#i like surprising u all with stuff

[sadisthetic]

my only critique of hi fi rush is that there shouldve been blood. and sure, maybe it wouldve been totally tonally incongruous, but consider this: i want BLOOD.

#chai hi fi rush #hi fi rush #hi fi rush chai #they couldve made it work. gag anime does it all the time. #THEY SHOULDVE ADDED BLOOD BECAUSE ***I*** WANT IT. ME. I THINK I DESERVE IT. JUST A LITTLE BIT EVEN..... AS A TREAT... FOR ME.............. #anyways absolutely no one following me is surprised that i drew nosebleed art for chai. this is a classic jem move. #ough. i didnt plan on animating this and i was simultaneously lazy and extra with this. #the arm animation is the laziest part lmao..... #the extra comes from the fact i animated the blink the drip and the hand movement at all. #my art #my animation #holds my head. my bloodlust. is driving me N U T S #also technically i do have a few more criticism than this........ but it mostly boils down to #i wish it was longer and had more character stuff.... more fleshing and chara development and relationship development.... #but i get why its not like that tho. its the nature of the game... #anyways.... lies down. spread eagle. punches a straw into a caprisun pouch. that has chais blood. sips.

[frazzledazzlin]

i got thsc birthday art cooking i have just been very late this year :p but i was going insane with friends on aggie last night so here's a bit of that :3 and here's the full canvas if u wanna see others' arts too

#i feel really bad tumblr thsc community doesn't get to participate in twt events much so i'll try me best to update everything upcoming next #time here for you all as well if you'd be able to join #like that puff interview a few weeks back #also will ask anyone hosting art stuff on twt next time if i can share the link on tumblr too so u guys can join too !!!!!!! #the stickmin direct was a surprise yesterday but i should've posted about it quicker #happy 3rd birthday anyway guys love u guys /p #ALSO SHOUTOUT TO NEB FOR CATBOY REG AND CY FOR THAT CUCKOO HENRY @ COPPERRIGHT HELPP #and puff needs to stop accidentally liking and rt'ing copperright art that man is on thin ice /FUNNY #he did it twice only if he does it a 3rd time im considering copperright canon /J #thsc #the henry stickmin collection #copperright #right hand man reborn #reginald copperbottom #henry stickmin #scriboozles

[arty-cakes]

what the hell is happening (they have discovered hollow knight lore)

#i never got into stuff like the snail shamans or lifeblood or higher beings sitting in hottubs etc #or even oro and mato's feud??? this should not be surprising my favorite characters are: the 2 idiots who serve as your damsels in distress #but the amount of depth ppl go into in trying to make sense of it all is admirable. i like that things remain a mystery or stay interpreted #and you still have to move on because everything else still does and thats what it means to be alive. but i like lore too. hk gives u both #that or its just THE VOID CONSUMES

[subsequentibis]

having now watched a handful of curated metalocalypse eps i have to say the fact that they have to squeeze everything into ten minutes makes a lot of things incredibly funny, like. s2e14 where they hire the other manager, that guy weasels his way into their good graces & convinces them to fire charles in like, one night, and then the big intense fight to the death happens in the last twenty seconds of the ep, implying that charles having lethal rooftop fencing matches is just another tuesday for him, and that is INCREDIBLY funny.

#ignore me #i am surprised and utterly charmed by how well that works for me narratively #and it's also just believable these guys are so stupid that that would work on them. #i have also been informed that all the End Of The World Cult Stuff hasnt even been revealed to charles yet. #he just likes the band so much and is so accustomed to working with them he would kill and die for them. #what a fucked up little man. im going to eat him. #pardon the archival tag sorry if u see this in the main tags #metalocalypse

[cryptocism]

there is something so visceral about the six focused chapters you’ve written. like from the get-go his POV is just completely defined by loneliness. and also i had my suspicions but i can’t believe six actually was the one to take out his own eyes…

GOD YEAH. Six got a lot more spotlight in this story than originally planned, but its tough NOT to write a million words about a character who can access all of time and space but only if he Never Interacts with it in any meaningful way. the implications... i didnt think about the implications....

also i just love a time traveller character they are my kryptonite

in the original outline i had some flashback sequences with Six and his technological devices: the myriad ways he originally tried to shield himself from Three, eventually building Seven, giving himself cybernetics, then the addition of the visor, but it ended up pulling focus from his interactions with the kids and his non-interactions with Three.

also i think there's something more unsettling in one offhanded sentence about a single surgery that he experienced multiple times from all possible perspectives rather than describing the process in detail

#asks #anonymous #u wouldn't think i cut anything at all from this story based on the length but you'd be surprised!! #like a whole ass making-of-CRAYDL side story that i might write as a bonus chapter #it doesnt fit with frequency but i love CRAYDL so much i love living computers #a haunted house that does not hate you #a haunted house that loves you more than anything #CRAYDLLLL #CRAYDLLLLLLL #also there was more stuff with Three and Four but i dont think ill finish those scenes... #plus WAY too many extra ideas for locales and time periods from Bart's Variety Hour like hoooo

[paarthursass]

i do love assassin’s creed 3 but GOSH i wish it didn’t rob us of some story points...

like i know we see connor reading haytham’s journal at the beginning, but i wish we’d gotten MORE of a reaction out of him when he realized the head Templar was his father. 

Likewise I know Haytham was able to put things together and figure out Connor was his son before they properly speak for the first time, but like...I wish we’d seen that realization.  I wish we’d seen how Haytham initially reacted to that.  How Haytham’s goonies reacted.

They give us this juicy juicy central conflict of Connor fighting against his own father and then they don’t...give us these moments.  And it’s frustrating because i LOVE Connor.  He’s one of my favorite assassins.  But he’s got this Shakespearean level conflict going on and the game doesn’t dig into it the way it should.

#sophie.txt #assassin's creed #ac3 #connor kenway #full disclosure i still haven't FINISHED the game so it could surprise me with stuff later #currently on the 'connor and haytham are forced to work together' missions #i played the game YEARS ago but on the ps3 and it was bugged so i could never progress the main questline when i needed to go to new york #but gosh i wish wish WISH we had more to work with in this relationship #we spend two fucking hours with haytham in the tutorial stage and for what? #for the game to NOT give us these juicy emotional reveals with him and connor?? #it just feels like they put their energy in all the wrong places #yes i do hate those first two hours with haytham bcs of how the game doesn't START until CONNOR IS WITH ACHILLES #u can't craft u can't hunt u can't start unlocking things until u get to sequence 6 and the game is halfway over #if you're going to spend the first two hours of the game focusing on story over gameplay mechanics then frickin commit to the story!!! #i do love this game and i do love connor i just hate to see these storytelling opportunities go to waste

[tunapesto]

cosplaying is healing me personally (killing my wallet, also)

#mmmmni love having expensive hobbies HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAAJHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHYAA #Tbh for most of my life all i did was draw so like #i get surprised when shit costs stuff #w drawing #esp digital it s kind of like an investment #where u buy one device then after that have fun go crazy #w cosplay it's like . paying up Per character and Per accessory which is Yay #amazing even #and then i picked up cooking #it's consumable so obviously . youd have to buy shit all the time #im just very . i forgot the word. cautious about my money and end up spending it on dumb shit anyway #i am a hoarder at heart #but also deeper inside said heart is just a monkey brain that smiles when yellow color sad when blue color etc #simple minded activities of a person trying to feel something after being numb for a long time #also trying new hobbies because i fear the passion i had for drawing has been spent #i still do it because its what i do best and itd be a waste #but like yeah i kind of hate it sometimes #its cool when it turns out nice then a few hrs later i dont wanna look at it ever againnnnnnnnn #truthfully #i want to restart my brain #maybe itll do better on its 2nd try

[snzluv3r]

i know there’s a lot of chronically ill/medically complex people on here so i was wondering, have any of you ever struggled with medical burnout (for lack of better words)?

(also gonna rant real quick under here sorry for the negativity)

i’ve been really struggling lately because it feels like half of my time is spent making phone calls and scheduling appointments and going to get tests and scans and spending months of my life just in limbo on waiting lists. i’m so sick of feeling like my health is a job and constantly being at the hospital for appointments like it’s gotten so bad that i can barely bring myself to take my meds anymore. it’s just so exhausting sometimes and i wish there was a way i could take a break from all of this without potentially making my health worse.

even today i woke up really sick and had to miss out on something i was really looking forward to yet i still feel this responsibility to make all of the medical calls i was planning to make anyway because i’ve been putting everything off for so long. it’s not like making those calls is that much work but it gets so frustrating being bounced around or not getting a straight answer because insurance or referrals or whatever other stupid healthcare system process that makes this all so much more complicated.

i also am still on the waiting list for my new PCP and have no idea when i’ll be able to actually meet her, yet my psychiatrist decided (without consulting me or my therapist) that because my meds haven’t changed recently (they absolutely have), i can just get all of my psych meds (including adderall) through my PCP….which i don’t technically have. i’m so frustrated because my nightmares have been so bad for years and they’re only getting worse and every med i’ve tried for PTSD nightmares is either bad for my physical health or doesn’t work at all and that’s really not something that i necessarily trust a pcp with??? it’s just not necessarily in their scope and i’ve had too many prescribers fuck up my brain and body by recklessly putting me on different psych meds without proper knowledge or research.

i’m just so frustrated and i’m so miserable right now i wish i didn’t have to do this for the rest of my life. and the fact that EDS literally just gets worse with age like? i don’t think i CAN do this for the rest of my life it’s just an endless cycle

sorry for complaining and ranting so much nobody is even gonna read this and that’s okay i just needed to get it off my chest

#i’m so so so so so tired #all i wanted to do today was be productive and go to this thing #and i woke up at 6 am sick #got a cute three hours of sleep and am in too much pain to sleep now #and i have to be at the hospital at 7 am tomorrow #not snz #sorry ignore this just rantinf #cw mental health #cw medical stuff #sorry idk how to tag it #i literally showed up to my last appointment with my psychiatrist and he said “’well i’ll probably never see u again bc this is our last se’ #SINCE WHEN #like you could’ve fucking told me so i could make other plans #whatever #i shouldn’t be surprised anymore

[be-the-glenn-to-my-maggie]

Jake sullys top Spotify artists every year are beyonce and ed sheeran don't ask me how I know

I’m continuously impressed by this fandom and how chill y'all are. I really thought I’d get out of my midterm to some hate anons but instead, THE FUNNIEST SHIT IN THE WORLD. You all are truly gems.

You are so right and yet wrong at the same time. He is a classic 80's rock man, but he also only knows two pop artists, one male one female. Heres another thing my dad does that Jake Sully also does (theres a second of that post in the works), every single time the radio is on in the car and any pop song plays at all he says "Is this Beyonce?" or "Is this Ed Sheeran?"

*That's What I Want starts playing* Jake: oh my god, this is Ed Sheeran!

Lo'ak: holy fuck.

Neteyam: NO.

Jake Sully also, and this might be controversial, likes Broadway musicals. Catch him, Tuk, Kiri, and Spider at every opening night of every show near them. Tuk and Jake's favorite musical is Six, thank you. Tuk likes the costumes, Jake likes when they make little jokes that are his dumbass sense of humor.

Bonus, here is my gcs reactions to this ask:

#maybe i've just been in toxic fandoms before hmm?? #but that random blocking really surprised me it came out of no where #don't think i haven't noticed person i had a disagreement with in the comments that u still follow and like all my stuff #i fucking love you #obsessed with you #my dads two pop artists are lorde and pitbull if you were wondering #jake sully #lo'ak sully #neteyam sully #tuktirey sully #kiri sully #spider socorro #miles spider soccoro #human au sullys shit #sully family #avatar #avatar the way of water #james cameron avatar #melissa og #melissa on avatar (cameron) #we are mindmelding get in

[simcardiac-arrested]

#i wouldnt usually care about stuff like this. but every month or so i get two or three asks like this and i just got one earlier today #and look. i’m not saying u can’t hate ns or dislike them. feel free to send me asks that are like ‘ns you are stupid and you suck and i hate #you’ he IS stupid and he DOES suck and he is quite hateable. that’s fine #it’s just when you start sending me wholeass paragraphs explaining every single detail you hate about ns and how they deserve a slow and #painful death that i think two things: 1. you are finite waves reincarnated 2. you are weird! and strange even! #what are you on about! ns absolutely does NOT deserve a slow and painful death! and you absolutely do Not have to be so hostile and #aggressive towards them as a character! like Please relax. we serve bullshit here sir #most anti-ns asks i get are funny and are light hearted because it’s just people messing with ns on purpose or mocking him and making him #mad because he easily gets mad and it’s funny. Like those asks are fine. it’s another deal entirely when you send me this detailed and— #honestly—really mean message. I guess i am not surprised considering how similar ns and pebbles are in terms of personality #(and circumstances somewhat) and we all know how the fandom treats pebbles. even worse than ns. but yeah anyway #they are not an irredeemable unforgivable monster and they do not deserve to die. Hope this helps #to me even calling them a Bad Person is kind of a stretch. let alone the shit some of you are saying about them #we have to get normal about mentally ill and traumatized and autistic characters gang! #crammerposting #i also do not appreciate when people insuniate that ns is stupid for overworking himself and damaging his structure and so on and so forth #yes it is his fault but that didn’t mean he deserved what he had coming to him or anything like that. be nice to him

[bugdogg]

They have a rough night but it ends on them getting Mcdonald's at like 11 pm, i dont have time to draw that though. Here's a comic i made really fast idk why but i felt like drawing these two.

Todomatsu really doesn't trust Mizuki and their relationship is more as coworkers than friends but they don't work together, Zuki just likes going to mixers and parties with Todo to help him out.

Neither can tell when the other is being genuine and both are very hesitant of eachother, so this is one of the rare moments where they would actually hangout 1-on-1 together. Also i wasn't sure what expression to give Todo on the last panel so idk how he's really reacting myself, he says yes though.

edit: i added color and shading because i felt it was too empty, also cause i like shading

#hey look a messy comic #not very common from me these past couple months #i cant believe i did this in like 3 hours #im happy with it just being a sketch because i just wanna get the point across it doesnt have to be all pretty #my sketching wsnt too messy either which surprised me #u can maybe tell which was the first drawing #anyway its bedtime i gotta do job stuff tomorrow morning at 9 & its 2 #todomatsu #oc #my art

[gncrezan]

testing out how different the pen pressure is on the new laptop w/ @asphodelgame <3

#yes its time i apologise to the pagans again!!! sorry everyone #my art #persephone #hermes #fields of asphodel #asphodelgame #foa #using the tablet on a new laptop is crazy my tablet has never responded like this . i wanna practice LOL #somehow i was surprised that using a laptop that was 7yrs old and screamed every time it opened photoshop didnt perform well . #but i am also here. testing this all out . and im always constantly in a foa mood cause i got attached to seph after a character study #so here i am <3 i think rezan next . or D and X cause what i've seen from the update i just adored how annoying they are #i also need to draw stuff for wts cause i had it all sketched on my old laptop.... #also done very quickly so excuse the mistakes on this im just having the time of my life getting my tablet to RESPOND!!!! #i also need to draw live cthonic reaction cause the idea of people around seph n hermes being like ohhhh okay. they dont know anything #**chthonic SORRY i cannot spell or think rn #ive sketched live pyri reaction before anyway i think we should get the whole gang into it #is just so funny . TO ME ONLY MAYBE . but its so funny #ive also been meaning to draw all the foa cast as quick busts cause i need to beat sameface off with a stick but just havent gotten around.. #ok enough of the tag wall . thakn u for coming to the ted talk

[kirbyliker12]

redraw from 4 years ago..sneef...and other witchs house things because i recently reread the 9 chapter manga and had the most agonizing experience (would def recommend) contentwarnings in tags....ehehe

#kirbyliker12art #the witch's house #ok so theres parental neglect and psychological abuse uhh a handful of killing and some body horror #theres so much psychological torment i know i said this but i cant stress this enough this will Absolutely Ruin You #the witchs house is about the corruption of an innocent wish after being used by another and punishment never being delt #theres a shit ton of unreliable narration and reading between the lines and reoccurring symbols and other insane stuff #ive genuinely never seen a character get written in such an unlikeable way but in a very slightly pitiful way(and 100% being intentional) #theres also the light novel this was based on (The Diary Of Ellen) n theres some small details and symbolism exclusive to that #like. ok i cant really say it here i dont wanna spoil but thats why its better to read it after the manga #u can notice all the details not present in the manga and think abt all da implications #however said body horror is elaborated on in a more detailed way and since its text u cant really skip past that as easily #u can prob pirate the manga if im bein honest and theres a fan translation link for the light novel on the wiki page at the bottom #why is this so weirdly well written its the prequel to an rpgmaker game .u guys know what witchs house rpg is right..u better #u dont have to know what happens in the game before reading i think its more intense that way (the game is more surprising though)

[mumblesplash]

getting better at drawing when you’re not trying for realism is kinda funny bc it’s like wow now my art looks even MORE like the exact midpoint between old-school disney and late 2010s anime. i didn’t think it was possible and yet i’ve done it again. inspiring

#and soon? even More. #there’s also the additional layer of not being able to explain what about my art is better than it used to be #like idk what to tell u it’s just better now. all my old stuff is crap compared to this. leaps and bounds #source: dude trust me #tbh i think my artistic abilities probably seem much more consistent from an outside pov #bc i never want to draw anything i can’t draw #like if i TRIED to draw that cuteguy stoplight drawing a few months ago it would have looked terrible #but i wouldn’t have tried bc i wouldn’t have wanted to bc i couldn’t you see #that’s the thing about art it never feels any easier #if you start out frustrated by your skill falling short of your vision guess what #your vision will continue to improve as you gain skill and that frustration never goes away #but it also never feels any harder #my first experience with drawing was being pleasantly surprised to find my skill slightly exceeded my aspirations #(i was 3 and my aspirations were draw a duck) #and you know what. to this day the pleasant surprise remains #what i’m saying is dream small stay in your comfort zone and do not strive for great things #cannot recommend complacency enough #this isn’t sports you don’t get gains through effort you get gains and then the effort happens on accident #don’t listen to me i probably don’t know what i’m talking about #but i AM having more fun drawing than you so maybe i’m onto something #impossible to say #i’m certainly not smart enough to figure that out i’m an idiot have you seen the kind of advice i give #mumbling

[spaciebabie]

I don’t think I’ll be on this platform anymore, at least for now, due to everything that’s happening. I’d just like to keep away from it and supporting it at all. See you later, maybe.

-heartbeat anon

i understand heartbeat!! safe travels wherever you find yourself!! thank you for sticking around <3333

#putting this in the tags so it doesnt feel like im trying 2 change your mind! #i am definitely not! but what people hafta realize is that every single internet platform is either in support of or silent on israel #on every platform posts are being suppressed. its not just here i assure you #the only way ta....not support ANY large internet platform is just ta not use the internet at all unfortunately #im surprised that so many people were surprised at the news of tumblr's ceo? all ceos suck DICK #people are treating tumblr as if its a unique case and it is definitely NOT LMAO #im happy people feel so passionate about this!! but also ppl are jumping ship 2 twitter and twitters ceo is....from what im hearing #also terrible in this situation?? #im afraid almost everywhere on the internet is a similar story. #also....the only way you're really supporting tumblr is if you buy stuff from them #my blog doesnt generate them any profit im not sure where people are hearing this from- #but again. even if it did its the same situation other major platforms are in #that doesnt mean you shouldnt be upset though! continue ta put your best efforts where you can!! #spacie splains #anybeans #heartbeat anon we may never see each other again but i want u ta know that your writing has touched me as well as a lot of people <333 #ill always treasure what you gifted me!! #never gonna forget you fr fr #stay safe!! have a good one :>

[ozlices]

roots of pacha peak game for saying poly rights in the base game & not making u mod out any penalty

#mine #roots of pacha #we unioned w garrek in this playthrough but we're rly proud of how things have gone in it #so we want it to be our big main save file w most/all achievements & such #& we were v pleasantly surprised characters acknowledge the union & don't invalidate it & you can still date them anyway #so many games just penalize u for this stuff it's nice to FINALLY have a game that doesnt #also shoutout to the bat bc we're playing as the bear's oc rn & the bat is like 'next playthrough is mine so i can hold all hands' lol