#i just cant believe it & my own hcs for yu just make it really difficult to understand why he'd have trust for him once more

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i keep trying to wrap my head around it & i really cant. like i really don’t understand why canon/spin-off w/e keeps trying to frame yu as somehow being okay with adachi? idk i just think anything post-reveal about adachi is a touchy subject for yu. there is so much that happens in the ameno-sagiri fight that fucks him up for years. i think adachi even managed to form triggers in yu that he never had previously. he absolutely gave him trust issues bc how many people feel like that behind what they’re projecting. as much as yu believes adachi can be redeemed, it’s still a hard subject bc yu thought adachi was his friend. but yu’s traits are so much like a dog’s that if you kick or abuse it, any trust between you is gone.  & a dog will show its teeth eventually & won’t want you anywhere near it. it won’t forget what you did or how you hurt it, it will hold you responsible for your actions. yu will not let you back into his heart after you taint a relationship or hurt him. a bond can still be negative, which i think does have interest with the ideas behind arcana bc we’ve always seen them as positive in relationships with a wildcard. but after watching the accomplice ending too, siding with adachi was the worst decision he could have ever made in just so many ways that i’m sure he & at least two others are no longer alive bc of his betrayal. there’s no way those three can recover after what yu did. yu’s too loyal to his friends & family & has too many questions regarding adachi to really bother with what he has to say. unless someone can provide me a valid explanation for why yu could even remotely be comfortable in the same room as adachi, i just fail to see it.

#▼ OOC △ #i cant wrap my head around it #i like adachi & sho but his relationship with yu was completely tainted & unable to be fixed #at least i cant write mine being at all comfortable around him post reveal & i dont think yu can believe what comes out of his mouth #bc he was shown to be manipulative & yu values honesty & truth more than anything #idk ive just been thinking of this stuff again lately & i just do not understand how atlus can write these two #like everything can be hunky-dory at the end #i just cant believe it & my own hcs for yu just make it really difficult to understand why he'd have trust for him once more