#i have gained so much weight

[fregget-frou]

It’s been about a year since I posted a pose study with Angel and David so.. here’s another one!

I love how much they’ve evolved from last year,,,

#I fucki #I love my Angel oc #you can see both of them and hove they’ve grown goddd #Angel having their hair grow back and gain weight to show their healing #I like the new one the colors are so much better #redacted asmr #freggzocs #freggzartz #redacted audio #redacted headcanons #redacted asmr david #redacted asmr angel

[lewdssyum]

small collection of scenes where adam has Roundness and i cant breathe

#AND ROLLS HE GOT LIL BELLY ROLLS IN THE LAST FEW #belly kink #ffa #ffa bhm #weight gain #i NEEEEEEED him with way less baggy clothes on *pls* s2 give us a tshirt and jeans #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel adam #the tentacle squeeze will aaaaalways get me #plssssss s2 you have so much potential for this guy's body shape pls dont FUCK IT UP #EVERYONE ELSE IS SO TWIGGY PLS #like HUSKer is twinky cmon yo #lewdsy babbles #sorry if this gets attention in main tag i Really dont care to censor anymore #well hopefully i awaken some of you instead of traumatize MSMDKSKS

[lazycranberrydoodles]

phone studies 🎉 you know the tan line from either ruoye or the cursed shackle would be AWFUL

#i have so much love in my heart for tgcf fanartists but if i see one more twink xie lian im gonna lose it #xie lian has no scars cause godhood heals them all #hua cheng has many - lots of stuff from before he died #including his death wound (which i guess was a sword to the chest because jun wu stabs him there later) #and then he has an additional one on his eye and his top scars #idc. eming being born after he tore out his eye #and then being doubly a part of his own blood / self transformation/determination because he used it for top surgery #is funny and also VERY on theme #[waves hands vaguely] people who like men are welcome to go bananas on this one #me rubbing my hands together and laughing evilly when i get to use my figure drawing skills on my blorbos #btw a good reference for xie lians body type is ufc fighters #not too bulky its functional fitness built to kick ass and lift stuff #i also personally think both of hualian would gain weight after getting together cause theyd start eating more meals :) #edited cause i forgot his tattoo LMAO #tgcf #my art #hua cheng #xie lian #hualian #study #tian guan ci fu #mxtx #hob #heaven official's blessing #figure drawing

[lunarrolls]

i am only a little emotional about the fact that ashton’s new art is so much more vibrant and visibly more muscular and bigger than his level three art. i’m. i promise i’m only a little emotional. it’s just. they were never scrawny by any means, they were always very strong, but this art looks so much more solid, and everything about them is brighter, and the marbling on their face is so much more apparent, and we know their natural eye color now, and it matches their skin… i’m FINE it’s FINE

#cr #cr3 #cr spoilers #ashton greymoore #they’re free of hexum’s contract… #they have steady means of coin and food #enough to help them gain weight and muscle… #they look so much more genuine and comfortable between the pose and the new colors #i’m so fuckingjdkg. am i allowed to be proud of someone who doesn’t exist #god. FUCKIN HELL

[paperbagsandwich]

Woohoo, more of Markus but slightly older!! :y

Some fit versions of he!!

#male weight gain #bhm #weight gain #ssbhm #fat #big handsome man #chubby #my art #male wg #wg #Markus #Finally regular Markus!!! #Sorta... #he's canonically dead *cough cough* #but this is an AU where he doesn't die but becomes a wanted man... #[also gains a lot of weight apparently] #I love this old man so damn much I regret having him die JFKSHDKEUSIDHSI 😭😭 #man now I wanna make a story outta this WG scenario... 🤔

[hidefdoritos]

Just coming out of a period of being intensely ill means I have to have so much compassion on myself. Yeah, I had no capacity to be active, I gained weight. Yeah, I had little capacity to prep good foods, so I ate what I could. Yeah, I didn't get anything productive done, but I stayed alive.

#it isn't perfect like yeah I currently have one (1) pair of pants that fits comfortably bc I gained literally 15 lbs. #and yep! #it's so much better than being dead! #weight tw #illness tw

[mochistuffed]

I was just thinking about eating a whole large pizza throughout the day, and it sounds so so good rn!! I wish I could just be lazy today and do that 🥺😭

but also in the next week or two, i’ll basically be free to eat as much as I want and whatever I want, so if you guys have an suggestions on what I should stuff on or anything that would pile on the pounds quickly, lemme know >w<

#weight gain #soft feedee #belly kink #get me fatter #feed me #I know heavy cream will help me gain but how much should I have each day? #like if I could go up five pounds that would be amazing #I can’t wait to be so full each day!!!

[bananamilkdelivery]

i’ve been on a stuffing kick lately but i have no money so i just drank a bunch of water, last night i reallyyyy pushed my limits as far as they’d go. i’ve NEVER seen my belly stretch that far out in front of me before……. i was truly massive. i kept weighing myself after each glass of water, i know i wasn’t actually gaining fat but it was fun to put on my tightest outfit, stuff myself til i was waddling and spilling out of my fit and then watching the number grow on the scale as i consume more and more pretending i was rapidly gaining…

#i wanna do it again but i have to be careful #there IS such a thing as too much water and i ain’t tryna end up in the hospital lol #queer feedee #queer feedism #stuffed piggy #stuffed fatty #so stuffed #stuffed belly #feeding kink #feedee belly #rapid wg #rapid expansion #rapid weight gain

[pudgybun]

Omfg those arms have a ton of strech marks love them and wow you a cutie/babe 🥵🔥❤😍

i have a ton of skin texture! i love it (:

also thank u very much ^__^

#asks #pudgybunny #i gain SO much weight in my upper arms! theyre very thick and soft #i think i gain so much there because i used to have fairly muscular arms? #like proportionally to my body my arms were very large and muscular so i think now that i gained so much they stayed the same proportions

[bitegore]

ok i may be doing everything i can thinik of to avoid doing my actual work for the day. anyway its fucked that i cant be like "hey i dont eat enough, let me eat more" on this stupid health app my insurance has. 'your goal caloric intake cannot be higher than your current caloric intake' well i need to eat more than i do. i eat one meal per day and make up my calories in literally spoonfuls of sugar when i get too tired. 'eating healthy' does not mean 'eating less' it means EATING FUCKING HEALTHY. i hate it here

#red rambles #i eat exactly like the guy every 'anti obesity' counselor thinks they're trying to reach but you see i also dont eat very much real food so #i simply do not gain weight and i cant fucking figure out how to #you would think 'i want to eat more real food so i stop having to roll butter in sugar and eat that so i dont nod off in class' would add u #alas. the entire health industry is more interested in being fatphobic than they are actually getting people to eat healthy #understand please that ive been trying to gain weight since i was fucking fourteen #its not working.

[self-critical-automaton]

Made an effort for Christmas but it was really hard to take good photos of. Pretty good look in person tho at least even if it doesn't all come thru

#i should have a selfie tag #its harder to be hot now that I've gained so much weight

[radmista]

Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake

#was already not in a great place mentally but i entertained the call and was actually feeling okay talking to them giving them an update #she just hits me with that. and I'm not normally sensitive about my weight even when my mom harped on me for gaining some a few years back #i genuinely normally don't care bc I'm happy with myself. but i know ive lost weight because I've been on icu and we don't have time to eat #im so fucking mad and im even more mad I'm crying about it #bc what the fuck #i was actually feeling like momentarily safe talking to them and being vulnerable about working on my next life stages #and she just ruined the call. i wanted to talk to my mom and dad more. i do miss talking to them about some things. #i was happy to get to see my family all together even if it was for the dogs birthday. and people were smiling and shit #and ik theyre gonna say i ruined it by being sensitive but jfc #it was literally the 2nd thing my mom said to me on the call after we sang happy birthday #why couldn't she just shut up. why couldn't she have said anything else. why did i let it bother me so much i hung up #I'm just fucking tired and sad and now feeling even lonlier than ever #i just wanted a nice moment with my family god fucking damn is that too hard to ask for #and im even more angry and sad now that i cant call them back bc my mom will get on me about smth else we were previously talking about #that phone call was supposed to be a neutral zone just for the birthday song. and i was going to ride it out but fucking hell #why didnt i just put up with it so i could have talked to my family #and no calling them back isnt an option. they haven't apologized and it would be an un neutral call #which gives them space to harass me about work and shit

[mozart-the-meerkitten]

One of Leeli's littlest kittens looks like Mozart* and my heart is healing. <3

(~tw kitten death~: *Mozart is the kitten I got my username from and also the protagonist of The Restoration Saga- though her name has been altered to "Mozarita" there. She was born in a litter of four kittens I had when I was 12 and they had birth defects that led to three out of four of them dying. Mozart was the first one who died, and I have blamed myself for her death- and for not being with her when she died- for fifteen years now. But now I have these little darlings, my second chance. <3)

#kittens #bengal kittens #leeli the kitten's kittens #I don't care if that picture's blurry that is the most mozart looking kitten picture ;-; #I have no pictures of mozart and it is one of my biggest regrets but now I have these babies and I just- ;-; #it's almost like seeing her again <3 #and just to add to this #leeli's runt wasn't gaining much weight for a couple days and I was worried about it #but oh my goodness the baby has started gaining like crazy now! #and I am just praising God for it #mozart never grew #she was so tiny and I adored her but she never grew from newborn size #I was the one who was meant to be feeding and taking care of this litter since their mother wasn't #but I was only 12 and I didn't do as much as I should have and I have blamed myself for what happened for so long #and all fourteen of these kittens just feel so much like a second chance to me #mozart and her litter impacted me so strongly that they were the REASON I started writing my books #so that they would never be forgotten #and now leeli and maraly and their kittens are healing my heart #well and God of course. can't have heart healing without God #but he sent me these kittens so #truly he listens to the desires of our hearts and gives us more #than we could ever ask or hope for <3

[ribbittrobbit]

crazy how some people commenting on your weight can echo in your mind for days its almost as if its better… to just… not

#real life bs #and it goes for both saying #oh you’ve gotten thinner or lost so much weight #and also you’ve gained weight #and i really have to train myself to not assent in a self deprecating way #homie antidepressants saved me but also made me look a little different #im also not 18 years old anymore so like #the body changes

[derpinette]

i have a weird relationship with weight because i hated eating more than anything the moment i was ready for solids ( i hate chewing with my entire life always have & will ) which made me underweight for most of my life ( to this day ) & during late primary-middle school this made me actively suicidal because i felt like something was wrong with my sex because i just was not developing whatsoever prompting me to have a years long phase of trying to gain weight in any way i could ( #EPICFAIL by the way ) & i was already insecure but i felt seriously so unforgivably ugly after bullying not just at school but by adults of my entourage. but then i did in my late 15s which prompted the pendulum to swing in the other direction & suddenly i FREAKED OUT & thought well being skinny is pretty much all i have & know myself to be & clearly it is not going to last forever so i Better preserve it i was delusional about how skinny i thought i was actually i look stumpy & weird i have to prove myself. But now i am normal again kind of

#also i used to get beaten to finish my food nearly daily & it would take me forever to do that like literally hours with no exaggeration #just made me hate eating even more. now my technique is eating as fast as possible before i even realize how overwhelming #the sensory experience is & i can just be done with it VS the pain&dread of eating slowly -> disgust of Everything+hyperawareness #eating tightens my muscles like i hate it so fucking much catching the food putting it in my mouth CHEWING swallowing #what a damn chore #so i always liked cheese it was my “safe food” pretty much the only thing i liked #i even hated the foods autists usually like like fries & fried chicken meatballs ETC. HATED. #i was/am more of a soup & turning all my food into varieties of Slop kind of girl nothing hard for me please... #i experienced middle school during the like ♯Thick era of the world which was honestly a good thing like for The Populace #but i felt like killing myself because i felt like an unforgivable fugly genetic failure & people did not hesitate to let me know #anyway either way i would be unhappy caus if i did gain weight during puberty i would have a meltdown about all the Changes #so i feel content for the time being about only losing the fat in my face & getting age appropriate wrinkles really #trying to enjoy the privilege of thinness while i have it because it will not last forever 0_0 but that should not matter anyway... #the privilege of thinness: being way uglier than others & constantly looking like a gibbon dying of disease + no energy or strength ever #JK people are much MUCH nicer to thin people & they do things for me on account of looking physically incapable so um yay i guess #light at the end of the tunnel that is very significant in the grand scheme of things socially. ♯CountingMyBlessings #also i was raised on ♯HAES tumblr from 2014-2018 i truly believed in that & was so damn envious i was not curvy & beautiful LOL #so i never hated overweight people really i think for the most part the SJW tumblr values stuck with me #but now i know it depends on your base frame & genetics & there is no guarantee to what you choose to do (naturally) acceptance is peace #sorry for the gigantic Arse post i just needed to get that off my chest for a long time. not on here specifically just in general #oh & i am a ♯Grignoteuse but grignoter (grazing) is different from eating in my mind&body #& my insecurity was not a result of wanting to fit in really but kind of in the sense that i wanted people to stop berating me for my looks #like body wise only & also not understanding why every other girl looked like a girl blossoming into a woman #& i looked like i was transitioning to Malnourished (unsexed) Ape made worse by bein GNC.& like the need for control later on & erthang ETC

[silenthillbunni]

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#oooof... sleep was rough bc my face was super itchy. all of a sudden i got rashes in my face yesterday ?!?!? i have NEVER gotten that wtffff #hopefully it's just temporary nd will go away. it's still a tiny bit itchy but not as bad as yesterday :o #istg my life is a JOKE!!!! a joke!!!! rashes?!? what? maybe stress nd anxiety?? idk it's wild tho i cant deal w this #so i couldnt really fall asleep but i rested for a few hours #then i got up. took my dog out. had oatmeal. called the surgeron clinic. #and like... i told them abt my weight and they said im underweight?! and that my bmi is 18.9 and u need to have 19.... #i told her that i cant gain weight bc i cant eat anything. that i cant have more fat than i already do bc then it hurts too much #she said she'll talk to the anesthesia doctors and call me later. she hasnt called yet #i rlly hope they understand the situation?? and that i can still have my surgery bc what else am i supposed to do??? #ughhhh why cant anything ever just be easy and smooth for me?? #i am sooooo tired of all these hardships piling on top of eo #then i walked to school.. took me an hour and im spent now bc im so weak nd malnutrioned skskskks #and im in class... it's a long one. still more than an hour left :'( my head hurts #ugh i just wanna be fine for once in my life #but yeah im like 75% thru all the hard things i need to do today #just need to finish class nd then walk home nd then hopefully get a call back and then i can relax (as much as i can lol) #i hope the itching goes down (still wtf is my body doing? i have no patience for it anymore) nd i hope im not too underweight for surgery om