#i just don't use tumblr very often anymore so i'm handing out my more active social media lol

[raincitygirl76]

I have a question. My neighbour, whose front door is only 2 metres (6 feet) from my own front door, had cancer surgery 2 weeks ago. Once she's recovered, she will be starting chemotherapy. She is a lovely neighbour, and it is cold and flu season here in the Northern Hemisphere. I have promised her I will wear a mask whenever I am in the common areas, because I know she's immune-suppressed as fuck right now, and I really don't want to give her any bugs that could land her in hospital, and/or delay the chemo she needs.

Plus, I've been walking her dogs occasionally and taking out her garbage and recycling when she's too wiped. She can just leave the recycling on the mat outside her apartment door and text me that it's there. But with the dogs, she needs to hand me the leashes, so I need to get fairly close, even masked.

So here's my question (I finally got through all the explanatory blather. It only took 2 paragraphs). How many times can you reuse those paper masks before they stop being effective at keeping any germs on the inside of the mask? Particularly if I'm just wearing the mask for 5-10 minutes at a time, to check my mailbox in the lobby, or take out the garbage/recycling, or go down to the basement to do laundry. I'm pretty sure you don't need to discard the mask after a single use if you only used it for 5-10 minutes.

So I've been looping a paper mask over the inside doorknob of my front door to re-use. But now I'm worried I'll reuse the masks too often, they'll stop working, and I'll kill an extremely sweet neighbour. Did I mention her dogs are both rescues (who have their own Instagram account)? Or that she has a toddler grandson? Also, that she's on the strata council (Canadian-ese for the owners' council in a condominium building) and has been a prime source of gossip for me for the past 7 years as to what's going on in the building? Actually, she's on a leave of absence from the strata council right now, due to the cancer. But the point is, I actively LIKE this neighbour. I buy her vegan chocolate every Christmas because she's a vegan. I do not want to kill her.

I've also heard that the paper masks you have to discard are significantly better at blocking germs than the washable cloth masks that started showing up all over Etsy in March 2020 when even hospitals couldn't get medical grade PPE and the paper masks were nowhere to be bought. Is that true? That's why I've been using the paper masks, because I read that somewhere, but I can't remember if it was from a reliable source.

Sometimes I really wish I'd studied hard sciences at university instead of social sciences. That would've been much more useful in cases like this. Then I remember the reason I went into social science: my dreadful marks in high school math and chemistry. So I'm outsourcing this question to people who have expertise because they're actually good at this shit.

And yes, I tried DuckDuckGoing the answer before I turned to Tumblr (I don't google stuff anymore because Google is evil). The search results were wildly conflicting. If you don't know the answer either, please feel free to signal boost by reblogging. I really, really don't want to kill this very nice lady and leave her rescue dogs homeless.

[sds-mod]

Hi i follow ur mademoisemuder tumblr account and I really like how smooth your lineart is especially the black & white manga style and regular linework.would you be willing to share your brushes or brush settings? A photo works to. I use clip studio & I’ve been dying to draw smooth lineart like you do! And your knife girl oc, to die for! A friend said she uses a brush size of around 6-7 with no taper and adjusts her pen pressure settings, dunno how she does it, how is your brushes settings like? I’m a iPad person and I recently got a screen moniter but it’s a whole different experience switching from procreate iPad to PC. Please share your ways por favor , -art anon

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

I use Clip Studio too! I use it on PC with a tablet (regular, not screen), so idk how well my settings will translate for you but I'm happy to share regardless!!

First of all, and importantly: a lot of it is muscle memory and training that comes naturally as you continuously do lineart. With time, you'll notice that the bigger swoops and long lines/curves that form a smooth line will start to come more naturally to you simply because your hands get used to the motion and you don't have to actively think about it anymore. Hands are cool like that.

(but also sometimes a stroke just takes 15 attempts regardless. Strg+Z is your best friend.)

As for the brushes I use, I'll put them under a readmore (got a bit lengthy)

First, for a rough reference/guide regarding the brush sizes, I usually sketch on the base A4 layout with 300 dpi, but I sketch small and not page-filling. Here's a thumbnail so you get a rough feel for their size on an A4 page.

Also I recently adjusted my pen pressure settings a little (under File - Pen Pressure Settings) so it now looks like this, but it used to be the default until a little while ago though!

Onto the actual brushes:

Most of the stuff on KG's blog is drawn with the Maa Brush from the CSP Asset store, so for example this, this and this were all done using the Maa Brush. I use it to sketch and line, usually on size 5-10, these are my settings:

Next, for very thin delicate lineart I like to use the Favorable Pen from the Asset store, which I used here for example. I use around size 20 for it (I don't use a lot of pressure so the line comes out quite thin)

For a lot of my more rendered art I use the basic Mapping Pen in Clip. I used it for example for the recent story-arc update in asksds or for this. I generally use size 6-10.

Back when I used SAI I had a brush called the Ballpoint Pen which I THINK I made myself in Clip (I at least couldn't find it again under that name in the asset store but I'm sure there are a dozen brushes like it) which is just a basic brush without pen pressure. I often use that one to get me out of a rut or to force me to focus on simpler shapes since it does kinda need you to be a little controlled to keep everything readable. I used it here and here for example. I use it at size 3 but keep in mind that I draw small.

I guess I could also mention that for most of the regular asks in asksds I use the Simple LineArt pen from the Asset store. There's no significant difference to the Mapping Pen, I just feel like the tips aren't quite as delicate as the Mapping Pen and I prefer that for sds...it might be an illusion though.

And we're done, those are the main brushes I use for lineart! Occasionally I try something different (like a G-Pen for a more textured look) but these ones are my regulars. I hope it helps!! (❁´◡`❁)

#anonymous #replies #brushes #art tips

[ghost-the-silly]

Ghost Intro, what

Hello!

Name: Ghost_Bean/Ghost

Age: Minor. I don't want any creepy people following or interacting w/ me, get out

Pronouns: They/them

Interests (In order of how much I focus on them): Murder Drones (current obsession, as you can probably tell...), Splatoon (not very educated on lore sadly...), Wings of Fire (wof discord servers), Nevermore (Webtoon), She-Ra, The Owl House, Steven Universe, Amphibia, KIPO

Uhh... There's probably more but whatever

Hobbies: Drawing traditional art, wondering if I'm doing the right thing on Tumblr, not getting enough sleep, reblogging Tumblr posts at 2 am, finding more Murder Drones blogs to follow, sleeping... Huh, ironic

What I Do: I reblog and like posts from my favorite blogs! I basically just lurk around, throwing love at people's art and posts. I hope that I can help people find cool blogs to follow :]

DNI: LGBTQ+ phobic, TERF, MAP, Zoo, etc, Proshipper. Don't be a bad person. That's all I fucking ask. Have common sense

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Fun facts/Trivia/Whatever you wanna call this:

- I'm in a lot of WoF Army servers, so feel free to ask me about them!

- I draw traditional art of wof ocs, but I'm also trying to figure out digital art! I also dream of being able to draw Drones one day, but anatomy is... a struggle 😭 (feel free to send me tips/guides btw!!!)

- My favorite MD characters and ships are: Doll, Cyn, Lizzy, and Yeva (top 4 char.) | Ships: Dizzy (Doll/Lizzy), RussianDuet (Yeva/Yeva's Husband ((does he have a name??)), Oilrose (J/V), Juzi (J/Uzi), and some others that I literally can't remember because brain no work

- I don't have any strong opinion or preference on ships when it comes to some characters like Uzi, V, J, N, etc as long as it's not problematic. I like seeing other people's ideas and headcanons, either about the characters or ships! I also like Butler N and Maid V, they would be so silly together fr

HOWEVER, I do NOT ship N/Cyn, I see them as siblings. Please, for the love of God..

- I may stop being active on Tumblr for a while at times, but don't worry, I'll be back eventually! [Update: Tumblr takes up ~69% of my screentime so... If I'm gone, assume I'm somewhere without wifi or just trying to save my battery]

- I swear. Just- I swear. I try to keep it to a minimum tho dw... Shit- (haha whoops). Ok but tbf MD has gotten me to say things like "Holy hell!" more often lol

- I like the color periwinkle!! I also like any color from teal to dark purple, and sage green on the side

- Uh... I also don't exactly know my way around Tumblr. Like... Can I reblog something without tags? Does it show if I accidentally un-liked then re-liked a post?? How does tagging work??? Just general stuff too, cause I mostly/only like and reblog cool things

- I'm an English speaker only :/ (but Google translate, my beloved <3)

- I use tone tags a lot! It helps me get my message across correctly, and I hope it helps others understand what I'm trying to say!/gen

- I say things like Dawg, Fr, On god, Silly, Goober, and other things like that quite often, so apologies if it gets annoying/gen

- My timezone is CST! 'Murica !!! 🔥🦅🇺🇲 (Get me out of here)

- Murder Drones is so cool, what, I can't see colors correctly anymore, help me (/pos, MD brings me joy)

- I don't do actual posts often so don't expect that much actual Ghost Content

- guh.

- I LOVE WOMEN THEY'RE SO PRETTY HOLDING HANDS WITH A GIRL WOULD FIX ME IM SUCH A GIRLKISSER (I've never kissed a girl)

- I love yuri. I need yuri. I wake up, yuri. I go to sleep, yuri. Always yuri. Robot yuri? Yes please. I wrote an essay on why I love Doomed/Toxic Yuri because yuri

- Other socials: ghost_bean on Discord, JustARandomGayPerson on toyhou.se

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That's it! Feel free to ask me anything (as long as it's not NSFW, political, hateful, etc), or let me know if I might've forgotten something! I'd love to answer any questions you might have, and I want to get to know Tumblr's silly and amazing community!

Have a great rest of your day/night, and may your favorite show get another season and an (actually good) movie

#introduction #ghost is losing their minds what #the tags #my newfound freedom and silliness #have a great day lol bye #how do i pin a post/j #ghost silliness

[leafdebrief]

Hi friends 👋

This is mostly a message for people on/from Twitter, and for me to repost as a link over there. Tumblr does long-form better and I can't think of any other way to communicate this effectively without a lot of writing, so here's the deal.

I'm getting close to finished compiling the various things I need to send for my pre-2023 mail people (yes, I am still doing this because I collect first and send when everything is perfect) and tying up a lot of loose projects. There's still a lot of work to do but with the time I've been not tweeting, I've been painting, soldering, building, videoing and editing my busy little hands away in preparation for surprises to come. BUT—

I need to get even more serious now. Or at least as serious as someone like myself can muster.

Right now, for me that means laying out my Grand Plan for this year on this post and then getting right to it. I'm addressing the Twitter fam directly because for you, dear friends, that will kinda mean I won't be on Twitter that much anymore. Really this time.

Yeah yeah, I know. We all threw up our arms and threatened to leave umpteen times, and then we all settled to stick around to watch it all burn, and for a while I was satisfied with that pace. It was fun watching the fire.

But the fire has already been reduced to embers.

Now it just feels like standing in front of a smouldering pile of garbage and gleefully inhaling its toxic fumes.

For the last few months, Twitter has slowly but very steadily been silencing the people I want to talk to—in a number of different ways—or outright making them disappear from me. Or worse still, replacing them. With what?

Antivaxxer

Antivaxxer

Transphobe

Elon Musk

Climate change denier

Literal nazi

Elon Musk

Antivaxxer

Everything I see everywhere in this place and now in my life is telling me in no uncertain terms: "mobilize now".

Bad actors are already mobile. The pandemic created an opportunity for our collective horseshit to fester, and now it is very commonplace to see people who publicly—and often violently—act out their racist, phobic, misogynist agendas in the real world. Stuff that nobody would dream of saying out loud 10 years ago for fear of getting punched are now everywhere I look. Nazis used be a Not Cool thing.

But people are literally dying.

I've been trying my level best to stick around and keep up morale on behalf of those who are being actively targeted, but then the shooting at start of the Lunar New Year gave me a shake. Once again, the target is people who look like the person I love most in the world. Her whole family. All of the people in my life that I hold dear, in fact, are targets in one way or another.

The funny thing is, violent extremism isn't even the worst threat we're facing. The walls are closing in from every direction: unfettered spread of deadly viruses is past the point of fixing, and ecological collapse the likes of which our civilization has not ever seen will happen in the next 10 years.

Does that mean I'm giving up the fight to go take care of myself and mine?

Don't be absurd. I'm just angrier.

Lucky for me and nobody else, the coping mechanism I developed for my anger in my 20s is doing everything faster. Like, way faster. More aggressively too.

But I need to focus and organize my efforts a bit better so I can start doing things out in the Real World™. The good news is that I already started preparing for this months ago and have a headstart now.

Basically, I think what I need to do is integrate all my various battles into one ongoing project/series/lifestyle, so I can just always be working towards those various goals while still creating content that can use any platform available to spread reach and find new ways to fix things.

Here's the plan:

Tour de'Brief is happening for real. I will be touching more grass this year, in different cities, to visit the various dispensaries I've become close with and talk with locals about local issues (keeping myself and others as safe from disease as possible naturally). Why?

Well for starters, it's the disposable thing again! I will be personally trying to make storeowners commit to getting rid of theirs, in exchange for an LD-exclusive battery recycling bin (to be sent to me for collection) and a bunch of assorted creations for all their employees. Yeah, I made stuff. Lots of it.

Twitter presence will ramp down to a mostly communicative one: announce things posted on other platforms, coordinate things with people, answer questions, and probably Spaces. Maybe the odd shitpost here and there, but I'll be draining my drafts folder for the foreseeable future. Does that mean... no more content??

Actually, no, it means NEW content—I'm going back into the YouTubes! Going full production mode, even more content hopefully. Big ambitious videos with all our friends, collaborations with musicians.. and Twitter hanging around in my back pocket to connect with those collaborators. I am turning into a television set.

Tumblr will still work for long-form writing, but also with more focus on showcasing finished works (paintings, trays, electronics, etc). There's lots of stuff to show now since I've been saving it up.

The podcast! (Wait, what??) That's right, I'm booting it back up! The format will be more guest-based since I have all you great pals to talk to now.

That mailing list! Once I'm done with friendmail, I'm going to just start randomly sending you shit, as was my original plan. #FreeDrugs is forever!!!

What I need most right now is a way to cover more ground. The way I've decided to achieve that is by being a pest, so.. the usual really, but much more personal this time around. You catch more flies with honey than vinegar though, so I'll be needing lots of time to make bad creations that will hopefully entice a store of people to temporarily tolerate my presence.

If this sounds like a bad plan, it might very well be. But stick with me here—

My thought is that I can use the opportunity presented by fighting my climate battle to shoehorn in whatever other missions need attention depending on the geographical area. Different places have different problems; I need to learn about how each community tackles them, if at all, and gather context.. read the vibes... then break shit!

Figuratively that is.

Of course there will be plenty of literal breakages, and that's part of the fun!

I am preparing for the world to look very different, and very Not Good, in the coming 5-10 years—the extent to which is not clear to me yet. I would be narcissistic and delusional to think I am going to save the world by collecting batteries from pot shops and arguing with the locals, but I need to do everything.. anything.. that I can, all at once preferably, while trying to expand my reach organically by essentially docu-series-ing the next year as it happens.

It's gonna be wild itellyouwhat.

This Friday we'll have a good bash before I quiet down the Twitter presence indefinitely, but I want to still be reachable and connect with the people I met there. It's a hard line to draw. There will be lots of mail goes back and forth though, so I'll still be retweeting and replying whenever possible.

If Spaces disappears, I have an entire mailing list of friends—digitally now!—and the means to operate outside of Twitter in a variety of different ways. We will continue to connect digitally until I make it to your hometown, and until then I will continue to mail things to anyone on that list... you're helping to make my video content, see?

We always make the greatest team.

#leaf debrief

[more-than-a-princess]

Not really a munday meme or even a munday post, but more of an update. While, in theory, I have today off of work, I'm spending my day working due to pressure and deadlines.

Nevertheless, a few things:

A few muns have pointed out to me in IMs that my askbox is closed. This is intentional: after getting plenty of passive aggressive at best, downright rude at worst, messages off and on anon, it's closed for the time being. Between these and random unprompted asks, often with time constraints, I just can't handle it right now.

I've needed to block the #ooc tag entirely. Apologies to mutuals who use #ooc to share important updates, but I've had some mutuals mass spam OOC content with this tag, to the point it makes my dash a pain to scroll through. If you use a custom OOC tag, you're fine, don't worry. I'll unblock it if this stops and/or they get custom tags, but for now, it's easier.

Beyond this, I'm just trying to stay afloat with threads and work. For threads, I'm trying to either wrap up or drop a good amount of what I've got: either because the interaction is reaching the natural end, or the thread is so old that I don't have muse for it anymore. When I'm at a better place with this, I will be opening up for new threads. There are a few mutuals I've plotted with or am in the process of plotting with regarding new threads: you will be given priority for this, before I announce it on the blog.

I likely won't be taking on as many interactions/threads at a time, in order to keep myself from burning out again, but I'm not sure how I'm going to prioritize this beyond capping a total amount of active threads per blog (this keeps one blog from having a handful of very active threads and blogs I'd like to interact with/who'd like to interact with me not be able to have any). Still working on this.

Finally, I'm noticing that mobile, and the tumblr dash unless a user goes to my blog's page, does not see my pinned post. I strongly urge followers, especially new followers, to read my pinned and my rules.

If you read this far, I appreciate it greatly. I'm feeling like I'm being taken for granted both at work and on this blog, and while the work half should be sorted out this week, I'm still working on how I want to keep this blog active going forward.

#more-than-a-princess musings #(This is a downer of a munday post and I'm sorry for that) #(But I'm just tired and frustrated at a lot right now)

[clotpolesonly]

I feel you re: fandom exhaustion. Have you tried unfollowing/blocking people with takes you don’t like? I’ve found that fandom a much more relaxing place once I started not letting the stressful stuff cross my dash in the first place. Sometimes it meant unfollowing someone who posted a bunch of other stuff I actually liked, but if it meant not going into a comment-reading spiral every time they shared stuff I disagreed with, I thought it was totally worth it.

(even if they were only sharing something so they could rebut or disagree with it; like yeah I like that they’re on my side but if they’re going to keep dragging untagged takes I dislike or discourse onto my dash, I would still give them the block/unfollow because intentionally or not they were still causing me stress)

oh i've unfollowed LOTS of people. i've unfollowed enough people that i'm starting to run out of the content i want on my dash, cuz it's hard to find the good stuff without the bad and even blogs that i thought were innocuous occasionally end up slipping shit onto my dash. i've only actually blocked a handful of people (the ones that are Like That™ enough not to leave well enough alone), and i've also blacklisted those names so posts that have additions from them or even reference to them are no longer shown on my dash (though i do see "hidden for X", which often lets me know the person who reblogged it follows them, which is a red flag all on its own a lot of the time🙃)

and discord is its own mess. i get 95% of my social interaction from my discord fandom servers, and i love them to death, honestly i do, i've lived in those for YEARS and been happy to do so. but, again.......it all felt a lot less stressful in years past. it's the hazard of large servers that you're guaranteed to have conflicting opinions in there, and in most regards that's one of the things that i absolutely love about it. discussing things from various angles, getting different viewpoints, having actual conversations about the show(s) that i love are what make fandom worth it. but conflicting over the same things over and over again, seeing the same cold takes that i would usually just unfollow someone for on tumblr and not really being able to do anything about it or escape it (can't blacklist words/terms on discord like on tumblr, you just have to wholesale block individuals, which i can't really do because i moderate several servers and mods can't just ignore things 😅 in their servers), is turning out to be very grating nowadays in ways that it didn't used to be, even if it's only a fraction of the actual activity. even just the passive aggressive mention of some of these topics is enough to make me feel like shit for the rest of the day.

same with fic. i've hardly read any fanfiction at all in MONTHS, not because i don't love the characters anymore, but because there's no way to tell what take the author is gonna have or what fanon characterization they're gonna lean into, and getting halfway through a fic before being hit with That Stuff™ kinda makes me wanna cry by now. the subtle stuff never gets tagged for, but it sure as fuck can still ruin my week. it's safer to just not bother. and that SUCKS.

my anxiety has been SKY HIGH lately, and i can't tell if it's because i'm already super anxious for outside reasons and that's making the fandom stuff worse, or if the fandom reasons are making me super anxious on their own and making the outside stuff worse. it all feeds into each other and everything is just bad.

and there's not a whole lot that can be done about it besides, like. leaving. which i'm not gonna do. because i do love the show and i do love interacting with other fans of it and sharing ideas and jokes and spitballing story ideas. without all of that, what would i even do with myself??? as previously mentioned, this stuff is 95% of my social circle 😅 and i have nothing else to replace it with. unfortunately, TW still takes up the majority of my brain, and trying to cut that out would just make me isolated and even more miserable.

it just really really sucks that the fandom that used to feel like home.....doesn't anymore.

#and the answer is #Anonymous #personal post #i'm probably just depressed lmao #but really and truly fandom didn't used to feel like this #even THIS fandom didn't used to feel like this i swear #or maybe i was just in more of a bubble and that bubble has eroded over the years #as other people moved on to other fandoms because most people don't commit for a solid 6-7 years at a time #the steady loss of fandom friends has certainly contributed to this #once friends move on to other fandoms we tend to lose touch #cuz we have nothing left to connect over or talk about #but i haven't made nearly as many NEW friends to replace them with

[cr0bat]

It's kind of silly, but I'd like to retreat back to tumblr.

I have been doing the full-time school, full-time job, full-time pregnant lady with two kids already thing for over a month now, and so I have been kind of stuck with my thoughts for a while.

This isn't to say I have any regrets. I know that a year from now, I will be thankful for the current grueling nature of what I'm going through presently.

A year from now, I'll only have a half year of school left. I'll have a 9 month old,(it gets much easier at 9 months.) a 2.5 year old and a 4.5 year old. I'll be almost 30. And hopefully, I'll have a few of my other short-term goals realized: a bigger garden, and the tenacity to have kept up with it all and be used to juggling it all.

That being said, there are things I think I need to change to get there. The current dialogue about "reasons why teachers are quitting and students are failing" is emphasizing the lacking in current parenting. People are pointing out that children are not being spoken to, that parents are too distracted as a result of the increased demand since the cost of living is a bit too much. As I think about this, I find myself not disagreeing with anything being pointed out.

In addition - I also watched a TikTok today about a mom reflecting upon her "annoyed" tone with her 4 year old in comparison to her 2 year old... and I can guiltily relate.

That being said, here are some changes I'd like to implement in between now and that not-so-distant future:

Less screen time. Exhaustion is not an excuse. This is mainly for me, but for kids, too. We already do a good job of not letting our kids on screens outside of downtime at home after school. And I already read books before bed, but I'd like to do more hands-on activities in our downtime nonetheless.

More outside time. I have felt so much joy from the little garden I grew this year. Getting a fence around the yard was also an upgrade that helped playtime become much safer and easier since we live on such a busy road. Not to mention, I'd like to be able to let the dog get fresh air more often.

Journaling. For real. I love it. Even the little madness I type here. It's something. It makes me feel less inclined to talk someone's ear off. Even if I only type it, and don't necessarily use my pen - though I do love using my pen - it would help me mentally.

Eating more greens and drink more water. I am craving veggies so bad. And I don't think it's the pregnancy, I think it's just me. This goes hand in hand with having a garden. The water one is self-explanatory.

Going through what I have instead of acquiring more. Sorting pictures, actually using art supplies, cleaning my areas and putting decorations on the walls. Reading books instead of buying them. Photo albums are a must now that I'm taking pictures of my kids faster than I can manage.

Investing in meaningful friendships. This is the topic that has made my brain whir the most recently. I'm realizing that I'm allowing people in my life to take up very complacent roles as friends when I have so many people who reach out and I don't give them the chance to be in my life. No more people who don't value what I do. My family and job are important. I am constantly pursuing growth. People who can't relate... I have a hard time with them, and I shouldn't try to get them to see the world the way I do. I should let them remain stagnant in their own. And not lose sleep over it. People who allow for me to be inconvenienced and put down, people who benefit at my expense... I don't really wish to be around that anymore. And I need to play an active role in removing those influences from my life.

Anyway, all this to say, I am hoping to have a productive Saturn Return. It started with me dying my hair red and returning to school, becoming pregnant and having a realization about the relationships in my life that do not serve me and my family. I hope we can continue to grow and I can become a better parent, a better person to those around me and better human overall.

I hope I can convince myself I have more to offer the world than just my time and effort, and I hope I can someday feel that I am deserving of the blessings I have gained along the way, that I have earned such a wholesome and loving partner and that the air I breathe is not wasted.

Hello again, tumblr.

[britneyshakespeare]

6, 8, and 10 for the ask game ❤️

Funny enough, these were three of my favorite questions in the prompt :^) good taste anon

What is your favourite part about being aromantic?

The best and worst things about being aro kind of go hand-in-hand in my experience. You're unique! But no one understands you. You defy expectations! But you never fit in with other people. You can be all alone! You're all alone. Etc. etc.

But yes, the uniqueness of it is what makes me feel comforted, especially when I put my feelings out there and other people actually understand them. Which is mostly just other aros, but still, other aromantic people are awesome. We learn so much from each other. I genuinely do feel closer to people when they tell me that they're aro and/or ace or even that they've questioned (or are questioning) that in themselves because it's like, phew. Someone who has a bit of experience in my shoes, even if we still ultimately come about it differently.

But as a creative writer, being aromantic fucking rocks. Fuck amatonormativity. Soooo much literature is amatonormativity. Especially poetry, and I know that intimately well as a goddamn poetess! I've gone on this rant before but being an aromantic poet is kind of inherently rebellious to me. I love writing about my aromanticism. Often I come to it since it's been a topic of confliction and confusion in me more than pride, but the pride comes in looking what I've done. And the creative product of an aromantic person reflecting on their experiences is always going to be subversive and interesting to me.

Do you associate anything with being ‘aromantic culture’?

I guess this kind of relates to the last question, in that, yeah, I think my poetry is pretty Aromantic Culture™ if that is a thing. Well I mean, it probably is a thing, but I'm not the moooost involved in aro or ace-spec circles online? I used to be more active in them, although never too immersed because back when I would go to blogs and pages and all that to feel affirmed, I didn't wanna be chased by the exclusionists since that was the height of Tumblr ace discourse.

And nowadays I'm just not as online as I used to be. Sometimes I see posts from other aros coming on my dash that reference an inter-community discourse that I'm just not aware of and not necessarily interested in forming a stance on? I could name examples but I kinda don't want to since I don't wanna offend anyone or invite those discussions I'm admittedly ignorant of to begin with.

I guess certain spaces on the internet are just aromantic culture to me. I don't overly personalize the things I like to be aro (unless I make them of course). Perhaps certain works of art that other people make, particularly other women when they're defying heteronormativity. For me my identity as a woman is inseparable from my aromantic experience but I also feel like... well, a shit ton of the aro people *I know* (I don't know the hard numbers on this, if there are even surveys) are nonbinary, so. My aro culture doesn't speak for everyone. Idk. This is a fascinating question and I feel like I could get lost in a million tangents about just what it means to be this or that thing. I guess aro culture to me bleeds everywhere but never shows itself solidly. We're all aro in an amatonormative culture, aren't we?

How long have you known you are aro?

Six years, as a matter of fact. Around the time I started my senior year of high school and I was overall in a very bad place, feeling how transitory my current life was but not being able to see anything in the future. It also felt like a lot had been behind me since, well, when you're 17, you're not grown up for sure but you really don't feel like a kid anymore either. I reflected on a lot of my "romantic" experiences and how I came out of them, and some things just didn't add up anymore like I thought they once did.

Sometimes I still have internal doubts because I'm like "am I really aro if—" (you know how it is) but I've always kind of known since I first accepted it that there's really nothing else I *could* be, in this lifetime anyway. But yeah, even as I have known for a relatively long time now (I just realized that's most of the time I've had this blog lol) I think my feelings about my aro identity have moved around a lot. Life experience certainly is something that happens and happens even more to you when you age beyond high school, and I am not perceived or treated in anything like I was back then.

I know I already answered that question with the first paragraph, but I just had to elaborate, because of course I would. :^)

send me aromantic asks

#anon #dianswered

[levynne]

shameless plug but hello new followers, i know you’re here for genshin art so i have more ways to access my stuff JHGJHSDKJ

i’m @ levynnie on twitter and tiktok, twitter gets slightly more attention from me than here including more wips + oc stuff, and then my tiktok gets art posts, memes, screen recordings of me playing genshin, and will eventually be home to cosplay stuff once my diluc cosplay finally arrives :>

i make special stuff for my tiktok specifically on occasion, aka terrible joke animatics lol

no obligation ofc, this is just a very stupid little plug

#hi i'm vynne and i crave validation #i just don't use tumblr very often anymore so i'm handing out my more active social media lol #genshin impact #vynne says things

[coping-via-clint-eastwood]

In Rememberance of a King - Connery!James Bond x Reader

(A/N: YES that is the title even though NO, it has no bearing on the story. This is in honour of our beloved Sean Connery. May he rest in peace.

Alright, for those of you reading this fic on Tumblr: this isn't actually the first fic I've written. You guys are gonna kill me for not sharing sooner, but I have written a lot on Wattpad XD This was copied and pasted from there, with this part of the author's note added for Tumblr. And, as for the video, I tend to add whatever song or image I can that I vibed to during the process of writing the story. Also, I have to warn you guys, that you might find my writing rather blaise. That's just my vibe when I'm writing. One more thing: most of my stories consist of dead exhaustion, because that's how I feel most of the time.)

James was at a baccarat table, with you seated next to him, not to play yourself, but as his companion, as per your cover for the present mission. You were on his left side, so that while he could use his playing hand, his other arm could wrap around your waist. He had been playing for quite a while now, and the time was ebbing into the wee hours of the morning. You were on active duty and were used to going without sleep, but you were still tired; you required sleep while gambling was a form of relaxation for James. You were actually falling asleep on him, your head on his shoulder. James being James, you felt his hand slide from your waist further down your hip. You hoped that James would respect you enough to let you just sleep. Not too long after you felt his hand move, the game ended. He helped you stand and escorted you to the DB5, having to do most of the physical work as he placed a nearly-dozing you in the passenger seat.

When he had successfully walked you into your shared hotel room - yes, you were posing as a couple - he closed the door and pulled you so that your front was directly touching his.  "James, please..."  you practically sighed sleepily, blinking rapidly to try to wake yourself up.

"All right," he complied, but still held you so that you did not fall.

"I think I can walk..."  you murmured, pushing yourself off from him.  You stumbled only slightly as you made your way to the chair where your sleepwear was hanging.  You took them and went into the bathroom.  James changed outside.  He just put on a pair of pajama trousers and got into bed shirtless, pulling the covers up to his waist.  He bent an arm under his head so that he had a vantage point to watch the bathroom door.  The both of you had brushed your teeth prior to going to the casino, so he just lay in bed and waited for you.  You came out and, after carelessly casting your other clothes on the same chair, plonked down onto the bed, just faceplanting at a diagonal angle on the bed.  James moved to pull you further onto the bed but your hand shot forwards to halt him, accompanied by a muffled, "I'm fine."  You brought your other arm forwards and pushed yourself so that your head and chest were off the bed, the point of contact starting from your abdomen.  You clenched your fists and dragged yourself to position yourself rightly, with your head now above your pillow and your legs towards the foot of the bed.

Fulfilling that, you faceplanted again.  James made two gentle tugs on the covers in quick succession, causing you to roll off and roll back under them when he lifted them for you.  You cuddled up to him and lay your head on his chest; while you never allowed James to have you in the way he usually did with other women, the pair of you had taken to holding each other at night.  The both of you were able to sleep more comfortably and, you did not know about James but, it certainly made you feel safer.  Your hand automatically went to his chest hair and played with it.

"You like chest hair?"  he had asked on the first night you did it.  You has given a simple 'yes', too shy to say anymore.  He had accepted it and docilely laid still, enjoying the feeling of your hand running over his chest and through the hair there.  He had done the same every night since.

"You don't let me have you, and yet you enjoy holding me," he put to you, not meaning for it to be accusatory, but a genuine inquiry.

"I don't want to just be another mission fling of yours...we know each other personally.  I see you often.  How can I pass you by everyday without thinking about what we have done, if I allow you to do it?"  It was late at night, and you were too tired to put a halter on your speech.

"If I didn't know any better, I'd say that someone was genuinely in love with me," he smiled teasingly.  He had meant it in jest, but your fingers, which has been curling in and out of his chest hair even throughout your expunging, stilled.  You wanted to shift backwards and turn to sleep facing away from him, but that single pause gave you away to him.  Even though he did not physically restrain you, his next words took you prisoner and made you freeze in your spot.  With a raised eyebrow, he asked a gentle, "You are?  Why?"  Both you and James knew that he had valid basis for his question:  you of all people knew of his promiscuous nature, and yet you still gave your heart to him.

"I don't know, James..."  you sighed, giving a gentle tug on his chest hair for comfort, "you can be loyal when you want to...you always remain loyal to queen and country, you remain loyal to the mission, no matter what the costs are.  That's why I admire you.  You protect those close to you to the best of your ability.  You are gentlemanly, patient and understanding.  I'm sorry, and I understand if you don't want anything more to do with me-"

"You have nothing to apologise for," he cut in.   He had been happy to listen to your explanation, but stopped you when you started to doubt yourself.  "You are still very dear to me.  I assure you, I will not push you away."  You looked up at him in shock.  Your breathing came in rapid succession, and, at a few hours past midnight, you did not have any control of your tear ducts.  Seamlessly, he placed a hand on each of your cheeks and used his thumbs to wipe your tears, and continued, "But, how do you feel now that you have told me this?"

Your hands held onto his forearms.  You calmed down quicker than you had started crying, not really having had to cry but having given in to the fact that it was probably three in the morning, and spoke, "I-if you still want to...I'd like for us to stay friends."

He dried the rest of your tears and moved the both of you so that he was on his back with you at his side, head on his chest again.  You closed your eyes and your hand returned to its previous position.  "All right..."  he murmured, placing a protective kiss on your forehead at this point, then mumbling against it, "I'll stay."

#james bond #james bond 007 #sean connery #rip sean connery #c-v-c-e fic

[pictures-from-the-universe]

That's some old family photos. I am still not knowing what sort this blog will get, but I think it's some of these diary blogs.

Like: Omg guys and gentlemen you wouldn't believe what happened today at the supermarket!!

And then I tell you a story about the universe...

But also I like the Idea that I can write all my thoughts, especially the autism ones, down and get my head free, what is very relaxing and after i wrote them down, I let them fly away in the deepsea of electromagnetic waves, like a letter in a bottle throwed in the deepsea of mostly Water, which means a sea like the pacific, who is also full of waves and I'm pretty sure that there are not only water based waves, but also electromagnetic waves, what's like two apples from different sorts. They are different sorts of waves, in this universe, you have to know! Like electromagnetic and mechanical waves. So all of them periodical distributions, ,,periodisch wiederkehrende Störungen/Signale" in german. But don't nail me on this, it's just a memory of a old physic book, I read time ago. So jeah... Give me a minute to think about what I am want to write down, bevor I want to write about waves.

So this blog is like a bootle in ocean and if you find them feel free to enjoy and share it but when not, then this text isn't useful for you, because you can't read the informations in it... That's a smart sentence, I know, but you have to know that I'm smart too and I'm not even arrogant, since I am perfect.😋

Okey a short story to the photos on the top. In one of them you see my mother, but surprise... She smiles. It's literally the only photo or moment i can remember, that she smiles. Not this short laughs or the ,,you just don't know what I know-smile" and Chantal knows exactly what I mean, but just smiling in the moment and that are the best smiles in the universe, because they happen in real-time, what means they are honest and magical. I know I describe many things whit magical, but this don't mean that I think they are magic, but they feel like magic and if you don't what magic feels like, you have a sad sad life. And even that you know what magic is? Physic is magic ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ jeah emojis!! Emojies are cool too, just like physic.

So, you kow what are the fundamental forces in this universe? I mean sorry, yes of course you know it because they are just four. And some other phyisc things are important too and all in one you get magic. Things working together, without a logical reason to exist. Universe i know... Just a big space for 🚀🌌 or a magical ✨ mysterious thought of yourself 💜??

This and maybe other themes or nothing of them, you can read in my next posts.

So jeah, bottle in a ocean... This hit exactly when the bottle have a abo button 🔘 so you can find her again in the universe. Even of that fell free to use this posts for you self. I often see parts in the personality of other people that I like a lot and then i just put them in my own personae. A activity that many autistic people do, I learn from a other post of another person in the universe. Does nobody care that we are in a universe? I mean I know that people care about them and honestly I have to say that this was an rhetorical question and I'm feel sorry for telling it. I know that they are the worst questions of all, because now you think about it and try to collect informations out of you brain 🧠 to answer it and then you getting angry about that I don't want a answere, because I already have one. I know really disrespectful behavior but what should I say, I also make some fails, that can hurt other peoples. When this were not my own personal blog, then first i wouldn't write this post and second when I would, I would say something like ,,I try not to tell rhetorical questions anymore" but it is my own blog, so if you don't can handle these questions then I feel sorry and I understand you, but I write what I want to write, what is the most important rule of this blog, but i really understand you if you say that these questions can hurt. I mean why are people asking something like that. When you want to tell me something and don't know how to start a conversation then just tell me what you want to tell me and then i can answer (or not because it's my decision and only because you want to talk to me, doesn't means I want talk to you) but don't confuse me with a completely nonsense questions, look strange to me because I take you as serious person and want to show that I respect and like you enough to think about the question in you head and try to help you with an answer and after this don't get annoyed, because of that I answered your, it was you question and you are the one who make the decision, to convert electric and chemical signals into waves who waves through the universe and get converted back to signals from another things that are made of materia who is made out of energy who is another word for speed and that are only exist because they spin faster than lightspeed and don't let the time catch them, because time can only travel with the speed of light and when you are faster than this you can exist but you have to be faster in both directions and heres where the anti particles came in, who are just the same particles, running back in time, but in his own word he runs forward in time of course. So time and room doesn't touch each other really, they existing next to each other because they are and jeah here you need to see how time shows out (at least in my brain 🧠) to understand where I want to go with you but it's a long and comlex thought and it's not even finish and in some of his parts are paradoxical and other doesn't make sense at all or they are just to ,,early-thougth-magical" , what means that they are just a few times, waves (periodical informations), or what ever you count the age of you thoughts (I take both of them, waves for the more intensive ,,core thoughts" -how i call them-, and the other for the more electron like thoughts who are more outside and better for the use of connections with other thoughts -in this case though means people _ I have to rename them into thoughts that the theory is working, hope this doesn't confuse you❤️_ - ), old and you can not see them at all and have to wait until they are older and you can understand them better.

I like tumblr ways more than instagram because here I have the feeling that the text don't get discriminated and the pictures are free to show her own scale and don't have to be square. I think I delete instagram because its very racist to the pictures and don't say there is no way to be a racist to a picture, that only shows that you don't see pictures like I. But on the other hand its a cool way to store some of my good pictures and jeah I think I take it as an folder for pictures but sorry instagram I'm with tumblr now and you know what?!! He kisses ways better than you!!!😂🌌

Just a short autism joke.

You know why I like the word ,,autism" so much? I mean the german ,, Autismus" sound s beautiful at own but in english you get this ,,sm" at the end and speak the ,,au" more like ,,ou" and this is definitely one of the best word-waves who exist, at least at my opinion, feel free to think different, I mean we are not on squarestagram...

So I write a lot today and of course I can write the whole day but my fingers hurt and I'm getting hungry 🥺 so i say goodbye and Auf Wiedersehen.

Bye 👋😎

#autism #autism blog

[h3l10tr0p3]

Headcanon: Deku, the Serial Shipper

Contains- Mentions of sexual activities, established relationship - Bakudeku; Crack pairings- TodoIna, JiroMomo, UraTsuyu, UraTenya, DenkiSero, Kirimina, platonic Kiribaku etc.

(Beware- Long post)

Jesus Christ, I just had this HC and now I gotta spill, otherwise I won't be able to sleep tonight. Here's another annoying Long Post for y'all)

Deku, as a Pro Hero and Katsuki's Duo Partner, has a pretty hectic life since the media are crazy bloodhounds, the villains are a pain in the ass, interacting with fans becomes exhausting at times, and the critics are demons wailing for his blood.

Yeah, very hectic. And on top of that, there's very little time to relax. Most of the days he sneaks some solace in the gym, if he can buy more time he likes to read and immerse himself in his notebooks and research. Fighting Katsuki to blow some steam is a last resort to shed off weeks of frustration and only reserved for off-days or desperate times - because something like that inevitably devolves into gratuitous rough sex or worse, day-long fuck-a-thon. Not that Deku doesn't enjoy it, he simply doesn't have the time to indulge and he knows Kacchan doesn't either, so they try to keep their hands off each other unless the occassion begs for much-needed violent release.

But sometimes, you just want instant relief. Sometimes Deku just wants to kick back and relax like a normal person, go on the internet, without everyone hounding him for a piece of his mind.

So he does.

Under Anonymity.

Et viola @allmight9000 comes alive on several media platforms including Tumblr and Twitter. At first, Deku masquerades around as a hardcore All Might fan fighting anyone who dares to diss the retired Symbol of Peace . But since his retirement, his popularity has gone cold, not many heated debates take place around him anymore and as sad as this makes Deku, he decides to discover new venues.

Now, Deku knows there's this dark void of fanfiction lurking on the net and there's no escape from it should he ever set foot into it. He is also aware of the dark things that beckon him from the sewers like Pennywise the Dancing Clown (eg. All Might/Endeavour, Hawks/Endeavour, All Might Bowl, All Might/ Hero Harem, All Might/Midnight, All Might/Aizawa/Present Mic and so on), things he should rightfully keep a safe distance from. But this is fucking Deku we are talking about- ofcourse he dares to dip his foot into the murk of fanfiction.

For science, he thinks, and takes the plunge.

It all goes downhill from there.

One day, Katsuki comes back from his shift to find Deku face-planted into the sofa, he hasn't eaten lunch, hasn't bathed and is claiming trauma, repeatedly insisting that he has sinned and he is going to hell for it, then he shakily holds up a 367k word fic of Villain Might/Endeavour. Katsuki has to slap him back to his senses. Later that night, Deku calls up Toshinori and asks him for forgiveness, when Toshinori asks him worriedly, 'For what?', Deku assures him he DOES NOT wanna know.

After obsessively going through various tropes and completing every Enemies to Lovers / Mutual Pining / Unrequited Love fic there is (and there is a lot, Deku hates himself every day for it), waiting torturous weeks for dead authors to rise from the ashes for a teeny tiny update, Deku finally gives up his small lake of unfulfilling All Might ships (because frankly it's hard to find a fic that suits his tastes and convincingly fleshes out a love story around a man who has pointedly avoided romance for the better part of his LIFE or a find a fic which is COMPLETE) and sets out into the sea of Ships.

Bad Idea.

Very VERY Bad Idea.

(We know it, he knows it. Katsuki is the only one who is blessedly oblivious because he chooses not to wade into Deku's mental shit and compromise his own sanity.)

Strangely, Deku has come to take an odd satisfaction of returning to fan mentality of shipping two people without restraints (rarely more than two)-it's simple, senseless, easy. It gives his head a break from all the overanalyzing it does and gives him a small dose of endorphins when he cant work out, eat out or fuck out the frustration. He was adverse to it first, since these are strangers trying to ship two random people (people he is friends with), and it was unsettling to find so many people shipping them when they've BARELY had any interaction in canon real life! What's the premise of shipping them at all? He just didn't find any allure to it back then. So he kept his reads under fluff and under mature ratings because he feels uncomfortable reading smut about his friends.

But Deku had a 'Oh my God they were ROOMMATES' moment when Jirou and Momo announce that they are dating to the U.A. Alumni, that too after reading a really fluffy Creati/Earphone Jack fic which accurately referenced their public sightings together and spun it into plot-points quite masterfully. ( the author did a real good job on it) And the most horrifying thing about the fic, Deku finds, is the fact that NO ONE, not even the AUTHOR knows how correct they were in their estimates! No one except Deku.

That realization shakes the foundations of Deku's beliefs and morality as he wonders how many fics out there , sfw or smut, requited or unrequited love, enemies to lovers or lovers to strangers, fluff or smut have come so so close to the truth, been so damn close - like an alternate course of their love-story? and WHY IS NO ONE GIVING IT MORE KUDOS?

This is how Deku ends up being the most irredeemable Shipper of the universe- with a mission in hand:

To curate proof of all valid ships and to supply aforesaid proof of it to the world (as subtly as he can of course, so as to not compromise his own identity or the privacy of the Shipped.)

He begins to scour through the net for paparazzi photos, indulges in gossip, pries out information of who is dating whom from his Hero contacts, authenticates it, creates folders and subfolders of photographic 'proof' (they are just teasers really) and whenever anyone writes a fic that comes anywhere close to the real thing he makes sure to tag them in his tumblr/twitter post with photos which basically pour gasoline over their fiery passion to continue dreaming and writing fics around those Ships. Like:

You wrote a fic of Fluffy Iron Fist x Real Steel? Here you go- an obscure pic of them leaving her apartment together

Uravity x Ingenium and Uravity x Froppy? A love triangle that could possibly end in heartbreak?!! Damn, sistah, who knows? (She's confused too, imho) So here you go- Uravity getting tipsy with Froppy and Uravity snuggling to Ingenium under the rain.

One-shot of Chargebolt x Cellophane getting frisky in an alley? Honey, I gotchu. Here's a pic of them arriving at a villain scene together with dishevelled clothes.

All Might x Endeavour Slow Burn? My dear friend- here's a picture of the Symbol of peace roasting marshmallows with Shouto on flaming Endeavour merch. Please don't make me block you.

All Might x Midnight? Here's a pic of my mom, me and my Dad AllMight. Midnight, Who binch?

Celsius (Shouto) x Gale Force Stripper AU? Oh, hey, look I'm totally that one lucky guy who was in the right place at the right time, okay? I dont know these guys personally, OKAY? Not. At. All. But I have some Opinions™ about your fic? and pics to support it. Just wanna show you that maybe...i mean...MAAYYYYYYBEEEE...the stripper is Galeforce, not Celsius? Yeah? Don't worry though, You're doing good. Love the slow build, keep up the good work!

Deku becomes a sensational fic-writer-enabler and often gives inspiration to writers who are looking to write for a new fandom. Deku's got their backs.

He sinks so deep into this Shipping business that one day Katsuki catches wind of it. It was becoming painful to keep ignoring Deku's descent into madness. Katsuki was okay with it as long as the nerd did his job well and fucked him even better (which Katsuki will never admit to enjoying, even at gun point. Pull the trigger, you coward). So, yeah, Katsuki could have accepted all of Deku's weird stalkerish behaviours (even if they weren't fixated on him all the time anymore and the 'Kacchan, sugoi!' comments had plummeted drastically....who needs the shitnerd to validate his worth, right?! Right...it didn't make him pissed AT ALL. because admitting that would mean he enjoyed it, WHICH HE DID NOT, MIND YOU)

What Katsuki couldn't accept was Deku accidentally using his official Hero twitter handle to post a very platonic (but in the eyes of rabid fans- borderline homoerotic) pictures of him and Eijirou and posted it as #Ground_Riot. The fucking flood of Zeku-haters and pro-GroundRioters had the comments section on FIRE. The post goes VIRAL.

Deku, fucking DEKU, the man who is secretly ENGAGED to him, is promoting GroundRiot like NO ONE's business and HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HE DID WRONG.

Katsuki finds Deku happily puttering around their shared apartment completely oblivious to the PR hell that has been licking at his heels. He immediately attacks Deku's account and is completely gobsmacked. Lo and fucking behold- every fifth picture in his blog is fucking GROUND RIOT.

Not just that, apparently, THIS MAN, his fucking FIANCE, is not only a renowned peacemaker in inane Ship wars, but is hailed as a Soothsayer of Ships for always correctly prophecizing "Ships that will Sail into the fucking Sunset', he is basically some minor god in the Hero fandom who is extorting excitement out of fic writers and fans alike so that 'the crime of incomplete fics' can be eradicated once and for all. And Deku's fucking commited to it.

(perhaps more commited to Ground Riot than his own betrothal because there isn't A SINGLE POST of ZEKU on his blog)

There's even a post where he answers an ask from anonymous. The question: "Are you also anti-Zeku? I have never seen you post anything related to that ship. Is it because you think it won't Sail?" And Deku answers shortly how he isn't explicitly Anti-Zeku, but doesn't like the idea of reading fanfics of that ship. He clearly witholds his opinion if the ship will sail or not. Katsuki also finds the chat which started all this shit.

Chat-

Hey! @allmight9000. I wanted to write a GroundRiot fic? Could you give me some inspiration?

Aww, sure! It's my favourite Ship tbh. I love GroundRiot. I have a whole gigabyte of inspirations in my laptop. I'll send you some when I get back home, okay?

Yup!!! I am actually a hardcore Zeku fan. But recently my friends got me into Ground Riot and I am addicted!! But Zeku will always have a special place in my heart <3

I see. :)

Do you wanna try it out? I know you mentioned you don't like it. But I know some REALLY good fics.

No thank you ^_^ I make it a point to not read those fics. I just can't visualize it working, you know?

Oh...np. Each to their own. But I really hope one day you try reading some if you can?

I don't think so ...😅...uh...but..Any preferences for your inspiration though? or genre youre interested in?

Fluffff!!

Haha, okay! Look out for the new post on my twitter!

YASSS!! Love ya!

You too!

Katsuki sees red, he's about to flip his shit when he decides to give Deku one LAST fucking chance to explain WHY THE FUCK is he promoting Ground Riot when he should be shipping Zeku and demands of him if he really wants their Fucking Ship To Sail Or Not.

Deku gets defensive and says of course he does. Katsuki asks why he has been trying to push him onto Eijirou all this time if he wasnt serious about it. Deku doesnt want to answer. Then Katsuki gets fruatrated and asks WHY the fuck didnt he post Zeku.

"Because I don't want to support it"

"We are literally fucking engaged, you moron. What the FUCK do you mean you don't support it?!"

"I support Us, Kacchan! I just don't wanna support Zeku-shippers! Those two things are different!"

"WHy dont you wanna support them?! tHere is No Difference!"

"There is! I am not obligated to do anything for you. But if I admit to shipping Zeku out loud to the shippers, then I'm obligated to post pictures of us and I know that if I start posting that then my blog will literally be a flood of just Us all over!!"

"What is WRONG with that?!!"

"WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ENGAGED IN SECRET! NO ONE IS SUPPOSED TO KNOW! you said it yourself! That you don't like the useless yapping of reporters about your love-life where it isn't their business!"

"YEAH? WELL FUCK THAT!"

And Katsuki whips out his phone, takes a selfie of french kissing the hell out of Deku and immediately posts in on his twitter. Deku has hardly reeled back from that intense kiss when he realizes what Katsuki has done and he practically explodes in shame.

"Kacchan!! Our secret!"

"Your fucking fault, Deku. If I have to deal with the shitty extras at all, it better be for the right Ship, you dumbass. I'll punt you straight to China if I hear Ground Riot from your mouth ever again...capiche?"

"But I like Ground Riot...It's a valid ship, Kacchan. You cant diss on it just like that. It has wonderful scope, and the fluff in this ship is AMAZING. I think I have a soft spot for Uke!GZ and Soft!GZ now... and it is a really mutually productive ship unlike- hrmff!", Katsuki shuts him up with a smack to his mouth and sheds his shirt.

"Shut your mouth and strip, shitnerd. I'll fuck the Ground Riot out of you. Also, let's make this fucking clear that if you mention ANYTHING that goes anywhere near Eijirou's dick,ass, balls or mouth", Katsuki shivers, "then I'll wreck your dick, ass, balls and mouth. Remember that. Now STRIP"

"But what about platonically? That's a solid ship, right? Right, Kacchan? Also It doesn't mention Eijirou's- fuck!!!"

Deku gets wrecked thoroughly.

(Let's observe one moment of silence for his Shipping ass 🙏)

(r.i.p. Deku)

Katsuki later asks him why Deku doesn't read Zeku fics either, cause pretending to not like it to weasel out of obligation is fine, but it doesn't explain why he refuses fo read any either.

"A fic, especially the ones that I like, always are these perfect little stories which always have a happy ending. Can't help it, I'm weak to it, Kacchan- it's why I read fics at all, you know? For the rush of happiness and feels! It's always written with the intention that it will be perfect! And it is. But it doesn't come close to the real thing. There can be fics out there that come really close to what we really have though - but I refuse to accept that any fic could be better than the imperfectly perfect things I have with you, Kacchan. No matter what anyone insists, what I have with you is perfect to me. You are perfect to me. And that's all that matters."

Katsuki calls him an incorrigible sap and turns away to hide a violent flush that turns him red like a stop sign.

Omake:

Katsuki's #Zeku goes Viral too. But at this point no one understands what is going on or WHY. Because GZ appears to be a Zeku shipper when Deku is a GroundRiot shipper. Confusion abounds. Zac Efron memes agonize over Both ships, Captain America Japan Civil War Memes make a comeback. And for some reason, Deku keeps posting Ground Riot afterwards too and everytime he does, the next day he is seen limping.

"Did you have a hardtime with Zero-san at training yesterday?"

Before Deku can answer the one who asks him that, Eijirou comes up, winks and answers in his stead, "Very hard", and runs away to Mina's side before Deku has a shame-filled meltdown.

(The Ground Riot thing stops only when Mina and Eijirou get finally married.)

#bakudeku #katsudeku #katsuki x izuku #ktdk #bkdk #deku the shipper #humour #social media shenanigans #headcanon #fic idea #fanfic idea #too many headcanons #holy crap this was such a shit hc #deku ships kiribaku

[likesomekindofcheese]

Hey could I please get a ship for Queen & BoRhap? I'm a German girl, 5'5 short and I have long dark blonde hair. I'm chubby and funny (people tell me I am). I'm a student, soon starting to work as a library assistant. I play bass guitar and piano and I try to write songs. Sometimes I dance and do grandma things like knitting lmao. I love art, music (especially rock), fashion, photography, travelling, cars and vintage stuff. Also I'm more of a loner because I don't really have friends anymore 💖

Ah! Ich liebe Deutchland! Ich habe im Muenchen und Sueden Deutchland geresien! Und Ich liebe die Deutsche Sprache. 

I’m sorry if my German is bad, I’m just thrilled when I meet Germans and Austrian’s on Tumblr, so here is your ship without delay!

For Queen, I ship you with...

Roger Taylor!

You both met in Munich during touring. Roger is so fascinated by your German culture. He actually enjoys learning and listening to German perspectives on, say, British politics. 

He loves visiting where you live and finding life and adventure there, then heading to a city like Berlin! But he enjoys the feeling of holding your hand through this city and your company even more.

Roger LOVES that you are passionate about cars. You both blabber on and forever about cars and what you enjoy and why about every brand and type of car on earth. OFten you two will have dates of him just driving you.

He loves to hug and cuddle you, you always smell nice and feel soft to him. Plus you both get to blast rock music on the radio station!

He even enjoys taking you shopping for clothes and both of you enjoy trying on the best types of shirts and pants- even if his tastes are more eccentric, you both especially enjoy vintage stuff. Roger’s corner shop days with Fred have ingrained in him a pure love of vintage fashion that he is always free to share with you!

He even loves to listen to demos of your songs, suggesting lyric ideas if you are up to it or even improvising drum lines.

Sometimes he will get sappy and call you his “blonde schoenhiet” (which you use for him too, he he) or “meine perle”.

For Bohrap, I ship you with...

Joe Mazzello!!!

Joe knew you worked in the library. That was how he met you! In fact, he kept showing up and finding excuses to show up just to keep being able to see you!

As you two begin dating, he even loves to send bouquets of beautiful flowers to the library, especially on longer days!

He was blown away that you play the bass guitar like him! He even teaches you the stuff and even the movements he learned while training for and filming BohRap!

He also loves how funny you are. He will hit you with a cheesy pickup line, but then you will say some quip or something of your own to make him smile so wide his lips reach his ears. You both have such good energy and humor that goes back and forth.

He loves to go to bars with you and pick songs to play on the jukebox for you both to sing along to. You even dance together: you have Single Ladies almost synchronized. And of course, he will teach you the BAB dance and you both make a silly video of you both dancing it.

He calls you “babe” and “doll” a lot. Then he will lean down and kiss your forehead very sweetly, especially to see you go a little red and then smile.

He has even learned to pick up knitting as well with you! Believe it or not, he finds he enjoys “grandma” activities with you while listening to music or watching tv. He just tends to get his ball of yarn tangled because he keeps oogling you.

Though you are a loner, he helps bring you out of your shell and shows you places and ways to make friends. But no matter what you are in or how many people surround you, he is always there for you!

#carrie ships #queen ships #bohrap ships