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#i hope my poor little brain can keep up reasonably well ehehehe
yaytomhiddlestonyay · 3 years
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I have been an extremely bad fan, and hadn't already gotten disney plus, so finally got that organised and got mah brain into the right mode to sit down and watch.
WOOOOOOOOO YEHHHHHHHHHHH
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foxyotomelady · 5 years
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Another love, Chapter IV (JuminxReader)
Author’s notes:
Wow, that was a ride.
Be aware of: strong language, slightly angst, my poor grammar, ANGRY MC.
And again: THE DRAMA!
Chapter I | Chapter II | Chapter III | Chapter IV (You are here) | Chapter V | Chapter VI |  Chapter VII | Chapter VIII | Chapter IX | Chapter X | Chapter XI | Chapter XII | Chapter XIII | Chapter XIV |
Buy Me A Ko-Fi Have a nice reading!
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[Y/N has entered the chat room] 
Jumin Han: Oh, you're here, Y/N 
You: Hello, Jumin... 
Jumin Han: Did you sleep well? 
You: Actually no... It was a bit difficult to sleep... eheheh ^^' 
Jumin Han: hmm, same here.
Jumin Han: That's probably because of what happened yesterday
Jumin Han: I must apologize once again
You: That's... Um... You don't have to.
You: You were very polite. You asked me and I agreed so there is no need to apologize.
You: Are you heading to work? 
Jumin Han: Yes, forgive me that I couldn’t say goodbye to you. I didn’t want to wake you up. 
You: It's okay. Actually, it's good that you didn’t wake me up. I really fell asleep late.
Jumin Han: It's an interesting feeling to be a reason for your sleeping problems. 
Jumin Han: I probably shouldn’t be happy about this fact. 
Jumin Han: But I am. 
Jumin Han: 
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Jumin Han: And don't worry, as I said earlier, you're also giving me sleepless nights :3
You: staph
You: I'm embarrassed >///<
Jumin Han: cute
Jumin Han: but you don't have to be
Jumin Han: You're a beautiful woman so it's only natural that you appear in men's dreams.
You: My god, Jumin Han!
You: What did I just say?
You: staaaph >////<
Jumin Han: I'd like to talk to you more, but I must be going now.
Jumin Han: Have a pleasant day Y/N.
[Jumin Han has left the chat room]
[Y/N has left the chat room]
You breathed in and pressed the phone to your chest. The memory of yesterday's kiss came back to you and you felt that you're getting hot. Jumin was not the only one who let himself be carried away by the moment. But now that you were sitting in silence in this huge bedroom and you only heard purring Elizabeth curled up next to you… Other memories have begun to come back to you. Your head was aching. You didn't want these memories, but the rush of thoughts wouldn't stop. You still remembered Yuwoon's smile, his warm voice, his touch... Despite all that he did, and even though he revealed his true face to you... You still remembered how happy you were together. Such memories did not go away easily. Such feelings were not easy to forget about. You wanted to forget, you wanted to stop feeling this terrible pain. Pain after betrayal, pain after being deceived and manipulated. Was that how Jumin felt the whole time? You understood more and more why he wanted to keep you by his side. Two of his best friends turned out to be liars, and then he lost one of them in such a brutal way. No... He must have felt much worse than you.
You calmed your thoughts in the shower, you ate the breakfast that the chef prepared for you, and then you decided to leave. The bodyguard did not stop you - Jumin, therefore, fulfilled his promise, he tried to trust you. You took your laptop with you and left the building. You wanted to visit a well-known cafe where you were able to pay for snacks and drinks. You decided to study a little, sipping coffee and eating sweets. It's been several hours.
"Y/N!" You heard a familiar voice and looked up from the keyboard. You blinked in surprise.
"Zen? What are you doing here?" The white-haired man laughed nervously and went to your table, "May I join you, baby?" You nodded and Zen took the place in front of you. "If I say I'm here by accident, will you believe me?"
You raised your eyebrow meaningly.
"I thought so," Zen sighed, and then he winked at you. "I am here because I was worried about you."
"As you can see, I'm fine, have you been here for a long time in a hope that you will meet me accidentally?"
"Hmm..." Zen folded his hands under his chin, smiled flirtatiously at you. "Maybe I happened to be here day by day since you are at this jerk’s place."
You shut your laptop and you gave Zen a look that was colder than you intended, "Stop calling him that, he's really doing a lot for me, and you have no idea how many things he has to face."
Zen was taken aback, "This guy was born with a silver spoon, he has everything he wants, and it looks like he already got you in his hands too."
"I'm not a thing, Zen," You frowned.
"Not what I meant!" Zen raised his hands and shook his head. "Just... After V died... Jumin was not in good condition, and now suddenly..." He scratched his head. "He suddenly became so happy that it gives me goosebumps, I'm worried about this sudden change."
You crossed your arms and pierced Zen with your stare, "Your point?"
Zen began to look very embarrassed, "Something is happening between you two, am I right? It's not my business... But lately, Jumin seems to be a little... No, he always seemed unstable."
You took the laptop and got up from your place. You looked at Zen from above and took a breath to calm your anger, "You're right, Zen, it's NOT YOUR BUSINESS, I understand you are worried, I understand that you are all worried, but for fuck’s sake, stop acting like our babysitters!"
When you passed him, Zen jumped up, knocking over the chair.
"Wait, wait!" He called after you. You swallowed and somehow you overcame your fury. You turned to him, "I didn’t mean to make you angry "
"I know, Zen."
"So... How about a little hug?"
You rolled your eyes, "Fine."
Zen spread his arms, came to you and then put his arms around you, "Aww, aren't you cute?"  
You were pressing the laptop to your belly, not able to return the embrace, "Okay, that's enough, Zen." You couldn't help but laugh.
When Zen pulled away from you, he winked again, "You look cute when you're angry."
You rolled your eyes again. Then you said goodbye to each other and you returned to Jumin's apartment in a slightly better mood. Jumin should be back from work soon. You wanted to spend time with him, just like that. You wanted to talk with him while drinking wine, Elizabeth on your lap and his smile in front of you.
To overtake the boredom and not let the unwanted memories to come back again, you logged in to the messenger. You've unfortunately found an amused Seven there. Because of what he wrote, you concluded that he had to read your morning conversation with Jumin. 707: lololololol
707: What is happening with our Mr. Director?
707: when he became so smooth?
707: lolololol [Saeran has entered the chat room] 707: oh, brother, you're here!
Saeran: he's like that only to this girl
Saeran: so it's obvious what is happening 
707: you mean Y/N?
707: what did you do to him yesterday night Y/N??
707:
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You: I did nothing
You: and it's not really your business -_-
707: ooooh >_<
707: something has happened
707: I'm sure lololol
707: I want to know the details
707: 
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Saeran: gross 
You: I agree
You: You're gross Seven
707: 
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707: how could you brother?!
707: you should be on my side!
You: btw, it's nice to see you here, Saeran ^^
You: You rarely log in
Saeran: It's because you're all gross
You: .... -_-' and why is that?
Saeran: they're all wagging their tails in front of you
Saeran: like a bunch of dogs
707: Saeran
You: what's that supposed to mean?
Saeran: what? Are you dense or something?
707: brother
You: what do you mean dense? If you have a problem with me at least be more specific
You: or is it too much for your small brain?
Saeran: Ha!
707: brother what did I tell you
Saeran: ok I'll be more specific if you wish
707: about making Y/N angry?
Saeran: it's so freaking obvious that all of these guys
707: stop
707: she's gonna eat you alive!
Saeran: are so into you
Saeran: you're stupid for not seeing this
You: You're delusional you little bitch
Saeran: oh and what was that "Saeran it's nice to see you here ^^"?
Saeran: you want me to be your dog too?
You: you wish!
You: I'm way out of your league.
You: You're not even worthy of being my dog
You: You're not even worthy of being my PIG
You: no actually
You: If I ever had a pig, I would call it Saeran
Saeran: I don't want anything to do with you
Saeran: At this point, you already have your own harem
707: WAIT!
707: Am I the part of this harem?
707:
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You: I don't have a harem
You: It's a kindergarten full of children
You: and Saeran, you're that one kid who always pretend to be sooo bold
You: but in reality, he's crying in the corner
You: desperately calling for his brother
You: "Brother where are you?! I'm scared!"
You: "Nobody likes me! I'm trying to be mean to everyone so that no one can hurt me first!"
707: Umm... Y/N.... That's a little harsh...
Saeran: .....
You: but wait, you're actually nice to Jaehee
You: maybe you're into her HMMMM?
707: 
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707: wait
707: that is
707: actually
707: a good point!
Saeran: I'm leaving, bye. [Saeran has left the chat room] 707: WOW
707: You're scary when you're angry, Y/N
707:
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You: I was not even that angry 
You: just teaching him some manners
707: don't be such a meanie to my brother T-T
You: I won't be if he stops being a dick
707: lolololol
707: I warned him
707: but he never listens
707: BUT ACTUALLY
You: don't
707: I kinda agree with him
707: I don't know about Yoosung
707: but Zen is sooooo into you
707: as much as our Mr. CEO
You: it's such an absurd
You: Zen is not into me
You: he's flirtatious toward everybody
707: and what about Juju?
You: mind your own business
You: seriously Choi twins you’re more alike than I thought
707: you're not denying~ [Y/N has left the chat room]
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Jumin’s POV
He was remembering the kiss over and over again. Her lips were so soft and sweet, her body so warm. He wanted to possess her completely... But it was too soon. Way too soon. It would frustrate him if it were not for the fact that the thought of her waiting for him at home smoothed the whole anxiety anchored in him. This girl... She awakened and brightened his darkest desires at the same time.
When he came into the apartment, she greeted him with a smile that he returned. They ate together and talked, she asked him about his day, about whether he is tired after work. Her warmth and care overwhelmed him. He wanted to enjoy it until the end of the day, he wanted to fall asleep with these feelings, calm that he finally has someone just for himself. Unfortunately, it was not given to him. Suddenly there was a knock at the door. They were both surprised - who could worry them at this hour?
Of course, the bodyguard appeared first, "Mr. Han, a man named Yuwoon insists on letting him in. He says he knows Ms. Y/N."
Jumin immediately felt a surge of icy anger. He wanted to instruct the bodyguard to immediately escort this idiot out of the building, but suddenly Y/N spoke:
"I want to face him," She stated, her face tense. "I want to talk to him."
Jumin's hand twitched, his fingers clenched into a fist, "For what purpose?"
"If I don't talk to him and don't deal with him for good, he will never give me peace," She explained, looking him straight in the eye. She was fierce, confident.
Jumin inhaled deeply into his lungs. He closed his eyes and pressed his fist to his forehead. Then he nodded reluctantly, "Yoon, let him in and get out of here. Leave us alone."
Yoon did not look convinced, "Sir, are you sure?"
"Yes."
"I'll be right outside the door."
As soon as Yuwoon came in, Jumin understood at once that everything would end badly. The idiot's face had a suspicious smile.
"What do you want, Yuwoon?" Y/N asked coldly.
Yuwoon looked around the apartment, greed flashed in his eyes, "I see you've done well, honey."
"What do you want?" She repeated.
"You see, you must have forgotten that we share a flat and someone has to pay the rent."
"I don’t live with you anymore, Yuwoon, you have to deal with it alone."
"I don't think so. You found yourself a rich boy, I'm sure he could give me enough money to pay a rent for a few years forward. And if he does, then I promise to leave you in peace."
Jumin swallowed loudly, it was hard for him to breathe, but he did not interfere. Not yet…
"Who am I to you?" Y/N asked angrily. "The thing you want to sell?"
Yuwoon looked at her with a hideous smile, "You're just a hole whom I used to fuck."
Her face went pale, her eyes wide, her confidence flew away, "No... That can't be true... We were..."
"What? In love? I just used you. You're so stupid."
"That's enough," Jumin said icily.
"Now he's fucking you, so why are you sad? Do not pretend! You quickly filled this hole of yours with another dick!"
Y/N suddenly jumped to Yuwoon and pushed him so hard that he stumbled on his feet, "How dare you come here, whine about money and acting like you're jealous after you cheated on me! Who are you?! With whom I was for these few months?! "
"And how dare you raise a hand on me?!" Yuwoon rushed suddenly at her, he was about to hit her.
Jumin, however, overtook him. He grabbed the man by his wrist and squeezed so hard that Yuwoon groaned in pain, "You don't want to know what unpleasant fate may face you if you continue this. If I ever see you near her again, you'll regret it really badly. I have good lawyers, so I'm sure I won't have to worry about the consequences." "You're insane, you-Arrgh!"
Jumin squeezed his arm even harder, then grabbed him by the shoulder and led him violently towards the door. After opening them, he pushed the idiot outside in such a manner that he fell on the ground.
"Take this man out of here, and tell others that he’s not allowed to approach my building ever again," He ordered the bodyguard.
"Yes, sir!" Yoon quickly dealt with the situation. He twisted Yuwoon's hands behind his back and, despite his protests, took him out of Jumin's sight.
Jumin felt himself shaking with anger and rage. He shut the door with a loud bang and turned to face Y/N, "I shouldn't allow it," He hissed furiously. "I shouldn't let him in here! Why did you want him here so much?"
He approached her and she stepped back to the point her back hit the wall. He leaned his trembling hand against it above her head, "Why you insisted on letting him in?! He doesn’t deserve to look at you! He could hurt you!" His other hand went to her cheek and cupped it.
Suddenly, she grabbed him by his shirt and drew him to herself. Their lips met violently. His lungs  burned for lack of breathing, but he immediately responded. He clung to her, put his hands on her waist. Her fingers were digging into his arms, she moaned in such a voice, that he completely lost his control. He slipped his knee between her thighs, and she arched her back, whimpering his name straight into his mouth. His hands began to wander over her body, move around every roundness, examine every piece of her exposed skin. Her shaking hands grabbed his tie, drew him even closer, deepened the kiss. Jumin growled and took her face in his hands again. Then he felt... tears on her cheeks. He froze, his heart ached painfully.
"J-Jumin ..?" Y/N murmured in a weak voice, her lips brushing against his own.
"You... Why are you crying...?" He panted and withdrawn his head.
"I... I don't know..." Even more tears flowed down her face, her lips trembling. "I just..." She released his tie and clenched her hands on his shirt.
"It hurts, Jumin... I believed him, all these months, I trusted him... I had feelings for him... How could I ever love him…? How could I be so blind...?” She rested her head on his chest. "This is the worst... The fact that I still remember how he was when I fell in love with him... I still remember his other side, the good one... And it's so hard to forget how he used to be back then."
Her words hammered into his heart like daggers. However, he closed his eyes and hugged her tightly. She still... she still loved that idiot in a way. Such feelings don’t disappear at once, not after a few days. 
"So you wanted me to make you forget about him...?" He whispered into her hair.
"I'm sorry... I don't want it to look like that, I'll understand if you want me to leave."
"Do not say such things," He sighed deeply. "I know how difficult it is, I was blind too... And because of my blindness, V is dead…"
"It's not your fault," Y/N calmed down, looked at his face. "Please, Jumin, do not blame yourself for that."
Jumin stroked her cheeks and wiped her tears in silence. They slowly moved away from each other, and Y/N looked around, "Where is Elizabeth? She must have been scared."
She was not in the main room. She was not in the bedroom. She was not in the kitchen. They even searched in the bathroom, they were calling her by her name, checked under, above and behind the furniture, searched every corner.
She was nowhere to be found.
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Tell me about ur dnd campaign 👀
(I got excited and this jumps around a lot)
OHOHOHOHOHOHOOHOHOHO SO!!!!!
Its a sci-fi fantasy world in a solar system of five planets and two stars. The premise is that the party need to go around collecting artifacts to bring their celestial patrons back to full power so they can get paid. I have to keep it pretty structured cause of reasons i won't get into but I think the players appreciate the balance of clear goal and freedom to explore.
I'm so excited about this coming session cause everybody leveled up and I'm putting together my first ever battlemap for the first miniboss; she's an archivist who the party needs to convince to give to give them info on the artefacts. I have all her shit set up & even altered the combat system slightly so that information is a big part of the encounter and talking requires an action (thematically appropriate!) I MIGHT even force players to use their communication only in character as a limited resource. But I'll think about it.
I'm also really excited about the world. Party said zero child harm. I said okay! The seven year old queen is insanely powerful. Problem solved. Her mother is...well I'm leaving her open for BBEG reasons but she's A Lot.
The coronation is also next session so I've gotta prep some magic items my rouge might wanna steal in the crowd. I've written some stuff for the event that is in essence "ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE INSAAAAANELY WEALTHY"
I have a feeling that this session's event may span two sessions, which is fine, but I'm excited for the next bit. I think I'm going to send them to the desert planet next. I've got worldbuilding to do. Like, imagine the kind of creatures who might lurk in dried up ocean beds, scrambling up the sides of continental cliffs to get to the villages sit above in safety or quietly waiting for someone with too much courage to climb down. It'd be great if they stumbled upon a political mess to find out the monarchy is not great. Ehehehe ideas...
But YEAH! That's a lot of it (not all cause holy fuck) but we've been having so much fun. Ended up with three bards in the party which is hilarious and they get up to so many shenanigans. Its the kind of role-play forward game I love.
The players got into a predicament that I knew they were going to solve some batshit way so I didn't even take notes for what would happen next. The three bards dressed as palace maids approached the eight guards stationed outside the dungeons to rescue their party members (who were in there for drinking smooth brain juice, why the FUCK would you attack the first maid you see????) And, knowing that they reeked of food from working in the kitchen, rolled ridiculously on charisma to convince the gaurds they were there to have the prisoners taste if the food was poisonous (point of inspiration for that), then used a steel string to pick an easier lock and access the storage room with the rouges lockpicking tools to finally open the cell. I didn't even give them anything I was all but on mute.
Other things that happened that session:
The dragonborn rolled above 20 on charisma to roar and ended up harmonizing with himself
On bard approaches the head guard for a handshake and takes one "ouch my hand" damage
After giving his party members sonic damage from rolling super high on roaring as loud as possible right next to her, the dragonborn "roars politely"
CPS = Carrots per second
Bard rolls a 2 on mopping the floor and creates a domino effect which sends a chef flying into the soup. Frames a poor little kobold for his crimes.
I'm having fun. Already thinking of a few NPCs I'm hoping the party will like. Including the guy who'll share thier quarters: Rue M. Ate.
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