⧠his ballerina. đ«
Yandere Scaramouche x Ballerina Reader
TW : Yandere themes, unhealthy relationships, and huge spoilers to Scaramoucheâs backstory. Inspired by this post right here.
Word Count : 1.2k
A/N : I got huge inspiration from his teaser! I love him and his character lore so much! I wanted to get this out during maintenance before Scaramouche would be released in game! I knew I had to write a fic about the ballerina and Scaramouche đ
The past wasnât something Scaramouche often liked to dwell on. Heâd often describe his own as painful and tragic.
After being abandoned by his own mother because he was deemed useless, he was left to venture and explore the world on his own. But who knew that the pure, innocent soul would experience even more heartbreak after his birth?
His past was something he didnât want to even think about. But as the old saying goes, in darkness thereâs always hope. Maybe it would be true for everyone else, but it seems that Scaramouche would just face darkness after darkness.
The hollow puppet was wandering around the streets of Snezhnaya in the middle of the evening. He had finished all his harbinger duties and there was nothing left to do.Â
He stared into the night sky as he thought about his old life. He sometimes wonders what would have happened if his mother didnât throw him away, deeming him useless.Â
He snapped out of those thoughts as he noticed a ton of people gathering around what had looked like a stage. He was curious at what was happening and he heard chatter going around saying that a dancer would be performing in a few minutes.
With nothing better to do, he sat down on the hill near the back which gave him a good view.Â
The stage light was on you and you began your performance. Your graceful moves and the way you danced on stage was incredibly mesmerizing. The way you moved with the soft music in the background along with your twirls and the way you spun so elegantly made Scaramouche lean in closer on instinct. He was so enraptured and his eyes widened as he kept watching the show. You looked like an angel with the way you moved so flawlessly. You looked really perfect with the way your tutu complimented your figure. You were like a dove on stage.Â
Your dancing had drawn the Balladeer in and it felt like he had forgotten the world around him. It felt like he was in a dream where he was able to forget all of his worries. For a moment he was able to forget all the suffering he had endured just by your captivating performance. You were an amazing dancer and Scaramouche was hooked. The puppet became more captivated with each twist and turn of your body.Â
Your dancing was like a drug, and he couldnât get enough of it. He was addicted to that feeling. When he walked back home that day he felt like a whole different person. It wasnât everyday that someone like himself was impressed. He couldnât stop thinking about the way you spun so delicately.Â
Without even realizing it, Scaramouche found himself showing up to performance after performance. The feeling of forgetting his worries put the harbinger at ease and he was more hooked with each twirl you did.
In one way, you reminded him of the ballerina in a tale he was once told by the small child. But perhaps he was only coming to every one of your shows because he still had a soft spot for his one and only true friend.
Though the harbinger doesnât talk about it a lot, he will admit that there was once someone who was very special to him back when he was known as Kunikuzushi. He will never forget the special moments he had shared with his one and only true friend, a small child he had met when he first ventured into the world.
The boy always had a smile on his face and seeing him happy made Scaramouche happy too. Him and the child grew an inseparable bond with each other. But even after all of those happy moments filled with joy, he still couldnât help but feel empty. Like he was missing something.
Sometimes the small child and him would share a cup of tea together and sit down. They would talk about everything, but there was one conversation in particular that stuck out to him even after all the time that had passed.
â...You mean, you wish you had a heart?â
âMhm.â Kunikuzushi said as he took another sip of his cup of tea. âIâve always wished I had a heart.â
âYou mean like the tale about a puppet soldier and the ballerina?â The small child inquired.
âHuh? Iâve never heard of it. Why donât you tell me what itâs about?â
The tale was about a puppet soldier who wanted to be with a ballerina. But one day, his owner deemed him useless and threw him into a fire. Then the next day, all that was left was a heart left in the fireplace.
Kunikuzushi couldnât help but roll his eyes, âIt must have been a heart made from ashes.â He took another slurp of his tea. âThat kind of thing just doesn't happen in real life, only in legends and old tales.â
âMaybe,â The small child replied. âBut what if hearts can be born from ashes?â
The next day, the island had been plagued with tatarigami. Humans that had lived in the area began dying from it and it set everyone into a panic. One day, Kunikuzushi came back with a basket of lavender melons. With an eager smile, he opened the door only for his smile to drop into a horrified expression.
The boy had died.
Kunikuzushi was upset. His only friend and the only person who cared about him was dead. In the fit of rage, he had set everything in the house along with his friendâs body on fire and he watched as it turned into ash.
But there was no heart. It was just ashes.
âWhat a joke.â A tear rolled down his cheek. âItâs just ashes.â
The only thing that was left in the fire was a small doll that the boy owned. Kunikuzushi picked it up and since then, he has kept it with him. He left the burning house and he never looked back.
In a way, you reminded him of the ballerina in the tale. Perhaps he still has a soft spot for his old friend and thatâs why he keeps coming back to watch your performances. Each time, he hugs the small doll tighter and tighter. He wishes that the small boy could have been there with him too. He knows that the small child would have loved your shows.
You reminded him so much of his past. Perhaps by showing up to each one of your dances, he relives his past with only the good memories and not the bad ones.
The Harbinger found himself growing a strange obsession with you. At first, these feelings didnât make sense to him. He was a puppet with no heart. But maybe he just clings onto you because you remind him of the small boy.
Scaramouche often finds himself calling you,
âMy ballerina.â
or
âMy heart.â
Itâs a habit really. He canât really snap out of it.Â
But as Scaramouche starred up into the night sky after another ending of one of your performances, he couldnât help but wonder,
Perhaps you had been the heart that he was searching for all this time.
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Noragami Final Chapter Thoughts
You know what? I'm used to it.
I'm used to have exceptionally well-written manga get cut off or deadline-d to finish at certain point of time (usually by the publisher's order) when the authors still have so, so, SO much more left to give, so in the end they have no choice but to rush the final chapter.
Shingeki no Kyojin, Promised Neverland, Nisekoi, other mangas I forgot to name. And this manga. For such a long-running series with deep lore, they all could use a special volume (200+ pages) as an epilogue, not a 45-pages speedrun of everyone's everafter. I wish more series could follow Mob Psycho's example. Some say Mob Pycho Season 3 is too long, it needs to be more compact etc, but I don't think so at all. I think it's perfect the way it is -- it's a fulfilling send-off for all the characters we love so much. I wish more series would get their ending like that, but what can I say about Japanese manga industry.
And there's also Adachitoka's health to consider too. In which case, I'd say they did their best, and I'm really thankful for them for being able to deliver this series safely.
In short, I already expected this chapter to be a speedrun. Because of that, my experience when I read this chapter is better than I expected.
Maybe because I've learned my lessons for not making theory too much, so I don't have certain expectations that'd cloud my judgement.
With no deep thoughts when reading, let's go dive in.
The PUNS it still gets me. Yukine's sister calling Haruki's name while watching a tree that blossoms in spring is đđđ
Ayoo he can change to a dog still? My poor baby đ
I guess this is his punishment for wrecking havoc in the human world and disturbing the Heaven? But like, he was clearly under the influence of trashdad?? He's not really at fault?? Is this author's message that we shouldn't justify his action just because we understood his reasons?? But still. That's too cruel for doing it for your own main character.
I know shinkis that were left behind by their master would retain their name after the master's death, but still. To think Izanami's power is still working on Yukine after the Kotonoha is destroyed. This is tragedy.
THE FLOWERSS IN YUKINE'S RESTING PLACEE AKSJJDBDKDJDJD
Daww that's nicee. Hiyori as an intern!
Damn, she really forgot everything. This is for the best though, she already died once when she got too close with the far shore; I'm already prepared for this much. Maybe Yato had finally severed her ties with him and that (along with the cpr) is what allowed Hiyori to return.
Wdym "intense cpr," it's more than intense. It's hella long too. Nobody could perform intense cpr for hours nonstop, unless that person is non-human.
Good to know Yato broke her ribs though, nice work!
Hiyori's missing notebook? Prob taken by Yato or something.
Dafuq. Move along with your "it's me!" wishy-boy. No. This time it's not you who kissed her. You were delirious in some random abandoned building in some random city when Hiyori was dying.
See, this is my nightmare. To have the real Fujisaki Koto as Hiyori's future love interest. Because I know for sure, for so long, that they could bonded with their out-of-body experience when they both lost their memory.
Sorry Koto, 'nothing against the real you, but your alter ego has kinda ruined your image.
Damn, Father's longing for Kaya runs deep in Koto's veins.
BAHAHA, Nice one Coophone. Or Yato. Or Yukine. Or whatever tf Hiyori's guardian is.
AWWW THE GODS ARE CARRYING HIYORI'S LEGACY TO HAVE A PICNIC TOGETHER đđđđ
Aww man I didn't see Nana. She'd love to have a picnic with both Bishamon and Arahabaki! Is it because she was infected with GGS, or is it simply her turn to watch over the house? I hope it's the latter.
I wish the Gods would talk more about Yato's miracles, including about Hiyori. She is literally the glue that help stick these guys together. Without her, they wouldn't even know about Father's Liberation ability.
Heck, forget about Yatori. I wanna hear the Gods reminscing about their situations & conditions after the incident. But alas.
Oh well. This is something I've learned to let go.
Woow Kunimi looks young! Does he finally have a vacation?? Lol
Ebisu's voice got deeper? He still looks like a baby to me. Is he a baby 12-yo?
It's real nice to see the 3 reincarnated gods! Though I coulnd't care less abt them,even tho i know they have main character energy
Oh. my God. TakeKiun is really sailingg Look at dem. Matching clothes and soft smiles and all dat shit đ„șđ„șđ„ș
Um, okay. It's good and all that each mortal has their own version about what happened at that time, but like,
Weren't people DIED???
I thought many people died!! Getting slashed by Gods!! Why is it not covered on the national news-
(myb when Father's "nation" returned to the underworld, the souls who were lost were also returned to its vessel somehow?)
Nope, nevermind. Just don't think too deeply about it. Moving on.
BISHAAA it's good to see her in great health!
Though I really wanna know, how is her relationship with the Heaven and the other Gods after that fiasco, how she feels abt Father's defeat, etc--
NOPE. Don't thinkabout it. Just moveon.
Here I thought Yato was gonna get a reward from Amaterasu for slaying "something that doesn't belong on this Earth." Oh well. Guess Amaterasu is hella stingy like that.
Why Yukine seems like he got even smaller though. Is it the changing art style? He looks more baby than ever.
Wait, they got a whole proper room to sleep? Is this their old room in Kofuku's house?? I thought since Yukine is infected by GGS, Kofuku stayed the hell away from Yukine, but that doesn't seem like the case?
Maybe Kofuku-Daikoku are the one who abandoned the shop; leaving it for Yato and Yukine to stay in? We'll never know.
(Now where is Kofuku's new address, I need to know)
Since Yukine is infected by GGS and always in constant nightmare, I'd like to believe Kazuma is experiencing the same thing; in order to separate him from the rest of the clan, now Kazuma sleeps with Bishamon every night. Lucky bastard.
That is so touching of Yato for comforting his sobbing child every night, but I wish we got a glimpse of his reminisce with his now-gone Father.
Oh wooww the dude finally stopped playing around. I thought he didn't have the guts to cut Hiyori's ties, turns out he really cut itt. No wonder Hiyori forgot about him for 10 years.
(Though I don't think she forgot completely either. Yato might not be in her head anymore, but he's still in her heart)
Adachitoka-san. Are you trying to tell ME this teke-teke thing is way more viral than the mass of unnatural, unknown deaths???
Is it because there's no death at all???
*sighs.* Anyways.
Aww Nora is now staying at Iki's household, happier than ever đ„ș
Oh so that's where Hiyori's notebook goes.
Wait, Iki household creeps Hiyori out? Why? Is it because she was traumatized by her grandma's death? (Does she even remember that?) Is it because she faintly remembered the way Nora broke her house's windows? Or is it because she could sense Nora's presence and it icks her? I hope it's not the latter âčïž
I'm happy Nora is finally a happy child, but, Yukine? What about my son Yukine, who is no longer a pure soul, who could no longer sleep peacefully every night. Where is Nora's apology for leading Yukine to Father huh? Where is her apology for (indirectly) turning Yukine into who he is today? I guess it happens off-screen, we'll never know.
OH WOWW THE PUNS' AT IT AGAIN
Wdym "the night has a scent."
"Night" is using the same kanji as Yato's name, ć€. She is remembering his smell from the nightt, peoplee
(The night when he kissed her prob)
The power of the match-matching ema hunged by Ookuninushi is really strong, huh. Hiyori managed to remember Yato again, despite her already-severed-ties with Yato.
(or maybe not. I guess their fate really IS intertwined, knowing their first meeting)
I kinda wish Hiyori would remember Yato much later, like, in her 40s when she already has kids on her own, but hey, the sooner she remembers him, the longer he'd stay on this Earth so I'd still consider it a win!
Tbh, a part of me don't want her to get involved with far shore like she did in the past, but a part of me also wants her to snuggle between Yato and Yukine's arms after her work hours end. Dilemma.
Now I need Hiyori's journey to become one hell of a rich doctor so she could build a proper shrine for Yato so she and her family could pray together every morning, because she claimed it's Yatogami who saved her life that day. She'd make dinner for Yato and Yukine and eat with them every evening while her family acknowledge it as her night-praying-time. She'd tell her family, her future husband, and her future children about the legend of Yato (she'd exaggerate it a lot) and the next thing she knows, Yato have already has a devoted followers. Oh, and she'd often visited Bisha's shrine, Kofuku's, Ebisu's, all gods associated with Yato.
That's it folks. I rarely do my thoughts about Noragami, but I do read it religiously regularly each month. This manga has already become my comfort manga no matter how angsty it is, so it's gonna be hard to part with it, after all this time. Maybe for next month I'm gonna restart from chapter 1, one chapter per month.
I do have to say though, usually when I read a series with unsatisfactory ending, it leaves a bad taste in mouth. Somehow this chapter don't feel like that at all. I don't know why. I still look at this chapter and all the previous ones with fondness.
I wanna dream that 1-2 years from now, Adachitoka would release a 200-pages of Noragami epilogue -- which I know it's impossible, but hey, let the girl dream. I'm also looking forward for the extra komas, if there's any.
It's been a good time with you all đ€đ
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âGhibli wo Utauâ Concert ~ Produced by Satoshi Takebe was held on March 27th (*'âœ'*) It still feels like a dream to be able to perform at a tribute concert for my all-time favourite Studio Ghibli works. Today I will be sharing plenty of photos from that concert! It was held at Tokyo International Forum Hall Aâš The screen at the back shows famous scenes from each work. When I was singing, I believe they showed San and Moro in the background đ (I was facing the audience the whole time so I couldn't see them...)
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I had a dream of a Danny x Cass slowburn no capes AU, where Danny took up composing music after being diagnosed with a heart disease. He uses music to let out his emotions and frustrations. Most of them felt sad and hopeless.
Cass, who is a ballerina, uses one of his compositions for one of her recitals, which went viral when Tim or Dick or Bruce tweeted online about how proud of her they were.
And when the ballet company releases full videos, many people cry at how sad and beautiful the song and dance managed to make them feel. Danny felt all the emotions rushing back at him again, but he could never take his eyes off of Cass, who feels the music, but also seems to be comforting him through her dance. Even he cried during this performance, but not because he felt sad, but because he suddenly felt revitalized, born again, eager to live more of his life.
Danny then became popular, but now when he writes his music, his passion becomes related to people being able to dance to it (that maybe Cass would dance to it again). His music becomes a little bit more happy and hopeful. He even allows himself back to his passions of astronomy, that though he cannot reach the stars, maybe one day one of his music will.
Maybe a few years later, Danny gets invited by Bruce Wayne himself to perform at one of his Galas.
He plays an improvisation of what Cass had danced to, because that's where it all began. Instead of it being sad and hopeless, this time it sounds happy and thankful.
And when he finished, he finds Cass crying with a smile towards him.
Of course, because this is an AU about music and I mentioned the heart disease, we cannot forget the whump and angst that may come later should the two of them decide to get to know each other and pursue a relationship.
Thankfully, my dream just showed me the end, where Cass was holding Danny's hand while Danny lays on his hospital bed. Danny asks about Cass' calluses on her fingers. Then, she lets go of him to bring out a guitar.
Out of everyone in the family, Tim was the one who showed interest in learning how to play an instrument, specifically the guitar. And Cass wanted to learn, too. Since she wasn't allowed to dance in Danny's hospital room, she wanted another way to show her love, and it was this. She learned, and she practiced, and finally she can play. She can play an instrument for Danny.
In Danny's hospital room, she plays her and Danny's song.
The song that started it all.
Once she stopped, Danny cried, and the two lay together on his bed while waiting for the time of Danny's heart transplant.
I wake up, and hope that the transplant was a success (because I'm a sucker for happy endings, man đđđđđ)
Oh my gosh... đ„ș This is a wonderful dream that you had and now I wish I had it too. I wish I knew anything about music. I did ballet like... forever ago, so I can kinda smidge it but I cannot even read music notes, so this is very AWWWW and "awwww I don't know how to write that..."
If you ever wrote it, just know that I would go feral over it. Even still, I am so happy you could record all this down before you forgot all the details. And, more than that, you could share it with me too. đ„°
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hi ! before i request i must say, i love your work smmm !! but anywho lol my request is for the founders + genma (or you can do whoever you want) when their fem bodied!s/o is on like one of those bull riding machines and like the operator makes their s/oâs booty and titties shake and how they would react to it ! and their s/o is in a mini skirt !(i suck at explaining things iâm sorry lolđ)
Warnings: 18+, mentions of sex
Tobirama
Tobirama doesnât pay too much mind to the silly, fun stuff you get up to, the idea of you riding while youâre somewhat tipsy sounded quite entertaining to him. And to your surprise, heâs the one who actually suggests you hop on.
Initially, he didnât think much of your mini tennis skirt at all, smiling at the happy squeal you made when he placed his hands on your waist and lifts you up. You sit yourself in the mechanical bull, holding onto it for dear life before it begins.
Youâre nervously looking at Tobirama, whoâs calm and relaxed smile somewhat soothes you, and you shut youâre eyes tight when you hear the operator ready the bull, the music blasting loud as you slowly begin to rock back and forth. As you catch on to the rhythm, you open your eyes, a big smile on your face as you scan the crowed, your eyes searching for those bright red ones.
He looks rather amused at first, betting inside that youâd fall off any second, impressed that you were managing quite well so far. The music picks up and the bull begins swiveling in different directions, jerking your forwards before fully turning sideways, rocking up and down while jerking forwards and backwards.
Youâre feeling quite confident, the crowd cheering you on as you wave a hand in the air, slightly lifting your bottom for balance and you rocked back and forth. At first, Tobirama is all smiles, somewhat disappointed that youâre actually killing it up there, he was hoping youâd give him more of a show since you were tipsy, now cheering you on since youâre doing so well, but his smile slowly turns into a frown, his eyebrow lifted up when he notices the other men in the crowd lustfully gaze at you, biting their lips and whispering in each otherâs ears.
Tobirama doesnât like this at all, looking back over at you still riding the hell out of that bull. He notices the way your skirt flies up as your bottom hits the bull when you sit, your lovely ass in nothiing but a thong under that revealing skirt. Getting ready to shut your whole performance down, the sight of your breast bouncing deliciously to rhythm of the bull infuriates him even more, and one minute your having the time of your life, swaying on that bull, the next thing you know youâre laying in Tobiramaâs arms, bridal style.
Confused, you giggle, shutting your eyes tight to escape the spinning from the dizziness you felt. And even though everyone in the crowd is booing him, heâs way more relieved now than before, looking at the horny fucks who were checking you out with a sinister look, scary enough to shut them up.
âTobi!! I was going for the record!â, you laughed, wrapping your arms around his neck and planting small kisses on his lips even though he didnât put in any effort to kiss you back. âYou can always finish up on me later on tonight right ?â, he teased, suddenly attacking your warm face with kisses as he carried you to another ride.
Madara
Madara doesnât mind other people staring at your goodies, and for a matter of fact, he kinda gets off on the look on peoples faces when they realize youâre absolutely taken by him. Yeah, that ass theyâre looking at is his, and heâll grab it right in front of them so they understand.
Seeing your breasts jiggle as the mechanical bull vibrates while it sways turns him on just as much if not more, than it does for the other people watching you in the crowd. To Madara, catching a glimpse of your ass as your skirt rode up while you rode the bull was the perfect turn on, and he secretly prayed youâd be able to stay on there for longer, the thought of all the people in the crowd lusting over you arousing him just enough that heâd plotted exactly what he was going to do with you as soon as you got down that bull.
Ten seconds into it and you were barely hanging on, sliding all over the bull as you hung on for dear life, determined to at least reach the record, unbothered by your ass showing and your breasts bouncing everywhere. Unfortunately for Madara, you finally fell down, but this was also his favorite part, swiftly jumping over the gate to come and help you up. Gripping one of your thighs with his large hand, and your arm with his other, he easily pulled you up and slung you over his shoulder, smacking your ass as he loudly congratulated you, lost in the euphoria that everyone who watched and lust over you on that bull would never stand a chance since you were all his.
Hashirama
Heâs a little shy and embarrassed, but he hides it so well, his cheeks tinted with a light pink color as he watches how captivating you are on that bull.
He secretly hopes that the reason as to why you look dangerously sexy on that bull is because heâs madly in love with you and not because you actually do look incredibly sexy on it, your butt jiggling as you keep rooting your bottom on the bull as it lifts you up. And he almost forgot that you werenât wearing a bra, trying his best to keep his jaw from hanging as your breasts bounced all over the place.
He definitely feels shy, but when he notices how captivating you are to the crowd, he feels this deep sense of pride, slowly feeding into his own admiration, a tent rising in his pants as he begins to imagine you riding something else.
Now for the rest of your time at the amusement park, heâs stuck with a boner and thoughts of you riding him until you couldnât handle it anymore, and maybe heâd overstimulate you until you can barely sit on him anymore, just like that bull. And for some reason, he feels a little guilty about all of this, but he just canât help it.
Genma
Just like Tobirama, Genmaâs reasoning for putting you on that bull was to entertain himself, and also like Madara, he liked the idea of other people admiring you on top of it too.
Biting his bottom lip at the sight of your assets proudly bouncing and jiggling with the bull, heâs trying his best to seem cool and nonchalant, when in reality, heâs practically drooling over you.
He occasionally cheers you on. âYeah thatâs my girl! Keep riding that babeâ, he yells, and even though you canât see him, you hear his voice and giggle, now determined to stay on this thing for as long as you can to impress him.
He canât hide the smile on his face as you hold on tight, just barely hanging on, not a care in the world that your booty was showing in that skirt. Your determination cracked him up, wiping away tears of laughter at how silly you look trying to stay on.
The jerkings proves to be too much and you go flying off, hitting the soft wall before falling face first onto the mat. Heâs literally dead at this point, walking over to come and get you, throwing you over his shoulder and smacking you ass, praising you for lasting long mid his laughter.
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Iâm begging you to write something with Eddie where after graduation they get married and all their friends are there and Dustin is Eddieâs best man!đđđ„Č Iâm sad just thinking about it
All of Me Wants All of You
Pairing: Eddie Munson X fem!Reader
Summary: You and Eddie get married after he finally graduates high school.
Warnings: Some crying and cursing, minor season 4 spoilers, brief mentions of Eddie being in the hospital
Word Count: 1.2k
a/n: i hope you like this !
You and Eddie were both sure of the fact that you wanted a small wedding. The two of you settled on this the day he had been released from the hospital after being attacked by those demobats.
Currently, you were sitting in front of the vanity you had in your room. You were finishing up your makeup, a soft smile on your face as you continued to get ready.
You were more than happy to get to spend the rest of your life with Eddie, especially after everything that happened in the upside down this year. You had been so afraid that you would loose him, but he continued to fight, for you, for Dustin, for everyone.
And all he wanted was to make sure that he spent every single day by your side and not dead in some freaky dimension.
He had managed to cheat death and actually graduate your high school. You were incredibly proud of him, but he was tired of hearing you say that, his cheeks blushing bright red every time you brought it up.
And luckily for him, Nancy was able to pull some strings with local government, clearing his name and getting them to drop all charges.
You looked down at your engagement ring one more time then got up, straightening out your dress as you stood up. You then headed out of your bedroom and down the main stairs of your house, where your father was waiting for you.
âReady?â your father asked with a smile as he held out as his arm to you.
You linked your arm around his, âOf course.â you said with a smile.
Neither you nor Eddie wanted an entirely traditional wedding, so you didnât carry a bouquet and the ceremony would be performed by one of your fathers long time friends who had recently become a priest. And you were having Dustin, Eddieâs best man, give you your rings.
Your father then lead you to the backyard then down the isle Eleven and Max had created last minute. Eddie was wearing a tux, something you never thought youâd see him wear. He looked so handsome and you couldnât wait until the ceremony was over so that you could kiss him again.
The second Eddie saw you start to walk down the isle, his eyes began to tear up. You looked ïżŒ absolutely beautiful and breathtaking. He had no idea if he would be able to muster up the courage to actually speak at all once you reached him.
But, he would try his best, for you.
You smiled at him as he took your hands in his, âYou look really handsome.â you whispered to him as goosebumps started to appear on your arms.
Neither of you could believe that this was actually happening or that any of this was real.
He blushed, âYou look so beautiful, sweetheart.â he said, grinning at you and making you blush.
Your fathers friend then started the ceremony and while he spoke, your eyes never Eddieâs and his eyes never left yours.
And before you knew it, it was time for you two to read your vows. You had decided that Eddie would go first since he was a bit better at public speaking.
He still keeps one of your hands in his as he speaks, â(y/n), you are half of my soul. You could take away all of my senses and Iâd still be able to find you,â he starts, taking a deep breath in an attempt to keep his tears at bay, âYouâve been by my side through it all and I truly canât thank you enough for that.â he told you.
You could tell that he was incredibly nervous so you rubbed your thumb against the back of his hand to comfort him.
He smiled at you briefly then continued on with his vows, âI love you more than anyone Iâve loved before and I donât think Iâll ever stop loving you, even in death,â hearing him say that made you burst into tears as you had almost lost him two months ago, âI donât want to start crying more than I already am, so Iâll just say a couple more things. I love so fucking much and Iâm glad that Iâll get to have you by my side for the rest of our lives.â he said, finishing his vows.
âFuck.â you muttered to yourself, feeling a bit embarrassedïżŒ that you were crying in front of so many people, the curse word you had said making everyone chuckle.
Eddie softly wiped your tears away for you and wordlessly encouraged you to start reading your own vows.
You took a deep breath then started to talk, âIâm not the best a public speaking so Iâll make this short. Eddie, you are my favorite person in the whole world and I adore so many things about you. I adore how you are always able to make me laugh. I adore how you always know how to comfort me. But most of all, I adore you. You are more then I could ever want in a friend and in a lover. I love you more then words could ever explain, I promise.â you told him, your eyes rarely leaving his own.
And although your vows were short, they still made Eddie sob. He cried every time you reminded him of how much he meant to you. You wiped his tears away for him and then sent a comforting smile his way.
â(y/n) (y/l/n), Do you take Edward Munson to be your husband?â the priest asked as he gestured towards your soon to be husband.
âI do.â you said confidently, a bright smile on your face.
âAnd Edward Munson, do you take (y/n) (y/l/n) to be your wife?â the priest asked, now gesturing towards you.
âI do!â Eddie basically screamed, causing everyone to laugh again.
Dustin then stepped out from his spot next to Eddie and handed your ring to Eddie. His hands shook as he took the ring from his young friend and slipped it onto your ring finger.
And once your ring was on, Dustin handed you Eddieâs ring. You grinned at him again as you slipped the ring onto his own finger, a look of true love in your eyes.
The moment the rings hit your skin, you couldnât help but look down at them. They were simple silver bands that had each otherâs initials engraved in them.
âBy the power vested in me and the state of Indiana, I now pronounce you husband and wife! You may now kiss the bride!â The priest happily said as he began to clap.
Eddie effortlessly slid his arm under your back and dipped the two of you down as he kissed you. You couldnât stop yourself from smiling as you kissed him back, you were just so happy.
âI love you.â you whispered to him before pressing another kiss to his soft lips, he smelled like some fancy cologne you knew Steve had probably given him, the thought of this making you smile once more.
âAnd I love you, Mrs. Munson.â he murmured against your lips, causing your skin to heat up.
And once the two of you had pulled away from each otherâs lips one last time, Eddie scooped you off of your feet and began to run to where the kids had set up the party.
On the way there, you smiled and softly chuckled as you stared up at your husband. And to you, your future was looking pretty fucking good.
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Art is such a powerful thing man. I swear. Letter is the proof. Jimin is literally screaming his soul and heart out while singing in our headphones, and so many people pretend that he wrote that song just for them. I would have loved to know that such a beautiful song was made for me, for us, but it was not. And what I love the most about it, is that nothing is certain. Jimin always leaves us the benefit of the doubt. He needs that doubt himself in order to protect his relationship. That âdear.armyâ is not for everyone. If you want to see it, you will, and youâll be able to read between the lines, to see that full stop that changes everyting. If you donât want to, youâll read it all together. And pretend that mark is not there. The same goes for the lyrics. âWe donât know what days await usâ, âweâre afraidâ, âthe fun moments between you and meâ and so many others. All these sentences can refer to armys, sure. I mean, if you really strain it⊠yes, they can. And thatâs why Jimin is so smart. Their bond is special, itâs a literal gift that makes them able to turn off the lights of cameras , of telephones, of the internet and the whole industry, and enjoy themselves, just the two of them, in their little world. âTheyâre not close anymore like they used to beâ: yes they are. What some people donât get is that the âloudnessâ is still there, but in a different form. Itâs in Jkâs eyes, in Jmâs smile when he sings letter. In their little moments together that weâll never know about unless they tell us about it. Theyâre probably kissing, eating together, dancing together, sleeping. Maybe fighting too. And Jimin is never going to tell you âyes, that song is for the love of my lifeâ. Forget that. But he can say anything else in his songs, and only people who are able to appreciate their bond will see it. Others wonât, and those people are the same that will never understand how deep the love between Jikook is. I canât imagine how much hard it was for them to always hold back their feelings, to try to hide them so bad. To always be careful with words, actions, touches. I think theyâre just learning to live their love in private, because the needing to tell the world that theyâre in love must have faded with time. A part of them will always desire to share it with the world and the public, I think, but they must have realized that what they need is their other half. No external validation, no spotlight. Sadly, sharing it would wear this love out, because not everyone would get its preciousness. JM and JK still donât know what awaits them, but they live with this only certainty: that they love each other. And this is scary. This is nothing and everything, if you think about it. Everything that they have itâs them. They never had certainties unless their love. But theyâre together, and fear will be overcomed by both, as they always did. As those two young and unprepared kids did, growing up together. I have so much to say but I already wrote a lot. Sorry. I just wish them the best, and I hope that one day this love will be set free from judgment, doubts, hate, and from distracted eyes that canât notice its pureness.
Jiminâs live performance of Letter is so good!
Damn. You're tearing my heart up. This is just
Gonna go cry now đ
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THE FACT MUSIC AWARDS (231010)
NEW TWITTER UPDATE
[NEW UPLOAD FROM YUNHO]
ATEEZ(ììŽí°ìŠ)
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[#ì€íž] Had such a good performance that the little tiger felt sleepy on the way home ă
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mikah @himaswife
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Stop even the sun loves her, look at how perfect the light is đshe looks so lost after waking up I can't
mochiuki @littlehirangie
Replying to @ATEEZofficial i just saw this and now her randomly bursting into Yunho's room and biting him during his pop live is finally explained XD he sacrificed himself to gift us these pictures
catty @channiescatterpillar
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idek how to explain it she just looks so fluffy...the tiger makes so much sense đ„č
cheongdam pepper @33khj
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so sleepy she didn't even change out of her red carpet clothes sleep well our Himaâ€ïž
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íë§ëŠŹ: My precious Tiny did you enjoy Mingi oppa's little show on the way to the award stage? ă
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Performance Highlights
I) During the introduction two men can be seen fussing over a wanted poster depicting Himari's face until she walks in between them, each of the guns in her hands pointed at their heads.
II) In the interlude she pushes through the crowd of dancers to take her place in between Hongjoong and Yeosang, a bandana in her hand separating the two before her voice rings through the backing track saying "íë, ë,ì
...draw", dropping the cloth just in time for the men to draw their weapons.
III) When everyone gets back into position for Mingi's verse she leans a forearm on the rapper's shoulder, a pepper positioned in between her lips that he takes out to bring to his own mouth as she sings "ì§êžë¶í° fly" before exiting the stage with a wink to the camera.
Winning Speech
"This is your win too Atiny so I hope you feel just as honored and excited as we do! We were able to work hard in part because all of you were there cheering us on so please stay with us for the very long journey that's still to come. To our parents who are watching from somewhere...we won!"
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Hellllooooooooo new blog <3 (Iâm fairly new too dw) your masterlist is so pretty lmao. anywayyyyy can I request Leo/need (separately) with reader whoâs in wonderlands x showtime? Only if you want to ofc sorry if itâs a little weird. anyway enjoy it here, it gets easier with time and itâs totally worth all the work <3333
Your wish is my command *bows*
Note: gender-neutral reader
Style: Bullets/Hcs
Leo/need X Reader Who's In WxS
Ichika Hoshino
Ichika wasn't really surprised that you're part of such an eccentric theatre troupe since she's so used to you cheering people up
The first thing she did when she found out that you're in WxS is complement you, she found it super cool that you're able to act
Unfortunately, Ichika doesn't like noisy places like Phoenix Wonderland so she can't frequently attend your shows but she tries to make up for it by inviting you to eat lunch with her at school.
When she does decide to attend your shows, she's absolutely BLOWN away every time, when did your singing voice and acting get so good? It must be Nene's help.
Ichika likes to pay you back for your amazing shows by writing songs for you and then performing them to you whenever you two hang out.
She feels like her songs are a bit too cheesy sometimes but seeing you get so happy after hearing her songs eases her worries <3
Saki Tenma
She was SO excited when she found out that you're a part of WxS.
She already visits Phoenix Wonderland a lot already but knowing that you perform there made her go more frequently.
Literally told everyone to start going to Phoenix Wonderland just because her partner performs there.
Whenever you go to her house to rehearse with Tsukasa, she asks if she can watch, she wants to take in all the stardom while she still can.
Saki tries to impress you a lot. "Y'know, I learnt how to juggle in hospital, maybe you should let me be a guest star" she smirks. She obviously forgot because she dropped all the balls on the floor within seconds đ
Honami Mochizuki
"You're in Wonderlands X Showtime? I think my classmate, Emu, is in your troupe!"
She immediately brings her friends with her to see your shows
Honami can't always attend because of her job as Kanade's housekeeper but if there's a time when she can come, she definitely will.
She brings apple pies with her to share with you after a show
Before shows, she takes a nice walk with you and her dog to ease any nerves you may have.
Shiho Hinomori
Shiho found out that you're a WxS member through a path of embarrassment. She was looking for some Phenny merch at a Phoenix Wonderland stall when she got jumpscared by you.
"Shiho?" you said from behind her. Girl literally JUMPED out of fear đ"(N-Name)?!", she had been caught red-handed buying Phenny merch, how humiliating. She hoped that this wouldn't too awkward. "Hi! I didn't think you would be here" you exclaimed, ignoring the current situation she was in. Shiho was relieved when she realised that you weren't gonna further embarrass her.
You become immersed in conversation and she finds out that you're a member of Wonderland X Showtime.
Since she visits so frequently, she thought she could stop by to see one of your shows sometime. She was just a bit worried about bumping into that thing (Tsukasa).
Nonetheless, she still attends and watches your shows. If Tsukasa approaches her though, be prepared for her to run away faster than the speed of light.
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MONICA!!!!!! The concert was so good!!!! đđđ Iâm assuming youâre ok with spoilers so here goes đŹ
The first half of the show was them playing and recreating the key scenes and singing in them which I thought would trigger me tbh but instead I think it did me good to see the scenes I loved again đ„č and Jimmy, Mark and Sea were so freaking good they cried in some scenes and I cried seeing them cry and it was so emotional again!!! I really wanna go back and rewatch all the good parts now, itâs still 80% a really good series!!
And they did Blame the Stars together!!! And you saw they did the âcan I have my shirt backâ scene!!! đ”đ«
(They played the breakup scene but not the reconciliation, it kinda just skipped to âhappy endingâ and Iâm actually glad that we donât have to rehash all of that)
They did full group songs and unit songs and what got to me was that MarkNamtan and OhmFilm did songs but so did NamtanFilm and MarkOhm!!! The NamtanFilm song was đđ
They did a whole Vice Versa medley!!! They did it for me!!! đ I was so happy and excited to see it!!! I hope that gets more of the newer fans to go watch it!!!
Jimmy, Mark and Sea had solo moments too, love that for them!!
They were surprised with a fan made video in support of them!! đ„°
Their speeches at the end were emotional and everyone cried, including me đ„č Sea went second to last and Jimmy went last and he spoke the most đ
It was just under 4 hours long, it started a little late (as all GMM concerts do tbh) but it was so good and worth only getting 4 hours of sleep đ
I really hope you get to see it and enjoy it too!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING YOUR LIVE STREAMING EXPERIENCE OF THE LAST TWILIGHT CONCERT WITH ME KAREN!!!!!!!!
ngl reading this and seeing all the clips on twitter is making me want to buy the ticket for the rerun so badly like i always knew it was gonna be great and that everyone was gonna give their all but damn. the concert actually felt so well organized and thought out, i love that they basically turned the show into a musical and gave space for all kind of performances and pairings!!!!!! i've always wanted a duet version of blame the stars and im so happy they finally gave it to us!!!!!! and seeing namtanfilm and markohm slow dance alongside jimmysea was such a blessing THEY TRULY SAID THERE AIN'T NO STRAIGHT PEOPLE LEFT IN THIS SHOW
i really wasn't expecting it, but tbh i feel the same way as you. i think this did me good. maybe im just saying this because i haven't seen any videos of the break up scene so i can just keep pretending it never happened, but the parts i did see are kind of healing the hurt i've been feeling over the last three episodes of the show and bringing back all the love and excitement i used to have for morkday
ALSO NOT TO BE DRAMATIC BUT JIMMYSEA SINGING THE ENTIRETY OF THE VICE VERSA OST WITH A BRIGHT PINK STAGE SURROUNDING THEM MADE ME CRY LIKE A BABY like i truly did not expect them to bring vice versa up because last twilight is what brought them the popularity they always deserved so i was afraid they would kinda forget about vice versa, but im honestly just so ridiculously happy and emotional to know that it's still in their heart. or at least that they know it's still in ours, even if we may be a minority in the fandom now
i already had a meltdown over jimmysea this morning and i really can't afford another one and i don't think i would even have the words to express everything i feel but. im just so proud of them. it's honestly insane to me that they were able to pull off a performance like this in such a short period of time and with such a busy schedule. their dedication, their hard work, their kindness..... I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS THESE TWO BOYS DESERVES ALL THE LOVE AND RECOGNITION IN THE WORLD
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omg hii!! i've never done any if this ask stuff so i dont really understand what to say đ so sorry if this is awkward
ok so i love ur work sm and i wanna see how pjsekai boys like would react if their s/o was a ballet dancer and pretty famous for it?? like their on tv alot, and do pretty elaborate performances. sorry if this is confusing!! you don't have to write about this if u dont wanna đ«¶đ«¶ also fem reader/gn reader is fine!!!
have a good day!!!
aww dw abt it, you're totally fine!! and i just started learning ballet its so hard and i commend everyone who does it!! have a good day as well, and I hope you like this!! <3
⥠BALLET - Akito Shinonome, Toya Aoyagi, Tsukasa Tenma and Rui Kamishiro x Reader
Akito:
Akito never really understood ballet all that much. It looked pretty, but he didn't understand it
That was changed when he met you. When he watched you dance, he felt nothing but fondness
He was shocked when you told him you went on TV for your performances, but he understood why. You were amazing after all!
He had no idea how you did half of the things that you did, and anytime you tried to explain it, the terms would simply leave his mind-
He asks to watch you practice in private sometimes, and you get the privilege of seeing his pure astonished face
Overall, he thinks you're very impressive! Your passion for what you did was noticeable, and he always admires passion <3
Toya:
Toya learned a bit about ballet from the pieces that he had to perform when he was younger. Sure, he never performed them for ballet dancers, but he understood some concepts
His admiration for ballet didn't grow until he met you though! You were a force to be reckoned with
He was impressed by you going on TV, and ends up rewatching some of your performances in his free time
He tries to understand the elaborate moves you pull off with ease, but he's never able to-
He actually plays some pieces for you in private if you ask! He thinks it's calming to lose himself in both the music and watching you
Overall, he thinks you're absolutely amazing, and always becomes speechless watching you <3
Tsukasa:
Tsukasa didn't really encounter ballet as a kid, but he's still very intrigued by it! He thinks it's a gorgeous art form
So, his intrigue grows a ton once he meets you. You always managed to look gorgeous!
He's a bit jealous that you managed to go on TV before him, but he understands why. Of course his favorite co-star is incredibly talented!
He tries to learn some ballet moves from you and ends up incorporating some into WxS shows!
He also asks to watch you practice, and tries to keep up with you as you do. He's more than happy to show off what he's learned!
Overall, he thinks that you shine every time you do ballet, and he knows that his favorite co-star would always glow <3
Rui:
Rui watched a lot of shows growing up, and as a result knows a thing or two about ballet now
He thinks it's a lovely refresher whenever he watches you dance. You're a great reminder of how much he loves ballet!
When you tell him you go on TV, he cheekily asks if he can go on with you. He thinks it's cool though, and asks how you get the opportunity to
He also asks to learn some ballet moves and becomes quite good at them! He only shares the basic ones with WxS
He loves to watch you and join you in practice, you're absolutely graceful either way
Overall, you're one of the main reasons that his love for ballet comes back, and he wouldn't have it any other way <3
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HELL YEAH IVE BEEN WAITING 4 THIS QUESTION--
long story short, yes, it was incredible and if ur able to see it I would HIGHLY recommend getting tickets
Going into detail tho...
Let's start off w/ Jordan Fisher since he was (imo) the weakest link of the main cast. The end of Joannah was kinda anticlimactic and his vocal range wasn't the best. You could tell he didn't have opera lessons or smthn whilst the whole cast was very classical sounding, but I'm going to take a guess he just didn't have enough breath support since he sounded a bit shakey towards the end. He was stronger in the second act tho he wasnt rlly belting then. Jordan Fisher has never rlly surprised me vocally, but that's not rlly a bad thing, I just kinda wish they casted someone a bit more fit for the role.. but if that was the "worst" thing abt the show, I think it's going to be just fine.
The ensembles dancing was either hit or miss, some of it was very awkward whilst other numbers was incredible and clever. For "there was a barber and his wife" They had two dancers on a platform where they danced in the dark and it made them seem like silhouettes in the moonlight. Seeing as the show is still in previews, tho, they still have time to patch it up :).
Gaten Matarazzo was great as Toby and had nice vocals. I was also able to see him in deh and although he was more a talking role I think he is a great singer and actor. He definitely pulled off the ending as well and didn't worry about looking attractive or something while conveying to the audience that he had succumbed to the stress of his situation. Believe it or not I've seen a few shows where an actor would try to make themself look hot but also insane and its just kinda annoying tbh-- like they always sacrifice being believable over being handsome/pretty. All in all, he is a great performer and had wonderful stage presence.
Johanna was incredible. Like actually incredible. Green finch and linnet bird is one of my favorite numbers and she did it justice. I forget her actresses name unfortunately, but she was truly Johanna when she was onstage, and embodied the character beautifully.
Beedle was hateable as was the judge, but that's good because it means that they did their job well. Funny thing is that when he said his line "Deceiving slut!" A person behind me just went "oh-- đš" and it was clear everyone was surprised.
The beggar woman was so good omg-- like she was great at switching between personalities when begging and it was so funny at times but other times it had the audience sobbing or thinking.
Mrs. Lovett was so incredibly funny it was unexpected. She's no Angela Lansbury but I think it's unfair to compare them to each other since no one is going to be as great as her. She was very lively and I never felt bored when she was onstage! Well-- I was never bored during the show but you know what I mean! Her songs were great and she has her own little twist on things. I don't know if they changed the key for "worst pies in london" bc I haven't listened to the og recording a lot but I wouldn't be surprised since every Mrs. Lovett has had a different key it seems. I really hope I get to see her in something else because she was just so fun to watch and I just loved her so much!
And finally...
JOSH FUCKING GROBAN LEZZ FUCKING GOOOO--
I love that man! I fucking love that man so much đ!
He was absolutely incredible. My mother said she doubted he would be able to pull off an insane middle aged man but my god, he did it. It was strange to see him being so mean and malicious considering he seems so nice irl, but he was so great and I'm so glad he got to play Sweeney. And I'm even more thrilled that I got to SEE him play Sweeney. His vocals were stunning and he was incredible at acting (even if Todd himself is a rather silent and monotonous man).
So yes, all in all, it was amazing and I rlly hope I'll see it again! Here are some pictures of the stage and playbill :)
@succsessions @mystically-michaela
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wow this event escalated quickly
Am I late in giving my thoughts? Oh definitely. Am I gonna still say them? Aw hell yeah, there's so much to say here man + I have Thoughts now on Rollo backstory
anyway spoilers spoilers for part 3 of Glorious Masquerade, this will be split to two parts
when things were still aight
Love that they're still able to squeeze in a bunch of references here. Like, they made a reference to the man in stilts. It's such a small small thing in comparison to the other references, but they still added it. It adds to the festivities though but like wowowow they really went off with the Hunchback of Notre Dame references
THE. TIGHTROPE. WALKER.
I'M GONNA SHIT MY PANTS BECAUSE WHY IS IT THAT THE ONES WATCHING THE TIGHTROPE WALKER ARE GRIM AND AZUL???????
ok you may be wondering why the fuck that's the thing that's making me go insane. Like, it's just Azul watching a tightrope walker doing their thing,,, and getting nervous as he watches them ,, and just being enthralled by it
BUT . SEE I WROTE THIS FIC đ§I WROTE A WHOLE ASS METAPHOR OF AZUL AND A TIGHTROPE WALKER LIKE ?????????????????? DISNEY TWISTED WONDERLAND NOT READING MY MIND CHALLENGE FAILED ??????? WTF TWST WTF
in all seriousness, Azul reacting to the tightrope walker was. so. cute. đ The way that he was so nervous for them, the way he was like "it's a show, they'd have something to keep their performers safe" but would still feel nervous LIKE!!!! IT WAS SO CUTE THAT HE WAS THAT WORRIED PLS AND GRIM WAS ALSO SO WORRIED IT WAS CUTE and then when Deuce was like wow the ones who are watching this are Grim and Azul then he smiles and goes wow that's a rare sight LIKE LIKE DSKFNGSDNKGFLSNDKLGNSDKLNGLNKLNG MY FAVOIRTE KIBBY AND MY LOML TOGETHER WATCHING A TIGHTROPE WALKER,,,,,,, my heart , ,, ,
anyway, I really love that they went with topsy turvy as the name of the festival!!!! Like, it's so cute, it's so Disney, and I really hope Twst EN does not change this when they bring the event over to the EN version. I also super super love that the dancers get to use magic tambourines though! I love that they not only fit in the idea of masquerades being the place where the rich and poor gather and no one cares about hierarchies and such but that they also add in that non mages can experience having magic for even just a few hours đ„ș that's honestly so beautiful
Rollo being all sniff sniff over that though hmph
NOW THE INFAMOUS SEBEK WANTING TO SIT WITH MALLEUS MOMENT
like pls PLEASE THIS WAS SO FUNNY HE REALLY WAS TRYING SO HARD TO BE WITH MALLEUS EVERYONE WAS LIKE THERE'S NO SPACE BUT HE'S LIKE GTFO GRIM TO THE POINT HE'D DO ROCK PAPER SCISSORS
GUYS IMAGINE . ROCK PAPER SCISSORS WITH A TANUKI AND YOU FUCKING LOSE. I CAN'T
Azul going "you were deciding with a luck based game you should have prepared better" man this guy nskfkdnlskdskdngkg
I think I fucking lost it though when Rollo's like hi can I sit here too and the others were more accommodating about it
ESPECIALLY AZUL. I FUCKING LOST IT WHEN HE WAS LIKE 'oh of course you can sit here~! Grim can sit on Yuu's lap' LIKE HE WAS MOSTLY QUIET WHEN SEBEK WANTED TO SIT IN THEIR TABLE BUT WAS SO OPENLY WELCOMING TO ROLLO
guys pls it gives me life whenever I see people really try to be polite when someone they dislike tries sitting in their table but would be so welcoming to someone they like to the point they'd willingly live with the cramped space just for them to sit beside them
AND THEN MCFUCKING SEBEK WAS LIKE ?!!??!?!?!?!?! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THAT THE LAP WAS AN OPTION AZUL SENPAI AND IDIA. IDIA SHROUD.
"because you're loud and we don't want you" I think we should have another Twitter poll on who burns the hottest in Twisted Wonderland and Idia Shroud should win that on the sole basis that that statement was a literal burn
this fucking exchange sent me though
Sebek) OK ANYONE OTHER THAN MALLEUS SAMA CAN I SIT ON YOUR LAP Azul) do you know how big you are Sebek) ok then..... AZUL SIT ON MY LAP
not to be possessive but excuse me Sebek, Azul's lap is MY spot and Azul's only choices for a seat are the bench or MY LAP đ€ know your place smh
(this is a good time to remind everyone that I'm very very aight with sharing oshi/bias and I love seeing people share their love for Azul and fangirling with me)
anyway thank you Malleus for finally speaking up and telling Sebek that he was causing trouble because funny as it was, I would have actually been pissed off if I was in that situation. Poor Bekbek though, sent off to the other table. But hey, he had his equestrian buddies with him đ„č not all was lost !!
Here's a part that actually got me thinking hard! When the show starts and the Fool narrates the tale of the Righteous Judge and the Kind Bellringer, it's done in the same way Clopin does it in the beginning of the movie. Except that in the movie, Clopin tells the children of how wicked Claude Frollo was. But here in Twst, the story has been twisted to show that not only was Quasimodo (the bellringer) kind but that Frollo was also a righteous judge whom everyone respected. And when there was a calamity in the town, it was the combined efforts of Frollo and Quasimodo that saved it. What's more is that nobody knows the exact calamity, just that it was crimson.
We already know that history seems to have been twisted, but understand that up till this point, the way we heard the history of Twisted Wonderland is through a 21st century group of students learning from the books and internet. Of course they're going to read what has been preserved.
But that show sharing the story, it was clearly an age old tradition that started since, or even before, the time of the movie. True, we can't be sure that the events of the Disney movies had happened in Twisted Wonderland. Yuu's dreams remain dreams until now with no clear meaning of whether they're dreaming about the true past or if they're even dreaming about an alternate universe where the Disney we know of occurred. Still, there may be truth to Yuu's dreams, so by that logic, you would think that those stories would be preserved and passed down. But no, they were twisted, to the point that nobody knows the calamity that struck the town. Rollo and Trein even bring it up, there's no literature that specifies exactly what happened, just that the streets were dyed crimson. That's the first time that the story has somewhat addressed the issue with their history. And that makes me fear a bit on what's going to come in chapter 7, when we'll be dealing with Lilia who has lived for so long.
On that note, I find it funny that the first conclusion the boys come up with for the "streets were dyed with crimson" part was that there was a fire. Like, y'all wouldn't think there was a war or some other conflict first?? đ€Ą I mean, I get it's for the plot to flow but still, that's an interesting first interpretation lmaoo
OK LET'S TALK ABOUT THE DANCE OK .
congrats to Azujami stans for getting your ship to dance congrats Sebek for getting to dance with wakasama congrats to Nobunaga Shimazaki for getting your character to dance with your biggest fav
and congrats to me because I finally get to see Azul dancing and based on the story afterwards not commenting on everyone's dancing .. he can dance. He can dance. He can dance. I can actually live out my dreams of having a waltz with him. He can dance. I can dance. We can dance together.
@ Jamil and Ruggie how does it feel to be God's chosen ones
OK BUT WE CANNOT GO WITHOUT MENTIONING GRIM SPINNING AT THE END WE SIMPLY CAN'T. RHYTHMIC SINGLEHANDEDLY BECAME THE BEST RHYTHMIC IN THE GAME BECAUSE OF SPINNING GRIM. God I love this kitty, he is so cute keep doing what you're doing my love
and then boom fireworks of course Grim's the one who starts it. I found it so cute that NRC boys were like 'we can't lose to other schools! we gotta show them that we're the best!" and it's just setting off fireworks for the people. It is so cute. I love these teenagers;;;;
part 1.5: when things slowly start going to shit
ngl had to do a 1.5 because Tumblr has a 4096 character limit per block (like all those bullet points are one whole block of text technically)
so anyway, first i just want to say I really love how the Fool was like "hey this is a once a year festival let's dance some more" when people were like hoh fireworks??? Like, they managed to slide in one more reference to the movie, I really love these writers I swear
Now we really see things slowly going to shit. This episode, we do see Rollo being more disgusted with the festival, from the idea of rich and poor mingling together to mages in general.
Here's where it gets interesting though. As the students were setting off fireworks, Malleus approaches Rollo and tells him to join the festivities. Rollo then tells him that he and the students of NRC are strong mages. They shouldn't wield that power so carelessly, or at the very least, use it to entertain the townsfolk. Malleus' response is that he has a strong power, and it's up to him whether he wants to give it to people he likes.
I find their words very interesting. Let's start with Malleus: he views his power as something to be shared to others. It's a mirror to the three fairies who gave gifts to Aurora. This part alone really added a lot of depth to him because up till now, Malleus has an arrogant view of himself and his power. It's not entirely his fault, of course, he was raised with such high expectations and has seen how well he performs in comparison to everyone else. But that sentence, we know that Malleus is aware of his power. But the way he says that like it's a gift that he can choose to give to others. At that moment, it's pride but not arrogance. It's a pride over being able to do this and knowing that you can give something to other people with something that you have. I like that. I really like that.
Onto Rollo: what he says here is really interesting and I'll actually refer to this part later on in the post.
If you recall chapter 2, when Crowley explains the concept of overblot to us, Ace mentions that his grandma would always lecture him to not use his magic so carelessly and that it was due to overblot. See the connection between that and what Rollo said to Malleus? I'll leave this here.
Now Rollo asks us how we feel about being surrounded by mages every day. I think it's really interesting honestly that we get to be asked this the first time. And Yuu says that they either find it fun or that they're used to it. And the way that this puts off Rollo... ah yes, we love to see the face of one who will turn things to shit :33
I mean come on, if you've been playing Twst for a while, you should know by now what episode 3 in events like these is supposed to be: the part where things turn to s h i t
part 2: ah shit shit hit the fan
ah yes, my favorite crime: arson
so ngl this ep really sealed this event as my favorite event of all time but before we explain that, let's get to what's happening in the story
so the students get back to the school, and then they hear the bell ring four times. Very interesting, totally not sus at all
and THEN suddenly a bunch of crimson flowers grow and students start going down. Everyone's like shit fuck what the fuck
the way that they even affected Malleus,, like bruh thank God his guards were with him. That part was pretty eye opening for me actually. I always found it odd that Silver and Sebek were so protective of Malleus when he's so strong that he can defend himself. But that moment, he was stuck, and he could break out because of the two of them.
can I just say those battles had the weirdest opponents ever. Like . I commend them for inserting all the movie references but I think they overdid it with the cloaked men with flowers for heads. Like . help what is THAT .
when wehn Chenya and Neige saved Riddle & Deuce and Rook & Epel đ especially Chenya honestly. He saved Riddle because Riddle is his friend. Take note that Riddle was shielding Deuce but Chenya's the one taking the hit for Riddle. This guy,,,, he really cares about Riddle, it is So cute
ALSO THE ANGY CHENYA SPRITE IS HOT OK, I FUCKING LOVE IT
I love the Neige memes that came out of this event honestly. I need to abuse them KDSNFKSFDJSKGDSG
absolutely love how by some miracle (aka plot convenience), all of NRC is still standing. good thing we're here because that plant nearly killed us but turns out being magicless is a gift for once
New piece of lore! The flowers that sprouted all of a sudden are actually extinct flowers that have the ability to absorb one's magic. They are capable of absorbing all their magic to the point someone is left magicless. People have started speculating them to be based on the flowers in Maleficent 2, which were used to kill fae. It's quite terrifying, those little flowers.
So anyway we find out Rollo's the baddie behind this. Everyone's obviously fucking pissed the moment he walks in
And here's an obligatory Azul lovemail from me because hey,, come on. Everyone's pissed at him. But somehow, Azul still has the calmness to go "oh my oh my that sounds like something a bad guy would say" like bruh,,, how can you still be so FUNNY during these trying times
AND THEN WE GET A GOOD LOOK AT ROLLO'S FRENZIED FACES đł I think that Twst live2D artists should calm down with the feral faces they are making them too hot
anyway here's where he says that he wants to rid Twisted Wonderland of all its mages. And like hey look at him, he actually has the means to do Just that and that's actually terrifying
bruh Silver and Sebek were actually ready to throw hands at him. they were gonna use their bare fists. pls let Sebek's groovy be him punching Rollo that would be fun
ah shit trapdoor ah shit we're falling down OH HEY MALLEUS IS SAVING US man that was actually really sweet of him đ„ș I'm not a Malleus stan but even I felt touched and a bit excited seeing that part. He really rushed to our aid <3 Malleus stans won so hard
So anyway everyone's safe, Trein saves everyone with his magic go Trein we stan best prof
NOT AZUL BEING SO HAUGHTY KSFHKSDHFJKSDKGBJKSD he's like aww thank you Trein for saving us but I was also prepared to save myself too
idia being like is now the time?????? God this duo is gonna end me one day
but honestly I can relate to that haughtiness it hurts
so anyway weeding time
if you can't magic the flowers away, gotta do it the old fashioned way
Love how Ruggie and Epel are like PUT YOUR BACKS INTO IT DO IT FASTER
that crack though,,, poor Trein, may your hip rest in pieces
sadly, there's too many flowers and they can't all weed them out so Ruggie and Idia just go "uhh every man for himself then?"
CUE TREIN CRYING LNSGNKSFDNLSDLNLSDG "where did I go wrong in my teachings huhuhu RSA protected you and this is how you repay them huhuhuhu" HE ACTUALLY CRIED HE HAD TEARS IN HIS SPRITE,,,,,,
and of course. of COURSE Azul goes "oh of course we'll help, this is the perfect opportunity to get mages into our debt" like ,, ,like how can you be so ONE TRACK MINDED ???? literally the world is on fire and Azul will still think about putting people in debt. Riddle is like smh but he's like somehow seeing Azul being Azul calms me down
ah I love Azul, of course he's the first one to figure out that the flowers were Rollo's plan since the very beginning and that the symposium was all a way to bring mages to one place and wipe them out. you and your scheming-ness actually helps out from time to time
But then Idia solves the big mystery: it was to lure Malleus. Damn, these two I swear
and . oh no. oh no Malleus please don't please don't go craâ
"ROLLO FLAMM I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU" boom crackle lightning ahhhh shit there he goes
ok but the mUSIC IN THIS PART đ WHEN SEBEK AND SILVER WERE SAYING THAT MALLEUS WAS SO EXCITED TO HAVE BEEN INVITED TO SOMETHING THAT HE RESEARCHED ON THE CITY OF FLOWERS AND HAD THE DATE CIRCLED ON HIS CALENDAR. THE MUSIC WASN'T EVEN SAD OR SERIOUS, IT WAS THE FUCKING TWST EDITION CLOWN MUSIC THAT PLAYED
AND JAMIL GOING THAT'S IT?????? THAT'S THE REASON???????
Jamll I'll have you know that yes being invited for once in your life only to be lured to a trap meant to take you down is a very valid reason to feel upset like come on I feel sorry for the dude he's been wazowski'd at least three times by Disney pls have some sympathy
so Malleus' magic actually causes some flowers to wither and Epel being the local farm boy notices that they were overnourished by the magic
and then of course Azul and Idia figure out what to do. Of course it's the two of them.
so the bell of salvation rings four times to give the town magic and shit like that. so what happens if it's rung a few more times than that? Magic overnourishment wheeeeeeee
I genuinely hope there's no such thing as humans getting overnourished by magic because imagine there's a suddenly long line to the hospital just because people got sick from magic overload this is gonna go to Crowley wheeze
TREIN THOUGH BEING WORRIED FOR HIS STUDENTS HUHUHUHU AND HE EVEN REFERRED BACK TO THE STORY OF THE BELL RINGER AND THE RIGHTEOUS JUDGE
because the righteous judge was the one who told the bell ringer what to do to save the town. So you know, Trein in all his cracked hip glory would want that he's the one who rings the bell while the students stayed behind. But if the righteous judge trusted the bellringer whom he saw as his son, then Trein will trust his students
slay what a great prof you are Trein I hope more profs turn out to be like you
.. but he's still gonna make himself bait . and Yuu and Grim will be with him of course
and anyway yay time for NRC to do their badass thing
final thoughts
Okay so why did this episode make this event my all-time favorite? See, up till now, all the Twst events have been really light with not much real danger that happens. Halloween 2 honestly was the event that made me so so hopeful that there was actually going to be something that happens. But then it only resulted in a prank??? Do you know how disappointed I was with that ending??? đ I wanted something thrilling and we didn't get that.
But here we have something ruthless, something actually dangerous. We saw Malleus needing help from his guards, we saw Chenya and Neige go down. Those were extinct flowers that pose a real threat to them as mages. This event was not afraid to be like this even when we know that there is going to be a happy ending after all this is said and done. I'm just so happy that we got such important pieces of lore that I have always wanted ever since 2020.
no like come on, I have this post that I wrote on November 19, 2020, and I say, word per word:
There is another unique magic that I thought of, but itâs for a potential new character.
Itâs a bit similar to Riddleâs, except it has a more permanent effect... the unique ability to take away oneâs magic. Think Amon from the Legend of Korra, and yeah thatâs really the idea. Iâd love to see a truly villainous character with that unique magic, and they target NRC for evil reasons. Crowley would be alarmed, and the students themselves would be on guard.
.. ok it's not a unique magic that Rollo is using, but he IS a skilled mage. AND ASIDE FROM THAT, WE LITERALLY GOT THIS ... pls you have no idea how happy this makes me.
Onto my next thoughts, I have two prevailing thoughts over this event. First about Azul (of course lol) and the other being about Rollo.
So on Azul, generally I'm so happy to see him joking around more often. Either he's opening up more or he's always been this funny and we just get more opportunities to see this side of him. đ„ș But I want to draw your attention to not just his humor but his mental fortitude.
Azul's sass comment towards Rollo and his whole "we can get people in our debt!" were hilarious, but it speaks of something deeper about him. In chapter 6, Idia does mention Azul's mental fortitude, but we really see it here. Everyone's tense, everyone's stressed, some of them considered giving up. Azul is angry, he's stressed about this situation too. But he's still being . himself. Like, he's still scheming to get people in his debt. He's still able to throw in one haughty or sassy one liner. And he was still able to think during all this. He was still able to figure out Rollo's plan along with Idia, he was still able to figure out that they could all go to the bell tower and ring the bell 248230923048082353 times until all the flowers die. Sure, maybe it's his coping mechanism. But still, he's not letting the stress get the better of him. Azul is still .. being Azul, even in the face of a disaster. And that's such a huge source of comfort too especially when you're in the situation yourself.
Now onto Rollo. So you really can see his discrimination and hatred against magicians mirrors Frollo's hatred for the Romani people. If you remember what I mentioned about what he says to Malleus, good because that part is important for this.
I believe that Rollo's hatred is heavily influenced by indoctrination from when he was young. It's very possible that he discovered he had magic pretty late, so it may have been in his formative years where he was indoctrinated to believe that mages are evil. It's likely in the kind of institution he initially was. Probably some really really conservative Catholic school that taught that witchcraft was the devil's work.
However, I think that that hatred was further solidified by overblot. It makes sense, no? Overblot in a sense is a manifestation of one's most corrupted self. It's a combination of overuse of magic and one's negative emotions. And it's one thing to just know the existence of overblot. It's another to witness it yourself (or even... experience it yourself...).
Consider: Claude Frollo from the book is an orphan. His parents are dead. What if his parents were taken because of overblot? OG Claude Frollo also has a younger brother. What if that younger brother was affected too? It could also be that the parents themselves overblotted, or there was a monster that rampaged over his home. Or perhaps... he himself overblotted... and he hated himself so much that he spills it over to the rest of humanity.
In any case, I can't wait to see if they'll reveal Rollo's backstory. Would love to see an overblot too honestly wwww but it is an event story. The chances of seeing an overblot are not that high.
Anyway I hope you enjoyed this long long LONG ramble. I'm really really excited for next Monday uuuuu
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Hey hey â€ïž Can you write angst to fluff with Soap? Like maybe reader is very scared of intimacy but they both obviously want each other and he helps her open up? đ§Œ
This one ran away from me a bit, but god do i love this prompt đ thank you so much for your patience!! I hope you love it!!
Being a soldier in the military was something you wanted since you were a young girl. Watching war movies and documentaries with your father inspired you to want to join up, but the medic aspect was definitely a curve ball for you and not part of the plan. However, the military needed medics and thatâs where you were first assigned. Med Bay. At first, you hated the idea of being a medic. You wanted to fight, see that action front and center. Be a part of it.
Then, you attended your medic classes. You found that youâre the fastest in your class with a needle, stitching up a flesh wound within seconds. The way you were able to reset dislocated joints, apply a tourniquet, pack a gunshot wound. You were the best, the top of your class. Which meant theyâd want you on missions, and that made you a little nervous. Like having-to-perform-under-pressure-and-in-front-of-an-audience kind of nervous.
That all went out the window the morning youâre meant to head out for your mission. You meet the team, shaking everyoneâs hand. Everyone boards the Humvee, taking their seats and strapping themselves in. You did the same as the last person of the group boarded the vehicle, planting themselves next to you. You look over at the young man next to you, he looked about your age. His rank was the same as you, Private. So he was new, too. That was somewhat a relief to your nerves.
âYouâre new too?â
You broke the ice finally as the Humvee began to move, your vehicle was the last of a small convoy of similar military vehicles also joining on the mission.
âAye, this is my first mission. Yours too?â
That Scottish accent of his was smooth like melted chocolate.
âYeah, Iâm a little nervous.â You admitted as you looked down at your hands. You were picking at the skin around your cuticle anxiously.
âNah donât be, if we get in and out without a hitch youâll be golden. No patchinâ any of us up, smooth sailinââ
You chuckled, he was right. You nodded as you looked back at him with a small smile. He was smiling too.
âY/N, by the way.â You bowed your head only slightly toward the man next to you.
âJohn MacTavishâ He nodded back.
Just like that, without skipping a beat, an explosion goes off toward the front of the convoy. Then another, this time it felt closer. One more, before your team finally decided to exit the humvee. As you hopped out of the back of the truck, you look toward where the explosions are coming from. A group of what look to be terrorists sat on top of a ridge just over the road where you were traveling. You ran with your team to try and find any kind of cover. Then you heard it. The screams and wails of the people that survived the blasts, but were now injured.
âI have to go back, thereâs injured soldiers still out by the vehicles!â
You yelled toward your squad leader,
âWe have to take out the threat, then you can treat them.â he yelled back at you.
âWith all due respect, Iâm not sure theyâll make it that long. Theyâre all losing blood, I have to get to them!â You turned right back around and began running back. Youâd be able to pull people to a good enough cover to treat them, that was your plan. That was, until you heard footsteps following yours. You turned around to see John keeping up with you.
âIâll provide cover fire. Youâre not doinâ this alone!â He yelled to you.
Sure enough, thatâs what he did. Suppressing the gun fire and distracting the enemy as you worked quickly. The rest of your team were able to take out the rest of the men. You were able to save every surviving soldier that was effected by the blast. Many of them suffered amputations, parts of their body suddenly not there. It was hard to pull that many tourniquets back to back, but you werenât going to let up. Pulling the rubber bands back over and over left cuts and burns. Your hands were numb. Not only that, you technically abandoned your team, and that wasnât going to stand. You and John both were reprimanded, stood in front of your Colonel together as he screamed at the two of you. You could have gotten the rest of those men killed. Because the two of you were able to save the lives of the others, he was lenient with your punishments.
You and John continued to stay friends as long as you two were squad mates. Sure enough, it didnât take long for you to develop feelings for him. You were almost certain he did too, the way heâd look at you. The way heâd speak to you and about you to others. Even if you wanted to tell him how you felt, it wasnât much longer until you were promoted. That meant youâd be leaving.. Leaving John. The last day of your time at the barracks was going to be the day you let him know how you felt. Maybe it was worth trying to keep in touch, send letters to each other maybe?
You couldnât find him anywhere, it was getting later and later and pretty soon youâd have to leave. You found out heâd been shipped off on a mission that morning, you werenât even able to say goodbye.
That was the last time you heard of John MacTavishh⊠Until now.
Youâre now a Captain, leading a Med Bay at another base. You had your own small team of medics that worked under you, some that went on missions themselves and reported back to you, others that stayed resident at your base. This particular day, you had a rough go at it. Patient after patient, all with either deep gunshot wounds or large gashes. Sewing up wounds like these sometimes took hours and multiple people, depending on how severe the wound is.
You were finally done with your day, filing the last bit of notes you had before your doors busted wide open, a wounded soldier on a stretcher was wheeled in quickly and you hopped back up to your feet, running over to the patient as the other soldiers who brought him in parked the stretcher.
âSit rep?â You chimed in as you scanned the soldierâs body, looking at the blood stains over his plate carrier. You noticed a SAS patch and your brows furrowed. You typically did get elite soldiers through your neck of the woods here, but of course you were going to help him all the same.
You checked his pulse on his wrist, seeing how much the blood loss had affected it.
âBullet wounds through the abdomen and shoulder, myself and Sergeant Moore kept gauze on the wound with pressure as much as we could until we got in maâam.â The young private spoke as best he could, his voice shaking.
âYou did what you could, he seems stable for now. You two are dismissed. Sergeant, I need an IV started, blood bag and fluids asap. Iâll begin stitching.â You confidently spoke the orders to the only other person in the bay with you, they were meant to be your cover for the night after you left.
All this time had gone by, your skilled fingers making work of the stitching in the soldiers abdomen. He was still out cold, your sergeant attached a pulse monitor to the patientâs finger which let you know he was still stable.
Once you were finally done with the abdomen, you moved to the shoulder where you finally saw his face. It was John.
You froze, why had it taken you this long to look at this patientâs face?!
You let out a soft sigh, looking away for a moment to collect yourself.
âCaptain..? Are you alright?â The other medic asked you.
âY-Yes.. just tired is all. Once Iâm done here Iâll head out.â
The medic nodded in response, then continued to work on hooking up the IVâs. You blinked a few times before starting on his stitching. It had been years since youâd seen John. He looked the same as you remember, just more rugged. Grew more into a man, a man that has seen a lot. You finished up the stitching finally and wrapped up the wound in gauze and tape to keep it from rubbing on anything. You took another long look at MacTavish, sighing once again. Besides the obvious anxiety you felt about seeing him again, you felt proud to know he was doing good things. Being part of the SAS was no joke, only the best of the best get recruited. After a moment of staring and thinking, you finally turn away and leave the med bay for the night.
You didnât sleep much at all, your mind racing after seeing John again. You wondered if heâd remember you, if he would still think youâre the same person as before. A lot has happened since those days. A lot of traumatic and hard scenarios, things youâve seen and experienced changing you. Molding you into this cold medic. Closing any personality off from your work, you essentially became a robot. All the blood, missing appendages, death.. It all molded you into this husk of a person. It was all so much, all the time. You did your job, and you did it well. However, no one prepared you for what youâd actually be seeing, and that part really messed you up.
The next day was your off day for the week, but you decided you were going to see MacTavish. You wanted to check on his wounds, making sure the other medics were dressing them correctly.
As you walked in the med bay, you felt his eyes on you already. Like he knew youâd be coming in, he was expecting you.
âY/N!â He called out to you, slowly beckoning you to come over with a small smile on his face.
You gave him a small smile back before you walked toward him.
âJohn.. Howâre you feeling?â you asked as you stuffed your hands in your pockets, already feeling your nerves.
âBetter now Iâve got some blood in me. Who wouldaâ thought youâd be the one treatinâ me?â John still had a smile plastered across his face. He was happy to see you again.
You chucked and nodded, âRight? I never thought Iâd see you again. You look good.. Consideringâ You nodded toward his wounds which honestly looked a lot better now that theyâve been attended to.
âSo do you. Youâre more beautiful now than you were back then, lass.â His expression had softened, not so much smiling now. He was serious.
Your face turned red, you could feel the immediate rush of blood and heat to your cheeks. You couldnât even bring yourself to respond right away. You couldnât even look at him.
âS-So.. whatâs with your call sign? Soap?â You tried to change the subject, as you chuckled again nervously.
âAh yeah.. Thatâs classified.â He smirked,
âCanât tell ya.â
âOh yeah right, I have higher security clearance than you now!â You laughed, itâs been awhile since youâd done that. It felt good. Seeing John felt good.
âYeah, but are you really gunna take the time to look it up? I donât think so, youâre a busy lady now.â
He laughed with you, he was amazed at how well youâve done for yourself. Seeing the Med Bay, the way your subordinates respect you, talked so highly of you. They also spoke of how stoic you are. No matter what comes in, you handle it with grace and professionalism. You were also a strict leader, even cold sometimes. Those things didnât sound like the person he knew before.
âLook, I have to get going. It looks like you might actually get sent on leave later this afternoon if you keep progressing as well as you have.â You took a step back, you didnât want to get too friendly with MacTavish again. You didnât want your feelings for him clouding your head again. You had too much going on now, people that count on you. You couldnât let your feelings for someone mess up all you have going for you here.
John didnât say anything, more confused as to why youâre trying to leave all of the sudden.
âIâll see you around.. Soap.â
You turned quickly around, walking quickly out of the med bay and back to your barracks.
You plop your body down on the couch with a long sigh. This is exactly what you didnât want, but you had to see him again. You needed to talk to him again, and god did he look good. Even with his injuries. You were so taken aback and spooked by his words, you just had to get out of there. You were certain you would just lock the door to your room and not leave until Soap was discharged.
Sure enough, thatâs what you did. You couldnât bring yourself to leave and potentially run into John, embarrassing yourself all over again.
You tried keeping your mind off him. Reading books or watching television. Nothing seemed to work. Especially now that thereâs a heavy knock on your door. Your heart sank to your stomach, yet you jumped up to your feet. Slowly, you made your way to the door, peeking out the peep hole. Sure enough it was Johnny. He was rubbing the back of his neck, he looked a little nervous himself. Taking a breath, you open the door.
âHey Johnny.â
âHey.. Um. I hope you donât mind. I asked one of your medics for your room number. I need to talk to you.â His voice was low, a little shaky. You nod and move out of the doorway so he could let himself in. He sat on your couch, and you sat next to him after closing the door. Waiting for what he had to say.
âListen, Iâm just gunna come out and say it. I like you.. Iâve always liked you. Seeing you today reignited the feelings I have for you. Not a day goes by that Idonât think about you, even just once. Iâll never forgive myself for not saying goodbye.. I wanted so bad to tell you my feelings for you then, but it just didnât feel like the right time. I regret it every. Single. Day.â He looked you right in the eye as he spoke, you took in his words. Your heart thumping hard into your throat as he confessed everything he felt for you. You wanted so bad to jump up, to wrap your arms around him and tell him everything he felt, you felt for him too.
Instead, you were silent. That silence hung in the air for a few moments before you stood up, turning away from him and crossing your arms.
âJohn.. I canât. I canât have any distractions here. Iâve worked so hard for this, I canât mess this up. As much as Iâd like to return your feelings.. I just cant.â
It stung. Your words hurt both you and him. He stood up too, standing behind you as he spoke in almost a whisper.
âY/N.. Iâm not giving up that easy. You and I both know you could run ten med bays with your hands tied behind your back. Youâre absolutely stressed for no reason. You love even cut off any ounce of feeling, of empathy, because youâre afraid of fuckinâ things up. I want to be here to support you. I want to be here to remind you of this every day. To let you know just how amazing and talented you are. Youâre the most talented medic in this military and Iâd be willing to bet on that. Stop stressing. Let yourself be loved.. Please.â
You turned around to look up at Soap, his eyes were narrowed at you. He was as serious as a heart attack, but could you trust him?
âAnd what about when youâre off on missions? Youâre an SAS soldier now. Youâll be gone more than youâre able to visit here.â
He sighed, he couldnât argue that point. He placed his hand on your cheek gently. His thumb swiped across your cheekbone as he spoke softly to you again, not breaking eye contact.
âI will write to you everyday, Iâll call you everyday, Iâll do anything. I canât lose you again..â
Your heart melted, this is all you wanted. All youâve wanted since you met Soap.
âOkay..â You whispered back. A tear began to collect on the edge of the waterline of your eye.
He smiled and whispered back,
âOkay..â
He slowly leaned in, making sure this was still okay. Giving you a chance to back out, but you didnât. Your lips pressed softly against his, eyes fluttered closed. Your lips moved together slowly and softly as if they were meant for only this.
Once you both pulled away, you pressed your foreheads together.
âIâve wanted to do that since i met âyaâ
Soap chuckled.
âI almost wish you would have.â
You chuckled with him, this is exactly where you were meant to be.
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heyy, can you translate this interview please? đœ- https://youtu.be/Tx-bZrEcqV0?si=5wFsfB20AXHGSHtd
and, do you like this vuitton jacket with his necklace? cause i do đđ
Yes, I like it, it's so much better what he usually wears!! Green looks great on him. And the chainđ
Dominik: " Can't find the words for it. I will be honest, I hardly ever felt something like this like right now, seeing everyone smiling and happy. That the people (the fans) are happy for our success, which is their succes as well, because without them, we would be nothing in my opinion. I'm very proud of the team, very proud of the fans. And just like I said before, it's only the beginning."
Interviewer: "Was there any defiance in you, that what you couldn't score in Bulgaria, you could do here?"
Dominik: " The moment the ref blew his whistle, I forgot all about the bulgarian match. I always try to only take what I can learn [from games like that]. Yeah, I had a chance, which I sadly missed, but I'm only human, like everyone else, I make mistakes. I was angry at myself, in a sense, still am, but I hope I was able to redeem myself with this."
Interviewer: "What else are you going to take into [the new journey], besides the mulatĂłs music*?"
*it's a specific type of trashy hungarian music. Used for celebrations, for having a good time, usually as a joke. The name of this type of music suggests that these songs are for a fun time. The NT always listens to mulatĂłs songs after a winđ
Dominik: " As of right now, we just enjoy [the success], and when we meet in March next time, we will discuss everything."
Interviewer: " According to every stat, you are the best player on the pitch. Is this something you expect of yourself everytime?"
Dominik: " I always have very high expectations set for myself. To every match, I go out with the expectation to show for example why did they make me the captain or ... I know what I can do, and every time I try my best to be able to perform at that. But as I said many times, my team will always be the most important thing for me, no matter where I play or what I do. Without the team, I wouldn't have been able to score my two goals today either, so yeah, that's it."
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congratulations for reaching the milestone đ«. If you write for Rossetta,Qu and Bianca , may i request them with a commandant that are very strict during work,but very affectionate in private with them? Take your time <3
Author's note:
Ah, thank you đđ.
I, unfortunately, don't have Rosetta, but I will do my best with this one. Bc Qu is also my favourite đđ. Her design is so good... Pls buff her already!
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A Strict Commandant is a Good Commandant...
Rosetta, Qu and Bianca headcanons
Not beta read
You were the top graduate of the F. O. S Military Command College. The Commandant of the elite squad: Grey Ravens. Some rumored, you are the top candidate of Prisdent Hassen.
Through and through, everyone and constructs finds you impressive and intimating. Your methods are diligent, strict and a person focus on delivery; while on the battle field.
People wondered, how is it that your bond with your constructs, despite your attitude was strict professional, get along so well...
Qu (Pavo)
When Qu first worked with you, she was surprised by how strict you were.
She followed your every demand and level of performance without problems. In which, she has the same sentiment at the very start.
Both you and her get along during work as Qu see thing see things eye to eye with you.
Although during after hours, Qu was a little confused. How should she carry herself when you, had become more relax and warm towards her.
A stark contrast when in the battle field.
At first, she tries to get you to explain why could you be so relaxed during off hours. (She believes one should work 24/7 for something).
"Everyone needs a break. Don't you take breaks too?" you smiled.
Qu recalls how she took a 3 minute break back in Kowloong, and felt bad about it. However, you kept on reassuring her.
"Earth won't fall if you take a 3 minute break." you teased.
It would take her some time to be convinced and soon learn how to relax during off hours. You offer to do her some favours, making her feel comfortable with the concept of relaxation.
With favours, she would ask you to brush through her hair from time to time.
Bianca (Zero)
As the Grey Ravens and Purifying Squad's missions intersect more and more, Bianca had got use to working with you.
She keeps everything professional and appreciates the fact you are just as professional.
She thinks your judgement is fair. Although, sometimes your opinions does get her interested.
Your opinions had given her many insights. She had used what she learn from you and applied it to her job. Opening to more routes and methods.
Bianca places a lot of trust in you, given how fair and dillient you take on each situtation.
Despite her own nature, Bianca does have her troubles during missions. Sometimes she would be in a very messy situtation, not knowing how she could go about it.
Her first thought was to go to you, hoping you could give her insight or advice.
It does not surprise her at all when she saw how relax you were in your office. Everyone has two sides. It's normal.
While, you were causal with her, Bianca seems to be indifferent with her attitude. Still quite aloof and professional, however, she does have a softer tone when she speaks with you in private.
From then on, she held you in a higher regard. She thinks you are the prefect candidate; able to make a balance between strictly professional, and causal.
She opt to do the same towards her team.
Rosetta (Rigor)
Felt a little unsure, Rosetta opt to follow all of your orders to the tee when she first join your team.
Seeing how demanding and strict you are, Rosetta thinks that settling in Babylonia wouldn't be too hard.
Because being a Forest Guard, she was use to the harsh conditions and expectations of the Artic Route Union. Hence, she believe working with you will be no different.
Although, deep inside she wishes she could find company to be with, if she were to stay in Babylonia for a long while.
Out of everyone, Rosetta wouldn't have expected to find company in you, the strict Commandant of Babylonia.
You went to find Rosetta one day to gift her a scarf you got during winter. "Hey, Rosetta, I got you something." you said.
She was a little shock to see you smiling warmly at her. At first she didn't know how to response whenever you talk to her in private.
Because you sound so different compare to when you are in the battle field. But she slowly opens herself up to you. Finding you company pleasant.
Rosetta likes to share her interests in childish games and animation. You decided to indulge her in her interest.
Needless to say, your kindness has earned you loyalty from Rigor.
... People always wonder, how you could have possible get on certain constructs' good side. There has to be some secrets. Was it programming? Bribing?
However, this conversation gets shut down quickly, because whenever these certain rumors get brought up a few certain constructs would be ready to prove them wrong.
(C) Punishing-eden
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