#i just feel so overwhelmed right now

[candyheartedchy]

Wraiths and Humans ❤️

#I know I know I should be taking a break but ​I drew this mostly for comfort and wanted to share #like I’m feeling a bit better so idk if I’ll still take a long break or not #I just want to pace mysel right now to not overwhelm myself again #still have my fingers crossed for the wraith!scratch theory #❤️ scratchyenne ❤️ #self ship #self insert #ghostsona #canon x self insert #🎨 chy creations 🎨 #self ship community #self insert community

[nimue-hidden-lake]

Having plushies of your f/os is just so much fun, may they be big or pocket sized.

What do you mean I can't go on a date with them or show them around my town? They are right here with me! Right in my arms! Right in my hands! And we're going on dates frequently! Oh, and we're living together! We eat together, do oyr work together and cuddle all night long!

Just having them close is such a bliss! It should be law that every character gets a plush so we can get our f/os no problem amd carry them around!

Proship/Comship do not interact please

#f/o community #fictional other community #self ship community #selfship community #self shipping community #selfshipping community #This is not an imagine but I'm feeling positively overwhelmed right now #I might say this with a plush collector bias but having a plush of your f/o can help you feel closer to them. I recommend. #I have so much fun carrying my little guys around. Just knowing that they are close by does me a lot of favours personally. #It is as if they are here with me at all times. And that feeling is just... I cannot describe it but I love this feeling! It's a great one!

[crystallakec]

unfollow me right now because invincible season 2 teaser trailer just dropped and I'm afraid of the person I'm going to be for the. next 3 weeks

#IT'S SO OVER. #THERE ARE TOO MANY THINGS HAPPENING AT THE SAME TIME I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START WITH. AND ITS JUST A TEASER TRAILER #thaedus appearance🥹mentions of the great purge…sorry I'm very vulnerable when it comes to viltrumite topic i love everything about them #also. kombat pack for mk1. i was laughing so hard #while I'm typing this they just announced an eve origin story episode. DROPPING TONIGHT. help #we are so back you guys……… #it keeps coming i feel so overwhelmed right now #HELP. #清洁工碎碎念² #invincible #invincible season 2 #TOO MANY STUFF HAPPENING AT THE SAME TIME IM LITERALLY GOING TO PASS OUT A LITTLE BIT #RELEASE DATE. NEW POSTER. NEW TRAILER. NEW EPISODE. EVERYTHING #we are soooo back

[novelconcepts]

I’m just saying, the human brain is not equipped for worrying about bank accounts and unemployment and whether unions can hold out and potential show cancellations and climate change and genocide and upcoming elections and parental health and insurance claims and home repairs and ongoing covid surges and political corruption and existential terrors and and and and and

all at the same time at 3 in the morning, as if all of these things are remotely equal and remotely controllable, when you can do NOTHING about any of it because you are small and your room is dark and your dog is asleep and it is 3 in the goddamn morning

#personal #hey hi hello the world is really bad! actually! really bad right now! #this isn’t the place where I come to talk about current events and the like most of the time #but uh. it’s cuz I can’t stop thinking about it. we’re living through so much. so much Bad. #and I want to fix literally all of it #from the comparatively small art things to the incredibly enormous human rights things #and I am. barely able to keep my own house. #and it feels shameful to be so overwhelmed by a world that’s being comparatively kind to me even when it’s been awful #and I sometimes just need to. say it. I guess. #anyway. back to the regularly scheduled gay fiction in a second I just um. #vote please. and stand with Gaza. and…try to rest. when you can. cuz it’s. a lot out there.

[dootznbootz]

@thehelplessmortals shared this with me and...Penelope coded.

She definitely tried to gross out Odysseus in a dumb "You think you can handle me, idiot? >:) " way. (She's stubborn and in denial at first. When she realizes she actually likes him, she's a mess.) And while eating raw fish is normal for naiad-born in Sparta, when she learned Odysseus wasn't used to naiads in daily life, she just really went wild with it.

He's just staring at her kind of expressionless and she thinks "Ha, see? You don't really like me."

But he's just like

"You like carp? Cuz if you do, we got plenty on Ithaca! Many more fish too! And if we don't, I'll get you some!"

And she's annoyed because her plan didn't work. Girlie is self-sabotaging even though she thinks he's neat.

#this is normal for naiads but she also doesn't have impulse control. She'll jump in mid-convo. #...part of the joke is that basically no one eats carp because they're fucking disgusting :D same with catfish...at least where I live #Helen: “uh...I could just shock the water and then you could get them.” #Penelope: “Where's the sport in that?! >:( ” #It's not like a “playing hard to get” she just genuinely doesn't believe he could possibly like her and being a shit about it. #“Helen's supposed to get the happy ending. not me” (which Helen even is like “you're an idiot”) she eventually gets #her act together :D she's overwhelmed right now. especially since he's just head over heels and just... a LOT as he doesn't know #what to do with these feelings either and she gets mad at him for constantly talking about marriage “The more you say it. the less I wanna" #especially with his reputation to bully and fuck with people. and the fact that he lied to her so much when they first met. she doesn't #trust him. He's overwhelming her and then she's finally like. “if you're so interested. we're doing things at my pace.” then things get chi #they're both so used to putting up their guard that they can't genuinely believe this could be something wonderful #she actually is kind of afraid of the fact that “...Do you just have a thing for Naiads?? since you're not used to them?” are you weird? #but he interacts fine with other naiads. and isn't affected by Helen. #shot by odysseus #Mad rambles #my headcanons #odypen #btw. she chew through bone technically :D fish bone but bone #kind of want to make a “moodboard for the Water Wife” #penelope #Water Wife

[nerosdayinanime]

wait. random idea. Pathetic(blame candy) muzan & kokushibo are exes from Centuries ago and he has Complaints hed like to talk about w him but all hes getting to now is Nakime. hes so sick of his bullshit and just enduring it and goes to kagaya like 'i have to kill kibutsuji. ill help you kill him & the other upper moons just PLEASE im so sick of this shit. i need to kill him' 'well you arent killing me so ill give you the benefit of doubt-'

since they broke up he's hacked at the curse to the point he can snap it Whenever without muzan noticing, he finally did so & went to kagaya bc he can Feel shit's gonna pick up soon. he has his memories but he Ignores Them bc hes ashamed and kinda projecting it onto muzan. he has to kill muzan to kill his shame kinda fucked up coping mechanism yk?

the hashira try to kill him On Sight together but he calmly deflects everything while explaining hes working with them to kill kibutsuji. reluctant acceptance with the note from kagaya giving him a pass. most of them fully believe its a trap tho.

koku seeing tanjiro & his earrings and starting to approach, giyuu already has his blade lodged in his neck as a warning/threat & tanjiro staring at him in shock like 'HUH?? THE MAN FROM MY DREAMS?? HES A DEMON NOW? WAIT WHATS HE DOING HERE-'

#allied kokushibo au #he gets to have a conversation w tanjiro (giyuu watching like a fucking hawk) about his brother & sun breathing and all that- nezuko and her #conquering the sun- koku agreeing that of any demon she deserves to have the sun's blessing. not fuckin *muzan*. he'll want his grubby #little hands on her as soon as he finds out. You. practice sun breathing Right Now you have to be Ready for this. #kokushibo #tsugikuni michikatsu #kny spoilers #<probably need to add that since this is like Entirely surrounding the final few arcs #he talks to tomayo&yushiro and shinobu and gets in on their plans. maybe stop shinobu from her suicide attempt & deals with douma himself #leaves more than just tanjiro and giyuu to fight akaza #i dont remember how kaigaku's goes isnt zenitsu the only one? if so he can keep that thats his atonement whatever for jigoro #nakime however is going to have much more of a Time defending against like 4 hashira at once #yadda yadda less casualties happier ending. koku not knowing what the fuck to do now. stop the need to Eat People to live obviously but what #the fuck. he still hates himself. all the tereible shit hes done and for What. does he kill himself? walking into the sun seems like a good #way to go. fitting yk? but if he becomes fully human like nezuko did what the fuck does he Do. just. Live? after all the shit he did? no.. #cool at the beginning but the ending has many questions #i do think he'd want to kill himself but i also think he'd be scared to see his brother in the afterlife. in canon it feels like a spur of #the moment Explode Yourself bc the emotions were overwhelming in the moment #or maybe its been way too long since ive read the manga and this shits ALL out of character #whatever it was funnie at first but then i put too much thought into it #def wanna see somethn with him & tanjiro talking about how theyre connected #kny manga spoilers

[edns]

FE OC week day 3 - backstory. @fe-oc-week

I actually wanted to draw a comic but I could not make it in time and it turned out too ambitious so. Have this drawing! During the short time he spent in the Academy, Cyan (Cyrus) wasn't very good at fighting, even though Dimitri and Dedue helped him train all the time. And then the horrors happened. I don't have enough words in my brain today to make big posts but you can find his entire bio on my blog!

#fe oc week #fe3h oc #I dont feel like putting this one in a lot of tags right now sorry Im a little overwhelmed so gonna just tag the basics #Im not sure if I will be able to do the following days I might have to take a break or even stop after the tragedy prompt #oc cyan gertrude fraldarius

[missygoesmeow]

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I really want to draw or write but I’ve had no creative energy lately and it makes me so anxious 🙃 the past few weekends have been so hot (like mid to high 30s) so I’ve just played video games because my brain has melted. I haven’t touched my iPad in ages and I need to finish my commissions (I can’t do anything personal until that is done). I have had to sit downstairs when at home because my study is just too fucking hot and I love my partner and our housemate but they’re both so loud (they’re playing some new game together) and I just can’t focus with noise. I need to control my environment when I create and I’ve lost that at the moment.

I just hate not being able to draw, it makes me feel like I’m missing a limb and I just have this awful feeling in my chest. I keep trying to write but everything sounds bad.

ANYWAY. it’s fine. I’m fine. These cycles come and go but I just hate it so much when they’re happening. Also there is still the fucking drilling at work which makes work had to focus and I just want to scream :)

#sorry I just feel so overwhelmed right now and I wanna cry 😭 #now to try and work 🙃 #missy meows

[martyrbat]

so many of you talk about the cruel adults in your childhood that negatively effected you and caused lifelong insecurity yet you're still perfectly fine with being that mean stranger to any kid that has the misfortune of existing around you and thats just really gross !!!

#like i get kids can be overwhelming for a various amount of reasons but its not going to kill you to treat children with basic human decency #adults can be just as overwhelming or annoying—if not more. yet if you talked to an another adult the same way you do to a kid #then ppl would fucking hate you and not want to be around you because youre not being cool and witty—youre just mean!!! #everyone has experienced the frustration of being a kid being mistreated by an adult. some more than others #rather its ignoring your bodily autonomy (from sa and assault to hugging you when you don't want to be touched to not letting you #make your own harmless choices like a haircut or whatever). everyone has been talked down to or had their opinion treated like its nothing #or that their thoughts or input doesn't matter. everyone has a childhood experience with a mean or judgemental adult #yet over and over ppl are fine just repeating that cycle of abuse and hatred #like youre a young adult and youre still getting treated like shit by older ones. but youre able to have a drink or you graduated or smthn #so now you feel like you earned that right to be judgemental & angry & mean to a group of people that didnt fucking do anything to you #anyways. this is because im sick and had to go to the store to get groceries and meds #so its a 20 minute walk to the nearest store in 108 degrees bc i dont have gas money and then in the store im ofc using a face mask #like im sweaty and feel disgusting and like shit but this kid was SO fucking excited about his spiderman toy and wanted to talk and #his mom said ‘i told you no one wants to hear about that crap leave her alone’ and like?? no fuck off let a kid be happy?? hes not fucking #doing anything wrong?? so we talked and he showed me the little tiy that lights up and asked if i saw the new spiderverse movie #and i told him i havent! so he asked why so i explained i have photosensitivity and what that means and why i cant see it #(‘even though i heard its super cool!’) and HE WAS SO SWEET... like immediately hid the toy because oh! flashing lights can hurt me! #and then immediately said dont worry because he'll tell me about it so its like i saw it instead! #and like. guys imma be honest with you. i stilm got no fucking idea what this movie's plot is. #but you bet your fucking ass i was pretending like i was following along & was going ‘no way!’ ‘so it's a parallel universe...?’ ‘oh wow!’ #like yea its unnecessary. i felt oike i was gonna collapse and im still struggling to breathe at home now. but also i been the kid #who just wanted to talk about my interests and no one wanted to or was dismissing it. #i know it's not a end of the world deal but i also know that crushing feeling. you gotta be the kindness you want to see in the world yknow #anyways. be nice to kids or im not going to be nice to you. they're one of the most vulnerable members of our society and deserves kindness

[tis-the-marmot]

Stuck in a very bad place both mentally and physically

When will things get better. will i get better

#broke down in tears right in front of my family because i just can't take this anymore #tried to explain that i feel like my brain works differently than the others but they just don't get it #i told them about my longtime suspicion that i might have adhd but obviously they don't even know what that is #but i mean.it's not like i expected them to #at least we all agreed that i should really talk about this with a therapist #kudos to my little sibling for backing me up in this awful situation i don't know what i would do without them #but man i wish i didn't need to do all of this. i wish i could be a functional person. i hate bringing so many problems to the table #and now i'm crying again great. why am i like this why does everything need to be so overwhelming

[nebulouscoffee]

Me, attending the latest in a ridiculous number of funerals this year in the place of a childhood friend who couldn't be there, watching the lifeless body of an old lady who used to make me snacks in the kitchen when I was a kid be carted away forever while my friend's mother cries and tells me she's grateful I could be there because it felt like having the support of her own daughter, hugging her and talking reassuringly and not processing a single one of these emotions: ... I am going to write soooo much fanfiction about this

#''this'' being collective grief. because tbvh it's the main reason I haven't written very much this year (but will slowly start to) #I write to remind myself I am lucky. I keep telling myself this but even now when I feel awful I am so lucky #I am lucky that none of these funerals have involved very close family members or friends of mine #and I am lucky to be living in conditions with the space to write and space to grieve #and space to come together to mourn with dignity while people not that far away from me are not receiving the same privilege rn #I am lucky my dad was with me today and I spent the evening chatting with him on the terrace I am lucky he is alive I am lucky I am lucky #(apologies if this sounds like a robot malfunctioning lmao writing is just how I process things) #(and apparently I just don't seem to feel like I have the right to feel bad about any of this anywhere except my st@r trek blog hehe) #anyway. To stay on theme I shall say something about Trills :D #I imagine loss and grief must register very differently to them. very Non Linearly in the literal sense but also a highly abstract one #even I feel this massive sense of time warp between all these funerals; and this chest-crushing distance between me and my friends #how do Trills even exist #how do they wake up every day remembering all those friends and children and parents who loved them and they loved and are gone now #and still function #how does Ezri feel walking around with memories of parents that aren't hers (but were soooo much better than hers) taking care of her #does she feel comforted by them? does it feel like the people in those memories were always comforting HER specifically? #does it even matter who it belonged to originally if a memory is HERS now? #does Ezri mourn for any parents of past hosts more than she knows she will mourn for her own mother one day? #does having all this lived experience bring her reassuring amounts of perspective for a 20-something or just overwhelm her all the more? #idk; but I hope she learns to take comfort in her past hosts' memories of family eventually... #(...again. I am going to write sooooo much fan fiction about this lmao) #cw death

[phantom-does-a-thing]

bleg

#delete later #venting in the tags #just ignore me im having a moment #whats even the point in writing anymore #im getting nowhere with it #I was excited to write today and work on it and now I dont even wanna touch anything ive made #theres no point becacuse whatever I write I cant actually write anything good #theres any other person that could do whatever lackluster idea I have better #im so angry and overwhelmed and I dont even want to write anymore #When people way younger than me do things so much better than I do #and ive been writing for almost 10 years and ive gotten nowhere with it #theres no point #i cant focus long enough to make anything good. everythingi s rushed otherwise I wont finish it #ill never survive trying to actually get publisjhed #because I cant do anything for longer than a day #this sucks im so angry right now and im sad and overwhelmed and I feel bad about my writing #and I want to punch something im so close to snapping right now

[clingylilhoneybee]

I feel like the hardest part about long distance that nobody seems to talk about is just how much of your life it has to consume and change to work out

#and that’s not inherently bad #but I think it’s weird that it’s not really spoken about #in the spaces about long distance #but it fundamentally changes the way you view so many parts of your life #/everything/ ends up existing through the frame of your relationship and overcoming the obstacles with it #like pto isn’t just the time to relax at home or take a vacation to wherever #it’s primarily time to use to see your partner #and money saved up #isn’t just to cushion your savings #it’s also a plane ticket #and especially for international ones #you are always having to be thinking ahead to the future #wanna move to them? #gotta be starting that process at least a year and a half before you expect it to happen #want to just go and see them? #not really realistic for at least a month from when you decide you want that to happen #and to combine that when you’re struggling to tread water in the right now? #there’s no words for how overwhelming that is #even with the love of your life #but yeah I feel like ldr’s are so much more than just ‘normal relationship with struggles of being far away from each other’ #I mean I guess that still technically applies #but you know what I mean #ignore me I just don’t have anywhere to express the thoughts in my head about this

[hershelchocolateart]

GIRL HELP I WASNT EXPECTING THE SATURATION PSA TO BE THE MOST POPULAR DRAWING-RELATED THING IVE EVER MADE IN MY LIFE

#ITS STILL GOING #i had to turn off notifs it was just too much and all the comments were people being upset #shoutout to the one person who left a tag about my sona being cute tho <3 #not art #god its so scary tho #i still dont really know what to do with myself now #i want to get back to drawing things but im terrified of it now not gonna lie #had to force myself to do a just right of an evening panel today and couldnt keep going #i know how to fix it now! i do! #but theres no point to it if i cant fix it on toyhouse #so im just sitting here feeling scared and overwhelmed and also not drawing #my queue still has some stuff tho so that should be going for a while while i get back on my feet! #good luck everyone out there also trying to figure out what to do!

[saltpepperbeard]

you ever feel trapped? like you’re just treading water, waiting to drown?

#OFMD #had to channel my inner ed because i just shdklsjdhks #jodi's no good very cranky day #here's the tea sis #i left a comfortable yet somewhat annoying job for a job that is currently VERY annoying and distressing #annnnddd i'm feeling that PARTICULARLY hard today #it also doesn't help that part of that stress feels like it's coming from neurodivergent burnout/issues and that can't be like #easily ~*~Explained~*~ to people #like the lack of structure/communication/transparency is driving me BANANAS because i very much need stability/cut and dry processes #annnnnd upper management is supposed to be fixing that #but it seems like they're making it Even Worse #so it just feels extremely overwhelming right now #and i can also feel everyone ELSE'S stress?? #and it seems to be upping my own because yaaaaayyy empathy (derogatory) #IDK man sorry I don't normally vent #But my health is starting to get affected by all of this l m a o #And the thought of having to uproot AGAIN if it doesn't improve is just #I feel like it's an unending loop of going from job to job to job where the spaces are toxic and no one communicates and> #<efforts are not respected #Soooo I'm just gnawing on my arm and wishing I very much could ZOOM AWAY ON A PIRATE SHIP SHDKLS