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#i just feel shitty
handsomegentlebutch · 3 months
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Sometimes I feel like "lonely" isn't enough to describe how I feel. It's an ache that echos in everything I do. I don't personally know anyone else like me. I've never met another butch irl. I've never met a femme irl. (And I mean Femme btw. Not just a feminine queer person). I don't personally know any other lesbians. Dating is hard. I have so many queer friends that I love so much but somehow I still feel alone. Even though there's a lot of experiences we share and feelings about gender and presentation or whatever. I just feel alone. The few Sapphics I see on dating apps either don't want someone like me (i.e. butch) or stop replying after a few days. Sometimes I just stare at the ceiling and hurt. Maybe I need to go back to therapy (probably do tbh) but like. At the risk of sounding like a melodramatic dork... I feel like no one understands.
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tmmanaklusmos · 2 years
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hello i am asking for a friend (the friend is me): how do i get rid of all these intense feelings i used to have for a fandom? like this book/movie series (i’m not gonna say what because even though no one ever interacts with me i just don’t wanna push it) that i used to read obsessively and i have *to this day* a near encyclopedic knowledge of the world and so many thoughts and feelings but now the whole thing is just sort of toxic and i only engage with 2 bits of fan works from a very narrow part of it and even then i often have to take weeks-long or months-long breaks because i feel so bad and i used to want to write for this fandom and i still do but the idea makes me physically ill and i don’t know what to do but i have all of this information and i do not know how to get rid of it it’s been a part of me since i was 7 years old and i am afraid that it is impossible to separate myself from that part of my life  anyway is this what you would call a hyperfixation?
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griffsursparker · 2 years
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I feel like it's a really bad sign for my mental state when I can't even write poetry because poetry is like. the thing that I do when the feelings are too big for anything else
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skywarpie · 1 month
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I didn't think we yad a reflection due today about lotr since we have an actual paper but I forgot to do it and got a 0 and now i feel like a failure 🙃
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deanpinterester · 9 months
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i cannot stress this enough: if your reasoning for clowning on the mcu is "they overwork their cg artists and animators" i 1000% guarantee that a show or movie you have been stanning for years also abused their artists and you just haven't heard about it because the production companies aren't in the spotlight like mcu productions are. that cartoon for kids? that incredibly animated movie? that non-marvel superhero movie? i've seen people declare their hatred for the way the mcu treats their workers and then turn around and gush about a show that i know for a fact was hell for the artists attached
and no this is NOT me saying "this means you should stop hating on the mcu uwu" it's me saying you gotta be aware that this shit is an INDUSTRY WIDE PROBLEM. you CANNOT "fix" it by refusing to watch mcu movies and feeling good about it. you have to be aware that it's EVERYWHERE. why do you think so many animation and vfx productions are sourced in canada? in india and the phillipines? we are not unionized.
i know it's hard to face the idea that your favourite show might have been made unethically especially when you've spent so much time hating the mcu for doing the same thing. you don't have to start hating your favourite show. just like...be aware. don't be smarmy about it. don't claim without research that a beautifully animated movie Must mean the animators were not working 16 hour days and weekends. i do think we can fix this 👍 but we can't fix it if 90% of us don't even realize what the problem really is
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Earlier this week I saw a youtube video about little kids using smartphones and now I feel real bad about myself (and also kinda humanity in general) whenever I do stuff on my phone
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closet-keys · 3 months
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the way trans men who vocally discuss gender with even a basic understanding of transmisogyny & transfeminism are immediately piled on by transmisogynist trans men (& the kinds of ways they're insulted by implying they're "self-hating" or "caving" to women or otherwise implying that they're weak and/or less manly for caring about or being informed about trans women's experiences) almost exactly mirrors the way misogynist cis men treat other cis men who discuss gender with a basic understanding of misogyny & feminism. there are real differences in how cis and trans men move through patriarchy, obviously, but on the level of how men treat women who are more marginalized than they are (how cis men treat cis women; how trans men treat trans women) and on the level of how men police each other to maintain that power and hold the line of misogyny... very consistent.
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uncanny-tranny · 4 months
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It's honestly frustrating that I've seen non-Russian queer people almost bragging about how they would be illegal in Russia, labeled an extremist or terrorist. Russian queers are in danger, their government has made it clear where it stands, and it's made this effort for the better part of a decade (even longer, perhaps). This will kill people, don't mistake this for a quirky little proclamation from a government, akin to somebody saying the sky is pink. Russian queer people were already expressing their fear, and the least we can do now is express our love for them, and advocate with them.
Russian queer people, I love you. I love you all so much. I am so sorry, I cannot begin to express the grief that I feel, and I hope that you are safe. Words cannot encapsulate how I feel as a non-Russian, and I cannot hope to comprehend how it feels to actually be in this situation.
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chrismcshell · 8 months
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have a body, feel the groove
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ionomycin · 3 months
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2023 favorites
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sentient-forest · 1 year
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#cecilsweep and Welcome to Night Vale trending #1 in 2023
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lokh · 5 months
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so ive been thinking so hard about that transfem butch zoro au.
i feel like at the Very beginning (after kuinas death) she does try to present real feminine like but it doesnt feel like Her and eventually she stops doing it (and in any case its not like kuina was super feminine so why would she try to be like that??)
on the other hand she HAS to make sure everyone knows shes a woman when she beats their ass and becomes the worlds greatest swordsman. so sports bras (or equivalent whatever) and open shirts are a staple
i think she would do hrt (or equivalent Whatever) because again she wants to prove that kuina could have done it. unfortunately i do also think this means she trains about 1 million times as hard
trans sanji............. coming to the realisation that maybe she Wants to be taken care of by a hot butch........................ as a pretty femme
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bullagit · 7 months
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due to personal reasons i am now firmly on team “i hope aziraphale does change heaven for the better actually (going on the assumption that his return is as straightforward as it seemed etc” 
like if the alternative is just this ohhh he’s so NAIVE and SOFT and so WRONG and he’ll have to LEARN A TOUGH LESSON etc etc nonsense then yeah 1000% go for it babe knock it out of the park
i hope choosing hope and kindness pays dividends. i hope the soft traits that made other characters continually disparage and underestimate him and his intelligence turn out to be his greatest assets bc i kinda don’t give a shit about a “toughen up it’s the only way everyone else knows better” life lesson for this character
(which like honestly a lot of the rhetoric is dismissive of the fact that persistent goodness in the face of an existence of disparagement takes great strength and that at the end of the day aziraphale has always been able to stand up in his own way)
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ppedri · 3 months
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horreurscopes · 1 month
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i like my body when it is with your body.
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onerudegentleman · 10 months
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when I’m in a who’s the biggest loser competition and my opponents are these guys
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