#i just. idk.

[heteromerous-rhyming]

also the disney promotion just left a bad taste in my mouth. let's be so honest, annabeth's reaction to disney world (esp bc in the show she canonically has not watched a single movie apparently) would probably be confusion and disgust. she strikes me as the type of person to dislike large crowds and none of the attractions would make proper sense to her. disney world is also so heavily commercial and she's lived half her like in camp half-blood, which is a place pretty much untouched by capitalism.

they're not going to do this of course but. if they do mention disney world next season, the only way (imo) they could do it in character is to have annabeth vent about the park. like go, yeah my dad thought i'd love it but he clearly doesn't know my interests. we decided to go home early and ended up talking about architecture during post-wwii reconstruction.

#pjo show crit #also disney crit #idk i know that scene was supposed to be sweet like #oh her dad is finally making an effort #but to me it just highlighted the fact that fredrick chase just doesn't know his daughter well #i hate that somehow they've once again connected disney to this “become a child again” narrative #as if the best prize for a demigod who's spent all her life fighting #is a theme park #yes actually that's where she's allowed to be a child again. #i just. idk. #might make a followup post to this once my thoughts are in order #but something something commercialism as childhood something something #i mean we hate disney on principle but like this specifically was such a slap in the face for me for some reason

[spoonbenders]

fuck DID related intrusive thoughts bro like i know with the DID/autism comorbidity (even so without it) its common to split multiple alters inspired by/introjects of something from the same source but im like uhhhh what if im a sysfaker for having like 4 guys from the same thing as if that isnt not only common but its common for ppl to split WAY more than 4

#i just. idk. #systemposting

[automatonne]

Sometimes having a vore fetish sucks donkey dick because there’s no real way to enjoy it except for fantasizing and roleplaying.

I miss roleplaying so much, but people get so weird sometimes and my preferences hardly tend to align with other people’s (and because I’m feminine, they want me to be the pred 99% of the time, and… ugh).

I have no idea sometimes.

#automatonne beeps #I was about to say we need our own place #but I will be FUCKED before I check in to Eka’s #wretched hive of scum and villainy that website is #the hard part is reaching past the Tism (TM) to make friends #and then seeing if your interests are compatible #and THEN do they pass the vibe check of legitimately wanting to get to know you #or they’re using you to get off #I just. idk.

[butchvoid]

I hate being the morning alter sometimes

#I just. idk. #I want my wife but he just had to leave for work and im more sad now #I am just. gonna switch out

[fushigurro]

can’t believe i went from “oh he’s neat” to “i would do anything for him. i would fucking die for him. he makes my soul and my bones ache.”

like gurl—

#rambles. #this is about megumi btw….. #i just. idk. #his little hedgehog porcupine sea urchin self has done something to me

[ace-of-hearts-and-spades]

How the fuck do artists and writers get people to interact with their stuff and what am I doing wrong 😔

#ace rambles #vent #i'm sorry i'm whining #i feel discouraged today #and i know i shouldn't be obsessing over notes #but like.... what's the point of sharing if no one cares #i just. idk.

[bibuddie]

probably just the residual trauma talking but does anyone ever just get a bad feeling in their gut about their family

#rebecca rambles #like. idk if this is gonna make any sense at all but i just have a bad feeling in my gut that something's not right #and it could very well be anxiety talking #and i'm trying very hard to be rational #i just. idk. #i feel like i'm constantly on high alert #ugh anyways it's probably nothing

[sylvies-kablooie]

i do unironically think the best artists of our generation are posting to get 20 notes and 3 reblogs btw. that fanfic with like 45 kudos is some of the best stuff ever written. those OCs you carry around have some of the richest backstories and worldbuilding someone has ever seen. please do not think that reaching only a few people when you post means your art isn't worth celebrating.

#i often wonder about how many things would be considered classic or high art had they only received the marketing #how many short films that were made for class could have been the most powerful thing you'd ever seen? if you'd seen them? #“you know the greatest films of all time were never made” etc etc #but like. these works of art ARE being made. it's just enjoyed by a smaller audience with equal impact though #i think about this one furry i used to follow on insta who had the coolest worldbuilding ever. it's been years. #thought prompted by that sketch of nimona from ten years ago that was just for a character design #posted to the creator's tumblr and now it's nominated for best animated feature film at the oscars #and by the genuine emotional reaction a fan comic made me feel. how much work had gone into it. how beautiful it was to me. #idk what to tag this but i hope whoever needs to hear it does #writing #writer #fandom #fandom culture #artist

[so-many-ocs]

[on the verge of having a complete breakdown] i need to make some kind of list or perhaps sort things into categories

#🌿 misc #idk how to tag this #i just love making lists #and sorting things into categories #pinterest #?? #this is part of what motivates me to write i just love making lists of scenes and then sorting them into categories #bangers

[stuckinapril]

I could get over anything as long as I have something new to be obsessed with

#without a silly book or show or comfort movie idk where I would be genuinely #like I’d rather just be entirely consumed rather than self aware today thanks

[fleshdyke]

i love how hyenas still have the winter coat gene

#idk how the specifics of it works i just think its silly #rambles

[noelledeltarune]

EVERY SINGLE DAY there are MILLIONS of characters in their late 20s who get falsely accused of being father figures to teenagers when in reality the description of "weird older cousin" or "step-sibling that moved out before you were born" is 1000000x more apt

#talk tag #IT KILLS ME. REIGEN IS NOT MOB'S DAD. HE HAS A DAD. INGO IS NOT AKARI'S DAD. PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #(not even necessarily to say that ingo is in his late 20s but still) #(even if he was a 30-40-50 year old no matter how old he is no fucking teenager is gonna call some guy they met as a 15 year old ''dad'') #GAI IS NOT A FATHER FIGURE TO ROCK LEE HE WAS LIKE 13 WHEN HE WAS BORN! PLEASE!!!!!!!! #one time i saw that a ​person wrote a fic where mario was like a father figure to luigi. #they are TWIN BROTHERS. #not what this about but idk where else i can say anything about this. #just horrible #also sometimes someone is just An Older Friend like no familial relationship just a friend or acquaintance who is a lot older than you

[greelin]

6’2 and standing at the front of the crowd is crazy. you already have an advantage just by being alive brother. blocking out all the sunlight. life on the forest floor, withering away

#tall people being annoying on this post can die btw #‘just grow lol’ or i can take an axe to your legs. Idk

[barblaz-arts]

look me in the eye and tell me Charlie wouldn't do this

#hazbin hotel #chaggie #charlie morningstar #vaggie #just a quick lil thing #my art #idk how to properly draw wings yet but i had to

[inkedberries]

after patrolling, unwinding in a diner somewhere ...

throw the man a bone batman geez

#a very notice-me-senpai moment #lol idk i just can't stop thinking about this exchange i thought up whenever batman calls supes out for 'showing off' #GAAAHHH I LOVE THEM #superbat #batman #superman #world's finest #my art #fanart #man i just love an oblivious batman

[alithographica]

"Stop being funnier than me on my own post" is one of my favorite healthy tumblrisms, along with things like "hang on lemme look that up...yeah this is funny" and explicit tone indicators (positive). Like yeah let's build a world where we playfully format healthy interactions. You made a post and you wanted to be the star but damn, you've really gotta hand it to this other person for their really funny addition, so here's the internet equivalent of giving someone a friendly punch on the shoulder while making sure they know they got a good grade in social interaction

#idk idk I just really like it