#i invented a girl character called ‘missy’ based on the ‘mystery girl’ in his song ‘in the closet’

[turnleftaticela]

you know. i wonder if i’d’ve figured this out earlier if i’d seen media as a kid with nonbinary people in it. i wonder if i’d’ve been like “yeah that. that’s me”

#trying to think who i identified with as a kid #holy fuck wait maybe that’s why i hyperfixated on michael jackson at age 9 #because of the bad/dangerous-era androgyny #even thriller-era a little bit #and i would okay do you want to hear something really insane. #i invented a girl character called ‘missy’ based on the ‘mystery girl’ in his song ‘in the closet’ #and i would act out scenarios where she and michael were like dating #by imagining michael’s spirit was inside one of my stuffed animals and like talking to it djdgwywwiwj #BUT. #most of the time i would pretend to do a magical spirit swap with the stuffed animal #so that i could play the part of michael #and be the one who was dating missy #jesus fucking christ lmfao #i haven’t thought about this in so long #also have never told anyone about it LMAO congrats if you’re reading this #THE SONG WAS LITERALLY CALLED IN THE CLOSET goodbye