#i havent done any real chuch activities in a long time

[andthemoonwalks]

how do people feel comfortable in the context of the christian church

#i havent done any real chuch activities in a long time #like i dont actually go to service anymore i stopped going to youth group years ago i didnt go to kentucky this year #so somehow i managed to forget #and then i went to a youth group thing tonight and i just #how am i supposed to feel comfortable here #youre making jokes about my sexuality my gender i know if i so much as hinted at being neurodivergent you would mock me #if i made a single slightly out of pocket joke or comment its just fucking silence and awkward looks like jesus christ #and you want me to be a youth leader????? for what????? #i have a full time fucking job i dont have time to deal with this bullshit