I found a person
I know it would sound weird if I actually told you that
You would've think "what am I supposed to do? Be happy?"
And I would say "yes, be happy" because that would not mean that I moved on
But I keep our memories close to my heart and I learn from them
I learned and I know that kisses are not always bittersweet
That hugs are not always a goodbye
That my mental health is not a burden
I learned a lot of things
I'm just sad you're not here to see them
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The fact that I've been trying to lose 20 kilos since 2020 and still haven't succeeded tells so much about me
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i'm not blaming anyone because there's literally no way you could know but whenever people say "i'm shocked you aren't already a fan of/aware of this pop culture thing" it always makes me a bit sad because. yeah i guess i probably would have been if i'd been allowed to have interests and casual hobbies that weren't constantly scrutinized and only deemed acceptable if they contributed towards my future academic development as a kid. maybe if i'd been allowed to use a computer or phone without my parents constantly breathing down my neck about what i was using them for and punishing me and further restricting my access to the internet if they caught me seeking out any kind of social or recreational interaction there that wasn't pre-approved and regularly checked to ensure i wasn't saying or doing anything that didn't suit their traditional conservative nuclear family sensibilities (or just, like, having fun in a way they couldn't understand tbh). maybe i would have been able to just like. enjoy things. maybe i would have had friends.
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"Fuck it we ball"
-Cale when everything goes south, probablly
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They way I used to hug my parents when I was crying turned into lonely sipping tea while tears are silently streaming down my face
The way I used to pinch myself to make sure I'm awake turned into cutt!ng myself at night to wake me up from nightmare we call life
The way I used to run without loosing my breath turned into heaving after a few steps because I couldn't say no to another cigarette
The way I used to live my full life and now I can barely smile
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I’m not crying YOU’RE Crying fkdkdkdkdk
New event is Kid!Sano Siblings and Kid!Baji??!?!!?
NOT THE CAT COOKIES!!!!!!! THIS IS TOO CUTE!!!! SHIN!! MIKEY!! EMMA!!
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