#i have died inside

[allianettemie5]

From my texts with my close friend on the matter of the last episode

#allianettemie5 original #good omens #i have died inside

[demigods-posts]

i don't know man. but sometimes i think about percy breaking the news to nico that his sister's dead. and nico plummetting into depression, screaming at the boy he once thought of as a hero to die. and percy watching this ten-year-old disappear into the shadows mid sobbing. and percy's shaking and traumatized and exhausted. but he forces that pain down his throat and accepts the role as the prophecy kid so nico has a chance to create a future he wants. while percy's is set in stone. and i don't know man.

#like poor baby #you shouldn't have had to make a sacrifice like that #and poor nico getting the only sense of permanence he had ripped from him in a matter of weeks #and each breath he takes is a reminder of all the ones bianca won't get to #and then i die inside #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo #pjo text post #percy jackson #nico di angelo #pjo spoilers

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

so glad not to see any Skeleton War nonsense on my dash this year. such a dumb concept. as if the skeletons could ever not win, literally every human is a sleeper agent

#also i was gonna say they massively outnumber us #on account of over 100 billion humans have lived and died #but then it occurred to me i have no idea how many of those skeletons are um. intact #so like. they *probably* outnumber us. but probably not by a lot #...except that again. all living humans also have a skeleton inside of them waiting to take over. so yeah they have the numbers

[aroaceleovaldez]

my personal favorite interpretation of Nico's confession to Percy in BoO and Percy's reaction is that. Nico was one foot in the grave at the time - heavily injured, exhausted, probably suffering from blood loss, actively turning into shadows, etc etc. And he mentions himself several times that he's not acting quite like himself, such as smiling a lot and his mind wandering and his vision being unsure. Dude is OUT OF IT. He is one strong breeze away from crumpling on the floor and falling unconscious for multiple days (again).

a.) no wonder Will was like "three days in the infirmary now. you will melt into a puddle if you try and summon a wishbone." cause Nico was probably standing there with a glassy look in his eyes waving like a leaf in the wind on the verge of collapsing.

b.) just imagine Percy's pov: The guy you've known for three years stumbles up to you on the verge of death, clearly still bleeding and half-fading into nothingness. Obviously a little delirious at best. Normally he's extremely awkward talking to people and hates physical interaction and every time he talks to you he looks like he wants to run away as fast as possible. You are 80% sure he wants you dead but is trying to be polite about it. He walks up to you with the confidence only someone suffering from extreme dehydration/major blood loss on the verge of passing out can have, tells you that you're not his type, high-fives your girlfriend (who you thought he had a crush on?) (you weren't even sure he knew what high-fives were. you're still not sure he does) and stumbles off without finishing the conversation. You ask your girlfriend if she understands what the hell just happened. She has no idea either. You decide to chalk it up to him having no idea what was going on either.

Three days later Nico wakes up in the infirmary in a cold sweat, having remembered that interaction and goes "WHAT HAVE I DONE?!"

#pjo #percy jackson #riordanverse #nico di angelo #this also makes for the hilarious opportunity to have Nico come out to Percy a Second Time #but this time it's for real and Nico is just awkwardly trying to explain what that first conversation was #and Percy is just like ''ohhhhhh *thats* what that was? i'm gonna be real i thought you were just out of it and wrote it off.'' #and Nico is just dying inside of embarrassment cause. at least the first time it was over quickly. #but now he has to EXPLAIN and ELABORATE and he wants to just crawl under a rock and hide

[puppyeared]

personal character design headcanons + brainrot

Note: the re-bound!au does NOT belong to me, it belongs to @chipper-smol I’m just not normal about it lol

#I SAY PERSONAL BC ITS MY OWN SPIN ON IT. NOT CHIPPERS CANON UNLESS THEY DECIDE TO OR NOT YOU HEAR ME /LH #I made a banner and everything this time. PLWEASE send them your questions not me JAJFHDSF #I thought it would be cool if macaque has two separate forms as a shadow and inside a mindscape. like I wanted his shadow form to reflect #him in his prime and then the mindscape form as what he looked like when he died. or a more vulnerable state at least #based on LBD appearing to MK as the ivory lady when she died in the S3 special. I don’t know exactly what it was but my first thought seein #the white void was she was appearing to MK in his mindscape to talk to him. so I built on that #I wanted to give him a more ‘Smokey’ look as a shadow just based on how he manipulates them in the show like in shadow play. I hope this #makes it look cool and immaterial. and then his mindscape form would be more battered up and tangible #the last couple images are chippers ideas though since they said the monkeys are drawn to MK when macaque is possessing him lol #and the fact that macaque doesn’t have any senses unless he’s possessing someone + literally sniffing out wukong in the scroll 🤨📸 #I also have a vivid image of macaque moving from the mindscape to physical form like umm. kind of like when he passes the boundary between #physical and spirit/mind(?) it’s like the shadow covers him like ink. or pulling Saran Wrap over your face and it clings to your skin #so it kind of makes the shadow seem like a sort of shell or covering.. and I love the idea of MK meeting macaque in the mindscape for the #first time too. like the moment mac rescues him from LBD and MK sees him all battered and tired looking brooooooo #I’m not even sure if that would count as a mindscape but it rattles around in my brain like loose marbles #god I fucking love this au. gives me imagination fuel swear to god #my art #doodles #lmk #Lego Monkie kid #Monkie kid #lmk au #re-bound!au #rebound au #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #lmk macaque #lmk six eared macaque #lmk mk #lmk xiaotian

[beatriceportinari]

Oyster, origami, one square of paper. Loosely modelled on the black-lip pearl oyster.

#mine #origami #oyster #oystermash #original model by Roberto Morassi you can find the diagram in #Modelli di Roberto Morassi p. 35 #I say loosely modelled bc his own is just I suspect one of those generic 'pearl let loose on a scallop shell' type of imagery #now i have nothing against bathroom decor tackiness (evidently) #but I did want smth a bit closer to nature #I chose this type of oyster specifically bc I needed one with a round shell given the model I have and this one happened to be there #also I saw a cool picture of the flesh inside it so I had to recreate that with the additional folds created by the pearl #anyway enjoy! personally I think this fucks

[tornado1992]

Sonic never speaking again if he loses Tails.

Tails’ eyes no longer shining if he loses Sonic.

#sonic the hedgehog #miles tails prower #sonic and tails #unbreakable bond #they are cosmic truth #they’re brothers your honor #damn I love the angst process #but i also love the ✨aftermath ✨ #specially with the PERMANENT cruel consequences #Sonic wouldn’t have any reason to connect with the world anymore #his world was already gone #if Sonic dies and Tails survives it doesn’t matter because he’ll be dead inside as well

[solifelessblog]

Emerald trio game night!!!

Please reblog, don’t repost :)

#my art #toh #the owl house #toh hunter #hunter deamonne #gus porter #willow park #emerald trio #The emerald trio in their hexside time #it's been a while since i draw this three #and i have to say #my laptop died and erased this once #i died inside #:)))

[littlebittyhollowbugs]

Do you ever think about Hegemol and think about how he was probably ambushed in his sleep so easily by the maggot, because he had exhausted himself trying desperately to stay awake during the spread of the infection, he was probably sent to the crossroads soon after the infection came back, because that area is most definitely where it started up again. (the radiance being within the area.) And he was trying to help the people to escape, block and guard the travel routes and what not, and because the infection spreads through dreams/while sleeping, he was trying to keep himself awake, probably stayed up for days and his body eventually just gave in, and because of it he was murdered.

#I think about the great knights #I cry #By this time it looks like Zemer would have already left to mourn the loss of her lover #and Dryya would have gone with the queen to her gardens. #Ogrim and Isma would have been in the city together. Locked within. #I hc that Isma died helping Ogrim the two of them trying to get people out through the waterways after the infection reached inside the cit #How exactly she died I'm still not sure. #But her dream nail dialogue “Ogrim we have no time.” Implies the two of them were together and it was an emergency situation. #Which #of course it was.. #hollow knight #hk hegemol #hk the great knights #Hk the five great knights

[cacw]

meet your maker

#splashtail #curlfeather #warrior cats #94 #in a better world they could have had a dynamic that was actually interesting #i have a lot of thoughts about them... #splash being a more violent kid curl seeing him and frost being close and trying to keep him away #then there's my genius idea of curl becoming his mentor after softpelt died in tbc #the timeline makes sense if you disregard the asc retcons #they could have been so so cool curlfeather not so much using him as them being like. not partners but some sort of mentor thing #her being his mother his maker his creator in spirit #maybe he's always been this way and she just helped turn him inside out. oops #whatever. i don't know. he was her daughter's best friend

[archiisfandomstuff]

When I tell you they're my favourite character and are incredibly relatable, don't ask me how I relate to them. I don't fucking know.

#boris pavlikovsky #nico di angelo #ticci toby #toby rogers #karma akabane #Draco malfoy #Sirius black #regulus black #hazbin hotel lucifer #lucifer morningstar #hiro hamada #max camp camp #michael afton #crowley #l lawliet #light yagami #inside me there are two wolves #one is l and the other is light #scientists have yet to figure out how that is possible #more to back added cause I can't bring myself to remember them

[levia-san]

Note: 九 (nine) has the same pronounciation as 酒 (wine) Divine Deity SJ has been sealed in a jar for many years Clueless farmer Yue Qi frees him shenanigans ensue(?)

#qijiu #svsss #mxtx #yue qingyuan #shen jiu #long post #at the end they fuck #ofc #its par of the course #gay fellas #and all #YQ looks a lot like SJ's past love YQY who died a tragic death #so yeah the secret is ofc that YQ is YQY's reincarnation or smth #idk #red thread of fate #smth smth #maybe SJ got sealed due to YQY dying #i just thought itd be funny to have a jar with jiu and have someone mistake as wine #when its SJ inside it

[shhhsoftnwet]

Sometimes all a bad bitch want is a silly little short king 👹❤️‍🔥

#lemme tell u a secret……. #I reeeaally like power bottom Doyoung….. #NOBODY SEES MY VISION #I’m alone here I make my own food self sustenance #personally I hate toxic controlling seme type tops #but queen control bratty bottoms with super high standards and expectations tho 🤔 #like I’m cooking something #it’s not for everyone but I’m cooking something #height doesn’t matter #a short king is a short king when I see one #also LBR Dongsoo…. is a straight man…. he’s like default factory settings #this is derogatory btw #/point YOU ARE STRAIGHT! 🤮�� #imo DY is a verse like it don’t matter as long as he’s finally getting laid with Dongsoo #my mans desperate for dick #also funny headcanon DY is a virgin and died a virgin #he have 0 interest in relationship and sex until Dongsoo came into his life #whoch is why him chasing after Dongsoo is strangely innocent at its core #deep inside he’s just a teenage girl falling in love for the first time #also I read this one manga awhile back where the mob boss is the bottom and I’m like yanno what #I quite like this #this is new this is fresh #like who says a boss can’t be bottom?? #evilive #악인전기 #biography of a villain #도영동수 #dyds #fifi’s art #shhhsoftnwet

[bri-cheeses]

Evan has this one green sweatshirt that looks ethereal on him, and Barty can simply not pull his eyes away from Evan when he wears it. And this occurrence had been going on for a while, even before Barty and Evan were anything more than friends. For example, Regulus would just be talking to Barty during class, and then Barty’s gaze would just drift off to something beyond Regulus’ shoulder. And Barty would still appear to be “engaged” in the conversation, nodding along and saying the right things in the right places, but mentally his mind was miles away from Regulus and the conversation he was having. In reality, his mind was taking a stroll down much stranger lanes, and he can’t help but wonder what it would be like to hug Evan right now, what it would feel like. What it would feel like to lay on Evan’s chest in front of the fireplace in the common room, playing with the hoodie strings. What it would maybe feel like to take the hoodie off of Evan, pulling it over his head in one smooth motion. And Barty really really wants to steal that sweatshirt from Evan and wear it for himself. Maybe then that girl who was chatting Evan up right now would back off then, too. Barty doesn’t really know why he has a problem with her doing so, surely it’s a somewhat normal feeling to have though—and oh Regulus is expecting a response right now, better say the right thing—but surely it doesn’t mean anything. So really, there’s no reason to think twice about it. To think twice about any of those thoughts. So he continues to gaze at Evan with hearts in his eyes, his chin resting on his hand. Young Barty Crouch Jr was not one to look and act like a love struck fool (not just yet, anyways) but when it came to Evan in that olive green sweatshirt, Barty looked like the most foolish man on earth.

#i feel like eventually Pandora noticed #and since she could kind of tell what was going on #that Barty actually was interested in Evan #And obviously she knew that Evan had a crush on Barty #And so she started getting a bunch of different green sweatshirts/clothes in general for Christmas or for Evan’s birthday #one time she even got him one for Saint Patrick’s Day #But Barty died a little more on the inside each and every time she did this #And Pandora would have this smirk on her face for the rest of the day #and none of them could figure out why #yeah just Pandora being sneaky like that #rosekiller #evan rosier #barty crouch jr #slytherin skittles #marauders era #marauders fandom #barty x evan #evan x barty #pandora rosier

[zukkaoru]

sorry i'm thinking abt megumi's incessant desire to be the first to die vs. the narrative keeping him alive despite and how the most tragic ending for him is not actually dying, but being left behind. for megumi, the worst fate is living a long life

#megumi growing up assuming he will be the first to die out of those he loves #bc gojo is the Strongest and tsumiki is a non-sorcerer so they should both be Safe while megumi is just. megumi #vs megumi at 15 having lost tsumiki gojo nobara nanami etc etc and knowing it's only a matter of time before he loses yuuji too #megumi not knowing how to be the survivor because he never thought he'd live long enough to have to say goodbye #also sometimes i think abt that post that was like... remember in thg how katniss' motivation for Everything is saving prim? #and then prim still died at the end because the world they lived in could not allow someone so good to live? it could not allow #katniss the One thing she wanted most #yeah so like. everything megumi is doing and has done has been for tsumiki. it's all been for her #but the world they live in is cruel and tsumiki is too good of a person #and when has megumi ever been granted anything he's wanted? why should the world allow him his one biggest desire of tsumiki's safety? #and what is megumi supposed to do when he outlives the one person who has been by his side - the one person he wanted most to save #how is he supposed to live a long life when everyone he cares about is gone? how is he supposed to care about new people? #what's that one quote that's like. a son or a husband can be replaced but who can grow me a new brother #no one can replace tsumiki. megumi cannot find a new sister #yes losing gojo and yuuji would be devastating. but at the end of the day megumi has known yuuji for only a few months #and gojo was already a replacement for his father #tsumiki has been with him longest and she's always been megumi's main motivation #she's the reason he didn't go to the zenin clan. she's the reason he was trained by gojo. she's the reason they're all in the culling games #trying to fix it from the inside and running on a time limit #and what happens if he CAN'T save her. what happens if. like katniss and prim. despite EVERYTHING. tsumiki still has to die #THIS IS ALL BECAUSE OF TSUMIKI #BECAUSE MEGUMI WANTS TO SAVE HER #DO YOU UNDERSTAND!!!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE TRAGEDY IN BEING ALIVE WHEN EVERYONE ELSE IS GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #sorry i'm not normal about fictional sibling dynamics. btw if you even care #hello grace here #jjk spoilers #update i just realized it's not even 7am. as you can tell i'm having a great time today

[ex0rin]

Jack Quaid | InStyle 2022

#jack quaid #cara gifs #the way i want to gif like #the whole 11min video #he looks so good #i might have done permanent damage to myself #biting the inside of my cheek the whole time #THAT DANCING fucking end me #i'm gone #i've died #i am SPIRALING #cap locks required holy fuck #anyway more of these coming #there's too much i need #doe eyed fucking top me please energy