your beat-up figure, all bruises and blood as you lay there, can't move nor able to stand as you felt yourself succumb to the darkness, closing your eyes and finally fell into a slumber, the tape still on your mouth.

The six hooligans ran away immediately, fleeing the scene as they cursed. Smiling and shouting victoriously at what they did before moving towards the school gates.

Meanwhile, Beomgyu, who has your bag in his hold, frowned as he looked at his watch. He woke up from his small nap with no signs of you beside him and he was a bit mad. He just presumed you went to the bathroom but it's already past 5 pm and the sun's already setting. "He was never this late. Where could he be? I told him I should—"

Before he could finish his sentence, he stepped back a little as he watched 6 boys rushed away while laughing and cursing, punching the other's back as they scoffed and talked about what they did, Beomgyu's eyes travelling to a certain pink-haired male, glaring at his back before looking back down at his watch. He waited a little more as he adjusted the tie on his hair and sighed, sitting down on a chair.

It was already beginning to get dark and you still haven't showed up. The whole school was probably already silent with no students left except him and probably you. Who knows where you could have been. "I should just wait a bit more. Maybe he's off doing something and probably got distracted. Or maybe he fell asleep. Agh, I should just look for him."

Beomgyu brushed his pants and hoisted up both your bag and his on his shoulder before finally deciding to look for you with pursed lips. "It's already getting dark. Where the hell is he? It's cold every night," he stated, deciding to shout out your name to find you. He cleared his throt and placed his hand s on both corners of his mouth to amplify his voice before shouting, "M/N! M/N, buddy! Where are you? If you can hear my voice, come here this instant."

Having no replies from you, he sighed as he stopped in his tracks somewhere near the cherry blossom tree, giving up hope as he turned around, but furrowed his eyes as he saw a familiar drawing pad, down on the ground as it laid face up. "Huh, I've seen this before," he stated as he picked it up before he noticed your handwriting and gasped as he looked side to side. "Shit, M/N!" He shouted as he frantically tried looking for you. Those delinquents were from here in this direction and he was sure of that. No, please don't. He thought as tears trickled down his tears, attempting to find you as he ran in a hurry. "M/N! M/N! Shit, I won't forgive myself if I find you dead. M/N! BUDDY! M/N!"

Unfortunately, while he was shouting and running around, a guard had stopped him. "It's already closing time. Where're you going?" The guard asked as he stopped Beomgyu who tried to catch his breath as tears dropped down his eyes, a melancholic emotion blooming in his heart as he looked at the guard desperately.

"Sir, my friend is still here and he was beat up by delinquents, well I presume he has," he stated with a shaky voice before he began crying out loud again.

"What?! Those stupid vermins. Let's look for your friend," the guard said as they walked towards a dark part of the school, somewhere behind the back of the school. There were still no signs of you, making Beomgyu cry harder when he couldn't see you, not any trace. The guard and Beomgyu rounded a corner and your best friend was looking back when he heard the guard gasp. "Holy crap! Is that your friend over there?!"

Beomgyu snapped his head towards the guard and widened his eyes in shock as he saw your bloody figure, laying down on the ground as if you were left for dead. "M/N!" He screamed, wanting to shake you awake but he couldn't, knowing you had a broken arm and knee. "Those fucking assholes! I'm gonna kill them!" Beomgyu shouted as he looked at your almost lifeless figure before the guard got his phone and called for an ambulance at the nearby hospital.

He held your free hand, seeing how your right arm and right leg was broken, he couldn't believe it. How you ended up in this state, no, how they made you end up in this state. Luckily, the ambulance had arrived quickly than expected and you were brought inside the ambulance on a stretcher.

Beomgyu, whose vest was now covered in your blood, was crying so hard as he looked at your wrist, seeing Yeonjun's initials in yours. He beat up his own soulmate? That motherfucker! Beomgyu thought as he gritted his teeth in anger. The whole trip, he was killing Yeonjun in his mind and thinking of ideas on how to kill that pink-haired idiot.

-----

You opened your eyes softly as you felt your wrist and leg elevated, supported and casted before you looked at your side, Beomgyu sleeping on the bed making you smile before you tapoed his head. The boy slowly got up and yawned before he stopped and widened his eyes as you smiled at him.

"M/N! Oh my god! You're awake. Nurse!" Beomgyu shouted, calling for a nurse. Seconds later, a doctor and nurses came inside your room, asking you questions, which you answered with sign while Beomgyu translated, relief evident on his face when he found out you were okay besides your fractured bones, injured face, and bruised-up stomach.

How long was I asleep? You asked the other who counted a little before snapping his fingers.

"Three days? I think," Beomgyu answered before you gasped at the realization that you've left your grandfather for three days and looked at the other who smiled at you assuringly. "Don't worry, M/N. Your grandpa's safe. I took good care of him. I told you you were away for a while and he didn't suspect a thing. I didn't tell him what kind of state you're in since it might shock him," he stated before you smiled widely at him and sighed in relief. "You've lost a lot of blood so I decided to donate mine to you since mine was compatible with yours."

You nodded before you wrote something on your pad though you found it hard so you looked at him. I'm sorry. I should've told you where I was going. You signed as you watched the other chuckle, making you do the same as he held your uninjured hand, squeezing it tightly.

"It's fine, M/N. You have your own freedom. So, I bought this thing," he stated as he got a box and you looked at it with a raised brow. "It's an alarm thingy," he stated and got the box open as he took the things from the package. "When you press this," he pressed on one part and the other began blaring, "it'll alarm me if you are in trouble."

Wow, you're right! It's wonderful, Beomgyu. Thank you. You signed as you grabbed the other one and Beomgyu smiled as he patted your head.

"Of course," he answered before the nurse entered and placed your food on the movable tray. You pouted at that and Beomgyu noticed which made him chuckle. "I know, you don't like hospital food so I've already ordered takeout minutes ago. It should arrive soon."

You smiled widely at the other who waited for your food to arrive before he started eating. You tapped on his shoulder which made the other look at you with a smile and raised brows. Can you change the bandages? It's getting uncomfortable. You signed at the other who mumbled a small 'of course' as he got the kit the nurse's gave him.

He removed your old bandages and frowned once he saw your state. "Yeonjun, that guy. I'm gonna kill him. I swear. Your stomach's even bruised up! Luckily, there wasn't anyhting major about it. For the bills, don't worry about it. I've already paid for it."

What? Beomgyu, you didn't have to. You signed at the other who patched up your wounds.

"I had to," he answered shortly before you heard his ringing, probably the takeout. Upon the food's arrival, you two finally ate, conversing once in a while or Beomgyu just being Beomgyu as he told you jokes. You were really happy that he was with you.

Beomgyu, do you think, you signed before pausing with a sigh, my soulmate will ever like me? You asked the other who smiled sadly before before nodding, making you smile widely as you let out a small chuckle.

"He will, M/N. He just needs to get his mind out of the gutter," Beomgyu answered as he subtly clenched his fists.

-----

The next week, you were finally discharged from the hospital and you were more than glad to be finally back to school with Beomgyu. "I told you to stay at my friend's house. He'd be more than happy to let you stay," he stated with a frown before you looked up at him.

Why can't I stay at yours? You joked but Beomgyu tensed before letting out an awkward chuckle and scratched the back of his nape. "Ah ha, well, my parents don't really like me bringing friends over," he lied. You saw through it yet you just decided to leave it be.

You just nodded at him with no suspicion and walked towards the direction to both your classrooms when Beomgyu suddenly remembered something. "Ah, right. I forgot something. You can go ahead. I'll just go get something back at the gym lockers."

You smiled at the other assuringly as Beomgyu walked the other direction. You sighed and gripped on your stilt as you walked up the stairs, a teacher helping you before you bowed to them as a sign of gratitude. As you arrived, you suddenly felt your wrist sting. Yeonjun's here. You thought.

You looked up and you were right, he was there. You smiled widely as you watched Yeonjun stand, alone in an empty classroom's door frame, scrolling about on his phone as he chewed on a gum. You sighed as you neared him. Maybe he only bullied me because he didn't know I was his soulmate, although I already showed my wrist. Maybe he didn't see it.

I'll go tell him. Maybe he'll understand. You thought as you neared him. You used your free hand to get your drawing pad before adjusting your stilt, and tapped his shoulder. Yeonjun groaned and looked at you with a pissed look. He looked a bit guilty at your state but he ignored the feeling as he scoffed. "What?"

You wrote something on your drawing pad as you steadied yourself on your uninjured leg before you smiled up at him and showed him what you had written on your drawing pad that made Yeonjun flare up in anger.

You're my soulmate.

"The fuck?!" Yeonjun shouted wildly, catching the attention of many including you who flinched as you watched Yeonjun throw the pad away from your hands. "You are not my soulmate! Who the fuck do you think you are?!" He shouted hard as you cowered in fear. Hearing his outburst, students began to walk away, making you try to walk away as well but you winced when he held your broken arm harshly. "Huh? You a whore or something."

You shook your head and looked down at your feet, not noticing how Yeonjun raised his hand to slap you hard, using his backhand to slap you on your cheek. You accidentally held your cheek with your free hand, your stilt falling down on the ground as you instinctively put pressure on your broken leg, making you wince and drop down towards the floor, your butt hitting the cold tiles while your back on the locker. You hissed as you placed your free hand on your bum, carressing it because of the pain.

"What?! You want to be fucking punched again?! YOU FUCKING PSYCHO! YOU ARE NOT MY SOULMATE!" He stated as he began kicking your healing stomach while you wheezed and tried to catch some air before you shakily pressed the button with your free hand. Since Beomgyu knew where you were, he immediately went upstairs and punched Yeonjun on the face, seething with anger as he knelt down to you, grabbing your stilt and looked up at Yeonjun.

"What the hell is wrong with you, you bastard?!" Beomgyu shouted at the male as he helped you up and steadied yourself with the stilt that made you sigh in relief.

You wanted to sign somwthing to Beomgyu but you stopped when you heard the next words that escaped Yeonjun's lips. "You're as worthless as a dumbass worm. If you think I'll accept this, I won't. I'm fucking rejecting you."

You felt your heart break as you watched him walk away, tears falling down your eyes as you watched his form disappear. Beomgyu sighed as he held you close and patted your back. "I'm so sorry, M/N. I shouldn't have left you on your own."

That same day, during the night, you were on your bed, waiting to let the slumber take you but it seems like sleep has other plans. I want to die. What purpose do I still even have in this world? You thought before an image of a smiling Beomgyu flashed in his mind. You sighed as you looked at your grandpa who was peacefully sleeping. Right. Beomgyu and grandpa.

Your grandpa already knew about your situation but he took it a bit easier than you thought. You sat up slowly, not wanting to hurt your injured leg as you stared at the window. Will I...live without my soulmate? I want to go away. You thought as you unexpectedly cried yourself to sleep, thinking of Yeonjun.

That night, you had a dream. A dream where you were inside a cage, entertaining people as they laugh. In that dream you could finally talk as they smiled at you singing, doing speeches, everything! In this dream, you were doing things that you couldn't in real life, even getting married to Yeonjun.

For weeks, you've wanted to stay away from Yeonjun because you knew nothing good will happen, convincing him that you really were his soulmate will not benefit you two. "Hey," Beomgyu called your attention as he walked beside you, smiling widely before you adjusted your stilt and arm sling.

Hey, Gyu. You signed towards the other who immediately helped you out, signing a small thank you towards the other who nodded. Do we have any kind of activities this morning?

"Yep. P.E but since you're still injured, it's safe to assume that you won't be participating in the activities," Beomgyu stated as he helped you climb the steps, muttering 'careful's as he did. "Ugh, Yeonjun is such a jerk."

Leave him be, Beomgyu. If he doesn't want me, then let it be because if I were him, I think—

"Don't even finish that, M/N. It's not about you, it's totally on Yeonjun who's being such a stupid prick. Believe me, if I could, I'd change your soulmate with someone who'd love you as much as your grandfather," Beomgyu stated as you two finally arrived at your classroom. "Please don't do this to yourslef, bringing yourself down, I mean."

Yeah. Thank you, Beomgyu. I needed that. You signed towards the other who smiled and nodded.

Months have passed and you were finally healed from your injuries, Beomgyu couldn't be happier to see you in an even great shape. He'd love seeing you without stilts and an arm sling because he feels so guilty. You were seated in your chair, waiting for Beomgyu to arrive back from the gym lockers but he still hasn't arrived. Deciding to take matters into your own hands, you stood up from your seat and though that you should go to Beomgyu instead.

As you walked towards the room's door, you were shocked when Beomgyu arrived suddenly, stopping you. "Don't," he stated as he stretched his arms, preventing you from going outisde the room. You raised a brow before letting out a small sigh.

I'll be fine, Gyu. I'm just gonna go get something in my locker. You signed towards the other when you were in fact really gonna pee yet Beomgyu didn't need to know that. Beomgyu persisted as he tired to push you away the door but you were as stubborn as a ram. You crossed your arms and tickled the other who began laughing.

Before Beomgyu could even speak, you walked out with a huge smile, your happy emotion disappearing as it turned into a sad one as you saw posters of Yeonjun dating this girl. You stared at it in bewilderment before you sighed. "Hey, isn't he that fag who told Yeonjun he was his soulmate? Dirty faggot," one girl said.

"Yeonjun won't ever date a gay like you!"

"That's enough!" Beomgyu shouted before he looked back at you then sighed. "See? I told you to stay inside. Now, look what's happened," he stated sternly before you glared at him and turned your back towards him, ignoring his calls. You let out a shaky breath before looking down at the ground and walked towards the bathroom, hearing a chorus of 'I'm jealous'es and 'what a lucky girl's.

You looked down at your wrist and saw how Yeonjun's initials still appeared there, although it was lightly fading. He rejected me easily. Guess he's finally found someone, huh? You thought before letting out a breath through your nose and got inside the comfort room, occupying one cubicle.

You were already pulling your pants up and hooking your belt when you heard footsteps. Who could those be? You thought and just as you finished, you heard someone entering the comfort room. Oh no, not just one. It was probably two or three. "Yeonjun, what the hell?!"

"What do you want this time, Beomgyu?" You heard Yeonjun answer with a gruff voice. So, they do know each other. You thought before you planned to exit but the next words that you heard, coming from Beomgyu, made you stop.

"I know I told you to reject M/N if he ever confesses his feelings to  you because I like him but that was because I still didn't know he was your soulmate."

The revelation made you tear up as you lifted your feet to the toilet and bit your bottom lip in anxiety. The feeling of a familiar turmoil formed inside you as you held back your gasps. "Whatever. I would've still rejected him eitherway. He's fucking mute. I can't marry a mute person, that'll ruin my image."

"Who gives a fuck, Yeonjun?! He's not mute! He has selective mutism, but even if he was completely mute, you should still be by his side! If you don't accept him, he'll live alone forever!" Beomgyu shouted at Yeonjun, trying to knock some sense to the latter who just scoffed as he neared the shorter male.

"Just be honest with me, lil bro," Yeonjun stated with a mocking tone. They're brothers? No wonder. You thought as you began to fiddle with your own fingers. "You know that if I marry M/N, it'll ruin my image. Which means you'll be the one to inherit dad's company. Isn't that it?" Yeonjun stated before you heard Beomgyu let out a growl.

You gasped on the inside and felt your lips wobble as tears begin to fall down your cheeks. You held your lips to silence your sobs as you listened carefully. Deny it, Gyu. Please deny it. You thought but only heard silence from Beomgyu. At this point, do I even have a reason to live? My best friend's turning his back on me, my soulmate rejected me, and no one loves me except grandpa. This world is such a cruel place.

Just because I'm selectively mute, that doesn't mean I can ruin your image. I can be tough, too. You thought as you wiped your tears away and stood up before finally opening the cubicle's door, shocking both Beomgyu and Yeonjun who stared at you as you headed towards the faucet, washing your hands and dried them before smiling sadly at the two, exiting the comfort room without hesitation.

You could see how Beomgyu was shocked and nervous as he stared at you, his legs quivered, and so did his hands. On the other hand, Yeonjun just glared at you as he sneered and rolled his eye dismissively.

You walked outisde of the confort room and just followed wherever your feet took you, which happens to be the rooftop where you and Beomgyu used to hang out every lunch period. Arriving by the door, you opened the door and closed it behind you as you walked towrds a particular area.

You could feel your lips wobble before you began crying, loud cries and hurt wails emitting from your mouth as you sat at a corner and poured your heart out, tears falling down your eyes as you did.

The hurt that was lingering in your heart was too much. First, you were rejected by your soulmate. Second, your best friend betrayed you, and lastly, everyone seems to not like you. The person you thought will be always there for you...is also gone. Unexpectedly, you fell asleep due to the tiredness and decided to stay there the whole night until it was early morning.

No one will probably look for me anyway. You thought as you closed your eyes. Hours later, you woke up, uncomfortable with the position you're in. You let out a sigh as you tried to find a better sleeping angle before you heard the door squeaked open.

You looked at who entered and immediately flinched as you saw it was Yeonjun. You wanted to run away but the thought of Yeonjun punching you to death if he saw you kept you there where you were seated. You hid and hugged yourself due to the cold wind as you watched Yeonjun walk towards the edge of the rooftop.

You saw him lit a cigar before he stood at the top and let the wind hit him, his unbuttoned polo flowing and so was his pink-dyed hair. As you stared at him, you couldn't help but think that he looked so handsome, especially since his porcelain-like skin glowed in the moon's light.

He huffed some smoke from the cigarette before he pulled it away from his mouth with his middle and index finger, sticking it in between, before puffing out the smoke, doing that a few more times before he sighed. Yeonjun took his white polo off and placed his hands on his waist before he threw away the cancer stick on the floor, stepping on the lit part and screamed loudly, as if he was frustrated, making you cover your ears.

"I HATE MY LIFE! I HATE IT HERE! I JUST WANT TO LIVE NORMALLY," he screamed before he took steps forward, making you panic as you slowly stood up and watched as he took one more step and dropped himself off the edge.

On instinct, you ran towards him before he could fall anymore further. Luckily, you were able to reach him and caught him by his wrist, struggling and gritting your teeth as you let out a small 'agh'. Yeonjun looked up and saw you as tears trickled down his eyes, his vision getting normal, getting able to see your struggling figure to pull him up, tears falling down your face as well as you mouthed him a 'hold on'. Yeonjun watched as you tried to pull him up but he tried to let go of your arm, and everytime he did, you shook your head vigorously as you held his arm more tightly.

Yeonjun smiled sadly as he watched you shine against the moonlight. "Don't cry," he stated but you just continued to cry as you tried to pull him up. You looked at his wrist, your heart hopping in happiness as you saw your initials. You smiled sadly before you looked at Yeonjun.

You'll be safe. I promise. You mouthed at the other who just looked down before looking back up at you. Suddenly, Yeonjun felt himself on top of the rooftop with a small 'oof' but something was wrong, he notice that you disappeared. You pulled him up successfully but you...and then realization struck him as he looked down over the edge and saw you falling. "NO!" He shouted as he stretched his hand out, as if he could still reach you.

You slowly closed your eyes before you felt yourself hit the ground, your eyes closing as you succumbed to the darkness. At least, I managed to save him. You thought before you smiled sadly and a tear escaped your eyes, taking your last breath.

-----

Yeonjun was wearing his green suit and his, now, black hair was slicked back with some wax as he held the bouquet of flowers in his hand, tears escaping his eyes at the words. Here lies: L/N M/N.

Knowing about your death, Beomgyu was devastated and blamed it all to himself as he cried his heart out that same night. Yeonjun felt bad to hear how Beomgyu wailed inside his own room, even more when Yeonjun found out how you were only living with your grandpa.

Feeling guilty, he decided to take care of your grandfather who still was breathing to this day. Yeonjun stood by your grave and placed the flowers down before he knelt down, smiling sadly. Ten years had already passed and he was now a succesful businessman who inherited his and Beomgyu's dad's company. "You didn't have to save me. I was really mean to you so..why did you?" He muttered as he began sobbing again. "I don't deserve you."

"I made your whole life miserable so why have you decided to sacrifice your life for me? I'm not worth it, M/N," he stated as he began sobbing, loud cries emitted from him. "How could I even hurt you? No, why did I even hurt you? You were my soulmate.."

He stated before looking down at his wrist where your initials were displayed, slowly fading as years go by. Yeonjun sniffed before placing a hand on the marble stone. "I-I...I made a mistake. I guess I was very selfish and only thought of myself only. If I could turn back time, I will make sure to treat you well and no one can ever hurt you."

Yeonjun smiled before he got up and was called by his secretary. "Sir, I believe we have a meeting—sir?" Yeonjun suddenly felt dizzy as he placed a hand on his head, his sense of direction losing before he fell down the floor with a thud. "Sir Choi!"

The next day, Yeonjun awoke to the loud blaring of his alarm. The male sighed as he quietly opened his eyes and yawned, scratching the back of his neck. As he did, he realized something wrong. Yeonjun looked down on his bed and widened his eyes, he was shocked to see himself in his old bed. "What the hell am I doing here?" He stated before he moved towards his vanity table and saw his younger self in the mirror, the 'pink-dyed hair' him. "What the hell? Why did I go back to—this must be a dream."

Yeonjun widened his eyes as he looked at his uniform that was on his desk, the blue vest and the black tie, his white button-up long sleeves. This has to be dream...or is it possible that I might have went back in time? Yeonjun thought as he carressed his flawless face, admiring it before Beomgyu suddenly entered the room which made the pinkette jump in shock. "Yeonj, we—oh my god. Put some clothes on. Just wanted to say, I have a friend to pick up," his brother stated as he saw how Yeonjun was only wearing nothing but boxer shorts.

Yeonjun stopped whatever he was doing and looked at Beomgyu who was already wearing his uniform. If he's wearing his uniform, still talking to me, and calling me by that nickname then I must really have went back in time. Yeonjun thought before Beomgyu's words finally got to his mind. "Friend? Which friend? You have a lot of friends," he asked his brother who sighed heavily before leaning on the door frame.

"You know, that selectively mute guy you and your friends almost killed last month..M/N? Ring a bell?" Beomgyu rolled his eyes with gritted teeth before placing his hands on his waist. "Go wash up and take a bath. I'll pick up M/N. You're going with dad," he stated with a small glare before Yeonjun stopped him.

"Wait, Beomgyu," he stated, the other halting his movements and looked back at Yeonjun who was now smiling from ear to ear, making Beomgyu look at him weirdly as he rubbed his eyes. If M/N was injured a month ago, then that means he still knows me as his soulmate. Yeonjun thought. "I'll pick him up."

"Haha. You're insane," Beomgyu stated sarcastically before he watched Yeonjun frown as he slumped his shoulders, looking down at the ground. He looked at Beomgyu with pity eyes, before sighing in defeat. "No way, Yeonjun. The last time he was left with you, you almost beat him to a pulp. Oh wait, no. He almost died!" Beomgyu exclaimed, nose fuming with anger.

"C'mon, I'm already putting on the most perfect puppy eyes right here. Please?" Yeonjun stated yet the other just shook his head. "But he's my soulmate!" Hearing that, Beomgyu widened his eyes, opening his mouth to say something but closed it back. This was the first time Yeonjun ever accepted you as his soulmate.

"No," Beomgyu stated sternly.

"But I already gave you a reaon, an enough reason why I should pick him up," the older Choi stated before he grabbed his bathroom things and pointed at Beomgyu. "You are going with dad. I'll be using the car and I'll be the one to drive M/N to school."

"Right. You don't even know where his house is," Beomgyu stated as he crossed his arms, raising a brow at Yeonjun as if to challenge him. Yeonjun looked at his younger brother with a pleading look, making him sigh in defeat. "Okay. Fine, I'll send you the address but if I find out you beat him up, I won't hesitate to choke you to death."

Yeonjun nodded as he finally went to the bathroom and took a bath, making sure to use every bit of the vanilla-scented liquid bath soap, just to make sure he'll smell good. After, he dried himself and immediately exited the bathroom to finally change into his uniform. This time, I'll make sure that you will never ever leave my side. Yeonjun thought as he studied himself in his body mirror, forgetting to even brush his dry hair. He got his bag and walked outside of his bedroom before walking downstairs, towards the kitchen. "Mornin', mom, dad. I'm driving the other car."

"You seem quite excited," Mr. Choi said as he smiled at his son who hastily placed butter on his toast and placed in on his mouth before going towards the door where his shoes were. "Don't forget about the meeting later."

After putting in his shoes, he hoisted his bag onto his shoulders then grabbed the toast as he looked at his father. "Can I bring a plus one?" Yeonjun asked with a wide smile, his mother chuckling before his father raised a brow in confusion. "I want to introduce him to the family."

"Oh? Your soulmate?" His father asked which made Yeonjun nod as an answer. "I suppose you can, son."

"Great!"

Beomgyu could only stare at his older brother's retreating figure in shock. "Does he have loose bolts in his mind?"

Yeonjun grabbed the keys and got a white lamborghini that was squeaky clean. His father always wants them clean. He unlocked the car before getting in the driver's seat, his phone dinged as he did. Yeonjun looked at it and saw that it was Beomgyu who sent your address. Yeonjun smiled before he placed his phone on the phone holder and drove towards your place while listening to Ed Sheeran's 'Perfect'.

Upon arriving at your address, he watched as you stood by your front porch and holding your pad, looking at the ground, kicking some pebbles or just pouting as you held onto your pad tightly. Yeonjun smiled, chuckling at how cute you looked. Why did I even hate him? He didn't deserve it. I wil make things right this time. The pinkette thought as he exited the car and walked towards you with a wide smile.

You were in your own world, thinking of anything you've missed for school when suddenly you saw two pair of shoes stop in front of you and it was really familiar. You looked up and widened your eyes as you stood in front of him, frozen in place as you shivered in fear. You were about to walk away but Yeonjun held your hand softly, making you look at it before looking up at his eyes. "You held my hand like this. You wanted to save me desperately."

You tilted your head in confusion as you watched him smile down at you, genuinely. You took his hand from him and was about to write but he stopped you. "I can understand sign language," he stated. Well, that certainly shocked you. Those sign language lessons have finally paid off. Yeonjun thought.

You stopped as you looked at Yeonjun in bewilderment. What are you doing here? You signed at the other who hummed before pointing at his car with his thumb, your head tilting to the side to see the lamborghini.

"I'm picking you up," Yeonjun answered before you furrowed your brows at him, finding him a bit suspiscious.

That's very not like you. You're gonna beat me up, are you? You signed at the older and saw how Yeonjun's face turned angry, making you panic as you signed, Sorry. I didn't mean anything.

"No, no. I'm not angry at you. I'm just mad at myself that I tried to—wait," Yeonjun stated before he slowly took your hand and looked at your wrist, turning it. You blushed hard as you looked away. "C.YJ. That's me, right? That's good."

You looked at him and saw how he raised his wrist and showed it to you, your initials written on it. "We're soulmates, M/N. This time, I'll make sure everything turns right. I won't ever let anyone hurt you."

You wondered what he meant but shrugged it off before hugging him tightly. You heard him chuckle as he patted your head, making you smile as he hugged you close as well.

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Currently, you were joining the Chois for dinner in a somewhat fancy restaurant. You looked at Yeonjun and tapped his shoulder, making him look at you with a smile. "Is there something wrong, M/N? Are you not hungry?"

You shook your head before sighing. No, but this place is too expensive. You wanted to continue but a familiar voice had caught your attention, you looked back and saw Beomgyu. Beomgyu? You and Yeonjun...are brothers? Is that why you never wanted me to visit?

Beomgyu sighed before nodding. "Yep. I'm sorry you had to find out like this."

It's not a bad thing, Gyu. If anything, I like it. I get to spend time with both you and Yeonjun. You signed at Beomgyu who just chuckled as he ruffled your hair.

"I don't see why not but Yeonjun-hyung hates sharing," the other stated as he ruffled your hair and sat in front of you two, beside their parents that smiled at you as they waited for the food.

"M/N, was it?" Mrs. Choi stated before you nodded with a shy smile, making Mrs. Choi giggle. "He's not much of a talker, is he?"

You held onto Yeonjun's hand before he squeezed it lightly to assure you that everything will be okay. "He has selective mutism," he explained towards his parents who sat there in shock as they stared at Yeonjun. "I know, I know. But I'm still marrying him, whether you like it or not. You can let Beomgyu inherit the company for all I care because right now, M/N's my top one priority."

Hearing that, you blushed hard as you looked down at the table. "It's not like that, honey. We were just...shocked, really. I'm pretty sure your grandparents won't like this but we don't want to take your happiness away. We'll figure things out. I'm proud of you, Yeonjun," Mrs. Choi stated as the food arrived.

While eating, you all engaged in a conversation once in a while "Do you live alone, M/N?" Mr. Choi asked you before you nodded and Mr. Choi looked at Yeonjun. "Well, do you want him to live with you, son?"

Blushing madly, you shook your head at Yeonjun who chuckled before looking at you. You don't need to, Yeonjun. I'm capable on my own. You signed before you smiled sadly at your soulmate. Besides, I still have to get some money from my aunts so I can pay for grandpa's hospital bills. You signed, all the while Beomgyu translated.

"In that case, we'll pay for the expenses, dear," Mrs. Choi said before you widened your eyes in shock at the offer. You bit your bottom lip before Mrs. Choi held your free hand. "Don't worry, dear. You're already a family. If you ever need something, just call us, okay?"

You held Yeonjun's arm and nodded, Mrs. Choi cooing at how cute you two were. They all began to eat their food, Yeonjun being unusually clingy towards you, you telling your life story while Beomgyu translated, and all in all. It was a great day.

The following days, Yeonjun has always been with you everytime, even going as far as to change seats with Beomgyu  and change his schedule to be the same as yours just so he could always see your handsome face. Every day, he'd be with you during lunch, bring you snacks and would take you out to the theater to watch movies every weekend or just plain coffee date if you two had school works.

When he has free time, he also helps you with your selective mutism. He'd help you to be able to speak but the only word you have uttered for now was your soulmate's name and hearing your voice was music to Yeonjun's ears who became quite eager to hear your voice again even if you were still stuttering.

It had already been months and both your grandfather and Yeonjun's family had known you, although they hated you at first, they eventually fell in love with your kind personality and shy self.

Currently, you two were at your classroom, everyone doing nothing as they gossiped and just slept. As for you, you were drawing something on your pad with light strokes and just a pencil. Yeonjun had you sitted on his lap with his arms wrapped around your waist, his chin placed on your shoulder as he watched you draw.

"M/N.."

"M/N-ah.."

"L/N M/N. Yah!"

"M/N~"

"M/N-ie~. My baby~"

Those were one of the few ways he'd love to call your name. But usually, he always calls you 'handsome' or 'baby' which always leaves you a flustered mess which Yeonjun always loved to see. Everyone had noticed his change and they didn't know he also had a soft side, especially for you when he hated you the most just a months ago.

You've been calling me nonstop, Junie. Do you need something? You signed as you looked at Yeonjun and kissed his cheek before you went back to your pad and smiled once the other whined as he made kissing sounds, wanting you to kiss his lips.

"Aw c'mon, M/N! Kiss me on the lips too, please. I'm M/N deprived," he answered with a slight groan before you chuckled and stood up from his lap, much to Yeonjun's disappointment. You sat on your own seat and looked at your soulmate as he pushed his chair towards you and placed his head on your shoulder, watching you polish your drawing and stuffs. "Is that me?" You nodded as an answer and jolted when Yeonjun suddenly kissed your cheek. "What? We're already dating anyway. Plus, you also kissed me and we'll be doing this often in my room, house, and in the future, my office desk."

He laughed before he held your hand and exited the classroom, taking you to the rooftop where it was very sunny. You smiled as you basked in the sunlight before Yeonjun started. "M/N, I'm sorry about the things I've done to you  It's probably unforgivable so I'm taking my all to make up for it."

Yeonjun, I told you. I already forgave you when you apologized to me last, last month. You signed before giggling and hugged his waist.

"It may sound crazy but...this was the day I rejected you as my soulmate back then," Yeonjun stated, making you perk up as you raised a brow in confusion. "Yeah, long story short, you died saving me. And I thought that I didn't deserve you. M/N, I'm really sorry," he stated as tears began flowing down his cheeks like a waterfall.

You held his cheeks and wiped away his tears with your thumb. You kissed his eyes, making the other chuckle before you pulled your hands back and smiled. I may not understand what you just said but Yeonjun, trust me when I say you're worth saving. You signed before Yeonjun sighed and held your cheeks in his palms, pulling you close before he kissed your lips and brought you into his hold, making you kiss back as you smiled into the kiss. Yeonjun pulled away and connected your foreheads together as he chuckled. 

"I-I l-love y-y-you, Yeonjunie," you managed to say before smiling widely at the othermale who pecked your lips, making you giggle before Yeonjun pulled you close into an embrace.

"I won't let anything bad happen to you ever. And this time, I'll be the one to save you and protect you, my angel," he whispered before kissing your lips once again.

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Ok I literally can’t take it so I’m here to rant bc I don’t think larries realize that they have literally ruined the fandom not just for antis but for anyone that’s indifferent/ neutral or maybe a larrie that isn’t a psychopath; like ppl who don’t have Stan accounts but keep up w these men and tinhat in private. They always do one of these things:

A. Victimizing Harry as if he’s some helpless victim who is being forced into being a superstar(😭) at the expense of what he wants most which, (to them) is to live happily and openly with sweet monogamous boyfriend Louis… who they think is such a loser that he follows Mr. Popstar around helplessly(based on blurry ass pics, no less). And when it’s time for Harry to me MIA while Louis is out and living he’s papped every week w his “stunt” (actual gf). They genuinely think this is happening againts his will even though Harry is up rob stringers ass and Jeff and him are literally inseparable. They think this is forced only to give Harry/Sony more power and that in itself makes no sense bc when u think abt it if their dumb little theories were right wouldn’t Harry literally b choosing his fame/money over his relationship that supposedly means everything to him? Wouldn’t he literally be choosing to praise sony/Jeff and do as they say at the expense of his and his boyfriends “freedom”???? That’s when some of the ones who catch this do B:

B. Victimizing Louis making him out to be this complete idiot whose only purpose is to signal to them that he’s dating Harry styles but who is also involuntarily exploiting a 6 year old child just so the label can shut down gay/larry rumors while he’s simultaneously only stuck doing this to protect harrys career bc, like they’ve said, “stunting” or forced stunting literally doesn’t make sense in regards to Louis. If he is a closeted LGBT man(one that’s so gay that he would never conceive a child, according to their circus, but that’s another story) there is absolutely no way it’s forced to protect his current(Beautiful, flourishing; but underground and not noticeable to the GP) career under the terms of some contract bc he’s literally someone who’s done minimal marketing with his music so far. I know ppl think he’s been railroaded and tbh i always taught his team sucks but aye I guess that works for him bc Matt vines is still around so larries explain how Simon is doing this when he’s been free of him for 2 years😭😭.

If the certain songs that can be interpreted as LGBT(which is subjective but if u interpret it in a certain way bc you’re part of the community, like myself, then u do u) mean he’s really genuinely part of the community then the only reason why he’s not “out” is bc he literally does not owe fans information on who he likes and who he’s slept with. He could drop a song on Lt2 with lyrics about giving head to males while marrying Eleanor the next week and he still wouldn’t owe us an explanation bc bisexuality and Pansexuality and sexual curiosity literally exist and are so valid and any man can write songs abt this and still be with a woman or call himself straight like he’s said he is😭. I have a friend like that she’s been w women talks abt it but she still calls herself straight and it ain’t homophobia bc this girl literally attends pride w me every year and is the best ally I’ve ever met🤚🏼. I don’t want to speak on his sexuality though bc tbh gay rumors aren’t the problem it’s Larry rumors. They’ve already done the invalidating shit with Harry- which tbh if I was a harrie I would def drag these homophobes to hell bc that’s so insulting to LGBT fans and to him. And that’s the last thing they do:

C. Bully. Bully Eleanor. Bully Olivia. Camille, A SIX YEAR OLD FREDDIE GET BEHIND ME, other fans, phoebe and daisy, lottie, Gemma, ANNE, jay(may her wonderful soul RIP), the tommo grandpa, Taylor swift, fizzy (rip angel🙏), Harry and Louis themselves, their ex bandmates, their ex coworkers, their ex bosses, their best friends, EVERYONE. They think talking abt this shit is gonna get them somewhere when all it has done is made ppl deny it. And yet they have the AUDACITY to get pissed at Louis when he denied it angry(and impulsively, not a smart move) or get pissed at Harry for ignoring their asses and continuing to date older women years after he left syco. I am tired. Louis has way too much patience w these mfs cus if it was me I’d be verbally abusive after all they’ve done. I know this is prob bc he wants to keep everyone happy in fandom and not lose fans but it still takes sm patience to put up w this I could never. I can’t speak for Harry bc I’m not his Stan but I can’t imagine he loves this either. Especially considering the fact that people literally try to cancel every woman he dates despite the fact that he’s done things just as problematic as them- like literally every other celeb to breathe air bc ppl are not perfect. Fucking Niall is problematic under larry logic- NIALL. And yet when this point is brought up… crickets.

Sorry for the rant I’m just exhausted of seeing this on my dash. It’s completely ruined fandom for me. Fandom was fun in 2013 I had a blast on here when I was 11 but now…. Yikes.

If Larry is real then good for them I’m happy that they’re in love but since it’s not I’m happy that they’re in love w Eleanor and Olivia and have stable careers.

Hey there! That's one hell of a rant and you're not wrong!

I gotta tell you though, I hope getting this off your chest has let you take a breath and let go of some of the frustration. It's no good to carry it around with you!

If fandom is a drag for you to be around, it's really okay to withdraw - unlike conspiracy theorists, you know that Louis and Harry will continue to thrive whether or not you're on Tumblr or Twitter talking about them!

Alternatively, do not hesitate to curate your dashboard to make it a pleasant place for you. Block and unfollow people who put stuff on your dash that bums you out (yes, this might mean breaking mutuals if they're sharing stuff from conspiracy theorists! You have to put yourself first). Make ample use of xkit to use blacklists to keep the kinds of words that piss you off far from your fannish experience.

Fandom is here to be fun. If it isn't fun, there's no point. Also, come chat with me or other antis, that can be amusing lol.

[simply-zhouye]

Zhou Ye: The Wonderful Ideas of Lotte Girls // Esquire Fine photoshoot & interview ~ a really wonderful interview with Yezi!

Read rough translation of interview below: https://mp.weixin.qq.com/s/lY3oBM51ytlua7S8ZRdmlw

The lively character is like jumping candy, and the crisp voice is like summer honeydew. It can be a cute angel or a rebellious girl. Who wouldn't like a beautiful and free girl? We met Zhou Ye at a claw machine shop, and she caught the one she wanted five times!

Zhou Ye didn't laugh when shooting the magazine blockbuster, but she liked to laugh privately.

In the eyes of the people around, she is a simple and lively little girl, born optimistic, loves to joke, and loves to share all the fun and delicious. After catching up with the good-looking drama, she will also be ambitious to everyone, even if she encounters any troubles, she It will be resolved soon. She denied the title of "Girl's Heart"-when she was not working, she liked to lie at home and chase dramas, and science fiction and fantasy were her dishes. She enthusiastically gave an example. There is an American drama called "Stranger Things". It is about a little boy who disappeared in a small town in the United States. Everyone went to find him and found that there was an entrance to another world, exactly the same as this world. , But there is no one in that world. Such a story attracts her even more.

A few days ago, she took a four-day holiday, "very satisfied!" During the holiday, she made appointments with a few good friends for dinner, went to the playground, and watched dramas. If the vacation is longer, she would prefer to go home and stay with her family. Playing with mom and dad, playing with grandpa and grandmother, the family finds a beautiful place to go camping, and if you don’t go out, you can play mahjong with the whole family. She can stay away from looking at her mobile phone for a day.

Asked this girl who is not so girly what she wants, she said, "Now I want to accomplish everything in the moment, and every day will be better than the day before!"

Therefore, Zhou Ye, who hopes to be more progressive, raised his face and chatted with us about serious matters.

Before, people often said to me, "I like your performance of "Youth", but now everyone talks more about "Shanhe Ling". Let’s start the conversation with "The Order of Mountains and Rivers".

Gu Xiang in the play is a girl who is cold on the outside and warm on the inside. She helped Cao Weining, Zhang Chengling, and the singing sisters, but it didn't mean that she trusted them. She just felt that these people were very pitiful. Because Gu Xiang was picked up by her master when she was a child, she felt sorry for them and wanted to protect them.

She is defensive to everyone, and she will not trust anyone easily. In terms of character, Gu Xiang and I are a bit like. Both are more lively. What we don't quite resemble is our life experience and living environment.

When I first finished reading the script of "The Order of Mountains and Rivers", I loved Gu Xiang from the bottom of my heart. Gu Xiang grew up in Guigu where she was killed and beaten everywhere. Although she was lucky enough to meet Wen Kexing, the master who protected her, the rivers and lakes were sinister and Gu Xiang never really relaxed. Therefore, she can only protect herself by fierce methods. She looks acrimonious, slurs and curses, and she has to fight or kill at every turn. She looks very fierce and cruel, but her heart is really innocent and special. Kindness. When encountering people like Cao Weining, Zhang Chengling, and the singing sister Hua, Gu Xiang will rescue them and help them beat the gangsters. 

Many audience friends felt that the ending of Gu Xiang and Cao Weining was too miserable when they watched "The Order of Mountains and Rivers". Gu Xiang originally didn't know what the outside world was like. After she came to the world, she met Big Brother Cao, and the two people who loved each other were about to be happy. Unexpectedly, on the day of the wedding, Gu Xiang lost her lover so much that she would fight herself Life. I am also uncomfortable with this ending. It is not easy for them to get to this day. Why can't they live well? If I were to write an ending, it would definitely be two people living together happily forever.

For me, playing Gu Xiang should be more difficult than playing. This is my first time shooting a costume drama, and also my first time shooting a martial arts drama. "Shanhe Ling" really has a lot of martial arts, because it tells the story of the rivers and lakes, so I joined the group some time before I started, and learned some moves from the martial arts masters. 

In retrospect, the scene of the wedding was the most memorable. I had been shooting for three days in a row. I had been beating, killing, and hanging off Wia, and I would beat off some hair accessories from my hair. I didn't dare to hang on Wia at first, and the costume was so thick that I could easily trip on my feet. But I can’t take care of this when I shoot. This is Gu Xiang’s most emotional scene. I feel the same for Gu Xiang and can’t help crying. Until the end of my cry, I can’t tell whether my face is tears or saliva. , I hope that through this scene, everyone can feel Gu Xiang’s pain.

For me at this stage, whether it is a role that is more similar to myself or a completely different role, I am willing to give it a try. If the character of a character is very pleasing, I will have a sense of substitution when I read the script, I will like it, and I will really want to play it. 

In fact, my interest in acting began after I was in college. When I was a child, I learned piano, and I was not very sensible at that time. I thought it would be fine to play the piano every day after growing up and collect tickets. After being admitted to the Beijing Film Academy, we often watch movies. When the directors see their favorite movies, they will think "I can make such a great movie in the future". I am in the acting department, so I hope I can do it in the future. Acting in a particularly powerful movie may be the influence of the school atmosphere. I still remember that I watched some old movies when I was in school. I really liked "Scent of a Woman" and Marlon Brando. He played "The Godfather" very well.

In the film school, we had a lot of opportunities to meet the director and the crew. We tried again and again, and slowly met scenes that were willing to use our young actors, and started the road to filming. I will definitely read the script several times before filming. In addition to my own role, I have to read the whole story, write a short biography of the character, and talk to everyone at the script reading meeting. For example, when shooting "Ah Cradle", I often consulted sister Haiqing and the director. In the filming of "Youth in Youth", I would also ask the director: The girl I played has such a good family, why does she bully her classmates? The director told me that because her parents had very strict education for her, she was required to be particularly good since she was a child. She was under tremendous pressure and kept suppressing it, so she vented the pressure by bullying her classmates.

When taking the play, I don't worry about people comparing my previous works or achievements, as long as my requirements for myself will not change. My request is to do my best to shape each role. Every time I finish filming a film, I will have a certain evaluation of myself, and I will also look at other people's evaluations of me, as well as the opinions given to me by my predecessors, to integrate these. Every time, I hope I can do better next time. 

Up to now, I have been shooting for a few years, and I feel that I am not a talented actor, and I have to be a model worker. However, the sisters who brought me to the management team said that my biggest change and improvement is that I am more independent than before. When I first started filming, I would hide in the room and cry by myself every time I joined the group, especially wanting to go home.

Now I am more comfortable with the life of the crew than before. When I first joined the group, I still felt a little homesick. I hope to finish the filming soon, and become familiar with everyone. After work, I will play with the actors in the same group. When I was resting, I was playing with werewolf killing or something, so happy, I didn't want to kill it. I didn't want to be successful when I was filming "Shanhe Ling", and the same was true when filming "Ah Cradle". As actors, it seems that we can go to different places every time we film. In fact, there is not much time to spend in the local area, but we can eat a lot of local delicacies.

As I said just now, I want to do everything right now, and the current week is the best week.

 Do you often dream? Please share a dream that is more imaginative.

Zhou Ye:

I sometimes dream. Once, I dreamed that I received an acceptance letter from an owl, took the Hogwarts Express train to the magic school to learn magical magic, visited Hogsmeade Village, and met so many new friends. .

What is your dream day like? How to spend it?

Zhou Ye:

At this stage, my dream day is to sleep in late, and after waking up, I will lie in bed and watch a drama or hang out with my friends or watch a drama.

How to arrange the dream holiday? Stay at home or go out to play?

Zhou Ye:

Of course, it is best to have two days, so you can stay at home one day and go out to play one day!

What about the journey of your dreams? With whom, where to go, and how to play?

Zhou Ye:

With your family, you can go to the beach or play paragliding.

What is your dream job announcement?

Zhou Ye:

Go to Universal Studios to shoot hahahaha, I really want to go!

What kind of "dream skills" do you want to have?

Zhou Ye:

Teleport!

Which era is the dream era? why?

Zhou Ye:

Now, now is the best time. Grasp the moment.

#zhou ye #hqs:zhouye #photoshoot #esquire fine #magazine photoshoot #gu xiang #word of honor #shan he ling cast #hogwarts

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Amoreena | Chapter ten

chapter ten

main summary: Heaven is a real place and it's located exactly 14.6 miles away from the FBI, Quantico Headquarters. Off behind a small park, under a fantastical willow tree surrounded by wildflowers, in every colour young minds can imagine.

Don't forget, heaven also comes with angels.

Chapter Warnings: immense amounts of fluff, discussion of bad dreams death and past trauma at the end all related to canon

word count: 5.3K

from the beginning <3

Dreaming wasn’t something that came easily to Spencer. When he did dream they never made any sense, dark and twisting basements, endless staircases, treading a deep dark sea for hours as the waves swallowed him whole. Wind chimes that he couldn’t find wouldn’t stop twinkling as he aimlessly ran around a trailer park. It was never peaceful.

Then his mind found the park and couldn’t stop re-creating it, over and over again in his mind every single night when he closed his eyes.

He was in the middle of the most perfect dreamscape, his girls reading under the sun as Y/N’s head rested on his shoulder…

Then his phone started to ring, opening his eyes to the sun barely waking up as well. He answered the phone before Y/N could wake up beside him, “hello?”

“Spence, I’m so sorry to wake you,” JJ’s voice slipped into his mind and woke up right up, she wouldn’t call unless she needed to. “We have a really bad case, we have to leave like right now and the babysitter can’t take the boys and Henry is still too little to make sure Michael eats during the day and he’s still so little—“

“Hey it’s fine,” he cut her off as he sat up, waking Y/N in the process. “I’m only 12 minutes from Quantico, leave them with Anderson and I’ll be right over.”

“Thank you so much, Spence, oh and they need breakfast, I’ll leave some money with Henry, can you make sure they eat?”

“Absolutely, don’t worry, good luck and be safe,” he reminded her, feeling weird that he didn’t have to go as well.

“Thanks again Spence,” he could hear her smile before hanging up, leaving him to stretch and finally get out of the bed.

“Was that JJ?” Y/N asks, getting out of bed and putting on her housecoat to follow him to the bathroom.

“Yeah, the boys need someone to watch them if you don’t mind?”

“They’re family,” she reminded him with a sleepy smile.

“They need lunches for today, I can drive Amoreena to school with them too?” He’s splashing water on his face so he can wake up enough to drive safely to Quantico, wiping the water from his eyes as he hears Y/N laughing softly.

“It’s Saturday silly, and Monday is their last day anyway if they need to stay that long,” Y/N reminds him, “I’ll try and have breakfast ready when you get back.”

“Tomorrows the 14th, shit,” he remembers his calendar. “I have to take my mom to get her yearly scan and cognitive test done tomorrow morning, I won't be able to send her off on her last day.”

“That’s okay, as long as you’re there for the little graduation and the all about me display ceremony it’ll be fine, it starts at 1:30,” she didn’t mind him missing it but everything in him felt like the worst person ever if he did.

He never wanted to miss anything ever again.

“You’re sure that’s fine?”

She nodded again, wrapping her arms around him and looking up into his beautiful, tired eyes. “Family comes first, that means Diana was in the calendar longer so you go with her. Amoreena just wants to come home with you from school, for the next 10 years of school she’ll be coming home to you.”

“Why don’t we wake Amoreena and go get breakfast with the boys? I’d like to get to know my god kids too…” her voice cooing as she soothed his morning anxiety, blessing him with more time with her, he nodded.

“You go get the boys and come back and pick us up, I’m sure she’ll take a few minutes to contemplate feeding chickens or breakfast,” Y/N smiled, leaning in to kiss his cheek softly.

She pulled away but he pulled her right back in, pressing his lips right against hers again and again until they were both laughing, teeth bumping into each other in their early morning delirium. She finally pulled away from his grasp, rushing to the bedroom door so he couldn’t follow her.

“Go get the boys!”

He fake huffed, “fine!”

Slipping into his jeans and a sweater, placing her grandpa’s hat back on his head once more. He made sure he had his wallet and identification, the guards knew him it’s not like he wouldn’t be allowed into the building with a visitors pass.

And then he was out the door and driving down the road. Pulling into Quantico with a strange feeling in his gut, he didn’t realize how much he hated it here until he didn’t need to be there all the time. He was granted a visitors pass, parking in the garage and taking the elevator right up to the BAU.

He walked into the briefing room to find Henry on his phone and Michael sound asleep again on the couch.

“Hey, uncle Spencer!” Henry cheered, not waking Michael in the process somehow.

“Hey buddy,” he said, scooping the now 13-year-old Henry into his arms for a quick hug. He was still cuddly and sensitive and quiet, much like Spencer at that same age.

It was almost like JJ picked him as the godfather knowing he would need him. Choosing to text or call Spencer about cute girls and chess games and new star wars movies, instead of going to his dad for chats about football and beer… or whatever Will was into. Spencer really didn’t give him a chance to get to know him over the last 15 years, harbouring a hatred for him that he didn’t really understand until he met Y/N.

Now will was the jealous one in a sense, wondering what he could do to get his own son to come to him for advice and support. But he understood it, Henry was exactly like Spencer and he needed to see that being awkward and quiet doesn’t last forever.

“So, I’m not sure if your mom and dad told you, but I got married and my wife has a daughter and we’re going to take you boys out to breakfast, okay?”

“She said you’re Nini’s dad, like for real?” Once again someone from the LaMontagne called Amoreena Nini and he had no idea why.

“I donated sperm when your mom got pregnant with you, I didn’t think I’d get to have a family,” he was honest with him. He was old enough to know how it worked and mature enough to hear the word sperm without freaking out.

“Cool, Nini and Mike are normally friends.”

“Why do you guys call her Nini?”

“Michael couldn’t say Amoreena when he was 4 so he called her Nini, and then Dad would call her that when he teased Mike about his crush on her,” it made complete sense for a kid to not be able to pronounce it.

But his brain got stuck on the crush part, turning to Michael who was still sound asleep with his face pressed into his backpack, drooling slightly. JJ’s kid had a crush on his, a weird fantasy he had coming true where he and JJ can be friends forever as in-laws.

It was too bad Amoreena really didn’t like boys, not even in the 8-year-old ‘ew cooties’ way either. She was raised around women and she was comfortable with them, and she had no problem punching Michael in the face if he ever pissed her off. It was going to be interesting seeing them interact today.

“Okay, well let’s get your things and bring them back to our house and then we’ll go get breakfast with my girls,” Spencer smiled, seeing Henry’s face light up at the day he gets to spend with Spencer. “You’re going to love Y/N.”

And he did… walking into Spencer’s new house to drop off his backpack, dropping his jaw when he saw Y/N instead. He was so much like Spencer it made him laugh, patting Henry on the shoulder, “I know,” he teased him.

Henry turned to him with wide eyes, “I’ve never met Nini’s mom, that’s her mom?” He whispered that same anxious boy Spencer used to be staring right back at him.

He nodded with a smile, “yeah, she’s really nice don’t worry.”

“Henry! It’s so nice to meet you,” she says as she walks into the main room.

Henry turns around to see her when she’s pulling him into a big hug, Spencer can see his eyes are closed as he takes a moment to hug a pretty girl. Spencer couldn’t help but bite his tongue, not wanting to laugh and embarrass the poor boy now that he was noticing pretty girls. Even if that girl happened to be his wife, it was inevitable for Henry to crush on one of Spencer’s girlfriends with how much he copied him.

She pulled back softly, Henry’s arms still around her waist, she brushed his beautiful blond hair behind his ears. “You look so much like your mom, you’re so handsome!”

Henry forgot how to breathe, trying to stutter out a thank you as he backed up out of her space and turned to Spencer, “he’s always looked like JJ, you should have seen how tiny he was originally,” Spencer jumped in to save him. “Where is Amoreena?”

“She’s trying to pick between 2 different dresses, I’ll go make sure she’s in one by now,” she smiled at them before leaving the room, heading up the stairs to Amoreena’s room.

“You good?” Spencer nudged Henry, laughing lightly. “She’s your aunt now, she’s not going to think you’re a dork so you can calm down around her, I promise.”

Henry released a deep shaky breath, “you’re right, sorry.”

“It’s fine, I was like that around your mom before you were born, you should have seen me,” he tried to sympathize with the boy, only making a disgusted face arise on him.

“Ew, that’s completely different she’s my mom!”

Spencer wrapped his arm around him, “and Y/N is my wife!” He whispered as loud as he could so that it wouldn’t be heard by her.

Henry sighed, “and she’s like what 50?”

“35,” Spencer looked at him and laughed as he shook his head, “how old do you think I am?”

“Mentally? 6-years-old,” Henry bullied him right back for all the brotherly teasing, “but physically you look 79.”

“Thanks,” Spencer said, tucking the boy under his arm and messing up his hair, “now you look like a dork.”

He loved Henry more than he could express, unlike Amoreena he knew he wasn’t his kid, it wasn’t fatherly at all. Henry was his best friend's kid, his godson and his little brother, and as he got older he was becoming more of a best friend than he thought he would.

—

After breakfast when everyone was awake and happily full, Y/N took them all into town to visit the farmer’s market. Letting the kids look around and see if there was anything they wanted to all make for dinner, she was the best mom and aunt in the whole wide world and Spencer kept falling more and more in love every second he spent with her.

She was glowing in the sunlight, walking through the booths looking at all the fresh vegetables and fruit, Spencer followed her with Michael’s hand in his and Henry not far behind. Amoreena was off talking to her favourite vendor, an older woman who reminded her of her great-grandma, it was sweet.

Spencer thought about how their future would be much of the same, Y/N and him with a couple of kids while the rest of them did their own thing. He couldn’t wait to see all the little faces they’d create together, to get to know all the personalities and raise them into being just as wonderful as their sister and cousins.

“Ugh,” Y/N stopped dead in her tracks then, they were heading towards the butcher’s booth when she turned around, almost green as she reacted to the smell. “Nope, not going down there.”

Spencer couldn’t stop smiling at her as she tried to not throw up in the middle of the market, people watching her dry heave as she walked away. Spencer knew JJ was pregnant with Michael before she even told Will because she was the exact same way very early on. Living on ginger ale and baby cookies to stay sane, Y/N was going to need that hack.

He didn’t say anything, just profiling her in his mind as he followed her again.

Henry and Michael used the money JJ left them to buy some homemade candies from the market, Y/N picked up some donuts to bring home to her parents, and Amoreena only wanted fresh strawberries. Spencer however snuck away from the group really quickly to get something they passed earlier, something he wanted to get for Amoreena.

There was a vendor with homemade shirts and dresses, knitted hats and all sorts of collectables. If he was going to miss her last morning before kindergarten, he wanted to get her something to wear that morning so he’d be there in spirit.

There was a beautiful handmade purple dress hanging on the wall behind the vendor, the same kind old woman that reminded Amoreena of her GG. “Hello, how can I help you today?”

“We haven’t met, but I’m Amoreena’s father,” he introduced himself with a smile, and the old woman face beamed.

“Yes you are,” she smiled. “She has your nose, it’s lovely to finally meet you!”

“you too, um, I was interested in that purple dress,” he points behind her, “it looks like the one from tangled, I’m sure she’d love it.”

“that’s exactly how she described it when she saw it today,” the woman explains as she takes it down from the wall for him. “It’s $35, but I’ll do $20 for my favourite little friend.”

“That’s very kind, but I don’t mind,” he says, taking $35 dollars out of his wallet and laying it beside the cash box. “Thank you for always making my girl smile.”

“Thank you,” she smiled again, folding the dress nicely and placing it in a white bag, “would you like some tissue paper so she can’t see what it is?”

“That would be great, thank you,” Spencer smiled too, incredibly happy that this was his life now.

She handed him the bag then, stuffed to the brim with purple and pink paper, Amoreena was going to love it. He said his goodbyes and met the rest of his family at the car, hiding the present between his legs in the passenger seat as they drove home.

—

Henry and Michael did end up having to stay the night, switching into their PJs after dinner and joining them all in the living room for a movie night. They let the kids stay up later to watch the whole movie, watching Michael fall asleep once again on the carpet, he had been so well behaved all day it was like he was afraid of Amoreena now.

Michael was perfectly happy sleeping on the couch all night, Henry, on the other hand, slept in Y/N’s old room to have some privacy and so he could sleep in on Sunday.

By the time JJ and Will got home on Sunday night, Y/N and Spencer were just putting some burgers on the grill, they had enough for the whole team and so sure enough, the crew made a short trip from Quantico to Heaven.

Matt called his wife, she drove their handful of children over, Luke of course let Penelope know, the two of them still happily seeing each other now that she wasn’t on the team, it was cute to see them together. Then Penelope, of course, invited Derek and Hank. Emily, Rossi and Tara coming along just to witness Spencer being happy.

It was the best summer party they’ve ever had. Bob and Linda were beyond excited to have so many new faces in their yard, throwing on 2 more packages of burgers, feeding a whole army like normal.

The kids were all running around together in the field, playing with the cats and the goats, rolling down the big hill towards the cows, chasing fireflies as the sunset.

It was all of their last day of school on Monday, a weird day to end on but they were excited nonetheless. Y/N’s father lit up a bonfire in celebration, setting up every lawn chair and log they had to make sure everyone had a seat, they all gathered with marshmallows on sticks and drinks in their hands, smiles on their faces and love in their hearts.

Spencer made a happy life for himself that he was no sharing with them, and they call understood perfectly why he chose this one. It was peaceful, perfect and the most loving environment he’s ever been in. They were beyond proud of him.

“This place is amazing,” Tara leaned towards Spencer, “your family is wonderful.”

“Thank you,” Spencer smiled at her, raising his voice then as he looked at the rest of the team, “I just want to thank all of you actually, you’re all my family and it’s been so surreal introducing you all, I’ve never been happier.”

He was swarmed with hugs then, everyone also using it as their queue to gather their kids and hit the road. They watched everyone get in their cars one by one, Penelope did everything in her power not to leave with at least 3 cats, Matts's kids asked if they could come back, often, with Y/N reminding everyone that the gates are always open.

It was everything he ever wanted.

Amoreena jumped into his arms then, he held her against his side as they both waved at everyone, saying goodbye to all her new aunts and uncles and cousins. Her family kept getting bigger and bigger by the day and she was so incredibly happy about it. She’d take in a million more family members if they let her, her heart didn’t have a capacity level for love.

He carried her up the porch stairs then, bringing her into the kitchen where the white bag with purple tissue paper was waiting for her. Her eyes lit up as she saw it, “is that for me?”

“You bet it is,” he enthused, “I’m not going to be here in the morning, grandma Diana has a doctor's appointment, so I got you something for tomorrow morning.”

He set her down on the floor, handing her the bag and watching her carefully remove all the tissue paper. She laid it on the table softly to keep it for later, saying it was good to make barbie dresses with. When she finally saw the dress her jaw dropped.

Y/N was there too now, watching in awe as he surprised both of them.

“Did you buy this from Candace?” She asks softly as she takes it out of the bag. Holding it to her chest as she twirls around lightly.

“I did, I thought you’d like to have something to remind you of me there, I’m sorry I’m going to miss sending you to the bus on your last day,” he tried not to cry as he crouched down to her level, taking her into his arms and giving her a soft hug.

“That’s okay, you’re always in here,” she took his pointer finger in her hand and poked her own chest with it, “I love you, dad.”

“I love you more, Amoreena,” he smiled through the tears, scrunching his nose so they wouldn’t roll down his cheeks, giving her another hug before Y/N started her bedtime routine.

—

For the past two weeks, his dreams have been filled with lush fields of green draped in the most beautiful golden glow. Both his girls sitting beside him as they read, each of them has a book and it’s silent. It’s serene, the dictionary definition of peace.

However, it took him a while to fall asleep tonight, he was too anxious for Amoreena’s last day of kindergarten in the morning and the fact he wouldn’t be there for the drop-off.

Y/N was sound asleep on the pillow beside him as he stared at her, for what felt like hours, brushing her hair off her face lightly and making sure the blankets were still covering her. His eyes adjusted to the darkness of the room just enough that he could see her face twitch into a smile as she fell deeper into her slumber.

Seeing her happy relaxed him enough to follow her. Blinking into his dream realm and finding a few new faces waiting for him by the tree…

“Dad!” Another little girl he’s never seen before was running towards him, wrapping herself around him as he held her.

Suddenly, 7 other children he doesn’t know are surrounding him in hugs, tacking him to the ground in a fit of giggles and tickles, “we missed you! Why were you gone for so long?”

He’s so confused, he knows he’s dreaming but he chooses to stay, to wander the world and ask the questions his mind was so obviously trying to answer. “I’m sorry,” is all he can reply, taking Amoreena’s hand and following her towards Y/N as she sat on the picnic blanket.

She was older, which meant he should be too, looking in the pond quickly for his reflection to see’s his wrinkled face, the white in his hair and beard. Their kids had all grown up but where was he for it?

“Welcome home,” she smiled as he sat down. “it’s about time you met the girls.”

“Where was I?”

“You don’t remember?”

He shakes his head, “I was supposed to be here.”

“Amoreena got into Yale, did you hear that, cutie? Elly, Junie and Theo are in high school now, look how beautiful they are…”

He watched his children frolic in the field, running around without a care in the world that he missed everything. Why did he miss everything? How could he miss everything?

“It’s too bad you missed Cordelia and the other twins, can you believe we had 3 sets of twins, Spence?” She laughed like it was funny, “how could you leave me alone with 9 babies?” Still smiling, staring into his soul as he died a little inside.

He started to panic then, breathing heavily as he tried to remember where he was to miss everything, “I was supposed to be there for them!?”

Suddenly he’s ripped awake by Y/N shaking him and pulling him against her skin, “hey, shhh, it’s okay.”

He was crying and shaking in his sleep, sweating as he tried to fight off the dream, his anxiety in full swing for absolutely no reason, “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry for leaving you.”

“You didn’t go anywhere, Spencer, you’ve been there the whole time,” she reminded him, rubbing her hand over his back as he settled into her arms. “You were mumbling and then yelling.”

“I got to the park and you told me I missed all of them growing up,” he whispered the painful words into the open, freeing them from his mind and letting them exist somewhere else.

“Them?” She coo’s, holding his head against her chest as she rests her cheek against it, holding him as close as humanly possible.

“We had like 9 girls, they were all so beautiful as you and Amoreena, they all had my nose and your lips and the curliest blowing hair in the whole world, and I missed everything, again,”

“I won't let that happen, do you have any handcuffs leftover? Because I can keep you here for good?” She teased him in a hushed whisper, playful and happy to prove that he was fine, they were fine.

“I’m sorry for waking you up,” he whispered again shimmying down lower to lay his head on her lower stomach, kissing her stomach softly. “I’m not leaving you all, never.”

“I had a bad dream too, that’s what woke me up first,” she replies softly. “Yesterday was the 11th anniversary of Stephen’s death, and the first time I never visited him.”

Spencer felt the need to sit up then, making eye contact with her to see her true feelings. “I don’t want you to stop loving him because you also love me. He’s special to you, you should go see him soon.”

“Spencer,” she smiles at the concern in his voice, “I will, I only didn’t because I’m pretty sure I’m pregnant, I was bleeding a little yesterday and then it stopped, that probably means the implantation worked and I don’t want to tell him yet. And I tell him everything.”

“Everything?” He asks in a way that she hears; “even about me?” inside his thoughts.

She nods softly, “I went on that first Monday after I dropped you off at your apartment, I needed him to know I was finally ready and I thanked him for sending you to me.”

“What was he like?”

“He was from Boston, accent and everything,” she smiled with sad eyes as she recalled him to her mind. “He was in theatre school, I met him in the summer at a music festival in Chicago, he was playing guitar and we had too many beers and I lost my virginity to him in a tent in some field.”

She recalled it like it was a fond memory, missing him but not enough to be sad about it now. “I ran into him again when I went to college in Boston and we were talking outside before the rain hit, like one of those classic movie scenes, and my apartment was closer, the rest is history.”

“Hey Stephen is the one song you always skip, I never wanted to ask why but I don’t think you’ll mind telling me?” He wonders out loud, still a little delirious from the lack of sleep.

“He looked like an angel when I first saw him, he was standing under a street light reading his music sheets and the light was glowing perfectly, it was amazing I wish I had a picture of it. But then the Fearless album came out for the first time and it was my favourite song because it was like she wrote it for us. He was my perfect angel, my superstar, he was going to be on Broadway one day and we were going to move to a cottage in England, we had lots of plans and that song just makes me think of the life me and him must be living in the universe where it all worked out.”

It’s long-winded and she doesn’t seem to be over-emotional by the end, in a shocking turn of event’s it seems like she feels freer after getting it off her chest.

“I haven’t always been this happy and cheerful Spencer,” she adds, “I had a really dark spot after he died, it was horrible for me. I was so angry, I was reckless and mean and hurtful, and in that time I wasted precious moments I could have spent being happy with my grandma, and so my dream tonight was just the fight I had with Evan and my grandma dying and the cops saying Stephen was dead and placing that stupid fucking flower on his coffin thinking it made up for the fact I couldn’t even look at him in there.”

“How you respond to trauma isn’t really up to you, that’s why it’s trauma. Your brain can’t really cope and so it does typically the stuff you’ll regret the most in that time of grief, it’s not your fault and I’m sure everyone understood. You had every right to be mad, hell, I’m mad you lost him because I know how much you hurt in silence for so long,” Spencer can’t help but wish he could have been there for her.

“What happened to you after Maeve died?”

It was only fair that he shared too, “I locked myself in my apartment and didn’t take care of myself, I didn’t talk to anyone, I just sat in my living room and almost died reading every book I had because I didn’t feel like I was worthy of being taken care of so if I starved to death, so be it.”

“You still haven’t told me what happened with her and the kidnapping,” she reminds him of their little chat a few weeks ago at the school. “I get it if you’re not ready, I’m sure it’s a lot.”

“I was getting headaches, really bad ones, and so I reached out to a geneticist to see if she could help me. I sent her my brain scans and some blood tests and she helped me find supplements and natural ways to help my body rest from the stress of my work,” he explained it easily like the feelings didn’t hurt anymore.

“We talked on the phone a lot and I finally asked her why she was so afraid to meet me or have me know anything about her. She had me call her from a payphone, always a different one each time, I was to call and let it ring once, then hang up then she’d call me back. She thought she had a stalker, she was getting weird messages and threats and she felt genuinely unsafe, and she had every right to,”

“10 months went by and we thought she was safe, but her ex-fiancé got a private investigator to find her and in return found me instead. It turns out that Maeve had a student who felt wronged by her and wanted to outdo her, so she dated her fiancé and scared her underground but then she wanted me.”

Y/N’s face is full of concern like she’s listening to a true-crime thriller where she knows the ending won't be good.

“I tried to talk her stalker down, I almost had her and then she kissed me and I keep looking at Maeve, she saw right through me. She threatened to kill Maeve, she had a gun to her head but at the last minute she killed herself, but Maeve’s head was too close to hers,” the words hurt on the way out.

“And someone also had you sent to prison?” She asks, wanting all the trauma in one night to save him the trouble.

“Yeah, she was an assassin, I tricked her into thinking I found her dad and I was so smart she thought I was her soulmate, it was all an elaborate plan to bring me down to her level.”

“Did you kill someone?”

“I’ve killed too many people,” he answers with complete honesty once again. “I’ve killed mostly murderers and rapists, I typically don’t have to. I really try not to, but I’ve also killed people to keep myself safe. And I’d probably kill someone to keep you or Amoreena safe too.”

“Get in line,” she laughs, able to make every single conversation easy even when they shouldn’t be.

“I uh,” he wants to tell her more but he doesn’t know-how. “I was also sexually assaulted in prison, and I was kidnapped and drugged in 2007, I OD’d and died but then I was resuscitated, I wasn’t kidding when I said it was a lot.”

“I am so sorry Spencer,” she rests her hands on his cheeks, looking into his eyes as best as she could in the dark, still seeing the goodness in there. “You’re safe here with me, forever and always, I can promise you that.”

“Thank you,” he’s never going to stop thanking her.

Settling down on the bed once more, he cuddles back into her side. She brushes his hair behind his ear softly, humming a soft melody as she soothes him back to sleep. He snuggled right against her, holding her gently as he fell back to sleep on her, dreamless as she was everything he needed.

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