#i know im posting a lot of ooc posts

[tinynerdycthulu]

i keep thinking that qijiu cant hurt me anymore and then i go on this godforsaken hellsite. why do we cause each other pain like this.

#im sorry do you have to think up the most depressing take ever and then post it???? #where *I* can see it and think about it??? #i think about them a lot. i think about them too much. #more happy fluffy qijiu please #yes i know its ooc for them anytime post-qius #i hate yall *unblackens your shen jiu* #qijiu #mtxt #svsss #og!shen qingqiu #yue qingyuan

[magioffire]

ngl something that has been bugging me lately is the unspoken expectation that we, as roleplayers, must divide our energy and free time equally amongst everyone we interact with. this is just not realistic to expect of people. people are going to have favored rp partners. its completely normal and healthy for people to spend more energy and time on people they have fostered a close ooc relationship with. its super weird to shame people for consistently interacting with their friends on this hellsite. i know it can suck feeling like youre being left out of an experience, but trust me, you cannot artificially recreate that. not only does it take chemistry that sometimes people do not have ooc (doesnt mean we dont get along or arent compatible, just some people are *more* compatible with us) but it also takes work. time. the people we roleplay with on a consistent basis are often our best friends whom we talk to on a weekly if not daily basis. its something that is fostered through mutual understanding, expectations, preferences, and taste. like. its okay to have friends guys, its okay to put priority on your friends and favorite rp partners. it doesnt mean youre in a clique or 'neglecting' your other rp partners. and honestly reacting with jealousy and anonymous hostility towards people who are just trying to roleplay with eachother is super shady and petty behavior. such an 'FOMO' attitude will not earn you any level of friendship with anyone if you come at people with the expectation that their time and energy is some kind of thing you are entitled to, and not something that is at a premium for most people.

#like....if you lack that kind of friendship or closeness with anyone on this site and youre reacting with hostility and concern trolling #when you see people enjoying themselves #then that might be apart of the reason why youre not able to foster the same kind of roleplay relationships #sorry i had to get this off my chest because of certain anons that have been sent around to my roleplay partner #the jealousy and insecurity is....concerning to say the least. #i think i can speak for a lot of us when i say that i try my best to include everyone #give everyone a chance #but ultimately this is my space to have fun and im gonna work on what appeals to me most in the moment #and you know what if i just wanna roleplay with one or two of my friends for two weeks straight??? who cares??? #if my friends wanna do that (even if its with someone besides me) they can do that!! #like damn some people have very unhealthy expectations for roleplay #ooc. #rant cw #long post cw #also this isnt the first time something like this has happened. #recently.

[badlydrawnbeastcookies]

*SLAMS THROUGH YOUR DOOR*

SHADOWMILKCOSPLAY SHOWMERIGHTNOWHOLYSHIT/pos

i dont have anything to show just yet! we're still in the planning stages right now, and are going out to buy fabric on friday

but i found pattern for the right kind of shirt, as well as a jester hat (only two tailed unfortunately since i couldnt find a long three tailed one), and now i just have to worry about the diamonds on the shirt and pants. for the hat and cape, we're gonna sew felt eyes onto it. i know in universe it isnt a hat but it's gonna have to be a hat for me.

only thing im worried about now is the hair, since it's two different colors. but i think ill just have one color since im a beginner cosplayer.

the soul jam is gonna be complicated because im either making it out of model magic or worbla but ill have to attach it to the collar. which probably wont stay on well

but that's my plan! excited to put it into action

ill post updates on my cr blog, @shadow-milk-cookie

#i dont know how to sew so i owe my friend a lot #the con im going to is the philly fan expo in may #i dont mind saying it bc i live pretty far from it #so if youre going there just look for shadow milk. thatll be me (probably) #there might be another who knows #ooc post tag

[mumpsetc]

I, Like Every Brony in the Modern Day It Seems, Really Like Vylet Pony But IMO Her Work Lacks That Same Punch Shit Like Cats Millionaire or SGaP Had. It's Not That Its More Fandom Based, Plenty of SGaP and Cats Millie Was That Too But It Just Feels More Disconnected From the Characters AND Specific Fandom Interpretations, It's Too General to Really Hook Me the Same Way

#Like OK What About Fluttershy Makes You Interpret Her as a Scene Kid Gir Hoodie Pony? Why are Maud and Derpy in Love? #Why is Pinkie Specifically the Lesbian Pony W/ a Chainsaw? (I Know The Answer to This One Im Just Whining) #Antonymph Esp Bothers Me in a Stupid Way. DGMW I Do Love the Song a Lot But Its Too GENERAL to Be Narrowed in on Fluttershy #And I Get It Isnt Technically About Her Its About Me the Listener But Its a Hurdle I Cant Just Easily Jump! #I Do Need to Listen to More Ive Only Listened to Cutiemarks and the Things That Bind Us and Tales From Equestria #Ive Heard Great Things About Carousel #And I Do Think Cutiemarks is a Good Ass Album I Do Love the Titletrack and Think the Exploration of Cutiemarks as a Concept in That Album #Are Really Good #I Just Love Pony Music When It Feels Like an Encapsulation of the Character or Concept and VP Just Feels Too Disconnected for That to Me #I Will Say Though the Production on Her Work is a Lot Easier to Just Toss On and Listen To. When I Got Sgap or Cats Millie On I Am in a MOD #And VP I Can Enjoy Basically Anytime So Her Accessibility is Definintely a Bonus Too #IDK Dont Listen to Me Im Just Somepony With Too Many Opinions on This. Sgap Was My Third Most Listened to Artist According to Spotify #Anyways if Antonymph Was Gonna Be a General Anti-Cringe Song It Shouldve Used a BG Pony and If It Was Gonna Be a Character Song #It Shouldve Been About Twilight #Also Rarity is Really OOC in Cutiemarks I Do Not Like Syndicate and Nonexistant Meet Cute is Good But #BUT... #Eh Whatever The Tags are Like Triple the Fuckin Post #Dreamy.txt

[gamethecry]

#jeez. i wont say much there's a lot of emotions behind this for me for numerous numerous reasons that i won't get into too too much #so i put it in the tags how i feel in this moment of clarity yet also somber #i am going to miss matpat in ways i do not believe i can express in words and i know that sounds like a lot to put into some guy #some guy on youtube no less; but he has helped with through so so much turmoil and sadness that would not have been pushed through #had it not been for him and the way he is genuine and kind to his fanbase #im sad ill never have met him in person; he is by far one of my favorite creators from my wee ages to now and a huge inspo to me to do what #i love and not want works; but to strive to be a better person and to make a difference where i stand. #this blog means a lot to me and is in my own way my little child that i was sad to part with time and time again #i think this is my sign to mayhaps retire this blog fully; but who knows! i wanted to post something funny and acknowledge this was happeni #because it honestly hit really hard all of a sudden #sorry for rambling and thank you if you read all of this! #▇ 🌟┊🎮 ❝ isucc ❞ 🎮┊🌟 ▇ (isaac murmurs) #▇ 🌟┊🎮 ❝ just an adoring fan ❞ 🎮┊🌟 ▇ (ooc tag)

[vekovoysoldat-moved]

PSA. just a heads up , this is gonna be a difficult week for me so i may be quiet ooc wise , and ic wise ( altho sometimes i might be easier for me to write then talk ooc so if you see me on the dash writing / posting about bucky or tony , thats why ). just posting this preemptively bc i know my brain is already starting to feel a bit brr!

#i always get anxious posting these bc i know i post about my brain a lot #just to be open with everyone so they know why im quiet etc #and i worry thats annoying but i also worry if i say nothing it looks like im ignoring people ghjkl #mental illness cw #( ooc // boy meets world : sasha )

[dragetunge]

If I were to join the D. isney RPC. It be between

Wart (arthur)

or Figment

#🔥▓◤out of dragon nip: ooc post◥ #figment would be fun because he's the incarnate of imagination #but arthur because sword in the stone is my fave didney movie #//a lot of people dont know figment because he is originally a park created character #//but i love my little guy so much #//and im not biased because that was the ride i worked at

[dangaer]

welcome to my ob.ey me rp blog

#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc. #this is funnier when ppl remember i had one of those--- DHFJDSKJDFHDS #genuinely? its mainly bc the last starter call i did was for my ob.ey me muses so alot of my drafts are from that #ill make another sc one day ... in 2024 most likely--- #i have one inbox call to post before the year is up and we all know what hat is! (finishing off my starters on truethes first and then it #shall be ... ) #a lot of my drafts im posting are obm #but .. youll be surprised how many arent. theres def a few coming up. watch this space as they say--- FGHDSJDHSJ

[colecassiidy]

Things to write abt later,,,

Relationship with Winter. Dealing with Exposure. Juxtaposition with Summer and Its Exposure.

His Mother, with some culling from the tags of previous posts.

Finish up explaining his first fucked up experience of stabbing a man in the face w a slaughtered beer bottle

#Ooc;; mun barks #//to be deleted; #But also idk going back to. Cole being surrounded by death. #Saw a video of a fuck ton of elk dead in a line bc they froze to death in the snow n im like #Yea thats the sorta shit he's just Seen as a kid on top of perpetual gang violence #Sometimes i see fics where theyre like omg cole's never seen snow n idk u ever just #Think abt how texas fckin shuts down bc they cant handle ice bc their infastructure isnt prepped for it #That said summer n heat stroke has its own set of shit to deal with- #Blah i still need to write abt how his memory's shit - but thats a simple short post. He has #A lot of head trauma- #Which also contributes to how he does not enjoy his face being held #It's not to the point of being a liable disability - but he will Forget Things #He doesnt know its the head trauma :skull: #Comorbodity w how he just sorta loiters n exists in the ever present so its just a Thing - not srs or bad but just a part of him

[bravevolunteer]

idk when i made my movie verse i was trying to keep it as unobtrusive as possible since everything was so fresh but man….. thinking about all the mike afton theories where he wasn’t necessarily too young to remember anything related to that but his “memories” are just so unreliable due to trauma

#been seeing a LOT of talk about it which is also something i considered as a possibility pre movie and MAN #mike who sure could just be constantly dissociating about his past #yea his brother who was uhhh taken in [tv static] vague woods location and his parents named uh [more tv static] who were just like #families in old commercials and certainly not with any familiarity with a Certain Restaurant- #you have got to admit. That Is So Fucking FNAF. That's So Novel Charlie Core. IM JUST SAYING...... #and of course this could also be used as an explanation for the emily theory and why he just has zero memories of fazbear #BUT... you know. This Is A Michael Afton Blog DJSFHGDFSJ #unfortunately a very difficult idea to work with BECAUSE if the dreams are entirely unreliable that would leave Everything up in the air #but hooo boy it's a concept. canon who he has literally been my oc this whole time what if- #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc #and of course i still don't want to be too obtrusive like there is POTENTIAL for his dynamic with vanessa here oh god! #as for abby and garrett who knows i don't it's not like this is a coherent post anyway-

[mostmagicals]

#( ooc. ) #( tbd. ) #( bc i wanna do softblock/unfollowing spree again and i’ve noticed i haven’t interacted with a lot of moots. ) #( please don’t take this as an intent of pressuring you to write with me right away. ) #( bc lately i posted some calls for eirian and dynamics call and at least five people both liked the post. ) #( i also posted an interest tracker and interactions guide on my pinned. ) #( and only three people have filled it out. ) #( i wanna know if there’s something i can work on. ) #( although i owe some things. ) #( i know i’ve been slow on IMs too so bear with me guys. )

[piningprecussionist]

literally my favorite blog on tumblr. Ur perfect at being Kim Pine and I love the little notes it the tags :3

(^ this is me at you rn)

Thank you so much <333 it seriously means the world to me that people love/like my Kim stuff. AND to know that some of yall actually read my silly little notes

I try to keep her as in character as I can, and I feel I have been largely successful, for the most part. I feel like she comes fairly naturally to me- I only occasionally hit snags,, but usually that's just because I'm high or something and am overcome with the desire to Maximize The Silly shfgkjshjld She's so serious though, usually. I love her <3 I love getting to be her for The People

#im never sure how many of those little notes get read but i love leaving them. little insight into my Unhinged Mind. or my day sometimes #not all of them make it into the final post- sometimes i go ''hm perhaps that is too many notes'' and remove some-- or decide they didn't + #+need to be there for whatever reason. but yeah i like leaving them for people #ooc #txt #asks #anon #im like one unhinged moment away from making ANOTHER kim blog one of these days you guys dont even know #((it would be future kim... i want to write about The Goats. I'd /j but I'm not joking. it would be a kimona blog basically sdkjfshj)) #((want to live my ''they have goats in the future'' truth and no one should be allowed to stop me)) #idk if I'll do that though. I still haven't opened the werewolf kim blog (cause yes that does exist. i've actually given a very big hint at #+the username for it here for people that have ALL the hints... but only two people know about it I think) #((as i write this actually i am. unsure if i explicitly told the second person the username for that one.... for people who didn't receive #+the hints from before or need/want a reminder- I am Genuinely Shocked it wasn't a taken username w the userbase of this site- and it's + #+also a song reference. I feel like it's findable w that :3c )) #but yeah. like i have said in the discord a couple times now: i am she and she is me. I love getting to be Kim here it's great #i love and relate to her a lot. she is deeply beloved

[darabeatha]

/ completely unrelated but I don't know why M.oriarty sparked in me a boost of writing serotonin

#;ooc #ooc #even if it was for like two days still im like nice #IN THE SENSE OF; usually i just yell about my characters but i've managed to actually write some lil stuff yesterday im shook #my love for silly pngs is big but writting wise i tend to feel blank; and the perfectionism blocks me a lot from trying too #its like; do u ever get on that cloud where ur thinking is this even entertaining to read? does it make sense? and then u just never post i #i've just been having fun and going ;¨yeah im not going to limit myself #its funny bc i dont even relate to him in any way as far as im aware nor do i know him since a looong time like #d.antes or a.rju #and on the contrary; he should feel more intimidating to write bc: smart character #but he is just sitting there #and somehow it made me unblock my mind to write other muses here too; #very curious thing #i havent even read a single sherlock holmes book; at least not finished

[tomwambsgans]

tbh the way some of yall talk about tomgreg makes it seem like yall don't have any clue what gay male attraction is

#which is to say that a lot of yall see it as like. Concepts #which isnt bad especially if ypure not personally attracted to men at all #its just like. idk its insane to me personally #the way that theres little to no content of actual SUBSTANCE #of toms attraction to greg or vice versa in almost any tomgreg content #like its just a sense of tom has an emotional attachment and therefore hes lustful #and only the totally ooc greg content seems to include him actually favoring #any given part of tom #like yall know that gay men think about each others bodies right lol #idk im just really dying to see takes about these gay guys #from other ppl who are gay guys irl lol #like is it fr just me and a bunch of lesbians who are making posts about them #which isnt to say anything bad about lesbians im just lonely #like who else actually relates here instead of spectates #idk how to say it without risking sounding bad #which is why im not putting any main tags on here also #anyway. i guess what im saying is that they go crazy over each others bodies #and faces #and yeah thats it #mine #you can rb if you want idc #actually i do in fact c bc if you wanna then it lets me know #that im not just talking to a void

[stillcominback]

𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝐔𝐏𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄: so, i'm actually in the process of moving with my parents back home to california [ hopefully be outta texas by the end of august ... no concrete dates yet, but the ball is definitely moving adkfldsf ]! i have talked to my manager at work about it because i'd like to keep my job / work remote [ which is ... possible, but with the owner it's not a sure thing unfortunately cause he's just .... yeah ]

so!! it's just been very stressful right now with the uncertainty / potential even if it's a tiny chance that i'll be out of a job that i've been grinding and growing at for nearly 11 years -- AND IT LOOKS like my boss and i are gonna have 'the chat' with the owner maybe in the next couple of weeks so i'm ... on edge y'know!

and on top of all that: i'm being made to move out of my cubicle [ for about the 5th time in the last few years ] so that a new person on our team can have it ... i'll have less privacy at my new desk and just ... it's gonna be a time so, i may not have as much time to take 'breaks' in tumblr or my drafts or whatever like i usually have had. so!! as slow as i am, stuff on my blogs [ writing-wise in particular ] is gonna majorly slow down maybe until we're all moved?? i'm not 100% sure tbh!

i appreciate everyone's patience and kindness as always!! it's just been a tough time over here, but stay tuned! ❤️ ❤️

#also: on my salary i can't afford to live here on my own so moving with my parents it just the most responsible thing to do??? #that and texas is like a legit nightmare rn and i think a move would just be better for my mental health overall #but please keep coming at me in my ic wires and on discord (or IMs here) to chat / plot #also i love writing on discord as well!! #honestly getting to chat with you guys and plot things out etc really helps me while my brain is a such a mess so it means a lot! #just cause my current drafts / replies may take me longer than i'd like rn please know i'm SO EXCITED to have time to write them! #so yeah kjsadhfdags #life's life-ing rn and just any bits of joy distraction or whatever i can get i will take! #i was just sad cause i have so many good drafts rn and wanna write them but i just simply caNNOT rn *cries* #00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )

[uncle-dusknoir]

// general plotting/upcoming arc talk in the tags

#ooc post #between thyme and space #i know it's not really something that I've talked about a lot but i would genuinely love to connect Basil more with other characters here #she has a very large family and has traveled a lot; it's not outside of the realm of possibility she'd have some odd connections #rotumblr is a very different beast to the discord roleplay that I'm used to #so I'm not sure if there's a better way to plot out stuff like this #but i am in the 18+ Pokeblr server as well as the ex-team calm raid planning one lol #i love you characters i love you interactjng with other people's characters #this feels incoherent lol #also id have to double check if im allowed but i would be down to invite people to the ex team calm server #we changed it into more of a chill thing #also. if anyone wants to be involved in the between thyme and space arc that would be fun :> #basilblogging