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#i just got thibking about soulmates and how there are a million little you's that exist out there each one which can never be replicated bc
fiddle-styx · 7 years
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Jimin and Jungkook were really good friends, maybe even a little more than that, before Jungkook joined Bangtan, and six member group.
Years have passed, probably too many since Jungkook saw Jimin's beautiful smile, and he misses it. He missed the time they would spend together, the easiness of life, the laughs they would share.
Of course the rest of Bangtan were great friends, but nothing could replace Jimin, or maybe Jungkook just didn't want anyone to ever be let in enough to be able to take his spot.
Bangtan are on there very last show of their tour, and they are all worn out. They breeze through the set list with ease, grinning brightly at fans who show their support.
Jungkook doesn't know why, but something is up. Getting out of bed in the morning seems particularly hard, and standing on the edge of the stage, looking out across the masses of people, the screams that usually pulse through him, seem to fade.
Would he trade all of this, these people who supporting him, screaming his name, if he got the choice, for just one person? One person who looked up at him as if he was the world, as if he was the only thing that existed. That Jungkook could smile sincerely down at, only the two of them together.
Even as he turned back to the group, smiling slightly at Taehyung trying to get Yoongi to play with him, he couldn't shake the feeling. They performed and mucked around, enjoying the atmosphere.
The last chords of the song drew to a close, their fans chanting the lyrics. Hoseok said his part first, thanking everyone, but most of all ARMYs. All through Taehyung's turn Jungkook seemed to be off somewhere, not tied to reality.
Why wasn't Jimin here, why couldn't their friendship work out? Why did he have to leave become an idol? Why did it even all matter?
He longed for something else, feeling very out of place on stage, lights too bright. Then someone was saying his name, and his inner monologue was cut short. Turning to Namjoon, everyone teasing him for spacing out.
"You have to be more focused, Kookie."
It as Taehyung who said it, but all Jungkook could see was Jimin, hitting him gently on the shoulder, smiling up at him while trying to help him with his work.
Something painful pulled in Jungkook's chest, and he tried to draw himself together. Looking probably for the millionth time across the crowd, the face he wanted never appearing.
"We never imagined that we would be here today," Jungkook started, trying to just be lead by his words. "Or at least I never did. I never thought that I would become and idol. I would finish school, go to uni, find a job then settle down."
Words echoed in his head, everything suddenly magnified. In his moment of reminiscence and loss, there was nothing else that came to mind. The words were unplanned, and Jungkook didn’t know what to do.
"Someone very close to me once asked me to promise them that if I ever were to be famous, that I wouldn't suddenly forget being me."
Jungkook don't know what compelled him to say it, but it was something Jimin had one day said to him earnestly, making him promise.
"He told me the best thing about being famous was being able to help others."
If Jimin could see him now he would be shocked that his usually disobedient brat of a friend had quoted him twice, and spoke fondly of him.
"Who is this person?" Said Taehyung curiously.
"I've never heard of him," Jin said, clutching his chest in mock hurt.
Jungkook rolled his eyes at his hyung, who right now reminded him so much of Jimin. Why did everything suddenly just lead back to Jimin?
"Well he was my best friend from high school," Jungkook said softly, his voice bouncing through the room.
"Why only mention him now?"
Jungkook shifted from one foot to the other, trying not to think too much about Jimin. He felt oddly hot and stuffy, surprised at the lump in his throat.
"I don't know, I just thought I would share with ARMYs."
The fans cheered, Jungkook grinning.
"Are you being sentimental Jungkook? Is our Golden Maknae showing emotions?" Seokjin's tone was teasing, but the question made Jungkook want to wince.
"It's nothing Jin."
Seokjin raised his eyebrows, lifting his chin comically. "Aish it's Hyung, brat."
Jungkook's grin turned a little sad, eyes falling to his hands on the microphone. He could feel the tears forming just under his eye, ready to spill over. "Jiminie used to make me call him Hyung all the time."
After Jungkook's impromptu moment of sincerity, they all continued and before they knew it, the lights dimmed and they all stepped off stage.
Worn out, but smiling they sat tired and sleepy, while the nonnas removed their smudged makeup. Despite his expression, Jungkook's mind was racing at a million miles an hour, consumed with the thought of Jimin. He didn't even think to consider what might happen because of him saying Jimin's name on stage.
In short, fans went crazy. They had no idea who this 'Jiminie' was but they were determined to find out.
BTS's Jungkook Sparks Curiosity
At recent Bangtan concert, Jungkook talks about someone very close to him, possibly even mentioning a name…
'Jiminie'
Fan are going crazy over speculation regarding a very close somebody of BTS's Jungkook...
BTS FanChat #1
SwaggySugaDADDY: WHAT JUST HAPPENED??!
tonguetechnology: IDK
chOngJojUnbAlsa: come on guys why had a million theories on wings we gotta have something
Hobi-Hope: so here's what we know: Jungkook mentioned someone very close to him, who he must have known before he was an idol. Also we might be able to assume that he is sad about this friend, because he looked really sad, maybe they lost contact when he became an idol. Then when Jin was telling Jungkook off he said that 'Jiminie' used to make him call him Hyung, be aware of the past tense here. Again Jungkook looks close to tears when he says it. It may actually be possible that the two are the same person.
mrs.seokjin: that's so sad if kookie sacrificed his friend ship to be an idol
StuffInfiresMe: sometimes we forget they're human too
chOngJojUnbAlsa: I want to find this person
SwaggySugaDADDY: I shall lead the man hunt
mrs.seokjin: so we're finding Kookie' long lost friend?
SwaggySugaDADDY: DID YOU SEE JUNGSHOOK’S SAD SMILE??!!
StuffInfiresMe: honestly they're probably in love
SwaggySugaDADDY: OMG YES I DIDNT THIBK OF THAT!
SwaggySugaDADDY: THIS CHANGES RVERYTHUNG!!!!
SwaggySugaDADDY: WE MUST FIND JIMINIE IMMEDIATELY
chOngJojUnbAlsa: but wat about the ships we already have
SwaggySugaDADDY: THEY CAN GO TO HELL!! I HAVE A NEW SHIP AND IM CALLING IT JIKOOK!!! THE REST CAN GO TO HELL
SwaggySugaDADDY: IT WILL BE THE RULER OF ALL THE SHIPS
SwaggySugaDADDY: I WILL FIND KOOKIES LOST LOVE AND JOIN THEM AGAIN
SwaggySugaDADDY: THEY ARE SOULMATES
dancemonie: pardon?
VKOOKIE @doyouknowvkook Whoever this 'jiminie' person is, they better watch out
Miya @thisarmylovestaekook @doyouknowvkook same! Jungkook being all sad makes my vkook deprived
VKOOKIE @doyouknowvkook jiminie better get lost.
Miya @thisarmylovestaekook like can't he go find someone else to annoy. I bet he's ugly as hell.
VKOOKIE @doyouknowvkook I SHIP SO MUCH I COULD KILL THIS JIMINIE FOR TAEKOOK TO LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER
Miya @thisarmylovestaekook just wait, I bet army's gonna find whoever this BIATCH is, so we can take him down
myg @kpop_yaoi_fangirl @thisarmylovestaekook @doyouknowvkook how do you two call yourself army's?
myg @kpop_yaoi_fangirl if you care for Jungkook at all, you would respect this person, not threaten to kill him
myg @kpop_yaoi_fangirl Even if you don't, this person is a human being, who doesn't deserve any of what you've said. You're disgusting and inhumane.
VKOOKIE @doyouknowvkook So we're suddenly not allowed free speech?
myg @kpop_yaoi_fangirl You have no right to disrespect another human. Threats with malicious intent are illegal and covered under harassment.
Miya @thisarmylovestaekook You just a hater
VKOOKIE @doyouknowvkook what are you? a lawyer?
myg @kpop_yaoi_fangirl to speak without thinking is to shoot without aiming. both of you are threatening to kill someone, and you wonder why people get annoyed at army's.
INFIRES MAN @bangtan-brwnsugar @kpop_yaoi_fangirl be preaching the real shit, you 2 just to dumb to listen
Miya @thisarmylovestaekook whatever
Eomma Jin @joonsdimples you real mature. type and death threat then just 'whatever'
VKOOKIE @doyouknowvkook so everyone's just going to come and gang up on us like pompous bitches
Kookie + Tae @sidehoe4yoongay as a vkook shipper I am repulsed by this. yes I think they're a cute, but I respect their decisions, whatever they may be, and you should too
Eomma Jin @joonsdimples @kpop_yaoi_fangirl was right to step in on your little tweet party
INFIRES MAN @bangtan-brwnsugar IDOLS ARE HUMAN TOO
myg @kpop_yaoi_fangirl fans are a reflection of the idols. please make it a happy one 
(pt.2 coming soon)
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