#i just made a lil something lol

[neptunym]

@post-it-notes7 's party au (midnight masquerade?) art gave me the inspiration i've been needing :D so here's a dapper little kirby

#kirby #meta knight #waddle dee #fanart #metadad #id included #idk if you already had a kirby design ready #but i couldn't get the scenario at the top out of my head lol #i just took the top hat from magic kirby and made it a bit fancier #the fit looked a bit bland so i added a lil bow tie but i couldnt get the yellow to look right so i changed it to red #i dont really like it anymore :') #the last drawing was lots of fun to render. especially the eyes #i never make those fancy anime looking eyes so it was mostly just me guesstimating how they're supposed to look #and i was going to draw something like cake for them to look at but it was midnight and i just wanted to go to sleep lmao #kirby fanart #gala draws

[dandelion-roots]

a messy little sketch i did for my smutty fic <3

[ID: a digital sketch of xie lian sitting on hua cheng's lap and kissing him, his back to us. hua cheng's hands are on his back. they're sitting on a black and gold couch. end ID]

#tgcf fic #hualian fic #hualian fanfic #hualian fanart #tgcf fanart #xie lian #hua cheng #not a full ass drawing bcs i wasn't in the mood when i made it and i never redo anything #but i wanted to post something w the fic boost bcs usually id just put the link #anywayyy ill go back to my usual schtick now lol. i jusst can't decide which comic to do. maybe the one w a lil smooch? #i need to do a hualian illustration at some point lol but comics are more fun rn #dan draws

[gxlden-angels]

On today's episode of Holy Shit My Childhood Was Not Normal:

Kurtis Conner being thrown off by the girls'/boys' bibles with the random "Dream Girl" and "Grossology" passages and shit like that in them

#I didn't have that exact one but I had a girls' bible with the lil dream girl passages in them #mine was purple and green #There was a specific one I read over and over because it was about thinking about your best friend #and I thought about my best friend that way #except it wasn't actually in a friend way I flat out just had a crush on them lol #I later went on to id as a lesbian and that specific story made helped me realize it #so maybe that bible was good for something #I'm now a lil bi boy who might be ace but still #Im 21 now actually Im a Man in the U.S. /j #it's just #always so funny watching people remind me that I grew up Not Normally #like I genuinely got so into reading those lil bible dream girl passages #but I also preferred the gross out shit of the boys' one #cause I was one of those cartoon network poop fart joke funny tweenagers #I loved gaming stunts and all things gross or whatever #I wasn't allowed to actually do that because I was a lil lady so I enjoy it now #I tell people I'm going to shit their pants if they don't leave me alone and think I'm the funniest human alive #anyways go watch kurtis's new video about gendered products it's good #ex christian #religious trauma

[icantalk710]

🤔

#i was walking to get a haircut earlier and i'm pretty sure i saw the guy i went on a date with back in June #i think we made eye contact and he was mouthing something? couldnt tell what or if it was a hi... #i was kinda in my own world with music and being on the phone so since i wasn't expecting to see him it took a min to register lol #walked up the block some thinking 'that was just Taylor right?' then turned around but dont think he did #it was one date but it was a really nice one and i've thought about him here/there #he wanted us to still be friends and i said i'd like that but he hasnt reached out--tho i did see him viewing my IG story recently #wondering if i should message him wondering if it actually was him but hmmm... iunno lol #has been kind of on mind since though #ore no inochi #reminds me i probably should get back to rewatching cardcaptor sakura which he got me doing lol #but for us now living in the same neighborhood for about 6 months i'm surprised we've only now possibly bumped into each other lil #*lol #[...i don't think i ever ate the ben & jerrys ice cream i bought at a bodega with him lol]

[mimithealpaca]

"i wanna draw shippy art, so give me a ship!" #9

I... I had a lot of trouble with this one. Originally was going to have Yami!Bakura holding Bakura's chin while Bakura looked a little lost or soulless. Of course, I have no idea if such posing was in character or not... and then! I remembered that these characters have Millennium Puzzles or whatever. And I looked up what Bakura's was, and it was the Ring. So I was like... what if they are both holding it in their mouths, because symbolism, and also because that would be suggestive, and suggestive is totes in the realm of shippy? But then. But then I couldn't figure out the bodies or the faces and so I was like, HOW ABOUT JUST THEIR FACES. But then I was really struggling with the G pen (first time using it was today!) and then... and then... yeah. I was like. Why don't I just. Fix my mistakes digitally. But that didn't turn out well either. So I just redrew it, reiterating on the previous pose idea, but making it smaller so it was easier to ink, and by this point, I was very tired.

ALSO WTF IS GOING ON WITH YAMI!BAKURA'S HAIR?!?! WHAT ARE THOSE WING THINGS AAAAAAA

#tendershipping #yami bakura #bakura ryou #ygo #yugioh #ygo bakura #so... why is this ship called tendershipping lol? #d-do i even want to know? #look the extent of my ygo knowledge is that the shadow realm was something the american english dub made up #and that ygo has always been weird and bizarre. lil me just didn't recognize it #honestly most of what i did watch as a kid got overwritten by the ygo abridged series... #like i don't remember kaiba very well aside from his obsession with the blue eyes white dragon #but ygo kaiba? SCREW THE RULES I HAVE MONEY #is still a joke i make to this day #oh god did i just date myself #asdfadsf #gpen #traditional art #nib pen #ink #mimithealpaca #i guess these are doodles #doodles #sketchbook #i want to draw shippy art 2023

[strangledlullaby]

some other sprites of my pokepasta from a while back, the girl is the rival/partner but she wasnt actually intended to be a focus.. i ended up messing around w her sprite the most anyways (works out for story reasons i suppose)

#art #edit #sprite edit #pokepasta #pokepasta oc #pokemon sicklysweet #lover #rose #like lover i also made a fake screencap of the name options for rose.. #ive got a few other concepts for th title screen too but i dunno if theyd count as spoilers and if spoiling my goofy lil pasta matters #and also i still havent decided on them its a few variations #hopefully will post more pokepastas ppl actually know of soon lol ive been mostly trying to focus on artfight :P #just wanted to post SOMETHING to let everyone know my brains still full of pastas

[glitchyk]

ME WHEN THIS

(And yes it’s discord light mode)

#my emotions are going brrrrr #I’m not even exaggerating it like my brain cannot process that such cool people are making something on a lil joke I made #had to hide in my room to not have my whole family watch me break down in happy tears #WHY AM I SO HAPPY ABOUT THIS RN? #BDJDKFUEKDUFISOWKHDJFJFNFJJFJFJFJFJ #SOBBING INTERNALLY AND TRYING NOT TO SOB EXTERNALLKY IN FRONTBOF MY FAMILY #glitchyk can’t handle positivity lol #i just can’t handle positivity lol

[journey-to-the-attic]

friends are currently debating whether 'lost in the citadel' or 'montero (call me by your name)' is the better solphisto song and here are the main points for each side of the argument:

"lost in the citadel works for both perspectives and their tragic yuri romance" (lines 'i need time to get up and get off the floor / i need time to realise that i can't be yours' given as main example) - jo

vs

"montero cos those two definitely want to f-" - james (perhaps better known as captain bhole)

#on a more serious note jo's point did make me a little insane #again: the line 'i need time to get up and get off the floor / i need time to realise that i can't be yours' #this is so solomon-trying-to-recover-from-mephisto's-perceived-abandonment coded #but it is also so mephisto-unsure-of-how-to-go-forward-after-disappearing-on-solomon-for-millenia coded #obey me solomon #jtta mephisto #solphisto #there were arguments to be made for some of the other songs too but these were the main contenders #personally i also nominated life after salem #it feels like something solomon would listen to that abandonment aftermath once he's hit the bitter anger stage of grief #(at least he would have if music recordings had been invented and also lil nas x had been born back then) #i just feel in my gut that he went full teenage-girl-after-first-break-up for a period afterwards #(the other nominee was 'thats what i want' for the time they had together before mephisto left but that one was less talked about) #you know i didn't realise it until i went back and re-did some stuff but solphisto ended up with such Divorced vibes #believe it or not i didn't actually intend for them to be romantically involved when i first wrote their backstory #(you can see that in the first asks proposing the pairing i was kinda hesitant lol) #but looking back. the tragic yuri was always meant to be #to the anon who first called them yuri btw: you've changed my life

[fourteenthz]

viper i need you..................................

#there's something wrong with the proportions on her face but I cant point out what is it #I saw it kinda fast tho maybe later i'll try again #i'm so glad the nose is there....... I opened character creator and was cheering IT IS STILL THERE !!!! #I think it's the eyes that made me step back. it looks more realistic but less alive somehow #but when she smiles im like 'ok good enough' there's something on the chin too bc I think the face looks lil smaller #for some reason it looks bit cuter than it was before but also not as much I really was expecting worse #i'll never get more feral vieras so i might get used to this lol trying to get less negative abt this #and the benchmark reeeally helped i think. I don't hate it so !! #besides viera changes I like pretty much loved everything else. finally saw more attentive and gnb looks NICE #I love new explosion. so bonus points for good gnb and drg!!! and viper looks REALLY NICE #I really think I might not be immune to new dps.... when am I ever #was expecting bit more cleavage on the gear ngl but GOOD it looks really good. #gotta try some hrothgals later and cook the one from thesa's backstory I CANT WAIT THEY LOOK NICE #BUT ALSO...... my dream was that they might add a buff slide on character creator... it was a distant dream and they would never #still i dreamt..................................... but oh well. next time maybe who knows #wait is the pupils the problem with the eyes? i'll have to check side by side later anyway just showing u guys my girl. as usual. #she looks goos she always looks good so!!!!!!!!11 #more excited for dawntrial YIPIEEE #also thinking here... i might change a bit of her skin now we have the graphics update #like a tad darker bc with the light update it looks lighter than normal so !! we shall see !! #7.0 spoilers #dawntrial benchmark #kelly says #wol posting

[unproduciblesmackdown]

speaking of drawing people's faces and lifting any art of [will roland role based] characters overhead when you can tell the artist was actually trying to meaningfully use that inspiration beyond "brown hair. glasses" like wow once in a lifetime unsame as it ever was

not coming up a lot that Professional Illustrators are drawing will roland as [role] or like, in general, but that in fact there Are the examples of professional illustrator justin "squigs" robertson drawing him several times and it's like, doing stylized portraits of people working in theatre that are indeed focusing on distinguishable individuals versus, say, the style being more abstracted

all drawn differently but various gists are there, and none of the people in these group collages look interchangeable or like oh and this person gets thee "generic/default" look

there's also the fact i'm like 99% sure there's a squigs-drawn larger portrait of will roland just as himself that i love to think of / sure further encapsulates that "thank god this artist drawing Features" but i can't find it or remember exactly what context it was in. augh

but also there's this other deh illustration ft. wrol jared i found lol. bonus

#sooo replenishing #and like the issue pointed out that the excuse of [skill issue] is offered like It's Really Not A Skill Issue #someone can be very inexperienced at say; drawing; and still Evidently be actually trying to capture something Actually There in whatever #their model is. me as a like 5 yr old on the level of [yes all faces Are abstracted as =) ] still for example clearly depicting my mom's #usual hairstyle in my crayon portraits there #these examples here the polar opposites of The Nose Issue lol like stylized simplified And Yet still all clearly downturned #even the stylization leaning more convex nose bridge than that concave upturned nose slapped on anyone's face #deh #will roland #bmc #and forever the idea that Stylized Simplified drawing techniques are easy / bad but like it sure af is neither #you can note 'ah i see that this experienced artist's drawings are not photorealistic; formed of what i can tell are simple lil lines even' #but then be thrown off b/c of course it Looks easy but their lines are afforded a Casualness in their execution from their experience #knowing how to form and place them to give it that [Looks Good] without it being a painstaking &/or [9000 tries & errors] process for them #and like sure then anyone can Recreate it but you can throw yourself off thinking you Ought to be able to straightup Create It similarly... #like copying these obviously simplified stylized Faces made up of varying Shapes as seen here? prob a fun & neat & helpful exercise #especially if one's just working on breaking out of the ''i draw a Default Face for Everyone'' kind of situation #the exaggerated swoops and hard angles Geometry of compositions and forms overall is also a v fun element used here

[emry-stars-art]

Tried my hand at making the drink from the card and did you know you can under cook it and have raw egg chunks? Then take that and over cook it to have cooked egg chunks? ;-;

I love the flavors and what parts came out smooth :,)

I'll be trying again until I get this right <3

NOO that's so unfortunate 😂😭 yeah you gotta make sure the milk is HOT and mix it QUICK so the egg gets all blended in

My secret tips and tricks (that wouldn't fit on the card) is I take out the uh. Like the more solid part of the egg white? If you know what I'm talking about? The part that's not gonna blend easily, because I use my little milk frother wand thing to blend it together. And if I leave that part of the egg in it just gets caught in the tines or whatever of the whisk part and it's a PAIN to clean. So doubly convenient. Yeah if you have an electric whisk/handheld milk frother it's also gonna be easier

Good luck, it's such a good drink when it works out!

#before you ask #warm vanilla custard drink #just like. google it or smth lol #i found it on pinterest and i like it a lot #its nice for something warm and sweet that also has a lil bit of substance #the egg makes me feel better about making it lol #i made a recipe card as the patreon package extra for my stars :) #not art sorry guys #asks #mm. i should make me a cup

[crescentfool]

ohh the joy of videos and streams... i like listening to people talk about things they like/think about it’s very contagious... 🥺

#lizzy speaks #THIS IS BROUGHT TO U BY THE MINATO BRAINCELLS SHAKING BACK AND FORTH.. #so so many of my interests feel like they're in some kind of hibernation lately in terms of the emotions they evoke #my brains been mostly gravitating towards formulating strategies and trying new things in splatoon right now... LOL.. so i havent thought- #a whole bunch about other things i like even if they do mean a lot to me.. #so i really appreciate being around other people who really like the things that they like because its infectious and reminds me why- #i enjoy those characters / ships / whatever else #like oh... ryomina.. minato.. ryoji... i love them very much and i like hearing other people express their appreciation for them #also yosuke.... i like hearing my friends talk about yosuke his characters a very fun one for me even if i never took the time 2 personally #analyze him its just very nice to be around that kind of energy! im so grateful! #related but unrelated squid school made a video about the splatoon manga... which i havent thought abt in a month or two #yet somehow watching that revitalized my sleeping lil braincell that loves vintage coroika... #IDK i just feel like lately ive gotten to be around a very contagious positive energy of people who appreciate stuff and i like that!! #mayb ill stream again... something about talking about things out loud and not over text evokes a certain kind of insanity #i like to draw to express my love 4 the things i've come across but sometimes i think too much abt the quality.. LOL #so maybe ill just go FUCK IT we ball!! better to draw than to not draw at all. or ill just stream 2 outlet the 'hehe i love so many things' #there is so much love stored in my heart it hurts i lov So many Things and I love Being reminded of that god i love people loving things!!!

[hood-ex]

Do you ever just cry about Leonardo? Because I'm crying about Leonardo.

#i'm so sad for him and i love him but i'm so sad for him #ugh i hate crying before i go to bed but you literally just gotta cry about leo sometimes you just gotta #i feel like every time i read a fic where leo loses a brother or something of that angsty caliber--i put myself in his shell #lmao his shell bc he doesn't wear shoes hehe #and i feel how much it hurts him and makes him feel like a failure. and like he failed as a protector #and it makes me so sad for him 😭😭😭 #and then like you know how sometimes the turtles chirp in fics? #it makes me so unbelievably sad when one of them chirps at an injured/dying brother #and the injured/dying brother doesn't chirp back bc they're too weak or almost dead 😭😭😭 #that's completely off topic LOL but i just read it in a fic and i'm soooooo I'M SOOOOO sad #the distressed chirping noooo not the sad distressed chirping 😭😭😭 #and it reminds me of a few weeks ago when i was on a walk and i found a dead baby turtle 😭😭😭 #like a baby literally as small as a pretzel or something #and he was partially run over 😭😭😭 and it made me so sad 😭😭😭 #he was just a lil bub 😭 too small for the car to possibly see 😭 #goddd okay. i have gotta stop being emotional about turtles. even though i love them 😭 so much 😭

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#so i survived my 1st week as a phd student. it's interesting. im not sure how i feel #the negatives are that i forgot how much stress being around people causes me. as a research assistant i was able to be on my own schedule #and go into the lab at odd hours so i never had to see anyone. but now im in classes and teaching and have a shared office #classes are tolerable stress wise so long as im sitting on an edge. i only feel a lil like im dying. teaching makes nauseous beforehand. #which is odd bc im not really worried while im doing it or before im doing it. i thibk its just that i have to interact ans i kno im a #mediocre teacher bc id rather die than do the back and forth of asking questions and u should teach interactively #i like to break down complex idea and help people with problems but i was not build to teach in classrooms. i get knocked off points when #i give class presentations bc i cant make eye contact lol. so that'll b annoying this semester. and its just so hard to function in an #office space. idk its weird like i dont even feel it that much while im there its just like a flashing *i need to leave* alarm. and then #when im alone its like a physical weight off of me. and i cant tell if thats what's draining my energy or if ive just cycled into a low #energy lul bc im just like. i wanna sleep. and for me thats always a sign that somethings wrong. i dont feel that bad mood wise but its #like there's a rock weighing me down as im trying to tread water. so those r the big negatives. the positives r that #i do enjoy being back in school. i love the structure of it. but im also self destructive abt structure so well see how it goes. but my #lab mates seem nice as does my advisor. i feel a bit bad bc ill have to learn genome stuff from the ground up. and today i was trying to #convey ideas to him like an insane person. bc i dont have enough background to talk fluidly abt my prospective project and i have a picture #of what i mean but not all the details. hopefully i made some sense. i think the idea is cool. and thats the other really positive thing. #the papers i have to read associated with this project r waaaaaaaaaay more interesting than anything i ever had to read for my masters. like #they're the types of papers i would force other ppl to read for lab meetings. so im optimistic abt not hating it by the end haha #yay for being excited abt science. but i guess thats the other thing i feel bad abt. like im interested but haven't read a lot to prep bc #i cant express how difficult dyslexia makes things but also i cant control how interested in things i get so i bassically banned myself #from reading papers im actually interested in like 3 years ago bc in retrospect i was prob going thru a hypomanic episode #and i was like reading papers abt microbes in Antarctica all day and not working on my stuff. and i just remember walking into the lab at #like 5am to trasfer alage with tears streaming down my face bc i was just like. i cant have this nice thing and b functional. it has to stop #so i just created this weird barrier in my mind where im not allowed to read fun papers. so its odd to b reading them now for work. its odd #also i was walking to my office worring abt things and then i saw some moss growinf around the edge of the sidewalk and it made me wanna cry #bc i am an extremely normal individual. i have normal feelings abt photosynthesis. but anyway yeah. its been interesting #hopefully ill stay optimistic. next week we have a orientation for new grad students. and i might have to drive like an hr away. hate that #the driving i mean. not the orientation. that should b fun #unrelated

[tittysuckersworld]

am fine

#fecking no i aint in tags lol #gosh i love my friends but man do i have a inferiority complex- and they dont exactly help with it- #like. today tryed join in with smth with making ocs cause friends already did that #was having a lil bit of fun trying mojo #and then another friend joined in and idk #i dont wanna sound mean but took it? #i was gonna make a charscter or smth planned out with heizou but they sorta took over my channel and made smth with him #which is fine im fine i just gosh #i feel so dumb and bad when others sorta take my spot #all my friends are so so good at character creation and figuring out lore fast and i just #i suck at it. i struggle so hard with writing and trying to get into characters heads #i suck at roleplay and usually go with whats funniest to me #i feel like a joke. they only just moved channels and its been an hour. #i know what i would have made wouldnt be half as good but i wanted to make something #and that got trampled. it really dosent help that i was sorta the art one and then a way better artist joined the server #i just- i know it dosent make sence but with it all i just feel useless? is that ok?? #i want to make things and be as good as my friends with it but i alwase feel like im just worse. i wish my head worked right like all of #theirs do. i know i make good ideas and things. but thats after months and months of working out and revising #they make a whole coherant story in an hour. wile multitasking. how am i supposed to keep up with that?? #i also just feel pathetic cause they are my only super close friends. one being only irl friend that dosent just feel like my brothers #and even then that friend is moving away soon. damn it i just wish i could be as good as them with something. anything #i dont wanna just be the silly younger sibling friend all the time. i dont wanna help just make jokes. i wanna make cool stuff like them #they all have their stuff so much more together and i just want to be decent compared to then on one thing #i just want one please.

[keeps-ache]

everyday there's somethin goin on. like the day. or somethin like that

#just me hi #[squinting] there's always something going on #but also ?? what's been happening lol ?? i am only like 34% sure things happened recently #not like i forgot things (i did but-) it feels like nothin is happening. but also there's always Something hbsh #//anyway. my software is being funky again lol :) #kind of wanna do stuff but blaaahahahah #blaaaaaaaah #no motivation really. so sads #GASP but wait i wanted to work on Hid's natural form cuz i want it to be a lil less human-looking #trying to figure how i'll do that though. hmm :^ #cuz see he may have wings but he didn't originally. this is due to Fate stuff but that means he won't have bird legs or summin lol #/MAN and i should digitize Fate asap when my puter gets back lol #i think i've mentioned her like twice but Ough. i gotta draw her ehehegh :33 #/but yea i dunno what angle i wanna try for hid lol !! #something........ sooooomething....... #/cannot WAIT til i've finished the little world stuff i was writing !! boop has all my files tho so until then... #condensing information is my passion hdvhs #//speaking of i gotta make new refs for everyone HH #i just made those new ones last year i think and i Do still like them but aoh. they're inaccurate now hfvsh #like oath's hair changed as did kira's and also i'm redesigning hid So :^ :>> #//man. anywhoogh #i'm gonna skedaddle rn n see if i can get somethin done lol :3 #toodles man !! [skitters away]