#i just don’t wanna do this anymore

[kota-bee]

I just- I want to move out of this fucking house. Wanna live with my partner and their parents because they’re so accepting.

Yeah my parents “accept” me but there’s so many conditions to it. Why do I need to work for the bare minimum

#vent #parents #i just don’t wanna do this anymore #I’m so tired #i love them but #it’s a love I work for #and I hate that

[shima-draws]

What the FUCK Furina’s backstory is so fucking sad??? The absolute TORTURE she’s been through. Shit dude,

#Shima speaks #I’M SO UPSET. #THIS IS JUST RUKKHADEVATA ALL OVER AGAIN. GENSHIN STOMPING ON MY FEELINGS AND MAKING ARCHONS CRY #Why is it always the women. Stop doing this to our women. #Genshin Impact #Imagine putting on an act nonstop continuously for hundreds of years and not being able to tell anyone the truth #And dealing with the anxiety of your whole country dying out and it weighs on your shoulders and makes you so stressed #And you cry yourself to sleep every night bc you’re so tired you’re SO tired and it’s been centuries but you have to keep going. #You have to keep up the act you have to keep faking it you have to keep lying #You have to pretend everything is fine when it’s NOT and you don’t know what to do and you still can’t tell a single fucking SOUL #AGHHHH FURINA. MY SWEET GIRL. YOU DIDN’T DESERVE THIS #Genshin Impact spoilers #Furina #Focalors #I just wanna scoop her up into a big hug and tell her it’s okay 😭 Girl you don’t gotta act anymore you can finally FINALLY rest

[gracebethartacc]

Remember how I said the wishes being taken in my rewrite are a mass/kingdom wide amnesia? Yeah. What if tweaked the ‘Aster getting stars wish granted/Magnifico getting Star magic’ part of the plot a tinyyy bit and I used the forgetting part to be evil. What then.

#Basically mag isn’t getting star magic *immediately* #Like we get a tiny bit of breathing room to explore human aster a little bit before that ? #Bc I wanna drive the point of asters wish not turning out how star wanted home more #And I love amnesia ok that My Trope™️ #rewrite the stars au #wish rewrite #wish star boy #wish asha #As much as I like these sketches I don’t wanna go crazy w the tags bc this is verrrrry rewrite specific/canon divergent #Sooooo shrugs #Also also I realized like Hey Yeah why would Mag just. Not do that? Like “oh you two discovered I was evil?…Nuh uh. Not anymore you didn’t. #“Dark magic is in the air? WRONG. Amnesia.”

[puppyeared]

I made a lmk oc

#they’re supposed to be some sort of experiment to see if people could recreate Sun Wukongs stone egg. the goal was to make a more controlled #and tame version using carved wood and cultivation. but eventually they got worried about it becoming too powerful and scrapped it #eventually they come to life and live in the abandoned temple they were built in #their bottom half is made of wood because when they came to life their creator/s left them unfinished when they scrapped the project #they had to carve the rest of their body out of hunger and frustration because they couldn’t eat or move much by crawling on their top half #this is also why they spite their creators and hate irresponsible creation. because of abandonment issues and feeling like they have no #purpose or direction in life #their power is also very limited to due being man made since they were originally a wood carving #meo gave me the idea but one reason would be because they’re half finished. the sculpture was still half stump so it was completely untouche #that half can channel power in its raw form but the other half cannot once it’s been carved by man #so technically they could have the same level or potential for power as the stone but that was dampened #the other thing is how they were created to be a duplicate or recreation of a stone monkey and a celestial looked at that and was like #‘we’re not doing that again’ LMAO #i think the case of them carving their own legs doesn’t take away their power though. that balance was made #before they came to life so carving the legs or not can’t affect it anymore. like making a cake and slicing it #their energy levels are also naturally low because of that so their movements are sluggish and they aren’t very active overall #constantly lying in the sun to charge their batteries and get some stuff done. just like me fr #I actually don’t know what I’m gonna do with this character besides Put Them In Situations with other ppls ocs.. so if you have #a lmk oc you have been warned /lh /j #I wanna make some backstory art for them though.. maybe even the animatic treatment if I can get through dear wormwood which is 25 #SECONDS OUT OF 3 MIN BTW #doodles #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #Monkie kid #lmk oc #monkie kid oc #myart #my art #xin ya

[serevena]

And If I say enjoy tlou without sexualizing ellie 24/7 ???

#wanna rant but ppl will come for my neck #idc I stand by this wholeheartedly #the game is sm more than just ellie being hot #and yes I’m aware I write smut #but I don’t wanna do that anymore… #time to make actual heartfelt fics without caring about notes

[just-rainbow-thoughts]

Missed Chase Brody’s birthday yesterday because this fuck got me in a chokehold

#who out here wanna see him treated like an adult #he’s a creature but he’s also just some weird guy (just like me fr) #i am the op #jus sum doodly doos #fake peppino #…no main tag for this #context for the second pic: I think my friend's mashup album might not be the best thing to listen to while high #especially the last song #he’s in the default look in the third one because it’s when the movie was being made #I have very little context for the last two images I just had a vision I had to get out #first one is just something I do #translation for reversed text: #‘I see.’ ‘the backyardigans wiki is gatekeeping information.’ ‘that’s fun’ #‘oh this looks interesting’ ‘…what’s a mashup though’ ‘Squirtle I’m fucking dying’ ‘I should’ve stuck with red vox’ #I don’t know if I’m normal about this guy anymore

[alangdorf]

Oookay, first up, a silly little experiment trying to draw in ZUN’s style (I think for the first time ever? I never did back in the olden deviantart days almost a decade ago now, wow) kicked off by me noticing that there aren’t any Touhou characters based off of kamaitachi (type of youkai, lit. “sickle weasel”, has sickles for claws and flies around in strong winds causing cuts in your skin which are actually just it cracking open from it being dry and cold), but the pokémon Sneasel is! So, Touhou Sneasel gijinka. I’m not 100% happy with the design, I think I could’ve been more creative with the head area for example, but I figure I’ll just fix it up if I ever draw her in my normal style. Didn’t put too much thought into my character; I’m sewing and I’m using Ephy as a pincushion (I did used to do this; his middle section is full of beans) and my title is just a pun on my name.

Speaking of names though, hoo boy I spent like two days crawling through Jisho for these (eternal disclaimer: I’m not a native or even particularly fluent speaker and don’t have a perfect grasp on what does/doesn’t sound natural in certain contexts; my name is deliberately silly though). Hitsuki’s last name was pretty easy, I just put together the kanji for “wind” (風) and “weasel” (鼬), using pronunciations that together sound like the word for winter, variable amount of extra u’s notwithstanding. For her first name I ended up using the first syllable of the kun’yomi for several kanji, which I think is a thing people do for girls’ names irl? So the first kanji is “conceal” (潜), part of the word “sneak in” that bulbapedia says is part of the etymology for Sneasel’s Japanese name, Nyula/Nyuura, and then it’s “claws” (爪) and “fangs” (牙), and then after I decided this I found out that Sneasel’s old pokédex entries talk about them hiding their claws lol. Also less of an influence, but Hitsuki sound like the word for “starting fires”, which is used metaphorically in at least one compound word to mean troublemaking, which seems appropriate. I couldn’t resist alliterating the title, though I super didn’t want to bother writing out titles in Japanese or figuring out abilities so I didn’t.

As for me, I found some fairly uncommon kanji I could stick together to sound like “Rendoufu”, which is close enough, and they mean “tangle/fasten with thread” (縺), “stab/prick” (撞), and “fabric” (布). And then Kit (the word kitto means “for sure” but also just the English word kit). So I named myself Sewing Kit in the funniest possible way I could find (which is why my names aren’t in Western name order; idk where the initial should technically go but eh), and then threw “picture/drawing” (絵) on the end for good measure. Ok that’s everything I think

#art #digital #touhou #pokemon #sneasel #me #not tagging Elfilin lol not gonna jumpscare y’all with voodoo doll Ephy #I don’t use him as a pincushion anymore I just did for a little bit when I wanted to be in my bed while sewing and needed a place to put my #needle but didn’t wanna bring over my whole pincushion and risk losing the other pins in my bed #not 100% confident on having replicated the style well but it was fun to do

[satorisoup]

hi friends !! i usually dont post anything serious on here, but it has come to my attention that someone has been copying my works and taking the credit for my other blog, @kissinkou. i will go into full detail. if you are a mutual of mine, i ask that you please read.

this is a person who i actually know from before. they had followed me and sent an ask to this blog (@satorisoup) , which i answered a while back. they then unfollowed right after when i didn’t follow back immediately. i have dmed this person regarding this issue, and waited for a response while they were active, but of course was ignored. the ask & dm of mine will be attached below.

for context, my original post was posted on april 11th, 2024. you can read that here. this will give you an idea of the amount of pure copying and stealing of my work.

i will now attach screenshots of the plagiarized content. their post was posted today, april 15th.

the layout. the prompt. the words used. the context. even the warnings. all strikingly similar if not plagiarized from my original post.

a few similarities to note —

the “ white lace ” in gojo’s part.

the use of descriptions for the reader “ like an angel”, etc.

all of the quotes. hardly even changed. example :

“all pretty f’me princess ? ”

original — “all dressed up f’me ? s’ pretty. ”

+ more. you can see for yourself.

all the while, at the bottom they have the audacity to put “ dont copy or plagiarize.”

this is my work. my ideas. i do not give permission for people to copy, plagiarize, translate, or take inspiration from my pieces without credit.

if you had the inspiration from me, you could’ve kindly sent me a dm asking if it was okay to make a work based off of the prompt. usually, i would’ve said yes with credit.

but to completely take my entire idea, jumble it up, and claim it as your own is unacceptable. i take so much time & do so much work to create content for others, for free. it is not yours to take. it is not yours to copy off of. it is not yours to plagiarize. it is not yours, period. it’s unacceptable, rude, and completely disrespectful for writers who actually spend time creating content.

i do not take situations like this lightly, and it’s extremely upsetting to have something stolen from you like this. it makes me absolutely sick to my stomach that you could even begin to do something like that. how utterly disgraceful.

i won’t be including their @/ here in this public post because unlike them, i actually respect boundaries.

all this being said, if you are mutuals with this person & mutuals with me, i ask that you please break our mutual if you wish to keep interacting with said person. please dm me if you need more information. thank you !! <3

#tw // discourse #truly very upsetting to me… #i don’t even know what to do anymore #makes me wanna quit tumblr all together #theres no point in writing if people are just going to plagiarize it #₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ

[flowercrowngods]

always so funky to be reminded that your parents might love you but they don’t actually like you very much

#wasn’t i supposed to leave that feeling behind with puberty? #anyway mama decided i have no christmas wish #the sad little guy who can’t get nice things for themself also doesn’t get to ask for them now during the ‘ask for things’ time of the year #it’s not about christmas it’s not about material things it’s about looking me in the glassy eyes and asserting ‘you have no wish’ #when wishing is all i ever do you just never create a space safe enough for me to voice them #blah #not st #i’m so so sorry that whining is all i ever do anymore and i shouldn’t be so sad about this over and over again #i’m just. so small. tiny. and insignificant. i might not have been there all day and 99% of the conversations would have happened the same #i wanna stop feeling this way but i think in order to stop feeling this way i need to stop wanting to be loved and seen and listened to #by my mom. and i don’t think it’s entirely human or possible to stop wanting that. so oh well #i don’t know if i give them reason to like me. maybe i don’t. this might all be on me actually. #if she knew i’m crying about this she’d roll her eyes and say ‘you know how i am. sorry you misunderstood me’ #why do the blows keep coming? when’s it my turn to rest?

[arolesbianism]

Some concepts for the siblings

#keese draws #rain world #rain world survivor #rain world monk #just impulsive slug cat practice mostly but I also have been wanting to draw them #I wanna try my hand at making fun designs for some of the others so I needed to get my baseline first #I wanna go for more rodent vibes than cat but not too much so #I also wanna draw some of my other slugcat biology hcs but no promises I’ve been going thru it lately #oh yeah and I do imagine most slugcats as completely hairless so no fluffy arti sorry y’all #she does get the closest to having actual teeth of all of them tho so that’s a win for her #well ok all slugcats kind of have teeth but they’re more like small spines that line the front of their mouths #they don’t chew on food tho the teeth are for tearing bits of food off of things #carnivorous slugcats have bigger spines that more so resemble teeth but only in the sense that they’re much larger and easier to see #they also very much hurt more although usefulness in combat is often limited #as getting a good enough grip on a moving target ain’t easy #in fact these big ol teeth are more meant to be used for trapping prey while they like beat them to death or smth #but with larger prey becoming most carnivorous scugs main food source they don’t get used that way as often anymore #in my minds eye way way back slugcats used to be egg predators but as more and more dangerous predators started being common they adapted #a much more omnivorous diet with most of their protein coming from bugs #and hey now they eat bug eggs full circle Babey

[milogoestogreendale]

coming out powerpoint part 2: electric boogaloo?

#ill explain later guys #tbh im like nervous i don’t wanna inconvenience ppl #but i realized im a trans guy :/ #honestly might change the iconic username it’s just not me anymore :[ #also im sorry another name change soon #im probably getting my wisdom teeth out soon so i feel like i gotta tell my parents so i don’t accidentally out myself lol #my brain panics and i worry ill confess all my deepest secrets but in reality ill probably just end up sobbing about troy and abed or smth #actually i do that all the time i don’t even need an altered brain state

[the-terrible-theys]

found a tier list thing for ranking all the wks creature power suit designs and figured it’d be fun :)

tier list maker is linked here if you’re curious

anyway here’s mine!

edit: i keep getting notifs for this so i wanted to add that the tiermaker was done by @/galmiahthepigeon !

#wild kratts #half of these are probably in the wrong places but i’m too sleeby to look at it anymore. #i HATE the hammerhead and wild pony suits #cant even stand to look at them #why would they make that #the top row are all very very dear to me but ESPECIALLY squirrel bat and bat eared fox powers #if i were to do a tier list that excludes everything here but the top row those three would be at the very highest #then raccoon and gazelle after probably #love those #also doing this made me realize that parrot powers (at least with the beak part activated) are the closest the show gets to full fursuits #UNLESS IM NOT SEEING SOMETHING THATS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME ? #but in that one everything but his eye is covered. and i’m pretty sure that’s not a thing with any other powersuit ever #based on what i can see + remember at least #anyway. parrot and also heron and lawes’ perocia powersuits were designed so well and i’m mourning what the other bird suits could’ve had #the more i look at my filled out version of this chart the more i wanna change. because some of those are genuinely very well designed. #they just don’t have the visual appeal that for example the raccoon cps has for me. and i guess i mostly ranked them on visual appeal #kind of unfair because one can only make something like brine shrimp powers so appealing #but i’m gonna stop looking and just post it because this was fun to do

[silvermistcosmos]

tired of always texting first …

#sierra rambles #i wanna go on strike #i don’t wanna text first anymore #i wanna let them text me first #so do i just not text them until they text me first #is that wrong???

[shapeofmetal]

Me: hmm I did not care for that interaction. “Blocks” ahh that feels better. Now I can go about my day.

The person I just blocked: on public social media “And then they BLOCKED ME. IT WAS SO RUDE. IM ENTITLED TO TALK TO OREO AND NOW THAT THEY HAVE BLOCKED ME HOW AM I GOING TO TALK TO THEM??? I’m deprived. Oreo is problematic actually! 🤬🤬🤬

Me: wow I’m so glad blocking people means I don’t have to see what they are saying. I’m living my life now and moving on.

The person I blocked: MOM SOMEONE ON TWITTER BLOCKED ME CALL THEIR MOM AND MAKE THEM TALK TO ME.

#the fact that multiple people are going to assume I’m talking about them specifically says a lot #I’ve had to deal with pushy or rude people over the years #I’ve always just blocked and moved on #if someone else blocks me I see that as them saying they don’t want to interact and I respect that #I’m not entitled to their time or energy #that goes both ways #if I block someone I’m not obliged to talk to them anymore #that’s why blocking is an option #so many people online treat me like I owe them something #wether it’s art or a conversation or a friendship #I don’t owe people anything #I just wanna draw weird robots #I’m not going to name any names or call anyone out for being obnoxious #if people want to make public callouts denouncing me for the crime of blocking them that’s their problem #I will say though that what I have been shown of those posts is so cringe #I do not regret a single person I have blocked #if you end up blocked on the internet build a bridge and get over it.

[solarisgod]

We drank One Piece canned sparkling water for the first time last night, then we had One Piece related dream for the first time ever

#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ OOC . › #[ bros the human brains are craaaawwwzzyyyy wtf [ #[ WHAT DID THEY PUT IN THESE WATER WTF ] #[ we don’t even remember the full details but we were just vibing with the Strawhat Crew on their ship 😭😭😭 cryign ] #[ we're not too heavily interested in One Piece ( yet likely ) but the store ] #[ don't sell Pokémon related sparkly water ( you can see few at he back lmfao ) anymore ] #[ while I do love collecting a whole lot - and cans are interesting to collect so ] #[ STARS I really wanna get the others as well ( Zoro Nami and Tony Tony Chopper ) ... ) #[ these cost deadass around $4.25 tax included so the ones above were $11.30 holy fuck ] #[ maaybeeee this weekend or whenever my grandfather visits us I'll ask him to take me to our local mall.... mayhaps... ] #[ anygays good morning gaymers may you all have a lovely day and week ahead!!! 💖✨💖✨💖✨ ]

[pepsitwist]

wrestling is so weird. like. these aren’t real people. but they ARE real people. but they’re not. sometimes they use their real names, sometimes they act like themselves, but they’re still CHARACTERS, despite using the same name and acting like themselves and generally just being a person. but then you have people that act like they’re demons or gods or aliens and like. they’re considered just as normal and average and they’re just tossed into a ring with ppl that are Just Dudes, and sometimes the Just Dudes WIN!!!

sometimes it’s so hard to be like “hey this is a character, this isn’t a real person” when you see like. dante martin or jon moxley or toni storm or jamie hayter or somebody that’s just a Person. but then they go up against malakai black or danhausen or abadon or alien gimmick kris statlander and it’s like oh yeah, that’s right, this is all very much a story telling experience that’s being acted out for my entertainment and i LOVE that. i can’t get that kind of experience anywhere else. thats such a pro wrestling specific emotion to feel and i love it so much. kayfabe is so fun.

#note that this isn’t me insinuating that kayfabe can’t be broken #i think it’s totally fine for ppl to break kayfabe. i was JUST praising the bucks for breaking kayfabe on bte this week #bc it gave the video a somuch more authentic feel bc it WAS authentic. #at least more authentic than usual. sometimes it’s nice to see the people that play our favorite kayfabe people #the person behind the character is still important #even if i usually don’t partake in a ton of out of kayfabe content just bc i rlly enjoy the stories and characters #i don’t usually talk out of kayfabe. i’m a very in kayfabe person. but i love and appreciate that wrestlers aren’t forced #to maintain their characters at all times anymore. sometimes i DO wanna know what wrestlers think. and it’s very nice especially in times #like this where they can use their influence for good and offer their support for causes they care but #even if their character wouldn’t necessarily do that #anyways. i have a lot of feelings and opinions abt kayfabe but it basically boils down to. #let people enjoy kayfabe. but let wrestlers be people. respect people that enjoy and get invested in kayfabe #but also don’t harass wrestlers that like having a separate out of the ring persona where they can be more themselves #astra talks