#i like this but idk maybe this is kinda ugly

[microfeelings]

Yeah I'm sharing them now because if I decide to wait to pass them digitally I will ✨never do it✨

Spiderverse x One Piece AU!

A little something that started as an exercise in character design and then I got a little bit into it lmao

I did design the rest of the East Blue Crew but uh... they were kinda ugly/boring, I put more effort into these two because they're the 💕favs💕

Info, kinda. Honestly I don't have a lot thought out its mostly random ideas that mushed together sort of resemble a well put together au, just like everything I do <3

Nami:

- Spider-Woman of her universe, while her design isn't exactly original I really liked using her orange and blue colors. She has the spider logo on her back because she hates spiders and hates looking at them lmao

- In her universe, her best friend Usopp died when she failed to save him (kinda her "Gwen Stacy" but he was just a friend)

- Has electricity powers, her spidey senses are also really in tune with the climate for some reason

- She has a staff (not pictured) she fights with, and also uses the environment to her favor, not the biggest fan of fighting hand to hand because (compared to other Spider-people) shes not as physically strong

- Has a few enemies and nemesis that she fights, Arlong being the most important/strong one

- She's actually quite happy to know other Spider-people, tho she was kinda shocked when she saw Usopp... It was awkard for both of them...

Usopp:

- The first Spider-man in his world, there are some things of his design I would change (mainly the sweatband, I would change the colors), but I'm actually quite happy with his design. Where does his nose go with the mask on? The same place Hobbie's hair goes, idk..

- In his universe, his best friend Nami died, Usopp failing to protect her

- Uncanny precision with his webfluids, also figths using the environment

- Unfortunately isn't a well received Spider-man 😔, gets complaints about destruction of property or how he's "pretty coward for a superhero"

- Really would rather focus on saving civilians from natural disasters, as he's also not as physically strong (compared to other Spider-people), but it seems every weirdo on the block decided they really need to beat this teenager up, so he also has some enemies...

- Super excited about meeting other Spider-people and finally being able to share life experiences with them, and then met Nami, or Spider-Woman Nami and it was awkard and uncomfortable (but they became besties, bittersweet moment)

Extra stuff from the rest of the East Blue Crew:

- Luffy's spiderman name is Spider-King and the rest of the Spidermans where like "I can't decide if that's the best or the worst name I've ever heard...". Well Usopp thinks it's kinda cool, and wishes he had chosen a cooler name for himself, might be too late for a new signature 🤔, Nami and Sanji think it's stupid, Zoro is undecided

- Sanji does not have a spider logo, even tho his name is Spider-man because he hates spiders

- Zoro is the second Spider-man from his universe, the first one being Kuina, she died and he took her place

- Sanji has fire inmunity

- Zoro carries like 5 extra pockets of web fluids cause he takes "longer routes" (he gets lost a lot)

#my art #one piece #nami #usopp #god usopp #monkey d. luffy #roronoa zoro #black leg sanji #and i dont know what else to tag. i never got around to making the rest of the crew :( #because the next one was chopper and I had zero (0) ideas on what to do with him lmaoo #i guess he could be a reindeer bitten by a radioactive spider??? and he talks... But I also wanna make him human? 🤷‍♀️ #just know if I do ever get to designing the rest robin will be the coolest #also will the rest of the ebc see the light of day? ehhh probably not? maybe zoro.. hes the least ugly 😔 #luffy ended up too generic and sanji ended up too 'waiter' lmao #i didnt put much of namis backstory because hers is very similar to gwen in spiderverse and thats kinda boring but idk what to change 🤔 #usopps backstory is his mom is still not dead but in a hospital and he lies to her saying he personally knows spiderman #but she knows 😔 and she worries #anyways. I dont have any plans with this au lmao. it was just for the drawings 😭 (that i did last year) #if anyone likes the idea and wants to expand or just run with it they have my full permission 🤷‍♀️ #also wow. ignore my ugly ass handwriting dkdkkfk i promise it looks better nowadays (no one cares. no ones even looking at it. still)

[tricoufamily]

i've had a sims flop era just like this before where i wasn't happy with anything i made it was this awkward mid-point between my old sim style and my current where it seems like i was trying to do my current sim style but couldn't quite do it right so ig it's experimenting time🧍‍♂️

i was just going through my archive to see if there was a specific turning point (you know how sometimes you scroll to the bottom of an artist you like's instagram and start going backwards and sometimes you can see the exact piece where their art style shifted into theirs) but i actually don't see one here. it was right around when i started trying to render which i guess helped me build my preferences and my knowledge of lighting/composition/colors, but idk how or what i'm even going for nowadays 🤨 i'm gonna commit to getting out of this rut though. but that means a temporary this is the fall break i like these next few posts i want to like how they look

#maybe i'll just movie poster edit 🤷‍♂️ let's see what have i not done yet hmmmm #i need to make new sims though. and really try to experiment w them so if you see me posting some weird ugly mutants just leave me be #victor frankenstein era idk. they will be beautiful EVENTUALLY #it's kinda scary like. what's the new sim style gonna look like where is this car going #we're not even gonna talk about my in game shots ok #i downloaded a bunch of reshade presets which i /think/ are made w the most recent reshade and won't be broken? so we'll see

[goldensunset]

i don't really know how to word this but like i feel like i'm gonna forever have to deal with the pain and heartache of one of my very first pokémon games- the first 'normal' pokémon game i've ever played, that i will have lasting nostalgia and love for as a result of it being formative to my introduction into the series- being the one that will forever be looked down upon for bad graphics and technical issues as a result of the game having been rushed

like i honest to goodness want to scream and yell and cry into the void about how this means everything to me and will always be one of my fave games just in general. but how am i gonna do that without someone being like 'the broken overpriced mess? the one that's missing all this stuff from the older games that was great? the thing with all the cringe? that one?' or whatever. and the thing is they aren't wrong for their criticisms either like i know the fact that they rushed this wonderful game hardcore is a massive stain on its reputation and it hurts me too but like i cannot turn off the brain full of love in me and be a mean critic. or even an impartial one. i mean i criticize everything i love don't get me wrong i am constantly running my mouth about what i like and don't like. but at the end of the day i approach all media with an unusually optimistic mindset. if you see me talk a ton about something no matter what i'm saying you can bet it means i love it.

just. aaagh. it's always tough being a new fan of an old series. i'm like too embarrassed to express my opinions bc i feel like they're invalid y'know? i feel so exhausted every time i see something to the effect of like 'oh those poor kids these days having to deal with such bad quality everything what a bad time to be a fan of pokémon wow y'all make me feel so old' well see the thing is i actually am thriving and i love it here. and i'm also an adult myself so i have more critical thinking skills than people who played red when they were like five years old did. and even with the power of critical thinking i manage to be in love with this. join me in marvelling at the beauty of life

#sorry for the massive rant i am full of both love and rage but i feel alone in this world about this particular subject #my other fav complaint is like 'they make it too easy to xyz these days' #to me that reads like 'i suffered so why shouldn't they' #yes we should encourage people to spend 100 hours grinding to do basic story requirements. #to weed out the true gamers from the weaklings. or maybe we could use the spare time in our lives to touch grass #the only easy-fication change in sv i don't like is the ability to access boxes right from the menu #that kinda cheapens the need to strategically organize a team before heading somewhere #i can.. sorta understand being miffed about the remember moves mechanic? #frankly platinum was so stressful with not being able to freely switch without great hassle/cost #it would have been a fair enough compromise to make you pay a bit of lp or something #or do it for free but having to go to like a pokécenter or something #i'll never agree that exp share is bad though sorry #pokémon #ok but about the 'i feel bad for kids these days with these ugly designs/lame 3D models' thing #yeah i have news for you every gen has its ugly/stupid pokémon. #dude look at exeggcute #and some of the oldest spritework is hideous #granted the ds era spritework was beautiful #but i don't see what is so bad about the 3D models of today? they're both nice... #dude play an indie game or something if it's that important to you idk #it will never be the 90s again. it will never be the 00s again. i'm sorry.

[maddy-ferguson]

#me

#this is what the average person on tumblr is missing. what i meant when i said the average person on tumblr should see misogynistic men talk #on the internet regularly they would benefit from that #not incels or andrew tate guys. normal guys #in november #and like i say: brf slt #i remember in 2016 when i was just getting into feminism as like a thing of the present the big thing on french twitter was for guys to say #meuf = pute: girl = whore. they would just say this. 24/7. not even a creative way to be misogynistic. but i was like oh! #then when girls would talk about getting harassed they would be like you made this up you're too ugly a film directed by quentin #tarantino etc. i think one of the most frustrating things they do is say no boy has ever sexually harassed a girl in middle school because #all they thought about at that age (that age being. from 11 to 15) was football and video games like OH MY GOD we were literally there #i mean no there's worse a lot worse but it's one of the most annoying ones like how are you all coming together to collectively #gaslight us #i could give more examples but it's not that interesting just these people HATE US!!!!!! #it's never just one or two guys or even ten or even twenty it's SO MANY PEOPLE just united by their hatred of women...heartwarming #in a way #but whatever i know people are awful on the internet or whatever but these people exist irl i'm pretty sure. im just not blissfully unaware #i'm sure that's nice. it's probably a bliss even. frustrating for normal people who have to interact with that though #or maybe not for normal people misogyny is a very widespread thing idk if you know this...frustrating for me! #like why does seeing frankly misogynistic tweets kinda not bother me as much as seeing posts that act like misogyny isn't a thing. at least #they're honest!!!!! #like it does feel very bad. but i'm used to it. kind of

[arinmoss]

doodle to get back into drawing

#been a few weeks since ive drawn something #heres some fairy elf person idk idk #pixie maybe who knows #also i think its kinda funny i have a few doodles v similar to this one but are much older and in my #old ass ugly style lol #anyways i love drawing hair like this its saur much fun and really relaxing #its just v messy and swirly and swoopy and fun #anyways u can tell this was a v idk easy doodle cause like i didnt bother to try to draw the other eye #flowers over the eyes oldest trick in th ebook #maybe ill edit this on pixlr to make it look nicer but who knows #art #sketch #doodle #pencil doodle #pencil sketch

[syrupyyyart]

Slowly more and more glad I waited so long to start working on Motley, because it is much much much easier to draw these characters consistently now that I've been doing it for so long lol. Simple artstyle + silly designs = I can bust out 10 panels in, like, 10 minutes, easy peasy.

I was worried about making long chapters time-wise but maybe it'll actually be fine lol

#procastination is bad but at least i can draw better now so idk #not art #i said weekly art posts but maybe no art this week #i have something TO post but its kinda ugly and i dont want to post it 😌 maybe ill try to make an oc post instead #really the longest part is gonna be background art. but even then its not like theres a big complicated background in every shot lol #also its quickly changed from 'episodic mixed with serialized story' to just 'fully serialized' lol. ooooooough i hope people like it #but honestly at this point you couldnt stop me from working on it even if no one reads it lol. this project is for ME!!!!!! #you can pry my characters from my cold dead hands

[curufiin]

Hehehe Curvo and Sauron for blorbo bingo?

YOU FOOL YOU UTTER BUFFOON. YOU ASK ABOUT MY SAURON OPINIONS WITHOUT KNOWING I HAVE BINGED SHADOW OF MORDOR SO MUCH // link

ok first here’s curvo

and maisaurannataron

#ask #thegreatstrongbow #yeah curvo was my surprise fav i HATED him at first he was so annoying #and then i was like… he’s kinda cute… i need to beat him up #and now here we are. i do not stop talking about c+c if you let me talk about them #they’re the ideal dynamic the only other dynamic that can compete is feanor and curvo. and maybe silvergifting #SPEAKING OF SILVERGIFTING. OH NY GOD #SHADOW OF MORDOR HAS OPENED MY EYES ANNATAR IS SO FUCKIBG HOT #I NEED AN AU WHERE TYELPE BECOMES DARK LORD NUMBER 2 WITH SAURON #CUZ LIKE IN THE GAME HE GETS TEMPTED BY THE RING AND ALMOST KICKS SAURON’S ASS #AND THERES A LINE WHERE A GUY SAYS ‘the dark lord forgives you’ LIKE THAT IS. AUSHWUDHAD. KISS NOW #in fact. au where SAURON becomes tyelpe’s weird slave thing idk what was going on mind control #WHATEVER ANYWAY i love sauron i love king excellent so much. i need to throw him at curvo at break neck speed #also the dev team for SoM gave sauron his annatar powers even in barad dur #and the wiki says that’s an oversight? but i don’t think so. i think sauron deserves to annatar it up #i don’t subscribe to ugly sauron sorry y’all i think he’s still super sexy under the armor he’s just shy

[toyherb]

I swapped my ps4 for a ps5 and basically paid $15 for it* but now that I have it it's like. well what now.

#*i traded in lots of games plus my switch and ps4 and i got it preowned/refurbished so my discounts applied #at the moment i only have souls games nier automata persona 5 and ff14 and almost all dmc games #when i get my paycheck im gonna get lies of p and soulstice #but im also like #wahhhh #idk maybe a preowned baldurs gate will show up at gamestop skdjkabdba #i forgot how much cool stuff you can get preowned #some of it is like. not much difference but lots of it can be seriously discounted #i feel like this sounds like a lot of games but ive already finished all the souls games except like 2 more bosses in sekiro #and most of all i feel sad the ps5 is not as customizable as the ps4 #like the ux is kinda ugly in comparison.... #i think also now that ive like. worked towards this goam and gotten it im underwhelmed by the result #*goal #also the controller i got has jitter and im a little annoyed #also in order to feel worth it i wanna get games that utilize the ps5s power #but most games on the market are very simple looking and are also on switch so its like. hm. #i like those graphics but i dont need a ps5 for them huhhhh

[minglana]

so crazy seeing my cousins post aesthetic pics of my village street. maam thats a rundown house with the roof caved in next to the ugliest house in the village

#and the street pavement is green bc no one cleans it so its full of like algae or whatever the fuck #bc of the winter humidity (and fog). like thats ugly as hell😭 #thr comparison between my cousins and i is crazy in regards to how we approach the village #all my other cousins post or have posted aesthetic pics of random streets or like. roads #bc i think to them its just another village. like yeah their grandma/grandpa is from there #but i think that just spending the holidays here (instead of like. staying 3+ months in the summer and normal weekends) #has made them treat the village as just another place. idk what even im trying to say but #it just feels kinda disgenuine when they aesthetize (?) the village like that #like for example my friend who has LIVED in the village her entire life doesnt post stuff like that #she posts stuff from her house or something. but not of like random streets yknow. and if she posts something from the street #its bc something else is the focus. and shes not just using it as a pretty backdrop or whatever #ok that last tag is what i was trying to get at i just didnt know how to word it #and yeah i think the more time youve lived or spent in the village the less you make it into a pretty backdrop #ive even seen my (other) cousins mom do this. and yeah shes older but also the house they have is just a vacation house #in comparison to for example my family. where our house has always been lived in (so far) so i think it just felt... #(it=going to the village) less like a 'getaway' and more as just like. changing living locations for x time yknow #idk idk. maybe its just my weird perception of my village and the weird attatchment i have to it #but yeah #z xarre

[lesbiansanemi]

I need to Get Out of the Midwest. I think it’s draining me of all life and energy like some kind of regional soul-sucking vampire

#everything just constantly feels so miserable and ugly here #the landscape. the vibes. the people #idk. I used to not mind the Midwest that much #but in the past year I feel like I’m gnawing on the bars of a too small kennel #or some kind of enclosure not meant for me #idk maybe I’m being dramatic. but just. rah rah rah #I do not think I could live the majority of my life here I would go insane #I think part of it is also I just want/need to start over somewhere completely new #I’ve lost connections with literally everyone I’ve known my whole life #I am not close with my family and hate most of them and my friends…. #ugh. that’s a whole other post that essentially boils down to #I have lost the vast majority of my friends in the past year and honestly it’s a relief #because we were so incomparably different and I’ve realized a lot of them kinda didn’t treat me/others well #and once I had that realization there was no going back I could not comfortably be around them #there are only two ppl in this vague area that I still feel deeply connected to and care about in a fierce way #(Lee and Jordan you are the real ones) #and idk. I just. I hate where I live I hate my job I don’t feel truly connected to ANYTHING anymore #if I’m going to be so disconnected from everyone around me and feel like I’m constantly just wandering around #I feel I should at least do it somewhere I would enjoy the actual location of more #but I am stupid and resigned my lease #so I have to stay here for at least another year #unless I wanna be REAL dumb and irresponsible #but I’m too anxious for that kinda thing #as much as I daydream I could not uproot myself to move and massive distance without an insane amount of planning #and decent financing plans #so el oh el #kaz rambles

[widevibratobitch]

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#vent post vent post lalalala #i wanted to post some pictures from my weekend trip with my friends before its too late but then i saw my fucking face and now i wanna kms #like oh my god. oh my god this is really truly the face im stuck with forever and ever and ever till the day im fuckin rotting in the groun #incredible how unfair life can be lmao (<- girl who is having such incredibly superficial stupid fucking problems but is otherwise #quite privileged but of course that will never be fucking enough for her because she's soooooo fckn stupid and selfish and annoyinggg lol) #i dont know why im so obsessed with it now #like i genuinely remember KNOWING that im kinda ugly (and fat) in high school and being like 'so what lol idc' #so WHY is it such an issue now????? #idk. i just kinda wish i was dead every time i look at my face and realise there's nothing i can do to change it #i can dress in ways that will cover my ugly ass shapeless body. maybe i can even go back to my ed properly this time #and lose some weight. for a time. before i gain back twice as much and the circle begins anew lol #but my face is not gonna change no matter what i do lmao unless i fucking scrape it off with a grater or smash my head into pieces #and like. even if i do get that rhinoplasty (its not gonna change my faceshape anyway. nothing i can do to fix THAT fuckin atrocity) #every time ill look in the mirror i will only be reminded that its fake. and that my natural face was disgusting enough it had to be cut up #to be fixed somewhat. #i just wish i had ONE. just ONE nice thing about my body. literally just one its not even funny lol #and its so fucked up when you look at my mom who was so insanely fucking beautiful when she was my age. like. i cant blame her #cause how could she have known that the genes she'll pass on will not result in anything good lol but also i feel like such a failure #like its not really my fault i got the genes i got. but yknow. #anyway im tired of always being the ugliest person in any group im hanging out with. my cousins? check. my hometown friends? check. #my uni friends? my GOD check (how ARE they all so pretty and skinny??? insane). #god i wish i were dead. like fr fr. im not actively suicidal since i cant bring myself to *do* shit anyway. but i just wish i never existed

[tired-momfriend]

Yesterday, before class, a girl classmate said to me "I keep meaning to tell you, but you have such a pretty body" and another girl was like "omg yes, you're so pretty to look at" and then from there other girls in my class were just complimenting me and saying I had a really nice body and and LIKE AAAAAAA YALL

#im 100% sure it was platonic complimenting... #...99% sure #but like IT FELT SO NICE #i have like no perception of what i look like #but i always assumed that i look ugly #which isnt like a jab at myself #i like the way i look i just know i have a body that isnt conventional #aka im very tall but also fat with a lot of curves #i like my silhouette but ive never been confident in how i look #it doesnt help that i have trouble finding clothes that fit well (tall fat strugglw lol) #so i dress really kinda masc and simple. both because i like looking masc but also because nothing fem is made for me :// #SO TO HAVE EVERYONE BASICALLY JUST GIVING ME COMPLIMENTS OUTTA NOWHERE #LIKE I LITERALLY DIDNT FISH OR LOOK FOR COMPLIMENTS #i JUST WALKED UP AND SAID HI #it was a very nice experience :) #and it made me feel like maybe im not as unattractive as i thought #idk it was just nice :)))