#i just get hungry on my period a lot and i hate it lol

[pettydollie]

♡☆ chris sturniolo masterlist ♡.｡.:*

chris sturniolo

mini masterlists dad!au zach sang show singer!reader daylight (discontinued)

thoughts [0-100 words] him dancing w u - wc: 78 do you still like me? - wc: 86 massages - wc: 44 why think when you can speak - wc: 45 trevor resting on ur stomach (preggo!reader) - wc: 39 goofies - wc: 78 doodling - wc: 66 fresh love photoshoot - wc: 93 bsf chris who hates ur bf chris running to u when he's abt to cry - wc: 84 reading to him :C - wc: 67 get away from me, baby! - wc: 84 chris' reposts (definition of "dont let them know your next move") - wc: 48 big belch - wc: 89 nick bagging chris’ girl drabbles [100-500 words] "my gf" summary: i think chris loves his gf take care - wc: 498 summary: tending to chris' wounds after a fight bruised - wc: 306 summary: you hit ur hand :( lowk inspired by that one scene in little women (2019) first date - wc: 475 summary: title - chris is just too cute you're all annoying - wc: 333 summary: clip from wednesday's (1/31) video unreal - wc: 440 summary: chris feels so unreal, you take it in as he lays next to you spit in my mouth! (vday special) - wc: 216 summary: playing 'try not to laugh at vday pickup lines with water in your mouth' boop 💋 - wc: 390 summary: chris loves betty boop so you decide to dress up as her as a little treat photography field - wc: 353 summary: making out with chris in a plains field lol giggly night - wc: 118 summary: chris makes you laugh in the middle of the night and he attempts to stifle your giggles but ultimately fails lol planning your future - wc: 292 summary: title skater!bf chris - wc: 290 summary: hanging out in an indoor parking lot how u met the triplets - wc: 210 summary: title (ft when u started liking chris) ur mad at him >:c (not really) - wc: 280 summary: you try to be mad at chris bcs u never are lol learning how to braid ur hair - wc: 161 summary: title and showing off ab it pussy - wc: 113 summary: nick and matt betting on your guys' relationship honey - wc: 349 summary: you get your wisdom teeth taken out and forget that chris is your boyfriend when he calls you 'honey' burgers - wc: 117 summary: chris makes delicious burgers thats all lol ditching chris for marylou <3 - wc: 113 summary: you were going to learn how to play fortnite but mary calls and you love her like a second mother so ofc u pick her soda?... - wc: 303 summary: shrek's three babies the triplets come into your room where you're taking a nap, asking if you wanna do the soda challenge for today's video. you dont even drink soda... feeding the ducks - wc: 306 summary: chris sturniolo is a stressed man, but he doesn't feel so when he watches you feed the duckies. kissing the tears away - wc: 112 summary: chris loving his little crybaby by kissing her tears all gone (and licking one)

oneshots [500-2k words] happy bday, cutie!! - wc: 651 summary: your friends and boyfriend surprise you c: reader on her period - wc: 654 summary: triplets are filming and ur hungry (ft a lizard mutant) crybaby - wc: 798 summary: this was such a random post anyways reader is a crybaby and gets really frustrated with bsf!chris- good girl - wc: 1.1k summary: crybaby&tutor!reader x whipped!chris bingo - wc: 522 summary: chris putting your little sister to bed pretty please? (NSFW) - wc: tbd summary: you've been waiting for your boyfriend to come home all day. you're too impatient for him when he gets home. boyfriend best friend - wc: 1.5k summary: your best friend chris doesn't understand boundaries, but neither do you. sometimes he feels more like a boyfriend than your actual bf.

fics ᴅᴀʏʟɪɢʜᴛ masterlist

headcanons bf headcanons singer!reader x chris gf with an oral fixation, more tall!gf short!gf long distance gf 'shy around others but comfy around him' gf

texts bf!chris

#chris sturniolo #chris sturniolo x y/n #christopher sturniolo #christopher owen sturniolo #chris x reader #chris sturniolo x reader #y/n #reader #masterlist #chris sturniolo masterlist #𝓬𝓱𝓻𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓸𝓵𝓸 #𝓶𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 ✧˚ · .

[hoodharlow]

Concept: Renata eating all of Jack's snacks when she's on her period despite the fact she usually hates them and he teases her about it

AN: I changed it so she eats his dinner lol

Jack dried himself off and put on his fluffy robe. He had just finished a set at a music festival and he and Renata went back to their hotel room. They and along with Jack's friend's and team were going to an after party another headliner was hosting.

Renata got her period the day before so she wasn't feeling up for anything. It took a lot in her to go see Jack's performance. All she wanted to do was curl up with her heating pad and stuff her face with snacks from the mini bar. Jack stayed back with, not wanting her to stay alone. Plus he was tired.

When he walked out of the bathroom the smell of food filled his nostrils. He laughed watching Renata twirl some spaghetti while watching a rerun of 911 in their tv. She didn't order the spaghetti, Jack did. In fact Renata wasn't a fan of bolognese sauce and Jack had ordered his spaghetti with extra bolognese sauce. He grabbed a fork and reached over to her but she pushed his hand away.

"Get your own food." She frowned.

"Excuse you, that is my food. You ordered wannabe Chiptle looking tacos over there." He pointed at the basket of tacos.

"I was so hungry and exicted when my tacos got here but they looked so unappetizing. I'm sorry." She sniffled. "Do you hate me?"

"No, I could never hate you." He said kissing her temple. "Let me order again."

"Can you order the cheesecake and oreo shake please?" She batted her eyelashes.

"You don't want more bolognese?"

#iwssa concepts #ree 😌😌😌 #heavyhitterheaux 😌😌😌 #jack harlow

[rreskk]

Hellooo sugar <3 this is for the gta matchup thingy majig 🌚 (I probably did this but anonymously 💀)

Physically: I’m 5’9, i’m a young lady 🤭, my natural hair is usually black and it’s like really nappy when i don’t comb it out, i’m African American (i’m brown skinned) I have brown eyes! I have box braids that are black too! I don’t have any piercing or tattoos at the moment but I will be getting some soon 🤭 Idk how to explain my clothing style so here’s some photos! And like i’m pretty chubby/fat! I have a lot of stomach, thick thighs and a bit of ass and boobs that are big enough to fit in my hands😭

Mentally: I'm super quiet until I'm comfortable with someone, then I don't shut up. like at all. I listen to variety of music! I mainly like R&B and metal! My love language is physical touch (biting, hugging, holding hands, etc.) I usually also pick on people im close with but i’ll stop if they hate it ofc <3

I’m more introverted but also extroverted! (depends on the person) I love to paint, sketch, listen to music, watch murder mysteries, play roblox or gta, or bother my little pookiebutt (my love ones)🤭

I get very attached to people. especially to my friends mom (mommy issues) and I’m very clingy person sometimes :) I also have like depression and anxiety 🗿and i’m horny like 24/7 (especially while i’m on my period😭)

But yeah I think that’s all! Thank you if you get time to type mines out <33

You’re most compatible with…. TREVOR PHILIPS!

Trevor likes good curves on women. The more to love, right? Just bare in mind that he WILL have his hands all over you, for hours straight at a time. Especially your thighs and stomach. You won’t be able to escape his hungry hands.

Nonetheless, he’ll trick his way into making you feel comfortable around him. Once you loosen up and become a bit more extroverted and wild, he’ll find interest in your hobbies. The first thing he’d notice that would drawn him in, your music. Metal is close enough to his preference of punk. Trevor will bond with you over this, playing non-stop metal in the car when you’re with him, around the trailer.

And if you think your love language was good, he’s 10x more physical. Whenever you’d bite, okay around with him, he’ll return your affections, UNDOUBTEDLY. You bite him, he’ll bite you in more sensual areas, until you squirm. That’s the game he plays.

Besides, he’ll find the relationship more fun when you both experience that motherly deprivation. When you mention your own mother issues, he’ll combust. Trevor would be so happy to have someone to vent to, knowing they’ll understand. He’d end up being super attached and will probably never let you out of his sight (talk about having attachment issues lol).

#trevor philips #grand theft auto 5 #gta v #grand theft 5 #grand theft auto #gta 5 #trevor gta #trevor philips/reader #grand theft auto v #trevor philips x reader #match up #gta v trevor

[theflyingfeeling]

...🎀

I really wanna take myself on a date to see the Barbie movie tonight but it's some sort of special show with the possibility to purchase alcoholic drinks from the lobby bar and I just know there'll be lots of friend groups there making a Thing(tm) of going to see the movie together and I'll feel so alone and I'm already a little teary-eyed about it and the only two friends I have in the city can't make it tonight but this might be my only chance to see it before some time in August maybe and I really want to see it?? 😭

(tmi my period is ending soon so maybe that's also why I'm feeling more boohoo about going to the cinema alone than I normally would, plus I woke up an hour ago and I'm still a bit sleepy and in bed and I should probably get up and eat something and the world just might seem a little less devastating eh? can someone out there already up and running confirm it's safe to go out there and face the day?? 🥺)

((also I hate how at least some people are gonna dress up for the occasion but I’m not that kinda gal, in fact I'm the most boring bore that ever bored, and my hair is icky but my plan was to shower later tonight so that my hair will be nicer for longer because I'm travelling to Paris tomorrow and sorry I mentioned that in a sub-clause but I don't want y'all to hate me for boasting about such things but also now I'm worried you might hate me for humble-bragging about it because I'm always prepared for everyone thinking I'm the worst person ever the way _I_ think I'm the worst person ever and yeah can you see I'm overthinking everything the first thing in the morning lol how could I possibly go out and about today when I'm a crying mess because I've managed to convince myself I'm the worst and deserve nothing good ever))

(((I know this is just my brain being mean to me and that I need to just tell it off so I can hang out with my old friend Barbie and go on a much-awaited vacation in peace)))

((((didn't mean for this to become so emotional lol sorry I don't mean to alarm anyone I'm fine I'm just tired and hungry and greasy and hormones going wheeeeeeeee 🙃))))

edit. "one ticket to the Barbie movie please" (🥲)

#woke up feeling awful for ???? reason

[purplesurveys]

1772

Have you ever eaten with both fork and spoon, at the same time?: Well yeah, that's kind of how we eat everything in this part of the world.

When’s the last time you bled a lot?: When I had my period two weeks ago.

Have you ever watched a needle go into your own skin?: No, I always look away. I hate needles and can't stand to be around them lol.

Have you ever seen someone get a piercing/tattoo?: I was sitting right across my mom when she got her tattoo. Now she has a ridiculously high tolerance when it comes to pain, but seeing her clutch a pillow like her life depended on it and squeezing her eyes shut during her entire session scared me off from getting inked forever hahaha. If she barely got through it fuck knows what I would do once that needle meets my skin.

Are you currently full or hungry?: I'm actually a little hungry. :( But I'm feeling sleepy too so I don't trust myself to order food online now and stay awake long enough to wait for it.

Has a taste of something ever made you smile?: Yes, usually when it's food I find nostalgic or have happy memories with. Or if I've been craving it for too long a time.

When you’re done eating finger foods, do you usually lick your fingers?: I used to do this but at some point it started to feel just kind of gross so I don't anymore haha.

Who was the last person to hit you in the stomach?: I don't think I've ever been hit in the stomach, but what an unpleasant thought. I imagine I would retaliate.

Would you ever snap your cell phone in half, if you could get a better one?: No. Whatever happened to just walking into the store and buying a new one?

Do you think twenty-two is old?: Not at all, but I'm also probably the wrong person to ask. I know 22 is nowhere near 'old,' but in my own and very personal experience, turning 22 at the time I did felt like aging 100 years. I have no positive memory from when I turned 22, because it happened in 2020.

As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?: Astronaut, veterinarian, and firefighter.

Are you planning on going to college?: I did, and I graduated three years ago.

Do you know someone that is/was abused by their parents?: Yes, corporal punishment was commonplace here at least until my generation. I got so used to watching my cousin getting whipped by a belt that I just became desensitized to it at some point. Fortunately millennials took the hint when they started becoming parents and have stopped the practice completely.

Does your cell phone have a touch screen?: Yup.

Do you like strawberry and banana smoothies?: That sounds very nasty.

Would you cuss the person you hate the most out to their face?: I don't hate anyone.

Do you know someone that is mute, deaf or blind?: My great-grandma's caretaker was deaf mute. I haven't seen her in well over a decade though.

Have you ever spent more than two weeks in a wheelchair?: I don't think I've ever even sat in a wheelchair. 

Have you ever watched static on the television for more than five minutes?: Nope, don't think so.

When you cry, do you hyperventilate?: It's happened before but it's not a regular occurrence. I don't think I've experienced hyperventilating since college. Which is good! That just means I have not felt that heavy ever since then.

Is tapioca pudding nasty to you?: I've never tried it but yeah I'm not a fan of how it looks.

What are you favorite word[s]?: Fuck.

Is there a lot of drama in your life?: Nope.

Five Gum or Juicy Fruit?: Juicy Fruit, mainly because that's the only one I've heard of and actually had in the past.

Do you drink straight from the bottle, instead of getting a cup?: If I'm drinking alone, that's when I have it straight from the bottle.

Have you ever been in a taxi?: Yup.

Do you listen to modern music or classic music?: Modern.

Is your keyboard/mouse wireless?: I have a trackpad.

Can you hook up your computer to your television?: I could; I just don't have the proper cords/cables for it since I've never had to connect my laptop to the TV. Plus I cast everything these days anyway, so.

How many times have you had the hiccups today?: I can't even remember the last time I had the hiccups...

Does weed smell good? Or no?: I'm personally not a fan.

Where do you see your closest friend in ten years?: Married, two kids, super successful and being very very very happy in her life.

What’s your favorite horror movie?: The Shining. 

Pronunciation of your name, please?: Ro-bin.

Are/were you loud in class?: No. I hated the idea of being called out so I never chit-chatted with friends. Angela though liked whispering to me which always quietly bugged me because it always put me in danger of getting in trouble hahaha.

Do you cut out coupons but end up never using them?: I've never encountered coupons, not really a thing here.

[kinetic-elaboration]

June 22: Rainy Days

Ugh, this day. I’m pretty done with this week. It was short and I’m not prepared for the weekend but I’m also done with the whole thing. I think it’s partly the weather, which is a real drag and also an inconvenience, and partly just that I’ve seriously needed a vacation for like 2 months now, and partly just like poor self control and poor planning.

I left work early to avoid the thunderstorms that were supposed to happen, and I guess that was probably a good idea because it had just started raining when I got home, and it was pouring during the entire time I would have been commuting if I’d worked a full day at the library. But man, at what cost? I only worked at home for 90 minutes but it sucked. It sucked. I hate working from home. It is boring, it’s lonely, it’s unstimulating. And I brought my work laptop home because I thought that would make it easier, but what it has in speed and easily accessible work-relevant it loses in having the most obnoxious track pad and also being a pain in the ass to transport in my bag. I usually use it attached to a separate monitor, screen, keyboard, and mouse, and if I unplug it, it’s for fairly short periods of time. The track pad does not work for me for longer work sessions. It’s a different shape and placement than the one I’m used to, and it doesn’t have separate buttons to click on, so I’m always right clicking or moving to the wrong places, and the whole angle of it hurts my wrist. I don’t know. I just… I brought it home in part because it’s supposed to be thunderstorming tomorrow morning and then for most of the day and I thought I might remote work instead of going out yet again in a monsoon but… I don’t know if I can do it. I don’t know how I did this for like 2 years. No wonder I have long term mental problems now (self-diagnosed). Right now, I’m leaning toward taking an extra set of clothes, accepting I will get very wet and have a shitty time generally walking in to work, and then just change when I get there. Hopefully I don’t get hit by lightning lol rip me.

Truly a capitalist dystopian nightmare. I don’t hate my job--I like it maybe too much!--and I actually do have a lot to catch up on after taking half of last week off but MAN is literally anything I’m doing or going to do tomorrow worth this? Is it worth walking through a thunderstorm? Was Wednesday worth getting so soaked I took 3 hours getting dry, people driving in with zero visibility, driving through water, leaving their kids at home in houses without power? Is it? For what? For what that couldn’t wait, just literally, honestly asking.

Anyway, I went to sleep late last night, through every fault of my own, and I was so fucking exhausted post-work that I just went to sleep. And I slept a long time. And then I woke up confused and guilty and hungry. I feel better now that I have eaten but it’s also stupid o’clock again. I’m going to pack a backpack for tomorrow, force myself to make a sandwich for lunch, ignore the dishes, skip a shower, brush my teeth, and go to bed. I feel bad about the stuff I did not accomplish this week and worried about the weekend, because of all the stuff I have to/was planning to do. But mostly I just feel sort of like shit. I want to sleep.

#the year 2023 #2023: rl #oh also the staff retreat next week is going to make me want to die i hate assessments what a literal invention of the devil #you know the time you spend assessing? how about you use it actually doing shit like..... duh

[venusmages]

what's going on in your hunter the vigil game?

oh god, so much.

Our characters were called to help out some mutual friends regarding missing and murdered hunters in a small town near a Canadian national park. People assumed werewolves, but our main contact (the sick af hairless cat monster guy in the picture i posted, actually, he's a changeling) said it was too violent and weird to be a werewolf. Especially because there's a well-behaved clan in the area that doesn't have a history of it, and there's other odd clues that don't add up.

So we've got a cranky semi-retired veteran hunter (Jamie) who's the bane of a lot of supernaturals in the area, but some of this weird stuff might involve his deceased sister (and our contact's wife) so ofc he wants to know what's happening. He's fae cursed to turn into a monstrous wolf once a month and the clock is ticking.

Then there's a much younger hunter (Adrian) who's well experienced BUT he's never been allowed to go on a hunt "unsupervised" and generally isn't allowed "out" much, period. He can see supernatural signs that are usually invisible to the naked eye due to his LITERALLY CURSED eye, that he got after being subject to a horrible cult ritual at a haunted hotel when he was only a child. He got adopted by the hunters that ended up raising him. The murders might be related TO that cult, though...which is the double worrying part for him. His dad's older brother even died back when he was rescued.

My pc (Nancy) is a conspiracy-theorist computer nerd that used to be a reporter. She at the start thought she had ZERO connection to the case at all besides being a good friend of the contact, but turns out the weird dreams she's had ever since she was a kid are of the hotel where the cult ritual took place, and she's actually a Time Mage that erased her own memory. She's also kind of co-habitating souls with the wolf-guy's deceased sister because they were best friends, she (and everyone else) just forgot.

There's this one nasty demon that hates ALL THREE OF US and really wants us to do his bidding. Nancy has already betrayed him in the past (and had to cause a paradox to be free of him for a while), the betrayal was due to wanting to save Jamie and our contact from being hunted by fae, and the demon straight up wants to fully possess Adrian because his birth family intended for him to be explicitly for that purpose. It's a race against the clock as we try to sabotage the demon and the fae hunters he's allied with before things get REALLY BAD and it esp sounds like he wants to use Jamie to open a portal to the shadow plane and Adrian as it's own personal host to start fucking with reality.

SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED but defacto the coolest moment was my PC and Adrian interrogating a girl possessed BY that demon after it kind of crashed us trying to take a breather and eat some dinner. It didn't want all three of us in there at once so Jamie waited outside with his shotgun near the door, and when we weren't getting anything else out of her Adrian called for him saying "Anna's hungry". Then he broke down the door and got her ass LOL

Also there was a demon (ADRIANS TWIN!!) that we were supposed to have a boss battle with but we adopted him instead and he's our son now. He tried to eat a granola bar with the wrapper still on.

#hunter the vigil #world of darkness #WoD #wod blogging #vtm #i know its not vtm but thats the tag everyone knows yk yk

[survey--s]

624.

Who in your family has been married the longest? (and how long?) My grandparents were married for about 65 years before my granddad passed away at 89.

Do you have any Eastern European ancestry? Nope.

Where is your car parked right now? On the opposite side of the street.

When did you last travel alone? Where were you going? I mean, I drove home from work yesterday if that counts as travel, lol.

Do you take your shoes off when you come inside? Yeah, we're a no-shoes inside home.

What’s your favorite movie series? Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Pirates of the Carribean.

How are you feeling today? Tired - it's my one chance this week to have a lie-in and of course Mike woke me up at 5.40am -___-

Look to the right - what’s the first thing you see? The dog.

^^ What does that thing remind you of? Uhh, the dog? lol. He doesn't really remind me of anything else.

What was the first color you ever dyed your hair? I had like, blonde/amber highlights when I was a teenager.

What is something that’s considered a luxury, but you wouldn’t want to live without? Scented wax melts.

Do you want to move anytime soon? No.

Did you have coffee this morning? I've had three coffees already today, lol.

How good/bad was the quality of education you received in high school? The education was great but I hated school as a general rule.

What was the most interesting year of your life, and why? Uh, I guess 2020 was pretty interesting - for obvious reasons but also personally it was a year with a lot of changes.

What was the first social media site you ever used? Bebo or MySpace.

Do you have any exes you really regret dating? No. What brand of laundry detergent do you use? Just Tesco own brand.

Are you prone to mood swings? When I'm due my period, yeah.

Have you ever lied on a resume? Or even in a job interview? Not on a CV, but in an interview, yeah.

Of all your friends & family, who has the most nicely-decorated home? Ooh, this is a good question. I love Suzanne's house as it's always so neat and clean. Susie's is lovely and comforting too.

What was the last thing you bought, other than food? D-Mannose tablets for the cat, lol.

Do you smoke? Or vape? No, neither.

What are you dreading right now? I'm not dreading it, but I'm not really looking forward to feeding Jess - she's such a madam and was blocking the stairs/hissing at me last night hahah. I don't trust her so I had to just leave it - she tried to attack me the other day. For reference, Jess is a cat and she is the devil, lol.

What brought about the end of the worst relationship you’ve been in? He turned out to be a compulsive liar.

Where was the last place you spent the night other than your own home? Tracey's house on a pet sit.

Do you have any step- or half-siblings? Nope.

Have you ever been catcalled? Of course.

How old were you when you started scheduling your own doctors appointments? 18.

Have you ever driven across an international border? Yeah, to Scotland multiple times.

When was the last time you spoke to a neighbor? Yesterday or the day before, I think it was.

Is your best friend male or female? Female.

When was the last time you washed your bed sheets? Yesterday. They get washed/changed every Friday.

What do people always seem to think is weird about you? I have no idea. You'd have to ask them.

Ever notice how high schools in movies/tv shows are portrayed way differently than in real life? Sure, but most things in TV shows etc. are totally different to reality.

Do you ever braid your hair? Very rarely these days. I guess I do more often in winter to keep my hair off my face and out of the wind.

What food sounds the most appetizing right now? I'm not really hungry right now.

#survey #surveys

[skiasurveys]

its been a MINUTE.

Do you get a lot of tourists in the area where you live?

- Not really, we only get people here when theres like an event once a year lmao

If so, are there more tourists during a particular time of the year?

- never but if we do it’s the summer

What artistic medium or style seems to have the greatest impact on you emotionally?

-paintings and poetry

If you make art, do you have a favorite medium or style that you prefer to use or that best helps you express yourself emotionally?

- painting and writing

What’s the strangest or most interesting compliment you’ve ever received?

-that i have a nice voice bc i hate my voice lol

If you have a phone that supports apps, do you have a favorite game you like to play?

- i hardly play phone games

Do you prefer to shop online or in an actual store and why?

online it’s easier and i don’t have to deal with ppl lmao

Have you taken surveys on anything other than LiveJournal or Xanga?

-here but i havent done them in so long lmao

What’s been your favorite site to take them on and why?

- Tumblr since it’s the only one active

Have you recently made or been trying to make a change in your lifestyle?

- yessss

Why have you made or why’re you making this change and how has it been going?

- I hate myself & need to grow up

Do you enjoy watching vlogs?

- depends, not as much anymore

If so, are there any specific people or topics you enjoy watching in particular?

- mental health maybe? it depends. i like to hear people rant or talk abt their life lmao i rly like drew monsons videos

When was the last time you said something you shouldn’t have?

- when havent i lmao

Do you save letters and cards you receive?

- no, i used too but they just take up space ( i only keep if its rly something i should keep)

Do you have multiple calendars in your room, if you have any at all?

- no but i want one

What is or are the theme(s) of your calendar(s)?

- n/a

What do you take into consideration when deciding whether or not to read a book?

- if its interesting enough to read since i dont have time to read

What was the last new video game you were excited about?

honestly i dont even know anymore

How would you describe your job?

- im not working rn but im in school, so graphic design

What’re you hungry for?

- nothing lol

What’s your favorite color?

- yellow, pine or pink

What’s the oddest thing you have in your bedroom that someone would be surprised to find and why is it there?

- back scratcher

Have you ever broken a bed or other furniture during sex?

- No

What do you sleep in?

- usually a oversize tee and shorts

Would you play naked Twister?

- maybe if i had a partner

You’ve been invited to a lingerie party at the Playboy Mansion, so do you accept and if so, what do you wear?

-i would if i got accepted bc like ..that would be dope as fuck. i would wear something cute but flirty

What’s the longest period of time that you’ve gone without a shower?

- prob a week

Haagen-Dazs or Ben & Jerry’s?

- ben and jerrys

What’s always in your refrigerator?

- some form of a drink

What’s your favorite cookie?

- oatmeal raisin

What’s your favorite type of weather?

- warm but not too cold or hot. i like rainy weather too

Which do you prefer, giving or receiving?

- both

What’s your favorite word?

- i dont rly have one

Who do you live with?

- my mom and sister

Do you exercise regularly and if so, how often?

- i dont but i need too

Do you have any piercings and if yes, how many and where are they?

- no but i need to get my ears done soon

Do you have tattoos and if yes, how many and where are they?

- none but planning on getting one

Do you like to dance?

- yeah but im bad at it

Have you ever been skinny dipping?

- Nope

Do you drink alcohol and if yes, how often?

- yeah and socially. i used to drink a lot so im cutting back on it

Do you smoke and if yes, how much?

-No

When you die, would you rather be buried or cremated?

- buried or donate my body to science

Have you been told you can sing well more than once?

- no lmao

What’re three physical features you get complimented on a lot?

- Hair, eyes, or my voice

What’s one word to describe your last sexual encounter?

- bad

Who’s a current friend that you’ve known the longest?

- sasha

Who’s someone you can tell just about anything to?

- kyra

#surveys #survey

[broomswept-thoughts]

Feeling really stressed, kinda hungry, don’t know what to do... Kinda want chips. Maybe I’ll eat olives? Feeling stressed, stomach hurty. Feeling really stressed actually about the Vandebilt interview, and I can’t stop thinking about it. Ugh, stomach hurty. Stomach hurty. I’m really anxious about the interview, like I loved talking with Raymond about his experiences at the school, it sounds like such a great and awesome school and I get the Good Vibes from it (to be fair, I’ve always felt good vibes from Vanderbilt since I went to the very first informational session two years ago. Actually three years ago, when I got rejected from their summer MSTP program). I really love the mentorship aspect, and how the classes seem to be so focused on ensuring that everyone gets a quality education without shreking them overtime with stress that can be prevented. I really like how genuine and supportive the school and curriculum and admin and just people in general seem, and it feels just like Vassar in that sense. Like yes, Vassar has its faults, but the feeling that people genuinely care (even if they might be disconnected, etc.) and that people are there to learn because they’re interested in learning, is something that I really admire a lot.

But while I’m super happy that Vanderbilt seems like a school that would be a good fit for me and my personality, I’m now at this stage of “oh shit, better not fuck it up! I’m getting expectations, so I better not fuck it up!!!” feeling. Like I really want to get in now, more than I felt about Emory at least, and maybe Mount Sinai. I mean, it’s not like I have interview invites from any other schools (which is also, in itself, something that makes me want to freak out and lose my shit entirely but), but also I just really love how it’s like a Super Pass Fail school too. Like clinicals being P/F? That’s kinda amazing AF, like I love that. The only school right now that I would really consider (within the schools that I applied that are around the Vanderbilt calibre or lower) that I would go to even if clinicals weren’t P/F (which is basically everywhere) and if preclinicals were graded too, would be UCLA just because the research is exactly what I want, the location is great, and it has a lot of clinical opportunities in the nearby vicinity that I’m very intrigued by. Damn, what a decision if I had the chance to choose between these two schools. But for now? Really not an option in mind. And this is also why second look day is a thing too. Anywhooo.

I guess a part of why I’m also very very excited/ anxious about getting in is the possibility of being able to quit this job early. I really hate being in this lab so much. I feel sick with the idea of staying here for longer than I have to; I gave myself May at latest, but if I, by some actual miracle, got into Vanderbilt’s MSTP program, then I would genuinely consider leaving in March (to give myself 3 more months of a break and go to Japan for an extended period of time). Of course, the biggest caveat would be the stupid lease, but I would try to probably negotiate to leave or at least paying a lower amount. And worst case scenario, I would have to just pay the full price, which would be ass but I would take that into account in considering how much to save I guess. And I guess I would save like a manic lol, but also I have money saved that I just never used  for med school apps. So there’s that, at least, which would cover maybe 2 months of rent? I just really really really hate this job with a burning passion, so if I can leave earlier, I’ll be happier. And I would love to be accepted as soon as possible, and get out. I just can’t, I really want to leave pretty badly, I’m so done with this work environment.

But anywho, that’s the best best best case scenario. Leaving this lab in March after being accepted in December? Literally a godsend, I would faint from relief. And I would be able to withdraw my application from at least several schools too, which would feel reaaaal nice. Only several though, like I would keep the ones that I want to stay around for location reasons, at least (like UMass and Rochester probably). But I would def take out UCinncinati and UAB... yep. And anyway, this is the best case scenario. More likely that I would either get an acceptance late (February, maybe even off of a waitlist in April or May) or just straight rejected too. So there’s that.

I mean, in the beautiful world where I am presuming I would be accepted somewhere, the worst case scenario would be getting in somewhere in June and starting somewhere right away. So the worst case scenario would still involve me being in lab but leaving before August probably. I would hate that, because it would mean I wouldn’t be able to go back to Japan? But I would still leave lab before August, thankfully. Which, in any case, would be less than a year. So thank fuck for that.

But anyway, I’m in general just kinda stressed for the interview in the sense that, I really, really, really want to get into Vanderbilt. I could totally see myself being there, and also being happy as a medical and MSTP student there too. It feels like a good fit, and it makes me scared af to think of being absolutely devastated if I don’t get in. Like whew, that would be some major disappointment times. But I guess if that happens, then I’ll just eat yummy food, cry, and then rinse and go back to work lol. Maybe I’ll have another interview or something by that point too, idk. It’s just a weird, stressful time to have no other interviews and truly living life on the edge in a way that I simply do not want lol. It makes me extremely nervous and afraid of wtf is going to happen.

Gosh darn. I just want to be accepted and then get tf out. I’m so done with this place. I just feel anxiety and upset and frustration and trepidation and just bad feelings. I know this upcoming week won’t be as bad, but I’m still kind of really not okay with how I’m living my life as it is now. Sigh...

Anywho, no one from this lab has also been accepted into Vanderbilt so ig that may be a first. A few have gotten into UCSF though, so that’s kinda wild ngl. But tbh, no one has really gone anywhere like the tippy top level places recently (which is fine, not to knock on the postbacs), but I wonder if it’s because mentoring has been straight trash as of late. Who knows. I want to succeed, I don’t care. But I know it’s because, not this lab, but the previous experiences I’ve had prior that will be helping me through because goddaaaaaamn I’m not even going to deal with this place longer than I have to or more closely that I have to. Jeez.

Anyway... my first order of business is to do the best that I can in the interview. Thankfully, it sounds like it’ll be more chill and just a conversation... So hopefully I can just be a chill person, be interested in what the other person has to say and just enjoy having someone who is also probably interested in me too! So we love that, semi-requited love time. I think that’ll be nice, honestly. I’ll brush up on the research that I wrote about, my why medicine and why MD/PhD essays, and make an outline of what I’ll say for the biggest questions (which are those plus why Vanderbilt). When I have those down and done, I think the rest will be more relaxed and just an interesting conversation to have. I feel like I’ve been trained by conversations from Trevor as well as with Tammy and Quey on just wack and deep conversations, so I think if I’m relaxed and don’t overthink it, it’ll be more fun than horrible, judgement time. I think it can and should be more interesting, because I’ll finally be able to understand the school in a way that I can’t get from constantly scouring reddit and r/premed and sdn. So it’ll be really valuable and good info that I can glean too.

I don’t think it’ll be bad, it’s just always scary before the interview/ presentation/ performance. But I’m genuinely excited for the interview and learning more about Vanderbilt. I’m really, really excited, honestly, and I think that the excitement and anxiety are kinda glomping together into one so that makes it slightly unpleasant? But also I want to keep the good vibes and expectations for at least an interesting first interview going forward.

Worst case scenario, the interview is an absolute disaster, I can’t talk, the interviewers’ expressions are :/ or like :( or >:( (idk how tf but still), and I get rejected right away in December. It is what it is, I’ll wait around for other interviews if I may get any, and continue doing what I’ve been doing for the past year plus and just tolerating my workplace. I can also look into other jobs (!) that will excite me and bring me some peace in comparison to this hellscape. Always good and nice to look forward to the end of my time here with the added bonus of having money. I might not be insured for a few months, but I’ll make the most of the insurance that I *do* have and so that’s why I’ll stay until January at the very earliest (and honestly for a bit longer just to get my finances in check and collect my sweet sweet stipend moneys). February would be the absolute earliest I would/ could leave, I think, since I currently have enough for just 2 months worth of rent in my med school savings for apps. This will also be a very happy problem to have too lol. And also I need to be in the country at least long enough to attend 2nd visit day (or I guess the 1st visit day bc no interviews in person lol). So on the off chance that I only get into Vanderbilt, then I would really like to still visit Nashville and check out the area. I’d have no other options lol, but it would still be very important for me to go. And hopefully it would be in March, and that’s why the actual realistically earliest time I would leave lab/ for Japan is in March I think. Which would give me maybe 2.5 months to be in Japan. Which isn’t that bad, I could actually celebrate my birthday in Japan and be there in the spring for the first time in my living memory. Wow, that would be so beautiful, I would love to do that. I’ve never actually celebrated my birthday in Japan before, I. Yes, that would be so lovely, I would love that so so so much. Anywho, that’s the dream, to get into a place, be able to finish viewing the school, and be in Japan by April. That would be the serious dream. And then maybe be in Japan for as long as I possibly can before I have to pack up and move to wherever (Nashville, if I’m going there) in maybe the 1st or 2nd week of June. Speedrun through seeing my friends, preparing to move, all that jazz, potentially sneak in a visit to New York, and then jumping off to who knows where. And then starting my lifetime journey of a MD/PhD in June. Holyyyy shitaki.

Now, this is basically my dream plan on the off chance that I get in (and only get in) to Vanderbilt, which I seriously woul dhave 10000000% no problem with at all. If I got into another school or whatnot, then. This would be very different. For example, if said school started in August or did XYZ, whatever, then it would be different. Of course, not something I can control or predict, even less than with Vanderbilt. But also just another potential wrench into this plan. But I would love love LOVE to go back to Japan in the spring, that would be an absolute dream. I want to celebrate my birthday with oomama, I would want that so much. And I would want to see the cherry blossoms in Japan. I think I’d cry. I would want that so much.

Maybe even if a different school had 2nd look day or whatever in April, I would choose to miss it if I’m in Japan. Like this opportunity to be there is just too precious to me, unless it was like to Harvard or UCLA or something, i would just say yolo, I’m either A) not going and/or b) def doing it remote, please and thanks. Honestly, if I get into Vanderbilt, a lot lot LOT of things would feel easier and I can just chillax. But yeah, that’s kind of a big ask lol. Because I’m asking to get accepted ASAP and set up my life ASAP too. I can dream lol.

But yeah, I mean. If I can go back to Japan even in May, then that would be lovely. Maybe if I get rejected from Vanderbilt but accepted to a place that starts in August, I could leave in May like I had planned anyway. It would still be earlier than when I started, yes, but I’m not going to care much at that point because I have my reasons and they’re valid and this job isn’t a contracted position for 2 years. I have done ENOUGH. They’ll manage or figure something out, and I shall very leave lol.

I just want to 1. get into a MD/PhD program and 2. take time off to not be hell-bent on applications and being stressed and pressured and strained to the max by this lab that can’t manage itself. And ideally 3. go back to Japan. These are what I’m looking for! And I want to get into Vanderbilt so much. If it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be and if not, then that’s that. I can’t predict if I’ll be accepted in the first wave or even at all, but it sure would be nice... Sigh. I just feel the sinking preemptive feeling of a waitlist, or a rejection. I’m just so used to having seen those for undergrad, and I’m kinda scared of that sadness and disappointment. But no one will know anything until the very end, at least. Maybe I’ll just be waitlisted in December, I can take that. Or rejected, which will be sad but maybe it’ll mean that something else will come up, or I’m meant to focus more on my work or clinical volunteering or whatnot, or just not concern myself with Vanderbilt anymore. It will be okay. Things and life will continue to happen, even if they are very not what I have planned or have originally wanted, and it shall all be okay. And worrying about that now won’t help me at all either. When I should be going to sleep now anyway.

What else is on my mind? I just want to go to Vanderbilt a lot, it’s sky-rocketed to be one of my top choices, especially now that I’ve gotten an interview and it feels more real. I’m anticipating for next Thursday (aaa it’s next Thursday). I want to read up on more of the time restricted feeding paper and just study more papers and stuff so I will be in absolute tip top shape intellectually. :) And maybe some podcasts! That’d be pretty awesome. I want to be SUBMERGED in science this Halloween lmfao. And practice a bit more, record myself and get around to actually doing that, and just make sure I know enough that I can say and be exactly who I want to portray myself, which is someone who is kind, thoughtful, reflective, and also just a dumb nerd who likes learning about science and about people’s stories very much! These are what make me me, and what I feel happiest about my personality and who I am. These are traits that I’m proud of, and even if I’m not the most unique or special person to exist, I think I’m someone that can help make the world a better place, and I think the resources and communities at Vanderbilt can really help me to achieve that and find insights that will nuance and broaden what I can do to help people through human connection and medicine. Ayyooo that’s a pretty solid sentence lmfao. But it’s also how I genuinely feel. And I want to go through with that, because I feel this strongly and I want them to know who I am, and why I would be good for their school and also for the other students, current and future ones, at Vanderbilt too. It sounds rich to say that I can make people or schools *better* through my own sheer existence, but I think I can definitely bring up reflections, points, and personality that can influence people to think in different ways too. And the same for myself. So anywho, tldr, I’m excited for my interview, and there are some things I want to brush up on as well as just immerse myself in, but hopefully this chill week will give me the time to prep for that in the way that will satisfy me. And I think it will go okay, if not well. :) I hope also my passion for astrocytes can make an appearance; I hope one of the faculty people they choose will be someone who does astrocyte stuff, that would make me so happy haha.

#reflection

[purplesurveys]

1819

When’s the last time you ate bread?  I had a burger from Wendy's earlier today.

What’s the last movie you watched on your own?  I watched a local comedy movie called Ang Tanging Ina, which translates to The Only Mother. It's one of those movies that are almost deliberately bad that it ended up a comedy classic, but the plot is really nice so I ended up liking it. It's an easy watch for sure.

What about the last movie you watched with another person?  You've Got Mail. It was an event of a client and they were screening that for Valentine's Day, and I snuck into the cinema for a few minutes to watch a few scenes since I've never seen it before.

How many coats do you own?  None. I don't need coats where I live.

What about shoes?  Somewhere around 10-15.

One word to describe your most recent ex?  Selfish.

Where, in your current country, would you like to live, other than where you do now?  Realistically I would love to move somewhere like Cebu or Davao, so that it can still be in the city but life can also be quieter and slower.

Do you like snow?  I've never seen snow, so I wouldn't know yet how I feel about it.

Do you like sheer clothing?  Eh not really, they demand creativity and some style knowledge and I'm not nearly as passionate about fashion to decide on things like that lol.

Have you ever seen anyone famous in the street?  Sure, but being in PR I deal with a lot of famous people on a regular basis so seeing celebrities isn't really something I'm limited to encountering in the street.

Are you hungry right now?  I am, a little bit. I'm seeing someone for early dinner in around an hour or so though so I should be alright.

Are you regularly tired?  Yes, being in the corporate world and having your braincells sucked out of you on a daily basis isn't the best walk in the park.

What was the last thing to upset you?  Continued from this afternoon. Being late to the said dinner I mentioned earlier. I hate wasting people's time by being late, and Metro Manila traffic is just the worst for making you late no matter how much time you allot for travel.

How’s the weather been today?  I was indoors and in air-conditioned rooms all day long so it'd be hard for me to tell how it was like today haha.

What was the first tattoo you got or what would be the first tattoo you’ll get?  I'd love a really small and subtle reference to BTS. Seven dots, and then each color is matched to their mics.

What was the last store you went into and did you buy anything?  I went to a Lawson yesterday to get the biggest bottled water available, because I had a mini fainting/dehydration incident and all my companions insisted I get the fuck inside and get some water, lol.

Have you ever been late for school or work?  I was late for college classes more times than I can count, but the most unforgettable moment for me was that time in like...high school (or like Grade 6 or 7? I can't quite remember) when the bus broke down and we got to school by ~8:15 AM – extremely late. Everyone else went down but my anxiety was through the roof that day and I didn't want to have to face walking into the classroom while the first subject was already starting, so I just asked them to take me home.

As for work, I technically have a grace period which allows me to report to work by 10 AM latest and yeah I tend to maximize that from time to time.

Do you prefer to shower in the morning or at night?  Morning. I need to shower first thing in the morning – it makes me feel refreshed and calm before work.

What is your favourite kind of fruit cobbler?  No thanks.

Is there a basement in your house? If so, what is it used for?  We don't.

Have you driven a car today?  Yep. In fact I'm taking this survey from my car just for a bit of change.

Do you have a small, medium or large bedroom? It's the smallest bedroom in the house but I'd say it's still medium-sized for me; it fits all of the things I own comfortably.

Where was your first job and how old were you?  I was an intern in my current workplace. I was 22 when I started.

Have you eaten soup this week?  No, it's not really something I tend to get a lot.

Are you a fan of The Office?  I've started with a few Season 1 episodes last December but haven't gotten back on it since. It's hilarious, but it hasn't given me that ~spark or oomph the way Friends immediately did.

When was the last time you started a new medication?  Never really been on long-term medications. Last thing I had to take was stuff to help recover from Covid.

What is your favourite type of nut?  Pecan, pistachio.

Do you know anyone who doesn’t have a middle name?  Used to.

Have you put your phone on silent today?  Yep, it's always on silent Mondays through Fridays.

Can you name all 50 US state capital cities?  I cannot.

Do you read John Green novels?  I did when I was in grade school.

Have you ever been to Universal Studios?  I've been to the one in Singapore.

Can you tie balloons?  I cannot.

When was the last time you were at a pet store?  Years and years and years ago.

[anay-ana]

24.04.22

it’s easter again, orthodox this time ! i think i did okay yesterday though. fasted for 20 hours starting from midnight, and then had dinner. according to my calorie tracker it was around 1102 calories in total for the whole day, which isn’t what i wanted but it’s better i guess. i planned out what i will eat today and it’s around the same amount or calories. technically i’m breaking  fast, and i just checked the app, i only fasted for 13 hours today.

i don’t like eating unless i know i’m hungry, but it’s easter and i felt really guilty about not eating anything, so i guess it’s a cheat day today :( i’ll continue fasting properly again tomorrow. only eating dinner and staying under 1000 calories is my goal.

i hate that i have such a massive sweet tooth. only thing good about it is i know the exact amount calories i’m consuming, and it’s always so much ugh :(

also, i’m getting used to coffee without sugar ! which like, i used to drink it without it but it’s nice that i’m getting back in the habit. hoping to be able to drink just black coffee on the future, but i love it much more with milk smh. it curbs hunger and cold really well, also makes me go to the bathroom more :)

also also, i can’t wait for my period to end. and hopefully stop in the future lol, or at least become less frequent. i hate the acne breakout and the bloating.

we’re officially going to rome next week, which i haven’t made my mind up if i like that or not. but i hope we’ll be outside a lot so i will be more active :)

[bbybaku]

can you do more BNHA college boyfriend content? I really loved the Shigaraki one (sorry, english is not my first language)

anything for you anon

(also youre english is perfect and so are you)

def gonna make this 2 parts lolol

mha college bf head cannons

shinso

sfw 

probably majoring in something finance related 

wants to take care of you 

as in you two go shopping like every other weekend

has a ton of money from investing in crypto currency and getting lucky 

yall also go out to eat all the time 

and not like fast food like nice sit down places

you two spoon constantly 

like sleeping face to face limbs intertwined

he loves to sit with his head between your legs while watching tv

or when you two are laying down and you hold his head into your chest and hee holds your hips

you both have apartments but he likes yours because its better deccorated than his

has an amazing taste in music 

makes you playlists all the time 

uses old spice deodorant

mr hitoshi is a man who always smells good 

has amazing hygene 

you talked him into growing his hair out

now hes always asking you to play with it  

is very good at school without even trying

which drives you crazy because he always talks you out of studying 

scares off a lot of people with his scary features

which makes his insecure and needed a lot of reassureance at the start of your relationship. 

but these days he owns your ass 

nsfw 

tpyically a soft dom

is huge 

took you a while to get used to how big he is 

likes to put you in stressful situations just so he can reassure you

“shhhh hey its okay im here” 

“this will stop if you use the safe word, hmm oh whats that you want to keep going?” 

“good girl” 

stressfull situations as in he over stimulates you every god dam time. 

nothing makes him harder than you crying from pleasure 

he spoils you

once spent $200 on toys just for you because he was going out of town for a week 

his gifts for you do come with a cost

shinso goes ferral for blowjobs

and he wants them all the time 

you have def given head in an alarming amount of public restrooms 

very into roleplay

almost jizzed his pants when you put on cat ears once 

same thing when you bought a maid outfit 

in case you were wondering, yes his pubes are purple too. 

sex playlist 

homeboy loves period sex

is very into aftercare

like reads womens magazines about it 

has a sexy voice and knows it

has a mirror in front of his bed because its all about eye contact 

definition of intamacy with this man 

knows how to treat his partner 

aizawa 

the thing about aizawa is he isnt your boyfriend he is your husband 

probaby in grad school for like english 

so a lil older 

but thats okay 

he makes up for it in being hot 

and he has cats 

with very obscure names like katsu and mochi 

since he was older he invited you to live with him 

you said yes of course 

the cats liked you right away 

apartment full of books and windows 

shouta drank wine almost every night 

would grade papers for the class he assisted in 

loved holding hands everywhere 

not the biggester spooner 

but would hold you really close on the couch while you two watched films while wine drunk 

he was an introvert so you two spent most nights in 

and when you two did go out it was always something interesting 

like trivia night, or seeing a band play, or going to a dinner party

was the kind of boyfriend who was really good at co existing with you 

like what is awkward silence 

the vibe is just so positive 

and you two are so comfortable with each other

nsfw 

mr aizawa is a kinky mf behind the scenes

he does not have sex he fucks

very good with ropes 

loved controlling you 

could fuck all day 

like man had stamina 

when you two went out to dinner he would push your underwear to the side finger you under the table 

and whisper other times hes humiliated you while you squirmed under his grip  

gotta call him daddy

or sir

or master

he is the type to tie you up with your arms behind your back and put a vibrator on your clit then just disappear for an hour

also big on choking

like real big on choking

he’ll just rest his hand on your throat while you two are doing mundane thing

also asserts dominance constantly

like holding your hips at the grocery store

kissing you in a crowded place

extremely possessive

probably has a few paddles

likes to spank

really likes to brat tame

you say “make me” and you are in for a wild night

man will wear rings when he fucks you

fingers you

and chokes you

you usually come first

unless you’ve been bad

then aizawa will edge you for hours

bakugou

sfw

the definition of “i hate everyone but you”

like once you figured out how to communicate with him

best bf ever

history major

lives in a house with like 6 of his friends

but don’t worry he has his own room

always at the gym

since he’s very muscular he rarely wears a shirt when you two hang out

and he always wants you to lay on top of him

like imagine him being the ceo of picking you up and throwing you on the bed

then jumping on you

kisses. bakugo would want to make out a lot

very temperamental

like if he’s hungry or sleepy or too hot he will snap at you

but you know by now not to take it personally

also would have a ton of funny nicknames for you

examples : headass, stinky, the first letter of your name or ugly

but he would say it in a loving way

❤️ hey ugly❤️

you loved his friends

didn’t know how he scored them with how mean he was

you two spent a ton of time just lounging in his bed

liked to play fight

and bicker

really liked deep convos too like he would push you to think harder and tell him more about yourself

he didn’t say it a lot but he really liked you

nsfw

katsuki bakugou is an ass man.

big dick energy

he’s the type who wanted you to ride him all the time

but he would be in control when you rode him like death grip on your hips

he also liked to hit if from the back

likes to slam into you

the way you jiggled made him harder

not the type to hold in his grunts and moans made a lot of noise during sex

his roomates hated you guys for how loud you were

def likes his girls a lil chubby

grabbed your ass every chance he had

found porn stars that look like yours make jerking off more fun

loves fingering you.

also big degrader

you two had a lot of angry sex and a lot of make up sex

got real cranky when he was horny and couldn’t have you

took videos of you during sex to rewatch later

you got so turned on when he snapped at you

it drove him nuts

basically you two fucked a lot lol

masterlist

#my hero academy fanfiction #my hero headcanons #bnha shinsou #bnha smut #bnha shinso hitoshi #shinsou headcanons #shinso smut #shinso fluff #aizawa headcanons #aizawa smut #eraserhead #aizawa fluff #aizawa hcs #katsuki bakugou smut #bnha bakugo katsuki #bakugo fluff #katsuki bakugo x reader #bakugou smut