#i hope they'll come back with more!

[sadfishkid]

since it’s pride month, i thought i’d share this wonderful series of documentaries about the lives of LGBT people from different russian cities. there are five of these documentaries so far and all have english subtitles:

playlist with all five

yekaterinburg

irkutsk 

novosibirsk

kazan

vladivostok

#the irkutsk one is my favourite #i think they were planning to do 12 of these but the team had to leave the country this spring #i'm not sure whether they managed to film more or not but if not then i hope they'll get to come back one day and finish their work

[mermaidsirennikita]

lol when you look for historical romances published in trad these upcoming months... NOT GREAT, BOB

#romance novel blogging #and look these things are cyclical right #eveeeeentualllllyyyyy they'll come back into fashion #but the PNR boom over the early 2000s has been done for a looonng time #and PNR ain't back. #it's on the way but it's far from full force #so idk i do hope that more trad HR author try indie versus giving up entirely and pivoting #and ideally that would eventually encourage more indie production

[savage-rhi]

been trying to conjure the words for a while, but as someone who’s got family who’s also going through some really tough shit involving mental health work, i just wanna say i’m so sorry you lost your job—but you won’t ever have to work with these people again, at least!

definitely look into legal routes, don’t be afraid to ask for support, and don’t give up. and be sure to rest and recuperate, etc. ableism is insidious as fuck, but you can rise above the lows it throws your way!

(hopefully that all was worded somewhat gracefully. i just am so sorry you’re experiencing this shit, man. but you’ll make it out alive! ❤️)

You don't have to worry about wording things gracefully hon. I know you mean well and didn't see anything here that was warranted as an offense.

Thank you for the condolences. This is one thing I'm hanging onto, that I don't have to work with these people ever again.

I will do everything within my skillset and empathy to never dehumanize or treat anybody the way I was treated as a mental health provider. I'd like to think I do a good job of that already, creating a brave space for people, and this experience nailed it in that I won't allow myself to stoop to this level of being insidious as fuck to a human being.

I don't know the full context of what your family member is going through, but hearing that, I hope they get through the ordeal especially if they are dealing with folks who do not have their best interests in mind.

Thank you again for the condolences and for checking in 💙🫂

#still taking things a day at a time #ive had some other anons asking about donations and such #still working on the master post and i am struggling a bit when it comes to asking for help #im working through it and trying not to let this experience taint my trust that i have in people in general #its a very hard obstacle to get through #trust was one of the biggest obstacles i had when i underwent therapy cause years of abuse since childhood makes it difficult to form #connections without fear second guessing or assuming ill intention on the other persons part #this is the third or fourth job now where i've been thrown under a bus by people that claimed to have my back and valued my skills regardle #of disability and its hard not to fall into the mindset that no matter where i end up i'll always be treated less than and that i can't eve #give people an inch or they'll end up throwing me to the wolves #apologies for the mini rant trying to give more context to the situation especially for folks that don't know wtf is going on #hope you're well and thanks for checking in again hon

[forcedhesitation]

head in my hands. they're apparently putting my boy in fortnite.

more importantly. hawkins lab map passed through dbd's qa and was disabled. meaning there's hope yet.

#thoughts about media #looks like I'm redownloading fortnite tomorrow and learning how to play it. #if only for steve. #but I am FAR more excited about the possibility of stranger things back in dbd. #I hope they'll do some small changes if it comes back. #like unique lobby music for steve & nancy. #voicelines for them & a robin legendary would be ideal but I'll take what I can get.

[tez-txt]

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#yeah my friends are so cool they'll throw me out of plans I initiated #i really need more friends #this is the problem when you have like two people to talk to #shru come back i miss you people here are mean #i hope they have fun or rot in hell or whatever #I'll be going back home anyway #I'm dealing w worse

[whetstonefires]

Could I get the link to the fierce corpse jiang yanli fic please?

i have so far failed to find it again, which shows that i am subscribed to way too many fics, because i know i was getting emails about it when it was still updating.

it's actually about wen ruohan time traveling from the moment of his death and acting even crazier than the first time and press-ganging wei wuxian for his thus far unexplored evil genius potential. but i started reading it for the super-powered fierce corpse jiang yanli promised in the tags.

and then it stopped updating right after she finally appeared and before she got a chance to really wreck shop on anybody. RIP ghost general jiang yanli.

will update if I do find it tho.

#ask #hoc est meum #Anonymous #you could see the writer struggling the last couple chapters #like they'd lost their thread but felt obligated to keep posting due to the level of reader enthusiasm #i feel that friend! i've done that to myself! #much better not to force it you are not getting paid for this #the more you post things you aren't satisfied with the more you're going to lock yourself into material that does not spark joy #which will just block you harder #yet i still keep hoping they'll come back to it #mdzs #fanfic

[a-tale-of-legends]

Ingo was in Hisui for four years, and the same time passed in his present while he was gone. People changed, both because he disappeared and that the world kept on turning and bringing more changes unrelated to him.

What are the changes in his loved ones that he takes the most time get used to? Which surprise him the most?

And vice versa, which changes to Ingo surprise his family and friends the most? Which take them time to adapt to?

Hmmm. Honestly that's hard to say. There's just smaller details, like appearances. Elesa changes her look often, so that's not much of a surprise. Emmer has gotten more fit from the last Ingo remembers, which took him for a loop. Though, I think can be the same for Emmet. Neither twin excepted the other yi get more buff.

I feel like in terms of work and getting things back to 'normal' is the changes that take the most time to get used to. Emmet has a completely different schedule than he had before compared to 4 years ago, as do Ingo. Waking up early to start the day is something both have in common, I think, but the routine is different. Emmet would have to remind Ingo that he doesn't have to do patrols anymore- at least in the context that Ingo was used to. Ingo was surprised by how....singular,things have gotten between them. Emmet did, after all, had to live on his own without Ingo for 4 years. He still kept Ingo's side of things intact and clean, of course, but he still did stuff alone. Bascically, both of their morning routines, which includes the banter and back and forth between the two, wasn't there anymore. It was hard to do that when there's so much uncertainty lingering around. I think they take it themselves to find a new routine, for both of them. It's hard, given the circumstances, but I'm positive these two will think of something that would bring back that brotherly banter in their mornings and routine. G

Going to the work side of things, much like the morning routines, it was very singular for a while. Everyone is overjoyed that Ingo is back, don't get me wrong, but they just found a system that worked for one subway boss, now it's back to two. They make it work. They always do. This is the Gear Station we're talking about.

I feel like for Ingo, it's weird to see people grow up. Iris, for example, was just a young kid/ teen when he last saw her. But now? She's almost a full fledge adult. Sti energetic and a bit of a wild child, but she has a more mature air to her. Ingo hates how he misses seeing her grow. Drayden, the man who seems practically immortal, is also growing older. This isn't to say that he's dying, but it's something that Ingo does notice. The same can be said with Alexis and Elliot, though they weren't in Unova when Ingo comes back. The video call was a tearful one, but the small changes in Elliot's hair ( he loves her red dye!) and seeing Alexis looking more refreshed and sure of himself if a wonderful sight to see. Both of them seem more sure of themselves, so he's glad it all worked out.

For Emmet specifically, having his brother back is both something he knew would happen, but also something he couldn't believe. It's weird. Ingo being here is weird. He doesn't want him to go away- no, never again. It's just....how can he be sure it isn't a dream? I don't think it really sunk into him yet, despite the crying and the hugs and the cheering. Ingo is here. Ingo is alive. What does that mean for him? He doesn't really know. Is it bad for him to not know? This is his brother, he should be more sure. Maybe he's waiting to wake up. For whatever dream he's having to end and he wakes up alone again with Ingo no where in sight. But he does wake up. And Ingo is there, just as confused as he is. It takes some getting used to. All this confusion. But it's a good confusion, if that makes sense. It's better to be confused together than alone, after all.

#sorry this took a while #i needed to think on this one #i hope this was to your liking #r answers #legendverse #oc: elliot jones #oc: alexis jones #submas twins #submas emmet #submas ingo #pokemon ingo #pokemon emmet #the moral of this is everything is suddenly more new abd and more scary than it was apart #once torn apart now back together and all the shit comes after #its weird its confusing and compromise is going to be involved #but they are back together. ingo is home. so they'll get through it. #:) #submas

[supercimi]

my kitten

(to anyone who maybe scrolling this is not a story nor is it a rant but its written for myself by me so skip if you want)

my little cute kitty who i miss very dearly i hope you're okay wherever you've gone to, we've searched for you for the past week yet we still can't find you,but I'm still hoping that you're alive and well somewhere even if it's not by my side.

i wish i had petted you more, i wish i had played with you more.

i wish i had looked out for you more.

i know there's sadly millions of lost cats out there other than you, i know i still have your siblings, i know that you getting lost doesn't mean you're gone (i pray it doesn't) i know that maybe life outside would be better for you than our small home and you might even find a better home to stay at. knowing how charming you are that wouldn't be so far fetched... still, i will never stop missing you.

although my family doesn't completely believe me I think your brothers miss you too.

you all are such mischievous and energetic little kittens you kept running all over the place playing tag with each other and with others, stealing snacks or playing in any box you'd find like it's some kind of jungle or something and you my kitten would even steal lollipops or candy from us! you even managed to gnaw it open and munch on it! i hope you're not eating anything weird wherever you may be it can't be good for you!

you know .. your brothers aren't as energetic as before.

they don't play a lot anymore, they also became more close to each other and if one is not there the other mews until he finds him or he mews back... you used to really hate it and mew loudly if your siblings were in one room and you were alone in another even if I'm with you...maybe they picked it up from you?

sometimes they don't eat much... or maybe that's just me putting too much on their plates? haha

i didn't get used to putting just two portions of kitten food yet...

my little kitten i know it's dangerous out there but i pray with all my heart that you will be alright and be well fed and safe.. and i know its simply my selfishness and I know it's not good to be so insistent... still i pray that you will come back home to us.

and even if you don't come back I will always love you and pray for your safety.

#..this is... sadly not a story I'm writing or drabble i wrote.. its more like a diary entry so its OK if anyone coming across this skips it #i... still haven't lost hope! i.. know it may be just false hope that I'm believing and only god knows what happened to her... still #i this hope is what's keeping me going #this belief that god will be guiding her to safety is what's helping me the most #even though we posted ads and searched for so long we still can't find her.. but i believe in him and i believe that she will be okay #.... i actually started writing this post as a draft in the third day since she got lost... #but i hated to even think to give up so i decided to wait for a week who knows she might come back right? #but she is still lost.... she still didn't come back #and I'm absolutely not giving up on her coming back! i didn't write this to give up... #i... just wanted to sort out my feelings.... #today happens to be the day she got lost a week ago and also the day I'm worried about something happening to someone i care about #....them and my cat both of them are dear but far from me... #it makes me sad that i can't do more... #i will keep looking and believing as i always have #I'm not giving up #because I love them so I hope they'll be okay

[im-no-jedi]

really should’ve written out my thoughts for episode 11 last night cause all I’ve been focused on today is that convo with Cid and how that’s going to affect my stories in the future hahaha

#me: *makes Cid an even more prominent character that shows how much she actually cares about TBB* #me watching season 2: ....oh 🙃 #I actually don't think they're done with Cid for good #they'll need her help for something in the future I'm SURE of it #but also like #I'm prepared to pack my bags and move out of Ord Mantell if I have to haha #just stinks that I set up this whole domestic scenario there #with SEVERAL OCs and everything #and now TBB is probably never going back unless they have to #it's... fine #I already knew this was a potential scenario #I just hoped it wouldn't have to come to this 😞 #obviously gonna wait until the season is over before solidifying ideas #but I DEFINITELY have ideas already so yeah #I'm already shoving stuff in my bag again ROFL #star warz #tbb spoilers #MLWTBB chatter

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

I'm quitting my job in half an hour.

#this job depends on me way too much to carry the whole damn restaurant #its killing me #the stress. both mental and physical. is ruining me #its just me and a trainee who doesnt know anything after 10am #i have to bring a coworker home at 10am. and im just not gonna come back #gonna text my manager like ten minutes before we go so that he has a warning and can come help the trainee #if i start to feel bad i remember that he could fire me at any time with no warning #this job has treated me like shit as long as ive been here and ive finally hit my breaking point #i had an interview at Starbucks the other day and i did pretty well #hoping that they'll hire me #if they dont then ill come back here. kind of #i work in a restaurant connected to a gas station #the gas station serves food. salads and sandwiches and stuff #i used to work in the kitchen over there and make the salads and sandwiches and stuff #i just learned that they want me to go back there #i might #they treated me a little better and i liked the work a lot more #the walking out wont be too big of a factor. not too much to keep them from rehiring me #theyve let people back who have been fired for so much worse #ive got options. they shouldve remembered that before treating me like shit #i shouldve left long ago #like when they made me run it by myself for nine hours. or when i had to spend the day cleaning up maggots by myself #but i guess this is my breaking point #i would get no break today if i stayed. work nine hours with someone who doesnt do shit. with no break #not doing that to myself #im gonna text my boss. drive home. take a nap. figure out some next steps #im gonna visit my fam for Christmas. i was gonna do it for only three days #im thinking im gonna extend my visit #my sibling will be there too and i havent seen them for quite awhile. so itll be nice to have more time with them #cant wait until 10

[exculis]

Suicidal again 🤪

#i understand why my brain only saves negative experiences as memories and discards the happy ones #but man it really feels like i tend to upset people more than anything else. im an obstacle in every single one #of my family members lives. but i cant live on my own. so there's only one way to get out of their hair really. #cant even do that though because they'll just have to pay for a funeral and shit. which is just even more of a financial burden. sigh. #my sister wants to kick me out of my room. she wants more space. #that's fair. im not really using the space i have i guess. #I've been here since i was a kid though. i dont know where else i could even go. #and my mom cant really afford to feed me. i should just stop coming back here tbh. #its really selfish of me to keep doing it i just cant stay at my dads all the time... #but it looks like ill have to. #i dunno whatll happen to all my stuff that's here... thrown out probably. oh well. #i wasn't using it anyway i guess. #might even go home a week early i cant keep doing this to people i claim to love #i really hope my sisters have good lives man because the only place im headed is an early grave at this rate.

[mayonakano-archive]

Heyo, Leo! How are you doing? :3 i heard u wanted bird pics ... 👀 so here's my apology for missing a few daily valkyrie lyrics HDBDBDB i'll make up for it when i finish my exams😤

It's a baby blackbird! Incredibly ugly, but less so from a bird's view (har har) <3 the male adults are very pretty tho :)

Hiya, Korka!!! It's nice to see you around again <3 I'm doing well, how about you~? Don't worry about missing a few days, it's all good~ Focus on your studies!! I wish you luck~

Omg... Tiny little scruffy baby. I love it so much <3 They are very pretty when grown!! I had to look them up, but very pleasant to look at. 10/10 bird <3

#we had a family of american robins nesting over our door earlier this spring #i think all the babies are grown now (more or less) but one of the parents still chills on the nest sometimes #i wonder if they'll come back next year. i hope so <3 #anyway 10/10 bird. i adore it. smol little creature <3 #its nice to see you! I hope you've been doing well!!! #mishkakagehishka #leo.asks!

[enterideahere]

idk how to tell yall this but uh

#tw #tw death #death #decompositions #dead body #theres been a wierd smell im my aptmt staiwell for a week and well yeah u guessed it an old neighbour died #they just found her today its been a solid week if not more #listened in on the person who made the call in the hallway #on the moment i was shocked but ok #now i literally cant stop looking for that smell everywhere i go like paranoia #this one is going straight to the therapist i dont have #decomposition #tagging heavily because i used to be phobic of decomposing bodies #im good now but yeah its coming back im scared lol #it helps to remember she was a person and to respect her and it helps to see it from a scientific or curious standpoint #but i have to admit the phobia b peaking its lil head round the corned and im sesly scared #idk if its still lingering on me or in my nose or if im just remembering it but the smell is following me aeound and i get wiffs of it #im staying ocer at my bfs tonight hoping they'll have cleaned her up by tomorrow so i dont have to smell it #it wasnt pleasant all week but the moment i figured out what it really was i just couldnt stand it anymore #idk when ill fewl ok to go back tbh #somehow everything in my home feels contaminated by the idea of her #thats the phobia speakimg #after i left i remember sitting in the parc and suddenly feeling an immense rush of love for her #thanking her for everything #so wxcited for her existence #it sounds silly but i felt infinitely greatful to her for making me go ourside and see the mountains and how beautiful they were #and how wonderful life is #all my heart and soul was sending her the most sparkling and profound love wherever she was

[wildwoof]

👫 I think they could be decent friends!

Send a 👫and I’ll write four headcanons I have about our muse’s relationship

Koga will send an invite to Nicole if she ever wishes to stop by during evenings when Koga's just doing small gigs in one of the Livehouses ( similar to clubs ). Since they only cost an entrance fee to enter rather than a need to buy tickets in advance, such as if she wished to go see an UNDEAD performance. They're simple & easy nights, plus he figures she can take some time to enjoy listening to the strum of a guitar with the beat of the drum. Sometimes she'll get the chances to hear him singing on stage, too, depending on the gig for the night. Sometimes it's just instrumental, other times there's singing as well.

While not as big of a console gamer, Koga is big into mobile games as well as card games. If given the chance while meeting up with Nicole, he'll excitedly show her how to play certain card games if she doesn't already know how. While Koga is very much competitive with the games he's into, he's also considerate of the one he's taking on, depending on their skill levels. Though, Koga is not opposed to any games in general ( he's just more of a card game nerd ). If they meet up to game together at any points, he'll certainly put his vote in on what to play or watch. He'll be good opponent for beat-em-up games as he's not one to back down at all, if that were to be the game they play. Or Smash Bros.

Koga often takes Leon out on walks throughout the day, and if there's a chance for the two of them to meet up at some point during the day, he'll offer for them to meet up at a location along his normal walk route with Leon. This will typically entail stopping at a small stand along the way, an outdoor cafe, or even going off to a park. One way Koga easily gets along with others is when it comes to having his dog along with him.

Koga has a rather rough way of speech, but as long as she is not bothered at all by his constant swearing & rather rude comments he can make when just talking without thinking, they'll get along perfectly fine. Koga's not as bad as he used to be, though. He just doesn't have a filter on his mouth in certain situations that do not call for his emotions. They can even meet up around arcades to play some chill games for prizes, or if he comes to learn about her streaming channel, he can join along with her if she so desires. Though, she'd have to be willing to accept what comes with inviting a known idol to a stream.

#gamenu #( the lone wolf ) headcanon #sorry this took a little bit longer gjhdklfg #i wanted to come up with some great stuff!!! #waiting on my writing juices to come back from the war #but hoping to write more with you soon too!!!! #i believe they'll get along just fine!

[bmpmp3]

after a whole year.....finally.....finally the aqours solo albums return!!!!!!!

#although the love live website implies that they wont have any new solo songs on em - just the solo version of existing songs #i dont mind too much. i just want to hear so many of these solos KJSJFDSD #im hoping particularly for fantastic departure and aqours pirate adventure and such #and i'd love the duo-trio albums solos too..... #of course what i would REALLY really want is those subunit solos but i dunno if they're gonna give us that yet #im also curious how they'll do the saint aqours snow songs when they get to it. i would love the awaken the power solos #but i dunno how they'll handle the saint snow specific solos. i'd love a release of those if they recorded them #but they might be waiting until they get more songs? they did call dazzling white town their 'first' single after all....please... pleaseee #i would love a second single for saint snow...pleaaaaase #but yeah i dunno what they're gonna do with that. also dunno what they're gonna do with the miku collab actually now that i think about it #will they release a miku solo ver......would they have to ask the producers to come back and make that LOL #but im greedy. im really greedy about music. i want it all HJKHFJDKLSJds #exciting tho - the aqours solo albums have been a great thing to look forward to for me #i put reminders for the release days a whole year ahead of time. hee hee hee

[bobzora]

the answer coming back - awesome. never finished it in fes because the gameplay was miserable. gives me a reason to finish it this time and play more reload

it being part of an "expansion pass" - comical. ah yes, wave 1 two song packs. wave 2 a costume set and a song pass. this is really funny

#bobtalk #already spent so much money on this game. guess i'll be spending more lmao...atlus should be paying me! #we've known the answer is coming but it's nice to like. See it. congrats metis fans your girl's been brought back lmao #but yeah why that format. so weird. if you're going to do that at least throw in some p/2 costumes or something. lol #1 also but i just want to put my team in the sevens uniform hope this helps #anyway: compendium or no compendium. place your bets now <- guy who used a mod for that in fes #(my bet is they'll have it. they've smoothed over so much stuff for better or worse in reload so i doubt they wouldn't. always possible tho