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#i know i prommied i do as much as i could but still. sorry the number i can do is so low TT_TT
munch-mumbles · 4 months
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kj post five hundred thousand lamenting the loss of my passion for drawing because its starting to feel like its never coming back
#it shouldnt feel like a chore! i miss when it was fun!!!!#as much as i try not to care about my art posts flopping because i know attention shouldnt be my motivator for drawing#it does still make me a little sad so now my brain struggles to want to create anything#like i WANT to create desperately desperately but i sit down to draw and just want to go to bed#the tiredness has been permeating my life ive become extremely socially isolated#which loops around to making me even more bored because im just in my own head all day and theres not even anything in here#my attention span has degraded to the point that i literally have to force myself to try and think about my own ocs most of the time#which doesnt even work because within two seconds i get distracted by being frustrated i have to force it#gruhhhhh . grouhhhh#i miss when mlad was fresh and it was so fun and exciting and fulfilling to work on it#now even though i still love it and want to work on it it just keeps slipping between my fingers#GRUHHH. i want to draw i want to write i want to talk to people but i Cant#i need to join another server or something because after my last Really bad mental period i isolated myself a lot lot lot. and ive been too#scared to go back to my old spot and now i very rarely talk to more than one person a day (excluding work)#im lonely and im too exhausted to be interesting enough to fix it!#im pretty sure 80% of my problems could be fixed with like. adhd medication#but im too tired and lazy and tired to start the road to getting it#sorry i keep coming back to append on more tags but last thought i prommy. i just miss when things could actually hold my attention#i miss having the motivation to do minicomics for lore drops i miss being so excited about aus with friends i would do multiple sketches a#day i miss being so gripped by individual scenes between characters i would take the time to write a multi page minific about it#why cant my brain HOLD ANYTHING ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#JUST PAY ATTENTION :(#i need a new hyperfixation or im going to do something drastic.
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n0ct0urn1quet · 2 years
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pov talking shit abt my sister in vc when my door is ever so slightly open and she probably heard me so now im all embarrassed to go out into the living room out of fear that she'll be like "so what were u talking about in there"
#i want to move out so bad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it here#peppr i kno ur gonna b online in 2 seconds i am having thoughts and i WILL make a gaypos in a second im just ohgh. OUghhg!#thers a lot of things i did not say in the vc but only because if i said too much my sister 100% woulda came i n n said something but'#anyways i just . oh i am so frustrated. its not kyle he isnt doing anything its just theres people in my House at all Times Now#and after living on our own for over a year my mom n i were used to it just being me n her and me being home alone all the time#but now theres people here and its genuinely fuicking with my mental state!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#its stressful. its just very very stressful#genuinely i kind of want to come n visit u just for a chance to get out of the hosue i Never Leave The House Anymore Ever#but like kitty seems to be doing . better. kitten's still a bitch n he hisses at kitty a lot but kitty seems to be doing alrite which#makes me feel moer comfy about coming to potentially see u sometime but idk it all depends on my mom and....#its. expensive! we may not be able to rly afford it honestly. but my moms making plans t go visit my brother like This Week so idk#maybe something could work out . but idk man#my mom has been moody late ly bc of rob and also because of russ (shes talking to him aain. i dont know why but i can tell that he#has a completely negative affect on her so idk why she's still trying to fucking make things work out. bc its not gonna fucking work out)#but its just . yeah. moms in a bad mood all the time and i dont think shes' gotten more than like3 hours of sleep a night so. great!#thank you robynne for making us go practically fucking broke i hope you move out soon but i fully expect you to be here til next summer.#fucking grow up lmao#anyways! sure hope she doesnt see this but if she does like the last vent i made about her on my other tumblr a few years back : sorry !#anyways im gonna gaypos now <3 i prommy im in a good mood rn i am just . oh she is just frustrating i want to move out SO bad
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bogos-bint3d · 2 months
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Considering Yellow just came out, I'm curious how you interpret Justice!
YEAH IM FINALLY GONNA ANSWER THIS ASK FROM ALMOST TWO MONTHS AGO BECAUSE IM FEELING GOOD
Ok so I don't really know how to start so to get things going I'll begin with some pictures of them
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I have to say, they give me SO many feelings. I originally started work on them long before I even knew what undertale yellow was. My first attempts at drawing them (which you can see in the top left that were used for reference) were done back in June, but I was planning things for them several months before.
I remember them actually being pretty much the very first fallen human who I felt motivated to make something with, because I saw a comic of someone's own interpretation of them. I noticed how in that comic, they went to Mount Ebott intentionally, for the other humans or something, and that was sort of the beginning of my inspiration, but I felt like I could do more with it. So, starting off with that I kinda built on it. I wanted to do something different from what I'd seen before, where they wanted to get justice on the monsters FOR hurting the humans. I remember someone saying something along the lines of them thinking justice was a little bitch, which of course was a valid interpretation, and that's what made me sorta go in a different direction.
For me, I saw justice as someone who would've wanted justice for the MONSTERS, from the very start. They were the kind of person who didn't really believe the legend of humans and monsters, but of course knew Mount Ebott was a very dangerous place. And, yknow, believed monsters were just a legend, they loved to think about the fact that if monsters WERE real, they were probably trapped unfairly. Think about Chara for example. Though they were human themself, they still hated humanity, and felt connected to the monsters. They wanted the monsters to be free and to go against the humans. I imagine justice to have been something like that. Not as much hatred for humans as Chara maybe, but still knowing of all the bad that humans had done, and, being an edgy teen, felt genius for the concept that this ""old """"silly"""" legend"" would probably have been biased in favour of the humans. (which they were actually right about. Good for them 👍🏾)
Am I explaining this correctly? I'm not sure if I am lol
So anyways, yes my justice interpretation very much did not want justice on the monsters once they discovered the legend was true, but rather was very much on the side of monsters getting justice on the humans.
Let's see, what else is there... Ah so as I was explaining before, seeing that comic also sparked the idea for me that they went there looking for someone. They'd usually never even get near to Ebott, however, they end up having to. Ok this part is like it's own separate infodump so like take a breath. So this all ties in to one of my other fallen soul interpretations, integrity. I won't get too into them right now because that is like a WHOLE OTHER CONVERSATION, so for now I am going with the BARE ESSENTIALS. Justice went there specifically to go look for integrity, because in my little interpretation thing, they're siblings. I'll show some quick things about them then straight back to Justice I prommy
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Their name is Leo (I don't have a name for justice yet I'm so sorry Leo is like the only human I've named so far), and ended up on Ebott after a stupid dare by the rest of their ballet class. So anyways after justice finds Leo is like. No where at all. They have to go on over to Leo's dance class cause that's the last place they'd been and ask around the other kids to find out where their 10 year old sibling was because they'd been FUCKING MISSING FOR LIKE SEVERAL HOURS only to find out the other kids left them on MOUNT FUCKING EBOTT, where multiple other children have all DISAPPEARED upon going there. So now justice gotta go to death mountain to find their lost sibling no big deal
I feel much more nervous about talking about my fallen soul interpretations now than I would've, like, four months ago, simply because the presence of uty has had such a grip on the fandom that people have kind of accepted it as canon. I think it's actually a really stupid and petty thing to mad/sad about, because a lot of effort was out into it, and I'm sure it's very very good, but I just, well I guess we all just whish we were the best, right? I'm scared yellow will completely overshadow any other existing interpretations, and people love it so much, they won't care about my own. I REALLY hate myself for this, and I just want to say I think you should all keep loving yellow! It seems really good! This is just my own dumb fear shining through haha
But anyways, enough of that! I'll explain more about the souls another time because if I keep going on right now I might become physically incomprehensible. There is so much more about justice that I'll dump on you all another time, trust me, I just hope you all like what I've got so far ❤️ thanks :)
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madnessreruns · 1 year
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Ok so Gotham Jervis again with Fem!Reader
He pretends to be someone else in the text to his Ex because he needs information from her and is just too proud to admit it/doesn't want to see her. But she finds out and decides to fuck with him by writing "Being honest with you I'm not exactly great at the whole loyal thing. I slept with my last boyfriend's best friend while we were still dating." (She didn't do that)
So yeah, Jervis just getting paranoid about it. If he confronts her it would probably lead from fight to fuck.
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I’m so sorry..
Gotham! Jervis Tetch x Fem! Reader
Note: I didn’t make them fuck. Im very very sorry but with how it ended it wouldn’t make sense for them to do that. I’ll make a part 2 where they get it on I prommy <3
Warnings: ANGST, fighting, crying lots of crying, there is so much crying, reader forgives Jervis even thought she probably shouldn’t.
Requests: Closed
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You sat there, staring at your phone.
It was very, very very very and I mean VERY fucking obvious that it was Jervis trying to pretend to be someone else. You date someone for so long and you slowly start to realize what their speech patterns are. Sometimes it’s hard to figure out, but when it’s obvious fucking rhyming.
When you sent that text message you weren’t expecting him to take it seriously, but oh god he did. I mean who would you even fuck? His clearly gay clown buddy? His creepy non-verbal bag-headed pal? Who???
But oh god he didn’t pick up on that. If only you could have seen his face. Anger practically fuming out of his ears, his body shaking in fury.
He asked literally everybody he knew. “Did you have an affair with my previous girlfriend when we were dating?”
Ever answer he got as a no, he even hypno-d some of them to see if they were lying, of course they weren’t lying!
When he confronted you, you were so confused. He took that side comment seriously?
“Excuse my my dear, I believe I have a bone to pick with you..” his voice was low, angry.
“Jervis?” You almost laughed, he tried to be intimidating it he was practically a grumpy little kitty cat who got left out in the rain.
“Don’t laugh, this is a serious matter,” his eyebrows were scrunched, beautiful lips in a sorrow frown as he approached you. You sat down your bag, hoisting yourself up on your kitchen counter, raising an eyebrow as he stood in front of you, in all his pathetic glory.
“What’s up? What can I do for you?” You asked, leaning, forward, kicking your legs back and forth as you waited
“I would like you to explain something. Something serious,” he crossed his arms, posture tall and demanding, but you couldn’t take him seriously.
“Yeah yeah, I get it! It’s a serious matter, yadda yadda yadda just get to the point babe,” you said, getting tired of his stalling.
“Might you explain this?” He showed you a text, it read.
"Being honest with you I'm not exactly great at the whole loyal thing. I slept with my last boyfriend's best friend while we were still dating."
You snorted when you realized what this was about, giving a few chuckles and chortles.
“How’d you even get that?” You asked, gesturing to the message. He shook his head,
“Nevermind that!” He practically snapped, his face going red. “Please explain,” he practically demanded.
“Dude calm down, it was a joke. I was fucking with you,” you laughed, rolling your eyes at his inability to realize when you were joking when you found out his facade.
“I highly doubt that, why would you lie to man you don’t know, who didn’t even know we were dating,” he asked, as if he had caught you in a fib, which technically he did, but not in the way he thought he did.
“Cause I knew it was you dumbass. I was fucking with YOU,” you we’re done laughing, kinda just tired.
“How- how did you know it was me, sending you those messages?” He said, slightly bewildered.
“No one else rhymes in texts dumbass,” you rolled your eyes, “Plus why does it bother you anyways? You broke up with ME! Remember?” You didn’t wanna think about it, about that day when he broke the heartbreaking news to you, watching you fall to your knees in grief with no sympathy.
He paused, completely forgetting about that part. You rolled your eyes at him being so self-obsessed that he forgot about the anger he had brought you, the sadness, the sorrow.
Silence filled the room, he didn’t say anything, he just looked down. You couldn’t tell if he felt guilty or not, probably didn’t, it’s not like he gave a fuck about you in the first place.
“You know it blows my mind, that you can be so,” you paused, looking for the word, “Narcissistic,” you finished, flat out, making eye contact with him as you did.
“You break up with me, leave me alone, break my heart, and then the MOMENT, you think I did anything to wrong you, you come back, to taunt and to tease me, like I was the problem in that relationship,” you rose your voice as you go angrier.
“Well-,” he started, but you cut him off.
“DONT FUCKING EVEN!” You yelled, stopping him from saying anything else, he shut down, backing away slightly. “You have the audacity, to break into my home, demand I tell you this shit, and then make it ALL about you and how your the victim here!”
“I gave you EVERYTHING that I could! I gave it my all, I looked past all the FUCKED UP SHIT YOU DID IN THR PAST!” You jump off the counter, walking towards him, he backed up. He was no longer in control, he was up to your mercy. You knew he wasn’t gonna hypnotize you, he knew he was at fault here.
“What did I do that made you want to leave me? Was it another woman? A better woman? A mor perfect woman? I fucking TRIED to be the best I could,” tears flooded down your cheeks, tears of guilt filled his, he back up.
“AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE WORST PART OF IT IS?” You asked, giving him a chance to answer this time.
“I- I was the one in the- in the wrong?” His voice was meek, scared, guilty, broken. He knew he left you, he didn’t know why though, it was out of impulse. He still loved you, but he could t bring him self to admit it, that’s why he came here, cause he still loved you and you seemingly moved on.
“No..” you said, your voice had gotten softer, more gentle.
“I still love you, and I hate myself for that. Everytime I see your stupid face on tv I feel bad, I feel envious for whoever your with, because your hanging out with them and not me. I tried my hardest to pleade you, to make you happy, but NO…” your voice got soft, gentle, teary. He snapped his eyes up to yours as he listened to you speak, it felt like his heart was being beaten, and crushed in front of him. When your voice rose he flinched, pulling his arms up to block the blow he thought you were going to send. But you didn’t.
“I still love you, and it hurts cause I know you don’t love me too. Im stuck on you, while you’ve moved on,” you stopped moving, he was pressed up against the wall, you were a few feet away from him, arms by your side, tears running down your face. “I love you,”
That soft whisper, broke something in him, he didn’t know why. He threw himself on you, pulling you into a deep, tight hug, pressing his own tears into your neck.
You rested your head on his shoulder, wrapping your arms around his chest. You missed this, missed this hugs, how passionate and loving thru always were. You missed his love.
“God angel,” he cooed in your ear between sniffles and sobs, “I still love you two, please I’m so sorry, I know,” he let out a loud, broken cry, you hugged him tighter, you know you should, you should kick him out, never let him back in, but you just couldn’t. His cries broke your heart.
“I know I don’t deserve your- your forgiveness but,” he was practically shaking, “I’m so sorry…” he was broken. You were broken.
Two broken pieces of people could be put together, and create a whole one again.
“It’s, it’s alright Jervis, it’s- it’s alright..” you softly pulled back from the hug, not knowing why you were doing this. But you cupped his wet, warm cheeks into your hands, and pressed your forehead against his.
“Hey, hey baby, shhh,..” you whispered, bringing your thumbs up to wipe his tears away. “It’s alright, hey don’t cry, okay? Im here now, im right here with you, okay?”
He nodded, barely being able to breathe. All the grief of doing what he did finally hit him all at once, along with the guilt of what he did to you.
“It’s okay baby, it’s okay, I forgive you, I still love you,” you reassured him through your own tears. You leaned forward, bringing him into a soft kiss, the wet tear on his cheeks mixed with the tears in yours. His lips were quivering and his hands were shaking.
He pressed into you, pulling you into him, his entire body was shaking, he softly hiccuped into the kiss.
When you pulled away he was still shaking, but his tears slowed, you grabbed his hands, leading him into your bedroom.
“Hey, hey why don’t you stay the night, I don’t think it’s good for you to spend the light alone,” you smiled softly as he excitedly nodded. “Here, I think I still have some pajamas you left at my house once that I kinda stole,” you chuckled as you went thoughts nearby drawer, fetching out a tank-top of his and a pair of shorts.
He gave them to him, he changed right here, in front of you. Just as comfortable as he was when you two were dating.
You just removed your bra and pants, leaving you in a flowery shirt and your underwear.
When he was done he climbed into bed after you, snuggling himself under the covers. Happily smiling as he pressed his face into your soft warm chest.
“Does this mean you forgive me?” He asked softly, closing his eyes as he stared into nothing.
“Of course baby, sorry about earlier I was just, i was really angry and, I don’t know I got a bit carried away,” you apologized.
“No- not it’s fine, I deserved that..” he replied, turning his face to rest his chin on your chest, making eyes contact with you. “But- does this mean, since you still love me and I love you…” he paused, worried to ask this, “Can we try to give it another go? Like, as a couple?” He asked, shyly.
“I would love that,” you smiled, pressing a kiss to the top of his forehead, he cheekily giggled, laying his head down to the side as he closed his eyes.
“I love you, my sweet. Goodnight..” he cooed, barely above a whisper.
“I love you too baby..” you responded. You closed your eyes.
Immediately you fell into a deep, relaxing sleep. The feeling of him cuddling with you was something you needed, something you had missed so dearly.
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scover-va · 5 months
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I love your fnaf stuff so much! And I'm very sorry if you've already covered most of this, but like- any more details on Michael post-scooping? Idc whether that be how to fits in publicly (if even possibly lol), relationships he builds, his mentality, or just important events you planned for him after the scooping! Idc if it's even an AU you have, I just love how you write Michael and would love to hear more of anything! :)
cracks my fucking knuckles oh BABEY ok this is going under a read more because i know damn well this is gonna be multiple paragraphs long. Ty anon, michael afton is my favourite topic ever
Okay so, something important to note here is that even if I choose to ignore all of Dittophobia, my au still does have Sister Location occurring after FNAF 1 - Specifically late December, so like. A month after fnaf 1. It ALSO coincides with the fnaf 3 minigames that lead up to William's death. That's a longass discussion all in itself tho so I'll probably make a follow up post on that if requested
But! Post-Scoop Mike! During the time period of Ennard inhabiting his body he was essentially unconscious for the entire ordeal. Like. Yknow how majority of the ghosts are kinda lacking some level of awareness while in the suits? Yeah. Michael doesn't really remember it, but he still remembers the time passing, so it's not just. Like. Dying on the scooping room floor, then BAM! Alive on the sidewalk. It's sorta like. Yknow those movie/show/game cutscenes where everything's vague and blurry and slow-motion and the audio is funky. Like that
When he DID get his body back, for a few minutes it was sorta like. He was back to full awareness. Noticed he could see things, and that his limbs felt heavy, and that he could hear a mix of ringing and the "You won't die" line and flies buzzing around him. The sunlight felt too bright. You know when you take one of those naps that severely fucks you up, and because of that you wake up half-numb, dizzy, and disoriented? Now imagine that but a million times worse. He's in pain everywhere, his senses are readjusting, he knows he shouldn't be able to see or hear or speak but he can do those things anyway. And he can tell that despite it being a bright, sunny day, no one's coming to his aid. So he forces himself up and painfully stumbles home.
Now, well my timeline of events between SL and 3 is a bit vague, I do have the important stuff down. He gets home, and despite not having been allowed to contact his mom since late '86 (this is important and relevant guys i prommy) and having been told she was dead, he called her anyway. Long story short, one phone call later and also lots of general, messy emotional stuff, Michael. Left the state of Utah as a whole and went and lived with his mom over in California. Because of the whole being dead thing, he did kinda unfortunately sever ties with Jeremy and Henry (aka the only two living people left he even spoke to, besides William but he's a week dead by now), but like. He wasn't really sure how he could approach those situations. A guy who's lost a bunch of cognitive and motor abilities, and a man who fell into a deep depression after his daughter's death. Michael kinda saw telling them as like. I dont really have the word for it, but he saw abandonment as the better option. Figured it'd hurt them less
When it came to fitting into public, it was essentially the same as how he blends in during fnaf 6, just with MUCH darker clothes. He likely did hide away for a while, refusing to go outside, but started slowly readjusting. He didn’t make any bonds while there (unless his mom’s adoptive parents count), mostly keeping to himself. He worked, but it was always nightshift jobs where no one else would be around.
Luckily, his hygiene has gotten MUCH better! Due to being a rotten corpse, he tends to start smelling bad and being a general safety hazard rather quickly, so typically he’ll do a thorough shower in the morning, and then another quick shower at night, just to be safe. And also he wears perfume, to avoid a smell building up. Just to be safe.
About 10 years (ish. I picked a general number so I didn’t have to pinpoint exact timing) into his 30 year disappearance, his mom does unfortunately pass. Lung cancer, turns out smoking a shit ton out of grief is a bad idea. Better than the murders, probably. It was very much so a rough time for Mike, given being in and out of a hospital (bad memories from Evan’s death and Jeremy’s near-death kept him in a constant state of anxiety during this time, not to mention those events already made him plenty anxious, paranoid, and overall jumpy when in hospitals) and then the eventual death. That’s when his goal to hunt down his dad kinda went into full swing. Because, well, that last sorta tether just snapped, so now he’s far more goal oriented.
It was probably full of him following small leads. Contacting some distant relatives of his, contacting his father’s old business partners - he kinda tried to procrastinate going back to Utah (specifically Hurricane) for as long as possible. But then news about Fazbear Frights came around, and the return kiiiinda became inevitable. Because unfortunately, it was a damn good lead. Also, once again, Michael remains friendless in this time. Outside of any possible employers or the people he contacted, he hasn’t actually properly, freely spoken to anyone since his mom or grandparents. And he kinda cut ties with his grandparents out of guilt after his mom passed.
And Fazbear Frights is. Interesting! Because as he’s used to, he has to go in to meet his employer! But what he’s not used to is seeing his estranged kinda-cousin-kinda-brother whom he hasn’t seen since they were, like, 14. Aka Sammy. It’s an incredibly awkward experience all around, despite them both having somewhat similar goals. They agree to pretend not to know each other.
Work goes, well, as it pretty much does in game. Nothing special. Probably some panic and resurfacing trauma on night 2. Anyways the fire! That’s the important part!
As one would expect, Michael was quick to get out of the fire. Wasn’t exactly hard to set it - the place is old and dirty and fucking *moldy* - he just tossed a half-smoked cigarette at some loose oil or something and the bitch was ablaze.
William (slash springtrap but im just saying william for simplicity’s sake) caught him in one of the hallways. And had the fucking *audacity* to try and plead with Michael to help him out of the building. And the kicker is that if it weren’t for survival instincts kicking in and causing Michael to topple William over and crush Will’s arm with an arcade machine to keep him down long enough for a quick escape, it would’ve worked. Michael is. Uh. Very emotionally and mentally vulnerable.
A couple years pass after that, before a new Freddy’s place opens, needing someone to run it. Michael does have experience business-wise thanks to watching and learning from his dad as a kid, so it couldn’t be *that* hard, right? He applied under a fake name, got himself all disguised and whatnot, and headed in!
Michael Afton’s Emily Family Reunion Counter: 2
It did take a few minutes for the recognition to actually happen. But. Yeah it was a lil awkward. Considering Michael’s very silent and very sudden exit 32 years ago. Oh yeah also i have fnaf 6 taking place over more than just a week, stretches out from about 2025-2026. No specifics, just a general span of time. Feels more realistic to me, idk. I get the 1 week thing for gameplay/continuity reasons, but hey! This is just an au! I can do whatever shit I please!
And Iiii! Still need to actually flesh out the fnaf 6 stuff beyond my silly lil jokes. Uhh, I think majority of the stuff gets covered here? Feel free to ask further questions on anything, im more than happy to talk about it :-)
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anthyies · 8 months
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8 plz explain the disc horse to me
8. common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about
i feel like i could write an essay about this. you're so lucky you left twitter btw you don't even know the amount of times ive been like look at this stupid opinion. so.
a) i literally don't think tim and jason have any sort of relationship at all like literally. their interactions should be a) titans tower attack, but like for hilarity points. not angst points. its objectively funny that jason made an adult sized robin costume and then put on clothes over that to attack tim n its objectively funny that tim's reaction to getting beat up was like yeah im still better than you <3. b) that one time tim kicked him in the balls. and thats it. thats all. like can we please talk about tim's relationships w his other siblings . please . i'm dying
b) i mean you know and i know that fandom hates women and people of color so i'm just going to leave it at this. and science experiment: go into the cassandra cain/stephanie brown tag and see how much stuff in there is literally not related to them at all. also the background lesbianification of them like they're crazy they do not get enough credit for the. hallucinating her bringing you back from the dead twice after she died. and nobody talks about their ISSUES and PROBLEMS something about me is i love when women have issues like yeah they're sweet and they're going to kiss but also. sometimes they can poke each other's sore spots and its INTERESTING!!!! they are not simple soft and sweet background women they should be the STARS of the SHOW. literally first base martyrdom second base raising each other from the dead third base eye contact.
c) my life is soooo hard i'll text you and explain the gay people properly i prommy but you know the special kind of hell where you like the most popular gay people but like, they're popular in the wrong way nobody GETS them. this is compounded by bat favoritism... enough about tim's issues i'm going to pretend he doesn't have any if that's what it takes to talk about KON'S issues.
d) people take damian cutting tim's line too far like its ok guys. it was resolved in the comic book. like it's fine he's literally itty bitty preteen raised to murder its fine. and rr hit list arc is like uncomfortably mean and hostile to damian in narration so tbh people should be trying to make up for that not make more tim angst
e) MY.. OPINIONS ABOUT TIM'S PARENTS.. ARE VERY IN DEPTH. and i've talked about them in tags before. but i think everyone needs to learn some NUANCE!!
sorry this is FIVE fandom opinions. everyone is so wrong. it's a terrible massive game of telephone
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batteryeatery · 9 months
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Hi mosie :') I'm sorry for not frequently talking, Just had a massive breakdown over My college applications, i didn't pass and I still have no school
How are you feeling? May I request some dumbahh Denji if that's okay❤️
-mystery anon
Hehe here’s Denji after losing a bet:
“It is done!”
Your voice from down the hall sounds too excited, too upbeat, Denji thinks, for the situation at hand. Because the finished product you’re referring to is not something to be celebrated like some kind of baked good or art piece, but melted wax. Meant for none other than Denji’s hairy legs :(
You watch him scrub his palms in his eyes like he’s exhausted when you walk in the room with your wax jar, or maybe like he hopes that he’s dreaming, before whining a little when a container of glossy blue liquid is set in front of him.
“That stuff looks like it doesn’t belong near the human body. D’ya know for sure it’s not radioactive or something?”
“Of course it isn’t! People do this all the time.”
Denji releases the type of sigh that sounds like it comes from his soul, before he’s rolling up his basketball shorts and letting his back thud against the floor, face in hands.
“Geez Denji. I’m certain it won’t hurt as bad as you think it will.”
He shakes his head before shooting you a look that pleads mercy—the kind you think a patient might give their surgeon before going under. You fight back a laugh.
“I don’t believe you. But the pain’s whatever--like, T’s not even the biggest problem. I’m thinking about after—my legs are gonna look all dainty and smooth for a month!”
You give him a frown and open your mouth to cut him off but then he sits up like he just thought of something.
“‘N what if someone notices that chainsaw man’s legs have no hair?! What’ll that say about him? ‘The nation’s hero succumbs to unhealthy beauty standards’ ugh could you imagine that headline?”
You can only stare at him for a bit, unsure if laughing at his thought process would be too mean. You manage to fight back your giggle with a cough before resting a gentle hand on his shoulder.
“Baby. Nobodies gonna think you’re upholding toxic beauty standards, I promise. Let’s just get this over with, you’ll be fine.”
He nods and slowly lays back down, gripping onto the carpet beneath him like a lifeline.
You smooth a popsicle stick of hot wax over his thigh before he can protest further, and he flinches but otherwise remains complaintless. You notice his face looks a bit pale when you place the wax paper.
“Alright, on three.”
He whimpers.
“One. Two—“ you tear the strip with all your might before you can get to three.
Denji yelps louder than you’ve heard him since you scared him hiding in the closet on Halloween. Then he pants like he just ran a marathon, sitting up to survey the damage.
“Fuuuuck. Wheeew. That wasn’t so bad. Oh god I’m so red though! why’m I so red?”
“Your skin’s just a little irritated! It’s fine, look!”
You show him the strip of now-hairy wax and he frowns when he sees.
“This is. What’s the word? This is barbaric.”
You giggle and start mixing up the container with a fresh popsicle stick.
BABY I missed this but AUUGH not the college apps I’m so sorry to hear they’ve been stressful and I hope you figured out a plan that works for u!! I wish the act of attaining schooling wasn’t so unnecessarily tough >:( , I prommy it’ll all work out in the end. As for me honestly I’ve been… good :O !! Idk winter was like rlly hard this year so summer has been unbelievably refreshing. I remain terminally busy balancing work and social life and family stuff etc but Im lowkey stable rn so. Anyways It was kinda cool coming back to writing some Denji stuff after so long… I STILL LOVE HIM SO BAD UGH I LOVE HIM FOREVER. My thing w him is that he like. Deserves my loyalty yk! Like no character deserves loyal fans as much as that guy imo so I’m simply never going to stop loving him even though I get new fixations..
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Shark Week
This is a repost of an old fic I love<3 I will still write new content for mermay, prommy. maybe a part two to this, i don't know. anyways
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This was certainly an odd situation he found himself in, staring at the man in his tub while the man stared back. The two stared at one another for perhaps far too long. Dull blue eyes continued to examine him while he sat there, unsure of what to do. Sulien played with the tip of his glove as he examined the man in front of him. Or was creature more correct? If the tail was anything to go off of.. 
The man in question made an odd noise and Sulien tilted his head to the side, raising a light brow. “Sorry, I asked why did you bring me here?” He spoke Teyvat common fine enough and Sulien wondered where he learned. Lilac eyes zoned in on the sharp teeth and his predicament once more dawned on him. Right.
“You’re.. Uh..” Sulien rubbed the back of his neck as his eyes trailed to the large tiger shark tail currently hanging out of his bathtub. “Injured, I believe.” He eyed the nasty injury still visible on the tail. The man soon pushed himself up, standing straight as he looked around the small bathroom. “I didn’t know what to do so I carried you back here..” When he looked back at the man he was still staring at him.
The man moved his tail, blood seeping down the side of the tub and onto the white tile floor. “You.. Carried me…?” Sulien nodded in confirmation. “Impressive, comrade.” The man shifted so that his upper body hung more out of the tub, submerging his tail as best as he could underneath the now cold water. The once clear water became tinted with red as he washed the blood off of his tail. “Oh! My name is Ajax.” Ajax looked up at Sulien who had drawn a foot or so closer. 
“Sulien… Can I help you? You’re going to make it worse.” He had a distinct feeling that just rubbing the injury wasn’t actually helping. Ajax nodded, presenting his tail once more. Sulien wasn’t sure he’d get used to how large it was. Or the fact a merman was in his tub. Both were shocking, really. Still, Sulien grabbed the first aid kit from the cupboard underneath the sink, soon sitting on the edge of the tub beside the tail.
How in Teyvat does one take care of a shark.. Sulien stared at the tail momentarily, blinking slowly as he tried to think it over. Sharks rapidly heal, he knew that much from the academy, but anything else.. “Having trouble, comrade?” Ajax teased, leaning back against the shower wall as he watched Sulien’s concentrated expression. “You know, you could have left me there, I would have healed up fine~” 
Sulien huffed, looking away for a moment. “I was.. Worried somebody else might find you and I don’t know, lock you up, or something.” He explained in a quiet voice, averting his gaze as he leaned towards the counter, grabbing the hand towel off of it. He carefully set the medical kit on the ground beside him, straightening out to examine the tail again.
“You have a lot of scars..” Sulien pointed out as he began to very carefully clean the wound, mentally noting the direction of the placoid scales so as to not injure himself. “Sorry, that was rude. I do too.” He inhaled softly, he needed to shut up. The white cloth quickly became stained in red, but he paid it no mind as he managed to clean the injury enough to get a proper look at it. He hummed softly upon seeing it.
Ajax merely watched him, listened, absolutely fascinated with this human’s caring nature. So different from other humans, at least the ones he’d met. The man shifted, resting his chin on Sulien’s shoulder instead, almost immediately noticing the strange human tense at the contact. “What? I don’t bite.” That was a lie, but nonetheless he flashed Sulien a toothy grin. Sulien nodded halfheartedly, going back to cleaning the wound, nothing bred infection quite like the unforgiving sea.
Once everything was said and done, Sulien stood from the bathtub, moving to the sink to wash his hands. “If you want, I can refill the tub. I think most of the water is on the ground now.” Sulien used his elbow to turn the sink on, water soon running over his bloodied hands. Ajax flopped backwards into the water, splashing whatever remained in the tub onto the ground and Sulien who didn’t outwardly react. “All of the water.” Sulien turned the sink off.
Ajax beamed up at the man who bent down, leaning over him to turn the tap on. The lukewarm water began to fill the tub and Sulien stood straight. “I should go change..” His clothing was wet and covered in shark blood, he wasn’t a fan. Sulien pushed his sleeves up as he examined Ajax’s face. “I can bring you back to the water once nightfalls, it’ll be safer that way-” 
“You know, you’re the nicest human I’ve met! It’d be a shame for us to part so soon, comrade.” Ajax leaned out of the tub, slender fingers wrapping around Sulien’s wrist and tugging him closer to the tub. Sulien truly did his best not to stumble, opting to willingly move closer as to avoid it entirely. “What do you say to letting me stay until my tail heals?” Ajax proposed, once more flashing his grin. 
Sulien swallowed thickly, feeling the heat rise up his neck already. Why was he flustered so easily by this strange creature? Why was he intrigued? And yet, he ignored all of that and took his seat on the edge of the tub once more. Ajax released his wrist to instead rest his chin on Sulien’s shoulder once more. “So! Tell me about the surface world? How do these work?” Ajax poked the man’s thigh. “Doesn’t it suck not being able to breathe under water?”
Sulien was in for a long week. 
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balladofthewhitehorse · 11 months
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🫂👗😻!
Thank you so much for the ask <3 I love answering these, cos good lord is it easier to explore characters through little emoji asks rather than entire fics (I do love writing though, I prommy <3 I am just a chronic procrastinator)
🫂 A friendship headcanon
England’s a bit of a friendless sod. Odd way to start off a friendship headcanon, I know. Nevertheless, I think it’s important to understand that England is a pretty lonely figure; He tends to frequent quiet, lonely corners of that same pub he always goes to - either that, or England puts up walls that nobody with anything short of terrifying determination can scale. It’s easy to then presume that England has never made, nor ever has been friends with his people; He can defend them with life and limb, but he cannot - as if God cursed him to fumble small-talk - integrate himself in conversation with them. These are all first-level assumptions that one would make if they ever had the (mis)fortune to cross paths with England, and of course…not entirely true. When he was younger, a long time ago - in the hazy mess of the Tudor era, England was rather close with a local innkeeper and even went so far as to love him deeply. It is, in-fact, the innkeeper’s pub that he still frequents long after the fellow passed away and England is deeply sentimental about it. There is a rumour that their friendship would’ve been something a little more, but England was a young man back then and inexperienced - so the innkeep politely turned him down and they remained close friends since. Growing up since then, England has befriended humans less and less. It feels almost pointless to him at any rate to seek out their companionship, when their lifespans are so much shorter than his. I think, while England spends a lot of time surrounded by humans, it is very rare that he truly makes friends with any of them. In terms of other beings like him, he’s friends with Denmark (a strange one, built on teasing with a pang of competition, but also a sense of kinship; Were they not one once?), with Norway and Netherlands - although he tends to be far warmer with Norway and some individuals could easily be led to think that England and Netherlands were a bickering couple, the way they like to pick apart at one another’s ideas and challenge each other. Japan is another friend too, so England’s really not as friendless as first appearances might suggest - just a bit awkward. 
👗 A headcanon about their clothes England likes to pretend that he’s not so picky about what he’s wearing compared to others (France especially being the target of England’s ire, the old man often snarkily stating that he’s little more than a frilly peacock; Nevermind that England can be quite the frilly peacock himself from time to time). However, I think although he has some very expensive and fashionable items, England’s favourite clothes tend to veer much more on the sentimental side. Sweaters that he has patched, embroidered and mended over the years; Others by Wales’ gentle hand, a sister’s affection and patience that begrudgingly remains over the long, tormentous centuries that he has cast upon her, and England’s clothes (while by-large moody colours, navy and brown and black and grey) are often made a little brighter by the odd patches and embroidery here and there.
😺 An animal related headcanon (Couldn’t see one with love-heart eyes on the original ask, so I assume this is what you were referring to!) England had a colourpoint cat that he plucked from the streets one day; It was a random chance and he wasn’t actually looking to keep the animal as a companion, but nevertheless it happened. The poor thing was hungry and flea-ridden, and England for whatever reason was feeling especially sorry for it; From that day on, that cat was spoilt silly - given the name, for whatever reason, of Hilda and was deeply clingy to England until it passed away of old age. I am hoping to write a fic about Eng and Hilda someday so :)
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what’s your advice for someone who’s new to writing fic / posting fic in general!!! i love everything you write but I’m like very scared about having an idea that everyone will hate / not being able to execute it well !! how do you overcome that like in your opinion ! also love your profile! sorry for being anon I’m a new follower and I didn’t wanna seem weird !
hi nonnie! first of all, feel free to come talk off anon, i'm just some guy i prommie. second, thank you so much!!
and to actually answer your question, honestly, it's kind of one of those jump into the deep end things. at least it was for me. it was scary and i get anxious every time but i enjoy it so much, writing fic is such a fun part of my fandom experience, reading fic is such an integral part of my fandom experience, that it was bigger than the anxiety. you do just kinda gotta say "fuck it" and hit post, though. and it might take some time before the kudos and comments start rolling in, but don't let that be discouraging because eventually you will create your own little fic community, your own little corner of the internet, and that's always so so fun.
i think my best tips for posting fics is to tag things correctly. if you have a fic that has no angst but you tag it as angst just to show up in more searches, people might read it but they will be disappointed at the incorrect tagging, and rightfully upset.
my biggest tip for writing fic is to find a style you're comfortable with that flows well and feels good but still making sure you're being accurate to the voice of the characters. your style may be more dialogue heavy or it may be more introspective and text heavy, but the character's are all unique, so buck pov should look different from eddie pov, you know? and it'll happen naturally, because we know there are things chimney would say that like...athena wouldn't, for example.
also, trust your writing. have faith in your ability to create these stories and love these characters. because you do have the ability, and that care and want to share and create and be a part of fandom will show in your fics.
at the end of the day, fanfiction is about enjoying yourself and posting what you want to a community of people who are also into it, who also want to share and participate in the art you are creating! i promise whatever you're into, someone else is into as well.
(yes, even the shit you think no one else could possibly be into.)
i hope this helps!!
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hi frankie it's crush anon i am so sorry i have been gone for so long omg
SO. part of the reason i disappeared (cue taylor joke here) was that my bf and i started having some issues and then broke up about 2 weeks ago. it was my decision because we had been fighting a lot even tho it had only been like 2 months, and he seemed to take it like, not great but it could have been worse. i wish i could figure out some way to reach out and still be friends but tbh i don't know if he'd be down for that which is sad but also i get it tbh. i still miss him a little bit tho and i hope he's doing well and maybe even found someone else to have a crush on, that would be cute and fun
i do have some happier news tho, which is that im still on the apps & i have 2 matches! one of them i have plans to see (and have already exchanged some uhhh Fun messages with lol) & the other i really like but i'm having trouble getting from friendly to flirty, he's such a wholesome person but i'm having fun anyway. both of them are situations where we've agreed to "keep it casual" for now but we'll see what happens for me. tbh i'm still hung up on the guy who works at my local subway, he's so cute i wanna find out if he's single somehow lmfao
i hope you've been doing well! my family went and saw fireworks yesterday, have you done any celebrating or other fun summer activities? i will try to check in more often i prommy lol 🩷🩷
I'm sorry to hear that you and your boyfriend broke up!!!!! But it does sound like it was the best decision (and a grown up one on your part, considering the arguing).
Yay to new matches 😏 and omg the subway thing made me giggle - you gotta find a way to be a lil flirty yet casual to see what he does. (And I gotta know if you get subway more often than you normally would because you want to see him)
I'm definitely doing good but have so much I need to work on (my job is showing me *all* my problem areas). And I haven't done much but am going to see some family this weekend and swim and teach my sister-in-law crochet! I need to plan a lil personal vacay though
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i am verrrrry slowly getting through the manga now :} and I apologize bc this message is probably going to get long akjdsjsh I tried to be coherent somewhat I prommy
yeah, even being newer to this series I could feel the difference in characterization between the manga compliant and non-compliant portions. and for the most part the anime only is REALLY bad 💀💀 the ghost episode was such a slog to get through I totally understand why my roomie showed me this season last. but at the same time there’s some bits I really enjoyed??
Again, still working on the manga, so maybe some of my complaints will be addressed later. I dunno if this makes sense but in a lot of the non manga portions of season one Sebastian felt like he had more ,, character to him?? I don’t know the right word. But like, him yoinking ciel when ciel was in danger, despite that going DIRECTLY against orders was interesting to me. And then ciel getting angry at him when detective guy died protecting ciel bc Sebastian didn’t do anything was a cool bit as well (though detective death had like zero impact they tried REALLY hard to make us care but it was so rushed). Sebastian also just felt like he had more snark in general. I feel like in the other bits I watched he was more just another extension of ciel and just does whatever ciel says without question. whereas in the anime bits the whole the like, nature of the contract is brought up more and bc of that we get to see a little more into Sebastian’s character and how he really feels?? I don’t know if that makes sense sorry 😭 I liked (for the most part) the characterization he got though
Also I loved how many more supernatural entities the anime got. Like there’s more than one demon, there’s ghosts (even though the episode SUCKS), angels, a hellhound, whatever the hell might be going on with Lau- I was shocked when my rookie said that there’s like, nothing other than Sebastian and the reapers in the manga itself (though she also hasn’t caught up fully so???). Hannah was fun in the time she lasted and I’m weirdly interested on the triplets. Why did they seem to be serving Hannah in that one flashback sequence? Is there a demon hierarchy? What’s it like? Also- how do demons come to be?? At the end of two ciel becomes one via Hannah’s contract with alois in his body so like??!? Can demons just do that to anyone anytime or what? (Also, Can demons make contracts with beings other than humans? Can demons die? PLEASE I NEED LORE).
Im a sucker for Angel themed villains also so I was kinda excited for that in s1 but.. it was. meh. It certainly doesn’t help that the male form of the Angel looks EXACTLY like one of my fav characters from another franchise, Namely Joshua from (neo) world ends with you, who coincidentally is also an Angel. like that’s just a character I already like but written worse and much more annoying and I don’t like him at all actually. Josh solos
No Ronnie this season which :’) my roomie told me ahead of time but I miss him still. wish we had more reaper lore though. Why is will so opposed to over time. What does he even DO when he’s not working. do reapers have like.. anything to do outside their jobs? Do they even get paid? why did grelle’s chainsaw get stopped by a coat getting caught in it I thought that stuff could slice through anything (same for Ronnie’s lawnmower thing during that one time in his intro in 2- like guys ur scythes are kinda ass if they break this easy. undertaker had the right idea keeping a basic design 😭) WHY DOESNT EVERYONE HAVE A LITTLE GLASSES CHAIN THINGY LIKE GRELLE? Ronnie lost his glasses At one pint I’m pretty sure will lost his glasses at another guys just get the. Stupid chain pls yall rely on ur eyesight it’s so much more convenient to have that thingy so ur glasses don’t get lost. grelle girlbossing here she has the right idea cmon man
(sorry I fuckinh love the reapers head full so many thoughts on them SPEAAKING OF-) the books that wrote peoples lives as they were happening was such a dumb anime only inclusion. We paused the episode for like 20 minutes JUST to complain about it- it’s an ultimately stupid choice (the library is sick though just make it a film library) that feels like it was made purely for the stupid death bookmark thing- which also was a stupid idea because that’s way too OP and it was made to fix the DUMBEST possible problem the writers could’ve written. A locked room?? Really?? That’s the barrier we need to overcome? didn’t they TELEPORT TO THE LIBRARY OR SMTH I am going insane I hate the books so much. the film aesthetic is so much better the books are confusing and stupid I am glad they’re not canon. If it was a like, they used to use books but then film was invented thats be neat. It’s funny to imagine the reapers going digital as time progresses but the books being used at the same time as the cinematic record pisses me off SO MUCH
undertaker reveal was funny though. like. obv doesn’t live up to book of Atlantic but the writers didn’t even try to make it hype they just made it a heehoo silly and I think it was for the best, it was a good moment.
The writers were trying to squeeze in condensed versions of greater arcs and important moments where they could and I think for the most part they did ok. the doll guy was clearly just a Walmart book of circus and then undertaker reveal.. like it was fine. Them killing off Lau was .. odd. I don’t get that. That whole arc was confusing. I do not understand the butterfly thing- is that in the manga too? it perplexed me and my roommate didn’t seem to get what was going on either
ack. I’ve more thoughts on this probably I just can’t remember em rn. overall I liked the anime I think but I can’t wait to read the manga- sorry for the rambling I hope it’s fine sjdhshshsh
AGH THIS RAMBLING WAS SO FUN TO READ!! so happy to have you in my ask box again btw
i completely agree w you on your opinions of the anime and the different characters that originate from it. i hATEEEEE ASHHHH!!! SM. grelles characterization in jack the ripper was very nice, right? she was her usual simpful self, but she also was such a powerful maniac(and i love her for that <3). after that shes almost purely comic relief. they make her so weak(when she couldve most likely won against undertaker in bota if sebastIAN FOCUSED ON HIS GOAL INSTEAD OF SHOWING OFF). she barely does anything to contribute to the legit lore of the anime.
i can assure you, theres more non-human entities than demons and reapers in the manga. book of the atlantic happened, right? they had the bizarre dolls in there. i wouldnt consider them human.
im glad you love the reapers! id love to see you join the reaper side of tumblr. i adore them and their found family theyre so goofy. as for the glasses chain thing, i do agree it would be more convenient, but i like grelle bein a little more unique <3
dont be afraid to pop up in my ask box again!!!!
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What are your most underrated Ships in the hero community? (from the reblog of "Come bother my muse about their ships/crush in my inbox" post)
// my top two OTPs are both rarepairs lol !! im not TOO far into the hero community and my sights mostly revolve around bart or yj but here are my thoughts
// so the ultimate rarepair OTP - k.onbart 100% . it’s started to pick up more recently (there’s a zine in the works 🥺) but it’s still underrated as hell . Bart and Kon have such a unique and dedicated dynamic and they have a TON of moments that are just gay as hell lol . no hate to t.imkon but I rly see k.onbart more than that ship personally 😭 bart literally risked the entire multiverse just to find his boyfailure like !! they are SO dedicated to one another, they understand each other like no one else does, they have so much in common and shipping aside they’re canonically besties with a deep connection . im obsessed with this ship fr fr knowers know
// my other OTP is z.etaflash from the show y.oung j.ustice . and if u don’t know what that one is it’s E.duardo Dorado jr / B.art Allen . basically Ed is kinda sorta the writer’s oc, I think he had an extremely minor role in a dc comic at some point but don’t quote me on that . the tldr with that character is that he’s a kid who ran away from home, got kidnapped by aliens because of his meta gene, got saved, and now works as a hero/metahuman counselor . also he teleports .
// I know b.luepulse (J.aime Reyes / B.art Allen) is like, THE bart ship for the show but Ed and Bart together are cute, sorry . it’s a crying shame the show wasn’t allowed to portray Bart as gay (Ed and him are literally actually canon boyfriends but dc wouldn’t let the writers explicitly have Bart as a gay character because they’re cowards) because they’re dynamic is honestly rly sweet and they honestly seem like the healthiest couple on the show even though there’s literally only crumbs for them lol . I could go on a ‘z.etaflash good’ rant fr, and I understand the hesitation because that was me once too, but they’re actually rly good together I prommy . also Ed is basically my OC at this point I have way too many hcs about him lol . it’s underrated in the yj show fandom for real, like that’s Bart’s real canon bf and they’re rly sweet together !! if they weren’t held back by not being allowed to be an explicitly gay couple honestly I think they would be a more popular ship . while it is frustrating and sad, the fact the only thing close to a explicitly non platonic interaction between them on screen is a cheek kiss that lasts literally one frame … that’s just a little funny at that point . Z.etaflash enjoyers have CRUMBS crumbs yall . I know this ship isn’t in the comics and it calls me out for a yj show enjoyer but I do have a z.etaflash agenda sorry
// also why is it called z.etaflash and not fasttravel …. like teleportation and super speed c’mon now
// also in general any bart ship deserves more love and yes im biased
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necromycologist · 2 months
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rating 'fantasies' songs by their tlt vibes
recently i got really into this album and ive been listening to it nonstop and i got the urge to make this post so behold.
Help I'm Alive
we open with a BANGER. the whole heart motif beauty of existence thing is very tlt in general but "if we're still alive my regrets are few/if my life is mine what shouldnt i do" feels like it could be ntn cam+pal perhaps. 6/10 for general vibes not really going anywhere specific tho.
Sick Muse
i could see this as a convo between gideon and harrow. "pull your little arrows out an let me live my life" she WOULD say that about love... ily harrowhark necro'mancer nonagesimus lyctorway keep sticking your middle finger up at preps. but the main event is "all the blondes are fantasies/we looked at them eleven ways/you said look at me then looked away" like i dont even need to explain this one. YOU SAID LOOK AT ME THEN LOOKED AWAY the orpheus and eurydice the betrayal the hurt why wont you eat me please please consume me why are you saving me sorry one sec. ill shut up about greek myths now. 7.5/10 that one lyric saved it for me
Satellite Mind
this song is so strange and offputting it has to be about our favourite little bone nun <3 its givin htn harrow "i can feel you most when im alone" um the body the body the body "flashback of a feeling/sixth sense of a calling" its the love! that they couldnt take away!! 6/10 because i think that the dreamy freaky what the fuck is happening are suuuuper htn however the actual lyrics arent super close
Gold Guns Girls
i want this song to be about ianthe tridentarius soooooo bad... i want it to be about our favourite perpetually thirdweeling failgirl so much... like ive never wanted anything else ever oh my GOD... "i remember when you were gambling to win/everybody else said better luck next time" underestimated at canaan house anyone? anyone at all? no takers?? no??? 3/10 because despite my deepest wishes this is just a good song thats not about gay catholic homestuck 😔
Gimme Sympathy
slightly ironic gtn griddlehawk at its finest. "get hot/get too close to the flames" oops! now ur her cavalier "wild open space" gideon-gettin-shocked-by-days-on-earth-emotional.png "talk like an open book" not with that vow of silence. idiot. "sign me up!" shes not signed up haha "ill remember someday all the chances we took" not after the lobotomy u wont lol "we're so close to something better left unknown" cough cough LYCTORHOOD. 9/10 manifesting kiriona giving harrow sympathy after all of this is gone in alecto
Collect Call
hiii ntn fans i prommy i didn’t forget abt u! this one goes out to the psychosexual mess of role playing and bad meals enjoyers <3 "i know it's a lie i want it to be true/the rest of the rot is riding on you" oh boy like i said psychosexual mess... pyrra dve my beloved "wishing you could KEEP! ME! CLOSER! IM A LAZY! DANCER! WHEN YOU MOVE! I! MOVE WITH YOUOOOOOOOOO" oh lord nona placing her hand on cam's shoulder like palamedes would. oh lord being so close in one body and yet a second apart. 8/10 should be higher but i started Having Feelings about nona's death again and couldnt finish listening to the song
Front Row
this is a john song if I’ve ever heard one. “burnt out stars they shine so bright… all of us” is def. giving lyctor vibes. (just children playing with reflections thinking they were stars grauauauagh etc etc) plus plus “he’s not perfect/he’s a victim/of his occupation/social insulation/secret intervention” like fuck dude he really is!!! pilot that president around ordinary dude fuck the world up with your good intentions!!! 10/10 this song is the brainrot undying the kindly prince of my lyctor brainrot
Blindness
besties ngl i am INCREDIBLY torn on this one,,, on one hand “what it is and where it stops nobody knows/you gave me a life i never chose/i wanna leave but the world wont let me go” goes crazy hard. like harrowhark ‘cursed to keep living’ nonagesimus? hello is that u? on the other hand the whole opening sequence of this is very blood of eden coded… 5/10 this song has a very Character Energy about it but i think i must accept that that character is probably not a tlt one
Stadium Love
ohohohoo! here she comes!! this song IS about canaan house like the whole thing n nothing will convince me otherwise. "wanna make a deal/angel versus eel" hm im getting gideighth betrayal vibes from this "rabbit versus dove" WHAT DID I SAY colum get back here your government assigned fursona is in the song "owl versus dove" uuuuuh this can be about the sixth being cool basically whenever because sixth -> wisdom -> athena -> owl. idc that they live on mercury fuck off. the blorbos may be smart but i dont have to be. btw camilla hect if you read this im free on thursday night and would like to hang out plz respond and then hang out with me on thursday night when im free. u can bring your necromancer too if yw. "every living thing pushed into the ring" duel time every (necro)man(cer) for himself "guess you thought you could just watch" go on enforce that cohort order judith! it wont backfire at all haha! "NO. ONES. GETTING. OUT" well. uh. none of them are. plus cant you just see the Character Portrait Flashes AMV Moments to the wooowooos?? cant you??? "without STADIUM LOVE" the last time they say this w the beat drop it should be gidedeath cytherea duel epic timez and then the echoing "love love" at the end is harrow waking up and mouthing The Three Syllables TM. 11/10 somebody lend me their animation skills please i would be sooo epic and responsible with them i have a Vison...
in conclusion thx for listening to my deranged ramblings (if anyone actually does.) please go listen to fantasies its so so good... message me and we can brainrot thru it together xoxo
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likesofsue · 2 years
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“Hi, Sue. How’re you doing? Whoa… shit… Is that a bandage? What happened? Y’know that’s very metal. You’re not hurt, are you? I hope nobody hurt my little birdie. If they did, hehe, I might have to go full Dungeon Master on their ass. But if not, then that’s fine too. Oh, Sue… no, no, you’re never a bother. Actually, you’re quite entertaining, very fun to be around. You’re not whiny or clingy or anything like that. Although I understand if you’re still a little shy around me. A lot of people think I’m mean and scary. Ya know… I was a little nervous when I first met you? I thought… you might be a little scary too, but you’ve never struck me as mean. But really, you’re so sweet and fun. You just… you get me, y’know? You’re not asking for too much. You’re not annoying. Quite the opposite, actually. And cuddling a bit later sounds fun. My uncle might not be back around my trailer for a while if you do still want cuddles. I don’t bite, I promise.”
— Eddie
Hi Eddie! I'm okay, I guess. Maybe a bit tired again. And my left hand is kinda dead pffft. Yep, it's a bandage. I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier. I'm fine, I prommy. You know, sometimes I donate blood plasma and I need to wear a bandage after that so I don't, well, bleed out. You are so cute, oh my gosh. I appreciate this a whole lot, but you don't have to do that. I'll be good. Maybe the Dungeon Master could be really silly with me later, hehe. Oh okay... *sigh* Thank you for telling me that. Sometimes I just overthink and worry too much. Bad memories and everything... EDDIE!! You are NOT mean or scary! I never thought of you that way. Never have, never will. Okay? I'm serious. I adore you! You are the exact opposite of mean and scary. You are kind and sweet. It has nothing to do with you. I'm shy because I'm insecure about myself and I don't want to ruin anything. I don't want to annoy you and scare you away or something. I love being together with you, I really do. You mean a whole lot to me and I don't want to ruin it. I'm sorry. Anyway. Maybe you're right. Maybe I'm the one who's mean and scary. *I'm silly. I try to make an angry grimace and bare my teeth, but I end up laughing.* Have you seen me? Eddie, I'm literally a hobbit. Or maybe a dwarf since hobbits are even smaller. Hehe. Again, thank you for telling me that. I can say the same about you. I think you really understand me. I can be my nerdy and weird self with you. And I'm very grateful to you for that. Thank you for reassuring me. Stupid insecurities, you know... Actually... This sounds like an amazing plan. Pretty please? I want it pretty badly. Because I do feel clingy right now. I know you don't bite, I don't bite either. So... Hehehe. Thank you, Eddie. *I hug him really long and tightly and kiss his cheek.*
Oh wow. Another way too long answer. Please excuse me, Eddie anon🤭💕 I just have so much to tell him, I get all babbly and soft🥺 I love these messages so incredibly much. I love talking with him this way. And I love to build this relationship with him. I can never thank you enough for all your help and support. Thank you, my dearest friend😭💜 At this point I probably sound a bit like a broken record. But I just want you to know how endlessly grateful I am to you. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Let me hug you?🥺🫂🫂
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kalofi · 3 years
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i still have 40+ asks in my inbox for drawing requests
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knowing myself i will probably only get to like. 5. </3
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