#i have your flowers miss

[luck-of-the-drawings]

smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.

#jrwi show #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying #nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess #ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so #i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little. #AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair. #AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair #both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother. #GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home #but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns. #he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again #not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO #i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED #all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis #but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum #and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it #youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales. #YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!! #you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound. #elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now. #this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes #BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply

[kingkatsuki]

One of my absolute favorite “cliche” tropes is amnesia fics where reader has been dating character for years, but they forget and then they can only remember dating their ex. So it’s like they go back to the ex because it’s all they’ve ever known, and their current love has to cope with seeing the love of their life in the arms of another guy.

I could read that trope a million times over and never get bored or think it’s too repetitive.

#bonus points with him trying to help you remember but not wanting to like scare you or freak you out??? #and even better for like Sanemi when there’s no phones or cameras to show text messages??? #or photographs #and he REGRETS not writing you letters so badly then sigh #or like Bakugou not giving up but like caring about your welfare so much that he just kinda watches you with your ex? #cause he’s seen you in the hospital for weeks/months and knows how shit it’s been for you? how sad and lonely you’ve been #and he missed seeing you happy— even if this time it’s at the hands of another man #but he subtly leaves you gifts like your favourite flowers??? #like maybe it sparks something inside you? because you tell everyone your favourite flowers are roses #but you find fresh tulips on your bedside table each morning after he visits? and it like grabs at something at the back of your mind??? #or he brings you coffee and he’s somehow the only one that gets it right??? but it’s something you’d never order? #like you ask for oat milk but he brings it with coconut milk and it just tastes better? and you’re like I didn’t even know I liked this??? #and your ex is just like ‘she likes oat milk’ like MATE NO WE DO NOT #I WILL EAT THIS UP WITH A SPOON AND WOLF IT DOWN YOU HAVE NO IDEA

[todayisafridaynight]

matrophobia

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #masumi arakawa #masato arakawa #snap sketches #oh my god im going to pass out but my tag ramble is necessary. like especially this time #i was just gonna draw his Actual mom but then i wanted to get saucy with it. also i miss drawing wolves but theres a purpose i promise #ive loved wolves since i was a kid since theyre like. family-oriented and shit. of course a lonely loser ass kid gonna think thats cool #when i think of wolves i think of family- which is what you should think of with your mom right #but a lot of people know wolves are monsters so. ysee where im goin with this one #the flowers and thorns arent Just Random i Double Promise: i snagged inspo from her flower shirt #i originally had the roses be purple to highlight that buuut i didnt want any more color aside from red #did i have anymore notes..... i dont think so. thats all i had to explain :) this is mid ik i just needed it done tho im TIRED #OH HER MULTIPLE EYES its supposed to be inspired by her necklace :) the third eye has a purpose im too tired to explain rn tho #the jo alternative was more depressing since i wanted to put emphasis on his feelings of inadequacy in that #BUT i figured hey. let me have a /lil/ happiness today right. i can do that at least let me draw that at least #ignore the fact i got more bad news while drawing this and almost abandoned it as a result but we push through :) #in any case. im subjecting arakawa to more horrors tomorrow i guess sorry king youve had it good too long. i GUESS #to round this off. Obligatory Vent Portion because myyyyy GOD. i have nightmares about my mom every night #its been that way since like. february- ive always had nightmares bout her but theyve ramped up since The Event #and for the most part i just wake up tired and despondent but sometimes the nightmares just make me wake up gasping for air #like i was TRULY just fighting for my life then and itd been a while since i had a nightmare like that #and just. coupled with how trash my months been. and now that im comm free.(dm me;) ) i figured id express the soul a bit #alright NOW im done. im pretty sure. goodnight everyone come back for part ii of. whatever this was #IM ALL OUT OF TAGS NOW LMAO THATS EPIC ok bye fr

[frecklystars]

Ken immediately shielding this complete stranger when he sees a "scary unmarked black truck car" pull up. My goddamn sweetheart.

#MY SWEET BOY. I FUCKING LOVE YOU SO MUCH #love notes #💕 I'll fight for you!! - ̗̀🐎🏖️✨ ̖́- #barbie movie #ken #in this scene i wanna say in my universe he's shielding me #but in order for the patriarchy storyline to happen 'in canon' in my universe or whatever #i have to leave him alone :( #to make him say 'i miss keri ;_; why wont she spend time with me... i know! ill make barbieland like the real world :)' #'shes from the real world she will love me for it :)' spoiler alert i absolutely dont love the real world #in this scene i am comforting barbie and holding her and then going with her #while ken is like :') oh okay my girlfriend is in a scary unmarked black truck car #a black truck car i'd like to have actually. haha. youre right. they're fine. it's mattel. I KNOW i'll go back to barbieland #and tell the kens what i've learned. OH it's going to be beautiful. HA HAAAAA. BACK TO BARBIELAND #thank you [bows] #if i wasnt trying to make my universe exactly like the movie's #i would be spending so so so much time with ken #wouldnt need to bring patriarchy to barbieland when he has enough attention from me already #i'd lay with him in real grass and real flowers and feel that real sunlight on our skin #and i'd tell him how i hate the real world so much but i don't mind visiting it with him #and he'd ask why i left it. and i'd tell him and he'd hug me tight and he'd say he is so glad we met #GOD i love him so fucking much i have needed him so bad

[yuukimiyas]

*taps mic w my lil bunny paw* hello hello friends!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ i am (slowly) but surely making my way back into the city to be w all of my lovely residents!! ໒꒰ྀི◜ ཅ ◝ ꒱ྀི১◞♡ tysm everyone for being so kind & so patient whilst i dealt w all of my silly irl stuff, but now that everything is okay again…LETS PARTY!! ⁽⁽٩(๑˃̶͈̀ ᗨ ˂̶͈́)۶⁾⁾

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals! #AHHH!! I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS!!! SO SO MANY WIPS!!! & SO MUCH TO TELL YOU ALL!! <33 #im going to be priv answerin some older askies today!! (im so SO SORRY FOR KEEPING YOU WAITING ໒꒰ྀི ◞ ‸ก ྀི꒱ა) #i hope you guys didn’t forget ab me too much!!! i’ve missed you all SO DEARLY!!! ໒꒰ྀིஇ﹏இ`꒱ྀི১ #i can’t wait to see all of you guys & your faves pal around town as we see winter breaking & spring peaking thru!! :3 #stop & smell the flowers!! hold the door open for a stranger!! let kindness in!! ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧ & have the best day EVER!!! <333

[mad-hunts]

' i thought about you all the time, even though i've lived longer now without you than with you. even though i can't remember your laugh or the way you held my hand. these days, you're no longer a face to me. just a blurry picture that i carry in the pocket of my heart. i remember everything and nothing at all. i don't remember your voice. i don't remember the last time we spoke or what your favorite song was. i don't even know if you knew mine. but, i remember what you taught me very well. that there is never enough time, and i will always wish i spent more of mine with you. that every year i grow older... more people become memories, even the ones that still speak. i forget their voice, too. and i remember you taught me very well that no one can live without grief they carry in the pocket of their heart. you taught me that grief lives in the heart because it is just the price of having one. and now? i have to miss you until i am a memory in someone else's. '

#JOURNALING: a snapshot into barton's mind. #oh marceline. barton misses you so much. #hearts symbolize charity / love. the weeping willow tree branch represents mourning. the harebell embodies grief. #the pansies mean that ' i am always thinking of you. ' baby's breath implies the kind of love that's everlasting. #it also represents happiness and the good luck that one can have on a special day as well as having a great life. #chrysanthemum's were her favorite flower. #YOUR NEED GREW TEETH: character study.

[chirpsythismorning]

📝 💐 🛼 💔⏪️💭🧊🌄❤️‍🩹

Somebody to Love by Jefferson Airplane

previous ⏪︎ now playing ⏩ next back to playlist

#stranger things #bizarre love triangle playlist #el hopper #el's pov #i feel like i don't even need to explain this one lyrically #the lyrics speak for themselves #and yet here we are #'when the truth is found to be lies. and all the joy within you dies' #very reminiscent of el's feelings post-surfer boy monologue #el in the end realizing she doesn't want mike to say it (especially not now after everything that just went down) #only for that to be the moment mike finally says it? #the tragic miss-communication of it all #'when the garden flowers baby are dead-- and your mind your mind is so full of red' #like... spot on. #it couldn't get any more spot on than that #'don't you want somebody to love?--' #it's not that el is against love now bc she's realized she doesn't want to be with mike anymore romantically #it's that she needs someone who is going to love her wholeheartedly and not while having their heart lie with someone else #mike can't give her that love #it's the knowing now that what she wants isn't what she has had up to this point #giving up the idea of what she thought love once was #that is what's going to finally get her closer to one day experiencing the love she deserves

[lil-vibes]

the pacing of this episode might have been wack but this scene had me giggling and kicking my feet irl

#they are so SILLY #this scene was simply Delightful good job bones #when the 'tism hits but u cant copy ur parter bc they are also autistic #love them to death cant wait to get more of em #dazai how have i missed your voice my babygirl #everyone was so babygirl coded this ep except mori /compliment #KICK HIS ASS YOSANO I GOT YOUR FLOWER BABY #....dont wanna talk abt chuuya im in shock still give me 5-8 business days #the pacing was so fucked tho #yikes #bsd #bsd spoilers #bsd anime #bsd s4 #dazai my babygirl <33

[darewolfcreates]

Pekomon evolution line :]

Older art under cut

Pekomon's evolution line didn't change too much since I made them in middleschool. they were my favorite digimon I designed as a lil kid so I did my best to keep things as close to their original design.

#pekomon #my art #redraw #old art #digimon #digimon art #fan digimon #pekomon's whole thing is that they dont talk and are all ooo~ so spooky. like... were they evil? are they good? they look evil and they don #talk so their very sus. then they evolve into this flower child thing as their main evolution and its like #no they were a good person all #allong! dont judge a book by its cover #then their next evoltion is back to being spooky scary again :] #if you have the miss fortune of seeing this evolution your fucked. #then i never made a final evolution for pekomon way back when cuz i ran out of ideas. so i made them an angel of death style creature :] #its not a reaper cuz theres enough reaper digimon as is. #pekomon my beloved </3 #i remeber haveing really mixed feelings about pekomon as a kid. one hand it was the coolest digimon i ever made but on the other it #wasent the digimon i designed to be my partner and i was so jellious that someone else's digimon partner looked cooler than mine #xD #you will see the experementation of pekomon's evolution line later. for not look at my baby!!! #i love them!!!

[doecrossing]

this might sound mean-spirited or insensitive but working at a graveyard has left me confounded at the shit ppl will put on graves

#like i get that youre mourning but is the 10ft tall post with a real actual deer skull and a cheap dollar store light on it rlly necessary #i dont get lights at all actually. theyre dead they dont need it. the only ppl who are up here at night are doing drugs or fucking. #some old ppl got mad at me the other day bc their $60 bouquet of fake flowers went missing like. #idk lady shit just blows around if it doesnt have a home and looks disheveled i throw it out.. its not my fault you spent $60 on plastic. #also this graveyard has thousands of graves in it do you think im keeping track of your flowers in particular #txt

[katyspersonal]

Cannot fall asleep or eat or drink or do anything productive, all I can do is cry and it's been like this for many hours and doesn't seem to stop. What a day, huh.

Tonight I had a short dream where different peoples/characters hearts were represented as small rooms, and I specifically focused on rooms of Maria, G3hrman and Ad3line. All three were terribly dirty, messy, full of trash and broken things and dark, so I redecorated them to be clean, colorful, renewed and pretty with "magic". Filled them with flowers and living butterflies, too. Made the washed up sullied colors vibrant again.

I just wish there was someone who could do something like this for me.

#personal #/vent #dreams #maria was also really hurt because of g3hrman. like.... i found her hiding in the closet from HIM no less. #this was really unsettling #how much you have to mess up to make someone who can kick anyone's ass feel threatened? #ad3line's room also turned out to be very red and vibrant #i also had no choice on the colors of the flowers and with her the flowers were red #not pink like maria's or blue like g3hrman's #interesting choice of color huh.... red color of vigor and passion #she also got EXTRA portion of butterflies #it felt.. satisfying really. to fill broken and devastated 'room' with life and beauty again.. #i think g3hrmans was the only one that remained dark and chilly #but instead of bad darkness it became cozy dim darkness. very wintery and nostalgic. #again odd how marias healing went all tender and soft colors and cute things esp pink and white #and then you have goddamn. ad3line being so full of red and passion and sharp furniture #makes me wonder whether something was missing within my portrayal of her #if this is her 'healed' state #on the other hand mine is depressed and... well... this thing can ruin your true personality completely #all previous hobbies passions and traits? gone #marias room had so much broken glass in it though.. there was not a single whole thing in there

[omohole]

we're relatively well-adjusted as far as systems go. most of the time we can get through a day with however many switches no problem. then other times we have to stifle a panic attack in class, dissociate, and then i get dropped into the middle of an anatomy lecture full of charts that 1. make me sick to look at and 2. are of a different anatomy than what mine should be. now i've just got to... decompress. in bed. for several hours. - A

#vent #do you understand how distressing it is to suddenly be in a very important lecture you know nothing about #because as far as you're concerned your anatomy is more similar to that of a very human-shaped flower #not to mention i am very bad at writing! i can't write very quickly! i have no idea how pluto takes notes that fast!! #this is i guess also my apology in advance to pluto for probably missing a lot of that class in our notes #but our professor is uploading the video lecture for this class anyways so! it works out!

[aerithisms]

sometimes i remember how the silver snow route from fire emblem three houses had the potential to be the juiciest sexiest angstiest route in that whole game like edelgard is such a torturously tragic character on all non-crimson flower routes to start with but ESPECIALLY this route, where she allows herself to place her faith in the eagles and byleth and comes so close to escaping her despair only to die miserable and alone at the hands of someone she loved and trusted, should by all rights have been the slay of the century. and then i remember that it was half-arsed and soulless and i get mad all over again

#blahs #fe #fe16 #the fact that she says she wants to meet everyone in 5 years in school phase and then even after everything SHE STILL SHOWS #BECAUSE SHE LOVES THEM AND SHE MISSES THEM #WE COULD HAVE HAD A TRAGEDY FOR THE AGES.... #the 'i wanted to walk with you' edeleth murder cutscene goes so hard it's insane that it's also in golden deer for some reason #and it deserved better buildup! for the eagles to feel more inner turmoil over fighting edelgard and hubert! #the way edelgard is the most important character in the game but the two routes that needed to focus on her to do her justice #(silver snow and crimson flower) #have the most problems. #intsys or koei tecmo or whoever it was that wrote this i am in your walls

[oatbugs]

i can feel every single nerve and organ and bone inside my body. an exercise in emptiness: what will the next thought in your head be?

#i feel like im going insane . went in the psych department w my friend again i decided to stop hating it for no reason except that its not #maths . why the fuck dont you study ? because the module name starts with a PS ? i need to love it without #feeling shame for myself . i feel like im gonna get into trouble with my university for prying open locked automatic doors at 1 AM but its #alright (that building is haunted anyway). its not about him but it is but it really isnt its about everything it means its about the way i #cant cry for myself the way i used to its the sadness and happiness and that im turning 20 soon and im going a little insane but im shocked #that i still have friends i love im shocked that i am loved im shocked that i dont feel disgusted thinking about him yet #(and ill look for a man to turn me into a hare just like you did when you did what you did) #when alt j 3ww said . f5 f6 f6 f5 f5 #i constantly feel like my chest is about to explode and i have no idea why its a physical pain its great and also horrible #id like to rip out my ribcage and put a bird and some flowers inside it id like to rip out my sternum and pierce the thoughts with it #4 43 AM i have an exam about brains i stared at a vintage photo of a brain pinned and labelled i learned the names and positions of sulci #im learning about magic (action potentials) and gates inside your brain and every day i learn how hard your body tries to keep you alive #(his lips turn sharp when he smiles) (choking on flowers and music and fear) (feel every feeling inside my throat feel metal at the back #of my head) (i miss your hard edges i miss your bone marrow) #hypothesis : perhaps if i put my lips on someone elses lips and i dont let go of them for a few hours ill be okay #needle (sharp like the spice in what i made you) shooting 5 mg of haldol straight into the hypothalamus . gave myself a concussion and #since that night my head has been blooming . the violin today felt like liquid gold . moderato - spiritoso - the bow turned my heart inside #out . id like to scream and i have no idea why but one day i will turn my vertebrae into a bouquet of flowers for you all. #yesterday my boy with the beautiful hair looked at me and held me tight enough that i heard his heartbeat (or maybe it was mine) #for a second or two and i wish i could lean on him for this except his heart has been crushed by the mathematician discerning eyes #for a while and a half . #dyed your hair red i dyed your hair brown youre on my bed and your hand touches my hand and every day i am amazed by the way your mind #turns my guts and my heart inside out #for a second or two and i wish i could lean on his bony shoulders for this except his lungs have filled with water #for a while and a half . dyed your hair red i dyed your hair brown youre on my bed i stare at the grace of her hands you are evidence #that angels and pomegranate seeds and create the economist of our dreams . game theory and good actions by any other name . #she makes the sound the sea makes knee deep in the north sea

[xhatake]

❀ she, of course, musT

It was sweet, or at least as sweet as a little girl could be. kakashi was never a fan of children & he had made it blatantly clear on many occasions. Still, he had agreed to help watch Ino while her father was away on a mission. It was a part of being a shinobi; many would pass around the task of caring for children with nowhere else to go. Inoichi didn't want to leave his daughter alone as his mission would take him out of the village for over a week & Kakashi had ended up with the responsibility for the day. He had let her loose in his overgrown backyard where she zeroed in on his mother's overgrown rosebushes. After some much-needed love that the child happily showed the plant, she carefully plucked her favored flowers from the rampant garden. When she started to weave them into a neat crown of flowers, Kakashi knew what was going to happen next.

It was something he had only heard of in passing. How easily this little girl had managed to wrap the entirety of the torture & interrogation unit around her little finger. Kakashi had always thought that they were exaggerating when he heard stories of seasoned shinobi walking home from meetings with Inoichi with a new halo of flowers on their head. Kakashi muses that Ino had chosen her next victim.

He thinks of rejecting her gift but the words get stuck in his throat. Instead, he resigns to sit in the grass with her, watching her put the finishing touches on the admittedly lovely flower crown. She had boiled it down to an art, weaving smaller plants in between the actual flowers to keep it from being too dull. When she sets it upon his head, he tries to sound more exasperated than he feels, " Do I look pretty, Ino? "

Though he sighs, there is still warmth in his voice. This was more endearing than he wanted to admit. He wonders, vaguely how hard it would be to learn how to do something like this.

flower crowns! || @murasakiirohana

#murasakiirohana #answered. #i hope u dont mind i took a few liberties with this #but i thought of your headcanon about ino making big scaries wear her flower corwns and it warmed my heart #also also i just edited it to allude to inoichi having to raise ino on his own so sorry i missed that detail!!!!

[defensivelee]

i’m curious: what happened to william in meheramen that made bentinck want to start killing people?

miss redladydeath IM GLAD YOU ASKED

basically William's childhood was pretty traumatic due to a lot of family stuff and then in his adolescence he was bullied by Charles + James, all of which Bentinck was a witness to, and the more he sees the more protective of William he grows

so as an adult William suffers from PTSD + a lot of other undiagnosed stuff and he gets on heroin partly bc of pressure from Charles, who's his drug dealer! anyway it goes on for a lil while and then Charles thinks it'd be really funny to lace the heroin with fentanyl bc "the little guy can get through anything", and surprise surprise William overdoses and nearly dies :(

so that's pretty much the breaking point for Bentinck and just like, spur of the moment decision, he wants to get rid of both Charles and James as soon as possible, the means don't matter. which is really unfortunate for the brothers bc Bentinck literally does not know how to kill people.....

#tw drug mention #tw addiction #ask to tag i might have missed some stuff #hans william bentinck (menheramen) #william iii (menheramen) #fellas if your girl is blonde likes flowers and has blood on her face #that aint your girl thats hans william bentinck from the fic longer than the great gatsby #menheramen