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Sometimes We Say Things We Don't Mean | Simon "Ghost" Riley x Male Reader | Angst with Comfort

Minors/Fem DNI

Warnings; Alcohol consumption, verbal fighting, decent apologies, hangover, hurt/comfort, this is kinda shite, randomly named character that doesn't matter but they needed a name so 🤷🏻

Request; "reader gets super fucking drunk cuz them and ghost had an argument earlier and they dont know what to do and ghost finds them about to pass out and goes wa wa wa and then they wake up and they hug because ghost thought he was gonna lose them"

A/N; I'm sorry this took so long but for the better part of a month i was like "wtf am i supposed to write for the fight" and then went "ohhh, i can search why couples fight". so work it is!

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Y/N leaned against Ghost as he cooked dinner, a comfortable silence between them. He had come home from a long mission, not more than a week ago, and Y/N had missed him the entire time. Now that he was home, they could have gentle moments like this. Ghost could enjoy simplicity in domestic life for a change.

“I like it when you’re home,” Y/N murmured, watching Ghost cook from behind him. His arms were wrapped around his torso as he worked on a soup. “You should stay home more often.”

Ghost’s stirring faltered and he stiffened under Y/N’s embrace.

“I…” He started, grabbing a bowl of mixed spices from beside the stove, “Price informed me about something going on in Eastern Europe… They leave on Tuesday.”

Y/N moved to rest his chin on Ghost’s shoulder, side-eyeing him. “What do you mean by that?”

He didn’t respond, simply swallowing down the uncomfortable feeling in his throat when Y/N pulled away from him to lean on the counter and face him.

“No, don’t ignore me,” Y/N demanded, staring at Ghost, who avoided eye contact at all costs.

“He asked me to go with him and the Task Force to-”

“No,” Y/N cut him off, crossing his arms over his chest.

“What do you mean ‘no’?”

“I mean ‘no’, you aren’t going.”

“What makes you think you have the right to tell me what I can and can’t do?”

“I don’t, it’s just,” Y/N stared at his socks as he grew aggravated. “You’ve been home for 5 days. You would leave in, what day is it… Sunday? In one day?” He asked, glancing at Ghost. He had turned off the burner and pushed the pot onto the back burner to settle, turning to face Y/N.

“Yeah,” He responded curtly.

“You think that’s okay? Just, being gone all the time?”

“It’s my job.”

“Well, yeah, I get that, but you can turn this one down. You can spend some more time with me. Price didn’t give you an order or anything, right?”

“That’s not how that works and you know it.”

“I know…” He sounded dejected, embarrassed even. “I just… I miss having you here…”

“I know, but I have to do this.”

“Why?!” Y/N shouted, startling Ghost, who jumped at the sudden noise. It wasn’t often that Y/N would yell. He was rather soft-spoken and understanding, so it was almost scary to see him so upset. “Why can’t you be here?! Just for a few more days, that’s all I want!”

“I-” Ghost choked, eyes scanning Y/N’s face.

“I’m sick of it! I hate you leaving me for weeks on end, months, even, and once you come home it’s- it’s all you talk about! Work! I hate it!” Tears beaded in his eyes as he screamed. “I just- I want you, Simon!”

Ghost stared at him speechless. His mouth opened and closed as he tried to articulate a sentence, for the right words to say that would soothe the ache in Y/N’s heart. Nothing could come to mind.

“You said it was okay when we started dating,” He said, eyes dark. Y/N scowled, hot tears falling from his eyes. “Don’t look at me like that.”

“This wasn’t what I signed up for. Being neglected.”

“Neglected? Are you kidding?”

Y/N huffed. “It’s not my fault that I feel like y- you love your job more than me.”

“No, it’s not your fault. It’s mine. It always is, isn’t it?”

“S- Stop it! That’s not wuh- what I meant-”

“No, but it’s what you thought. Listen, I like what I do. You can suck it up and deal with it.”

“I- I know you do, I just-”

“Stop stuttering, for fucks sake!”

Y/N choked out a sob and felt his knees wobble. He puffed out his bottom lip slightly and stared at Ghost with a hurt look. When Y/N was anxious, he would stutter. Ghost knew that he was insecure about that.

“I-” He paused so that he could sound out every word without stumbling over them. “I hate you.”

Ghost twitched, hands flexing around nothing.

“Then leave,” He said without thinking. Y/N whimpered and shoved past Ghost before he could process the words that spilt past his lips.

By the time he did figure out what he said, the front door had slammed shut and Y/N’s coat was gone, his house key still on the hook. He took a shaky breath and walked to their shared bedroom to lie down and cool his head. Maybe a walk would help Y/N regain his thoughts.

“And then- he- he made fun of me,” Y/N sobbed, choking on tears while he drank a beer. “Then he told me to leave.”

“Oh, my god…” The bartender murmured. She was one of Y/N’s close friends, and he always took the bus to get to her bar when he was upset. “What a cunt!” She exclaimed. “I can’t believe you’re dating that bastard!”

“Ally, gimme a scotch,” He said before finishing his beer. “And another beer.”

That went on for some time. Drinking and sobbing and ranting, Ally listened to every word with a comforting presence.

“Do you think…” Ally turned her head from where she was fixing someone a pint of Guinness, “that it’s my fault?” Ally turned back to the glass, placing it down so it could settle, before walking over to Y/N again.

“Maybe a little,” She said, reaching out to wipe his cheeks with a towel that was in her apron. His face was burning hot, and his eyes were puffy and bloodshot. Y/N cried harder at her words, and she continued to wipe them off his face. “But you came from a good place. You should talk to him with a level head.”

Y/N looked at her with snot running down his nose. “He hates me.”

“No, I’m sure he doesn’t hate you, darling.” She walked back to the Guinness to fill it the rest of the way before handing it to an older gentleman who took it with a smile. Y/N watched her as he felt the beginning of a migraine seep through the back of his skull, creeping into his brow bone and making the back of his eyes ache. Beer doesn’t substitute water well, especially when you’re expelling all of it through your face for hours on end. His eyes drooped and his head felt heavy, so he went limp and let his forehead smack against the bar.

“BloodyJesus!” Ally jumped, glaring at Y/N. Her gaze softened at his pitiful figure: an odd bloke, drunk off his arse, sobbing in the furthest corner of the bar. It was a miracle he hadn’t thrown up yet. “Christ, don’t you dare blackout in my bar, Y/N.”

Ally’s phone buzzed in her pocket, and she fished it out to check the caller ID. ‘Simon’. She huffed and picked up, pressing it to her ear and being met with a very frantic Ghost.

“Have- Have you seen Y/N? We had a fight, he left and I- He hasn’t come home yet. I’m worried,” He said. He sounded close to tears if they weren’t already falling. A thick frog in his throat was making him choke on his words.

Ally sighed and looked at Y/N, who had managed to lift his head and reach for his unfinished beer. She smacked his hand away and grabbed the glass. “I’ve got ‘im.”

“Fuck, thank god. I’ll be there in 10 minutes.”

“What? It’s a 20-minute drive, how the hell are you… He’s hung up on me,” Ally groaned, pocketing her phone and dumping the beer in the sink. Y/N whined at the sight but didn’t audibly complain. Not in English at least.

“Gimme another,” He slurred, leaning on one of his arms. Ally shook her head and tended to another customer, fixing him a glass of whiskey and setting it in front of them.

She glanced at the front door when it burst open not 10 minutes later, slightly peeved at the sudden loud intrusion, and more so at the fact that it wasn’t a regular. Her eyes softened, however, as she saw that it was Simon. He was frantically scanning the room, noticing Ally and rushing over to her before seeing Y/N, utterly ossified and nearly asleep.

“You get this drunk out of my pub,” She said. He nodded and wordlessly helped Y/N up, wrapping an arm around him before deciding that he would fare better at bringing him home by lifting him up. Ally watched as Ghost lifted Y/N up onto his back with ease, piggybacking him.

“Thank you,” He said quietly. Ally shook her hand and shooed him, desperate to get this show out of her pub and back onto the streets where it belonged. As the door closed behind Ghost, one of the men sat at the bar looked at Ally with a confused face.

“What the feck was that holy show?” He asked, leaning forward as if it were a secret.

“Two very sad man-children.”

Y/N woke up in bed with a hangover feeling entirely shattered. He groaned and shrank back under the blankets, burying his face in his pillow to avoid the blinding morning sun.

“Oh my god…” He whimpered, rubbing his eyebrows with his fingers and groaning again. He heard the bedroom door open, but couldn’t will himself to look over to see who it was.

“Good morning,” Ghost said, walking beside the bed and setting a cold glass of water on the nightstand with 3 Dexibuprofen and a Lucozade Sport. “For your hangover.”

Y/N poked his head out of his little cocoon to look at Ghost, who was now crouched down to be eye level with him, his eyes welling up with tears at the stupid, sorry look on his face. Y/N reached out his hand and cupped his face, rubbing his stubbly cheek with his thumb. Simon leaned into his touch, eyes glossy as he looked at Y/N.

“ ‘M sorry…” Y/N whispered. His head was throbbing, but Simon was here in front of him and that was good enough for him. “I don’t hate you…”

“I know,” He responded, cupping Y/N’s hand and moving it to press a kiss to his palm. “You worried me.”

He blinked away his tears and leaned in to kiss Y/N softly, who welcomed it tenderly, holding the back of Simon’s neck. He pulled back and rested their foreheads against each other, gazing into each other's eyes carefully.

“Could you,” Simon whispered, “say that you love me?” His voice cracked at the end, his face reddening slightly with embarrassment as a tear rolled down his cheek.

“I love you, Simon,” Y/N said, leaning in to kiss him again. “I love you.”

“Take your pain killers,” He said, pulling away from Y/N so he could sit up enough to drink the pills down.

A wave of relief washed over his face when he swallowed a mouthful of cold water. It felt as though it went straight to his migraine, cooling his brain that was aching. His eyes finally felt like they weren't going to pop out of their sockets.

Simon watched as Y/N began to relax. He drank so quickly that water dripped down his chin and onto his chest. Simon smiled at Y/N with a certain fondness that was reserved just for him. A smile that only he had seen, or one that maybe Soap or Price would see a glimpse of when thinking of him.

Y/N finished the glass and set it on the side table, wiping his chin with the back of his hand and looking at Simon.

“Will you lay with me?” He asked. He looked tired again, and Simon felt tired, too.

“Yeah,” He said, crawling into bed with Y/N and laying with his head on his chest. “I love you.”

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thelov3lybookworm · 5 months

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Remember Me? (Part six)

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

Summary: Under the Mountain, Y/n met the High Lord of the Night Court, Rhysand. She was scared of him, but soon she found out that he wasn't who he pretended to be. Despite her efforts at not falling in love with him, she fails. It's not that bad as he loves her back.

But now he's gone, and she's left alone with nothing.

Except for a very adorable reminder of him.

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Tw: secret pregnancy, none more that I can think of, so let me know if I need to add anything.

A/n: yeah, i like this one very much 😏 there is no rhys in this part, but he will make an appearance in the next one, and will make y'all hate rhysie for sure 😏😌

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At some point, the two of them had moved to the couch. she was practically sitting in his lap as she let her tears wet his shirt.

The room was silent except for the sound of Y/n's sobs and Eris's soft voice murmuring assurances in her ear.

He stroked her back, randomly running his fingers through her hair, and that made her cry harder, curling her fingers tighter in his shirt.

Y/n had lost track of time, so immersed in emptying her tears onto Eris's tunic. It could have been mere moments since Rhys had left, could have been hours. She didn't know, for with her face burried in his chest, all she could see was how stupid she'd been.

How stupid to let that manipulative bastard, brain conquering scoundrel into her home again.

She hadn't realised it then, but now she knew that he had somehow slipped into her mind, dominated her sane thoughts, and had been about to force her to let him back in.

She felt sick to her stomach, knowing what could have happened if Eris hadn't arrived on time.

Finally, Y/n decided to stop trying to drown Eris's shirt in her tears and pulled away, blinking up at him. He smiled softly, pushing away the hair from her face.

The smile on his face was unlike any of his other smiles. It was gentle and looked loving, but there was an edge to it, like a predator pretending to be the prey's friend.

"What time is it? How long till sunset?" She mumbled, straightening as she wiped her face with the back of her hand.

He said nothing for a moment, simply studying her. "A few hours at best. We should start packing if we have any hope of getting Fin and you out of here."

Y/n blinked. "You- you were serious when you said you wanted us to come to autumn?"

He gave her a look as he stood, stretching before he began to look around. "Of course I was. Now, where do we start?"

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There was not a lot to pack. After Y/n had moved here, she hadn't unpacked all of her stuff because she'd been tired. And the day she was going to do it, Rhys had found out about Fin, and since then Y/n had been on edge and hadn't unpacked much in case she had to leave within a moment's notice.

Everything that Y/n owned was packed and winnowed away, thanks to Eris.

Now as Y/n stood studying this empty space, two parts within her clashed.

One wanted to be sad, wanted to think she'd miss this place. The other couldn't wait to get out.

As she was busy surveying the place to make sure she had packed everything, she felt, more than heard, Eris come up behind her.

"Are you having second thoughts?"

His voice was feather soft as it brushed across the nape of her neck, leaving goosebumps in its wake. He was practically a furnace as he stood behind her, warming every part of her body.

She had to stop a shiver from crawling down her spine.

She turned her head to look at him to find him barely away from her, standing so close they were sharing breath. Her eyes widened to find him closer than she expected, but he seemed unfazed.

His gaze travelled from her eyes to her mouth and back again. His eyes seemed to hold something that she couldn't decipher, nor did she want to because her brain was currently malfunctioning.

There were no thoughts in her head, and all she could think about was how beautiful the male in front of her was. How his eyes were one of the most beautiful ones she'd ever seen. How his hair was same colour of Fin's favourite stuffed toy.

What? Stuffed toy?

Y/n had no idea where that thought came from, but she didn't care.

His breath washed over her lips, and she leaned her head back to get a good look at him.

There was no sound other than their breathing. She didn't want to break the silence, but she had to. Thankfully, Eris beat her to it.

"Y/n..." If she hadn't been straining her ears, she wouldn't have bee able to her what he was saying, his voice was so low.

It didn't help that she could hear her own heartbeat as well as his. Her heart was speeding so much she felt like it would burst out of her chest any moment now.

By the look on his face, he felt the same.

"Eris..."

"Yes?" He mumbled, his eyes focused on her lips. She decided to ignore that and the warmth spreading through her face.

"We need to wake Fin."

He blinked, seeming to process her words before his eyes cleared of the haze that had set in.

He blinked a couple of times before he mumble an oh.

He met her eyes, his cheeks turning a beautiful and endearing shade of red as he nodded, taking a step back. He rubbed the back of his neck, looking anywhere but her as she turned to him fully.

She felt bad for putting him in such an awkward situation, so she opened her mouth to speak, but he didn't give her the chance. He swiftly turned on his heel and headed off towards where Fin was sleeping.

Y/n followed a little behind Eris, taking a deep breath to calm her racing heart.

What the hell is going on?

The day was going in a way that she hadn't expected, and she didn't know what to make of it.

By the time Y/n reached the room Fin was in, she found Eris leaned over her son, mumbling something. Fin squirmed for a moment, blinking his eyes open. He smiled sleepily at Eris as the redhead ran his fingers through the boy's hair.

Fin sat up, crawling onto Eris's lap as the two of them conversed in hushed tones.

Y/n was about to ask what they were talking about when Fin looked at her. He smiled wide. "Hello mommy."

Y/n couldn't help but smile at her son, her world.

Her hardships didn't feel that great when she knew it was all for her baby. It all felt worth it.

She walked to him, pecking his forehead. "Did you sleep well?"

Fin nodded happily, then glanced at Eris. The redhead gave him an encouraging smile, and Fin turned back to Y/n.

Y/n was immediately suspicious. "What are you up to now?"

Fin giggled. "Daddy told me we were going with him to his home-" What? Who? "and I wanted to go have ice cream before we left. He agreed."

Y/n's eyes flew to Eris's, who stared at Fin with wide eyes, all traces of his previous smile gone.

There is so much wrong in that sentence.

Eris's eyes lifted to Y/n's, and there was so much emotion in his eyes it took Y/n a moment to decipher it all.

Happiness warred with panic, love sparred with fear. Excitement, surprise and pure satisfaction were sat back, watching the show.

It took her another moment to realise that the fear and panic had a place in those beautiful russet orbs because he thought she would not be happy.

He... he was not scared of Fin calling him daddy. He was happy about it.

Fin climbed to his feet on the bed, clinging to Y/n, trying to convince her to let him get some ice cream, but Y/n couldn't hear him over the roaring in her head as she continued to stare at the High lord of Autumn court.

"He had promised that he will get me an ice cream before we came home, but I fell asleep. Can we please get an ice cream before we leave mommy? Please?"

Y/n swallowed, finally turning to Fin as Eris stood. "O-okay."

Fin squealed happily, hopping off the bed and running out the door, not waiting to see if Y/n or Eris followed.

"Y/n I- I swear I didn't tell him to call me that-"

Y/n turned away, ignoring his attempts to get her attention.

Her heart yearned to turn back to him, listen to what he had to say, but se did not have the energy for anymore drama. Not today.

Not when all going through her head was that word Fin had uttered.

The word he'd never had the chance to say before.

Daddy.

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Part 7

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meowlod · 5 months

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focalors in the 4.2 archon quest does something to me. that VOICE is so pretty. the OUTFIT. shes so mother.

i would let her destroy me, make me a mess, do stuff to me and i wouldn‘t mind. please continue.

shes definitely a titty grabber. likes to randomly grab your breasts from behind and squish them like a toy.

i think she would be a great cuddle partner, like, she would give you a thousand of warm cuddles. burying and resting her face into the crook of your neck and have her soft arms wrapped around your body as you both lie under the blankets. she wants to keep you warm and comfy so you wont get sick.

oh and shes a big teaser, definitely. basically teases you about everything possible until you get super embarrassed from all of it. and that woman wouldn‘t stop!! no she will not, until you actually want her to stop, then she‘ll respect you and stop, of course.

if she used to battle and fight, then she would teach you on how to use a sword. she is always being careful to not wound you. and if she does, she will just simply heal you or get you bandages.

talks about furina sometimes whenever you both are sitting somewhere, or laying down on a bed.

and when she dies, she wants you to take care of furina. comfort her at any time whenever shes in a sad mood, get her favourite desserts, give her cheek kisses, dance with her, go to her tea parties, etc. make her happy, and focalors would be proud of you.

but you also have to stay close to furina whenever shes in a bad mood. if you went out somewhere without telling her, especially at night, she'll think that you are starting to dislike and leave her, or that you got kidnapped, making her panic. if you come back, the first thing she always does is run up to you and hug you tightly, asking you where you went, and why you didn't tell her that you went out. its best to tell her the truth, or she will ignore you for a day.

but she cant ignore you for long, because she can be a pretty clingy person. slowly crawling into the bed you're sleeping in, quietly wrapping her arms around your body and slowly starting to cuddle you, mumbling to herself about stuff such as “am i too annoying for them?“ or “i'm sorry if i did something you didn't like.“, hoping you wouldn't wake up and hear her talking bad about herself.

furina will randomly pin you to any wall to jokingly flirt with you. if you flirt back, she'll have a red face for the rest of the day! it can be outside, inside, to the bed, to the grass…seriously, everywhere.

if you buy her gifts, especially with desserts inside them, she'll buy you a gift aswell, but a bigger, and a more expensive one.

LOVES to teach you to dance a waltz or help you sing. if you suck at any of those, she will gladly help you because you are someone she deeply cares and trusts.

if you're sad, she comes running up to you with your favourite food, plushies, etc. to comfort you and have you smiling again. she hates seeing you sad, and doesn't want you to go through the stuff she did.

too shy to ask you out on a date, but will pull an all nighter to practice words and flirty pick up lines to say to you. if you're the first one to ask her out on a date, she'll get mostly flustered but will be happy, jumping into your arms and giving you thousand of kisses.

if you guys are together, she's extra clingy and could be a little jealous if a man or a woman stares at you. you're her partner, of course you should be paying attention to her! if you look back at the stranger, she will wrap her arm around your waist and glare at the stranger who was looking at you, silently telling them that you're hers, and shes yours.

animal lover! if she sees a cat or a dog anywhere, she pulls you along and walks towards the little animal and will pet it, feed it, caress it, etc. if you're a animal lover aswell, expect a lot of animal plushies in the house and furina bringing a random cat inside.

if you kiss furina in public infront of everyone, she would push you away and laugh like nothing happened. but if you're somewhere private, hidden, or in a back alley with her, she'll kiss you with alot of passion like she was starving for that kiss.

cake lover. please buy her cake anytime! it can be chocolate, vanilla, strawberry or anything. she will even demand you to get her a cake when she feels like it. or you both just cook a cake together.

can't cook, but is still learning! loves to make sweets, and sometimes asks you for help. if you can't cook aswell, then…expect alot of flour or a whole mess in the kitchen. you both have to clean everything up if you guys are finished with baking or cooking. she can also make YOU clean everything, just to piss you a little off. but she will help a little bit, don't worry.

listens to your problems in life, and talks to you about her problems aswell. you both deeply care for each other, and she trusts you enough to talk about her secrets and stuff she never wanted to mention because of her insecurity.

makes you sit on her lap while you both play games or watch a movie on the tv.

and furina absolutely loves piggy rides.

#focalors smut #furina x reader #focalors x reader #genshin x reader #genshin impact #fontaine #genshin impact x reader #finished the archon quest and furinas story quest and i cried alot.. the story quest was pretty wholesome but sad #the archon quest made me cry so hard that i couldnt stop crying for over 30 minutes god furina what are u doing to me???#im pretty obsessed with furina and focalors. was kind of mad when focalors mentioned that she cursed furina :(

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spidybaby · 6 months

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🎶HI! IT'S ME, I'M THE PROBLEM, IT'S ME!🎶

Adivina... I'm sick🤧 and if it's possible, I would like to request some fluffy Pepi taking care of his sick girlfriend, please😭 Idk, maybe he trying to cook for her? Calling readers mom or his (or both mothers) to see what can he do?, dancing randomly to cheer her up a bit 'cus reader hates getting sick?😭 please and thank you in advance! TAKE CARE!🌻✨

"Okay, that doesn't sound like a normal cough."

You turn to him. A cup of hot tea in one of his hands and a bottle of water in the other.

You wanted to answer, but a wave of new coughs interrupted you.

"Yeah, no." He left the thing in your nightstand. "You go back to bed, call in sick, and I'm getting you some medicine from the store."

"But I have paperwork." You say, voice almost gone from the sickness. "And I have this project."

He shakes his head no, grabbing you by the shoulders and walking you to your bed. He helps with your shoes and makes sure you're tugged comfortably in bed.

"Please hear me." He kisses the top of your head, passing you the tea. "I'm going to the pharmacy. Please drink this, and I'll be back, amor."

He left your apartment to go get you some medicine, some snacks, and something to make a soup.

He knew an amazing place to get you some chicken soup for you to feel better, but he prefers to cook it himself.

Every time he's sick, you cook something for him. Sometimes some nice breakfast, sometimes a nice soup.

That's something that makes him feel better, your love and care for him. So he wants to do the same for you. To make you feel what you make him feel.

He picked up regular and normal medicine, some headache pills, vitamins in gummy form, some sweets, and some hydrating drinks.

He then drives to the grocery store. He knew he needed some vegetables, chicken, and maybe some other things, but he didn't know how much of everything or if he needed something to season or something to make it taste homemade.

The phone rings three times before your mom answered.

"Hola cariño, como estas?" (Hey honey, how are you?)

"Hola, sorry to bother you. I just need some help with something."

"You never bother me, tell me how can I help you."

He explained what he wanted to prepare for you, and how lost he was in ehat to get.

"You're such a sweetheart, I'll help you. First, you're getting chicken breasts, maybe three potatoes, corn, two carrots, celery."

She gave him a list of what to get and how much, some seasoning brand names. Instructing him on how to add it and how to season it.

"Gracias, you're a life saver." He smiles to himself, the shopping car full with things for the soup.

"I should be the one thanking you. You take care of my baby when I'm not able to. And I'm grateful for that Pedri"

"I love her. You don't need to thank me for it." He says honest about his feelings. "I have to go, so I get to her place soon and I can feed her this for lunch."

"Bye sweetheart, take care and don't get sick."

He pays for everything, getting you your favorite hot drink from your favorite coffee shop.

When he gets back to your place, the first thing he does is go back to your room to check on you.

"Hi." You say, voice more gone than before. "I missed you."

He gives you your drink, kissing the top of your head. "Why don't you try to sleep, amor?"

He runs back to the kitchen, getting the pills. He makes you take the medicine so you can rest better.

"Thank you, I'll ask you to lay down with me, but you're not getting sick." You laugh.

"I'll be here when you wake up."

"Love you." You send him a kiss which he catches and dramatically place his hand onto his heart. This action makes you laugh again.

He goes back to the kitchen, organizing everything in the order your mother gave him. But he keeps forgetting the instructions, not wanting to mess up everything he picks the phone and calls someone who knows about soups and cooking.

"Mami"

"Hola, mi niño."

He knew his mother was an expert in cooking, having a Tasca of her own. She definitely knows what she's doing.

After the explanation of what he's trying to do, what he bought and the steps your mom gave him.

Rosy gave him a bit of a different instruction, the ingredients being the same, but the preparation changing a little bit.

"I can't help but laugh at you Pedri, you don't even cook for yourself, but you're cooking for your girlfriend."

"Love does magic mother." He jokes, can't helping the blush that creeps his cheeks.

"I wonder if your mother gets sick, will you make her some soup?" His father asks

"That would be on you to make her a soup, don't you think?"

"Got me there, niño." They all laugh.

He FaceTime with his parents till the soup is about to boil.

"Bueno, I have to let this sit for a while, I'm going to go check on her and bring her down to eat."

"That's okay, take good care of her and the good man we taught you to be."

"Adiós, Pedri." His father waves at the screen.

He hung up, connecting his phone to the charger. The soup boils for a few minutes more. Adding the last bits of salt to his taste and ready!

He plates the soup, letting it sit out so it wasn't too hot for you.

When he walks into the room, you're sleeping with the tv on. He noticed the way your cheeks were red, pressing his hand on your cheek he feels that you might have a little fever.

"Mi amor, wake up princesa. I made some lunch for you."

You softly humm a no, making him feel bad for waking you up.

"C'mon, princesa, you need some food and medicine." He caresses your cheek. The warmth feeling of your cheeks makes him worry.

"Five minutes more." You hug his body, his hands on your hair massaging your scalp.

"You have to eat."

"I'm sleepy."

"I know, a little bit of food, and you can go back to sleep, amor."

You nod, taking a good minute to sit on the bed. He grabs your water next to the bed and another pill for the fever.

You make a face at the taste of the pill. Feeling the sour aftertaste of medicine makes your stomach turn. You gag a few times, pushing him lightly and running to the bathroom.

Pedri follows you, picking you hair that was a mess due to the sleep. Making it less messy for you.

He pats your back. Once you're done, he helps you get up.

"I hate this." You cry as you brush your teeth. "I don't like feeling like this."

"It's okay, hermosa. It's just a cold."

"I don't like it."

You hug him, holding him tight like a teddy bear. The way to the kitchen feels long for you.

You can't smell that much, but when the tasty smell of soup hits your nose, you focus on the kitchen.

A plate of soup is sitting there waiting for you. "You make soup?"

"I hope it's good, your mom and my mom helped."

"That's super sweet, if I could I would kiss you."

"Here." He kisses your shoulder. "Now eat, my love."

You ask him to tell you about the game that's taking place tonight. He was still I recovery and not allowed to play, so he was going to support his friends.

You feel so much better with the food and love he's showing you.

"I love you so much." You say, feeling like crying due to the sweet actions. "You're the best."

"Don't thank me, I'm here for you in sickness and in health."

"We're not married." You say, knowing that what they say when you get married.

"Yet, amor."

You scrunch your nose and eat the rest of your food. Feeling lucky to have someone to care for you in this hard time.

🪷🪷🪷

A/N: I'm sick too, so the timing is perfect 😭🤭

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muffinsin · 3 months

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Hi!

Imagine this: The reader works as a maid in the castle and lately has been receiving these unsigned letters and gifts. How would the reader react to finding out that the Cassandra Dimitrescu was her secret admirer all along? How would Cassandra react to being found out?

(Bonus points if the reader finds out because the reader overheard Cassandra’s sisters teasing her or accidentally stumbled upon Cassandra in the process of writing another letter/preparing another gift).

-Touch-starved Anon (I decided to keep it cause it’s memorable to me now).

Hiiiii! Ohh yes, we love some pining Cassandra! :)

Let’s get into it!

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It started, as most things with Cassandra, very intense

When one day you wake up screaming, a dead mouse dropped on your blankets, right by your legs

You kick it off immediately, your loud shriek alerting some of the maidens

Truly, they probably assume you have been caught and are being devoured

You cringe in disgust and worry at the dead animal now resting on your floor

At first, you believe it’s some sick and twisted prank

From the maidens?

You can’t be sure. Even they seem too human to do such a thing

This only leaves the other, inhuman inhabitants from the castle

Is this rat from the sisters?

Ah, but technically they aren’t allowed in the servant quarters- not that you would bet your life on this stopping them

But who?

You can’t imagine Lady Bela wastes her time on such pranks. She seems so…regal, like her mother

This only leaves the other two, the two younger sisters

The more unpredictable ones?

Yes, you doubt prim and proper Lady Bela would pull such a sick prank on you

Barely does she even interact with the staff

Cassandra and Daniela, however?

Quite possibly so.

You’re shook up and, with tears just barely not rolling down your cheeks, dispose of the “gift” found in your bed and thrown to your floor

You can only hope that whatever sister responsible, will lose interest in you soon enough

You know, after all, what it means to catch a sister’s eye

You know it means almost certain a couple missing limbs, if not death

Yet, more strange things seem to be happening over the course of a few weeks

You’re just finishing up scrubbing blood off a carpet in the main hall when suddenly, a crumbled piece of paper hits the back of your head

“Hey!”, you can’t help but automatically yell

You know, was it Lady Daniela, Cassandra or Bela who shot it, you’d be getting dragged in the basements just about now for your back talk

You look around, and find the hall completely empty, save for yourself

No maid is nearby, and no footsteps are heard

Upon uncurling the paper, you find text written on it, in messy, but admittedly cute-looking handwriting

“You’re pretty in certain angles x”

You frown at the slip of paper

You aren’t sure whether to feel flustered or offended, really

Still, you trace the messy handwriting on it

There’s smeared ink at some letters, and you can’t help but giggle- the o, u and a’s look so similar, you could easily mistake them for one another

The notes keep up

Often, you’re randomly shot by them, or they’re dropped someplace for you

Never do you see who writes them

Of course, you have a few maidens in mind

Yet, as you try to make advances through flirty words, they never seem interested

On the contrary, some even give you strange or even hateful looks

Oddly enough, these people begin disappearing more and more often around the castle

Then, of course, there are the gifts left out for you

It seems, the dead rat was only the start

Often you wake up to all kinds of gifts dropped at the side of your bed

It’s a little uncanny, the thought of someone being in your room while you are asleep, really

You ensure your door is locked, as is your window

Somehow, your secret admirer still finds a way inside

Then again, there are worse things to worry about at the castle

Thankfully, after a few scares of finding more rats and birds at your bed and window, the gifts become a little more- romantic, and less disturbing

Flowers, beautiful ones set down on your nightstand

Either a beautiful, large bouquet, or small single ones scattered in your bed

Then, one day you open the small, white box set on the foot of your bed, and gasp upon seeing what is inside of it

A beautiful, silver ring with a yellow gemstone in it

You hold it gently

You can tell, it’s probably worth more than your life and all your possessions

Yet-

You can’t bring yourself to sell it

You know, it would make plenty money for you to live comfortable

To not need to work at the castle

But…it’s a gift. A beautiful one at that

Therefore, you wear it proudly, and only hide it in your pocket when you are worried it could be dirtied

More gifts and note come your way

“You have nice skin”

“You smell well”

“The ring suits you perfectly”

“I like your eyes”

“Your hair is beautiful”

Necklaces and flowers

Pralines and fresh food no other maiden receives

You savor each taste

You can’t help but burn with curiosity- who is your secret admirer?

It seems, it’s almost time your questions are answered

When you are summoned to Cassandra’s room to clean, you feel shivers run down your spine

There is a certain, open secret at the castle. You know- maidens usually do not return from her room

Will you be the same?

You consider yourself lucky when you enter her room and find it empty

You gaze at the blood on the carpet and floor, the mess of papers and weapons dropped from her desk

The fireplace will also need to be lit, and her bed will need to be made

The floor is- easy enough

It’s a lot of blood, and hard work, that involves a lot of scrubbing

Still, you consider yourself lucky. Cassandra doesn’t seem in any rush to return to her room

Little do you know, the unusually shy woman’s heart is beating fast from the other side of the hall, adamant on avoiding you until you move from her room

You too, though, are in no rush

Her room is- comfortable, despite the blood and weapons, the trophies of animals hung on the walls

It’s warm, and quiet

You continue on with her bed, and savor the touch of her thick, heavy blankets

The sheets are soft, and the pillows large

Her bed is fit for a princess. You can’t help but smile at the thought- all sisters, it seems, are spoiled endlessly

You also can’t help but inhale the subtle scent surrounding her pillows

They smell of the woods, and of rich perfume

Yet, the smell is comforting, and doesn’t sting in your nose

With a blush covering your cheeks, you readjust her pillows and move on to her desk

You bend down to pick up some of the papers off the floor, yet find yourself with your arm frozen in the air and your fingers twitching slightly

You recognize the paper on the floor. The crumbled, partly ripped one. The light blue colour of it remains

It’s burned in your mind now

But- why would she have this? Have there been more notes? Did she take them before they could reach you?

But…it doesn’t explain the empty paper on her table and the pencils around it

Has…Cassandra been writing them?!

But surely not. Surely Cassandra Dimitrescu would not be interested in you…?

But, what if?

You can’t stop yourself from reaching out

“The ring looks suist suits you perfectly”

You can’t help but smile at the spelling mistake. It’s adorable, and you can’t stop the grin on your lips

You unfold another

“I hope you like the flowers. The flowers aren’t as pretty as you. You’re a flower”

You smile. She seems undecided with this one. It’s a little adorable, you can’t help this thought

You know, you shouldn’t think of someone as Cassandra Dimitrescu as cute, but…

The thought of her starting over her sentences, over and over again because she can’t settle on something

You can’t help but pocket this one, and dispose of the rest to clean

You know, it’s your task to clean her room. It doesn’t mean you can have a little fun though, now you know who your secret admirer is

With a small grin, you take a slip of paper and a pencil

“You’re beautiful, too”

You groan. This feels by far too lame, but you’ve already written it down

Still, you turn away. Very well, then. It will have to do

Days pass, and the notes keep on, as well as the gifts

Still, Cassandra won’t approach you directly

You grow impatient, almost

It seems, despite her Playgirl reputation, Cassandra is by far more hesitant and shy as it comes to proper courting

You don’t mind, now you know who your secret admirer is

Cassandra has no time to prepare herself when you knock on her door, and for a moment, shamefully considers acting as though she isn’t there

She curls the paper in her hand, having just been in the process of writing another note

Then, at last, she opens the door with a smirk that looks more confident than she feels

“My, what is the darkness bringing me this fine night”, she teases, her lean frame leaning against the doorway

You feel your breath hitch

From her notes, you expected a shy Cassandra. Not a fierce predator

“I-I got your notes”, you whisper

A flash of surprise crosses her face for a moment, and you’re granted to see the vulnerability in her eyes for merely a split second

Little enough that, had you blinked, you’d have missed it

Alas, you did not miss it

You figure, now or never

With confidence only the notes and the ring around your finger grant you, you push gently against her collarbone

Cassandra is visibly surprised by this, and allows you to push her backwards into the room

You try not to think of how dangerous this could bed should you be wrong. If she is not your secret admirer…

You try not to doubt yourself as you close the door behind you and look back into her slightly widened, surprised golden eyes

She seems like a deer caught in the headlights, too surprised by this maiden’s courage to function

You eagerly make use of this

“Did you get mine?”, you whisper back

She’s shocked, and gasps when you move closer to her and set your hand on her hip

She nods, shakily

You can’t help but think she’s adorable this way

For a moment, she shakes her head and stands straighter

A squeeze of her hip is enough to make her fall back into her rather submissive, curious state

“Did you like them? I liked yours a lot”, you ask, your words true

Yet, Cassandra doesn’t seem to feel like answering

She’s looking quite shocked, adorably so

As though she believed her attempt at flattering and wooing you wouldn’t lead to anything

You can’t help but take small advantage of this. You’re so curious about her

Cassandra tugs her arm for a moment as you grasp her hand, her eyes widening a little when you feel the paper underneath her fingers

Now you feel surprised, too

“I want to taste your lips”

You tilt your head a little, and she follows your movement. A small blush covers her cheeks, and her eyes don’t quite meet yours

You decide, now or never

“Ah~!”, she gasps when you grasp her lower back and pull her closer, her lips smudged against yours

It seems, this brings her back to what is happening

Her hands, having hovered in the air, now rest on your hips and pull you closer to her at last

You smile against her lips. You too, wanted to taste hers

#cassandra dimitrescu #daniela dimitrescu #bela dimitrescu #touch starved anon

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OT6 Masterlist

A Bit More Than Friends -A drabble with each member about being a bit more than just friends with them or crossing the line of friendship, but not a relationship.

When You Call Them Pretty Boy -Xdinary Heroes reaction to you calling them “pretty boy”

What Romantic Tropes They Are - Xdinary Heroes and what romantic tropes they would be.

Breakup Nightmare -When they have a nightmare about you breaking up with them and you’re not there when they wake up.

Hogwarts Houses -What Hogwarts houses I’d place them in.

Falling Asleep On Them -When you fall asleep on them.

Bruised and Wounded -Xdinary Heroes reaction to you getting injured.

Anxious-How Xdinary Heroes react to you being anxious/overwhelmed.

Caring Older Brother -Xdinary Heroes as your caring older brother.

When You're Sick - Xdinary Heroes reaction to you being sick.

Making Their Favorite Food- Xdinary Heroes reaction to you making their favorite food.

Scary Movie -Xdinary Heroes reaction to watching a scary movie with you.

Wait, You're Dating My Member? -Your brother, Xdinary Heroes, reaction to you dating another member.

First Kiss -Xdinary Heroes reaction to their first kiss with you.

Winter Dynamics - Fluffy winter dynamics with Xdinary Heroes.

Hoodie Thief - Xdinary Heroes reaction to you stealing their hoodie.

When You Cry - Xdinary Heroes reaction when they come home to you crying.

Saying I Love You First -Xdinary Heroes reaction to you saying “I love you” first.

Meet The Parents -Meeting Xdinary Heroes parents for the first time.

Summer Dynamics -Fluffy summer dynamics with Xdinary Heroes.

Another Member Dislikes You - Xdinary Heroes reaction to another member not liking you.

Jealousy -When Xdinary Heroes get jealous and their reaction when you get jealous.

Aquarium Dates - Going on aquarium dates with Xdinary Heroes.

When They're Cold -You’re on a late night walk with Xdinary Heroes member and you notice they seem like they’re cold.

Having A Shy S/O -Xdinary Heroes' reaction to having a shy significant other.

XH Introducing Their Sibling - How Xdinary Heroes introduce you, their sibling, to the other members.

Sleepy Compliments-You complimented them thinking that they were asleep, they weren’t.

Taking Care Of XH -When you take care of Xdinary Heroes.

Announcing Your Relationship-How you and Xdinary Heroes reveal your relationship to Villains.

He Doesn't Deserve Your Tears -Xdinary Heroes witnessed you dumping your douche boyfriend. Normally they would mind their business, but how could they walk away when they notice you crying?

XH As Princes -How Prince Xdinary Heroes met and fell for you.

When You're Nervous -Xdinary Heroes reaction to you being nervous over a date.

Having An Academic S/O -Xdinary Heroes' reaction to having an academic significant other.

Cuddling Interrupted - When another member(s) walk in on you and Xdinary Heroes cuddling

Sending XH Flowers -Xdinary Heroes reaction to you sending them flowers.

Jealous Over Their Colleague -Xdinary Heroes reaction to you getting jealous of their colleague.

When You're On Your Period - Xdinary Heroes taking care of you when you're on your period.

XH Helping You Deal With Hate -How Xdinary Heroes help you deal with getting hate from “fans”.

They're Insecure -You overhear your boyfriend, Xdinary Heroes member, talking badly about themselves. You can’t let them believe that those things are true.

XH When Your Pet Passes - Xdinary Heroes come home and find you crying over the passing of your pet.

You're The Big Spoon - Xdinary Heroes reaction to you wanting to be the big spoon when cuddling.

Hurtful Words -When Xdinary Heroes say something hurtful to you during an argument.

Crush Kisses Their Cheek -Xdinary Heroes reaction to you, their crush, randomly kissing their cheek.

Wedding Day - How Xdinary Heroes are on their wedding day.

First Pet Name -When you call Xdinary Heroes baby/love for the first time.

A Princess Wants To Marry Them - Xdinary Heroes reaction to a princess wanting to marry them.

Nightmare Comfort -How Xdinary Heroes comfort you after you had a nightmare.

XH Forgets Your Birthday/Anniversary -When Xdinary Heroes forget your birthday or anniversary.

Moving In Together -When you and Xdinary Heroes move in together as a couple.

How XH Propose - How Xdinary Heroes would propose to you.

Telling XH You're Pregnant -Xdinary Heroes reaction to finding out you’re pregnant.

Sudden Affections -Xdinary Heroes reaction to you being tired and suddenly affectionate when you’re usually shy about it.

Wedding Planning - Planning your wedding together with Xdinary Heroes.

Accidental Confessions -Xdinary Heroes reaction to accidentally confessing to you, their crush.

Acts Of Service - Xdinary Heroes reaction to you doing acts of service for them.

Singing Lullabies -Xdinary Heroes reaction to you asking them to sing you to sleep.

Finding Out Your Ex Was Toxic -Xdinary Heroes reaction when they find out you had a toxic ex.

Kidnapped By A Rival Group -You got kidnapped by a rival group and now Xdinary Heroes have to come to your rescue.

Sharing The Bed -Xdinary Heroes sharing the bed with you for the first time.

Drunken Clinginess -Your boyfriend, Xdinary Heroes member, drank a little too much and became very clingy towards you. His members teasing ensues.

Ugly Crying - Xdinary Heroes reaction to significant other not wanting them to see their ugly cry.

XH Calling You Clingy -When Xdinary Heroes call you clingy and you get hurt by it.

XH In A Long Distance Relationship - Xdinary Heroes in a long distance relationship, with a large time difference.

Watching Their Fancam - Xdinary Heroes reaction when they catch you watching their fancam.

Overwhelming Love -Xdinary Heroes reaction to you crying because you’re overwhelmed by your love for them.

Bare Beauty -Xdinary Heroes reaction to seeing you wear no makeup and wearing comfy clothes for the first time.

Implicit Confessions -Xdinary Heroes reaction when they realized you confessed to them in an implicit way.

Just A Bet -Xdinary Heroes made a bet that they could get you to fall in love with them. You found out.

Regretting The Bet - Xdinary Heroes sincerely regret ever making that bet. They feel horrible for hurting you, but when they run into you they find out that you’re just fine.

Regretting The Bet (Happy Ending Version) - Xdinary Heroes sincerely regret ever making that bet. They feel horrible for hurting you, but when they run into you they find out that you’re just fine. (Happy Ending Version).

Goldren Retriever Energy - Xdinary Heroes reaction to you treating them in a puppy-like way.

Smoking -Xdinary Heroes reaction to finding out that you smoke.

Battle Scars - Xdinary Heroes reaction to seeing your scars from an abusive relationship.

Not Your First Bias -Xdinary Heroes reaction to finding out that they aren’t your first bias.

Having A Chubby S/O -How Xdinary Heroes are with a chubby significant other.

Pregnancy Pampers - Xdinary Heroes pampering you while you’re pregnant.

Gothic S/O -How Xdinary Heroes are with a gothic significant other.

Wiping Off Their Kiss - Xdinary Heroes' reaction to you wiping off their kiss.

Hidden Relationship - Xdinary Heroes were hiding your relationship from not only the public, but their members too… their members just caught them.

Watching Their Edits -Xdinary Heroes reaction when they catch you watching edits of him.

Wait, You're Marrying My Member? -It’s been six years since you started dating your brother’s bandmate, Xdinary Heroes, now you two are getting married/having a child.

Speaking Your Native Language -Speaking your native language in front of Xdinary Heroes for the first time.

Xdinary Heroes As Husbands - How Xdinary Heroes are as husbands.

Under The Mistletoe- When Xdinary Heroes get caught under the mistletoe with their crush.

Realizing They Love You -The moment Xdinary Heroes realized they fell in love with you.

First Snow -Spending the first snow of the season with Xdinary Heroes.

Wedding Performance - Xdinary Heroes performing for their wedding. (idol au)

Short GF - How Xdinary Heroes are with their short girlfriend. (idol/non-idol au)

Tall GF - How Xdinary Heroes are with a tall girlfriend. (idol/non-idol au)

Poly 02z Relationship -What being in a poly relationship is like with the 02 line of Xdinary Heroes. (idol/non-idol au)

Spoiled - How Xdinary Heroes spoil you. (idol/non-idol au)

Glasses - Xdinary Heroes reaction to you being insecure about wearing glasses. (idol/non-idol au)

S/o Has A Health Condition - Xdinary Heroes reaction to finding out their s/o has a health condition (faints easily). [idol/non-idol au]

Unworthy -Feeling like you don’t deserve Xdinary Heroes member, you try to break up with them. (idol/non-idol au)

Why'd You Leave Me? -The aftermath of Xdinary Heroes leaving you during an important event. (idol/non-idol au)

Hold Me -Xdinary Heroes reaction to you asking them to hold you. (idol/non-idol au)

XOXO -Where kisses and cuddles end in blushing cheeks. (idol/non-idol au)

Graduation Surprise -Xdinary Heroes surprising you at your graduation. (idol au)

Calling Them By Their Full Name -How Xdinary Heroes react when you call them by their full name. (idol/non-idol au)

Your Friend Being Protective -Xdinary Heroes reaction to your friend(s) being protective over you. (idol/non-idol au)

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CHAPTER SEVEN - TOJI

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Within the next few minutes, I’ll be dead. I knew this the moment I saw that blue-eyed freak reappear after when I thought I killed him. Fucking sorcerers and their cursed technique bullshit. Maybe I was too confident thinking I would win the second time. I doubted myself at first, but then I calmed down… No.

I was just too confident.

A world like this wasn’t meant for a monkey like me. I was born into a fucked up family that treated me like shit because I didn’t have any cursed technique. The scar on my lip reminds me of it every day. I got over it, though. I accepted this was my faith. I served my purpose, and it was time for me to go.

Still, I can’t help but wish I made it out alive. That I had a little bit more time.

“Nah,” I replied, vaguely.

How am I supposed to answer some cliché question like that?

Any last words?

Why would I tell him that?

Tell him about the thoughts and images that’s in my head.

Tell him that I had a wife who I actually saw some good in me. Good enough to get pregnant and raise a kid together. Tch, me? Toji Fushiguro? A husband and father? I never thought I would live to see the day. And of course, it didn’t last long.

My wife died because of an incurable sickness. I never felt pain before. Not when I’m standing here with half my body blown off. Not when my family tortured me. But the day she died, I felt pain. I didn’t cry. I just felt empty. Felt like I had no reason to be decent anymore. How was I supposed to raise a kid by myself?

She told me I was going to be okay.

I wasn’t okay.

I’m a fucked a person.

A fucked up father.

. . . I was never made to be a fucking dad. Me selling my son to my family is better than what I could’ve done for him. It wouldn’t make any difference if I was or was not in his life because I would never be good enough to be a father. . . A person. . . But I met. . . Her.

In my final moments, I think of my late wife, my son, and—

“Dad!” Megumi’s deafening voice wakes me up. “It’s almost five. We have to go to the store.”

What the…

What the fuck was that?

Lately my mind has been clogged with thoughts and what feels like memories I used to have. Could never decipher them, but that dream was probably the clearest I had.

Me being on the verge of death (wouldn’t be the first time), apparently being killed by some blue-eyed fuck. Giving Megumi away to the Zen’in Family? Like fucking hell. I would endure the shit they put me through every day for the rest of my life knowing it would keep my kid safe. I just don’t understand these dreams I’ve been having.

Are they signs? Is my judgment day coming where I would have to atone to my sins? Some bad shit about to happen to me? Megumi? I don’t fucking know.

I don’t care for karma. I don’t care for faith, destiny, or any of that manifestation bullshit. But I do believe in purpose, and sometimes I feel like I don’t have any. That there isn’t any.

I’m a dad. For what? To fail my son. I was a husband, had my flaws but shit, I tried. And for what? To lose her only after being parents together for eight years? It was unexpected. Nature calling, and at the moment, I never hated whatever fucking god above so much because they took her away from me.

From me and Megumi.

Please take care of Megumi.

It’s like I can hear her lecturing me about all the times I had our kid eating take out or having him walk home alone from school.

Take care of Megumi. . . Yeah, I’m trying.

I have to do better.

I need to.

The little purpose I have is left for him.

“If you can’t go anymore, can you at least give me the money so I can go by my-”

“No,” I interrupted, clearing my throat. “No, let’s go. Sorry, kid. Your old man was dozing off.”

Here’s another thing about being a parent. Being around other parents who force small talk while their kids go off and buy shit. Because we’re parents, that means we have to share funny stories and randomly show baby photos to people you don’t even fucking know. Why? I don’t know, but I bet the mom next to me that has been talking my ears out for the past fifteen minutes could tell you.

Having Megumi as my kid means he’s going to have most, if not some, of my traits. One of them being how much of a loner I am that appreciates his space. After my failed attempt to walk around with the kid to maybe have some father-son bonding, I figured I just stand at a comfortable distance and let him do his own thing.

No pressure. I’m on his time. Not the other way around.

Still, me standing alone was not a fucking invitation to talk to me.

I respect women. I do, but I’m two seconds away from telling her to fuck off in the nicest way possible.

Though, I have a reason why she approached me to begin with.

How she’s invading my space, trying her hardest for me to look at her tits. The extra pout she gives her lips while talking to me. How she’s still asking me one off questions, despite my vague one word answers.

She’s looking to get fucked, but she’s just too shy to say it.

Attractive for most part. Probably five-foot-ten, maybe in her late thirties. Strong perfume. Hair drops right below her jaw.

Hm, not my type.

“So, here’s another photo-”

“Sorry, why are you showing me these again?” I abruptly asked.

“I—” she stumbles over her words, pushing her hair back while giving me a timid smile.

“Seems like you had other reasons.”

“Like?”

I shrug. “To get fucked.” I can tell that my brute honesty throws her off a bit, but she gathers herself.

“Are you offering?”

“No.”

She’s probably taken back by my response. I wouldn’t know because I casually walked away to the next aisle.

Back in Tokyo, I gained attention, but in America? The women here look at me like I’m a fucking piece of meat. Not that I don’t mind, but shit.

What would help if they didn’t waste both our time with trivial chit chat and just cut straight to the chase.

Anyways.

Told the kid I’ll be walking around the store if he needs me, and of course he replies with whatever . Like I should be surprised.

He’s my son, after all.

Pretty packed for a Tuesday night at the store. Guess all the parents are out buying their kids shit, too. While Megumi is getting his supplies together, figured I could go to the meat section to make dinner tonight. Probably hot pot for the kid and offal for me.

Sometimes I wonder if I’m doing this parenting shit right. You know, letting Megumi be by himself to buy things while I roam around. Probably not because I see families throughout the store and they look happy, for the most part.

The look on their faces, the light conversations they’re having about who knows what. . . I can tell this is going to be one of those fucking nights for me.

Remember there was a point in my life where I was content with the small family I created. My wife. Megumi. Living in the shittiest apartment building back in Tokyo and barely making ends meet.

I came from a wealthy family. One of the wealthiest in Japan. I was supposed to be a silver spooned brat that was grateful to be born into money, only later to be beaten and emotionally abused, which eventually left me in the streets.

And you know after all the shit those Zen’in fucks put me through regardless of the amount of money I had access to, I’d always choose what I had with my wife and my strained relationship with Megumi.

But of course, any good that happens to me is only temporary. Can only imagine how long I have left with Megumi until he turns eighteen and moves far away from me if he decides to go to college.

Is it wrong for me to wish my kid would cut me some slack? Probably, but that’s not something I would ever ask him. Though, I can fucking admit that it stings how he addresses me has changed over time.

Daddy to Papa, now to Dad. Soon he’ll start being formal and shit by calling me father or even my first name. I guess I should be grateful he’s calling me anything at all.

Damn, if I liked alcohol, I would’ve said I need a drink right now. Maybe a few. Being in family settings makes me feel the emotion I hate feeling the most. Vulnerability .

It makes me feel weak, like I’m pitying myself. I don’t care for pity. I don't care to say I didn’t deserve to experience trauma. It happened. There’s shit I can do about it. No point for me to keep thinking about it.

It’s just hard when your son doesn’t even want to be seen with you in public to go school supply shopping.

I need to clear my head.

Already worked out twice today, and clearly that’s not working. Maybe some pussy. It’s been a while since I last had sex. Maybe I need…

Y/N .

Here I am again thinking about her at the most random fucking times. I said I need her. Would I ever tell her that? Most likely not.

How can I tell a woman that I don’t know that I need her? To be around her and have her bubbly personality overshadow my grumpiness. To stare at her in dead silence and think how fucking pretty she is. How good she smells. How can I tell Y/N that?

She’s good company.

That’s all she is…

Soon she’ll see I’m no good.

“Miss L /N told me you’ve been doing good in class, kid.”

Been home with Megumi for about two hours now. School shopping is not fucking cheap, to say the least. My job pays well, but the cost of shit in America is still something I’m trying to adjust to, especially in comparison to Japan.

Megumi is the only reason why I haven’t gotten broke yet.

“Yeah,” he responds flatly.

I stuff my mouth with a piece of meat. “Want to talk about it?”

“Not really.”

“Alright.”

There goes that loud silence.

I continue, trying to keep conversation. “Food's good?” He nods. “Think you got everything you needed for school?”

“Yes, Dad.” Annoyance fills his voice, making it very clear that I’m bothering him.

“Everything’s okay?” I asked.

“Can’t we just eat in silence? Why are you forcing conversation?”

Oh.

“Sorry, kid. Just trying-”

Megumi pushes back his chair, standing up with his plate in his hand. “I’m going to my room. Thanks for dinner.”

What the fuck am I doing wrong?

I talk, he’s annoyed with me. I don’t talk, I feel like he’s being neglected again. Not sure if I’m giving Megumi too much space or just enough space, but it’s kind of fucking hard when I don’t how he feels.

When you come from an abusive family that doesn't know how to give or receive love, it passes onto you and potentially it’ll pass onto your child.

That’s what I’m trying to prevent.

I was scared as shit when my wife first told me she was pregnant. I mean, how the fuck was I supposed to be a dad? I don't know what it feels like to have one. But I knew I was going to be okay if I had her by my side.

I’m a fucked up person. . . A fucked up father.

“Fuck, I need to take a walk,” I say to myself.

I get up to put the leftovers in the oven so I can finish later. Before I walk out the door, I tell Megumi I’m stepping out for a while and guess what he says?

Whatever.

Patience, Fushiguro. Patience.

Be kind to yourself, Toji . That’s what Y/N told me the other day. I have messaged or contacted her at all since I got her number yesterday. Maybe I need to talk to her… see her… just for a little bit.

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discussion question #3 — the more we see toji and megumi's relationship, struggles are shown between them. more so, on toji's part. do you think he should continue making small talk or allow megumi to come around whenever he's ready? looks like toji is afraid to let that happen because he doesn't want megumi to feel neglected. thoughts?

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linkeduniverse-writing · 4 months

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General LU Headcanons Part 3

So here's the last part, I wrote all 3 in like. One afternoon so I'm probably gonna come back to it and change a few stuff at some point, but yeah. This part will have Wind, Twilight and Time!

Part 1 Part 2

Wind

The last one awake

And he doesn't feel guilty about it

He's a growing boy! He needs his rest

Besides, when he's actually awake he has endless energy so he considers he makes up for it by sleeping a lot

Sometimes he will carve a little star on a rock and put it in someone's bag for them to find

He loves the confusion on their faces when they find it, and he loves it even more when they keep the rock

Surprisingly, no one has found out its from him yet

He will randomly let out some loud... sigh-scream-groan thing when he's bored

It startles the others and it lets go of his restless energy, so it's a win-win for him

He loves sparring with the others, he finds it so interesting how differently they all fight!

He's also the one always asking them to talk about their home

He just loves learning new stuff, and he's really interested in other cultures, because they're all so different from him

It surprised him how much he doesn't care about blood or gross injuries

He has an almost morbid curiosity when it comes to this, even his own wounds fascinate him

He's the type of person to just go check inside his cuts to see how it's made, or to touch a broken bone just to see if its actually broken, before getting reprimanded by whoever catches him into the act

He'd like to learn first aid at some point, but he still can't bring himself to touch wounds, he's scared of hurting the injuried person

He'll learn by observing for now, a part of him knows he'll have time to actually practice at some point, even if he wishes he didn't need to

Twilight

He tends to stick to people in his sleep

Like he'll move around and wake up almost cuddling someone else, all huddled up against them

Lucky for him, he's usually the first awake so he hopes they haven't noticed yet

He tells himself it's because he's cold at night but the ones who did notice know that's not entirely it

Really good with kids and animals, but he doesn't have as much authority as he'd like to think

He's the kind of guy who can't say no to a kid, or who gives in the pleading eyes of a dog when he has a piece of meat in his hands

And they know it, they know they can do whatever they want to him

The Chain knows it too, at some point

He's a softy

Speaking of, when he turns into Wolfie, he will shamelessly lay down on whoever isn't busy when they have the time to relax

He'll indulge in childish play a lot more as Wolfie than as Twilight, because his instincts take over and he has less impulse control

Which doesn't mean he'll let his guard down! He's always on guard, but still

He hates the sight of blood, but the smell doesn't bother him that much, he doesn't mind the strong metallic scent

But the sight makes him feel dizzy, especially if there's a lot of it, so he tries not to look at it too much even when he helps his teammates

But he's not very good at first aid because of it

He can definitely handle a sick person tho, like keeping everything clean, some warm blankets or cold towels, water, soups, everything a sick person might need, they'll have it asap

A very good and gentle caregiver

Time

He snores so loud

He's not really a morning person, but doesn't like to sleep in when they're on the road

What he does like is staying awake at night and taking more watch time than he should just so he can appreciate the night

The sounds of a sleeping forest tends to calm him down

It reminds him of home

Really good at estimating the time, and really good at remembering when stuff happened

He will remember something happened, not exactly what, but he can say when at least

It can be a curse and a blessing

More a curse when the boys need to be bailed out of whatever cell they've been put in when things go south

He knows it would be hypocritical if he got upset at them, as gravitating towards trouble is a Link thing he soon found out

He loves tasting new foods

When they go into a new place, or when Wild experiments during dinner time, he just loves it

He became Wild's taster and feels honored by it, hes touched that the Champion trusts and cares about his judgment so much

As a thank you he always makes a full detailed review of what he liked or didn't like about the dish, and always try to find at least one good thing about it, even if he didn't like it

He's really good at taking care of injuries, whether his own or other's

But he also has... A peculiar way of doing it sometimes

Warrior still didn't get over that time he plastered some honey straight onto an open gash on his side when they ran out of potions

He claimed it was antiseptic and would heal faster (and he's right! But still)

He's quite indifferent when it comes to other types of injuries or illnesses, and can sometimes underestimate their seriousness, but he's always willing to wait as long as needed when they heal before going back on track

He's also really good at calming them down when they panic over an injury, he has a very reassuring presence

#linked universe #linked universe headcanons #lu headcanons #lu wind #lu twilight #lu time #i love them your honor #im gonna write some x reader soon after that!!

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creepylittlelady · 5 months

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TOBY AND EJ IN YOUR AU PLEASE

Hello, sorry it took me so long to respond! I was quite busy today lol

I like Toby and EJ, so I have quite a bit on them! Sorry if you don't like them because they're not the most canon accurate, they're actually a bit more on the fanon side in some parts ;) I wanna give some more slice-of-life headcanons but if you want more serious ones I'll give them to you!

Toby

-So you know that 'Toby loves waffles :3" thing? Well in my AU it was a thing that happened but just not to that extreme. When he first moved into the mansion (Yes this is a Slendermansion AU), Waffles were his safe food and he ate them quite a lot, making the other residents at the time to make an inside joke about Toby loving waffles. These days he can't even look at a waffle without Jeff and Ben screaming "SAY THE LINE!" and staring at him until he says it.

It basically goes like:

Slender: What do you want for breakfast? Toby: *nervously fidgeting* Toby: *whispers* Waffles. Ben, from the other side of the room: DID I JUST HEAR SOMEONE SAY WAFFLES?? Ben and Jeff, in unison: SAY THE LINE TOBY! *UNCOMFORTABLE EYE CONTACT* Toby: *sighs* I love waffles. Ben: FUCK YEAH! Toby: I hate this stupid house.

-He's basically immune to Slender Sickness. Due to being around Slender so much he doesn't feel nauseous around him and gets really confused when newer residents get it when they first see him.

-He often has periods where he's really apathetic to most things and doesn't care, and then in the blink of an eye becomes an uncontrollable mess. He's got poor emotional regulation and when he gets irritated he goes into a RAGE about it.

-He secretly learnt Necromancy from a book in the Library and used it to try and bring back Lyra (is Lyra still a canon thing? Apparently she's her own character but I'm not sure at all). But Necromancy is a really difficult thing to accomplish so although he PARTIALLY brought her back she's more like a mindless zombie.

-Sometimes he'll visit his mother's house in the dead of night and leave presents for her. It's just something he does subconsciously that nobody knows about. On occasion Connie wakes up while he's doing it, but she just assumes that she's seeing things.

Every year on her birthday he breaks into her new house and places an inconspicuous birthday present on the dining table. She'll wake up the next morning incredibly confused on how it got there. Toby wishes that he and his mom can really meet again one day.

-Him and Natalie's relationship is...turbulent, to say the least. They've gotten together and broken up so much that nobody knows when they're dating anymore. They're really close regardless and hang out a lot, but they just hook up sometimes randomly, go on one date and break up again.

-His dad currently resides in the Underworld and Toby's met him several times. Due to his father being a sinner, the lowest of the low, Toby often beats him and stabs him with his axe every time he sees him. It's all perfectly legal.

-He frequently forgets random information about himself. Like at times he'll wake up and forget it's his birthday that day, he'll forget his age, sometimes he'll even forget his own name. Like deadass Masky will call his name like a million times and he'll be like "Man I hope this Toby fella answers soon".

-His closest friends are Masky, Hoodie, Kate and Natalie. He doesn't actually like Jeff all that much as he sees him as a dick, and he's pretty neutral towards most other people in the mansion. He HATES Ben and finds him scary, he won't even make eye contact. He prefers Eyeless Jack over the two of them however as he's Jeff and Ben's close friend he doesn't talk to him much.

-He actually secretly dislikes most of the mansion residents. Although he's pretty nice to everyone since he believes in yk not being a major bitch he doesn't care about most of them.

-MASSIVE PYROMANIAC, since he can't feel pain he doesn't really feel a sense of danger such as when there's a fire or when there's an enemy nearby.

-Okay, without delving too deep into my AU, he's one of the only ones who knows what's up 'going on' behind the scenes with Slenderman and Zalgo. He's somewhat aware of it so when an 'incident' happens he'll mainly be apathetic to it. Often times when Slenderman 'disappears', he'll cover for him.

-His mouth and jaw are incredibly numb so he can't really taste food, sometimes food will slip out of his mouth and he just won't know.

-When it comes to Sally and Lazari, he actually really likes them but sometimes when he's in his more irritable moods he finds them incredibly annoying and has snapped at Lazari a lot of times.

-When it comes to 'Missions' (like Proxy stuff), he's the only one that ever actually obeys Slender's orders. He has to remind Masky and Hoodie of what they're meant to be doing so much it tires him so he just lets them do what they think they're meant to do and laugh when they screw it up.

-He finds it funny with other people make mistakes, like he'll die of laughter when Laughing Jack hits his nose against a door.

-He owns a can of Pepper Spray that he'll use against Ben, Nina or the other ratchet Pastas when they get too crazy.

-Sometimes he'll act like fanon Toby, but more as a means of sarcasm. When Masky and Hoodie first met him they thought he was being serious so chocked him up as some incompetent loser, but he quickly let them know that he meant business.

-His love language is giving people random stuff. Like not even expensive stuff but if he likes you he'll hand you something random that he thinks you'll like. Or he'll give you a fun fact about a topic he knows you're interested in. He has a bunch of random Edgar Allen Poe or Drawing facts for Slender and Natalie. Once he gave Masky a black Sharpie he found lying in the woods for some reason.

-He's such a terrible singer on GOD but the thing is is that he loves singing so much that nobody can bring it up to him that he's shit at it.

-He has a lot of vocal tics, like he'll hum a random melody or yell "GOO GOOBIE!" randomly. Everyone's used to it. He's actually terrible at hiding from his victims because of this. He also has a tic where he throws WHATEVER is in his hands at that current moment right up into the air. Sometimes it's funny but other times it's concerning, especially when he's holding his own axe.

-Doesn't like video games because he finds them annoying and stressful.

-Once he got so mad at everyone that he checked himself into a Psych Ward under the name "Erin Rogers" and stayed there for a good six months. Everyone was so worried about him for a half of year and genuinely thought he was dead or in serious danger until one day he just waltzed back into the Labrinth unharmed and was like "Hey guys guess you've been wondering where I've been".

-He doesn't perceive the idea of people worrying about him so he does a lot of concerning things and doesn't realise that people genuinely worry for his safety sometimes.

-He's got no filter, or just has a really lax one. He'll say basically anything that comes to mind out loud, even if it's offensive to the person he's currently talking to.

-The kid goes missing A LOT. Slender actually had to file a Missing Persons Report for him because he disappeared for 4 months without contacting anyone. He comes back fine every time but he never tells anyone where he goes.

-Adding on to this, I kinda headcanon that he has a strange form of Amnesia where for months on end he'll forget who he is, anything about himself or his past, or even who anybody is around him. This causes him to run away frequently.

-He subconsciously uses himself as a human shield every time one of his friends is in danger. He'll throw himself in front of Masky and Hoodie if they're about to be shot by an Underworld General or something.

-Thinks that blood is really tasty and often will lick his own blood. This dude is NOT sanitary.

-Takes like one shower a year because he just forgets that he has a human body that gets dirty. Which is weird considering he's outside in the dirt and in a puddle of blood like every other day.

-He doesn't have a concept of boundaries so often time's he'll grab someone suddenly if he wants their attention. Usually it's harmless and the new Pastas get used to it eventually, but sometimes it's problematic when he grabs Lazari's horns or LJ's cone nose without their consent.

-Because in my AU Slenderman's Forest is a Labrinth where people don't age, although he's maybe in his 20s now he's still the exact same as he was when he was 17. He doesn't have a concept of time so this doesn't phase him as much as it phases EJ.

SPEAKING OF EJ...

Eyeless Jack

-He's got demon ears, and a demon tail. Yes that's right EJ IS A FURRY!!! Just Kidding but he does have some characteristics of a demon.

-There's a slight different between a Half-Demon like Lazari and a transformed demon like EJ. For one EJ has WAY more demonic urges than Lazari does and whilst hers are manageable, EJs definitely aren't. If he wants to kill, he has to do it otherwise he'll harm everything in his way, including himself.

-He's tried to cannibalise himself out of frustration several times, and his arms are now just permanently in bandages. Toby hits him with the Pepper Spray everytime he sees him chewing on any body part at all.

-When he's not submitting to his Demonic Urges, he's a really chill and nice guy. He's way more sane than anybody else in the Mansion and thinks everyone's unique and likes to observe them. His dream was always to be a doctor to support his parents and help others, so often times he takes care of people when they're sick.

-His demon side isn't that scary since he won't harm anybody he's close to, only himself and random people he comes across. Of course, you'll be terrified when you first see him absolutely DEVOURING the dead corpse of some random girl, but he'll always tell you that he'll never hurt you, even when he's in his Demonic State.

-Although he's an incredibly nice guy, he suffers severely with trust issues, especially when it comes to Romantic Affairs. Upon realising that Sally and Lazari were shipping him with all sorts of people, he got incredibly angry and told them that it wasn't okay.

-He's uncomfortable with romance in general after what happened with Jenny and doesn't see anybody in the Mansion as a potential Romantic Partner, since he sees relationships as something that will always end terribly and he doesn't want to soil his friendships with anyone.

-He's very close to Jeff and Ben, often coming along on their strange adventures just to watch. He believes that they aren't as bad as Toby thinks they are, so he finds it fun to hang out with them.

-He and Jeff are jokingly (KEYWORD JOKINGLY) romantic towards each other after finding out that Lazari had written fanfiction about the two of them. Although he doesn't like being shipped, Jeff helped turn into more of a funny inside joke.

-Although he has an affinity for human organs in his Demonic State and still nonchalantly consumes Kidneys regularly, he doesn't actually like meat. He's not really Vegan or Vegetarian, but he'll choose a Salad over a Steak, if you get what I'm saying.

-He's a valuable asset to the house due to his medical knowledge, and because of this is quite close to Dr Smiley and Nurse Ann, and often helps assist them with more serious cases like Natalie's eye infection and Jeff's mouth...injuries.

-He's one of the few people in the Mansion that actually liked Nina when she came, since most hated her initially, EJ helped her settle in and get to know everybody. He helps her a lot, especially when it comes to drama with her and Jeff.

-He really likes rock music and can play Guitar really well. He's not a great singer but can play an Acoustic Arrangement for any song you request him to do.

-Him and Liu are very close friends and helps Liu with panic attacks and sleep paralysis.

-He has a strictly PLATONIC relationship with everyone in the Mansion and outright discourages dating between residents, and didn't really approve of Natalie and Toby's relationship. Because of this he has no problem touching people in any way or sleeping in the same bed as people.

-As I said earlier, he did disapprove of Natalie and Toby's former relationship and advised them to break things off early, but he didn't really want to outright sabotage them. However, his own former trust issues subconsciously make him sabotage any romance he sees. He even discourages people on having CRUSHES in the Mansion.

-His trust issues cause a lot of problems, actually. Although he has no problem touching people or getting in their personal boundaries, he'll be PISSED if anybody grabs him suddenly or tries to hold his hand or anything like that.

-He has a rivalry with Laughing Jack over who's the better Jack. So far they're both even. Eyeless Jack insists that one day he'll win and be the true Jack.

-Okay in all seriousness EJ has been through a lot of shit, especially when he turned into EJ. I remember when I was little I saw this Creepypasta named "EJ Returns" or something like that where he was tied up in some Demon Hunter's basement.

This has happened to him a lot of times. Sometimes when he suddenly turns back to normal after eating somebody he'll get caught and he's the least fortunate out of everyone in the sense that the people that he gets caught by are ALWAYS occultists.

-He often has nightmares about being in this situation and because of this HATES basements and never goes into the Mansions basement unless there's a rotting corpse in there that he wants to eat.

-He desperately misses his old life, more than most of the Pastas do. Since his family and old friends are still alive he makes it an unhealthy habit to stalk them and follow them around in real life.

-In my AU, Jack Nyras is still a missing person and his disappearance was so mysterious that his case is still talked about on True Crime Podcasts. It was a nasty shock when he turned on the radio one day to discover people creating conspiracy theories on what really happened to him.

-When he came to the Mansion, his reaction was similar to Pomni from TADC. He believed it wasn't real. He broke down and wouldn't leave his room for WEEKS, and it was actually Jeff who brought him out of his shell. Although most Pastas think Jeff is a stuck up asshole EJ does have a sort of appreciation for him.

-He's blind, and although has a walking stick knows his way around the Mansion well enough to not need a guide. His sense of smell and his hearing is incredibly good.

-There's a lot of Braille books in the Library, and the section for it is referred to as the "EJ Section".

-He really likes Harry Potter and watches the movies every year.

-Jeff actually found him right outside the Forest, desperately consuming the flesh of someone Jeff had killed a day prior.

-Jack's sexuality is unknown, but we do know that he is at least attracted to women. He's claimed to have found men hot before but we may never know if he was telling the truth.

-His tail only really comes out when he's in his Demonic State, and yanking on it will NOT get you a good reaction.

-He has a fascination with watching people sleep. Don't ask him why, because he wouldn't tell you the answer.

-Upon his knowledge of what's 'going on', he has an understanding due to Toby constantly covering for Slender and Zalgo's strange behaviour. Due to being uncontrollably violent at times himself, he's sympathetic to whatever's truly going on but doesn't want to get involved.

-He does jobs with the Proxies quite a lot to the point where he even gets a paycheck (The Proxies are not slaves in this AU).

-He's really good at video games and even buys Ben a new Majora's Mask cartridge every year on his birthday to celebrate. Ben sees EJ as one of his favourite people and because of this tells him a lot about what his life was like before Drowning, but EJ won't tell.

-He owns a possessed item. It's a stuffed rabbit named Judas whom he insists can talk, but only when there is nobody else nearby. Lucy read Judas' aura and concluded that whoever is possessing Judas is a malicious entity. Despite this, EJ hasn't gotten rid of him.

-He discovered Nina and Liu and were the ones to bring them to the mansion.

-Due to the Forest being a Labyrinth and preventing it’s residents from ageing, EJ is constantly having an existential crisis on how old he is. Is he 19? Is he 29? Is he 50? He has no idea and worries about it everyday

Well, these are just some of them to get the ball rolling! I hope you liked them! If you want some more AU backstory I'll be happy to give more details ;)

If you want any more of them, whether it be on a specific topic, serious or light-hearted, feel free to ask! This was fun to write, I hope you enjoy reading, please correct me if I say anything that's too out of canon :3

If you’d like to ask for any characters in specific, any AU lore or any questions in general about the world then go ahead I promise I’ll try my best to always respond!!!

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6rookie-writer0110 · 6 months

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I have been falling for a long time

Wanda Maximoff x Male Reader

Request- The reader is the son of Dante from the devil may cry series but he hasn’t told the team or Wanda that he is a half devil because he’s scared who they will react and across it will scare Wanda. So on the rare occasion the team has a day off Dante and Vergil decide to drop by unannounced because Dante misses his kid and wants to meet the heroes (also because Vergil misses his nephew but he won’t say that and instead will say he’s testing your power)and Dante had the bright idea to just randomly start attacking without saying anything

You and Wanda are at home, carving pumpkins together. You and Wanda have to take out the insides of the pumpkin.

“I always wanted to do this” Wanda smiled.

“I thought it would be boring but it's not,” You said.

“Are you going to carve a scary face?” Wanda asked.

“I will try” You smiled.

You and Wanda start to carve faces on the pumpkin.

“Babe, can I ask you something?” Wanda asked.

“Sure,” You said.

“How come, you don't want me to meet your family? We have been dating for a long time now. You know everything about me and met Pietro and my dad. Feels like I don't know everything about you” Wanda said.

You haven't told your girlfriend about your family and what you are. You don't want her to be scared of you or worse hate you. You always lie about why she can't meet the family and you are running out of excuses.

“Wanda… It's not a good time right now” You said.

“Why?” Wanda asked.

“Because my dad is sick and he has the flu. And I don't want us to get sick” You lied.

“Okay, I understand. How's the pumpkin coming along?” Wanda said.

“Not bad… I think” You said unsure.

Your pumpkin isn't scary and Wanda carved a happy face. Then you and Wanda put the pumpkins on the window. Later, you and Wanda cuddle on the couch and watch a movie.

——

Vergil and Dante are home.

“Brother, have you noticed everything is calm right now,” Vergil said.

“It is,” Dante said.

“We should take advantage of this and have some real fun,” Vergil said.

“We should go see, Y/n. I miss him and we haven't seen him since he left home” Dante said.

Vergil does miss his nephew but won't say it.

“Are you going to call him?” Vergil asked.

“No; how about we surprise him” Dante smiled.

“The element of attacking, good idea,” Vergil said.

“Let’s go before something ruins this moment,” Dante said.

“Okay,” Vergil said.

Before leaving they went to gather some clothes and weapons. Your father Dante, knows where you live because you told him before.

—

Nick Fury and Steve, are making everyone do bonding training exercises. Because lately, everyone hasn't been getting along and the last mission went terribly wrong. Everyone is outside near the shield building. You are standing next to Wanda, but you aren't paying attention to their speech on working together.

But Vergil and Dante spotted you standing next to Wanda. They don't know that she is your girlfriend and they are on the roof, looking at you. Dante takes out his gun and sword, then Vergil takes out his sword. The building isn't too far from where you are standing. Nick and Steve will make you and others train next to the woods. But you rather be in bed sleeping and wake up in the afternoon.

“Ready?” Vergil asked.

“Yeah, let's give him a big hug” Dante smirked.

Vergil and Dante started to walk backward, and then they started to run very fast and jumped off the roof. They managed to reach the distance from where you were standing. You didn't have time to fight back, suddenly you felt your head on the ground extremely hard. Your skull cracked open.

“Hello, nephew” Vergil yelled.

You start to heal fast then you sit up. Wanda is using her magic to fight your father and uncle. Natasha joins in and starts to fight them, then the guys start to fight Dante and Vergil. You stand up and you use your magic to summon your sword.

“This is one hell of a reunion” You smirked.

Your father starts to run towards you and you block his attack.

“Dad!?” You yelled.

“You forgot how your father looks?” Dante asked.

“Y/n, he is your father!?” Wanda yelled.

You and your father keep fighting.

“Yes! He is my father. Dad, what are you doing here? Why you didn't call?” You said.

“Why are you two fighting?” Steve asked.

“This is how we say hi,” Vergil said.

You have some blood on your face, due to hitting the ground. You and your dad stopped fighting then he hugged you.

“What the hell is going on?” Nick yelled.

“This is my father Dante and my uncle Vergil,” You said.

Wanda is waiting for you to tell them that she is your girlfriend.

“Dad, this is the team I'm part of the Avengers. We were supposed to do group training” You said.

Wanda cleared her throat.

“Oh! Sorry. Ummm, dad, this is my girlfriend Wanda Maximoff” You said.

“Nice to meet you,” Wanda said.

“Nice to meet you. Y/n, you didn't tell me that you have a girlfriend?” Dante asked.

“And you said no one would date you because you are a demon,” Vergil said.

“Demon?” Everyone said at the same time.

“What does he mean, that you are a demon?” Wanda asked.

“Yes, my son is a demon it runs in the family. That's why he can heal extremely fast during combat” Dante said.

“I didn't tell you or anyone because… because people will treat me differently and won't trust me because I'm half demon,” You said.

“Why did you lie to me, about everything?” Wanda asked.

You began to stutter then Wanda walked away, then you sighed. You run after her but she needs space and she keeps walking away.

✯ ✯ ✯ ✯

Since finding out that you are half-demon, you and Wanda have been arguing for days. Your dad and uncle went to see you and Wanda, but they heard you two arguing from the bedroom.

“Do you think she will forgive him?” Vergil asked.

“Tough to say. From what I heard, they have been dating for two years and he never told her” Dante said.

“Is he ashamed?” Vergil asked.

“Remember the last girl he dated? He told her and we had to fight the hunters” Dante said.

“Well, they deserved to die,” Vergil said.

Dante nods. They stopped talking because they started to hear what you and Wanda were yelling about.

“Why did you lie to me?!” Wanda yelled.

“I didn't lie to you!” You yelled.

“I told you everything about myself and you didn't! How do you think, I felt when I found out that you were half-demon by your dad attacking you? I don't know if I can trust you, Y/n” Wanda said.

“I’m sorry I didn't tell you. But you can trust me, Wanda. I have been there for you through everything” You yelled.

“But you lied to me about you who are! That is a huge part of you!” Wanda yelled.

You and Wanda kept going back and forth yelling at each other. Then Dante and Vergil, watched Wanda storm out of the apartment. She slammed the door extremely hard then you came out of the bedroom.

“Everything better?” Vergil asked.

You glared at your uncle.

“We live together and she kicked me out,” You said.

“Why you didn't tell her?” Dante asked.

“Because what happened with my last ex-girlfriend, remember? I was scared, Wanda would be like that” You said.

“Give her space then talk to her,” Dante asked.

“If that doesn't work out, then dump her and find someone else,” Vergil said.

“I have to pack,” You said.

You went back to the bedroom, then you started to pack your clothes. Then you went to a hotel with your father and uncle.

——

For days you have been moping around and didn't go on missions. Steve would call but you ignore his calls, then Natasha would call or send you emails but she would threaten you to answer her back. But you don't care if she gets mad at you for not answering, then Scott tried to cheer you but it didn't work.

“Are you in love with her?” Dante asked.

“Yeah, but I haven't told her. Do you think she would forgive me?” You said.

You are sitting on the bed and your dad sits next to you.

“She will forgive you, just give it time. How did you meet her?” Dante asked.

“When I first joined the Avengers, I met her there and it was love at first sight for me,” You said.

“She will come around and when she does, tell her the truth,” Dante said.

He smacked the back of your head, then you started to rub your head.

“What was that for!?” You yelled.

“For being an idiot and not telling her that you are a demon!” Dante yelled.

You glared at your father.

✯ ✯ ✯ ✯

You found out that the team had to pick sides Steve or Tony. Also, you and Wanda are not talking to each other at all. You went to the airport with your dad and uncle.

“What's the plan?” Dante asked

“I don't want them to fight and I don't want anyone to hurt Wanda,” You said.

“That’s it?” Vergil asked.

“Yes! Yeah, that's it. What else did you expect?” You said

“Looks like someone woke up grumpy,” Vergil said.

“Whatever” You mumbled.

You made it to the airport in time. They were about to fight, then you stood in the middle.

“Come on, guys we don't have to fight,” You said.

“You don't know what is going on, kid. So step aside” Tony said.

“You have to pick a side,” Steve said.

“No!” You yelled.

Everyone watched you transform into your true form as a devil. Your eyes become red, and you are tall and have wings, a long tail, and massive claws.

“Y/n?” Wanda said.

“That’s his true form as a demon,” Vergil said.

You used your claws to break the ground.

“No one will fight!” You yelled.

Wanda moved closer to you.

“Fight him then we will fight against all of you,” Vergil said then he took out his sword.

“My brother is right,” Dante said.

The fight was about to start, but Wanda used her magic to stop everyone. Then you look at Tony and Steve, and you summon your sword with your magic.

“Fine, we won't fight,” Steve said.

“Tony?” Wanda said.

“Okay, okay, we won't fight,” Tony said.

——

Wanda forgave you and you told her why you didn't tell her. You are happy that she let you move back in with her.

“So, happy that we are here alone” Wanda smiled.

You took your girlfriend to the park for a picnic date. You and Wanda start to kiss each other then the date gets ruined because your uncle and father arrive.

“This is a private date,” You said.

“We just want to get to know, Wanda that's all,” Vergil said.

“Uncle V, you hate fun and people,” You said.

“Y/n, I don't mind they are here,” Wanda said.

“Listen to your girlfriend, punk,” Vergil said.

He puts you in a headlock then he starts to mess up your hair.

“Uncle Vergil!” You yelled.

Wanda starts to laugh. You punched your uncle in the stomach then he pushed you to the ground. Wanda moved away and watched you wrestle with your uncle.

“Is everyone like this all the time?” Wanda asked.

“Yes. Welcome to the family, Wanda” Dante said.

“Oh…” Wanda said.

“Wanda, please keep an eye on my son even when you are apart,” Dante said.

“I promise,” Wanda said.

“If you ever need anything, just call me or my brother Vergil,” Dante said.

“I will keep that in mind. Are you going to stop them?” Wanda said.

“Will try” Dante said.

Your father did try to stop you and Vergil, but then he joined the fight.

“Kids” Wanda sighed

She used her magic to stop you three from fighting.

#wanda maximoff imagine #wanda maximoff x male reader #x male reader #male!reader #male reader #wanda maximoff x reader #wanda maximoff x you #flufftober

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radiant-reid · 2 years

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Dad!Spence Headcanons

because i'm watching s9 and there are so many references to him wanting kids that i'm mad he didn't get them

gets up every time your baby wakes up because 1) he wants to be a part of each moment 2) he wants you to get enough sleep and 3) he can't sleep if a baby is crying

amazed by how little the baby is, like, he can hold their whole body in his palm and it's crazy to him

and he's randomly obsessed with how the baby smells and how soft their hair is

your first kid's first word is 'love' because both of you say it so often to each other

laughs so hard when they say fire fuck instead of fire truck

spoils them as much as Penelope does because he's never really had anything to spend his money on

but there are so many cute outfits and toys in your house that you have words with him

he is so obsessed with that baby and even though he gets leave from the BAU, he brings them into the office in the cute stroller as much as he can

museum, zoo, and aquarium trips as often as possible

more concerned than he needs to be when they're sick and even though he hates germs he'll sleep right next to them while they sneeze and cough

he refuses to let morgan help set up any kids' furniture, but when he spends all night trying to assemble a toddler's bed, he finally makes the call

cuts their sandwiches into the specific shape they like

actually, he's like one of those TikTok moms with the bento box lunches he makes his kids

blows on their food to cool it down until they're, like, 12

full-time crier at all milestones

gets them a little desk in his home office so they can sit and color pictures for him

he just melts when they fall asleep on him while watching a movie and he gets to scoop them up, put them to bed, and kiss them on the forehead

takes his own PhDs off the wall to put their certificate for Pre-K helper of the week

he's not an iPhone camera person but he takes pictures on a digital camera, gets them printed, and sends them to his mom so she can make scrapbooks

k that's all i have for now friends <3

#spencer reid #criminal minds #spencer reid x reader #spencer reid x y/n #spencer reid fandom #spencer reid x you #spencer reid fluff #spencer reid headcanon #spencer reid hc

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dreamescapeswriting · 2 years

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Stray Kids Reaction || The Way I Loved You [Request]

⤜MASTERLIST

GIFS BELONG TO ORIGINAL CREATORS

CHAN: I miss The screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain. And it’s 2am and I’m cursing your name. So in love that I acted insane and that’s the way I loved you.

You couldn't believe you were standing here right now, drenched in rain as you shivered inside Chan's apartment. He rushed around to try and fix the place a little since he hadn't been expecting you to randomly show up on his doorstep.

"What are you doing here? You're going to get sick," He scolded before laying a blanket across your shoulders and sitting you in front of the fireplace he had just lit. It was so nice to be standing here in front of him again, your eyes stayed locked onto him as you were too afraid he was going to randomly vanish if you moved your gaze away from him.

"I had to see you," You stuttered out through chattering teeth, another blanket was laid across you and Chan rushed to get you some dry and warm clothes to change into. It was pouring it down outside and he couldn't believe that you'd just walked to his apartment from yours, you must have wanted to get sick.

"And so you walked here? What happened to your car?" He scolded, placing the clothes down in front of you and trying to leave but you grabbed his hand to stop him. All you wanted was for him to sit with you and listen to what you had to say.

"It broke down on the way here," You mumbled, that wasn't what was important right now. The important thing was trying to get Chan to come back to you and forget the breakup the two of you had gone through a couple of weeks ago.

"So you walked? Are you trying to get yourself sick on purpose?!" He hated the fact that you'd done this, you were always risking stupid shit and he never wanted you to get hurt because of him.

"Yeah." You mumbled, looking at him as he stared back at you letting out a small sigh. It was sweet that you'd done this for him but he knew exactly what you wanted to talk about and it wasn't going to be sweet any longer.

"In the rain?" He quizzed, moving closer to you and sitting behind you so that you were sitting between his legs. His arms wrapped around you tightly and you relaxed against him, whimpering a little as your clothes began to stick to your skin.

"Yeah." You stuttered out, closing your eyes as you just enjoyed the closeness of him again. It had been far too long since the two of you had been together and you hated it, you hated that you weren't waking up in his arms anymore.

"Yn." He sighed looking down at you, running his hands up and down your arm on the outside of the blanket. He wanted you to get changed but he knew you weren't going to leave his arms - at least for a while.

"I miss you," You mumbled before looking up at him and sighing he couldn't tell you he didn't miss you either. The two of you were supposed to be together, high school sweethearts who just hit a rough patch in their relationship.

He was the captain of the swim team and you had just been someone he would study with, it was like something out of a romance novel.

"I know but-" He whispered but you cut him off,

"But what?" You shifted a little, turning your body so that you were facing him and clutching the blankets around your body.

"We're bad for each other," He smiled weakly while running his hand over your face but you shook your head away from him and whimpered a little. You weren't "bad" for one another, you'd hit a bad batch in your relationship like most people did.

It was what happened, couples would fight and argue but the important thing was that they loved each other and always got back together. Whenever you would fight with Chan it would be meaningless comments, nothing that would ever truly hurt the other person.

"No...No. We're not, we're meant to be together and you know it." Chan let out a small sigh as he looked at you. He couldn't count the times he'd wanted to go back to you, to stand at your front door and beg you to move back in with him but how could he? The two of you had a massive fight the last time you saw one another and you ended up never speaking to one another again.

Hell, he couldn't even remember what it had been about. Only that it had stopped at 2 in the morning when you were yelling out his name to let you back into his place...Only he never did.

"I know babe-" He stopped himself when he called you "babe" he wasn't supposed to do that anymore since you weren't together,

"I know we broke up for a reason," You stared at him as you shook your head. You weren't just going to let him throw your relationship away over a rough patch the two of you had hit, there was no way.

"Chan, please." You whispered at him, slowly moving to cup his face in your hands as you stared back at one another. His eyes searched all over your face as he began to tear up,

"Tell me you don't miss me and I will walk away...I promise," Your voice broke as you spoke but if this was what he truly wanted then you would walk away from him and try and give him the space he so clearly wanted.

"Yn...Of course, I miss you, I miss you...I miss everything," He explained, placing his hands on top of yours, his thumb softly running over your skin as you let out a small whine.

"I even miss the screaming and fighting...The kissing in the rain!" He gestured to the apartment window that overlooked the street and the rain that was hammering down outside.

"When it's 2 AM and I'm cursing your name...I'm just so in love with you that I acted insanely?" You tried to make a small joke and he let out a little laugh, his dimples showing on full display as he shook his head at you.

"I miss everything about you but I don't want to go back to that...I just want us to be happy," He cooed before you inched closer to him,

"We will be,"

"If we get help," Chan said as he looked at you and bit down on his lip, if you agreed to go to couples therapy he would agree to get back with you.

"Couples therapy...I'll do it," You told him before he bought you back into his arms, closing his eyes as he enjoyed the feeling of having you back with him.

MINHO: He can’t see the smile I’m faking and my hearts not breaking cause I’m not feeling anything at all

The food dropped from Minho's hand as he turned around to see you standing by his car, your eyes searching around the park for your ex-boyfriend while he watched you in shock. He never would have imagined seeing you standing there after all this time. The two of you had spilt a few weeks ago because you said you didn't want to be with him anymore. Today was the first time he'd left the house since and here you were...Waiting for him?

"Yn? What are you doing here?" He called out, bending down and throwing the now ruined food into a nearby bin and you just stayed by the car and stared at him. What were you doing here?

You had no idea what you were doing there. You'd been with your date one minute and the next you were standing by Minho's car and looking around for him. Desperate to see him for one last time but now he was in front of you, you knew it was never going to be the last time. You were a fool to try and end things between you both, not when you knew how madly in love with him you were. Minho stood in front of you a little panicked to see you there. Had something gone wrong on your date? Did you get hurt?

"I-I don't know," You stuttered out looking down at his lips and back up to his eyes but he stared around for your date, he had to be around here somewhere.

"Where's your date?" Your heart dropped when you heard he knew about it but Changbin had let it slip that you were going to see someone knew and that was the only reason he knew you were on a date.

"You know I'm on a date?" You questioned, swallowing the lump in your throat as you remembered the guy you were supposed to be with. You didn't want to be with him, he wasn't who you wanted and he wasn't any good for you. There was no conntection, no spark.

"I just assumed," He lied. Even if it hadn't been for Changbin Minho had been stalking your social media like a mad man ever since it had been announced you were seeing someone else.

"I left him around near the river...I just-" You turned to look at the car and back to Minho. It was going to sound stupid no matter how you told the story so you went with the truth.

"I saw your car and I just ran."

"You ran?" Minho laughed, a giant smile spreading across his face as he tried to imagine you running anywhere.

"I did." You whined hitting his chest as he began to laugh harder at the thought of you running.

"Wow, you and running don't normally go together. It's a little shocking that-" He was stopped when your lips softly kissed his, your hands holding his face in your hands as you let out a happy sigh of relief. You moved in perfect harmony together and the sparks flew out of your body your mind going numb to everything going on around you.

You slowly pulled back and cover your mouth as you realised what you had just done. You were broken up...You'd kissed him when you'd been the one to end things, talk about mixed signals for the poor guy.

"Shocking that you ran somewhere," He finished looking down at you completely in shock that you had just kissed him and yet...He wasn't complaining. He loved it.

"I'm sorry...I-I'm sorry I just-" You shook your head in a panicked motion, moving away from him when he walked after you. He wasn't about to let you get away that easy, not when he wanted to talk more about this and what it meant,

"Hey...Shh, no, it's fine." He whispered as he looked at you, swallowing the lump in his throat. Though Minho didn't typically share his feelings with many people you were the one person he did and did so with pride. It was something he had learnt to do over the years of you seeing one another.

"It's not. I just kissed you after we broke up and-"

"Why did you do it?" He cut you off, looking at you as he tried to get you to realise why you had done all of this in the first place. Because you were still madly in love with Minho and you always would be. It was dumb of you to end things.

"He's not you," You sniffled, tears running down your cheeks which were quickly wiped away by Minho's thumb when he held your face in his hands.

"There's nothing between us...There's no spark, no connection..." You frowned a little as you admitted this all out loud to someone other than yourself. It felt good to get all of this out of the way and admit to yourself that there was never going to be anyone like Minho.

"He looks at me and he can't tell when I'm fake smiling at him...And it doesn't hurt because when I'm with him I don't feel anything." Minho's breath caught in his throat and he pulled you closer, one arm resting around your waist as you continued to ramble at him.

"So what does all of that mean to you?" He questioned, running his hand over your cheek to try and keep the tears away,

"I want you back...If you'll take me," You whispered breathlessly and he chuckled softly,

"Of course I'll take you," He whined, leaning his forehead against yours as you both just enjoyed the feeling of being close to one another.

"You should go and tell your date first," He whined as he realised he had to let you go back to the guy,

"I'll be back...Okay? I'll be back," You promised, nodding your head over and over at him before running back to where you had left your date waiting for you. Minho stood with a giant smile on his face the whole time.

CHANGBIN: And you were wild and crazy just so frustrating. Intoxicating, complicated. Got away by some mistake and now

Nervousness buzzed inside of you as you stared down at the vows that were in front of you, all of them had been written for you by your mother of course. Lord forbid you wrote anything you wanted to write. Though you very much doubted your future husband would be happy if you wrote about how you never wanted to marry him.

"Yn! Yn!!" You frowned and rushed toward your bedroom window looking down at the garden. Standing there was your ex-boyfriend, smirking up at you as he caught your eyes. Nothing had changed, he was dressed in a leather jacket and all black clothes and whispering for you to come and see him just like the old days.

"What the fuck? Binnie?!" You called out before slapping your hand over your mouth and glancing over at your bedroom door. It was the middle of the night and the night before your wedding, if your mother found you talking to someone out of the window she'd kill you. But if she saw it was Changbin you were sure she'd kill him and then you, she'd always hated him.

"Are you talking to someone?" Your mother asked from outside of the bedroom door, you hated that your childhood room didn't have a lock. Your eyes locked onto the door to make sure she wasn't going to walk straight in and you slowly stalked toward it,

"Just practising my vows ama," You told her anxiously, praying she wasn't about to come through the door. The last thing you wanted right now was to have a fight about how bad Changbin was for you, not to mention that it was the night before you were going to get married.

"Go to bed, you need your beauty sleep for tomorrow. We want to make sure the stylists don't work too hard lovie," You hummed softly at her and waited for the footsteps to retreat before you rued back to the window ready to ask him what the fuck he was doing here. He wasn't supposed to be anywhere near you, the two of you had broken up a while ago now.

"Help a guy out," You heard someone grunting, you spun around to see Changbin struggling to climb from your window and you whined rushing to help him out. In the process of getting through the window to your bedroom, he knocked over a picture frame and banged the drawers against the wall.

"Shh," You hissed, listening for your mother but there was nothing in the hall to signal that she was coming and you let out a small breath of relief as you realised she wasn't coming.

"What are you doing here?" You whispered, staring at him and realising you weren't annoyed at him for being here you were completely relieved that he was with you right now.

"You can't marry him," You stood back a little and shook your head at him. So that was why he was here.

"Changbin," You mumbled, walking toward your bed and sitting down on the edge of it but Changbin followed you and took your hand in his.

"I'm serious, I won't allow you to marry him." He explained before you let out a loud scoff. Not allow you to?

"Won't allow me? Sorry, when did you become my caregiver?" You snapped bitterly at him, how could he be doing this to you right now? He had no right to stand in front of you right now and tell you what you could and couldn't do with your own life. He couldn't come out now because someone wanted you it didn't work like that.

"You don't love him," He told you as you got up from the bed and started to pace around in front of him. It was true that you didn't love the man you were going to marry, hell - you didn't even like him but your mother had arranged all of this.

"You don't know that," You grumbled, folding your arms over your chest as you tried to play it off as nothing.

"I know you and I know you don't love him. You love me," Changbin stated as he slowly got up from the bed and stepped in front of you, stopping your pacing in its tracks as he turned your head to look at him. You could have sworn his eyes were sparkling as he looked down at you and smiled happily.

"Binnie...Don't." You didn't want to do this with him. Things between you had ended for a reason, there was no future between the two of you. You wanted marriage and Changbin just wanted to date, there was never going to be anything more to your relationship.

"Look at me and tell me you don't love me." You stared at him in complete silence, you couldn't say that to him when he knew you were madly in love with him.

"Binnie it's more complicated than that," You tried to get away from him but he kept his hands on your shoulders forcing you to stand in front of him. For the first time, he was going to speak to you as adults did, he wasn't going to walk away from the conversation because it was hard.

"So, you know it's always been complicated between the two of us," He whispered as you moved closer to one another as brushed your head against his hand when he moved it to cup your face.

The silence grew until he decided to get you to tell him the reason the two of you broke up in the first place.

"Tell me why we broke up again," He whispered, not being able to remember it himself. The two of you used to always get into crazy and dumb little fights with one another but it would always end in you getting back together.

"You didn't want to get married...and because you're wild and crazy," You stared at him as you tried to think clearly but it was hard with him standing right in front of you, each of your words began to come out breathlessly.

"...frustrating...completely complicated and...i-intoxicating," You told him as he looked at you and smirked a little, his hands moving to your waist as you stared up at him,

"All of those sound like good things to me,"

"C-Chanbin." You warned him, it may have sounded good to him but you had stopped seeing one another for a reason.

"This marriage is a sham...Set up by your mother," He told you and you nodded, you knew it was. You didn't need someone to explain that to you but you moved away from him and shook your head. It didn't matter how much you wanted to go back to Changbin, without some kind of future with him it would be torture.

"But I have to marry him," You explained, running your hands over your face as you tried to come to the reality of the situation.

"Why?" Changbin walked toward you but you put your hand on his chest to stop him, whimpering a little as you stared up at him.

"Because if I don't I have no one," You whispered, even if he was right in front of you right now you had no one. The two of you couldn't keep going the way you had been.

"You have me...You'll always have me," He put his hand on top of yours and you stared at the two of them together, tears beginning to build in your eyes.

"You won't marry me."

"Why won't I?" You stared at him in silence, blinking slowly as you tried to figure out if he was serious or not. Changbin had always told you he NEVER wanted to get married and told you how much he detested it.

"Binnie." You laughed weakly, there was no way he would marry you.

"Yn...Don't marry him, I'm begging you." He slowly got down onto his knee and pulled out a necklace he had around his neck. Your heart raced as you stared down at him, there was no way this was happening...He'd told you so many times there was no marriage between you and yet here he was. Your purity ring sat perfectly on the chain as he stared at you, smiling brightly.

"Marry me." He held out the ring for you and you couldn't believe he even had this after all this time.

"Binnie." You whispered shaking your head, you didn't believe that he really wanted this. It had to be because you were trying to move on,

"I'm serious. I will take you right now and we will go and find someone to marry us,"

"I-"

"Yes or no baby, don't think about anyone but us," You didn't even really need to think as long as Changbin was serious about all of this.

"Yes." You whispered as he rushed to get up, placing the ring on your finger before he moved closer to you, about the kiss you when you heard your mother coming down the hall. Your hand moved to cover his mouth so he wouldn't speak.

"Yn?! Are you talking on the phone? I told you not to call someone tonight," You froze as the door handle began to rattle and you pushed Chanbin to hide where the door would open. The door opened and Changbin held his breath trying not to give it away that he was there.

"I was just going to get some water and head to bed," You told her while staring at her and she sighed at you shaking her head a little.

"You're going to make the stylists work hard tomorrow," You ignored the jab that gave you in the pit of your stomach.

"I know mama." You whispered as she mumbled something, heading to her room again while you quietly shut the door and looked at Changbin.

"Let's go...Right now," You told him as you rushed to your dresser, grabbing all of the clothes you could fit into a duffel bag. Quickly throwing it out of the window and watching as Changbin headed down the ground first, waiting for you with open arms.

This was completely insane but you wanted him more than anything else, it was always going to be changbin.

HYUNJIN: He opens up my door and I get into his car. And he says “you look beautiful tonight” and I feel perfectly fine

Things with your new boyfriend were different to when you were with Hyunjin and you absolutely hated it. You knew you shouldn't have since your new relationship was nothing but sweetness and kind gestures but you hated it. You needed Hyunjin back in your life and everything you ever did only reminded you how much you wanted Hyunjin back. The only reason you had even agreed to go on this date was to end things between the two of you.

It was wrong to string someone along when your heart was with someone else entirely.

"You look beautiful tonight," He mentioned as he helped you into the car but you froze, one foot inside of his car and the other planted firmly on the ground. Your eyes were over at the entrance of the restaurant you'd been in a few minutes ago.

"Yn? You okay?" Your boyfriend asked as you looked over to the restaurant door where you saw Hyunjin standing there looking inside, he had a panicked expression on his face. It looked as though he'd just gotten into a fight with one of the men standing outside and stopping him from entering and he was yelling.

"Yn!?" Hyunjin yelled out to the inside of the restaurant causing a scene, your heart raced once you heard your name falling from his lips. You couldn't believe he was standing there calling your name,

"Do you know him?" Your date asked while you stared back at the back of Hyunjin's head not knowing what to do with yourself. You never would have imagined him being the one to come and get you when he'd ended things...You thought you were going to have to be the one to grovel.

"Hyunjin." You whispered barely getting the words out when you saw him standing there looking as beautiful as ever. What was he doing here? The last time you saw him he told you he never wanted to see you again.

"Yn, do you know that mad man?" Your date questioned as you got out of the car completely and smiled to yourself,

"Shut up," You hissed, pushing your purse against the chest of your date, the breakup could wait until you'd been reunited with Hyunjin.

"Hyunjin," You rasped, rushing over to him and pulling him away before he got into a physical altercation but from the look on his face it was too late. There was a bruise setting up on his eye and a busted lip that was freshly bleeding, you couldn't believe he'd gotten to a fight out here.

"You idiot, what are you doing? Why are you busted up? Are you trying to get hurt on purpose?" You scolded while looking him over, turning his head to the side to get a better look at his busted lip. You didn't know if he was going to need to get it glued shut or not but he was just smiling at you. When he got here he thought it was too late and you'd already left with the moron you had arrived with.

"What are you smiling at?" You whined, tapping his arm softly as a way of scolding him but he just laughed and shook his head at you.

"You're being caring toward me, I thought you hated me."

"Hated you? Hyunjin I could never...You're the one that ended things." You sighed at him. The two of you broke up because he didn't think you should be dating someone like him. "someone like him" meaning that he was the "bad" guy in everything in life. Your family hated him but that never bothered you.

"What are you doing here? How did you know I'd be here?" You questioned looking at him as he smiled back at you, he was just happy to see you standing right in front of him again.

"I asked your friends, I knew you were on a date with that loser and I just couldn't..." He trailed off not being able to find the words he wanted to say to you. Everything he had been planning to say quickly vanished from his memory when he saw you standing here looking so nice. Dressed up as though you were going to an award show and looking ten times richer than he would ever be in life.

It bought back all the thoughts of him not being good enough for you, he'd never be able to take you to places like this...But that had never been your thing. You would rather spend the night in with him just listening to him talk about his art and he knew that,

"Couldn't what?" You begged him to tell you that he wanted you back, that this wasn't all one-sided.

"Let you keep seeing him when I know you're better off with me," The words were a weight off both of your chests and you giggled a little, looking at him as you smirked,

"Oh? Is that so?"

"We both know it is, don't waste your time on him," You told him as he snaked an arm around your waist and pressed your body close to his.

"Hyunjin," You whispered as you remembered your date was no doubt watching all of this and wondering what the fuck was happening between the two of you.

"Yn. Are we going to dinner or are you going to play with the street rat all night long?" Your date laughed loudly and Hyunjin began to square up but you placed your hand on his chest to stop him, you didn't want any more fights to break out tonight.

"Don't. You'll get in trouble," You whispered before turning to your date, taking in a deep breath as you started to walk back toward him,

"So you're just going to go out with him?!" Hyunjin cried out as his voice broke, tears building up as he watched you walk away from him all over again.

"Of course she is, she knows her worth! She's better off with someone like me," Your date laughed as you stopped in front of him, smiling sweetly before you snatched your purse away from him and walked back to Hyunjin.

"Let's go to your place," You told him as you both headed in the direction of his motorbike which was parked down an alleyway.

"My girl," He laughed, pinning you against the wall softly and wrapping his arms around you, kissing you deeply and roughly making up for the times you'd missed.

JISUNG: He respects my space and never makes me wait. And he calls exactly when he says he will

Jisung was staring at you and smirking at you while you walked toward him. He never bothered you at work when you were dating so why was he doing it now? If your boss saw him he was going to freak out about you having visitors at work so you rushed toward him,

"Jisung," You greeted, looking around for an empty table you could pretend he was going to be sitting at for the night. At least this way you could save your paycheck and not get money cut because Jisung wanted to just drop by out of the blue.

"Yn." He smirked even more as you rushed him toward an empty booth and pushed him to sit down, bringing out your notebook and pen before staring at him. You had to make it look as though you were working so you plastered a smile on your face,

"What are you doing here? I'm at work," You scolded him, he took the hint of what you were doing and looked down at the menu even though he wasn't going to order anything to eat. At least until you agreed to start seeing him again.

"I decided this is stupid, we should be together," You rolled your eyes and scoffed at him. After a few weeks of being apart, he decided that now was the time to do this. He should have thought of this before the two of you took your things out of one another's places.

"Jisung," You whined at him, he couldn't be serious right now. It was one of your busiest times at work right now and he wanted to debate your relationship with one another.

"I'm serious." He told you plainly, looking at you in the eyes as you shook your head at him. All of this was happening because he'd seen you out with Chan last week and assumed the two of you were now dating when it couldn't have been further from the truth. Chan had just been helping you try to find a new place but it had turned into a little date between you both,

"No, you're saying this because you saw me out with someone else. Someone who was your friend." You sighed, looking back over your shoulder to your boss who seemed to be noticing that you weren't writing anything down,

"What drink can I get you, sir?" Jisung looked at the menu and back up at you,

"I know I want you back, don't you want me?" The question could have broken you apart, he was the one that wanted to break up in the first place why was he all of a sudden saying this to you? Tears built up in your eyes and you did your best not to break down in front of everyone you worked with.

"I know you do Yn, I see it on your face." You stared back at him and sniffled a little trying not to cry. How could he do this to you?

"But he's better for me," You knew that for a fact. Chan was better for you but there was no connection there like there was with Jisung, there was no spark between you. Nothing that made you excited as it did when you were with Jisung.

"How?" Jisung questioned before telling you a random food he wanted to order so that you could stay by his side a little longer, your boss moving away and out of earshot.

"He respects my space first of all...He never makes me wait for him and he always calls me when he tells me he's going to." You listed off the generic reasons why Chan was good for you but none of them meant that you were a good fit together. Just that he was a good guy and a gentleman,

"So?"

"So? Jisung we were together for five years and you never once did any of that," You mumbled a little too harsh and Jisung chuckled softly. It wasn't as though he never had, he used to but over the years it grew more and more that he didn't have to constantly do all of that for you.

"And yet you still loved me."

"I still do but it's not good...We need love, respect and trust in a relationship." You told him as Jisung nodded his head, willing to change everything he could if it meant he would get to call you his again.

"So if I change all of those things you'll come back?" He questioned before you stared back at him, taking in a deep breath and nodding your head a little.

"I would." You whispered slowly, adding his favourite food onto the sheet of paper, if he was going to sit here and wait for you to finish work he was going to at least eat something he enjoyed.

"Okay." He told you with a giant smile, unable to take his eyes away from you as you nodded slowly at him,

"Okay." You repeated,

"I'll call you," He told you when you began to walk toward the counter, slipping the food order down for the chef when you felt your phone vibrating inside of your pocket. You bit down on your lip seeing his name flash on the screen and you slyly answered it while looking at Jisung from across the room,

"Hello?" You quizzed, staring at him as he gave you a giant grin.

"I told you I'd call." He smiled brightly at you before you rolled your eyes at him,

"I love you, I have to work. I'll pay for your food, don't leave." You told him before quickly hanging up the phone and going to serve other customers while Jisung watched you the entire time.

FELIX: Breaking down and coming undone. Its a rollercoaster kind of rush. And I never knew I could feel that much and that’s the way I love you,

Your eyes locked from across the room and the whole world seemed to stop still around you as you zeroed in on your ex-boyfriend standing there. Dressed in a suit that looked to be a size too large for him and he was staring around for you. He knew you were going to be here since you had been the one to arrange all of this, which he was very proud of you for.

"Excuse me," You whispered as you excused yourself away from a boring conversation and made your way over to Felix who hadn't noticed you coming yet. You couldn't believe he'd managed to get in here when it was a closed guest list and his name wasn't on it. It had been taken off when the two of you broke up with one another and yet he still found a way to get to you.

"Looking for someone?" You questioned making him jump on the spot and stare back at you, a breath leaving his throat as he relaxed a little. It was you he was looking for and you both knew it but what you didn't know was why he was here. It was a private event tonight between buyers of the art gallery you were working in and he wasn't supposed to be here,

"You," He breathed out softly and shook his head just happy that you had found him and a giant smile grew across his lips as he took a look at you.

"This is a closed event how did you get in?" You laughed a little, you had to laugh at the attempt to get in. You didn't want there to be any kind of awkwardness between you after all these years and he smiled a little joining in with you.

"Do you really want to know?" He laughed as you both began to step out of the way of people walking through the gallery all of them too lost in their own conversations to notice you two.

"Kind of, to stop it happening with dangerous thieves." You teased as he wrapped an arm around your waist as though it was the most natural thing in the world for him to be doing right now.

"I'll tell you later," He smirked as you both walked toward the open bar and ordered something to drink. Staring back at one another as you took in a deep breath and decided to ask the one thing you needed to.

"What are you doing here Felix?" You'd broken up weeks ago and now he was standing in front of you, acting as though none of it had happened and looking at you as though you were the love of his life all over again.

"I needed to see you, I miss you."

"I miss you too but you made it clear-" You barely had a chance to get the words out before Felix cut you off.

"I know but I was stupid...It was stupid of me to think we should break up," You stared back at him. He'd ended things after a pretty bad fight that had happened between you both and you would have given everything for him to say this a couple of weeks ago.

"You were right, all we did was fight toward the end and we should accept that things between us are done," You whispered not really wanting to agree with it yourself but it was the truth. There was no future if the two of you couldn't stop fighting with each other all of the time.

"It was a rollercoaster kind of rush between us but I don't want to let that go! I never knew I could feel that much with one person," He told you as he looked at you with pleading eyes.

"I never want to let you go, I love you too much Yn...That's the way I love you and you loved me," He breathed out as you stared back at one another. The two of you would always have massive amounts of love for one another and it was like a rollercoaster but did that change things?

"I do."

"So let's forget the fights...Forget all of that and focus on what was good," Your hands were linked with one another and you stared down at them and took in a deep breath. You missed everything good between you both but was that good enough to forget all the ugly fights you'd have with one another? Yelling back and forth so much neither of you would sleep...But the make-ups between you were incredible.

"Yn..." He trailed off when he realised you were getting lost in your own world and he smiled a little at the sight of it.

"Lix, when we fought it was like the world was going to end and when we made up-"

"It was as if we weren't ever going to stop," He finished for you making your body heat up in remembrance. The makeups could last for weeks on end, the two of you barely leaving one another's arms unless it was for work or to do normal human interactions.

"We need to stop fighting, no matter how good the make-up is." You told him as he nodded his head at you, his smile growing wider as he realised that you were agreeing to get back with him.

"We will...We'll work on this," He told you before lifting your hand to his lips and kissing it softly, your whole body warming up at the simple action.

"I have to go back to the floor, please stay?" You begged looking at him as he nodded his head,

"I wouldn't miss it for the world baby," He promised you before you slowly headed back into the crowd to try and sell more paintings to stupidly rich people

SEUNGMIN: He’s close to my mother, talks business with my father. He’s charming and endearing and I’m comfortable

The door behind you opened with a swoosh and you quickly stood up straight and wiped the tears away from your cheeks, not wanting to cry in front of a stranger. It was bad enough you were crying at your own birthday party you didn't want anyone to see you doing it.

"I'll get out of your way," You mumbled not looking up at whoever had joined you out on the balcony. Your boyfriend was probably looking for you and you needed to go back to him and let him know you were okay...As much as you didn't want to.

You'd rather stay out on the balcony as you stayed away from the huge crowds of people. This kind of thing wasn't what you liked, you prefer staying at home.

"What's wrong?" You froze on the spot, staring down at the floor as you didn't dare to look up and meet the owner of the voice. There was no way it was him, not here...Not tonight. Seungmin had always had the spontaneous moments where he would randomly drop by but it had been almost 6 months since you saw each other. Why would he bother to show up now?

"Yn..." It was him, it had to be him. But why? Six months, you thought he'd finally given up on you. The last fight you'd had with one another was a big one and he told you he was never going to come back again...Why couldn't he have just stayed true to his word? Why did he have to be here right now?

"Look at me," He was begging you, Seungmin wasn't the type to beg but he needed to see you. He needed to see if you were happy with the schmuck you were dating, if you were he was going to leave you alone. But you couldn't look at him, if you looked at him you were going to crumble down and want to run back to him. It was always that way.

Seungmin had the face of a loveable puppy but he was the typical playboy that constantly fought with you because he was the "bad guy" type.

"Yn...Look at me, please." His voice cracked and you couldn't believe you'd just heard him use that word. You never would have believed "please" was in his vocabulary.

"Why? W-Why are you here?" You sniffled staring at him as he look at your appearance and let out a small happy sigh. Even after all this time, you were standing in front of him and you hadn't changed much besides a little weight loss and tears streaming down your cheeks. It pained him to see you like this, even when the two of you would fight it would kill him when you would start to cry. You should never cry, you were far too good for that.

"Why now?" You questioned, voice cracking immensely as you stared back at him wanting answers from the man who had walked out on you months ago. The man that had promised you'd never hear from him again, staring in front of you as all of your emotions came crashing back to you. The love you had for him was insane, you'd never love someone the way that you loved him.

"I missed you," He spoke as if it was the most casual thing in the world and you shook your head at him. It was no excuse for him to show up on your birthday of all nights.

"So you just showed up tonight?" You snapped harshly, you didn't care if it sounded mean he had no right to be here, not tonight and not ever again.

"I was invited," He shrugged his shoulders, his eyes locked onto you like you were a target.

"By who? I didn't invite you," You mumbled, you wouldn't have done. Seungmin knew this wasn't your thing and he would call you out on it instantly.

"It appears your new boyfriend did," You stared through the balcony doors to see your boyfriend in a world of his own with your family and hadn't seemed to notice you were out here with Seungmin.

"He wouldn't." You mumbled a little unsure of that. The two of you had been together a few months and you were still trying to get to know him.

"Why? He would love to rub my nose in it that you guys are "happy" together," You stared at him and frowned at the air quotations he had just done, what did that mean? Did Seungmin not think you were happy with him?

"What was that?" You asked, gesturing toward his hands as he shook his head at you.

"Come on, we both know you're not happy with him." He smirked moving closer to you, your back hitting the concrete balcony railing, staring back at Seungmin who looked so much different. How could someone change in a few short months? There was always something different about Seungmin whenever you would get together whether that was a new tattoo or something else.

"I-I am." You lied looking at him and he let out a small laugh,

"You're lying to yourself," He could read you like a book and you knew that...You hated it but at the same time you loved it,

"I'm happy," Your voice shook and your nose twitched giving away that you were lying to him.

"You're comfortable. there's a difference." He grumbled severely, his hand slowly moving to cup your chin in his grasp, his thumb softly swiping along your bottom lip as he resisted the urge to kiss you. He wasn't going to kiss you until you told him you weren't happy.

"Seungmin." You whispered, it came out more as a breathless sigh of relief rather than a protest to what he was doing,

"Tell me you're happy with him and I will leave you alone." You took in a breath. You weren't happy at all, he was right. You were comfortable.

"H-He's close with my family...He's close with my mother and he always talks business with my father." You rambled off as Seungmin nodded his head, waiting for those four little words "he makes me happy" as soon as he heard them he would let you go.

"He's charming and endearing, my family like him...He doesn't act like a dick around them...He actually tries to make them like him," He nodded again as he stared down at you, stepping so close your bodies were pressed against one another. Seungmin was the bad boy, your family had hated him ever since they met him but it never changed your love for him.

"That's not what I asked baby," He whispered, his lips centimetres away from your face as you let out a shaky breath. Your heart was hammering rapidly against your chest at having him so close to you,

"I'm comfortable with him," You whispered as he nodded already knowing that was what you were going to say but he just need confirmation about what he knew already to be true.

"Are. You. Happy?" The two of you stared back at one another, your mind melting away from everything that was going on around you. Your eyes scanned his face as you debated lying to him again but how could you?

"No." You whispered suddenly and quickly. Seungmin wasted no time as he pulled you into his arms, kissing you deeply while your arms wrapped around the back of his neck pulling him against you. Forgetting everything bad that went on between you. He was yours and you were his.

New boyfriend be damned, Seungmin was the man that you wanted. The man you were hopelessly in love with no matter how much you wanted to hate him you couldn't. You squealed a little as Seungmin lifted you onto the edge of the balcony, letting you sit there as he kissed you.

"I missed you, I love you," He whispered as his lips trailed down the skin of your neck, your eyes opened to look through the doors at everyone inside and you were brought crashing back to reality.

"Y-You should go," You whispered, looking at Seungmin who stared at you completely in shock.

"I'll meet you at your apartment...I need to finish things here." You promised him, gently touching his cheek as he snuggled into your touch.

"I'll meet you there. I still have my key," You told him as you took off the necklace you were wearing to reveal the key that was around the small chain,

"I'll see you soon baby," He whispered before kissing you deeply once again, leaving you wanting more as you sat there and thought about how you were going to break the news to your new boyfriend...Well. Ex-Boyfriend.

JEONGIN: He is sensible and so incredible and all my single friends are jealous. He says everything I need to hear and it’s like I couldn’t ask for anything better.

"I hate you, you know that?" You told Jeongin as you stormed past Jeongin and into his apartment, lifting your dress up from the floor as you stomped into the apartment and stood inside his living room. Staring over at him as he was still by the front door,

"Come in," He laughed sarcastically, slamming the door as he watched you pacing around back and forth inside of his apartment. If you carried on the way you were going he was sure you would burrow a hole into the apartment below him and give them another reason to complain.

"Can I offer you a drink?" Jeongin questioned as he pointed to the glass of whiskey he was already holding in his hand when it was barely 12 in the afternoon but he thought he was going to need it to get through the day. However, seeing you show up was quickly changing his opinion on the matter.

"He's sensible and incredible you know," You told him as you continued to pace around in front of him, Jeongin nodded his head while downing the rest of the cup. If you were going to sit and talk about your amazing guy then he was going to need something a lot stronger than whiskey or at least a lot more whiskey.

"All my friends love him! They're jealous that he's with me," He simply nodded again as you continued to pace, staring down at your hands not truly believing that you had just done all of this. You'd run away from your fiance, you'd left him standing there waiting for you while you came to Jeongin the man you SHOULD have been running away from. The man that had caused you so much heartache over the years but it was impossible to let him go.

"You keep doing that you're going to burn a hole in my rug," He told you before nodding down at the rug and making you stop still. Your eyes met his and you noticed how bloodshot they were, he must have been drinking for most of the morning.

"He tells me all of the things I need to hear and I couldn't ask for anyone better than him." You didn't sound as though you were boasting about your relationship, it sounded as though you were trying to convince yourself to go back to him.

"So?" Jeongin questioned, looking you up and down and then frowning. He didn't understand why you were standing right in front of him if you were so happy with the way your current boy toy was.

"So why the fuck are you still in my head?! Why are you always there?" You yelled at him and Jeongin smirked, letting out a dry and raspy laugh as he shook his head at you.

"What's up sugar? Are you still hung up on me?" The question lingered on your mind but you shook your head at him, wanting to scream out at how insufferable he was being right now.

"I hate you."

"You say that a lot for someone who's standing in front of me in a wedding gown." Not that he was complaining, it looked really good on you even if it was being worn for some other man. It made him wonder what kind of bridal underwear you had on and why you were here instead of at the church.

Jeongin had gotten the invitation you'd sent him, it was the only reason he was drinking so early. He'd hoped it would stop him from going to the church and crashing the whole event.

"Shut up," You snapped, looking down at the gown and brushing it down softly. You knew you shouldn't have come but you only wanted to be here, you wanted to be with him.

"I'm shutting up," He smirked, looking you up and down and making you shift your weight from one foot to the other in embarrassment. He always looked at you like that and it never ended well.

"Don't look at me like that." You begged, your voice straining a little as you watched him stepping closer to you his eyes never leaving your body.

"Like what?" He whispered, doing it again and again trying to drive you wild with a simple look.

"Like you're trying to figure out if you want to kick me out or fuck me," The air went still and a smirk began to grow wider on his face,

"I'd never kick you out," He told you plainly, moving closer so that he was almost touching your body but neither of you made a move to touch one another just yet. Jeongin wouldn't. Not when you were engaged to be married and yet he didn't see a ring on your finger, not even the disgusting engagement ring you had been flaunting all over social media.

"Innie." You said as he took your hand into his and inspected it to make sure there was in fact no ring on your finger and it wasn't just his mind playing tricks on him.

"What? You're the one in my apartment on your wedding day, aren't you supposed to be married as of-" He looked at his watch and chuckled even more. It was obvious what had happened but he wanted to hear the words from your lips.

"Three hours ago," He finished before you stared back at him. It was his fault, all of this was his fault.

"I ran away." You answered plainly as he nodded his head,

"You ran away? Why?" Why did he need to know the details? All he needed to know was that you weren't marrying the other guy and that you were standing with him instead. Wasn't that what he wanted?

"I couldn't go through with it," He smirked even more,

"You sent me an invitation," He reminded you as you both glanced over at the invitation on the countertop. You had, it'd been the last attempt at trying to get Jeongin to stop everything and get you but he hadn't shown up the night before so you ran away on the day of your wedding.

"I'd hope you'd show up and tell me I was being an idiot, and tell me not to go through with it"

"Why's that? Why didn't you want to go through with it?" You both knew the answer to it but he wanted you to say it out loud to him.

"Because I realised that there's only one man I love." He moved his head closer to yours, you could feel his breath on your lips and you let out a small gasp.

"And? Who is that man?" He whispered softly, his eyes glancing up from your lips to your eyes as you both waited for the words to fall from your lips.

"It's you."

"Yet it took you three hours to get here," He smirked, moving away from you and making you whine out at the sudden closeness being stripped away from you. You yearned for him to touch you again, to feel his arms around you. He was the man you'd loved for almost six years now, the only man you were going to love for the rest of your life.

"Because he's everything I'm supposed to want! He's the good guy and you're the-"

"incredibly handsome and amazing ex-boyfriend?" He joked trying to make you laugh but you just sighed and shook your head. Jeongin was the love of your life but it just so happened that everyone else in your life couldn't stand him.

"The asshole all of my friends and family hate." Your voice came out a little strangled and he moved closer to you once again. Despite all of your friends and family, you were right in front of him

"And yet here you are,"

"Here I am." You whispered. Jeongin's tongue dashed across his bottom lip as he drank in your appearance all over again,

"Has he seen you in the dress yet?" You frowned at the question but shook your head. No one but your mother and bridesmaids had seen you in the gown.

"No."

"Good. That means you're all mine then and this dress was picked for me." He smirks before pushing you down onto the sofa and pinning your hands up above your head, you gasped out as he stopped himself from kissing you right away. He needed to hear you say you wanted him before he went any further than this,

"Tell me to stop and I will." He looked at you with pleading eyes, he never wanted to stop but if you weren't comfortable he would let go of you within the blink of an eye.

"Yn I need to hear that you want me." He repeated as you snaked your arms around the back of his neck and nodded at him, your eyes never leaving his.

"I want you...I want us." You whispered before he crashed his lips to yours once more.

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