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#i just want school to start again plus I'm taking fun classes next year so I'm looking forward to it :)
rintoons · 9 months
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Heeello, idk if u take requests but i hope u do!!
i want a tsukishima kei × fem!reader, i want his reaction on the reader hugging him suddenly without saying anything and the reader doesn't pull away from the hug (aka gives him a long hug)[It’s like the reader wants a “healing hug” bc she’s going through something so she needs a hug]
How will tsukki react and how will he comfort her?
Please NO TIMESKIP
Genre: hurt/comfort, fluff
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✩★✩ a/n: yes!! i've never done a request before so please bear with me, but I had a lot of fun writing this and hope this lived up to your expectations!
p.s. it was not supposed to be this long, but i'm a fiend for context and backstory—and i may have gotten a little carried away, so... sorry lol
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ੈ✩‧₊˚ 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗛𝗨𝗚 ★
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you and tsukishima were undeniably academic rivals. it was nothing too serious, but there was definitely some gloating and teasing in your relationship.
you guys spent the first year of high school competing against each other, trying to see who could get the higher test score or answer the most in-class questions correctly. even though you two didn’t talk much outside of school, you had personally grown fond of whatever relationship it was that you and he developed over the year.
of course, you knew that feeling was one-sided because tsukishima was exactly the kind of person to take the whole “rivalry” thing very seriously. to him, his pride was on the line. plus, the tsukishima kei would never deign to see you as anything more than a step on his climb to the top. to him, you were just competition.
for you, on the other hand, his opposition was just motivation to excel in school and be petty towards him. to boot, it was an acceptable distraction from all the shit you had to deal with at home—when the school day was over, and you had to go back to your parents who could never seem to stop arguing long enough to realize you existed.
after starting your second year and being upgraded to class 2-5, only to find tsukishima there again, you could feel yourself getting more serious about it. the more your home situation got worse, the more incentive you had to take it out on schoolwork—and tsukishima.
some days you'd be so cold to him that he could do nothing more than just stare at your retreating figure as he desperately tried to shove away the voice inside his head telling him to go after you. telling him that you didn't mean the harsh words you just spit out and that you actually want him around. his mind was in a constant tug of war, his resolve on one side and that stupid little voice on the other. nine times out of ten, his resolve won. until it didn't.
you had been unusually quiet all day; super distant and spaced out. on a usual bad day, you'd take out all your frustrations on your schoolwork, finishing the work in half the amount of time you were supposed to take before tackling the homework for that day and several other things. but when you walked into class that day, tsukishima knew it wasn't just a 'usual bad day.'
you had your head down on your desk the entire class, your closed eyes painting the entire world black. you didn't even bother looking at the work for that day, let alone doing it. you even ignored all the weird stares and the few people that tried asking if you were okay.
and when the lunch bell rang, you immediately walked out of class, leaving everything behind.
that was the day that the little voice in tsukishima's voice won the tug of war.
he glanced over at your desk and sighed, mentally slapping himself for what he was about to do next.
he walked over and picked up your bookbag and lunchbox before going on a manhunt for you all around school. he searched like a madman, asking everybody he knew if they'd seen you. it wasn't until the last few minutes of lunch that he finally found you on the roof of the auditorium.
tsukishima let the heavy iron doors close shut behind him while he approached you slowly. he could only see your back, your uniform skirt swaying in the chilly fall breeze as you perked up at the sound and tucked your head between your shoulders. he watched you raptly. you were shivering.
"yn?" his voice carried through the howling wind and the darkening clouds up ahead.
your breath left you sharply at the sound of the familiar voice. against your better judgment, you turned around to find tsukishima standing before you. he made sure to stay several feet away, just to give you space.
you swallowed down the tears even after seeing him with all your stuff, an uncharacteristically concerned look on his face. even after seeing the way his hair stuck to his forehead and his chest rose and fell with the effort of breathing after running up at least six flights of stairs—you kept it all together.
until the forbidden words came out: “are you okay?”
you stared at him with trembling lips, realizing only then that tsukishima was the only person who ever actually saw you. you always thought you were going crazy when you noticed him easing up his teasing the tiniest bit on the days he could tell that you were holding on by a single thread. or when you could feel his stare from across the classroom, trying to fight off the goosebumps that his calculating gaze brought to your skin.
but even after realizing that, you still tried to push him away, scrunching up your face and biting out a brusque "what do you care?"
tsukishima sighed, giving in to the urge to roll his eyes. "i wouldn't be here if i didn't, yn."
you clenched your jaw at his words, your resolve crumbling down on you like an avalanche.
before you knew it, your legs were moving on their own, closing the distance between you and the boy in front of you in a matter of seconds. it all happened so fast, he didn't even see it coming. when you crashed into his broad chest and your arms wrapped themselves around his waist, tsukishima stopped breathing.
he froze in place, his body tensing and his limbs seizing with the shock of your warm body suddenly colliding with his. he stood there uncomfortably, still with your lunchbox in one hand and your bag in the other. tsukishima didn’t know what to do—didn’t know what to say. he didn’t know the first thing about comforting a person, but when the sound of your soft sniffles reached his ears, his entire wall came crashing down.
he acted on instinct.
dropping both bags, he hesitantly brought a single arm around your shoulders. at first, it was just an awkward pat on your back; but upon noticing the way you cried even harder at his reciprocation, he slid his hand lower, letting it settle onto the small of your back.
the best he could do was pull you closer to him and wrap his other arm around you, his hand moving to caress the back of your head gently. tsukishima didn’t move a single step until you pulled away first, rather abruptly as if you came to your senses and realized what you were doing.
you let out a shaky breath, cringing, “i—im sorry, i didn’t mean—“
"don’t say you didn’t mean to do it," he cut you off, donning a slightly pained expression.
before you could even say anything else, tsukishima took off his jacket and wrapped it around your shoulders. it was cold, and like the dumbass you are, (his words) you didn’t have one on. of course, he made sure to let you know that, scolding you for being careless and putting yourself at risk of catching a cold. and for not eating properly and not confiding in anybody about your problems. it was as if you didn't just have your face buried in his neck, staining his porcelain skin with your tears.
you let yourself crack a smile, feeling the tension in your shoulders, neck, and back slowly ease its way out of your body at his nagging. you tugged his warm jacket closer, leaving him there to go and take a seat with your back against the railing.
you only had to look up at him for him to get the message; without a word, tsukishima came and sat beside you. he didn't ask any questions, didn't badger you for answers, or tease you for being vulnerable like you thought he would. maybe he would use this against you later, but the most you could do was savor the moment.
so you closed your eyes and leaned your head against his shoulder. as expected, he tensed up from the action, so much so that you had to shuffle a little closer to whisper in his ear. “relax, i don’t bite.”
not only did he loosen up, but he even dared to let out a small chuckle at your words.
after sitting on the roof for a while and watching the newly transformed orange and red cherry blossom petals flake from the trees, tsukishima offered—though he didn’t give you much of a choice—to walk you home.
after a humble round of "you don't have to"—"but i want to," you finally accepted his offer. the two of you ended up skipping the rest of the school day together, which was the last thing you ever expected to be doing considering the way you feel both about your grades and tsukishima.
as if things couldn't get any weirder, tsukishima took you to a convenience store on the way to your house, insisting that you get whatever you need. he ended up buying you a drink and new, “more tasty than whatever shit you had in your lunchbox” food to eat. he even sat you down at one of the tables outside the store and forced you to eat right then and there because he didn't trust that you would do it when you got home like you kept promising you would.
he was a surprisingly funny guy, making jokes the entire way home. while his dry humor wasn't for everyone, it made you laugh and forget about your crappy day. as you were walking up to your house, you kept trying to give him his jacket back but to no avail because the bastard kept telling you to keep it and not rush it back to him.
“wow. the great tsukki kei is actually a great big softy.”
“shut up, no i’m not,” he scowled. “and don’t call me that!”
when he finally got you home and bid you goodnight, you did something else that shocked you.
you leaned up on your tippy toes and kissed tsukishima (on the cheek). you thanked him for everything before running into your house and locking the door behind you, not even waiting to see his reaction.
your rival stood in front of the gate to your house, dumbfounded, and confused, yet blushing furiously and grinning like an idiot because he simply couldn't help it. on the other side of the door, your were grinning too despite your racing heart.
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sft-chrry · 11 months
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kagaya
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pairing: k. ubuyashiki x fem!reader
warnings: swearing, repeating of words
song: jenny by studio killers (i just replaced jenny with kagaya because yes?😭)
a/n: this has been sitting on my google docs for 5 months now and i just want to post it because it had potential and now its poof.
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“i don’t get why you can’t ask him,” ume complained as she had heard (name) overthink way too much. “he’s not going to reject you, well we’re not sure about that but still! if he is going to reject you, he'll do it in a gentle way.”
“you don’t understand, ume, kagaya and i have been friends since first year. if he does like me his friends, especially the one with 3 girlfriends would’ve teased him about it! plus he doesn’t even hangout with me anymore,” her eyes softened when she said that earning an eye roll from ume.
it was true though, he was busy being a student council whilst she was busy having fun with her friends.
an idea sparked on ume’s head.
“why not confess to him with a song? so that if he does reject you, you have a reason. just tell him that you were singing through chat?”
“that's so stupid!”
“and it sounds like you would do it.” ume whispered but it was loud enough for (name) to hear it. she walked out of their shared dorm to attend her class.
(name) pouted for 2 minutes and decided she’ll do it. she huffed and grabbed on her phone to open their conversation. their last chat was 5 days ago when (name) was asking where muzan was.
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(name)
kagaya, darling, you're my best friend
kagaya
hello, (name)
i think i’m very aware of that.
(name)
but there's a few things that you don't know of
kagaya
?
like?
(name)
why I borrow your lipstick so often
kagaya
whaat?
i don't think i had lipstick.
these are all yours?
(name)
i’m using your shirt as a pillow case
kagaya
so you had my missing shirts?
(name)
i wanna ruin our friendship
we should be lovers instead
seen
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she started to sweat and tossed her phone on her bed just before she plopped she remembered she had class with him.
she cursed under her breath and changed her clothes. ignoring the text messages that were notifying her.
gasping for air, she sat on her chair and placed her books on the table. she was late but so was the professor.
curiously, she glanced at where kagaya would often sit with his friends and saw him looking at her with his soft eyes. her face flushed and she went to look at her textbook to her luck the professor arrived.
she was a girl in love so she couldn’t help stealing a few glances at kagaya who looked peaceful.
when the class ended the professor asked her to stay behind. he told her that her grades were failing and if doesn't do anything about it she’ll have to take it again next semester. of course, being one of the school's delinquents, she did not listen to a word he said but her heart dropped to his next words.
“i'm afraid you’ll need tutoring. im sure ubuyashiki won't mind tutoring you.”
she choked on her own saliva as her professor gave her a concerned look and asked her if she was ok. y/n gave him a nod and asked him when which he responded
“well im not sure, i’ll remind you if i have talked to ubuyashiki”
(name) walked out of class zoning out, ignoring that someone has been trying to get her attention. she snapped out of her thought when the person tapped her shoulder
when she saw it was ume and behind her was kagaya who was walking towards her, she quickly grabbed ume’s hand and ran to the building of their dorms. ume smacked (names) head and called her an idiot.
“we were supposed to get lunch! now we’re back here so you buy our lunch!” she demanded to her best friend and went to talk about what happened in chemistry. ume noticed that her friend was not interested in a word she was saying so she shut her mouth.
“no, continue your story i was listening” that caused ume to have a smile on her face and talked. she asked her what happened in economics and (name) told everything.
ume smacked her head again and scolded her for “wasting her chance with kagaya” she ignored the girl and poured herself a cup of water and drank it while going to her messages. one message had caught her attention and when she read it she choked on her water causing ume to panic and slap her back.
“jesus you don’t have to slap it that hard,” she coughed out before yelling “holy shit! holy-“ looking at her roommate while her roommate was looking at her all confused.
“he accepted it! my confession!” she twirled around, hugged ume, ran around, before diving on her bed to smack it, stood up to hug ume again to thank her, going outside, giving her roommate some money for food, going inside again and calmed herself which she failed as she continued to act like that for another 5 minutes.
when she calmed down she showed her best friend what he had sent her, causing the two of them to squeal for another 2 minutes.
eventually they both calmed down and ordered something. since (name) had a free period she decided to sleep for 2 hours and when the alarm went off she fixed herself and dressed up.
as she had a date with her long-time crush.
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🍒 reblogs and notes are appreciated !
🍒 sft-chrry 2023
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marnz · 4 months
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2023 review
an extremely long post re: thoughts on this year
2023 was an extremely weird and fun year of a lot of personal growth! Late last year I had to take leave from work due to some health issues originating from burn out, and going into this year I was extremely nervous about returning to work. I was also determined to do more events and activities this year, which was my ~covid resolution~. And this year turned out to be way different from anything I could have imagined! Not only was returning to work successful, I could quickly tell that the time I took off was instrumental to my health going forward. The skills and perspective shift I practiced and worked on quickly proved themselves to be really important and I felt much better in just about every situation with them on board. I don't want to pretend that this year wasn't difficult--it was, it was stressful and full of a lot of hard work and uncertainty because I did a lot of stuff I had never done before, and tried a lot of new things, and also tried to make some decisions regarding my future. But all of that growth led to some really good things, which I wanted to document.
Good things:
got my driver's license
started doing yoga, which has been great for stress relief. now at the point where I have started to do it independently instead of relying on a class
got back into knitting and knit my first sweater!
saw several shows this year! and I went to a lot of them with friends
befriended some people at work! I always find it challenging to make the leap from work-friend to friend, but turns out going to concerts with people makes that happen. This is also nice bc a lot of my local friends have moved away due to cost of living
made a lot of training progress with Piper. Walking her is so much easier & enjoyable now, and I think our relationship has gotten even better. This has been a multi year project.
read 63 books this year, 13 more than last year. Audiobooks have been a life saver, and reading didn't feel like a chore the way it did at the end of last year.
returned to work successfully, started working on cool projects at work, and have gotten some recognition for it!
went to europe! on a sort of delayed honeymoon
wrote a couple more short stories and worked on original long term fiction a bunch
spent more time kayaking! and more time outside in general, hiking, walking piper, running, etc
got elected VP of the union and became a shop steward, which has been both very rewarding and very challenging
set clear financial goals that I am making progress towards
started being able to eat eggs again! not sure how this happened but it's been a life saver. thank you, immune system.
survived getting covid 😩
started adderall and oh my god....a game changer.
got better at setting boundaries
next year, I would like to work on:
becoming a morning person! I used to be a morning person and then when I got really depressed I lost that power. I know it's possible for me if I take the right steps. I've already started working on it because i'm a masochist
running. I hear it's so good for stress relief and it is so common in my field, plus it is a more attainable form of outside time than hiking (requires driving long distances, waiting for weekend, etc) or kayaking (seasonal, requires buying kayaks, waiting for weekend). my psych also told me that apparently exercise helps stabilize mood and adhd! two things i could def benefit from. i started running today and uhh we'll see how it goes lol. also, i don't drink, i don't smoke, i don't use substances of any kind, give me that fucking runner's high
driving more. driver's license or no, driving still scares me! i want to get to the point where I feel comfortable driving long distances alone, such as being able to take someone to the airport if the train isn't running
continuing big projects at work. honestly I am still considering law school and these projects will give me the chance to think deeply about whether complex litigation is for me.
writing. to be honest, while I still think about my writing projects almost daily, writing just isn't a priority right now. And that's fine. I want to give myself some space and time. i would not have been able to say this a year ago...
using my phone less! something I've noticed is that my phone sometimes makes me feel pretty agitated or i feel overwhelmed by notifications? and that I am happier and able to focus better if my phone is in the other room. for example, when i take a bath I typically put my phone in another room and then i am able to read for hours. I would like to work on this.
continuing creative hobbies. such as knitting, doing more wood working, learning how to sew, etc. brain feel good...
moving & creating a home. we are moving early in the new year, which I am stressed about, but I'm also really excited because it will be a great new space and the location is really, really good. i want to work on making sure this place is as cozy and happy as possible, and also set it up so we can host guests so loved ones can come visit more easily
continuing to build a wardrobe i am happy with! I think I have written before that a lot of my work clothes make me feel like I'm wearing drag, and I'd like to fix that and also continue to knit myself customized pieces I love. like, a sweater vest to wear with a white button down, etc. gender wise i am just vibing but I like menswear more and I would like to continue exploring that
this year I have spent more time talking with my dad and my partner about the future, and while I am still considering law school everyone, including me, is worried about my health w/r/t that, let alone financial shit. my thoughts on this are...I need to have a solid stress management infrastructure in place to be a happy person, regardless of what I do in the future. Knitting & yoga & taking Piper on very long walks daily, plus having stuff to look forward to (shows), has really helped me this year, so I would like to continue exploring that.
as far as work...well I would like it to dictate my life less. right now I'm working from home (office is being remodeled) and I feel like the most boring person alive because I am just. home all the time. I do find work novel because last year I was doing high stress complex litigation and absolutely falling apart over it and this year I'm so chill while doing the same sort of thing. mainly because I have spent so many hours building stress management processes, working on perfectionism, getting perspective, and i've recovered from burn out. game fucking changer! my workload is way too high really high right now, which I don't love, and I keep being put in extremely challenging situations! but that's okay.
anyway. I don't want to misrepresent my life and claim it was exclusively wins this year...there were some really difficult months. December in particular has been so hard. but I'm really happy that I tried so much new stuff this year and I'm excited for 2024.
sending love to y'all! <3
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warmaidensrevenge · 1 year
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Loss
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Pairing: Eddie Munson x Fem!plus size reader
If you want to read my other work you can find it HERE
A/N: Today I feel like I need to cry really bad. But I don't like to. It's just a big mess and I look ugly. So I wanted to write something a bit sad. So here goes nothing. I was inspired by Slipknots song Snuff and Jimmy Eat World song Hear You Me. Thanks for reading. As always feedback is greatly appreciated. Kay love ya bye.
Warnings: +18 Mentions of death, arguing, drug dealing/use, alcohol use, language, slight body insecurities, oral, smut, hurt, angst, and not proof read and no word count.
One shot
Summary: Tragedy makes you do shit you shouldn't. But your best friend doesn't give up on you. Eddie Munson will do whatever it takes to get you through it.
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When you first met Eddie he was 14 years old. He had just moved in with his uncle after his mom passed. At first you didn't like him. He was so loud and jittery. Constantly talking. But what made you actually not like him is when he kissed you on a dare. His buddies in the 8th grade dared him to kiss the 7th grade chubby nerdy girl. You were outside your next class reading Where the Red Fern Grows. You had started to cry when the little boy died.
Out of nowhere this kid with a shaved head came and sat next to you.
" Hey what's the matter?" He asked, sounding a little sad.
" Oh. Umm. It's just the book." You mumbled, wiping away your tears.
He plucked the book from your hands and looked over the cover.
" This is about dogs right?"
" Yeah. Kinda."
He looked at you and handed back the book. " You know a pretty girl like you shouldn't be crying. People will think you're a crybaby."
You looked at him to say something but he quickly kissed you.
When he pulled away you were so pissed. You balled up your fist and decked him.
He immediately grabbed his jaw and his eyes filled with tears.
" I-I.. I'm sorry." His voice broke.
You could tell he really was trying not to cry. You felt just a little bad. Maybe he didn't deserve to be nearly knocked out. But then again. This weirdo just kissed you.
You stood up and pointed your finger in his face.
" DON'T YOU EVER DO ANYTHING LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN! YOU CANT JUST GO AROUND KISSING PEOPLE!"
" I-I know s-sorry." He stuttered.
" Next time you do something that stupid. Ask permission!"
You stormed off to the girls bathroom and cried.
Ever since then you could not get rid of Eddie Munson. To him you were his best friend. To you he was merely an acquaintance. The rest of the 7th grade Eddie Munson was around. When he went to highschool he would get dropped off in front of your house just to walk you to and from school.
After school he would stay at yours until his uncle could pick him up. Which annoyed you like crazy. Sure Eddie was funny. But you could not stand him worth a damn.
But your parents did. You didn't know of they actually liked the dork. Or if they felt sorry for him being underprivileged. Either way they always liked having him around. Especially your dad.
You loved your dad more than anything in the world. It was because of him you gave Eddie a chance to be an actual friend. Your dad always gave you so much shit for being rude to Eddie. He would even make fun of you two. Saying one day you guys would get married and have tons of babies. Which you absolutely hated the thought of.
Once you got to highschool you and Eddie bonded more than you cared for. With the same types of problems you guys grew close. When he got older he calmed down. Not by much, but enough for you to actually be able to be in his presence longer than five minutes.
He put all that energy into his campaigns, and he started playing the guitar. Which was nice sometimes. He would go on tangents about how epic his storyline was for every campaign. He would get so theatrical that it was quite funny.
By the time you were a junior, Eddie was a senior. The bullying brought you guys even closer than before. He was bullied for being a "Freak". Long hair and rock music was not your peers norm. But for Eddie and you. It was. He was cool, and very nice. But others refused to see that.
They also refused to see you that way too. They saw nothing more than an ugly fat geek. Yes you were larger than your classmates and you didn't put on pounds of makeup. You liked to read and got straight A's. But you were not ugly. At least that's what Eddie would say.
Did you believe him? Well no.
But he did a lot to keep your mind from putting you down. He really did become a great friend. He was always there. Flirting away. Calling you beautiful all the time. Always play fighting with you, or teased you for being so darn cute. He did things that, from the outside looking in were suspicious. But to you and him you were just really good friends.
You never saw him like that. And to be honest you didn't want to. Sure he was devilishly handsome, and one of the nicest guys. But you just didn't see him that way.
He really was just a friend. Well until he wanted more.
...
He had been a forest firefighter for a majority of his life. And you could not have been prouder. He was the best dad in the whole world.
You were 18 when the unthinkable happened. You were a senior now and Eddie was doing his senior year over again. One afternoon your dad had gotten an emergency call and had to go.
See you knew your dad's job was dangerous. He literally fought fires with fire. He was well liked and a hero to everyone in Hawkins. But to you he was better than Superman.
Every time he went to work you made his crew promise to bring him back. And they did. Every time. Well until they didn't.
The fire was burning through the forest way too fast and with the winds blowing at 50 mph, it just got worse.
Your mom and you were escorted to the highschool gymnasium. All the thirteenth families of your dad's crew were there. People were freaking out and you weren't stupid. You knew something awful happened.
The captain of the fire department came and gave you the worst news you've ever heard.
Your father and his entire crew's bodies were found. They had gotten trapped and couldn't make it out. Your mother fell to the ground and wept.
You didn't believe it. It wasn't true. The guys promised to bring him back. You stood there staring at the door. Waiting for your dad to run in and say it was just a terrible joke. But he never came.
You were angry, and hurt. That you didn't know what to do. You knew your mom needed you then. But you needed something else or someone else. You needed your best friend. This shit you had planned on the drive to his trailer was stupid to say the least. But you need just a moment to get out of your current reality.
...
Eddie had been in love with you from the moment his lips touched yours. Sure it ended with a sock in the jaw. But he was yours then, and still yours now. Did you know that? Hell no. Did Eddie want to tell you? Absolutely not. You were his most trusted and bestest friend. He swore he would never do anything to jeopardize the friendship he tried so hard to build. He worked hard to get your parents to love him and he helped you even when you didn't ask for it. Which was hardly ever. You were very stubborn. But incredibly sweet. Though at first you resist Eddie's friendship. He eventually got you to see him for who he really was. That he wasn't a freak or scary or any of those awful things anyone said about him. However, he liked you and he had to keep you in his life. Even if it was just as a friend.
So he shoved his fondness for you into the deepest part of his heart. But then when you got to highschool you really proportioned out. Yes you were still thicker than most and he would have loved you either way. But you were growing up to be the most beautiful girl he had the pleasure of viewing.
Eddie's affection for you only grew. He always had to compliment you and touch you. Of course only if you would let him. He flirted a lot. He couldn't help it. The girl of his dreams was right in front of him all the time. But as a man of his word. He wouldn't ruin this beautiful friendship with you.
That was until all hell broke loose.
He was home that night. His uncle was at the plant as usual pulling a double. Eddie had just finished writing a new campaign when you came.
Eddie let you in, surprised that you came without calling. Normal when you came over you would call before. Giving him a warning to be decent. But he took it as 'Shit the love of my life is coming and I need to clean'.
When you came in you were off. He could always tell. But this time was different. This time you said stuff he wasn't expecting.
" Eddie. I need you to do me a favor."
" Uhhh okay?" He said taking a seat on the couch.
His eyes followed you back and forth as you paced his living room.
" ok but look. This is going to be...a lot...but I need you."
" What's going on princess?"
You stopped and looked at him letting out a long sigh. " Umm maybe I should just show you."
"Y/n?"
Eddie watched as you went towards his room. He was so confused. Normally you could talk to him. But you were being super cryptic and he was kinda scared.
He got up after a few seconds and followed you. He saw your shoes and socks in the hallway. As he got closer he kept finding more of what you were wearing. Picking them up along the way. When he turned the corner to his room he saw you in his bed.
The way you held his blanket up to your chest he just knew you were completely naked. Seeing your underwear and bra thrown on his dress also confirmed it.
He didn't know what to say. He would be lying if he said this wasn't a dream come true. But seriously what the hell?
" ummm princess. Are you naked?"
" Okay yes...I know this is a lot to ask but I really need you to have sex with me."
He was at a loss for words. Did you really just say that? Were you really in his bed? Naked?!
"I-I"
" Eddie. Please."
" Y/n? What's going on? We...we can't."
" Why?"
"I..."
" You're gonna tell me with all the flirting and all times you said that if I were your girl that you would take care of me. You're gonna say that and not want to take me when I offer?"
" Princess this is...this-"
" A lot to ask. I know. But I need you right now. I need you this way."
He always promised to be there for you. Whatever you need he would always be ready to help. Though he knew something was wrong, he had wanted this for so long.
Eddie closed his door and started to undress. He slid in next to you. Questions eating at him.
" Are you sure?"
"Yes Munson. I want this."
" But it's your first time."
You pulled at his shoulders to face you.
" yeah and I want it to be with you. I trust you. I know you won't hurt me."
You looked at him with such adoration. You were right. He would never hurt you. You were his everything.
His best friend part of him kept telling him not to. To talk about what was going on in your head. But his teenage hormones were yelling at him otherwise. See he was a virgin too. He had never seen a boob in real life. Sure he had naughty well used magazines under his bed, along with a couple of porn films he swiped a long time ago. So he knew where things went and how to be safe about it. But he wasn't about to admit it was his first time too.
He hesitated for a second before leaning in and kissing your cheek.
" Is this okay?" He asked
" You can do more. I want you to do more."
Your words made his body shiver. He kissed down your neck as you laid down. His hands were firmly pressed against either side of you. Your hands were clutching the blanket.
As he kissed across your chest a small whimper rang in his ears. He looked up at you worried.
" Touch me Eddie. I want you to touch me."
His eyes nearly popped out of his head when you pushed the blanket down. Revealing your ample breast. They looked so soft and were so big his mouth watered at the sight. One of his hands started to massage your breast.
He just kept looking at you in utter amazement. Your chest covered in stretch marks. Your breasts were spilling out of his hands. God you were more beautiful than he originally thought.
" Can I ... suck on them?"
"umm... y-yeah...s-sure."
He licked his lips before kissing one of your nipples gently. He then opened his mouth and swirled his tongue around it. Suckling with such tenderness. He lightly tugged at the raised nub with his teeth before sucking again. You moaned ever so softly that it gave him goosebumps.
Eddie knew even with his lack of experience, that it takes girls a little bit to get ready. So he was gonna make sure that your body was ready for him. Because his most definitely was. He had waited a long time for this. It's not like he didn't get offers. Because even though people saw him as a freak. Something about him being in a band had girls waiting for him after sets. But he never did anything with anyone. That was because he was saving himself for you. And though he knew you weren't in that state for him, he still wanted you to be his first and last everything.
He was still massaging and kissing and sucking on you when you lifted his head.
" Eddie. Now. I'm ready now."
Shit this was really going to happen. He was so nervous his hands started to shake when he was putting on the condom.
Finally it was on and he was now between your legs. He had to ask one more time.
" Y/n. Are you-"
" Eddie if you ask me again I swear I will leave."
Not wanting that he nodded.
" It might hurt."
After all this time you pulled him down for a deep kiss. He honestly hadn't believed that he didn't even kiss you. But God how badly he needed it. How badly he needed you.
Then it happened. You helped guide him to where you wanted and he went slow. He shut his eyes at this feeling he really couldn't describe. You were so warm and wet. And fuck so damn tight. He could feel himself already there. But he wasn't even in all the way. So he had to stop just to regain control.
Your body shook as his tip went in. It did hurt. But not in a bad way. His stretch was incredible. And when he stopped you wanted more.
" Eddie. God. More...please."
Eddie said a soft fuck as he continued to pushing through. There was a spot where he had to push a little hard making you gasp.
He was scared as hell. He looked up to see you covering your mouth. He stopped again to let you give him the okay.
Once he felt your body relax you nodded. He kept going until he felt a soft spot that made you moan so loud he knew he was hitting that spot.
The beautiful pain that caused made tears fall from the corners of your eyes. This wasn't at all what you expected. Eddie was huge. You hadn't seen or felt a penis before. But you knew that he was big. You weren't sure how it was gonna work but he was doing an excellent job keeping your thoughts at bay.
You need this. This comfort. Sure it was a dumb idea to sleep with your best friend. But at this moment, nothing mattered. It was just you and Eddie.
This felt like it was supposed to happen.
You felt this fire grow deep within you. With every slow thrust of his hips made something happen. And when you kissed him it felt... different.
You were clenching him so tight he couldn't hold back anymore. He felt your body tense again and he knew you were cumming. Your back arched and his hunched as he finally let go.
He slowly pulled out and watched you. He laid down trying to catch his breath. You pulled the blanket back over you to hide yourself and he felt bad.
After what you guys did you were still hiding from him. It was awkward for a few minutes. He got up to grab a towel for you. He took off the condom and discarded it.
When he went back to the room you were getting dressed. He pulled on a pair of grey sweatpants and sat next to you.
You sat there thinking about everything. You just had sex with your best friend. You could swear you would feel different. You thought you would feel bad for basically forcing him to do it. But you didn't. It didn't feel wrong. It actually felt right. It felt...good.
Then your thoughts went dark.
" Princess? Are you okay?"
You could feel Eddie watching you. You wanted to look at him, but now you were ashamed. Not about what just happened, but why it happened.
" N-no."
Now Eddie could think clearly. Did he do something wrong? It sure felt right to him. Should he have just said no? Was this a mistake? No. It felt too good to be.
He looked at you and tears were rolling down your face. He wrapped an arm around your waist and you just turned and buried your face in his chest.
You cried so hard that all he could do was hold you. You had never cried like this before. Your whole body trembled. Your crying made him cry too.
"W-what happened y/n?"
...
Eddie stood next to you two weeks later holding your hand while they buried your father. You were gone. You weren't you anymore. The smile Eddie had loved so much was gone. You were quiet and you cried all the time.
You had stayed with him every night since. He held you as you cried yourself to sleep. You moved like a ghost. He tried to distract you with whatever he could. But nothing was working.
You were a shell of who you used to be. Burying your father was the worst day of your life. You should have been with your mom those two weeks. But for some reason you blamed her for it.
Instead you stayed with Eddie and his uncle. You finally went back to school after the funeral. You roamed the halls like a zombie. Constantly running off to the bathroom to cry. Eddie would have to be the one to find you and calm you down enough to get back to class. He really was your saving grace.
Three months after the funeral you and Eddie started hooking up on the reg. You constantly found yourself either in the back of his van riding him or out in the woods where he sold drugs.
This day in particular you were laying down with your ass on the edge of the table. Eddie was on his knees between your legs going to town.
He'd been at this for the better part of the hour. You guys totally missed lunch and part of class. But it didn't matter. He was a god with his tongue. His touch made you forget about everything. He was working on your fourth orgasm when you sat up on your elbows.
" Munson we're gonna get detention if we don't go back."
He hummed into you, licking and sucking on your clit.
" Haven't even put my fingers in yet." He mumbled
You laid back down and moaned when he slid his long thick fingers into you.
Eddie couldn't get enough of your pussy. The damn thing was intoxicating. To be fair everything about you was. He just loved when you came on his tongue. He could live off your sweet nectar.
When you came for the final time he licked and swallowed every last drop. You sat up and pulled his hand to suck off your juice. Making his cock ache. He wanted to feel your walls hugged him. He wanted to bury his throbbing cock deep into your perfect pussy but you were right. You guys had to go back.
Once you put on your panties you hopped off the table and pulled down your dress. Both of you smirk and walk back.
" Coming tonight?" Eddie asked, shoulder bumping you.
" uh huh."
" Cool."
Eddie didn't know what was going on with you two. But he loved you so he was happy with whatever you gave him. He wanted you to be his girl. But this secret hooking up was making it clear that it was what you wanted for now. He wasn't complaining. He liked being with you like this and other ways too.
All he wished was that he knew what was going on in your head. You didn't talk about your father. Shit you barely talked at all. Which he missed like crazy. He missed the conversations and the laughs. He was determined to get you back by giving you whatever you needed.
It was almost unbelievable when you asked him to get high that night. You had never once wanted to smoke with him. Or drink for that matter. But when you came over you had asked.
When he came back you were naked. He has seen you naked countless times by now. But holy fuck were you so beautiful. Every curve, every stretch mark, all your perfect imperfections. He loved them all.
Of course he wasn't going to say no. He'd been wanting to see what you were like inebriated.
You sat on his couch while he went to his room to get his metal lunch box. He pulled out a perfectly rolled joint and smirked.
You were laying down with a small throw just covering your mid section.
" God princess."
You lifted your arms for him to come to you. He stripped down to his boxers and laid on top of you. His hands were on either side of your face with the joint and lighter in one hand.
" I thought you wanted to smoke."
" I do....But I want you inside me while we do."
" hmm never done this before." He grinned.
You pushed his hair back behind his ears and lifted a bit to kiss his neck. He threw his head back and groaned. You nipped at his neck and lifted your hips to his.
"Fuu.." he moaned when you sucked a small bruise on his shoulder.
He got to his knees and lit the joint taking a long puff. You went for his boxers freeing his cock. He leaned back down and blew the smoke into your mouth.
" Hold it." He whispered
He kissed your cheek down to your neck. You slowly let out the smoke and coughed slightly. He removed his mouth from your chest and took another hit. His lips met yours and he kissed you while blowing the smoke.
He guided himself into you. Sucking a large dark hickey on your chest. Doing this without protection was the new normal for him. The day after you got on birth control you threw away all his condoms.
He moved the blanket barrier because he wasn't close enough.
He did so. Taking one last puff of the joint before putting it out. He blew into your mouth then started to hit that sweet spot just how you liked it. He had you cumming in just a few minutes. He came too. Filling you up with his love. Cumming in you was the best thing in the world to him he secretly wished you would get pregnant so you would always be with him.
" Harder." You moaned.
Once he was done he sat back trying to catch his breath. The weed finally kicked in and you started to giggle. His heart was full at hearing that. It had been so long since you laughed.
" Fuck Munson." You said breathlessly.
" Y-yeah."
He got up and went to get a wash cloth and cleaned you up. You pulled on your panties and shirt. After you laid him his arms enjoying the high. You guys talked and laughed. Reliving all the fond memories you two had together.
"Do you remember when you and your uncle came over for Christmas for the first time?"
Eddie smiled. " Yeah."
He remembered everything about that day. He was almost 16 and it was his very first white Christmas. You and him were in your room. He was showing you his new Megadeth album while you finished knitting his beanie.
He was so happy that day. You had finally started warming up to him and hung out with him. You guys listened to the music and just talked about what to expect for your freshman year.
You had got up to open a window because all the cooking was making the house super hot. When you did you squealed.
" It's snowing."
Eddie jumped up and went to look too. He had honestly never seen snow. He grabbed your hand and you guys ran to the front door and put on your jackets.
It was really cold that night but Eddie didn't care. He wanted to build a snowman man. Out of nowhere you started throwing snow balls at him. He didn't want to hurt you so he just dodged them. His hands were freezing and you noticed. You went inside and grabbed his presents and two mugs of hot cocoa.
He put on his beanie and mittens and sat with you on the porch watching the snow fall. You leaned your head on his shoulder and he smiled. He had considered this to be your guy's first date.
" Remember we got so sick the next day."
Eddie laughed. " God yeah. That was so bad. I remember your dad made us his firehouse chili. It was so spicy I swear my mouth was on fire. But it did make me feel better. The snot just flowed out of me."
" Y-Yeah." Your voice broke.
Shit he didn't mean to bring up your dad.
" I'm sorry princess. I-"
" It's okay. Don't worry about it. It...it was a really great day."
He held you tighter. He wanted so badly to ask you to be his girl. But he didn't know if you were ready yet. All this time he was falling deeper in love with you. Sex was so damn good, he couldn't imagine it getting any better. You were an absolute goddess to him. He worshipped your body every chance he got. He thought that maybe you loved him too. You had to right? You wouldn't be doing this just to get your rocks off. But then again you were distant when it wasn't just you two.
Many weeks went by and you were changing even more. You had started drinking and skipping school like crazy. You stop staying with him, finally going back home. But you would eventually show up every other day. Wanting him to fuck you. Of course he did. He always wanted to give you what you needed. But you didn't seem to realize what you were doing to him. You were hurting him.
It was like you only wanted him when you were sad. And though Eddie hated you being sad he just wanted to help.
...
You were growing distant from everyone. It's not like you wanted to. But you did. Being with Eddie made you feel ok for a little while. But you wanted to stop sleeping with him. Because you were getting way too attached. It felt like every time you had sex you were getting used to the idea of him always being around.
You knew that wasn't the case. Everyone dies. Your dad made that clear to you. Sure you knew it was going to eventually happen but the reality of it was too much. You didn't want to lose Eddie too. He became too important too fast. And your feelings for him grew to the point where you loved him. Sure you "loved" him before. But not like this. He was quickly taking over your heart. And that was something you did not want.
Eddie has been an important person in your life. He was your best friend. But things went too far and you noticed that Eddie was getting attached too. And you needed it to stop.
So one night you confessed how you felt. You were always honest with him. And though you didn't want to hurt him. You actually wanted to be with him. But the thought of losing him was too much to bear.
Eddie was sitting on his bed listening to you say that you couldn't do this anymore. He was right. You weren't ready for a serious thing. It broke his heart but he could understand that. Not wanting to lose you too he agreed to stop with the sexual stuff.
However, he hadn't expected for you to pull away from him entirely. The only time he had seen you was at school. You withdrew from Hellfire and all the extra curricular activities. For weeks you were just not around.
He missed you like crazy. He tried to talk to you but you constantly scurried away when he got close. Why were you doing this to him? Weren't you guys still friends?
All his thoughts went back to sleeping with you. He knew it shouldn't have happened. Well it should have but not like that. He knew something was there. You had feelings for him too. How could you not? One night when you had fallen asleep in his arms you moaned an I love you.
He loved you so very much. And that's all he wanted to do. But you kept up the distance and it hurt.
One Saturday Eddie went to a party to deal some drugs. He had planned on going to your house after to try and talk but you were at this party. You had clearly been drinking. You didn't see him but he saw you. Some guy was kissing on your neck while you were drinking a beer.
Words couldn't describe the pain Eddie felt in his heart. Is this what you were doing these past few weeks? Had you moved on? He thought you said you weren't ready. Why the fuck would you be letting some guy be on you like that, when you wanted him?
He was so angry that he was ready to beat the shit out of the guy. But that's when he saw who it was. Billy Hargrove. His dad was one of the crew members with your dad.
Eddie put two and two together. You attached yourself to the only person who knew how you felt. He took off cursing the world for not being the one you needed.
He went home balling his eyes out for you. For all the pain you felt that he couldn't help you with. He cried for himself. How much it hurt him to see you with someone else.
...
It was stupid. Letting Billy touch you. You were already four beers, three shots of tequila in when he started to hit on you.
You really weren't paying too much attention to him, until he started getting closer. Soon you were leaning up against a wall with him kissing on your neck. Then he started touching you everywhere.
" Let's go find a room" he mumbled into your neck.
" Umm y-yeah. Why don't...don't you find an empty one. And-and I'll get us more drinks."
He nodded and left. You stumbled to the kitchen looking for the phone. The numbers were blurry and the room started to spin a little. It took you two times to punch in the right number.
"Hello?"
" M-munson"
" Y/n?"
" H-hey. I'm at erm... a party. And I don't...feel good."
" I'll be right there."
You didn't even bother to hang up the receiver. You made it outside and sat down. The spinning got worse causing you to throw up. After you just laid on the ground and fell asleep.
Eddie sped over to find you passed out on the grass.
" Fuck!"
He ran to you holding you in his lap. You reeked of booze and vomit.
" Princess? C'mon. Wake up."
You groaned slightly. " Ed-Eddie?"
" Yeah baby. I'm here. C'mon. Let's go home."
Once he got to his trailer, he helped you into the showered. He got in too washing you up. He had pulled out a pair of pajamas you left there and helped you get dressed. He brushed your hair and braided it before you guys laid down.
He watched you all night. Making sure you were okay. You had started talking in your sleep. Which normally you just moaned a little.
" Eddie please don't go."
He hugged you tighter. " I'm not going anywhere."
"I...love you."
He knew it was just sleep talking but he waited so long to hear those words come from you again. He kissed your forehead.
" I love you y/n."
...
Sometime in the very early morning he fell asleep. But when he woke up you were gone. He tried calling you. He even went to your house. But no one was there.
It wasn't until Monday when he saw you at school. He tried to talk to you all morning but for some reason you kept avoiding him. Even in the classes you had together you didn't even look at him. You were breaking his heart.
During lunch he couldn't take it anymore. He needed this conversation to happen.
He looked everywhere for you to no avail. That was until he found you in the parking lot. You were in Billy's car doing something. As he got closer he saw exactly what you were doing.
You had a rolled up dollar bill to your nose and were sniffing some white powder. Eddie freaked the fuck out. He pulled open the door.
"Y/N WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?!"
"Mun-"
He pulled you out by your arm, dragging you towards his van.
" YOU'RE HURTING ME!" You cried out.
Out of the blue he felt a pair of hands on him.
Billy pulled you away and got in his face.
" What the hell's your problem man?! Don't you see she doesn't want to go with you?!"
"FUCK YOU HARGROVE! WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING GIVING HER THAT SHIT?!" Eddie shoved him and went back to grab your hand.
Before he could Billy tackled him. They were rolling around throwing blow after blow.
You were yelling for them to stop. A few kids came and surrounded you guys. You tried to grab Billy off but he pushed you away.
When Eddie saw you fall he got the upper hand and was now on top of Billy. Punch after punch. Eddie was going off.
Finally teachers came and ripped the two apart.
Everyone was suspended. Billy was a bloody mess and Eddie had a busted lip and a bloody nose. When you were all sent home you had a choice to make. Go with Eddie or go with Billy.
You made the stupidest choice. You could see the hurt in Eddie's eyes when you got into Billy's car.
...
Eddie was beyond pissed. How could you choose Billy over him? You said you loved him. What the fuck was wrong with you?!
When he got home his uncle was getting ready to leave. They had gotten into an argument about his suspension.
Eddie didn't say why he got into a fight. Just that Billy threw the first punch. When his uncle left Eddie went to the restroom to see the damage.
His knuckles were all bruised and sore. His nose had some dried blood. But other than that he was fine. Physically that is. Emotionally he was a wreck.
He cleaned himself up and changed his clothes. He lit a cigarette and went outside.
A familiar car approached. But he couldn't look at you. When you got off you stood a few feet in front of him.
" Eddie? Are you okay?" Your soft voice only served to hurt him more.
" What the hell are you doing here?" He said taking a drag of his cigarette.
" I came to see if you were okay."
"Why?"
" What do you mean why?"
" Y/n don't act like you care about me."
" What?! I do care about you."
"No you don't! You only care about yourself."
"Eddie-"
" No y/n. You have to stop this. Whatever you're doing."
" I'm not doing anything-"
" YES YOU ARE! Don't you see how you're acting and what you're doing is affecting me?'
Of course you did. That's why you were keeping your distance. The last thing you wanted to do was hurt your best friend.
" Eddie I'm sorry. I-"
" Don't be. Just fucking go."
You didn't know what to say. You loved him. But all you kept doing was hurting him.
"Do you really want me to go? Because I don't want to...We need to talk about this."
He took another puff. Now he had a choice to make. Hurt more or let you go. Letting go though wasn't an option for him.
He sighed. "Y/n look. Maybe the way things happened for us was not okay. But I'm glad it did. I know that what we were doing wasn't wrong...I've wanted you for so long that everything we did felt like it was supposed to happen. Looking back when we first met it's crazy to think about. I never thought that every day since we would be building a bond that was so strong. A bond that makes me want you forever. Y/n you are my best friend. And - and I know you're going through a lot right now. But I can be here for you. You don't need to get wasted or do drugs to get past this. What you need is to talk to me. Be with me. Be my best friend again. I can help you. You know I lost my mom too. You don't need Billy or anyone else. I love you y/n. And I need you to see that I'm not going anywhere."
This was exactly what you didn't want to happen. This is the reason you wanted to stay away from him. You needed him. But you didn't want to need anyone. You wanted to just disappear.
There was shit going on that no one knew. And with Billy knowing how it felt to lose a parent that way, he got it. Eddie lost his mom too. But that was years ago and she died from an illness. You thought he wouldn't understand.
But he did. He knew what it was like to hurt that way. He knew what it was like trying to drown out your sorrows with alcohol and drugs. Shit you were the one to get him to stop doing it so much. But things were changing now.
" Eddie as much as I would like to say that I love you too. I can't. Everything is so messed up that we can't go back. We can't just start over."
" I don't want to start over. I want to fix whatever is wrong."
" Eddie... we're moving."
The cigarette butt burned his fingers and he tossed it. He looked at you and was confused.
" W-what?"
You wiped away a tear. " My mom can't afford the house now. So we are moving to Arizona with my grandparents."
"W-what?!"
His world started falling apart. No this can't be happening.
" That's why I tried to stay away. That's why I needed too. That and I don't want to hurt you anymore...we can't do this... I'm still grieving for my dad. I keep making the wrong choices. And I need to get myself back. I can't love you. I don't want to."
Eddie's eyes started to swell with tears. He stood up getting closer to you.
" You love me though... You love me? That's why you keep pushing me away?"
" Eddie. I can't. I'm leaving."
He got closer. " No. Just admit it. You love me. That's why you chose to be with me. Have me be your first? Did you know that you were mine too?"
" Eddie I-"
" No princess. Don't deny it now." He was so close now. His body was pressed up against yours.
" You love me. You want to be with-"
You took a step back. "I don't want to lose you too."
" What?" He said taking a step back as well.
He could hear your shuddered breathing. " Eddie everyone leaves or dies. It's just best if I leave. And you move on."
" Nope."
Eddie pulled you into his arms. " I'm not leaving. I'm not dying anytime soon. And you are not leaving me without telling me the truth."
You hung your head shaking it.
He cupped your face with one hand making you look at him.
" Tell me you don't love me." He kissed your cheek. "Tell me the thought of being without me doesn't keep you up at night...Tell me that you don't always want to be in my bed. That you don't dream about me like how I dream about you... Tell me that when you look at me you don't see a future with us having kids and married. Because I do. I see all that with you...Tell me you don't love it when I make love to you...tell me you don't and I'll let you go."
Fuck why did he have to say that. Of course you felt all that and more. But you couldn't. You shouldn't.
" Kiss me...Kiss m-"
Eddie pulled you closer and kissed you with everything he had. Another stupid decision. But God it felt so good when you're with him. He was your everything. Your love. Your best friend.
You guys ended up in his room. You were on top of him slowly rocking your hips back and forth. Your mouths attached to one another's. Eddie was right about everything. You loved him with every fiber of your being.
After you laid in his arms. You wanted to confess your feelings. But this was the end. It had to be.
...
You spent every night with Eddie until you were about to leave Hawkins. Eddie tried to get you to stay. He even had his uncle agree to have you live with them. But you refused.
Eddie was standing outside of your house. You guys had just finished packing up the moving van. You said your goodbyes last night. But he couldn't let you leave without hearing you say it.
" Y/n. Please. Just tell me."
" What good would it do if I said it?"
" Then I'll know that you do. And I can go on and think none of this was a mistake."
You sighed. " No words can describe all the feelings I have for you. You have shown me what love really is. That it goes beyond sex. It's the way you talk to me, the way you hold me, the way you touch me. It's how you always show up when I need you... I didn't fall in love with you because I wanted to. I fell in love with you because everything felt right. And for the first time in my life I didn't feel alone. I fell in love with you for all the reasons you showed me every single day... Eddie...until the stars stop twinkling, until the sun no longer burns, until the world stops turning. I will always love you. I swear I will... forever."
Eddie's heart broke all over again. He knew it. And now you were leaving him.
He gave you one last kiss before he watched you leave.
Maybe in another life or at another time. You guys could have been together. He stood there with eyes full of tears knowing you took a piece of him with you.
He knew you would never come back. And though he told himself that one day he would be okay. You would always have his heart.
...
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Hello! I'm Megan, and I'm a 2nd year in Ignihyde! You probably never saw me before, considering I usually stay in my room other than for classes and food.
So I've recently started using social media and posting (somewhat) regularly, my mom and dad never let me use any type of social media other than messaging apps, and I wanted to know how to generally respond to hate, since this is my first time, thank you!
Note : Megan is my OC, she grew up sheltered, that's why she doesn't know how to respond to hate
This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things
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*kicks coffin door open* HI- so, school has been beating me up. I’m still alive, (unfortunately/j) but I’m back. I’m not sure if I can follow through with every three weeks though… butttt I’ll try. That’s all, this ask is long over due so let’s get on to it, yes? This one’s kind of short, but I promise a longer and more well-put together post once I avoid the academic slump I’m about to fall into. Have a nice day/night!!💋
The Prefect kisses their teeth, letting out a hiss of understanding. “Whooooo, hate is a very broad topic,” they chew on the inside of their cheek. “But I’ll try to answer this to the best of my ability. First off,”
“Here’s the simple solution,” rustling of fabric can be heard as the Prefect rolls up their long sleeves.
“Either I go out and personally beat the sh*t out of whoever sends you hate, and trust me, I can.” Yuu says voice laced with aggression.
“Or if you prefer a less…violent approach,” Yuu says, they place their elbows onto their desk, tangling their fingers and leaning their chin onto them.
“First, you need to know why they’re hating. Now, if you realize you’ve made a mistake, don’t delete comments and just own up to said mistake.” Yuu hums, thoughtful.
“It can be fun, y’know. Admitting you’re wrong. Plus, you can joke about it after.” The sides of their lips turn up in a ghost of a smile, but it disappears as subtly as it appeared.
“Now, if the comments were just blatant insults, you can usually just report it to whatever platform they were posted on.” Yuu continues.
“But of course, deleting the comments won’t really fix the blow they had on your confidence, would it?” They sigh, pursing their lips. “In that case, you’d need friends to pick you back up again. Good company has good impact, I know finding good friends in a so-called ‘villain school,’” Yuu’s curls up in a scowl at the title given to NRC. “Might seem like a challenge, but it’s surprisingly easy.”
“Not to mention, they’re fun to joke and mess around with as we’re not too uptight. Goodness knows that’s hard to find at Nobel Bell and Royal Sword.” They mutter the last part with a little eye roll. “But that’s enough of me throwing shade, make sure you have people to build up your confidence whenever something or someone deals a blow. And it helps to have some confidence in yourself, too.” Yuu smiles, a low rumble of a giggle escapes her throat.
“Oh, and I find that if the comments are targeting a certain trait of yours, it’s good to make it the highlight of your next post. This shuts up haters and builds your confidence on that certain trait!” They ramble on before stopping themselves and smiling sheepishly. “You don’t have to do that of course, but just a suggestion.”
“And most of all, don’t let those cowards who only have the bravery to say stupid sh*t behind a screen ruin your day. They take something nice and twist it into something else.” They breath out through their teeth. “It would do you well to ignore them, remember this: every time they try something, just look at the comments and mumble to yourself ‘This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things.’”
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Our fairytale has come to an end.
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konniesreality · 9 months
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Hi Konnie! I am fairly new to the manifestation/law of attraction community, I've been using subliminals on and off again for about five years but that's pretty much it.
I'm sending you this ask in hopes for some advice. I am starting school on August 29th and as of right now, I am going to be doing school online. I really don't want to do school online, I really want to go back to in person school. I'm going to be a senior this school year and this is my last chance to go to actual high school. I've been doing school online ever since the pandemic first shut everything down and ever year I was told "maybe next year" when it came to going into in person school, yet it never happened.
I don't mean to sound ungrateful here. I know that I am lucky to be able to do school from home when many aren't but it's just not for me. I want to experience high school, even if it's just for one year. I want to see my old friends again, friends I haven't been able to see since before school shut down all the way in 2020. I don't want to spend my days sitting down at home while everyone I used to know is out having fun and socializing.
My mom has her reasons for not wanting me to go back. First of all, she's pretty conservative and doesn't like some of the stuff that is being taught in schools as of right now and she doesn't trust teachers/school staff in general. She also doesn't think school is a very safe place right now even though I live in a pretty good area. I also have type 1 diabetes and she feels like it can be better managed at home, even though there's not much of a difference between how I would have to take care of myself at home vs at school. She doesn't like the supposed commute of taking me to school, even though the school is like five minutes away from our house. I was a little troubled in middle school because I got mixed up with the wrong type of people and made some poor descions and got bullied.
Mostly I think the way she is thinking is based off her high school experience. From what she's told me, she ended up dropping out of high school in the 11th grade because she had no friends at school. I think she's afraid that I may have the same experience but I feel like she should be glad that I actually want to go to school. I know all her reasons for wanting me to stay home are valid and while I love my mom a lot, I feel like she is too controlling. It's like she wants me to stay with her for the rest of my life. She told me I could go to in person community college classes this year because I only have two classes to take for high school and then when it was time to sign up for classes, I ended up with having to take online college classes. She's against me getting a job but wants me to take over her job working for my grandfather so she can go get another job that pays better. She's always telling me that many kids don't ever move out of their parents' house and I feel like she's trying to install the idea into my head that I should never leave. I don't have any plans to leave my mom, I just want some freedom and independence. I am 17 years old and I still feel like she treats me like a child.
Sorry for ranting but I just think that having some context may help with giving advice.
I was wondering if it was possible for me to manifest going back to in person school. I found a subliminal on YouTube that is for going back to inperson school and I'm going to use it starting tonight. I just don't know if the subliminal alone is enough for me to be able to go, seeing that I have about a month and a half before school starts again and as of right now, my mom believes that I am going to stick with online school. Plus I should probably know a month before school starts if I'm going to in person school so I can prepare to have a good school year.
I know this is kind of last minute but I really want to go back, it's the main thing I've wanted for the past three years. Is there anything else I can do to ensure that I will go back to my in person high school or do you think adding the subliminal I told you about to my playlist is enough? I know it's not good to obsess over results but I just want to know this is all right so I can manifest going back. I'm hoping once I get some advice that I'll stop obsessing and relax.
I'm sorry this is so long but if you have any answers or advice for me then I'd love to here it! Have a great day!
-Rose 🌹
I think the subliminal in your playlist is enough. Remember all you need to do is assume and assumptions create reality you can go to sleep and wake up having everything that you want and remember it is OK to doubt because you will get your desires and it will happen so stop worrying about what you don’t have and start focusing on the fact that you do have them and then when you wake up you’ll have everything that you want 💗
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brain-deadx0 · 2 years
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Virgil's First Day of School
Part 4 of New Big Brother Extras
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Summary: Virgil goes back to school. This takes place during part 5 of New Big Brother.
Warnings: none that I can think of but let me know
Virgil continued waving even when Remy had turned to walk into his school and didn't stop until Dad had pulled out of the parking lot.
"We still have a bit of time before you need to be at school. Is there anything you wanna do on the way?" Dad asked.
"...McDonald's?" Virgil tried.
Dad just laughed, "Sorry, Kiddo, not today. Besides, if we got McDonald's now, Remy wouldn't be able to have any."
"Oh, yeah. Nevermind then." It wouldn't be fair if Remy couldn't get any, "... Can we get some after schools over?"
Dad smiled back at him in the mirror, "We'll see."
Virgil grinned wider, he was getting McDonald's today.
"How come you didn't walk Remy?" Virgil asked as they made their way to his class.
"Well, Kiddo…" Dad hummed, "Remy's a lot older than you. And a lot of times when you grow up you don't really want or need your parents as much. Plus Remy hasn't been with us long so it might have made him uncomfortable if we did that."
"But… he loves us right? Doesn't that mean he'd want us too?"
"It's not that simple, Kiddo. You know how you get nervous around strangers?"
"Yeah?"
"It's kinda like that. To Remy we're kinda like strangers. And even though he likes us, there's still some things he's not gonna be comfortable with yet."
"Why?"
Dad hummed, "Remember when you and Logan had your first sleepover?"
Virgil deflated a bit at the memory, "Yeah… I got scared and Logan's mom had to call you so I could go home…"
"Did that mean you didn't like Logan?"
"No! He's my bestest friend ever!"
"Exactly," Dad smiled, "Even though you and Logan were super close and liked each other a lot, there were still certain things you weren't comfortable doing with him yet. And now you've had several sleepovers with him and you stay all night."
"So maybe next year Remy will want us to walk him inside?"
"Maybe," Dad told him, "We'll just have to wait and see."
"Ok."
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"Logan!" Virgil called when he and Dad made it to the classroom.
Logan looked up from putting his stuff in his new desk and grinned. He quickly set his things down before speedwalking over. You weren't supposed to run inside after all.
"Virgil, it is extremely good to see you again." Logan grinned as he bounced up and down on his toes and shook his hands a bit.
"Can I hug you?" Virgil asked excitedly.
Logan didn't even pause this time before saying yes.
"So how was Germany?" Dad asked after they stopped hugging.
"It was fun!" Logan told him, "My Oma and Opa even took me to some castles that had been converted into museums! My tante's and onkel's kept trying to hug me though. Despite Mama and Dad informing them that I am not keen on physical affection." He frowned.
"It's probably because they missed you so much," Dad told him, "It's not very nice of them but maybe they kept forgetting?"
"Possibly…" Logan said, "I still didn't like that part. Mama said I just need to keep reminding them and to tell her or Dad if they became too much."
"That's good." Dad smiled.
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Dad left after a minute because school had to start and Virgil was happy to find out that not only were he and Logan in the same class, but Logan had made sure to save him a seat next to him.
Logan liked being in the front because he liked to ask questions. But he said he knew Virgil didn't like the front so he… compmized…? Made sure both of them would be happy. Logan got a seat near the middle and saved Virgil the seat next to him by the window.
"Alright class!" The new teacher called, "Time for everyone to find their seats!"
All the kids who hadn't been sitting ran to the leftover desks.
"Alright everyone, my name is Ms. Bee!"
"Hi Ms. Bee!" everyone said.
"Good morning!" She smiled, "Who's excited for their first day of first grade? Woo!"
"Yeah!"
"Great! Ok first things first here in first grade. I'm gonna call out your name and I want you to raise your hand to let me know you're here. I don't want anyone yelling out but if you have a name you prefer over your full name you can calmly let me know so I can make sure I remember for next time ok?"
After some agreements Ms. Bee started taking roll call.
"It looks like everyone is here today," she said happily, "which is great because that means~ drumroll please," she said as she started drumming in her legs. The class followed for a minute on the desks before she finally announced, "We get to color our nametags!"
She asked the kids in the front row if they would be her helpers before they passed out all the big name tags for the desks.
"Ok I'm sure you all know what to do, but just in case, we're gonna write our names on the name tags as best as we can and then you can color, and draw all over it so it looks extra nice. You can use crayons, markers, colored pencils and anything else over here in these bins." She said as she pointed out all of the tubs, "Then I'm gonna take them back till after lunch so I can laminate them so they last longer."
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"Wow, Logan," Mr. Bee said as she walked through the rows, "you have really nice handwriting."
"Thank you, Ms. Bee. Yours is aesthetically pleasing as well." Logan told her.
"Why thank you, Logan. No ones ever told me that before." She smiled.
"Why not?" Logan asked.
"Well, maybe they thought I already knew?"
"That's silly." Logan told her, "Just because they think you know you're good doesn't mean they shouldn't tell you it's good."
"I think you're right, Logan," she said, making Logan smile, "It's always nice to let people know you think they're doing a good job at something."
"Um… how's mine Ms. Bee?" Virgil asked. He knew his handwriting wasn't as nice as Logans. But it was probably still good right? He hoped using different letters was ok…
Ms. Bee smiled as she looked over, "Wow, Virgil, that looks really cool. Did you make the letters out of lightning?"
"Uh-huh. That's ok right?" Virgil asked.
"Of course," Ms. Bee told him. He relaxed a bit at that, "you're really good at making them too."
"Thank you. My brother showed me how." Virgil told her.
He wanted to practice writing so he could be good at it like Logan. Remy saw him and decided to help too. It took a while but soon he could write as good as Virgil. He didn't like making the letter straight though, but he told Virgil there was more than one way to write letters. Some didn't even need straight lines because they were supposed to look like bubbles! Remy happened to show him how to draw lightning bolts too and Virgil got the idea to try and make letters out of them too.
"You have a brother?" Logan asked in confusion.
"Oh I forgot to tell you! I got a brother a few weeks ago. His name is Remy."
"That's nice," Ms. Bee said, "is he adopted?"
"Uh-huh. Dad asked me if I wanted a sibling and I said yes so he went to… wherever kids come from, to see if there was a kid he could adopt. It took forever for them to find one, but then they found Remy and brought him!"
"That's really cool." Ms. Bee told him, "I hope you and your brother have a lot of fun together."
"We do! He's kinda shy sometimes, like me. But Dad said it's probably because he's still kinda new and isn't used to us yet. But he will be someday though!"
"I bet he will." Ms. Bee smiled, "I'm gonna go check on some other kids now too ok?"
"Ok." Virgil and Logan told her before she stood up and kept walking between the rows again.
"When do you suppose I would be able to meet your brother?" Logan asked.
"Dad's picking me and Remy up today so maybe you can meet him then."
"My Mama is picking me up today as well."
"Maybe we could ask if you could spend the night! Then you could really meet him and we could all play together!"
"That sounds satisfactory! We should ask when our parents get here after school." Logan grinned as he wiggled slightly in his chair.
Virgil almost couldn't wait for Dad to come pick him up. Then he could ask if they could have a sleepover tonight!
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leosabi · 8 months
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🤝, 🦀, & ✏️ ~ rebeccaselfships
@rebeccaselfships
🤝: How did they meet in the first place? What was there first impression of each other?
we had two first meetings, sorta! the first one was freshman year of high school. we shared a few classes and had lockers next to each other (to wasabi's horror - i'm so messy!!!)
i still hadn't figured out i was a boy yet, and wasabi was deep in the throes of figuring out he was gay, so when he developed a crush on me, it was very confusing to him and he didn't act on it at all. plus i was annoying and overbearing and too messy and too hyper, and he harbored a little bit of resentment towards me. meanwhile i just liked him cuz he was a nerd like me - but no crush yet! i wasn't comfortable with any sort of attraction at that age.
after freshman year i ended up moving to a different school, while wasabi stayed at the same one. we fell out of touch.
fast forward a few years, we're both 20 and grieving (i only just recently realized the timelines line up for tadashi's death and my dad's death - they would've happened very close together) and in weird places in our lives. wasabi needed someone to take the second bedroom in his apartment (it was going to be tadashi's.) i just wanted to be out on my own. we met up without knowing ahead of time who each other was, as we'd both changed our names, and then i recognized him first - cuz i was already two years on t and looked pretty drastically different.
when he realized who i was, it clicked.
not love at first sight - the love took a little while to grow. but crush at first sight for sure. and on my side too, this time.
🦀: How did they handle realizing they were in love? Embarrassed? Nervous? Mad?
on my end, i didn't realize i was in love with him until he told me he was. and then it just felt natural to tell him it was mutual.
wasabi...well. he was panicked and anxious about liking me in the first place, back in high school and then again when we met later on, because i'm so messy and disorganized and opposite to him, and shouldn't he hate me? but he doesn't? what's up with that?
but falling in love was natural. it took a couple months and a catastrophe after we started dating for him to tell me, but it came slowly, and unsurprisingly.
✏️: How canon compliant are you with them? Do you stick pretty close or just have fun cause it’s your ship so no one can tell you what to do other wise?
i stick pretty close, but don't think i'm not having fun with my ship cuz of that. i stick closely because it's what's right for us. my self ship is very spiritual and there is very little about canon that feels "wrong" to me in terms of things that happened in our universe, so i keep it the way it is for the most part.
from a writing standpoint i don't have zero issues with canon (primarily with some of the villains, mostly trina and obake) but i see no reason to change it when it's just stuff that happened to wasabi in his life.
(if anyone is interested in the spiritual aspect of leosabi don't be afraid to ask me about it! ^^)
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sunshinereddie · 1 year
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19 for the writers asks!
19. Tell me a story about your writing journey. When did you start? Why did you start? Were there bumps along the way? Where are you now and where are you going?
oooh boy okay! so i don't really remember when i started writing because it was seriously. FOREVER AGO! i loved to read as a kid, and i think that like as soon as i learned how to hold a pencil and write, i started to write little stories! even when i wasn't physically writing, i was always thinking about stories in my head!
but i think the first time i crossed the border of just "writing little stories" to ACTUALLY trying to write something was...... fanfiction T^T i was like 10 years old, and i read the poison apple book "at first bite" and i wrote a fanfic for it because i loved it so much- except of course at the time i didn't know what fanfic was.
later in elementary school we started doing more writing, and i always really really enjoyed my creative writing assignments! i think i was in grade 5 or 6, we had to write a short story, and i think that that was the first moment that i actually realized "wow! i really like writing!" so then i started to write for original stuff in my free time (mostly short stories and i even tried writing some plays!), but then....
in late grade 6, i discovered fandoms and i actually learned what fanfiction was and, well... i'm sure you can guess what happened next lol. from grades 6-9, i think i was writing fanfiction like,, every single day. of course i had always enjoyed writing, but creating these stories about my favourite fictional characters was truly just on another level, and i had more fun with writing than ever before!
by grade 10, high school was getting more intense, so i was writing less, but i still tried to write and create whenever i could. by this point, i was thinking about maybe even pursuing writing after high school! i started planning out a novel that, at the time i thought was really original and clever, but now that i'm looking back on it, was absolutely just a supernatural fanfic with my original characters lmao. but still, i had so much fun with that story!
as for bumps along the way, by the end of grade 10 and most of grade 11, i was barely writing at all, both fanfic and original. i was going through a lot of stuff in my personal life and while i still found writing as a source of joy and happiness, i definitely didn't always have the energy to write, so i slowly stopped doing it. during this time, most of the writing that i was doing was for english class.
but then towards the end of grade 11, my english teacher actually suggested to me that i should take her creative writing class the next year! she told me that she had really enjoyed all of my writing that year, and that she thought i would do well and have fun in the creative writing class, so i took her up on it... and it totally re-sparked my love for writing! obviously i had to do my class assignments, but when i was forced to write it made me remember how much i loved it, and i tried to incorporate more writing time into my free time! i went back to writing fanfic (though not as intensely as before lol) and i just had a lot of fun doing so. except it was through taking this class that i actually realized that i didn't want to pursue writing as a career. writing was definitely something i very much enjoyed as a relaxing hobby, but that i didn't think i would like as much if i had to do it was my job. plus, i did like writing fanfic more than original fiction, so i scrapped that career plan lol
so i guess that kind of brings me to where i am now! when i joined the IT fandom in my first year at college it only further enhanced my love of writing- and for the first time since 2014 i think, i started publishing my fics again! i definitely don't see myself stopping writing anytime soon, as it's a part of my life that really makes me so happy. and of course writing makes me happy, but SHARING my fics with all of you is also such a source of joy!! so i gotta thank all of you for all the support on my fics, because seriously- when im getting busy with school and life and i just feel like giving up on my fics and writing, i think about all of my lovely friends here in ye old clown fandom, and it gives me all the motivation i need!!!
WOW OK ANYWAYS..... that was a super long answer lol but thanks for the ask!!! from this weird questions ask game <3
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manygalaxiesinone · 1 year
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Sentencing Disgaea Antagonists for Their Crimes
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((Yup, we're doing another WickedBinge skit here. To be fair, WickedBinge isn't the only Youtube Channel doing this, people like Mousait have also thrown their hat in this ring. This is just another case of me deciding "...eh. Why not?". Just so we're clear, I'm only going to be looking at the more antagonistic characters in the games for now. I might do the major characters another time if you want to see it, but if I do it all in one sitting, we're going to be here all day and I already promised to make the next chapter of my Smashverse main story.
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Before we start, I want to heavily emphasize something. I am NOT a lawyer of any kind. At most I have some legal experience from taking a class back in high school years ago. Please take everything you read here with a grain of salt. This is just for fun and is not for educational purposes. I already know that I'm likely going to be wrong in at least a few of these and if that ends up being the case, don't be afraid to point out my mistakes. Okay? Good. Now, on to the first character.
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Case 1: Lamington. Why am I having the first final boss in the series as the first case? Well that's mainly because as I said multiple times before, it's hard to really consider him the antagonist of the story even though he's the final boss. Vulcanus fits that role more perfectly as we'll go over later. Plus it's been hinted at that he's actually Christo in Disgaea 5 so he'll be the only main character I'll be looking at today. As such, we'll also be looking at his actions in Disgaea 5 as well. Right off the bat, he could be accused of planning 2 regicides. I am of course talking about him sending Flonne to the Netherworld to assassinate Krichveskoy as well as being tasked with assassinating Void Dark by his superiors. However, it's difficult to say if he'll be held accountable for them. In Void Dark's case, he's not the mastermind as he has been legally tasked by the higher ups of Celestia themselves as he was accused of being a spy for Void, so if anything, they'll be the ones ultimately charged for his death if he went through with it. Especially when you remember that he was falsely accused of being a spy. Not to mention, Void's takeover of practically the universe is highly illegal anyway. As for the assassination of Krichevskoy, while it is true that he ordered Flonne to perform this action, the true purpose behind it was to get her to start interacting with the king's son, Laharl. Not to mention, the man in question has been declared dead for over 2 years at that point, and Lamington knew this when he gave the order to Flonne. But most importantly, he planned this whole thing out with none other than Overlord Krichevskoy himself, likely before the time of his passing as Laharl was struggling with the death of his mother, which is why he needed Flonne to start interacting with him. So yeah, it's highly unlikely he'll be found guilty for either of these. At most, he would be held responsible for Flonne's trespassing on Laharl's castle the first night she entered the Netherworld, but only the first night since Laharl welcomed her inside from that point forward. But those aren't the only charges. There's also sending Angels to aid the EDF's invasion of the Netherworld as well as sending angels to execute Flonne for accusing her of treason without a fair trial. While I can probably understand that he might be blamed for this, after all, Laharl and co thought the same thing when they were on their way to meet him, but it's once again doubtful that he would be convicted of this, as both of those orders came from Vulcanus who were pulling strings behind Lamington's back. He even sent Vyers in order to investigate the matter once he found out that something suspicious might be going on behind the scenes during Flonne's stay in the Netherworld. He even directly ordered Vulcanus to capture Flonne and others unharmed when they entered Celestia, but Vulcanus disobeyed. So yeah, those charges would also get tossed out the window. One thing he would be charged with is punishing Flonne for harming angels without a fair trial. Not only did Flonne return to Celestia under peaceful reasons as she only wanted ask Lamington a question, but almost every angel she harmed was under self defense due to Vulcanus's actions, the only exception being the three that were guarding the entrance to the Seraphic Sanctuary. Even then, there wasn't really much lasting harm that came about this as Flonne is able to become an angel again in later games and it's unlikely that Flonne would actually press charges against Lamington for this anyway.
Lamington's Sentence: Ultimately, Lamington has proven to do much more good than harm and would only be sentenced with some community service and maybe a small fine due to Flonne's initial tresspassing.
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Case 2: Vyers. Even though this is actually King Krichevskoy, he was officially declared dead, so I'll only be looking at his actions as Vyers, which is a good thing otherwise he would be charged with the death penalty for slicing a planet in half after his wife's passing, which is of course, omnicide. Naturally, he would be accused of multiple accounts of assaulting Laharl and co throughout the events of Disgaea 1. The first time they fought would ultimately be exempt as Laharl broke into his home and took off of his possessions, so that would count as self defense on his part. Same goes the fight in "Laharl's Challenge" in the Heart of Evil as Laharl himself have purposely invited everyone to face him off for the title of the throne. Their second fight however, is where things start to get a little murky as Laharl and co only attacked him to get Flonne's pendant back. While Vyers himself never initially stole the pendant, he did refuse to return it to Flonne even after finding out that she was the original owner, so that would still count as minor theft. Same goes for when he took off with the group's picnic basket and ate their lunch. Their final battle in Celestia is the most tricky as he only fought them to help them prepare for what will happen later on, plus he won't be charged with trespassing into Celestia, since he has permission from Lamington to come and go as he please.
Vyers's sentence: With all this in mind, I'll only give him a few years in prison as well as a small fine.
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Case 3: Hoggmeiser. Hoggmeiser was a vassal for Kriveskoy until his passing and now owns multiple businesses to gather as much cash as possible. Speaking of which, that brings us to his first charge, which is operating illegal practices with Zeniski Financial. As I said, I could be wrong about this, however I highly doubt that any loan company that demands their clients to pay back their loans including interests and fees by the very next day after they receive it is legal. The second charge would be assaulting Laharl in Disgaea 1. Normally this would classify as self defense as it was taken place in his home, however since Laharl went inside to take back all the possessions he stole after he left the castle, it's unlikely they'll count it, though he would have higher odds the moment they bring up Laharl's attempted murder on him. He would still be charged with taking all of Krichveskoy's belongings after his passing, which would count as grand larceny as he stolen items directly from the late king. His biggest crime comes in Disgaea D2 where he flirts with Laharl after he was transformed into a girl. Granted at first, he didn't recognize that it was Laharl and if he backed down after finding that out, he might have been in the clear, but he continued to do so despite Laharl telling him to stop. And since Laharl would be classified as a minor due to Disgaea's aging system, things aren't looking good for him.
Hoggmeiser's sentence: In the end, I believe Hoggmeiser would have to spend 200 years behind bars due to the aging system, become a registered offender, shut down Zeniski Financial, and pay back any cash he has illegally obtained from his company.
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Case 4: Maderas. Maderas also served under King Krichevskoy, but unlike Moggmeiser, he was banished before his death, mainly for stealing the king's black pretzels. Since Krichveskoy has already sentenced him for this crime, I'll ignore it for the post otherwise he would be dismissed under double jeopardy. Unfortunately, he will still be charged with theft as here as he has stolen Etna's memories, as well as coercion, as he forces Etna to help him kill Laharl and take the throne, and blackmail as he threatens to spread embarrassing photos of Laharl around if he doesn't what he asks. Speaking of which, his plan to assassinate Laharl will only count as conspiracy to commit murder as Laharl hasn't officially taken the throne around that time, meaning his biggest crime would be high treason as he attempts to illegally usurp the throne. You could also argue that him trapping Laharl with busty women and optimistic demons is torture.
Maderas's sentence: As such, Maderas will be the first antagonist to be issued the death penalty, likely via hanging or use of holy water. Guess he should have stayed banished after stealing those pretzels.
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Case 5: General Carter. Carter is the head general of the EDF, a military defense force based somewhere in the US on one of the many human worlds. As such, he may have been able to use his position to get away with his crimes over the years, but that won't hold up in this court. First will be multiple accounts of child abuse as he has mentally manipulated Jennifer throughout her life. Granted, Jennifer isn't a child now, but she has admitted that it has been going on ever since he adopted her when her biological parents passed away when she was a child. Even if that wasn't the case, he would still be charged with abusing his employees as Jennifer has worked under him as Gordon's assistant. Speaking of Gordon, he would also have 2 counts of conspiracy to murder as he sent Gordon and others to the Netherworld to kill Laharl and then later send his own troops to the same place to kill Gordon. Then there's the unlawful invasion of the Netherworld itself in attempt to fully take it over which I'm pretty sure is a war crime, ordering Kurtis to "modify" Jennifer during said invasion which would count as mutilation, ordering Jennifer to self destruct to kill Laharl and co until Kurtis commits suicide to stop it and ordering angels to kill the group instead. All of this on its own would be pretty heavy charges, but it gets worse when you realize one more detail. Now that Laharl has officially taken the position as Overlord (I.E. "king"), all those attempts Carter made on his life would classify as attempted regicide.
Carter's sentence: Unsurprisingly, Carter is getting the death penalty, most likely via firing squad given his position.
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Case 6: Archangel Vulcanus. Let's end today's segment with the actual main villain of the first game, Archangel Vulcanus. Spoiler warning: it's not looking good for him. First, we have trespassing into Laharl's castle and this is going to be the lightest charge he will face as next we have him taking Flonne's pendant while she was sleeping. Unlike Vyers, Vulcanus deliberately took the pendant knowing that she will die if she stays in the netherworld too long without it, so instead of theft, this would be attempted murder. Next, is defamation as he falsely informs Lamington about Flonne's actions in order to tarnish her image. Yes, Flonne helping Laharl claim the throne was true, but Flonne killing a human is false as the human in question, Captain Gordon, is alive and well. She may have aided Laharl in fighting Gordon, but she did not kill him, not to mention, Gordon went to the Netherworld to kill Laharl anyway, so that could be counted as her aiding him in self defense. Then there's conspiring with General Carter to invade the Netherworld, which again, war crime, and now we finally get to the REAL heavy hitters. As I said before, he purposely went against Lamington's orders and told the angels to execute Flonne when she co went to Celestia as he falsely accuses her of treason. This won't even be counted as self defense as Flonne's whole purpose to going to Celestia was to have a chat with Lamington. Her reasons were completely peaceful, and only fought when she was threatened with execution, so if anything self defense would go in her favor, not his. This is both insubordination and another attempted murder. Then there's hiring demons to kill Flonne and co in exchange for the Netherworld. Once again, since Laharl is among that group, this counts as attempted regicide. But the biggest crime he has is plotting to overthrow Lamington and take over not just Celestia, but the entire universe. This is high treason, conspiracy to commit ANOTHER regicide as Lamington's the Seraph, and crimes against peace as he plots to rule everything on a universal scale.
Vulcanus's sentence: Slap this menace with a death penalty. Considering that Lamington has already turned him into a flower at the end of Disgaea 1, we would likely have to resort to technically burning him alive.
So what do you guys think of this? Any other characters that have crimes I should take a look at? Just how accurate did I consider everything? Feel free to let me know. Thanks for reading and I'll see you later.))
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Haikyuu poly headcannons!! <33
 Pairs: Kageyama & Hinata, Oikawa & Iwaizumi, Ushijima & Tendo, Sakusa & Atsumu, Kurro & Kenma, and finally Bokuto & Akaashi. 
part 2
Sfw AND Nsfw 
Slight time skip spoilers!!!
let me know what you want to see next
word count: 2.6K I got a bit carried away. lol
FEMALE READER
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Kageyama Tobio  and Hinata Shoyo
Sfw
It's a constant fight for attention
They are polar opposites, Hinata is warm and energetic while Kageyama is confused and awkward, but  they both love you so much it hurts.
How you got together was kind of a funny story, you and Hinata knew each other from middle school and reconnected when you met at a local mall in tokyo. So when you and Hinata started hanging out more he couldn't help but brag to Kageyama about it, which led to him wanting to meet you and thus began the year long fight for your love. 
You couldn't choose between them so they came to the decision that they would just share you!
Your dynamics are pretty simple, you spend as much time with whoever is not at practice at the time, lucky they have two completely different practice schedules, Hinata in the morning and Kageyama in the afternoon.
That meant cuddling with Kags in the morning and cooking lunch with Hinata in the afternoon. 
You guys also have a weekly date night! You have a rotation of who gets to choose what they want to do. 
Unsurprisingly Hinata likes volleyball inspired dates, but he also likes the movie and picnic dates!
Kageyama is a bit more romantic, shockingly (he read a dating book), like romantic dinners and late night walks , shopping, anything to see you happy.
They also love anything you want to do, stay in? They make popcorn for movies. Dinner? Where, what and when should they make a reservation. 
They are literally so whipped for you.
Nsfw
Oh~ ho ho~
I am a firm believer that these two are switches. 
Hinata is a bit more submissive than Kags (for the most part), but he has his moments. 
And i have this thing where Kags makes you and Hinata fuck while he watches biut votgh of you are power bottoms.
Toys toys toys
I'm talking double ended dildos and vibrators galore.
Punishments are usually for Hinata and consist of you riding Kags while he watches, and its absolute torture.
They also have nights where they have you alone and those are sweet and romantic, rose petals and candles. 
It's never boring <33
“Tobio, doesn't she look so pretty?” 
“God Shoyo you’ll cum in your pants if you grind like that” 
“ go fuck yourself on the fucking dldo like a slut” 
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Oikawa Tooru and Iwaizumi Hajime 
Sfw
There are two ways that this happened
1. You grew up with them and slowly fell in love through your life, and you all got together in highschool
Or 
2. You met Oikawa in Argentina, literally fell in love at first sight, stars in your eyes. This led to him bringing you back to Japan, which led to you meeting “Iwa-chan” (who looked much more beautiful in person). After hanging out everyday for about 3 weeks Oikawa bright up the idea of sharing
And here you are! 
You guys are all similar but you share personal things with each boy
With oikawa you have the obsession with aliens and you too even have a beauty routine that you do every night before bed.
With Iwaizumi you, of course, make fun of Oikawa at every waking moment. But! You also do all different kinds of exercise with him. You have a monthly yoga class and a swim aerobics program every other tuesday! 
These two spoil you so much it's ridiculous.
Perfumes, jewelry, clothes and even gaming things.
They will get you anything even if you don't want it (and they are rolling in cash so it doesn't really matter.) 
Nsfw
Iwaizumi rules the bedroom.
And as much as Oikawa pretends to be the top, he falls apart the second you kiss him neck. 
Favorite position?
Simple. It can go two ways.
Oikawa laying on his back, Iwa fuking him into heaven and you sitting on his face OR you on your stomach ass up with Iwa between your legs and Oikawa's dick in your mouth. 
The only real times Oikawa is in you is when Iwazumi wants to see both of you be pathetic sluts, or when Oikawa is being punished, mostly cockwarming while he is tied and not able to thrust in you.
 Double penetration?
 Your punishment.
Whine and cry all you want neither of them are slowing down, this is really the only time Oikawa is dominant in the bedroom
“Aw, Tooru, look at her! So pathetic!”
“You look like two whores trying to fuck, Harder brats” 
“Oh! Iwa her throat gets tighter when you do that!” 
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Ushijima Wakatoshi and Tendo Satori
Sfw
Oh bby how did you get so lucky?
You have the best of both worlds!
Tendo, who you can joke around and cook with.
And Ushijima, your pillar and voice of reason. 
This relationship was 100% started by Tendo. No question. He saw you and decided right then and there that you were his, and what kind of best friend would he be if he didn't share with Wakatoshi! 
Thank god you were willing to do this, it would have Broken Satori AND Wakatoshis heart :((
This WAS the best decision of your life. 
Your first date as a threesome was so cute, it started with walking around tokyo and you stopped and ate in a small cafe. You begged them to pay and they didn't let you so this became a game to see if you could ever find a way to pay before them.(you're still failing to this day) 
After the cafe they took you to a small beach that had a little volleyball net set up. Insert uwus here
They taught you how to play, the basics if you didn't already know, and you guys played around until it was 2am 
All of your dates are different but they either end like that or cuddling on the couch wachting movies. OR you know ;))
Nsfw
UHHH there are two ways this could go. 
You being absolutely ruined by these two. Both being pretty big, they easily overpower you. 
Tendo also has the obsession with being in your ass while ushijima rips your poor pussy apart. 
Sadist tendo also makes a slight appearance, not letting yu cum for hours then making you cum over and over and over again
Or 
Mr. Tendo controls what you and Toshi do! 
Trust me Wakatoshi is still controlling you every waking second, but having Tendo tell him what to do (being slightly unaware of what to do anyway) gets him off just as much as you. 
And when he’s feeling more adventurous, Tendo has kept you and Ushijima on literal leashes at his feet while he just chilled out. (i literally love this so much-)
You guys do a lot of exploring!
“Harder Toshi, the slut can take it”
“” we don't have enough dicks to fill all your holes” 
“Satori! Please!” “Shhh, floor whores don't get to talk” 
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Sakusa Kiyoomi and Miya Atsumu
My #2 pair 
DAMN, i can't even put how whipped they are for you in words. 
You defiantly knew Sakusa first. 
You two met in the supermarket, much to his displeasure he had to shop for himself, it was the classic strangers to lovers trope 
You both reached for the same countertop cleaner! 
To both of your shock you touched his hand and immediately started to apologize to him (he couldn't even reply because he was so stunned by your beauty) 
He snapped back and started to interrogate you about what cleaning products you use, you both didn't even realize how much time passed with you just talking about how you clean.
Eventually you exchanged numbers and texted almost all day.  
This led to him texting you back every chance he had during practice breaks, but he never told you he was a professional volleyball players AND happened to be on one of the top teams in the country, (you found out when he randomly followed you on instagram)
Eventually he got sloppy and Atsumu looked at his phone and found your number! Aren't you lucky ;) almost immediately after he started to question Sakusa about you
Who is she?
Where did you meet?
Is she pretty?
Gimmie her number Omi, i wanna know her too!
Eventually Atsumu just stole his phone and started to non-stop call you. 
“Uh Kiyo? This guy keeps calling me and asking me questions about you.”
“Ignore it” 
It got so bad that when you officially met atsumu he had followed Sakusa to your meeting spot, and you hit it off! (much to Kiyoomi’s disdain) 
After a few months, and a lot of talks, all three of you entered a relationship!
Your dynamic was great! You were clean like Sakusa and fun like Atsumu!
Perfect!
Another spoiling group, it's like they just know what you want. It doesn't even matter what you think :// no take backs :))
Plus you have girl time when they are at practice, a good time to plan surprises ;)
You even got Atsumu into skin and hair care (kiyoomi approves) 
You are literally perfect (and the hottest couple in the planet) 
Nsfw
Sakusa is in control.
No question.
He wants ti fuck you? Done.
He wants to watch you play with yourself. Already rubbing circles on your clit. 
He wants you to ride Atsumu until you squirt? You're bouncing on Atsumu Cumming and cumming. 
Believe it or not Sakusa AND Atsumu love messy blowjobs, seeing you slobber all over yourself and their cocks is the most beautiful thing to them. 
Atsumu also has the dirtiest most vulgar mouth on earth, will not spare your feelings one bit. 
But that doesn't even measure up to how Kiyoomi speaks to you. He has no shame is telling you that they are going to let everyone on the team fuck you senseless. 
Sakusa also loves to punish you and Atsumu for literally anything, he will tie you to each other and put vibrators in your holes and just watch you  two desperately grind on each other to get relief that just won't come. 
(they both love to ruin your orgasm too) 
“Go Whore i know you can bounce faster than that” 
“Look at her Omi! Isnt she the best little cumdump? Yes you are! Yes you are!” (pls he treats you like a pet) 
“Hey Miya. Wouldn't shugo just love to have her on her knees for him? I think we should let her sometime” 
I would do anything for these two- 
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Kuroo Tetsuro and Kozume Kenma
Oh? You're the most spoiled pet in the world?
You definitely grew up together, aka you've had both of them wrapped around your finger since you were 8.
 You guys probably started dating after you accidentally let it slip that you were in love with the both of them. 
After you all confessed and talked for hours, you were officially dating!
Not much has changed, but they were more affectionate and loving and more physical with you. 
Your dates are really random, all the varying schedule and all. 
They take you to anime cafes and gaming cafes and ALL the different cafes. 
They always tell you you don't have to work but you feel bad so you started a makeup channel on youtube! And of course you were a sensation! 
You and Kenma make little collab videos and were voted as the cutest couple of the year! 
But that doesn't1 mean you aren't involved in Kuroos life just as much! 
You help him get ready every morning, he just “can't” tie his tie even after doing it since highschool. 
You make him a unique bento everyday! 
You even buy him little chemistry sets whenever you see that a new model was released!
Plus living with two cuddle bugs is a dream for any girl ;)
Nsfw 
The way that both of them are into cockwarming- 
Whenever Kenma is not streaming he wants you to sit on his cock, just be a good kitten and do it. 
No worries! Between rounds he'll start to pound you for as long as he can, but it's never enough  for you to cum :// too bad you'll just have to wait until he’s done, or when Kuroo some home. 
With Kuroo it's usually when he is doing more work in his home office. This is pure torture.
He won’t even pay attention to you until HE wants to cum. 
To add on to that neither of them are afraid of fucking you infront of people. 
Kenma has no fear of keeping you at his feet while he streams so you can suck him off whenever he wants. 
One time he was on a zoom call with his PR team and they had no idea you were deepthroating his cock under where the camera could see. 
Kuroo is the worst with this too, he’ll start fucking you when he knows he ahs a work call in a few minutes, so in the middle of fucking he’ll just answer the phone and make you shut up :((
Both of them together? You’re fucked. (literally haha) 
Kenma a bottom , 100%, just not as much as you.
Sex mostly means kuroo fucking you and sucking kenma off. 
“I wonder if everyone would still follow you if they  knew what a slut you are” 
“Kitten you have to be quiet for Daddy now, this call is important” 
“Look at that kenma, she’s cumming all over the place while drooling all over you!” 
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Bokuto Kotaro and Akaashi Keji
The owl nest?  Yes Ma’am.
You were akaashis girlfriend first, but that meant you were practically dating Bokuto anyway. 
Akaashi? He loved it, you were just so cute when you tled to Kotaro! 
When he got excited, you got excited and you were just the cutest two babies in the world!
 The way you would talk for hours about nonsense and laugh about the stupidest things. 
Slowly but surely Akaashi braugh Bokuto into the relationship, and you had no objections! 
It started with small things like movie nights that turned into sleepovers that became full dates! 
Dates? Oh man you go on one almost every night! 
The movies! Bookstores! Restaurants! 
Even to the volleyball gym.
Sometimes Akaashi takes you to Bokuto’s games and you two just Cheer your lungs out!
This seems crazy but one time on your anniversary that took you to an owl farm! 
It was probably the funnest night of your life, and that was it all three of you knew that this was how you wanted to spend the rest of your lives. 
Nsfw 
Bokuto might be the driving force but Akaashi is the real mastermind behind the bedroom life. 
Sex mostly includs being railed by Bokuto for hours while Akaashi whispers sweet praises in your ears, telling you how good your gtaking Bokuto. 
Akaashi is also a firm believer in punishing people with toys,aka Bokuto getting ahead of himself and ignoring Akaashis commands which lands him tied up and a vibrator pressed to his sild until his orgass are dry :)
 Of course you are no better, cumming before your told or vene worse masterbating without permission. 
That lands you with a bunny vibrator, unable to move and just watching as Akasshi fucks Bokuto with your favorite dildo :( 
But if you'd just listen this would have never happened, just promise not to do it again! 
“Keji please, pease, wanna cum s-so bad” 
“Gee, you're just sucking him in huh? After all this time you still want more!” 
“You are just the prettiest little thing huh.” 
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The Parent Trap
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Eddie Diaz x Reader
Warnings: fem!reader, mentions of war, death and loss of parent/spouse
Category: Fluff 
Word Count: 2.8k
Author’s Note: Based on this request!
Part 2- The Mistletoe Proposal
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Emily, your daughter, sat beside a little boy on the playground bench while the other kids ran around in the sun waiting for their parents. “Hey” you smiled at the kids on the bench, you sat beside your daughter, she gave you a half hug. “Mom, this is Christopher, he’s my friend. He’s in my class and he likes to paint just like me!” she gushed, looking over at the little boy who had a smile on his face. 
“Hi Christopher, I'm y/n. It’s nice to meet you” you leaned forward so he could see you. He gave you a big smile, the two children told you about their day at school, how they learned about amphibians and reptiles, their teacher showed them a video about frogs. 
“Christopher, are you waiting for someone sweetheart ?” 
“My dad” he looked over at you
“Chris, buddy!” a man’s voice shouted, looking over your shoulder you saw a man running towards you guys. 
“Dad!” the little boy shouted back as he stood up, you helped him with his crutches as his father came over. “Hi bud” the man picked him up whilst he hugged him. The back of his t-shirt read “Los Angeles Fire Department” 
“Dad, this is Emily my friend” Emily stood up, “Hi Chris's dad” she gave him a toothy grin, she was missing a few teeth. The man chuckled as he put Christopher down, “Hi Emily, I'm Eddie” he stuck his hand out, she gave him a high five which made him smile at her. 
The interaction made your heart swell, he was good with kids. 
“You are?” he looked at you, “I'm y/n, Emily’s mom” you smiled at him, he gave you a nod. 
“Mommy?” Emily tugged on your hand, “yeah love bug?” 
“Can Chris come over for a playdate now?” 
“Oh baby,” you glance at Eddie, “I don’t know. Maybe Chris and his dad have somewhere to be” 
“We don’t,” Christopher answers for his father, “can I go dad? please?” the boy looks up at him. Eddie was a sucker for his son clearly, anyone that looked at them could see how much he loved him, he’d do anything to keep him happy. 
“Uh- okay yeah. That’s fine” Eddie gave in, just as you suspected. “Christopher come in!” your daughter walked up with Christopher, you watched them with a smile on your face, you and Eddie following behind them.
“Hey, sorry about them ambushing you like that. If you have somewhere to be, we can reschedule ?” you offered, you didn't want him to feel pressured just because the kids wanted to hang out. 
“Nah it’s cool, we were just going to go home and play video games or something” Eddie ran a hand through his hair, “I'm sure he rather the company than a lame afternoon at home with dad” his comment made you smile. “Em! Wait up!” you jogged to catch up to the kids, Eddie followed behind you. 
“Uh let me give you the address” you turned to Eddie, “oh that’s cool, I'll just follow behind you.” he said nonchalantly. 
“I didn't drive today” 
“Oh,” he paused for a moment, “how about you guys come with us and you can direct me? Maybe we can stop for pizza or something ?” he looks down at the kids, “how does that sound?” he asks them, a loud mess of “yes” and excited shouting filled your ears, Eddie led the 3 of you over to this truck. He lifted Christopher into the truck and proceeded to do the same with Emily. “Cool necklace!” she picked up the pendant on his neck, he smiled at her “Emily!” you gave her a look, Eddie shook his head. “It’s cool isn't it ? it’s my Saint Christoper’s pendant” 
“Like Christopher ?” she asked him, still fiddling with the pendant. 
“Yeah, just like Christopher” 
Eddie got in the truck, he drove to the pizza place down the road from the school. Eddie asked the kids what they wanted, they both wanted the same thing but kept changing their minds each time they decided. “How about I get both and you choose when we get home?” he offered the kids, they nodded. 
Home. The idea of a home with Eddie flicker through your mind monetarily, you shook the idea from your head. You had only just met this man, what's wrong with you. 
“Oh wait!” you were digging through your pocket, Eddie’s eyes practically burning a hole into you. 
Pulling some cash from your pocket, “here, for the food” Eddie refused to take it from you. 
“I got it, don’t worry about it” he said as he opened the door. 
“It’s a lot” you went to give him the cash again, he rested his hand on yours. “Next time, this time is on me” he smiled. Eddie left you and the kids in the car. You looked over at the backseat, Chris and Emily were whispering about something but a phone rang, interrupting their conversation. “It’s your dad’s phone kiddo” you looked at Chris and then at the phone, “it says it’s Buck, do you want to answer it ?” Chris nodded. He answered once you passed him the phone, he had it on speaker. 
“Eddie! are we on for tonight ?” the man shouted from the other end of the call. “Buck!” Chris laughed. “Christopher! Hey buddy, where’s your dad?” 
“Inside” 
“And where are you ?” 
“In the car” 
“By yourself?” you could hear the panic in his voice, you spoke up. 
“Hi, I'm y/n, I'm Emily’s mom uh- she’s friends with Christoper. They’re having a playdate. Eddie is inside getting pizza, he’ll be back in a few” you explain, the line goes silent for a moment. “Oh, okay. Can you tell Eddie to call me back ?” 
“Sure” you say, “bye Buck!” Christoper says which made the man chuckle, “bye buddy, have fun at your playdate” 
Christopher handed the phone back to you as Eddie came back to the truck. “There’s my phone, I thought I left it at the station” he said, getting in. “Oh no, your friend called, Christoper answered” 
“Who was it?” he looked back at his son 
“Buck” he smiled at his dad, Eddie smiled back at him, “He asked for you to call him back ?” 
“Thanks” was all he said as he started driving. You directed him to your house, which was the opposite direction of the pizza place. “The one with the red door,” you pointed at house number 56, “that one” Eddie pulled into your driveway. Once again, he helped the kids get out of the truck, you turned to the kids, “do you want to eat inside or outside ?” you asked, they looked at each other, “outside!” they simultaneously shouted. Unlocking the front door, the kids walked in, Emily led him to the backdoor and made their way outside. 
“Plates?” Eddie asked, you turned your attention to the fridge. “Uh cupboard to the left of the fridge” you leaned over into the fridge, reaching for the lemonade. “Wait does he drink lemonade- oh sorry!” You bumped into Eddie, his arm reaching for your arm to steady you. 
“It’s okay, yeah he does” Eddie smiled, leaving you in the house as he went out to see the kids. Hands on the counter, you steadied your breathing for a moment, you were basically pressed up against your daughter’s friend’s ridiculously hot father. Pouring the lemonade into the glasses, you take a moment before going to pick up the glasses, right as you reach for them, Eddie’s hand touches yours, startling you. “Holy shit!” your hand clutches at your chest, Eddie has a slight red tint on his cheeks, you couldn’t tell if it was a blush or from the heat. “I’m sorry” he said, giving your shoulder a squeeze before getting the glasses. “I don’t mean to keep scaring you like that” “Oh, no worries. Just been a little jumpy lately” following him out the backdoor.
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Christopher and Emily sat in the shade and were painting something on the two giant tablecloths you had given them. “Why tablecloths?” Eddie glanced at you, then turning his attention back to the children. He sat beside you on the porch swing you had outside. “It’s big enough for them to express all their idea without having to squish them into one tiny piece of paper, plus you can use it as a tablecloth afterwards,” you laughed “you couldn't imagine how excited they are when they see it on the table” Eddie nodded, smiling at his son who was covered in paint beside a paint covered Emily. 
“We should get going soon, I'm sure your husband-” you looked at him as he paused mid-sentence, “or wife, will be home soon” his comment earned a loud cackle from you, a hand covering your mouth. “Oh god no,” you hand rested on his arm, “there’s no husband or wife in the picture, just me and love bug” 
“Oh sorry, I just assumed you were married” 
“No worries, I'm sure the missus or mister is waiting for you at home too” 
Eddie shook his head, “Christopher’s mom, my wife- my ex I guess, she passed last year” he said quietly, his eyes fixated on the little boy sitting in the grass. The smile faded from your face, “Eddie, I'm so sorry” you whispered. Emily’s father was never in the picture, the two of you never had to experience that type of loss or hurt. You couldn't even begin to imagine what it would be like for Eddie to lose his wife, for Christopher to lose his mom. “It’s okay. Truthfully, she had just come back into our lives. Christoper was really enjoying his time with her, so was I” his voice wavered for a moment before clearing his throat. 
“What about you ? Where’s Emily’s dad ?” he turned to you, clearly wanting to get the topic off of her, you indulged his questions.
 “Hooked up with Emily’s dad at a college party, found out I was pregnant with her a few weeks later. I told him, he said he didn't want anything to do with “that thing”” you used air quotes with the last part, 
“I'm sorry, he sounds like an ass. No offence” Eddie looked at you making you laugh. 
“None taken, I regret him with my whole being but I never regretted having her. She’s my best friend” you looked over at your daughter.
“I wasn't here for the first few years of Christopher’s life, I was in Afghanistan. I would tell myself that I'm doing it for him but honestly, I regret that. I missed all his firsts, the first steps, the first words... I know I'm here now but I can’t help but think what if I didn't make it home ? What would have happened?” you rested your hand on Eddie’s hand, “hey, you can’t think like that. Yeah, it sucks you missed the firsts but think about how many more there are. The first day of high school, first date, first car, first graduation, first time picking him up from a party” you smiled, giving his hand a little squeeze. 
The sky was now a reddish orange colour, it was around 8pm and you hadn’t realized how much time had gone by. “Alright kids, let’s see those paintings” you walked over to look at the paintings, “Eddie, I think we have two future artists here” he walked over too, he smiled at the kids and their paintings. “Y/n, I think you’re right. but buddy, we gotta get home” he helped Chris up, Emily tugged herself up by clinging to your leg, “you good there bug ?” your hand rested atop her head. “Mommy?” 
“Yes?” 
“Can Chris and his dad stay for dinner?” Your daughter leaned from behind your leg and gave Chris a thumbs up which he returned. “What are you two up to ?” you asked her, 
“Nothing! Can they stay ? pleaseeee” she begged you, you glanced at the boy and his father. 
“Bubba, I don't know. I’m sure Eddie’s got work in the morning, you and Chris both have school. They probably want to get home” 
“Actually,” Eddie turned to you, “if it’s okay with you, I don't mind staying” 
“Are you sure?” 
“Yeah, I’m sure Chris would like that too” You nodded, Eddie picked up Christoper with one arm and came over to pick up Emily with the other. Once again, your heart swells at the sight of this man and the children. 
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Dinner was quiet, it was nice having a full table for once, normally it was just the two of you. “How was school guys?” Eddie asks the kids at the table, you were in the kitchen putting away the leftovers. “We painted frogs and saw a video about them” Christopher told him, Emily adding on to his statement. 
“Our teacher said she went on a date last night” she and Christopher giggled. 
“Did she?” Eddie chuckled, humouring the children. 
“I think you should go on a date with Emily’s mom” Christoper says to his father, you can hear Eddie cough after almost choking on his soda.
“I promise she’s nice” your daughter says, you hold back a laugh from the kitchen. 
“Why do you guys go watch some tv? I’ll take these to the kitchen” the sound of clattering dishes and little feet was the sound that filled the house for the next few moments. 
Eddie rests the plates in the sink and turns on the tap. “I got it, don’t worry” you tell him, he shakes his head. “Please, you made dinner and let us hang out here all afternoon, the least I can do is wash the dishes” 
“So, that was an interesting conversation y'all were having” you smile at him, again, that slight red tint popped back up on his face. “you heard that ?” his eyes on the sink, “yeah, I promise I am nice but I had no idea they were going to try and set us up” you laughed, you couldn’t hold it back any longer. Eddie let out a laugh too, “yeah, that was uh- a little- it definitely caught me off guard” he turned to you. 
The time was now 10:30, “I think it’s time we get home” Eddie said, wiping his hands on the kitchen towel. “Yeah, it’s pretty late” you watch as Eddie walks to the living room to get Christoper. A few moments later, Chris comes into the kitchen, you walk over and kneel down so the two of you are face to face. 
“Thank you for letting me hang out and have dinner here” he says sweetly, you give him a smile. “You’re welcome my love, you’re welcome to come over anytime you’d like” Christopher gives you a hug which you return. You walk in back to the living room where you find a scene similar to the one you just had wth Christopher. Emily sat beside Eddie on the couch, her little arms wrapped around his neck, “think about it ?” she asked him, sticking her pinky out to him. He laughed and nodded, “I will” he linked his pinky with hers. “Ready to go home bud ?” Eddie asked his son who nodded, Christopher said goodbye to Emily before they made their way over to the door. Emily had already ran off to go get ready for bed leaving you at the door as Eddie helped Chris in the truck. You stepped out onto the porch, Eddie was halfway between the truck and your front door. 
“Thank you for having us over today” 
“Thank you for coming, it was nice to have a full house” 
Eddie turned on his heels and headed to the truck, he stopped and turned back towards you. “I really enjoyed this, maybe we could have a playdate of our own sometime?” your brows furrowed at his comment. 
Was he suggesting that you get together and play with toys or play with something else.. 
Eddie senses your confusion, “oh god, I didn't mean, sorry uh-” he let out an awkward chuckle, “I meant maybe we could go out sometime ? together but without the kids ?” he made his way over to you. 
“Are you asking me on a date or a playdate ?” you tease him, you bit your lip, holding back a smile. Eddie rolled his eyes playfully, “a date y/n, I'd like to go on a date with you” 
“I’d like that Eddie” 
Eddie pressed a kiss to your cheek, “goodnight y/n”
“Goodnight Eddie” 
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weebishstuff12 · 2 years
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"𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙤𝙣𝙚" (𝙔. 𝙏𝙚𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙢𝙖 𝙭 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧)
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(the gifs re-fuse to work 😭) ~~𝕂𝕖𝕪~~ (Y/N) = Your Name  (Y/N/N) = Your Nick Name (B/F/N) = Best Friend's Name ☆.。.:* Yuji Terushima x Female Reader .。.:*☆ ☆.。.:* Fluff .。.:*☆
(Y/N) POV
"Will you go out with me?"  I looked over to see a brunette 2nd-year ask Teru out. 'Huh, third time today' I thought, leaning against the school gate, waiting for him to come over. You see, I'm best friends with the volleyball captain and because he's so cool and hot, he gets asked out. Alot. Which, also means that hang-out times, cut. That sound pretty annoying, right? I mean, I'm not trying to be possessive or anything, its not even like I like him or anything.  ... okay that was a lie. Yes I like him, but I doubt he likes me back, so I always tried to convince myself I didn't. Which works for a while, then I fall for him again, harder. How fun, right?  "Hey, (Y/N)? You good?"  "huh, oh yeah, I'm fine. Can you leave now-?" "whatt, are you jealoussss???" He said with a taunting tone.  "Nope, just waiting for you to stop be horny" I said before walking away.  "Hor- Hey it's not my fault that girls want me!" He replied, following behind me.  "Your lucky I promised to help you study cause I would just leave your ass here"  "meanie" We both got to my house after 5 minutes, having a random conversation about cheese. You heard it right folks, cheese. Gosh, we're a weird pair. After letting him inside, he went to the kitchen, stole a Pepsi from the fridge, and went upstairs to my room. I quickly followed grabbing a water from the kitchen, and see him laying on my bed.  "Do we have to stu-"  "Don't you dare finish that sentence because I will literally push you out the window and you can go a 'F' on the test yourself" I cut him off. "...Jeez fine" "and give me back my pepsi-"  "uhh, I back-washed"  "that's... disgusting" "well now you won't steal it" "but now your drinking saliava" "iTs mY oWn wHaTs iT gOnNa dO-" "...oh yeah" Like I said before, we're a weird pair.  "Okay, all jokes aside, we should start" He surprisingly said.  "So we finish so I don't have to do any more work" There's the catch.  "okay, whatever" I replied, sitting in front of him on my bed, taking out my textbook and notebook. He sat up too, taking out his notebook. "(Y/N/N)!! Can we take a break??"  "Wow, not even...20 minutes in and you already want a break"  "I was never good at math, mind you" "ughh, fine, just answer these last two questions and we'll take a break." Since I was already finished with all my math notes, I got up, going to the kitchen to grab another water. And of course, not forgetting my notebook so he could copy off it.  "You done yet?" I asked, walking back into my room.  "yeah now let me have a 2 hour break." He said, flopping backwards on my bed.
"2 hour- I'm, no"  "fine 1 hour" "10 minutes" "I may not be good at math but that's not fair" "what happened to 'finishing so you don't have to do it'?"  "i don't fucking know, let me take a nap" "So now your tired? Cause I'm pretty sure if volleyball practice was open you'd run"  "Volleyball is better then math, change my mind."  "that would be pointless."  I went back to my spot in front of him, taking a sip of my water.  "Hey Teru?" "hm?" "...you get asked out a lot, but well, your never seen with that girl the next couple of days, so does that mean you reject them?"  "eh, most of them are not really my type. Plus, I bet half of them only want the clout."  "Well, that can't be for all of them."  "I mean, I do like this girl, so I'm kinda staying reserved."  "Wow, really, who?" "haha, can't say." "Why?....It's (B/F/N) isn't it" "no no, it's not them." "Then tell meeeee" "I'll only give hints okay?" "fine" "Their in our grade, and their in all of your classes."  "who in the hell- wait quick question is it a boy-?" "I'm not gay" "okay, hmmmm"  While I was thinking about who it could be, I didn't notice Teru slowly getting closer until he was right in front of me. "How can you be so smart but so dumb at the same time?"  As I was about to answer, he kissed me. Yuji Terushima kissed me. He then pulled away and looked down.  "sorry..." "wait you like me-?" "..yeah" "heheh, I like you too!"  He looked up at me, clearly shocked, while I just smiled. Next thing I know he tackled me in a hug.  ~~~~~~𝐁𝐨𝐧𝐮𝐬~~~~~~ "FINALLY, GOD, THAT TOOK LIKE 50 YEARS FOR YOU GUYS" Takehara said, seeing us walking into the gym holding hands.  "aH shUt uP"
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najatheangel · 3 years
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𝐌𝐲 𝐁𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐞
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pairing: Lee donghyuck x reader (ft. nct members)
genre: fluff, angst, comedy and spice.
inspired song: Bestie by Lloyd.
summary: donghyuck’s and his s/o memories as best friends leading up to becoming lovers. (btw this one’s a little longer than the ones i usually write so beware loves.)
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Haechan’s POV: June, 24th, 2018. “Today’s the day where I finally tell her how I feel. After 7 years of my friendship, growing up together and holding back my feelings for so long, Today is the day where things change. I’m tired of being stuck in the friend zone this is my one and only chance before she moves away. Now or Never Hyuck...”
“She's a bad one not a fast one. Every time we get together we have fun”
Growing up, me and y/n always were always bound to be apart of each other’s lives. We’ve grew up in the same neighborhood, our parents met each other in school, our friends are dating each other and we even go to the same school together. Sounds very corny right? It’s true though.
Our thing was always playing horror games together every night after we finish doing homework together. She was always the procrastinator so I had to give her some motivation. Not only that, we always play around the swing sets in the park that’s right in front of our houses to talk about anything and everything that was going on in our life’s.
This one time she got so drunk after Mark’s birthday party and was trying to swing so high and flew off the swing set thinking she was super man. Heh, she can be such a idiot at times. She may be one of the goofiest, bubbly and sweetest people I know. She can also be caring, overprotective and keep me calm whenever I’m always acting crazy.
I don’t remember what exact moment I feel in love with you, but I do remember feeling like as time went by, my love for you stared to grow much stronger. Everyone around us was starting to suspect how we felt about it each other especially my mom she adored you so much and loved the idea of us being together.
She would always ask “Where’s your girlfriend y/n?” Or “Aren’t you supposed to be with your girlfriend right now?” Ah girlfriend, I love the sound of that. Anyways I was grossed out at the idea at first because I only saw you as my sister once before and not to mention I was immature.
She would always ask “Where’s your girlfriend y/n?” Or “Aren’t you supposed to be with your girlfriend right now?” Ah girlfriend, I love the sound of that. Anyways I was grossed out at the idea at first because I only saw you as my sister once before and not to mention I was immature.
She would always ask “Where’s your girlfriend y/n?” Or “Aren’t you supposed to be with your girlfriend right now?” Ah girlfriend, I love the sound of that. Anyways I was grossed out at the idea at first because I only saw you as my sister once before and not to mention I was immature.
She would always ask “Where’s your girlfriend y/n?” Or “Aren’t you supposed to be with your girlfriend right now?” Ah girlfriend, I love the sound of that. Anyways I was grossed out at the idea at first because I only saw you as my sister once before and not to mention I was immature.
Once we’ve started getting much older I've tried dating other girls but none of them just didn’t compare to you. I’ve tried to joke around with them, they wouldn’t take me seriously. When I try to ask them out on dates, they would ditch me for someone else. When I try to be affectionate, they reject and always want to stay friends. I normally had luck keeping girls around, but only for a short amount of time. It seemed like every week I had a new girlfriend.
I knew y/n was always frustrated at me trying to tell me there’s other fish in the sea, but hell I want to my little mermaid and that’s y/n-ie. I even teased her about it, but she didn’t seem to take a hint.
“You know y/n... we should honestly just date. We would be the next Hyuna and Edawn in the school. They would have nothing on us.” I even nudged her on the shoulder to get her smiling.
“Hmm? Are you insane that would be too weird. We’re like brother and sister.” I could tell she was flustered, but she wasn’t exactly to thrilled with the idea. “Plus you know how I feel about Mark already. I’ve got to really wow him at this game tonight.” Oh yeah I forgot to mention she had a crush on my other best friend Mark Lee at the time.
“I know she should just be my friend Yet I'm hoping, I'm hoping that maybe it will lead In love happy end.”
It would work my nerves every time she would talk about him and always would ask advice on what to do, but I was very hopeful and believed I still had to chance to win her heart. I gush to everyone including the boys everyday about how madly in love I was with y/n without even realizing.
I would tell everyone, well except her of course. Johnny almost told my secret to everyone at Jaehyun’s house party when we were all playing strip uno. It was shut down real quickly because Doyoung gave him a long hard talk after awhile.
That night was also the worst for me because that was the same days the homecoming game where you confessed your feelings to Mark and became officially a couple. In my mind I wanted to be happy for the two of you as I watched you two kissed each other in front of everyone.
After that day, I avoided you for a while and couldn’t accept the fact that I couldn’t have you at that very moment. I couldn’t spend more time with you, hold you, kiss you, brag to everyone how much I loved you.
Although I was torn and felt defeated when you started dating Mark, I still felt a tiny bit of hope that someday I would still have a chance to make you mine and have our happy ending.
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Y/N POV: June 24th, 2018. The day that I say farewell to my best friend Lee Donghyuck before going leaving to go to Harvard. I can’t believe this day has finally come we haven’t had the chance to hang out throughout our entire senior year so I want to make this count. I also want to tell him how I’ve felt about him. Let’s see where do I even start....
“We were children when we met. Just playing house and drinking sodas at the corner store.”
I remember having a hard time making friends my family moves from city to city because of my dad career as a entrepreneur for multiple companies and my mom working as a travel nurse. I was bullied for my struggling with my weight and for being an outcast which caused a lot of depression for me.
One day I remember running away from these girls in my school because they were trying to throwing apples at me. It was they’re way of trying to help me “eat healthy.” Jokes on them I was the top runner in the track team hehe.
Anyways, I lost them for a good second until I was trapped surrounded by them at the market by my house. I almost felt at lost against the 4 girls, until this crazy guy Lee Donghyuck comes out of no where scaring them away with his Freddy Kruger mask threatening them to leave me alone or he’ll haunt them in their sleep.
I felt bad for laughing, but it was one of the most nicest thing anyone has ever done for me ever since I’ve moved to Korea. He randomly introduces himself to me and offers me to play with him for an exchange of saving my life from those bullies.
“Hey my name is Donghyuck. Those girls always find their next target to pick on, but no worries princess I’m here to protect you. Let me introduce you to my other friends.”
He reached his hand on to me and ever since I was always dragged on to his crazy adventures.
“Like a brother from another. Didn't notice all the other girls they wanted more.”
Donghyuck was pretty popular when it came to having lots of guy friends and dating even when we were kids. In 5th grade on Valentine’s I remembered his desk being flooded with chocolates and anonymous love letters stuffed in backpack.
The idea didn’t bother me at first because I saw Hyuck as my older protective brother. I even slid some letters in my self saying “Happy Valentine’s Day loser. Enjoy those kits kats!” We tend to tease each other a lot, but that’s how we showed our love to each other.
People in our class including the boys Jaemin, Chenle and Yang Yang were encouraging us to date, but we just never seemed thrilled with the idea.
“Awhh c’mon you guys would be so cute together. You guys have kissed once before anyways it’s a sign.” I remember the boys would always poke fun at us, but we both would scream.
“Ew no way! Plus that kiss didn’t count it was for a school play.”
Yet every time a guy would try to ask me out, Donghyuck would scare them away because he claims that I’m still too young to date. Smh, yeah I should’ve known that it was actually because you were jealous.
“But now look at the glow up. You're the finest thing I ever seen, but you never been more than a friend to me.”
As much as I hate to admit it, but god sometimes Donghyuck can be hot...sexy...hell good looking when he wants to be. It doesn’t help that he’s teasing me about it either.
There was this one time when we were playing Mario Karts in his room and it was on a hot summer day at the time. This guy had the nerve to take his shirt off in front of me with sweat dripping on his abs, hair slightly messy to the side, and leans back with his grey sweat pants on.
GREY SWEATS!! Like cmon. I could barely concentrate on the game after awhile admiring how painly handsome. I felt very guilty because I was still dating Mark at the time, but my mind was going 2 different directions.
“Hey y/n if your hot you can take your shirt off too. I thought my mom had the mechanic fixed the ac by now so sorry about that.” There he goes sticking his tongue out like that again. Does he have no shame.
“Umm, Hyuck I just remembered I have a test on Friday to study for. Tootles!” I knew if I would’ve stayed in his room much longer I would’ve either passed out or sink deep into his tempting body leaning against mine. It was not only the heat in the room that was driving me crazy, but my beating heart that was burning my chest.
Before I tried to leave he shut the door and pushed me against the wall staring deep into my eyes. “You know princess, we don’t have a math test Friday right? I’m in the same class as you.”
This man uggh, next he proceeds to make me look at him in the eye by lifting my chin up. “D-did I say math test, silly me. I meant biology test.” After laughing awkwardly for a while I realized he wasn’t laughing with me like he usually does. It was like the vibe changed in a matter of 5 sec.
“Listen y/n...I know your dating Mark and all, but would it be wrong to just let me hold you one last time.” Yeah it would be awful, especially when your still technically half naked in front of me.
I’ve never even gotten close to kissing Mark before, yet my friend of 6 years is going to do it. So I had to run out of there before things got worse. “I-I can’t do that Hyuck. You know that wouldn’t be right. Now if you’ll excuse me.”
“I'm thinking that one day you'll be mine. And I don't wanna lose you.”
I ran home as fast as I can hyperventilating before I let myself caught any feelings. The truth was for awhile I only wanted to date Mark to try to forget about Hyuck, but after that night I’ve started to realize that I can’t escape my feelings that I have for him it’s impossible.
I love him more than anyone in this world. The thought of that saying had me laughing and crying that night.
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June 26th, the day Donghyuck will have one last chance to confess his feelings before his princess y/n leaves off to go to school. Y/N and Donghyuck both run out of each other’s house and decided to meet up at the swing set after 6 years.
They both sit down sighing looking up at the orange sunset sky that’s shinning throughout the area. The two of them slowly swing looking down at the ground waiting for the other person to speak up first.
“So...I bet you probably heard the news already huh? I’ve finally got accept to Harvard. So tomorrow I’ll be going back to my hometown to begin my semester in fall.” Donghyuck responds back by saying.
“I know, I heard from my mom. She nearly cried. You know it would’ve been nice to hear from you. I haven’t seen you since last week.” Y/n finally looks up at him with tears falling down her face.
“Hyuck I’ve been going through so much this past week. I’ve broken up with Mark, my brother was stuck in the hospital and I almost had to repeat senior year if I didn’t pass that state test. So I’m sorry I didn’t contact you lately.”
Hyuck quickly stands up and hugs y/n gently by stroking her hair. “It would’ve been nice to hear your voice. I miss you and I love you.”
They both freeze up at the words he just said “Y-you what now?” Hyuck gulps at first, but then he snaps out of it ready to pour his heart out.”
“LISTEN PRINCESS I LOVE YOU OKAY?? Not just as a friend either. This whole year I never got to hang out with you and I don't know how to pretend, I hate falling in love with my best friend. That night you left my room I almost gave up on us, but I knew I had to tell you before you walk out of my life. Talk about bad timing right?”
Y/N starts giggling wiping her tears for a split second but then smiles by saying.
“I love you too Donghyuck. I have for a long time actually I just didn’t want to ruin my one and only specially friendship I had with you. I was even thinking that trying to move on by dating someone else would work, but it didn’t. Without you in my life, I am blue as the sky.”
The two of you of crack up laughing again at your embarrassing thoughts of each other, but immediately stop trying to think of what should happen next.
“We’re truly some idiots. Now we only have a few hours left of being a couple before you leave. So what happens next y/n?”
Y/n sits on Hyuck’s lap hugging him tightly and leans into his face by saying. “No worries we’ll figure this out once I move. For right now let’s just enjoy our last few hours together as a couple.”
Hyuck wraps arms around y/n waist and feels his heart skipping a beat once she starts kissing him softly in his ear. “Princess you know I’m very ticklish right there.” Ignoring his comments y/n proceeds to kiss his ear again, but then starts trailing down to his neck.
“My B-E-S-T, a true friend to me. Give me love and energy, that is what you send to me”
“Mmm keep calling me princess and I promise you I won’t be able to hold back.” He wiggles his eyebrows at your bold response and smirks by saying...
“Well what’s stoping you? We can do it right here right now on these swing sets.” He starts sliding your hands in your thighs while finally kissing you on your lips.
All that built up passion and emotion was easily displayed as you were kissing him. Not to mention the fact that he’s sliding his hand in your jeans which is making it hard for you to keep your voice down.
“Ahh keep it down y/n...Do you want the neighbors to hear you?” He teases you more by moving your hand in his jeans. “Do it for me too.”
“Lee Donghyuck, are you crazy?? Why don’t we just do this in your room. We will get caught for sure.” He pouts for a second and says
“Yes I’m crazy for you. You already know this though. How about this, we can finish this in my room and we can just tell my mom we stayed up playing games again all night long. Deal?”
“Deal!” You give him one last peck on the lips and grab him by running into his house like there’s no tomorrow. “Slow down princess!” The two of you slammed the door in his room and for the whole night you never dared to leave his side for a split second.
“It's what you do to me.”
The morning after ended up becoming very emotional for the both of you, because this is the last the you’ll be seeing each other face to face until the both of you are done with school. While he’s off becoming a singer, you’ll be on your way becoming a lawyer.
Out of all the places you could possibly move away from again your home next to Donghyuck and his family was the hardest to leave from. You made so many memories here and would cherish it for the rest of your life.
Before heading the road you give your best friend and now boyfriend one last hug and kiss on the forehead before putting your last luggage in the trunk and hitting the road to start your journey.
Although your both moving on to different paths of life career wise, you both will always have your history together and promised to reunite as a couple again when the time is right.
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giaourtopita · 3 years
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oh no i was summoned by a religiously traumatised 17 year old and now i gotta babysit them
i wrote most of this chapter while watching kpop mvs and all i have to say is that the mvs REALLY helped. they kept my brain so stimulated that i couldn't get distracted (for the most part). if you have trouble concentrating maybe try something similar? idk it helped me so i thought i'd share
warnings: religious trauma, isolation/bullying, strict (verbal abusive) parents, angst towards the end.
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*mc was at school, the bell had just rang but they didn't want to go to the field where p.e. classes were taking place. they were already clowned enough for not agreeing with the teachers and causing fights all the time, they didn't want to be made fun of for their lack of athleticism too.*
*when they finally got there they made up an excuse at the spot and were able to avoid exercise.*
*they went to the back of the school building so they could be in peace on their own. they looked at their grimoire, which they had with them at all times.*
*they looked carefully at the pages, reading small details about the demons satan had told them. before deciding to summon a demon they looked around and were able to find a soccer ball that no one seemed to care about, after that they looked at the snacks they had packed with them and decided they were enough.*
*after doing the spell a tall figure appeared, they were used to seeing all these tall demons but this one was the tallest they've seen so far. he looked intimidating but since satan told them about him they weren't so scared of him.*
*and even if anything happened, both satan and lucifer taught them a few protection spells so they were safe. each of the already summoned brothers told them that they would help.*
*the demon approached them cautiously, not wanting to scare them since he was aware that people found him intimidating due to his height and body mass.*
???: uhm, hi i'm beelzebub. you must be the human that keeps summoning my brothers.
*mc introduced themselves and rushed to get the ball they got a few minutes ago.*
beelzebub: so, why did you summon me? you're at school, shouldn't you be in class right now?
mc: well, right now i am in class. it takes place outdoors and i was convincing enough with my excuse so i'm not participating right now!
beelzebub: well that's not a good thing. do you want to play with that ball?
mc: sure! and i summoned you because, well it's p.e. and from what satan told me you like that stuff. plus, you guys are much more pleasant to spend time with than anyone in this school.
*mc told him while kicking the ball. beel kicks it back while trying to match the power mc used in their kick.*
beelzebub: why is that? humans don't summon demons just to hang out...
mc: well, i don't really get along with the people here, they don't like me and neither do i to be honest. we don't really agree and they make religion sound like it's such a good thing when in reality it's really not. not to mention that a lot of them make me feel uncomfortable with their beliefs.
beelzebub: oh, i see. well, i think it's good thing that you support your opinion so fiercely.
mc: thank you.
*mc said while frowning and kicked the ball using a tiny bit more strength than the last time they kicked.*
mc: wait! don't pass me the ball yet!
*mc ran to their backpack and took out a big packet of biscuits, and signalled beelzebub to come near them.*
*mc took out a few cookies for themselves and gave the rest to the demon.*
mc: here, everyone likes cookies so i got the big packet in case i had someone to share them with.
*the demon sat beside them and before eating he thanked them since was very hungry.*
beelzebub: do you always do that? bringing cookies in case someone wanted to share with you?
mc: well, i don't exactly do it everyday because i know people don't really like me very much but yes sometimes i do bring extra stuff!! did you like the cookies? they're my favourite!
beelzebub: yes, i did! do you want to continue playing?
mc: sure!
*the two continued playing for about fifteen minutes until the weather darkened, mc suggested that beelzebub goes back home because it will probably rain soon.*
*beelzebub said goodbye to them and teleported back to the devildom.*
*mc started walking towards their peers but since they were pretty far away from them, it suddenly started raining heavily. they managed to get inside but they were already soaked.*
*once they got into the classroom, the rest of the students started loughing at them for being soaked. they couldn't think of a reason why people were making fun of them, this could have happened to anyone, mc thought while trying to hold back their tears.*
*they were used to not being liked but this, this was a little excessive. mc packed their school bag and rushed to the principal's office so they could call their parents and go home.*
*when their father got there and mc entered the car, he lost it. he started yelling at them, calling them stupid for staying outside and getting soaked. he started complaining about how he shouldn't have come to pick them up and how they made him seem unprofessional at work and then he started talking about how he was a good parent for coming to get them.*
*they finally got dropped off in front of the their house, their father immediately left and mc was alone again. at least no one will yell at me now, they thought.*
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jimintopia · 3 years
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prettiest of them all (1)
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genre: college!au, s2l!au, fluff, angst?
pairing: jimin x reader
summary: you're nothing special, just an ordinary girl who's just trying to get through college... but an angelic boy with honey colored eyes thinks you're the most beautiful flower he's ever laid his eyes on.
word count: 1.5k
chapter warnings: swearing (mostly jungkook lmao)
a/n: oh gosh i'm so nervous,, this started out as a tiny drabble i wrote out on the back of my bio notebook in january and two weeks ago i sorta revived the idea lmao. i hope you enjoy this little series of mine!
this fic was made possible by @latetaektalk (thank you so much for those helpful tips! i spent a lot of time formatting and reformatting this post and editing the fic, and your advice helped a lot with that!) and @chimchiekookie (thank you for your encouragement and kind words! you gave me the courage to post, tysm kira). also, to @yuvi-with-luv and @meiadore for just being! i love u crackheads; oKAY that was really long so i'll let you get to the fic oops haha
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(1) only time will tell.
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College is not easy. But sharing an apartment with Jeon Jungkook is an entirely new level of difficulty.
“Goodness,” you mutter, stepping around the books and pens scattered on the floor of the living room, your roommate’s half-asleep body slumped across the couch. You can’t even get to the kitchen without tripping over something of his. “Couldn’t you have cleaned up before dozing off? What an idiot.”
“I heard that,” he mumbles drowsily, yawning. “The idiot is clearly you, Y/N. Who the fuck signs up for an eight A.M. lecture on Mondays? Something’s obviously wrong with you.”
That earns him an apple to the head, before you remember it’s supposed to be your to-go breakfast and quickly scramble to retrieve it.
“It’s mandatory,” you tell him. “Can’t graduate without taking it, so I might as well suffer. Psychology majors go to hell anyway, so I signed up knowing what I was getting myself into.” You give your best friend a once-over as he stretches, still on the couch. “You have fun sleeping in, Jeon, but by the time I get back I want you showered and ready for a proper brunch. Got it?”
“Yes, ma’am,” he rolls his eyes, but you know he enjoys your routine outings as much as you do. Ever since you met in your second year of high school, it became a little tradition of yours to regularly meet up for lunch on the weekends — and that turned into basically each mealtime once you got to college. “Just go, you’re going to be late. Those tiny legs of yours are gonna have a hard time running all the way to 808. We’re not even on campus.”
“Excuse you?! I’m 5’6”!”
“Y/N,” he sighs, shaking his head pitifully. “That’s like, four inches shorter than me. But nice try.”
Both of you exchange an annoyed glare, but deep down, you’re having your fun bantering with him. It’s a trademark of your relationship, one of the many things you appreciate him for. No one you have met so far could match your sharp tongue as well as Jungkook.
“I do not have time to argue with you right now, Kook.” You glance at the clock, quickly slipping your feet into battered sneakers. “There are leftovers in the fridge — by the way, remember to lock the door if you don’t want Taehyung to visit unannounced again — and I left a carton of banana milk on the bottom shelf, right next to the ketchup. Oh! I did your laundry last night; there’s a pile in your room that you just need to fold and put away. Anything else I’m forgetting?”
“You just dumped my clothes in my room? On the floor?”
You narrow your eyes at him playfully. “Wrong answer, Jeon.”
“Oh, fine.” Jungkook rolls his eyes, ruffling your hair affectionately. “Thank you, Y/N. Now please just go already.”
“Dumbass,” you return, grinning. “I’ll be back soon. I'll bring Taehyung over if I run into him!”
He’s already closed your front door, but you can still hear his shout of protest from the other side, causing you to burst into incessant giggles: “Don’t you fucking dare!”
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By some kind of miracle, you actually get to the lecture hall approximately a minute early. You and Jungkook don’t live on campus, but your apartment is pretty close — walking gets you to class in ten minutes, and if you run, you’ll arrive much quicker.
“Yeoreum!” you greet your friend with a whisper as you walk in, tossing your apple core into the small trash can. “You’re actually early for once!”
“Blame Hoseok,” she grumbles as you sit down next to her. “Dumbass woke me up at five in the morning to go run with him, Y/N. Five o’clock. The asshole’s dead to me from now on.”
“That sucks,” you sympathize, but you know she’ll always give in to her twin brother — the two of them are inseparable, as much as she likes to complain about him. “But hey, at least you got your coffee fix!”
Yeoreum lifts the half-empty cup before taking a long sip, a small smile adorning her features. “Also courtesy of Hoseok,” she admits. “He causes a lot of arguments, but at least he knows how to solve them. I like to think I’ve trained him well.”
“I wish I had a sibling,” you sigh wistfully. “A brother, maybe. Or a sister, I wouldn’t really mind. It must be nice always having someone else who understands you.”
“Y/N, you live with Jungkook,” she points out. “He’s basically the brother you’ve wanted your entire life. He has been since we were fifteen.”
“I know, but it’s different. I didn’t grow up with him. Plus, he’s more annoying than a sibling could ever be.”
“And he’s hot as hell.”
“Yeoreum,” you scold quietly, bringing out your laptop for the start of the lecture. “You think everyone you meet is hot. Regardless of whether they’re actually a decent human being or not. That’s probably why you always end up dating assholes who don’t deserve you.”
“Yeah, yeah,” she waves you off, not quite meeting your eyes. “Chill, Y/N, I’m not interested. The boy’s just insanely attractive. Can’t I call someone attractive without wanting to get with them?”
You lean over to say something to her, but the entire class quiets down suddenly, so silent that you could hear even the softest whisper.
Professor Ahn strides in with an authoritative air, several books in her arms, followed by a boy whom you’ve never seen in this class before. A new student, perhaps? Or maybe he just transferred departments. You never know — it’s certainly not too late to switch out.
The professor tells him something quickly and he nods, before jogging up the stairs and hastily sliding into the seat right next to you. In fact, it all happens so quickly that you’re still buffering, trying to process what just happened. Instinctively, you move a little closer to Yeoreum.
“Goddamn,” she breathes, eyes wide in surprise. “Y/N, he’s so fine.”
Okay, so that was a bad choice. But the thing is, she’s not wrong.
The guy doesn’t speak to or look at you once during the entire lecture, totally dedicated to typing up everything Professor Ahn is saying — but you can’t help but check him out from the corner of your eye every few minutes. The blond hair is, surprisingly, a very good look on him, and the way the corner of his mouth is always turned upward makes you incredibly curious. What the hell is there to be happy about such an early class?
Ten minutes before you can finally get out of that stuffy hall, there’s a light tap on your right shoulder, startling you. You turn your head around so fast your vision nearly blurs, taking a second to steady again. “Huh?”
The new guy is tentatively smiling at you, like he’s gauging your response. “Hi,” he says, a little hesitant. “Um — do you have a black pen I can borrow? Mine just gave up on me mid-word and I didn’t bring any extra.” You glance over to his side of the bench: sure enough, the last few letters of the word ‘extension’ are so faded out, you can barely see them.
All of your pens are either blue or red, but Yeoreum quickly passes you one of her black-ink fountain pens under the bench, nodding at you in silent understanding. “Here,” you offer it to him, watching the adorable way his face lights up when you hand it to him.
“Thank you! You’re a lifesaver,” he says, quickly scribbling something down. “I can’t fathom using any ink color other than black, it just… doesn’t make sense to me.”
Well, you could type up a whole argument against that, but you hold your tongue for the time being. Instead, you peek over at his notebook curiously, trying to see what he’s so engrossed in writing down. You catch sight of a name printed neatly on the top left corner of the page, and you squint so you can see it better.
Park Jimin. You let it rest in your mind for a moment. It’s a beautiful name, and though you don’t know exactly what it means, you’re sure it would roll right off your tongue if you were to say it aloud.
“I’m Jimin,” he says, right on cue as he returns the pen and you not-so-discreetly pass it to Yeoreum again. “What about you?”
“Y/N.” For some reason, you’re struggling both to find something to say and maintain some kind of calm. You don’t know why he’s making your heart beat faster, only that he is.
“That’s a nice name.” Jimin smiles, and it’s breathtaking. His eyes form little crescents as he beams at you — you! — and for just one second, you can’t think of anything else. A silly crush, you chide yourself, averting your gaze from his face. A few days and it’ll leave on its own.
You want to be right, and you might be wrong, but you have no idea, no way of knowing what the future holds. It’s like they always say — only time will tell.
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