#i just think he's somehow The Mood :)

[ruporas]

cheers to the future of humanity (and the future of us)

[ID: Digital illustration in color of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun. The illustration takes place during the ship/home arc, specifically chapter 21. At the center, Vash is grabbing Wolfwood by the collar and pulls him into a kiss in the middle of a celebration. The pair is colored in vibrant warm hues while their surroundings are colored in cooler colors like green and teals. Luida, Brad, Meryl, and Milly are shown amongst the crowd, occupied in the celebrations as Vash and Wolfwood share a moment by themselves at the center. END ID]

#vashwood #trigun #trigun maximum #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #hospital yuri (explodeds) like any average vw enjoyer i will never get over that arc #specifically the scene where they heard the news of earth ships coming and did that little handshake they somehow conjured or #Had already. and then the entire ship had a party... meryl and milly started drinking immediately from joy and dragged vash and ww to get #wasted too and overall celebrate together. the chapter moves quickly just like how the hope was quickly withered out and died just hours #later when knives destroyed it. BUT IM JUST THINKING ABOUT IN THE MOMENT OF IT ALL bc in the same chapter #ww asks for a chance for tomorrow and then gets news of earth ships coming. in this same arc vash is thinking of all the things he needs to #resolve so his home doesn't get attacked so the people he love doesn't have to die and the humans he wants to protect gets to live. #i feel like deep down they both semi-recognize that it can't be this easy and regardless of earth ships coming- there's still a wait for #them to arrive and they have to hold out. and regardless ww still has a mission to follow through and vash knows knives would find out #but in that mood of celebration the entire ship brought in - they can at least let themselves relax for a moment and indulge #how they basically engaged with no violence for the few days they were on that ship coaxing them into domesticity... i feel like their #thoughts would wander to somewhere soft and all #allowing them to push aside the tiptoeing and tenseness and be sweet for a night #ruporas art

[fisheito]

will i ever stop thinking about little red riding yakumo and the big bad fox.?hm. no... no, i don't think i will

#not like i have a choice anyway . (lets the images float thru my mind like clouds on a windy day) #the day that prompt combined in my mind was an eternal mark on my life #for the love of dog i need yakumo in that slutty Santa outfit or an adorable riding hood costume #he's my little princess and i need him in little outfits #if kuya genuinely ate yakumo's grandma #this fairytale would get OG Grimm and gruesome real fast #two endings. one where it seems like granmma's life is genuinely in danger (leads to carnage and two beasts destroying each other) #one where it's tiny kuya in fox form who has somehow been tamed by nana (either.. sweetly or fiercely depending on nana mood) #and he's just sitting in bed boredly swishing his tail while granmama knits him a tiny sweater #yakumo arrives at the cabin and goes... mr. kuya....??? #granny starts talking about how this adorable stray cat kept hangin around and she thinks he's lonely so now she keeps him company #(someone please fetch her glasses)

[alligaytorswamp]

spine issues

#consider this pt 3 to my handy dandy saga #i was supposed to go to a doc on wednesday but somehow suddenly there was a whole doc available today in a different place #anyways i got all to anxious about this whole thing so now i dont remember half if it #the doc was goofy.. but at my expense... which sucked.. :) #anyways he said it's my spine .. neck.. neck part of spine idk #and it's oh so typical and normal and not so bad in my case #got scans of my bones yeaaaa #a woman at the reception was a total hs bully trope girliepop that did not make mood better #i lost a lil thing that closes my piercing bc i had to take everything i got off my ears for the scan and naturally my hands were shaking #and now im home and i have no idea if im making any sense #conclusion: my spine is not very good. gotta receive the scans. he gonna look at them. prolly bully me AGAIN #(did not feel good in my overly anxious state) #and then um.. i think the point is just to exercise and shit #yippie i am not dying like my brain was assuming this entire time <3 #i am just bad at sitting and also spend too much time at my puter (boo!!!) #adry.txt

[despairforme]

Stands proud and tall.

#[ THAT'S HIM THAT'S MY KING I LOVE !!!!!!! ] #[ i just realized that as nodt is TINY TINY TINY ] #[ i SOMEHOW had it in my head that he was as tall as nnoitra ] #[ but nope HE SMOL ] #[ nnoitra loves this info he's so smug ] #[ THAT'S RIGHT KING YOU'RE THE BEST !!!!! ] #[ --- also i still have a fever but ] #[ my mood is gooood bc I THINK ABOUT NNOITRA ] #[ SEE NNOI FEEL JOY ] #[ hope you're all doing good !! i'm gonna tRY to write a tiny tiny bit ] #despair for me. ╱ in character.

[madwheelerz]

Mike being in a state where he thinks everyone hates him, yes sir.

#byler #I'm in a mood #but like #i can see steve interpreting him as a jerk #and mike just not having it #mike bites #part of me wants a very angst filled fic where there's a lot of mike thinking everyone hates him and reacting in kind #but also bonding with the oddest people #also like everyone thinking he's so dtrong and is somehow just able to lut up with the constant jabs at him #but he's not #fanfic prompts #fanfic premise

[mattodore]

VERY early stages of creation!!!!!!! but this is what i've been doing for the last few hours. i wish i could make his eyes look more hollow and deep-set but alas... the limitations of the sims' sliders...

#river dipping #kavi sunder #look at me........ actually in cas making new sims that's so crazy who would've thought #he's probably going to look completely different by the time i finish with him lmao #the fc i'm using for him was actually the fc i was going to use for jackson but then i was like. should this man's name really be JACKSON? #and i'm too emotionally attached to jackson's full name so i couldn't part with it #sfdkjnhdjfngh so now i'm adding another guy to echthroi bc i just really wanted him in there somehow... like the fc is too good to pass up #i'm thinking he's one of theo's classmates like he's not in theo's party/friend group........ but he's on the outskirts trying to get in #again theo is like i'm so unlovable no one likes me and then you look to the left and there's a line of ppl wanting to get to know him #so funny how long this is taking me to finish. like. there's only one skin detail on him rn and all i've done is finish #going thru the makeup categories... 100% true that i take decades on ocs but townies or w/e are like. only thirty minutes to an hour #i was making him while my best friend was sleeping over but now that she's gone i'll try getting some sleep too #i'll get back to it once i wake up bc i've just rlly been in the mood to make sims lately... might have to be a little chef again soon #anyway goodnight friends <3 absolutely forgot to answer those messages from the other day i'm sorry dfjhfhjbb i WILL get to it tho i swear!

[mettywiththenotes]

How do you think an interaction between Tomura and Eri would go? I have my own post about it that I'm working on, but I would love to hear your thoughts!

Hmmm hard to say

It's hard to imagine Tomura around little kids

Sometimes I imagine that he'd accidentally scare Eri with how he looks (not just looks but. The Villain Vibes. plus yknow she saw him destroy half the city on tv, thank you very much for that core memory all might) and he'd be all "...whatever" about it but still feel sorry for her, maybe even try to make her feel comfortable afterwards? Not get too near and let Eri have her space

I think he'd be cautious around her. You could put it down to him just not knowing what to do around kids or being afraid he might hurt her somehow, whatever

I do think Eri would be at least a little scared of him at first but if Tomura were to behave carefully, she wouldn't be tempted to run away. Or maybe she'd just find him both scary and strange for a while

I don't know how exactly they'd get to any bonding

Sometimes I like to imagine that Eri, for whatever reason, is self conscious about her scars. Maybe she's trying to hide them or she's upset and clinging to whoever she feels safe with, however she shows it. And then Tomura just shows her his scars, the ones on his face and such, maybe just as a "hey I'm the same, I have scars too, a person who was supposed to take care of me did this" thing

(Tho when I imagine that scenario, I also think about Izuku being in the same room and watching this, and maybe showing his own scars too on his arms. Just the 3 of them talking about it and Izuku is the balance of positivity about it, because I doubt Tomura would have a lot of positive things to say about his scars. So Izuku would be the one to say "these are proof that I've lived, and that's the same for you! for Shigaraki as well!" etc ndsfnisdjk)

Honestly not sure how Tomura and Eri would interact if the League were still together (you know those League-Eri au's?). I always imagine them meeting in scenarios where Izuku has already saved Tomura and the two just end up interacting somehow (maybe through association with Izuku? the I Was Saved By A Teenage Hero And Now He's My New Brother club)

Part of me thinks Tomura would also have a little bit of awareness about what she thinks? Idk, maybe it's just me jumping to conclusions but those comments he made in his backstory narration about kids being simpler and sneakier and saying "when you're little, a grown ups words are absolute" tipped me off to that. Maybe he wouldn't have an exact knowledge about it, but he'd be able to guess with how he felt when he was younger? If that makes sense

I do think, despite how distant or awkward Tomura might be with Eri, he'd be kind to her too. Again, the whole "I know what it's like to be that scared as a child" thing coming into play. This also ties in with the above paragraph, how he could relate to her in a way?

If we're to go with the After Tomura Is Saved scenario I mentioned before, with how Eri seems brighter in canon now and a little more eager to do things, I think she could also help him improve somehow. Not in a huge way, but just. in small ways. Maybe seeing someone much younger than him recover from a similar situation could help Tomura feel better and want to do better

Finally, I can't help but think Eri would love to braid his hair. Imagine Nejire taught her how to do it and now she can't stop, and she sees Tomura's long hair and she's like 🤩. And if Tomura is okay with being touched, he'd let her do it while he's playing a game or something. He doesn't really pay much attention to her actions until she's all done and he's looking in the mirror and he's like "hm. oh 😳 huh"

(I'm living vicariously through a 6 year old. I wanna braid his hair so bad)

Sorry this is kind of a messy scattered way to lay out my ideas but. thems the thoughts

#while league-eri au's are cute and stuff #i just love to imagine tomura meeting eri after he's been saved #mostly because it would involve izuku somehow (at least i like to think it would) and #idk its nice to think about tomura interacting with eri and bonding with her and izuku seeing that #seeing how it affects eri #seeing how much calmer tomura seems #and thanking every star in the sky that he decided to save tomura #that he gets to see this - something he never thought he would #seeing him hang out with a little girl and tell her she's not alone #and being like 'holy shit i never realised that they're. the same' #idk idk nobody touch me im emotional #thank you for the ask!😊 #asks with metty #bnha asks #tomura shigaraki #eri #god im sorry i keep repeating words and stuff #im just not really in the mood to make this look presentable nsdfindsjkfsd let the thoughts ramble

[lusalemaart]

so what if i'm only just now in 2023 watching gurren lagann for the first time... what's it to you.

#hes way too hot my comp is actually gonna crash-- I MEAN the weather is too hot ah ah... sweat emoji!!! thats not what i meant to say #whered you get that idea eh ehe heheheh.... #no but in all actuality it is too hot. my computer is so slow. its too hot. #tengen toppa gurren lagann #gurren lagann #ttgl #kamina #heh. who the hell do you think i am.... #i dint even want to draw today. but somehow he just... appeared #AND the scribbling continues #actually i am kinda really Not in the mood to do Anything so its either scribbles or nothing at all.

[narrativedoomed]

i havent seen any episodes since 2x3 but i think its SO interesting that the fandom will continuously say ben has no power and that no one cares hes an adult but the moment he doesnt step in to help deliver a baby its suddenly "hes annoying" and "you said yourself youre the adult step it up"

#yj spoilers #also like. as far as im aware he has continued to spiral and hallucinate constantly #and also like. i feel like trying to deliver a baby may be Difficult considering his leg situation bc like. idk how they were set up #but i dont think he can like. sit on the floor and he sure as hell cant kneel since one leg doesnt have a knee anymore #like im sure he probably could've helped somehow but i think. i dont think its fair to constantly emphasize his powerlessness #and then get mad when hes. not using what power he does have #'he taught the health class!!' 'he never learned more than pressing play on the video???' #i cant imagine the gay man would be actively preparing himself to know how to deliver a baby also i dont think that childbirth is like #taught in schools but i could be wrong #saw someone say he should know what to do because 'at his grown age one of his friends would've given birth' but like. its not like #its not like he would BE there for that #me getting defensive of ben without seeing the episode or knowing the context akshwls #its very possible that i will watch the episode eventually and they will be right its true #but i just. #ALSO i see so many people complain that bens even still alive and there bc hes a boy but then they complain when their main characters #are stepping up and doing things while he stays out of it #i think. its also quite possible i dont actually care that much ab this and the person talking just had an attitude and it annoyed me more #everyone in the replies was calling ben annoying and im >:( #ive also just been not in the best mood so i think im just channeling my feelings into this thing that doesnt matter akshskskd #negative cw

[landofgay]

me at 15: I think I have ADHD and autism and ocd and bpd and and and

me at 17: nah I was being silly I don't really have most of those things. maybe ADHD.

me now at 22: yeah no I have ADHD and autism and ocd and bpd and

#like genuinely the only explanation for my behavior the last week or so is BPD #i flipped out and pushed my bf away emotionally cause i assumed he would wanna break up with me #i have rapid weird mood swings #i spent so many days in a row wanting to punish myself by doing reckless shit like drinking heavily or dojng drugs i dont even do #my usual one is overworking myself at work which ismt good either #the ocd i know i have now cause its just reassurance type ocd which explains so much #the more i talk to my bf who is also most likely autistic the more i realize i am definitely autistic #which is funny when i remember when i was a kid and learned about autism and was like 'omg itd be so scary if i had that and didnt know' #i definitely have always had depression and anxiety #only just now realizing my depression is so bad i really do need anti depressants #cause i cant make any decisions or do anything without thinking im a terrible person and wanting to punish myself somehow #which is just. fucked #i cant make a mistake without thinking im worthless #and pushing everyone out of my life so they dont have to deal with me but then being miserable that i pushed them away #and then spiralling from there

[voidtamer]

✧.* CHLOE PRICE : what is their coping mechanism? 

ty for asking :3 // link

I don’t think he even has a real coping mechanism but it’s something around the lines of “brood super hard and let your rage and fury pour into your next assault upon the elves”

That, or he just takes his anger out on everyone else around him. Sorry Maimai

#fake deity // headcanons #bow to complacency // answered #thegreatstrongbow #i think he’s very fond of making people fight eachother for fun #in fact all of his coping mechanisms involve violence somehow LOL #if he’s in a bad mood? just squish an orc to desth in your hands #and watch carcharoth tear apart an orc for fun #maybe he’ll even feed some elf parts to werewolf maimai

[burymeinblack2022]

in my charli xcx vroom vroom era 🤠 🏎 🚗 💨 💥

#beep beep so lets ride #they say gays cant drive but they never said anything abt the bis #i'm seriously trying NOT to be 'all men are trash' but these men do be seriously testing me #dude started yelling at me to calm down after the 1st thing i did was put in the wrong gear that was right next gto it #bc i pushed sliiiightly too hard and i couldnt understand what he was being omnious abt and so it was just like #me minding my business and a guy just telling me to calm down and i wasnt doing anything like a hysteric 18th century maiden #also then i get home and my mom was like 'this guy was in an accident yesterday i think he went to school with u #and it was a ukranian guy who was a total menace in 3rd/4th grade like BAD BAD....and shes just like 'well hes gone' like damn ok #i just got my license (somehow bc the guy was stressing me to the point of breakdown) and ur telling me abt a guy dying in a crash like pls #me when my grandma leaves the sub here: im going on a hero's journey (to her hosue to see my dog <3 <3) #olivia rodrigo WHOMST I SAID ! #wow anna said something #i was listening to bmth lost in the morning and wow isnt that a big mood #like i need a drink frfr pass the licquor #anna's shitposts

[eileennatural]

prefacing this post by saying i don't read wayne family adventures i only learn abt it thru osmosis: but it is so funny that jason seems to be in that series more than dick is. you know jason and how he has legitimately tried to murder multiple members of that family and occasionally commits atrocities

#i actually love that dick doesnt seem to be in it THAT much bc. well hes just got other shit to do #hes a busy man #and like the one episode i saw on tumblr that he DOES get a central role in is abt him somehow being a bad brother #bc he was spending time with damian instead of tim? okay #and this isnt even me being anti-jason which i occasionally am depending on my mood #i just really think its a funny choice #wfa

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ok so like this is fine bc im not in a horrible mood rn. this is more i feel like complaining bc what im doing is kinda ridiculous #but my memory is so bad that ill probably forget if i dont write it out. but basically 4 days a week i have to come in starting at 7.30 to #water and prep for measurements. then from 9am to 6.15pm i have to nonstop take the measurements. and theyre timed so that means #i get abt 4 min to do anything before i have to take another measurement. which is abt enough time to start to focus and then have to stop #which is very fucking frustrating. and i have to manage data. coordinate for this fucking paper. and keep track of like 10 other things for #work stuff. which means that it takes me like and hour to send easy emails and they come out all fucked uo bc my brain is so shot #but on top of that i also have to fucking do the steps to get set up for my new school in the fall. and like ive officially accepted the #offer but havent talked to my new advisor since then so now theres this weird gap where im like. uh fuck do i ask for wtf im supposed to #do? bc ive been able to do things for like 2 or 3 weeks but then my life started collapsing in around me. and like there r probably #instructions somewhere but i cant fucking read lol. whatever. hes nice i just need to find the energy and words to email him and b like lol #srry everythings been insane. but bc ive waited so long i have to compulsively keep going back to check that ive been accepted like somehow #that would change while im not looking. ugh. and ive also fucked myself over housing wise bc theres a housing shortage in the city and huge #demand of housing on camus so theres a wait list for everything but i cant fucking apply bc i cant get my id to work. and fucking idk who #to call or email abt that. but idk i might have to have roomates for a semester. or my parents offered to give me some extra money for an #apartment until i can get one that doesnt put me in the red on a grad student budget. ugh. i dont wanna do either of those things #but christ do i not want roommates. ill figure something out. its just annoying and difficult from so far away #and it makes me kinda sad bc ppl r like: r u excited?! and im like. i cant really think abt that. partly bc im constanly putting out fires #in the present so theres not really space for it. partly bc i dont allow myself to b excited abt things so as not to get my hopes up. #but just after i accepted i was excited. and now it feels like im reaching my hand out toward a floating light just out of reach. like #its a nice idea but i wont believe until it happens. but that just bc ive become distorted about things #and i dont even get a weekend bc the 4 days of measurement r friday to Monday and i cant fucking relax on weekdays bc ppl r like hey can u #do this??? and there r things i can only do on weekdays so its like ok i guess ill just suffer forever thrn. and my boss texts me like: hey #did u do X? and am like: uuuuuh i fucking dont kno what day it is anymore. i dont understand y we have to meet. lets just not talk bc im #afraid ill say something worrying. so yea its pretty fucked up rn. but this stuff ends on the 24th #then ill probably not take a break and fucking finish the measurements for another project bc i just really need it to b done. i need it #all to b done so i can fucking wash my hands of this and fucking quit and move away at the start of july... or August if i decide i hate #myself that much. ugh. at least the lab has been pretty empty so no ones seen me crying lol #also thr fucking rutgers guy emailed me yesterday like: hey u want this position? and im like bitch u r like a month too late also im in #my cringe fail era. i would not survive at ur school. ugh everything is terrible. 2 or 3 more months then i csn leave this place forever #unrelated

[leatherbookmark]

au where wgxn stay at the inn longer for whatever reason, jgy gets to the coffin earlier, without those distractions, and finds it empty with only lxc and sms as his witnesses

#lxc (seeing jgy pale and shellshocked): what is it? what happened? #sms: dear GOD would you just calm DOWN can't you SEE jin zongzhu is not in the mood to entertain you with conversations?! #why would you have 3/zun when you can have suxiyao (inherently funnier by having sms who's always at most 5 steps from biting into #lxc's throat for the smallest offense against lianfang-zun) #i'm thinking about them somehow going to dongying and every time lxc even as much as tries to ask jgy about Anything re: his Crimes #sms is like we have no need for your negativity if you don't like it you can always GO BACK TO YOUR GUSU #and jgy kind of hates it but at the same time it's incredibly bizarre to have two men fight over him. like fuck he thought it's #stuff from romance novels #(to be clear the 'why have 3/zun' part is a joke i have Nothing against the shippers personally) #shrimp thoughts

[soryualeksi]

Time to inflict my headcanons on everyone again, so.

I just had this lovely conversation in my own head where I was trying to articulate how I’m lying. (Without outing myself as autistic because it’s none of anyone’s business. But basically, I give people disclaimers if something comes up how I’m likely going to go about dealing with it so they won’t be too surpised.)

And after a long long fictional conversation to try and find the right words, my brain kindly spat out the line, “If I’m making a story up whole-cloth there’s just too many details I need to keep track of. It’s far easier and more efficient to tell a PART of the truth and then keep in mind WHICH part of the truth I’m telling.”

Aaand in the next moment my brain added the very helpful “lmao yuan”.

!!!

THINK ABOUT IT

Is he ever telling outright FALSEHOOD to the party? (As starkly opposed to SO MANY OTHER CHARACTERS WHO GET A PASS!!!) The things he IS telling are correct and honest. You get like 90% of your exposition from him, he just DUMPS it all on you like “okay look I made a handy flowchart here’s how Yggdrasill runs the world and here’s the underlying mechanics and here’s how we’re in the grand scheme and by the way I’m a double agent for Cruxis while I’m actually running the resistance no harm from telling that to just any rando btw what you need is that sword at the Tower of Salvation but only half-elves can wield it so that’s a problem bye”.

Yuan is being hmmm not-entirely-truthful (lmao) by not telling PART of the whole truth and frankly? The parts he DOESN’T tell? Are actually mostly personal business. “I’m taking you hostage, Lloyd, to further my goals. WHY is none of your business. I’m trying to get Martel off the machines that keep her body alive. WHY is none of your business. Lloyd, you look JUST like someone I know. WHO is none of your --- for fuck’s sake, Kratos, you WILL tell your own damn kid that you’re his damn bio dad OR I WILL and also, Kratos, I’m 100% planning to kill you for Origin’s Seal and I told you so 2 billion times already AND I’M GOING THROUGH WITH IT ANY MINUTE NOW KRATOS!!!!!”

YUAN isn’t the one who boldly LIES into the party’s face, he doesn’t even really stretch the truth, he just WITHHOLDS parts that uhmmmmm couuuld maybe be worth knowing but ehhh (unbiased lmao).

Anyway, enough rambling. Neurodivergent!Yuan. The character that gets the reputation of being “shifty”, “weird”, “a liar”, “untrustworthy” and whose social mannerisms everyone keeps making fun of (me included tbh because he’s my nerrrd) despite lying FAR LESS than like every other character in the damn game. ;___;

#see me constantly justifying every shitty thing my blorbo ever does #but no honestly i keep thinking and thinking how he is depicted with weird social mannerisms and avoiding eye contact #BUT VERY TRUTHFUL in what he actually SAYS #and somehow a big part of fandom took it as 'look at this shifty shady liar who lies' #and i'm just sad at the discussions i have to have defending him as MANY bad things but NOT a liar #and yes it's my personal thing to fixate on because of people thinking i'm lying to them bc i'm not constantly STARING into their damn eyes #lol #but what is a blorbo but a canvas to project our issues onto hm #anyway #neurodivergent yuan my love #doesn't like eye contact has a large personal space collects weird shit is VERY truthful actually and blows up when pushed too hard #and is surrounded by people who think it's HILARIOUS when he blows up too #if that isn't the ultimate nd mood then what is #and martel actually knew how to deal with his issues in a way that's comfortable to him too #unlike mithos and kratos who tried to 'tough love' him out of his more uncommon behaviours and it didn't work AT ALL #tales of symphonia #yuan ka fai #inflicting my headcanons and projections on all of you #yuan ka fai defense squad #lmao